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My name is Alex, and I've been diagnosed with anticipatory
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anxiety. No be
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alright, no, al
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right, will be all
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right for ever? No
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be alrl
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right, No, will be all
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right for ever? Alright?
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So check this out. This is pretty sick. Actually, I don't
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know if it's sick, but it's sick that I'm dealing with it. Uh
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So, after a long
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time, I mean after this is years and
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years and years of knowing that something
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wasn't right in my brain, I finally
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decided in to get
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a therapist for the first time ever. It
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was really thanks to some
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specific people in my life, Ron Star who's
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been on our podcast before,
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my girlfriend Madison, family, and
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friends outside of that who are all like, yeah,
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you should get a therapist. It's not lame,
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it's not weak, it's not stupid
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or or embarras. Are seeing to have a therapist,
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you should do it. And I finally was like, Okay, cool,
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and I'm going to shout out my therapist because he's dope
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and his name is Phil. Shoutouts
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Phil. Uh And within
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one conversation with Phil, he
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had told me that I had anxiety and we
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kind of started pinpointing exactly
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I don't know if it's like a type. Honestly, I'm gonna I want
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to preface, as I do with all
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of our mental health episodes, that I
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am not a therapist. This is why I have therapists
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come on the show, so I kind of use human
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terms. So he was trying to pinpoint, like
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what kind of anxiety I had, and we came
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up with this conclusion and this
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diagnosis that I have anticipatory anxiety,
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which means that the anxiety that
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I have is from anticipating what potentially
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might happen, uh and kind of projecting
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what may come and really freaking out
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about it before I even have a chance to go through it.
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I really don't know if that's normal. I don't know how
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common it is. That's just how it went. And
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as soon as he started telling me what
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could potentially be symptoms
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of anticipatory anxiety, I thought this man
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knew my life, like he is spitting
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everything that I go through on a daily basis,
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from worrying if my friends
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still like me or if they have a
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problem with me, or worrying
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if my girlfriend's actually mad about something,
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or worrying about my parents
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health for no reason when they're
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both very healthy fortunately,
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uh. And it really was like this
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door opened and while
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I still have anxiety and I most
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likely always will, I was allowed
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to see it and go, oh, that's
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that's just my anticipatory anxiety. So on an
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everyday basis, as soon as I start freaking out about
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something, you know, I've worked through ways that I deal
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with it with my therapist. But more than
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those ways, it was just nice knowing that
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I'm not like crazy.
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But it was just nice knowing that I didn't have
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to deal with this alone and that what I
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was dealing with is actually, unfortunately,
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very very common, especially
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after this last year I
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think get uncovered for a lot of people, or it really
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started brewing up in a lot of people anxiety.
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So that got me thinking, with the way that the
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world is today is anxiety
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mandatory. Yo,
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what's up. It's alex Ion. No, this is my podcast.
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Let's get into it, and we're going to
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get into something that's very very personal. We've
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spoken about it quite a bit on this podcast,
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but it is something that we wanted to highlight today,
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and it is anxiety. We're
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talking about all different types of anxiety,
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all different symptoms of anxiety,
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all different situations and in the
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way that anxiety kind of takes over a
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lot of people's lives in the world. And
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when I say we, I mean my two amazing
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guests, and I first, up, I actually
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know this person. Usually it's the first
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guest is a stranger, but the first
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guest. She is starring
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in ABC's American Housewife. She's
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on the Disney Channel original movie series Zombies.
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She's also an amazing singer. She released
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her debut album Trust in December
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of twenty nineteen. We also
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pranked one of my previous
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hosts on Radio Disney,
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Candice, and she's just she's just a chill
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ass vibe. Honestly, that's what we're gonna
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just say, chill ass vibe, chill ass individual.
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The one and only Meg Donnelly. How are you,
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Meg, Hey, I'm good.
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It's good to see you again. Good to see
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you again as well. Um, I'm glad.
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I'm glad that you're here, and I'm glad that you
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are another person of influence who
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is open about their experiences
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in the mental health world, and and I'm super
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stoked to talk about it with you. And I'm glad
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that even though both of us are entertainers, and
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we deal with anxiety ourselves. We don't
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have to be the experts here. We got an expert
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here, so we don't have to worry about it. Um
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and it's our other guest. She is a therapist
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practicing in Los Angeles only for a for
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a short while in Los Angeles. She just told
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us she's moving to New York, specializing
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in the treatment of obsessive compulsive
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disorder also known as o c D, also
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specializing in anxiety disorders
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and body dysmorphic disorder b D
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d UH. In the addition, she is
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a writer with Psychology Today and
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Very Well Mind. Her Instagram account
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is Obsessively ever After, and
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she advocates for all things mental health on that
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Instagram that was a big mouthful
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Allegra cast In's how are you WHI
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I'm good, How are you? I'm
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doing well. I'm excited to be talking with you because it seems
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like you really just do it all and you know it all.
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I know. I don't want to make you big shoes to fill,
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but it seems
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like you're doing enough that we can have some some
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real conversation and talk about it. Today
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we're talking. We've got three topics. The way that the podcast
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goes is, first, Meg, you and I are going
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to be going one on one and we're gonna be talking about
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everyday anxiety, dealing with it on a daily
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basis. We'll take a break, and then when we come back
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from that break, Allegra and you and I are gonna
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be talking about toxic thoughts on
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loop, kind of really deep diving into,
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um, the more serious side
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of mental health issues, specifically anxiety,
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and then lastly mandatory anxiety.
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But before we get into those, I have a question that I
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ask all of my guests, and that question
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is what are you doing to improve yourself
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this week? Um. It's currently
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Friday. It's been five days. Saturday
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and Sundays are kind of like my junk food days and
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my like chill out days. So I didn't want to start
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my New Year's resolutions until Monday.
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UM. And so this week is actually exciting because
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I had all of my New Year's resolutions,
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which I am proud to say I have stuck
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to the first week, and there
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were a lot. One of them was not procrastinating,
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So I did that. I did UM. Usually
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I'm up until the wire filming my YouTube
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videos at the very last minute and then posting them.
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I got that video done a day early,
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which I was hyped about. I've been eating
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healthy all week long, except for was my girlfriend's
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birthday this week and I had my cheat meal
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with her, which I was allowed. Um,
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and that I allowed myself, nobody's holding
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me to eat healthy. And then lastly, my
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biggest thing was flossing. I went to the dentist
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and miraculously had no cavities
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after being terrible in twenty about
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my flossing, and I knew that it was a
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sign from the heavens that I need to floss
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more, because I wasn't going to get
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that opportunity to have no cavities again
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after not flossing much. So I've been
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flossing every night and every morning, which
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I usually do. Like me, I was pretty much like
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a morning flosser. But now I floss
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at night too, and that's cool.
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It's a big difference. You sleep really well
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with some some clean teeth. But now that
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you have an example, Meg, what have you been doing
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this week to to better yourself? This
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week? Um? This week, I've
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been trying to be more active.
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Exercise is not like the greatest thing
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in the world, but um, it's
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firsthand experience. I agree, right, Um,
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So I've been just trying to motivate myself.
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I like dancing, so that's fun. But like, besides
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dancing, I've been trying to do that. Like my
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New Year's resolutions have just been to just
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kind of go with the flow. I mean, especially
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now, like everything is just so open in the air
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and everyone's like, oh, actually it's
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going to be next month or you know, those types of
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things. So I'm just trying to let
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loose and I and like an
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avid overthinker, so just trying to
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go with the flow. And this week has actually
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been pretty good with very good you
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know what, Like still hard at work,
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still doing everything, but at the same time
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kind of just letting everything fall into place. At
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least I'm trying, and you know, that's
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what matters. New Year. It's been good first
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week as long as if you can crush through the first
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week, then yere, I call it a win. I call
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the resolution a win. Yeah, what
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about you? What have you been doing this week? So I'm going
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to take a different spin on this question.
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Okay, so I'm going out on a limb here, but
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I have basically been surviving this last
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week because I am moving to New York
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next week, and I think sometimes we feel
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a lot of pressure, especially in the new year,
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to constantly be improving ourselves, and
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especially if someone's dealing with anxiety
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or any other mental health issues along
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with big stressors, just surviving
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is good enough. So that's what I've
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been doing over the last week. That's
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like the top that's a top tier therapist
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answer right there. And also as
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as amazing as the answer is, it's not
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even an uncommon answer. Like we've
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had a lot of different people coming on the show and they
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say the thing that they've been doing is letting themselves
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kind of letting themselves enjoy whatever
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comes their way. Or the way
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that I've been surviving this week is
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how I'm improving. Is if I need a giant
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milkshake every day of the week or every meal, that's
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what it is. So I love that, um,
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surviving in itself is improving.
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Uh in my opinion, Well, let's
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crack straight into it. We will be talking with
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you in just a bit allegro. But Meg, it's time for
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us to go one on one al
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right. Like I mentioned before, you have been
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very, very influential
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in the space of opening up about your anxiety.
