This is the first half of my conversation with Lauren one of my nurses. We talked about what we remembered and what is new. We addressed some hard things like the likelihood of new cancers and how sometimes it is okay to chose death. We laughed about how I am the worst patient and how in healthcare you can fire and be fired by providers. I really hope this podcast reaches those that need to hear it and make other people understand the cancer journey. We are pretty funny too, I hope you enjoy it.