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Um, it's been a couple of years since you
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did that, But you also mentioned when you when
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you did talk about and open up about your mental health, you
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had talked about how you had it since you were little. Um,
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what about the time in which you decided
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to speak up about your mental
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health made you want to speak about
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it then? There? Yeah, I didn't
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really speak fully out about
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it and started like really advocating until
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this quarantine because I kind
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of just you know, being stuck in
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your room looking at social media
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all the time, like I was seeing so many people were
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going through the same thing, and especially
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during these times, a lot of people are more open about
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it and kind of just asking for help,
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kind of being like yo, like what's going
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on. It's like such a scary time, you know. And
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I was like wow, like all of these
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people, Like if I opened up about my story,
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like maybe I can help at least like one person,
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and that would make me so happy. Um,
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because growing up I always thought that
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I was alone, Like I thought that
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nobody else was going through anything
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remotely like me, which was so false
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because like it's not true at all. But
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I just felt like I was, like
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you said before, like I felt crazy. Um,
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and so I none
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of my friends really knew about it. Actually, I
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guess I'm like a happy person. It's
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not like it takes over my life, but like I do
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have anxiety and panic attacks
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like all the time. So um,
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yeah, it's just really weird. It's like because you know, you
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say you have anxiety and people are like, what now you don't
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like you don't look like it, and I'm like,
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well, okay, cool, thanks for
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that. You know. So I never
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felt like I had to talk
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about it because it was something that I always should sit
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on my own. And luckily, my
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parents are like the best people in the world, so
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they helped me so much. And my dad studied
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psychology in college, so that
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was pretty helpful because he was kind of
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like, oh, I see what's going on here.
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I get that, I know that look. Yeah.
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But it was funny because growing up
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my my parents really didn't think
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just like all those other people. They were like, there's no
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way it's even remotely
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possible that she has anxiety, like she's
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such a happy kid. So they it was
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hard for them too because they kind
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of, you know, they didn't want to believe it, and
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they really didn't think anything of
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it. But yeah, I'm so grateful for them.
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And when I was little, I went to a therapist
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as well, so I kind of at
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a young age realized that, like, therapy is
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so normal and completely
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okay and you shouldn't be ashamed about it.
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But I think that's so awesome that you got Yeah, I think
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it's amazing that you you were exposed
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to it so early. I think it's a big, big issue.
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Unfortunately, I wasn't exposed to it that
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same amount. I didn't even know that
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my family members or close friends
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were going to therapy until I said, oh, I just
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started going to therapy, and my family members like, oh,
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that's awesome. Yeah, I've been doing it for years. And I was like,
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bitch, why didn't you tell me? Like what
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the and so, I mean,
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the other thing is too you and you had highlighted it a
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bunch, which was what anxiety
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looks like, right like you kind of you had mentioned
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like what people will say like, well, you don't have anxiet, you don't
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look like you have anxiety. You don't And especially
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for somebody who gets to experience
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adventure and and and their
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job is to live an
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exciting, always fun on your toes.
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You're at awards shows, you're doing this, you're doing that.
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You also, at least from my experience,
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it comes up that you start feeling kind
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of shameful that
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you are experiencing these things. You're like, well, why do I have
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anxiety when I live the coolest life, Like I'm
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talking, I'm meeting celebrities, and I'm acting on movies
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and and all of these awesome things are
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happening, like I shouldn't, like it's
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wrong for me to feel anything
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bad, And so then you also start thinking
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that also feeds into the I am
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unique. Nobody understands what I'm going through
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because nobody gets what I'm
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doing. And as as you become and this isn't even
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in our field, in the entertainment realm, but I think
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as you become an adult and
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your life starts shifting, and it's so unique
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compared to your friends, Like you're going through things
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and you're breaking up with people, and you're dating
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specific people, and your jobs specific and everything
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feels specific. You start feeling like your emotions
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become specific and nothing else is
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relatable. Right, No, it's so true. I
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feel like a lot of times people compare
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themselves to others, like without even
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noticing it, and it's like they're going through so
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much worse than I am, Like they're fine,
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Like how how am I still you
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know, struggling day to day? But no
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one has the same brain as you, and like
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no one is exactly like you. So it's
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your life and it's your journey. So
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you just have to even if there's
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a party and you feel like you're going to miss out
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because there's so many people there, but you know you're
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just having an anxious day and it's just not a
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good day for you, Like you should just look
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out for yourself, like you shouldn't be worried, like oh
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if I don't go like what if people? Because I used
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to do that all the time. Not
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the one speaking speaking exactly to that
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um, And we talked about how there's
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no there's no look for anxiety, Like I feel
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like if people were to like make up a look in their head
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of what anxiety was, it would be like I don't
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know, like chattering teeth, I don't know, but like
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there is no image of what anxiety
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actually is, right like for me, anxiety
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like to me looks exactly the damn
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same as everything else in my life.
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Like I've if anybody has a great
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anxiety poker face, it's me, it's your
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boy. Like I literally I could
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be on stage like I've been, and
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I'm sure you feel the same thing too as a as a performer,
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like you could be on stage being like follow
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your dreams, do this, and internally you're
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literally like I think I might shoot myself tomorrow,
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Like I don't, You have no idea, right,
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And So for you specifically, just for
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the listeners to know, I think it'd
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be awesome to continue sharing with
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people what our anxiety looks
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like. So what for you, what does anxiety
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look like? Or what kind of symptoms do you do you
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regularly experience? Yeah,
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you're so right, because a lot
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of people when they think about anxiety
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or panic attacks or anything
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in that vein, they think, like it
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looks like a panic attack, like someone's just
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like melting down, Like that's what it looks like. But
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literally, for me, it's like every
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day, like my mindset is just kind
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of it's just who I am. It's the way
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my brain works, you know, and like it's
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just something that you have, it's I
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don't know, and there's so many different variations
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in colors, and no one has the same experience.
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That's why I feel like it's so easy to feel
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alone. For me, it's very
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strange. But heat is like a
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huge trigger for me. Every time
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it's like really hot out or I start sweating
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or something, or sometimes I'll literally just be
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walking and it's just all internal like
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I'm like, yeah, yeah, I know for sure, like whatever,
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and I'm smiling, but on the inside, I'm just kind
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of like, you know, very tense. So it's
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so hard to like pinpoint what
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you're kind of anxiety looks like.
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So have you had any moments where like somebody
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close to you, whether family, friends, whatever,
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um, Like I've had this with my family or with
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my girlfriend. They've both pointed out things that
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I didn't even know I would do, and
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they that's how they kind of started realizing.
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They're like, you know what, I can tell that when
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I guess, I do a fast smirk
16:45
like like and they could tell that that's something
16:47
like it's just like a weird thing that out there, like okay,
16:50
cool, I know that something's up when you
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do that. And most of the time it's that
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you had mentioned heat. For me, it's silence, like
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I my roommates know this for sure,
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Like I'll I'm into their room randomly, just
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if if if nobody's making noise if I'm
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not around. And it's weird because it's the same
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thing with being by myself. Either being by myself, I have the
17:08
most fun in the world, Like I can joke
17:10
and I'm laughing nobody around you
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think that I'm like a like I'm literally like a lunatic,
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or I'm having the most
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insane like I can't
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get out of bed, like spiraling
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down. That's so interesting because one
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of the things during this whole quarantine period,
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it made me realize how I
17:30
wasn't even like acquaintances with
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myself, like you know what I mean, Like
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I was like sitting in my room like yo,
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like I need to do so much work,
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Like what I realized that I
17:41
was seeing all these people and like leaving my house
17:43
all the time just to distract myself because I'm like, yo,
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I'll do it this later. And like this
17:47
really forced me to like sit
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down and be like yo, I need to figure out how
17:52
I can be by myself because like it's
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hard, you know, but so I totally
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feel you. I would imagine that
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you obviously you You've spoken, you said that
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this was something you were dealing with last like last
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year. You start becoming friends
18:05
with yourself? Are you becoming more acquainted with yourself?
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And so I want just for listeners out there who
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might be on the front side of
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it and haven't necessarily crossed over to that. I'm
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we're going to talk to a legra about tips and all
18:16
of that, but I can guarantee and I think you can also guarantee
18:19
that getting to that other side and being able
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to sit with yourself in silence and being able
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to like laugh at yourself. One
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of the biggest things that I do that my therapist taught me is
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anytime I have it, I ask myself, like, what am I not
18:30
loving about me right now? That's
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making me think, that's making me project into
18:34
the future, And so like, I'll ask myself
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that all the time, and it becomes like a joke in
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my head. And I know that I don't want if
18:41
you think or talk to yourself that you're
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totally normal. I think it's the most normal thing. I think
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it's incredibly fun. I'll
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talk to myself like I literally, my roommates
18:49
will come in and be like, Bro, who the hell are you talking to? And
18:52
I would be like, it's me. That
18:56
is so funny, Like I'll be in the shower having
18:58
full conversation. Yeah,
19:01
I called myself Bro. I'm like, Bro, what are you even thinking
19:03
right now? I didn't even know right
19:05
here? You know, I can't believe
19:07
that. I want to change. I want to
19:09
change the subject. And I promised we're going to find
19:11
ourselves circling back. Um, have you seen
19:13
the Katy Perry documentary?
19:17
Uh, I'm I'm not necessarily
19:19
one to say, but there is one
19:21
segment in the Katy Perry documentary where
19:24
she is in the middle of getting divorced and
19:27
she's bawling her eyes out and she's literally
19:29
at under the stage, so she's bawling her eyes
19:31
out right, and then she like literally goes and
19:34
she just turns it on this Katy Perry
19:36
smile. Right. I want to The
19:38
reason I brought this up is because the next question I
19:40
have for you is more specific for
19:43
you and for me as well, because
19:45
I remember when I first saw that I hadn't
19:47
I hadn't seen a therapist yet, but I had started feeling
19:49
kind of those darker
19:51
thoughts and those darker feelings that I
19:54
wasn't used to, and in my mind,
19:56
I thought, Okay, something's wrong with me. But
19:58
after seeing Katy Perry do that, I thought,
20:01
that's how you do it. You just kind of breathe twice
20:03
and then you smile and you're good to go and you can keep
20:05
working. You've been acting since
20:08
you were a kid. You're obviously very
20:10
well versed and very experienced in the industry.
20:13
How has your mental healthy anxiety,
20:15
the darker moments affected
20:18
or impacted your day to day life as an entertainer
20:20
being on stage? Maybe you're working, like you had mentioned,
20:23
you're on set and you feel like
20:25
hell, and you don't want to do anything, and
20:27
everybody hates you in your mind and all of these
20:30
things. These are things that I've dealt with specifically then,
20:32
and I don't know if you've dealt with those as well, but it
20:35
definitely can affect your day to day life, especially
20:37
in the workplace. We happen to work in the
20:39
entertainment business. How has it affected you in
20:41
your career? Yeah, man, Um,
20:44
I mean like growing up, like I would go to like
20:47
three or four auditions a week in New York,
20:49
and there's so many auditions that I would
20:51
do that I would just get
20:53
in the room and just I would just be
20:55
a mess. But you kind of have to turn it on as
20:58
best as you can. And especially when I was
21:00
younger, it was so much worse. But
21:02
now there will be moments
21:04
on set where there's a lot of pressure
21:06
because also at the same time, like whether
21:08
you're singing or acting, like there's
21:11
so many people involved just behind
21:13
the scenes. So like if you are like, yo,
21:15
like can I just take a second to cool off,
21:17
you're making all those people wait and you can
21:20
totally do that, But in my mind, I'm
21:22
putting more pressure on myself because I was like, oh no,
21:24
like I don't want them to wait
21:26
around, like they have families at home. I
21:28
just need to get through it. But there's moments on
21:30
set where I'll be in the middle of a scene and
21:32
you know, when you start kind of panicking
21:35
and like the whole room becomes a little bit more sharp.
21:37
Does that make sense? You know in movies
21:40
when like people are kind of hallucinating
21:42
and like it kind of focuses in and there they're like
21:44
breathing heavy. You know that, Yeah, and
21:46
you look around, and there's been so many
21:48
times where I thought I was gonna have to be like, yo,
21:51
I'm gonna I'm gonna dip for a sec like
21:53
I need space. But you know, for
21:56
me, like I always see it as kind
21:58
of like winds, like battles almost.
22:01
I always saw it like that when I was younger.
22:03
So performing made
22:05
me less anxious, but
22:08
it also made cause anxiety
22:10
at the same time. It's like a weird loophole.
22:12
But when I would get on stage, everything
22:15
would kind of go away. But if I
22:17
could, I would get so anxious because I
22:19
was always afraid about being
22:21
on stage and I never had stage right before,
22:23
so I was like, what is going on, Like what is
22:25
happening to me? And I would get on stage
22:27
and I'm like, yo, I just need to win
22:30
and I need to win this battle. So then when I would
22:32
come off stage, I was like, it feels so
22:34
good because not only are you getting
22:36
up in front of people and you're singing and you
22:39
have to worry about everything going on, You're also dealing
22:41
with like a whole other separate
22:43
thing. You're like fighting with yourself at the same time. So
22:45
I'm like, if I can overcome that, I
22:48
can you know, I can put my mind
22:50
to anything. You know. Well, that's the thing
22:52
too, is luckily we are very
22:55
very fortunate that we get to do what we love, right,
22:57
We're doing what we love regularly, but
23:00
it's also our job, you know, and so some days,
23:02
even though we don't necessarily
23:04
feel up to it, or or we're not
23:07
necessarily feeling our our best
23:09
selves, you still got to show up. You still got
23:11
to do shows. I've done countless shows where
23:13
it was Katie Perry ask. I've never
23:16
gotten divorced, you know, and found out about it
23:18
an hour before the show. But I've had dark
23:20
you know, like a really bad bad day,
23:23
and I'm in my mind, I'm like, well, I don't
23:25
have the option. I have to go and perform
23:27
the show. And you talk yourself into
23:29
it and you get into it. And I also
23:31
wanted to point out that it
23:34
can definitely feel I know exactly what you're talking about
23:36
when you're saying like you're you're in and out of like blurriness
23:39
and something's really sharp and you're identifying things,
23:41
and it can be that big of a thing. But
23:43
I've also noticed that sometimes I've
23:46
also noticed though that sometimes it's just it's
23:49
it could be a simple, tiny thing as well
23:51
that I've that I've luckily this last year
23:53
I've learned to understand.
23:55
You know, I've done virtual tours since we've
23:58
gotten into pandemic, and and I'll be in the
24:00
middle of it and it won't be as something big as that. It'll
24:02
just be something that's like me saying,
24:04
like, you sucked that song. That song sucked.
24:07
Everybody knows that it sucked, and it'll just be a
24:09
random, tiny little seed in my head that
24:11
you can allow to grow into this big thing
24:13
and kind of loom over you for the rest of the
24:15
show. And so at work, like
24:19
I I like, I can't keep going with
24:21
like I have to, and you think everybody
24:23
noticed it, and you're like and you and everybody's
24:25
chatting to each other, like did
24:27
you notice that Alex that Alex messed
24:30
up? And then yeah, you talked to your team afterwards and
24:32
you're like, man, I sucked right there, and they're like,
24:34
dude, nobody noticed it, and you're just like you're lying
24:36
because you make a certain percentage off, like
24:39
you can expand that and you can take the tiniest
24:41
seed like a missed note or a
24:43
flat a flat, you know, chorus
24:47
and make it this grandiose thing. And
24:50
that's not only in the music world. That can be And
24:53
if you send an email, if you're at work and you send
24:55
an email and somebody goes, oh, you actually messed
24:57
up, it's this. If you
25:00
have the wrong mentality, you could turn that into
25:02
a I'm going to get called into my boss's office right
25:04
now and get fired like it's a guarantee.
25:07
And so um. In a career
25:09
in general, it can mess up, but it also
25:11
can mess up, like in the personal life. Like I know
25:13
that I was so fortunate.
25:15
I mentioned in my story earlier that my girlfriend
25:18
was somebody who taught me, who was like who
25:20
held my hand through the process and was like, it's
25:22
okay, she's never been to therapy, but she
25:24
was full blown like I really want you to go
25:26
to therapy. Don't worry. But until
25:28
we had done that, we had gotten in fights that I can
25:30
now go back and identify were
25:33
my anxiety getting the best of me and and
25:36
overreacting to something and
25:38
then also pinpointing. I go back to my older,
25:40
older relationships and I identify,
25:43
like, oh, I didn't have trust issues. I
25:45
had really bad anxiety that I pinpointed
25:47
as trust issues, when in reality,
25:49
I don't. I don't have as many trust issues as I thought
25:52
I did. I just get really anxious when I'm by myself
25:54
that I start thinking, well, what is she doing? And
25:56
then I come up with this whole thing. It's not trust
25:59
issues. I just didn't know how to be by myself,
26:01
you know what I mean. And it was just my my
26:03
mental health. For you, how is your anxiety
26:06
uh gotten in the way of your relationships?
26:08
It could be in love life or it could just be in your friendships
26:11
as well. I mean for me, Like when
26:13
I was younger, I used to be one of those annoying,
26:15
like over texters because I just thought
26:17
that everyone was just on their
26:20
phone all the time. Yeah,
26:22
I thought everyone hated me and I was like, I'm sorry,
26:24
did I do something wrong? Like whatever? Like
26:26
I was one of those, but I
26:28
yeah I used to be. I think I'm better
26:31
now with my friends, Like I just want
26:33
to make sure that everyone's good and everyone's okay. I'm
26:35
like, if you would tell me right, like whatever. But
26:37
um, I also think on
26:40
the point that, like your girlfriend has been there supporting
26:42
you so much, like when
26:44
I was younger, like I never wanted to
26:46
open up to people. Even now, it's so hard
26:48
to talk about it with people, just because like
26:51
I always get back to a habit of being like I don't
26:53
know, I don't know, I don't know, Like I'm sorry,
26:55
I'm sorry, I don't know, Like that's all I'm able
26:57
to say, like when we talk about it,
27:00
but really opening up to people, because
27:03
I was always afraid that if I opened up to someone
27:05
that my whole life,
27:07
like they're just constantly going to be like are you okay,
27:10
like oh, do you need this? Like whatever?
27:12
And I didn't want to. I just wanted to
27:14
just like have fun and forget
27:16
about it, you know. But it's not like that at all.
27:18
Having someone there makes you so much
27:20
more comfortable, Like if you have a person
27:23
who knows what you're going through and you're out
27:25
with them in public. For me, it's almost like a
27:27
safety blanket because I know that if something goes
27:29
wrong, they'll be there and they're
27:32
gonna help you, like no matter what. Even
27:34
though I still apologize every five seconds,
27:36
but it's okay, but I still working
27:38
on that. That's a good point though. That's you you go
27:40
to therapy, right and and I want to
27:42
point this out because a lot of people haven't been to
27:44
therapy or nervous about it or or skeptical
27:47
about it. You had pointed out like I'm
27:49
still I still say sorry, like I still
27:52
have insane freakouts
27:54
and overthinking and all of this stuff. And and
27:56
so that's kind of before we take this break, I want
27:58
to point this out and and say it with you that
28:00
there's there's two sides of it. One, there's
28:02
no kind of um finish
28:05
line. I guess there's no like goal like good
28:07
job, no more anxiety, You're done, go
28:09
home, You're good for the rest of your life. Yeah, it's
28:11
not. It's not, and I
28:13
think that's a misconception. But two, it
28:16
is if you are consistently trying to, as
28:19
my manager uses the term, do the work, like
28:21
if you're consistently trying to do the work to better
28:23
it, it does get better. And
28:25
I think that that's something that I always try and
28:27
pinpoint when I talk to anybody, whether
28:29
I'm open about it, because it is still like you had mentioned,
28:32
like even though I'm open about it on social media,
28:34
sometimes my girlfriend will be like, well, how is therapy today?
28:36
And I just don't want to like I'm just like I don't like,
28:39
uh, like it was good. I don't really want to talk
28:41
too much about it, and sometimes I want to talk about it,
28:43
and it's like it is this breathing,
28:46
flowing process. Don't you agree?
28:48
I totally agree. Yeah, And especially
28:51
like me and other people that I know, like
28:54
just with opening up about it and talking
28:56
about it with your close friends. A lot of
28:58
times, I feel like I'm almost like a burden
29:00
sometimes, like I don't know, like just always
29:03
being having to talk about and being
29:05
like like I don't know, sorry, like
29:07
I'm sorry that I'm putting this on you, like this
29:09
is stupid, but it's really not. Your
29:12
close friends and the people who love you for you
29:14
will one thousand percent, and therapy,
29:17
your therapists, they're there for that. You
29:19
know, you don't have to apologize because they
29:21
want to help you, and like the people you love want
29:23
to help you. So it's still processing
29:25
in my brain that it's like yo, like you're good,
29:27
like you can talk about it and it's not a
29:29
bad thing. I just want everyone to
29:32
know that you're not because on
29:34
the other side, it's really funny when you're going through
29:36
something and then someone tells you the same exact
29:38
thing that you're going to and you're like, no, you're fine, But
29:41
I'm like, why don't I treat myself absolutely
29:45
where you're like, oh, dude, then sweat it. And
29:47
then when it's your turn, you're like, don't tell me
29:49
not to sweat it. I don't
29:51
know. Yeah,
29:54
yeah, Like you're not alone, and you're
29:56
one thousand percent no a burden. You're just human,
29:58
you know, absolutely. Um. As a last question
30:01
before we take this break, you obviously
30:03
have a following, and and because
30:05
you're open about it, I'm sure that there's a lot of people
30:08
who reach out to you about their mental
30:10
health. And unfortunately, unless
30:12
you are up thirty five hours
30:14
of the day, you can't necessarily
30:16
get back to everybody. You can't respond to everybody.
30:19
And so right now on the podcast, I would
30:21
love for you to just give your advice to anybody
30:23
who's following you or following me who's
30:25
having trouble managing their anxiety. I
30:27
think that there's a lot of people who would love to hear
30:30
um that overall advice, well,
30:33
the things that have helped me a
30:35
lot, like personally, I don't know, you know,
30:37
I don't want to speak for everyone, but things
30:40
that have really helped me, And like my
30:42
journey is like
30:44
writing it down, like writing down my
30:46
thoughts or even I mean I speak to myself
30:48
all the time and saying it out loud, because sometimes
30:51
I'll start spiraling. And when
30:53
I say it out loud or I speak to somebody,
30:55
or I write it down and I look at it
30:58
and I really like hear it, I'm like, oh,
31:00
like why was I
31:02
thinking? Like that actually is
31:04
like ridiculous, Like what am I doing? You
31:06
know? So I kind of just put it all on
31:08
paper and it's not as scrambled, I guess, and then
31:10
you kind of realized like oh, and also
31:13
for me, even though I don't like exercising,
31:15
it's like the worst. But for me,
31:18
I just do like dance parties in my room
31:20
something to just get the heart going
31:23
and you kind of just like, you know, get
31:25
those endorphins running and kind of get all
31:27
the negative energy out. It makes me feel so much
31:29
better. But you know, just sitting in
31:31
your room all day, like for me at
31:33
least, like that's when I start to overthink
31:36
things and all that stuff. So I've
31:39
never I've never written them out, but I'm definitely gonna do that
31:41
because that sounds like a great idea because you have moments
31:43
of this like kind of almost
31:46
it's not necessarily you and
31:48
then you go back and you read them and you're like, oh,
31:50
yeah, that's that. None of those things are valid. It
31:52
was just this. Or you could find something where
31:54
you're like, oh, that is a valid fear, like let's
31:56
figure out why we feel like that, you know exactly.
31:59
And then when you look
32:02
back, you can see all of your progress
32:04
and you can see and or if you
32:06
run into the same problem over and over and
32:08
you keep going back, you're like, yo, what
32:11
I needed. I gotta figure out what this
32:13
is. Yeah, because it keeps coming back.
32:15
So that's perfect. Well, we're
32:17
gonna take a quick break, but Meg, thank you so much
32:19
one for being here, but more importantly
32:22
for being and being another influence who
32:24
is open to discussing mental
32:27
health and discussing firsthand what
32:29
it's like. I think it's it's something that
32:31
we definitely need more of and and I'm
32:33
excited for us to talk altogether
32:35
at the last segment on more
32:38
of this. But we'll be right back. All
32:41
right, we are back. This is let's get into it,
32:43
and we are now talking with Allegra cast
32:46
In's UM, if you miss the intro, you
32:48
gotta go back and listen to it. Uh, you
32:50
are our expert today on the subject of
32:52
anxiety. Um, you're also a therapist
32:55
and an O c D advocate. Tell
32:58
us a little bit before we get into some questions. I just want
33:00
to know why you do what you do and
33:02
how you kind of came into this,
33:05
uh this community on Instagram as well.
33:07
Yeah, it's definitely a very specific niche.
33:10
And when I was growing up,
33:12
I dealt with a ton of mental health symptoms
33:14
that I just didn't have words for. Like, my
33:16
family didn't go to therapy, we didn't
33:19
talk about mental health. Looking back,
33:22
I struggled with binge eating and anxiety
33:25
and panic attacks that
33:27
moved into anorexia when
33:30
I was nineteen, But I just didn't
33:32
have the language for any of it. I didn't
33:34
really understand that therapy existed and
33:36
that it was something that could help me. But
33:39
the real thing that kind of changed the course
33:41
of my life was a little bit later
33:44
on. I can remember the exact
33:46
day that it happened. I was nineteen
33:48
and I was at work one day and I had this intrusive
33:51
thought pop into my mind, and
33:53
it was the most terrifying thought I
33:55
could ever think in my entire
33:57
life. And from that point forward,
34:00
that thought just started replaying in my brain all
34:02
day long. And for a year
34:05
and a half, I had no idea what it was that
34:07
I was struggling with, but eventually
34:09
found out that it was obsessive compulsive
34:11
disorder. But my struggle
34:13
with o c D and me getting help
34:15
in therapy eventually changed
34:18
my entire life, and it changed what I wanted
34:20
to do with my life. You know, the particular
34:23
theme of o c D that I have is
34:25
kind of stigmatized and a
34:28
lot of people don't understand it. So
34:31
I wanted to be that person that can
34:33
help others in the same way that I was
34:35
helped, because it honestly saved my life,
34:37
Like I do not know that I would be here if I didn't
34:39
access help. Wow, that
34:42
is I mean. I'm just doing a side
34:44
note. We need to do a whole episode on o c D because
34:46
we have to. We we got to do
34:49
it. So let's let's set that up, Catherine.
34:51
Um. But let's get back since we
34:53
since we have now set it in stone, we're going to do
34:55
an Um.
34:57
You are a therapist and your job
34:59
is into only accept patients with a
35:02
specific, you know problem like you
35:04
have. Anybody comes in and whoever walks
35:06
through that door tells you what they're going through, and it's your job
35:08
to really identify it. So you've probably, I
35:10
would assume, have seen everything
35:12
from A to Z across the spectrum.
35:15
Yeah, I've seemed quite a few things, for sure.
35:17
So what in your mind makes anxiety
35:21
kind of different or specific or what
35:24
about anxiety really pops out to you versus
35:27
everything else that people have come to you with and all
35:29
the other mental illnesses and mental
35:31
health disorders. So this is such a
35:33
good question and it's complex, but I'm going to
35:35
break it down kind of in specific parts. So
35:38
anxiety is something that everybody
35:40
experiences to some degree, Like
35:42
we all have a little bit of anxiety
35:44
because essentially our brains are wired
35:47
in that way. You know you hear about
35:49
like think back to Caveman times when
35:51
that fight flight or freeze kicked
35:53
in and it would actually save people.
35:56
So anxiety does have kind of an evolutionary
35:59
like vale you or benefit because
36:02
it can help keep us alive kind
36:04
of like earlier you said mandatory anxiety.
36:06
You know, sometimes we do feel anxious
36:09
and there is danger in front of us. So
36:11
we all experience anxiety to some degree,
36:14
but people with diagnosable anxiety
36:17
disorders, the anxiety
36:19
is excessive, like the amount of time
36:21
spent worrying about something is
36:24
excessive, and it impairs their functioning.
36:27
So you might see like somebody getting
36:30
a lack of sleep, Um,
36:32
they might be. I
36:34
mean, there are so many different things like rapid
36:37
heart rates, tension like
36:39
you were talking about Meg, and
36:42
these things are persistent. It's not
36:44
just a mild anxiety that passes.
36:46
It really impairs someone's functioning.
36:49
And with anxiety, essentially,
36:51
what it is is our brain is trying
36:54
to alert us of danger.
36:57
However, often with anxiety disorder,
37:00
danger actually isn't present, so
37:03
our brain is firing that like fight
37:05
flight or freeze response when danger
37:07
isn't in front of us. We're overestimating
37:10
danger that's in front of us. That
37:13
makes so much sense like that, Like honestly,
37:15
like, because like you mentioned,
37:18
on one hand, you have something,
37:20
let's say on the smallest level, where
37:22
like I'll make a joke to my roommate and if he
37:25
doesn't laugh at that joke, I will
37:27
now continue that idea of he
37:29
just didn't think a joke was funny too, Well, he doesn't
37:31
think I'm funny, And if he doesn't think I'm funny, then he probably doesn't
37:33
like me that much. If he doesn't like me that much, then why is he hanging out
37:35
with me? Why is he living in my house? Is it because
37:37
of this? Is because of that? Doesn't because of this? And
37:39
it just like rapid fires
37:42
up and Meg's pointing at her face because she's
37:44
just like one it. We're just two peas in
37:46
a pot. At this point, other than when
37:48
my therapist had brought it up to me, I had never thought
37:51
about anxiety being in
37:53
the mental health issue. Portion
37:56
of it is making something up
37:58
that isn't actually or exaggerating
38:01
something to the point where it's not actually that bad.
38:04
That's exactly it, and what you and
38:06
Meg have talked about. It's called catastrophizing,
38:09
which essentially means, like our brains,
38:11
especially when we're anxious, take us to the worst
38:14
possible case scenario when there's
38:16
not really evidence that that's going to happen,
38:18
you know, like, oh my gosh, she doesn't think I'm funny like
38:20
you were saying. Now he wants to move out. Now
38:23
he hates me. Our brain just keeps
38:25
going there, and we also feed
38:27
into that cycle of anxiety, and
38:29
that's how those thoughts continue
38:32
to grow. Catastrophizing
38:34
is our word. That's
38:36
a tongue twist right there. I had to think about how
38:39
to say that that in anticipatory. Catastrophizing
38:41
an anticipatory. So
38:45
I've heard people say anxiety attack. I've
38:47
heard people say panic attack. Is
38:49
there a difference between the two, And if there is a difference
38:52
between the two, how do you know which one it is?
38:54
Because I don't even know if there is a difference. That's
38:56
such a good question. So people often use
38:58
panic attack and anxiety attack
39:00
interchangeably, But there's not
39:03
really such thing as an anxiety attack.
39:05
When people say that, I'm not sure exactly
39:08
what it is that they mean. Do you mean
39:10
that you are experiencing racing thoughts?
39:13
Are you feeling really anxious in the present
39:15
moment? Like that is kind of
39:17
up to like what the person is experiencing,
39:20
Whereas a panic attack is something
39:22
that as therapists like
39:24
that is panic disorder is something that can be
39:27
diagnosed, and panic
39:29
disorder is that's when someone has multiple
39:31
panic attacks. So that's kind of taking it a step
39:33
further, but a panic attack is
39:35
really a sudden kind of you
39:38
get a sudden surge of intense
39:40
fear and discomfort that
39:43
is accompanied by certain symptoms.
39:46
Like so for a panic attack to be diagnosable,
39:48
there you have to meet I think it's four or five
39:50
different symptoms off of a big list,
39:53
and that includes things like de realization
39:56
another therapist word that you can
39:58
google, but that's what you we're describing meg
40:01
essentially, like when you're on set and kind
40:03
of everything like feels a little
40:05
bit out of focus, and it feels
40:07
like there's kind of like a bubble between you and
40:09
other people. That is the
40:12
realization. Or you might
40:14
feel like you are dying. Your heart
40:16
is racing, it feels like someone's sitting on
40:18
your chest and you think I'm about to die.
40:21
You might think, you know, obviously
40:23
this is not necessarily politically
40:26
correct, but you might feel like you're going crazy
40:28
quote unquote, or like you're
40:30
gonna snap all of a sudden, And
40:33
that's what makes up a panic attack. It's a
40:35
sudden surge of symptoms that
40:37
will probably peak within a few minutes,
40:40
whereas anxiety might be something that
40:42
you experience like throughout a period of
40:44
time. It might be kind of like an underlying anxiety
40:47
that you feel all of the time.
40:49
A panic attack, you will know it's kind
40:51
of that like sudden onset of symptoms.
40:55
So so then not to have therapy
40:57
while we're on this podcast, but that's
41:00
okay. So then when you have anxiety,
41:02
right and you're spiraling, like we had mentioned this, like,
41:04
well, we'll use Dylan as an example because he's my
41:06
best friend. He and I know that he loves me no matter
41:09
what, but like you have that thought of like he
41:11
didn't think the jokes one, he didn't think I was funny, and this is
41:13
dad, And now if he doesn't like me, then maybe nobody
41:15
likes me. If nobody likes me, then I don't really have value. And you
41:17
have this moment and that thought process can happen
41:20
like you, like you'd kind of mentioned, like it
41:22
could be a two minute you could go through
41:24
the full whole thing in a thirty second
41:26
span, really set let it sit,
41:28
and then have this darkness. Is that
41:31
not considered a panic attack or is that a different
41:33
type of panic attack or is that something completely
41:35
other? Realm, it sounds like an
41:37
anxiety spiral, but it would really
41:39
depend on what the symptoms, like,
41:42
what the symptoms are that the person is experiencing.
41:44
So if that's accompanied by de realization,
41:47
a rasing heart, feeling like you're
41:49
going to die, it could be a panic attack.
41:52
So anxiety can lead to a panic
41:54
attack. We can be anxious about
41:57
something and then we go into a
41:59
full blown panic attack, So you can
42:01
have both. This is so
42:03
import This is honestly, I like, I'm glad
42:05
that people are listening to this, but this is really
42:07
just kind of me time I'm enjoying because
42:10
that's this is so informative, Like you learned so
42:12
much where you can be this is firsthand. I go to
42:15
therapy every other week, and
42:18
there's some things that you'll still be able to learn,
42:20
Like you're never done learning, you know you're stop learning.
42:22
Um, okay, so let's let's now
42:25
that we've gone through that. I'm glad that we talked
42:27
that out. I feel like, when I'm
42:29
not doing the work, I'm going to continue
42:31
using that term because that's me like going
42:33
to therapy, writing down like my
42:35
random moments that I have that I share with my therapist
42:38
later, or you know, asking
42:40
myself the questions and doing all the exercises
42:42
that my therapist has taught me to do. I feel
42:44
like when I'm not doing those things, I can tell
42:46
because the same negative thoughts kind of keep
42:48
coming back. It's like it's kind of like a spend cycle
42:51
of these negative thoughts that are just back to back
42:53
to back to back. Um, why
42:55
does it happen? And what can we do? I
42:58
love this question. I wish I could draw it because
43:00
there's kind of like an anxious cycle. But I'll
43:02
explain it to the best of my ability. So,
43:05
with anxiety, like I said earlier, the brain
43:08
is trying to alert us of possible
43:10
danger or risk, but it glitches
43:13
sometimes. So your brain
43:15
is coming up with all of these what ifs,
43:17
what if this happens, what if that happens?
43:19
Because it's ultimately trying to protect you.
43:22
It's just on overdrive. It's overprotective,
43:25
so it feeds you with those like quote unquote
43:28
negative thoughts. A little piece
43:30
of information is thoughts actually
43:32
aren't positive or negative, and they're not good
43:34
or bad. They're just thoughts.
43:37
So that's something a lot of people think,
43:39
Oh, I have such negative thoughts or I have all
43:41
of these bad thoughts. You're just having
43:43
thoughts. So the brain feeds
43:45
you with those thoughts and it makes you really
43:47
anxious. We tend
43:50
to feed into that cycle, and
43:52
that's what exacerbates those thoughts
43:54
and it continues to play them on loop.
43:57
So what I mean is, if you have this thought he
44:00
didn't laugh, he must not think I'm funny,
44:02
and it makes you anxious, you
44:04
are probably doing something about
44:07
that thought. You're probably ruminating to some
44:09
degree, which means you are continuously
44:11
thinking about that thought. Wait, does he
44:14
really think I'm funny? What if he doesn't? What would
44:16
that mean for me? Like, you are engaging
44:18
with it, and that engagement
44:20
keeps those thoughts going. It fuels
44:23
that cycle. I'm not even I'm not even
44:25
engaging. I'm marrying that ship.
44:27
I'm like having four kids with its
44:32
yes, exactly. So we pay
44:34
so much attention to these anxious
44:36
thoughts, and when we do that, we're
44:38
telling our brains, yes, this actually
44:41
is dangerous. Pay attention to this when
44:43
it's not. So we continue to get
44:45
more of those thoughts. And the work
44:48
is to just let the thoughts that pop in
44:50
be there, let them loop if they
44:52
will. We don't need to engage with
44:54
them. We don't need to pay attention to them.
44:57
And that's mindfulness work, and that's why
44:59
a lot of I do with clients is mindfulness
45:01
skills training. You let
45:03
thoughts be there, you don't fight with them,
45:05
because when we fight with thoughts and feelings, they
45:08
stick around. I don't know if you've
45:10
ever noticed, but when you're anxious and you start to
45:12
fight with it, oh my god, why am I anxious? This
45:14
is awful. You're going to be more anxious.
45:17
I love that you brought that up. Yeah, the work
45:19
is to sit with it and to tolerate it. And I
45:21
always tell clients like, I cannot get rid
45:23
of your anxiety, but I can teach
45:25
you tools to better manage your anxiety
45:28
and it's not going to impact your life as much.
45:31
So thoughts and feelings, Yeah,
45:33
we want to sit with them, and we get to choose
45:36
is this helpful or not? To engage
45:38
with those anxious thoughts that y'all
45:40
are getting not helpful to pay attention
45:42
to. So I'm really glad that you
45:44
brought that up, mainly because before I started
45:46
actually doing the work, I was
45:48
so big on fighting my thoughts
45:50
and like I mentioned with Meg, like you
45:53
shouldn't you get to travel
45:55
around the world and be on stage
45:57
and do what you love. Like you don't. You
46:00
are ungrateful if you have these thoughts and you don't
46:02
get to really sit with them. Um and then once
46:04
you learn you sit with them and you're like, oh,
46:06
this is like Oh that's like you can name them if
46:08
you want. Oh that's Todd. Todd
46:11
is just chilling for a bit, even a second. He
46:13
just needs to come and say what's up. Those
46:15
thoughts are so when they're when they're just kind of those
46:17
here and their thoughts, you know, like, oh,
46:20
this person didn't think that joke was funny, and it's like some
46:22
people don't think things are funny. I don't think a lot of things
46:24
are funny. So we'll just kind of let him chill, and when
46:26
he goes, he'll go. I would
46:29
like to step before we kind of come
46:31
out of it and we talk a little bit more positively.
46:33
I do want to talk about because it's a very real thing.
46:37
Let's call him the scary thoughts, the
46:40
more taboo thoughts that we don't like.
46:42
I don't even like saying some of the thoughts that I've
46:44
had, and I know you've referred to them as taboo thoughts
46:46
before. Um, what
46:48
about those you know what? Like, honestly,
46:51
this is a this is me asking as
46:53
extra free therapy. This is such a
46:55
great question. Every single person
46:58
on this planet has intrusive to us.
47:00
Okay, people with o c
47:02
D get an influx
47:04
of intrusive thoughts like rapidly
47:06
that are often of a taboo nature. And
47:09
that's what differentiates o c D
47:11
from generalized anxiety disorder, because
47:14
with generalized anxiety people get
47:16
intrusive thoughts as well, but it's
47:18
more about real life concerns
47:21
finances and upcoming performance
47:24
work friendships, Whereas
47:26
people with o c D have intrusive
47:28
thoughts that pop in that are very disturbing
47:31
and very irrational. They're unrealistic,
47:35
and as a therapist, like what
47:37
I would say is their ego tos tonic, which
47:40
means they're so opposite to what
47:42
the person like knows of themselves.
47:45
So for me, for instance, when I was nineteen, I
47:47
started getting unwanted, sexual
47:50
intrusive thoughts about the last people
47:52
I would ever want to have those thoughts about. It was
47:54
so horrifying and uncomfortable, and
47:57
then I performed compulsions to try to figure
47:59
out I was having these thoughts and
48:01
to prevent like something bad from happening
48:04
because they were so scary to me. So
48:06
yeah, we all have the occasional like sexual
48:08
intrusive thought or harm intrusive thought,
48:11
like what if I just threw myself in front of the subway,
48:13
But for people with o c D, it's
48:15
on loop all day long. Imagine
48:18
that horrible thought, like you know,
48:20
what if I just stabbed my partner in her sleep?
48:22
People with O c D experience that NonStop
48:25
popping in, popping in, popping in. So
48:28
that's kind of where the more like taboo intrusive
48:30
thoughts would become a diagnosis. We
48:33
need to have a whole episode about o c D
48:35
tomorrow, like we like we got a sense, Katherine,
48:38
because there's so much to unpack, and I don't want
48:40
to at all pass that off
48:42
and and kind of keep moving forward. So I
48:45
do want to preface this change
48:47
of subjects as a weird
48:49
absolutely coming back to that, because we need to
48:51
figure out there's a whole lot to unpack. And
48:53
I think, like you had mentioned, you had said that
48:55
that's an O c D thought, and in my mind, like
48:57
in my wildly uneducated,
49:00
in this realm mind, I thought O c D
49:02
was just like keeping your room clean and
49:04
like you know, like that's like that's kind of the stigma
49:07
around it. Uh. And so absolutely
49:09
are having another episode UM with
49:11
you. If you will have us UM about
49:13
this exact thing, we'll get a little more positive
49:16
um. And that positivity is that,
49:18
like I am glad that therapy is
49:20
now starting to become more of a
49:23
kind of cool not cool thing,
49:25
but like a very like normal thing. People are like, oh, yeah,
49:27
I got therapy, and nobody's like, oh
49:30
are you good. Like people are just like, oh I got therapy.
49:32
There like, oh that's sick. I'm glad you're doing that. I could probably
49:34
use that. That's really like the biggest response to
49:36
anybody from anybody who I talked
49:39
to who doesn't go to therapy. The most
49:41
common response now, and I love it is like
49:43
people are like, oh, dope, I should probably go to
49:45
therapy, and then I respond back with like, you
49:47
absolutely should. Everybody should. It's great.
49:50
I think Channing Tatum was like
49:52
the first one who was like, yeah,
49:54
go to therapy. Everybody should go to therapy. I remember watching
49:56
this to this Twitter video. I think I've actually brought
49:58
it up on this show before. But I'm glad
50:01
that it's being more widely accepted. But
50:03
I think now you're at this new because before
50:05
it was like this big stigma right of like if you
50:07
go to therapy you're weak, or if you go to therapy
50:09
you're psychotic, or or whatever
50:12
have you. Now there's this kind
50:14
of new stigma. I'm very fortunate
50:16
that my therapist didn't believe that
50:18
I need to take medications to kind of
50:20
handle my mental health issues.
50:23
But there are a lot of people who do get prescribed
50:26
medications for mental health, and there's also
50:28
a lot of people and there's a huge stigma
50:31
around that medication, whether you actually
50:33
need it, whether it's good for you, whether it's bad
50:35
for you. Um, can you speak to that
50:37
and your thoughts on on maybe why
50:39
it is and if you think that there should be a stigma?
50:42
Oh yeah, people are so misinformed
50:45
about medication, and I think a
50:48
lot of it comes from like the stigma surrounding
50:50
mental health. And when people
50:52
think about taking medication, one
50:55
of the most common things I hear is it's
50:57
weak. You don't need it. You should just
50:59
be able to do the work and get
51:02
through. It's like it's a weakness. And
51:04
the reality is that people have brains
51:06
that are wired differently. You know, me
51:09
with O c D, my brain is wired very
51:11
differently than someone without O c D, which
51:14
means I need medication to get
51:16
my brain kind of to a more quote unquote
51:19
normal level. And it's interesting
51:21
because we would never look at someone who has
51:23
cancer who's getting chemotherapy and say
51:25
you're weak, you don't need that, or
51:28
somebody who is diabetic and
51:30
takes insulin. We don't do that, but
51:32
we do that with psychiatric medication.
51:35
And that's because of stigma. And
51:37
I also think that it's like when
51:40
people say, oh, it's weak, or oh
51:42
you don't need it, it's just the easy way out.
51:44
It comes from people being misinformed
51:47
because taking medication is often a very
51:49
complex and difficult decision
51:51
for people. Medication can
51:54
affect your sex life. Like I often
51:56
say to clients, you might have to choose between
51:58
your sex life or your sanity, and that's really
52:00
difficult, and it
52:02
can impact I mean, you might have side effects from
52:04
the medication, so it's not an
52:07
easy decision to make. In
52:09
addition to like, it is still stigmatized
52:12
sadly, which just it's awful because
52:14
it can save lives. You know what, saved my life.
52:17
It helps so many of my clients,
52:19
and I hope that we can continue
52:22
to destigmatize it because it's very
52:24
necessary for a lot of people. M
52:27
I love that. I mean, I'm gonna go back
52:29
to what one of my one of my really good friends are on
52:32
who's been on this show says, and he's like, look,
52:34
when your mouth hurts, you go to the dentist. He
52:36
tells you that your wisdom teeth
52:38
coming in. He takes the wisdom teeth out, and then he says, hey,
52:40
you gotta take this vicating or else your mouth
52:42
is really going to hurt and you don't beat an
52:44
eye. Right. But then when you go when you're having
52:46
mental health issues, what you're supposed to do
52:49
is you go to a doctor who can help you with that, right
52:51
the same way that you go to a doctor for your arms broken
52:53
or you're getting your wisdom teeth out, and then they'll tell
52:55
you what you gotta do. And and it is
52:57
it is pretty interesting that we mindlessly
53:00
say yes to everything else, but when it comes
53:02
to our own brains, we're pretty picky
53:05
on that. Yeah, yeah, it's it's
53:07
quite interesting. But I do want to as
53:09
I always like to do finish it on a very high
53:11
note um and have somebody Meg
53:13
and I have both attested to when you do the
53:15
work and you and you're open about it
53:17
and you can talk about it and you can deal with
53:19
it regularly, you let those thoughts sit with you,
53:22
it does get better. And so having two
53:24
people who aren't therapists say it, I would love to
53:26
also have you jump in on your first hand
53:28
experience of helping people who get it and
53:30
the amount of people who come in
53:33
and it gets better versus the amount of people
53:35
who and I can't imagine come into therapy
53:37
do all of the work and it gets somehow
53:40
worse. You know, I think I think it's more likely
53:42
that it gets much better. That's exactly
53:45
it. And I love that you say do the work because
53:47
that is the exact pace that I use with my clients.
53:49
You have to do the work to get better, so
53:52
you're on top of that. And if
53:54
a client is doing the work, they more often
53:57
than not get better. There are going to be clients
53:59
who have stay your brains where they have more
54:01
severe cases, and it might not be as simple
54:03
as just do the work. You know, sometimes
54:06
certain therapies don't work on
54:08
specific people. But if you can
54:10
access therapy, I want to preface that because
54:12
I know that some people can't. If you
54:14
can access therapy and you do the
54:16
work, it can get I mean,
54:19
night and day. I see so many of
54:21
my clients and I witnessed in my own therapy
54:24
journey. If you do the work, your
54:26
life can significantly change and you
54:28
can live a really meaningful, beautiful
54:30
life. With anxiety or any
54:32
other mental health condition. There
54:35
is hope. It is not hopeless.
54:37
And you are not weird. You are not crazy.
54:40
You are just a human being who has a brain,
54:42
and sometimes that means we struggle.
54:46
I love that. That's an incredible
54:48
place to take a break. But when
54:50
we come back, Meg's coming back in with us, and we're
54:53
gonna be talking about this mandatory anxiety
54:55
that you're telling us about. So don't go anywhere. We
54:59
are back. This is let's get into it, and
55:01
we are talking about mandatory anxiety.
55:03
I got Meg, I got allegro We are here,
55:06
so you had actually brought it up allegra Um
55:08
in our segment where you said mandatory
55:10
anxiety. Our brains are actually wired to
55:13
have anxiety. To make sure, my
55:16
therapist says risk analysis, that's what our brains
55:18
do. They do risk analysis across the board. Like it's always
55:20
like, okay, if I jump off, if you're on a diving
55:22
board and you're going into a pool, you okay, the pool
55:24
is deep enough, right, Okay, the pools deep enough, and you do
55:26
this in like a micro second or whatever,
55:29
like this is ready to go. We can do this. Whereas
55:31
if you're looking down and you see rocks, uh,
55:34
most of the time, I'd like to imagine a
55:37
predominant amount of the time you're
55:39
looking down, you're like, okay, don't do that. That's bad
55:41
idea. Risk analysis, big risk, big
55:43
risk. It seems like today's world
55:45
is designed for everybody
55:47
to get anxious. I mean, you have media everywhere.
55:50
You have everything on level ten
55:52
saturation in the in the sense of
55:54
like how important and big
55:57
and must know everything is. You
55:59
got dooming gloom news stories, you have
56:02
clickbait on social media, everything
56:04
about the world ending. It's absolute
56:07
sensory overload. How
56:09
do we balance ourselves? That's
56:11
a good question. I think that there are so
56:13
many ways to answer this. But two
56:16
things that I always talk to clients about
56:18
are like sitting with our feelings
56:21
but not necessarily letting our feelings
56:23
make decisions for us. So
56:26
letting it be okay that you're anxious,
56:28
but moving towards your values. So
56:30
living a very values based life even
56:33
if you have anxiety, because
56:35
anxiety can often keep us from living
56:38
the life that we want. It can impact our
56:40
decision making, our relationships,
56:43
I mean really anything. So the
56:46
work is okay. If I'm feeling anxious, I'm
56:48
gonna sit with it. I'm going to tolerate
56:50
it, but I'm still going to live the life that i
56:52
want to live. Values
56:54
based living is so so big with anxiety
56:57
disorders. Wow, that's
56:59
a that's such an interesting way to look
57:01
at it. It reminds me of what you had
57:03
said in our segment before about like living with
57:05
it, like letting those thoughts sit and be like, oh,
57:07
yeah, hey, this is my friend anxiety. He's
57:09
just gonna hang out for Bai'll probably leaven a little bit
57:11
later, just like let him. You know. It's
57:14
it's really to me like that visualization has
57:16
been just it's so clear and it's so
57:19
helpful to me to really kind of put
57:21
it almost putting a face on it and being like,
57:23
hey, this is anxiety.
57:25
You can call him ang for sure. I don't know, and
57:28
uh, and and it's
57:30
gonna live here for a little bit, or it's gonna stay over
57:32
sometimes he sleeps over. At the end of the day,
57:34
he always leaves, and he always You're always
57:37
fine afterwards. Flipping that around,
57:39
though, having anxiety, living with anxiety,
57:42
it sucks a lot of the time, But then there's also like some
57:44
pretty good positives, Like I think for
57:46
me, like I think that having that anxiety
57:49
of of always wondering what other people are
57:51
thinking, it does help my compassion a lot.
57:54
It makes me a very empathetic person.
57:56
I think that it really helps me cater
57:59
to the needs of people who are
58:01
very important to me. I was raised
58:03
with the golden rule of treat others how you want to be
58:05
treated. And because my brain overthinks
58:07
things, and I would wish people would consistently give
58:10
me assurance. I give other people assurance. And
58:12
I've been told that that's something that's very very
58:15
positive about me or helpful in my
58:17
relationships and my friendships and my daily
58:20
dealings. Meg, what about you? What what about
58:22
your anxiety? Have you either
58:25
identified or made a
58:27
positive to you? Um, I totally
58:29
agree with you. I think you know, really
58:32
putting others. First, it's help my like empathy
58:34
a lot, going back to the like
58:37
just letting anxiety just kind of like
58:39
sit there. I feel like days
58:41
where I get a lot of sleep, I
58:44
can really I mean I feel like getting a
58:46
lot of sleep for anything, for anyone, like
58:48
no matter what you're going through, is definitely really
58:50
helpful. And I also know that mental
58:53
disorders can also, like you know, cause
58:55
lack of sleep, but getting as much sleep
58:57
as possible at least just rest. Like I noticed
58:59
those days because some days and
59:02
will come knocking at my door and I'll be like, by
59:05
like leave and then I'm like, yo,
59:07
that was easy, Like I just I
59:10
like kicked him, like let's go. And then
59:12
some days I it's harder for me. And
59:14
I noticed those days are when
59:16
I'm really tired because my body
59:18
is kind of at like a low level already, so
59:20
then when ang comes knocking, I don't have the defense
59:23
mechanism to be like you like get
59:25
out. And then also when I'm
59:27
on social media a lot too, I think, right
59:30
that definitely doesn't help. Social media is amazing,
59:33
but like monitoring it is definitely
59:35
really helpful. But um yeah, I think
59:37
it's helped my empathy a lot, maybe
59:39
stronger as a person for sure. Boom,
59:42
there you go, there you go. Yeah.
59:44
I think in general, like you had mentioned though, getting
59:46
enough sleep is really good to help. You've also talked
59:48
about like breathing techniques, You've talked about
59:51
physically relaxing your muscles. There's
59:54
so many ways. And and I want to point
59:56
out something that you had said earlier, which was like exercise
59:59
and go out and exercise was one of your bits of advice.
1:00:01
I feel like there's some kind of actual
1:00:03
science behind exercising and
1:00:06
and like either relaxing your thoughts or
1:00:09
bringing happiness in your body aleg Or
1:00:11
do you haven't Is there any like factual statistics
1:00:13
or anything that like actually makes exercising
1:00:16
a great way to combat any mental illness,
1:00:18
but specifically like negative thoughts or
1:00:20
anxiety. Yeah, So
1:00:22
typically when people are anxious, you kind
1:00:24
of feel a little bit restless, and you feel like there's
1:00:26
a lot of tension, and so physical
1:00:29
exercise can kind of help alleviate
1:00:31
some of that. Also, when we
1:00:33
exercise, it sends off endorphins,
1:00:36
and those endorphins, like those chemicals
1:00:39
help us feel better essentially,
1:00:41
like we feel a little bit happier so
1:00:44
that is kind of like the science behind exercise
1:00:46
would be the endorphins, possibly
1:00:49
serotonin. I'm not like an expert on
1:00:51
this, but that would
1:00:53
be why people typically feel better after
1:00:55
exercising. Look at
1:00:57
that. See you, guys, it's not just abs
1:00:59
you're fighting for. You're fighting for a mental
1:01:02
health. Absolutely, mental abs.
1:01:04
That's what we're talking about. We're talking about mental
1:01:07
abs right here, guys. To
1:01:09
fight off a you know, to
1:01:11
fight off that's gonna just live forever.
1:01:14
Now his name is saying he's
1:01:16
kind of a shitty house guest, but
1:01:18
he always he always leaves if
1:01:20
you give him the cold shoulder. So
1:01:23
as three people here who have
1:01:25
been open about their mental health issues UM
1:01:28
and have been open, and we're learning now
1:01:30
what panic attacks actually are. Are
1:01:33
there any ways that you guys have learned
1:01:35
um specifically for yourselves, just in case there's a listener
1:01:38
out there who hasn't found their way to ward
1:01:40
off a panic attack or maybe even anxiety
1:01:42
spiral, or even just dark thoughts in general.
1:01:45
Just any any practices you do to set
1:01:47
your mind at ease if you're having those cyclical thoughts.
1:01:50
Very very specific to me, I
1:01:52
always listened to Bob Marley when
1:01:55
specifically waiting in vain, it's always
1:01:58
cued up. Like sometimes like
1:02:00
my friends will like I'll
1:02:02
be in the room and I'll just hear the song
1:02:04
in the distance and I'm like, ah, like,
1:02:07
you know, so it really
1:02:09
helps. I don't know why. It's just I mean, Bob
1:02:12
Marley is such a calming it you know,
1:02:14
makes me feel like I'm at the beach, and
1:02:17
all of his songs are almost like, you know,
1:02:19
don't worry, everything's gonna work out, like
1:02:21
you're good. So just hearing those thoughts
1:02:23
all the time, it's just like, you know, helps
1:02:26
me get through it and it kind of prevents that.
1:02:28
And also breathing. Um,
1:02:30
you know, it's very silly to say,
1:02:33
but when you're going through it, sometimes you forget
1:02:35
to breathe. It's like kind of like
1:02:37
one of the simple things to do, but you know,
1:02:39
you don't realize that you're catching your breath like if you it
1:02:42
helps so much like when people
1:02:44
are like, yo, just breathe and you take like a
1:02:46
large inhale and exhale like it. Man
1:02:49
does wonders. I
1:02:52
don't know why. This is a total side
1:02:54
note. Um. The Zoom audio quality
1:02:56
was so bad that at first I genuinely
1:02:58
thought you said breathing like
1:03:01
b R E D I N G. And then in my
1:03:03
mind I said, there's no way she said breeding.
1:03:05
She meant reading, like reading a book.
1:03:08
And then as you continue talking, I heard I
1:03:10
realized you said breathing, and I
1:03:12
was like, oh, so for the first
1:03:14
half of your statement, I was genuinely
1:03:17
confused by what you do to
1:03:19
stay to stay just positive and happy.
1:03:22
Yeah, just
1:03:25
breed, just go for it. Have a child, um
1:03:28
allegra, what about you? And
1:03:30
you can also include things that you have um
1:03:32
anything that you either go through on a daily basis
1:03:35
that you help ward off your negative
1:03:37
thoughts or your spirals, or your attacks,
1:03:39
or anything that you tell your clients. Yeah,
1:03:42
acceptance is a big word that I use
1:03:44
with clients. And acceptance doesn't
1:03:46
mean that we like what we're experiencing.
1:03:49
It doesn't mean that we agree with what we're experiencing,
1:03:52
but it means that we are going to allow
1:03:54
it. So with panic attacks,
1:03:56
anxiety, intrusive thoughts,
1:03:59
excepted is huge. Letting
1:04:01
it happen, letting it be there, and
1:04:04
existing with it because typically
1:04:06
when people are panicking, they start to fight
1:04:08
with it because it's so scary.
1:04:10
They feel like they're dying and not fighting
1:04:13
with it exacerbates the panic attack.
1:04:15
Think of it kind of like if you're caught in a riptide
1:04:18
in the ocean. I'm not sure if that's ever happened
1:04:20
to you, but typically people yeah,
1:04:22
and you start to fight with it and it keeps
1:04:24
pulling you under. But when you just
1:04:27
accept that you're in a riptide and you kind of
1:04:29
just surrender to the sea if you're going to get out
1:04:31
of it. So acceptance is huge,
1:04:33
acceptance of what it is that you're experiencing,
1:04:36
and then also staying in the present moment.
1:04:39
Anxiety and panic often want to bring
1:04:41
us to the what if all of those
1:04:43
horrible catastrophic things in the future.
1:04:46
I want my clients to stay and the what is
1:04:48
what actually is happening right
1:04:50
now? Yes, what
1:04:53
is actually happening? You know, you
1:04:55
haven't lost your job right now. You haven't.
1:04:58
Your partner hasn't broken up with you. What is actually
1:05:00
happening. What is happening is
1:05:03
your I don't know partner didn't
1:05:05
respond to your text. That's what actually happened.
1:05:08
We don't know anything about the future. So
1:05:11
staying in the present moment is really
1:05:13
helpful. Wow,
1:05:15
what if versus what is that's wild?
1:05:18
That's wild, that's a wild
1:05:20
therapist jargon right there. Um,
1:05:24
we are very pro therapy, as i've
1:05:27
I'm sure everybody who listens to this podcast,
1:05:29
UM can assume very pro therapy
1:05:32
here, and let's get into it. I'm very pro therapy
1:05:35
and all three of us have been in therapy,
1:05:37
and I think even though it's getting more common,
1:05:39
I want to continue just making it the most normal
1:05:42
thing in the world that people go to therapy. Uh.
1:05:44
And so I want to ask you, guys, one sentence,
1:05:47
why do you go to therapy?
1:05:49
My answer is super easy, and it's kind of the opposite
1:05:52
of what the stigma is is therapy makes
1:05:54
me feel normal. It makes me feel like
1:05:56
I am normal, and
1:05:58
that's so sick. Meg.
1:06:00
What about you? What is one reason that you go to therapy
1:06:03
that's so true? I agree with you. I think
1:06:06
just being able to talk to someone who is just
1:06:08
non biased, just there to
1:06:11
help you and to be there for you, because
1:06:13
you know, sometimes you go to your loved ones and
1:06:15
they'll be like, oh, everything's fine. You're like, you're lying to
1:06:17
me because you're my mom, you know what I mean. But
1:06:19
these people they don't know you. They're
1:06:22
they're just helping you, and and they're
1:06:24
educated and they know exactly what
1:06:26
they're talking about and they know how to help you.
1:06:28
And I think that's so it makes me feel
1:06:30
so comforted and like you said, normal,
1:06:33
You know, Alegor, why do you go
1:06:35
to therapy and why should other people go to therapy? And not just
1:06:37
so that you make more money.
1:06:42
So my what I really want to say is because I
1:06:44
love my therapist, Laurie. I'm also going to shout her
1:06:46
out like literally my favorite human. But
1:06:48
why I actually go to therapy is honestly
1:06:51
to keep I mean, therapy
1:06:54
saved my life. I guess that's my sentence. Therapy save
1:06:56
my life and it continues to help
1:06:58
me through every different stage job, my
1:07:00
mental health, and my life. So
1:07:03
I will be in therapy for the rest of my life.
1:07:05
Yeah, down twice
1:07:07
a week. I love it. Go to therapy.
1:07:09
If you're listening to this and you haven't gone a therapy, go to
1:07:12
therapy. And if you're listening to this you have gone to therapy, go
1:07:14
to therapy. It's well,
1:07:18
the guys, thank you so much for coming on my podcast.
1:07:20
It really really means a lot um. We have one
1:07:22
final segment and it is called Not So Shameless
1:07:25
Promo. It's where you get to just say,
1:07:27
you got to say everything that you want people
1:07:29
to know about you. You know, I'll start. I got
1:07:31
a movie coming out soon. It's called Finding Ahna
1:07:34
Amazing, and then you can just say
1:07:36
your social as you can do all of that stuff. Um
1:07:38
so Meg, take it away, tell us where we
1:07:40
can find you, tell us what's coming. Get us
1:07:42
excited. Oh man. Um,
1:07:45
my Instagram is just Magdonally. My
1:07:47
Twitter is I Magdonnally, a
1:07:50
Season five American Housewife is
1:07:52
still airing, um going strong.
1:07:56
And yeah, I've been during this whole
1:07:59
entire year. I've been making
1:08:01
music, so stay tuned for more
1:08:03
music on the way. Yeah,
1:08:06
I think that's it. There we go, Allegro.
1:08:10
What you got for us? So I
1:08:12
am moving to New York in less than
1:08:14
a week and I'm going to start a practice
1:08:16
there, which I'm super excited about. And
1:08:20
yeah, I'm so so excited about it. And I see
1:08:22
clients across the world,
1:08:24
by the way, like in other countries as well. So
1:08:27
most of my clients I see via telehealth.
1:08:29
But I am going to start a practice in New York
1:08:31
too. You can find me on Instagram
1:08:34
at obsessively ever after, or
1:08:37
my website is just my first and last name
1:08:39
allegro Castings dot com.
1:08:41
I love that. I love that y'all are pros.
1:08:44
You guys are pro promoters. You
1:08:46
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