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much more than that. If you or

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someone you know is a survivor of sexual

2:04

assault, you're not alone and will

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share a list of resources at the end of the

2:08

episode. Please take care

2:10

while listening. Just

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after lunch one Friday afternoon, Lori

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Kanyak walked into a Columbia University

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Medical Center on the Upper East Side

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of Manhattan. She

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was here for a postpartum exam. She

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stepped into the elevator and went up to her obstetrician's

2:38

office. When it was her turn to be

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seen, a nurse showed her to the exam room

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and took her vitals. Lori changed

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into a hospital gown and waited. Her

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pregnancy had been considered high risk.

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She was almost 40, she had previously

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miscarried and her years as a

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professional dancer had left her with back

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injuries. She wanted the best

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possible care. A friend

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of mine had worked for

3:04

years at Columbia Hospital and she

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and a lot of her other friends had been patients

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of Dr. Robert Haddon and she said,

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hey, why don't you check him out? He's very good. And

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Columbia was one of the top medical

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names in the country. I

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felt lucky that I had that

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hospital carrying me through this. And

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now here she was six weeks after

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delivering a beautiful baby girl. It

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was supposed to be a routine checkup. While

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Lori was lying on the exam table, scrolling

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through her phone, enjoying a few hours out

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of the house without a baby

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to care for, Dr. Robert

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Haddon

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finally stepped into the room like

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he always did, wearing his crisp white

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coat with his glasses and prim

3:49

gray beard. She's a skinny

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Santa Claus, a Cagranpah. He

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jumped right in with his usual chit chat.

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blah blah blah, wow you look good,

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you lost a lot of weight.

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Well

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I'm a dancer, I'm at my fighting weight

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again, like we don't mess around kind of thing.

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A nurse was with him, he performed a breast exam

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and a pelvic exam. You're looking

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good, everything's good, nurse leaves. Dr.

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Haddon started to follow the nurse out. It

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stopped. Oh I forgot

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your hemorrhoids. Oh

4:27

and you have stitches, I thought you just

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saw them. They were in the examination

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room, alone, and that's when I

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knew this was not gonna go very

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well. She froze.

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In that moment she had a flashback to

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the first time Dr. Haddon made her feel

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uncomfortable. She

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was at the end of her second trimester lying

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on the exam table, unable to see

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over her pregnant belly. I

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had this cool sensation on

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my area and I was like that

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didn't feel like an examination.

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Here I am 38 years old, I

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know what it feels like. That

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night she told her partner what happened. He

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thought it was just the hormones and

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she told herself to refocus on what

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mattered most. I was

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sort of like okay the goal here is

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to deliver a healthy child. You

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put yourself aside, you want to

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know that the baby's still there, you want to see a heartbeat,

5:25

you want to know that the umbilical cord isn't wrapped

5:27

around their necks. Then another

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moment flashed in front of her. I

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was really pregnant, like

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Walrus pregnant.

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It was right before she was due, she

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went in for a dilation check

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and he said this might

5:44

hurt a little bit and you're going to bleed after. The

5:47

force of the dilation check lifted

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Lori's body off the table to

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the point where I was holding the sides

5:54

of the table with my hands. She

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heard him moan.

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She had actually gone into labor and

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another physician gave her a dilation

6:04

check that she'd barely even felt. It

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briefly dawned on her that what hadn't had

6:09

done might not have been normal. And

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now, alone with him in the examination

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room, Lori's suspicion turned

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into sheer panic. It

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was like in that moment, all the two

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incidences prior to me delivering her were

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culminating in that moment right there.

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He told her to lay back down. I'm

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naked in a room with a man. What

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was going to happen if I caused a

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scene?

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I laid down. I had my phone in my hand

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and he said, go ahead, put your feet in stirrups.

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So I did. And he grabbed one of

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those like paper blanket

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things that they have and

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he put it over my knees and he pulled it

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hot. So if you can

6:53

imagine like your knees are up, it

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formed a bridge like a wall. And

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all of a sudden his head dipped down and

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he licked my vagina. And

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I jumped up and his face

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turned beet red. Dr. Haddon began

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talking as though nothing had happened. You

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know those cartoons where you see the lips

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moving but you'd hear slow motion. Lori

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frantically texted her partner. I

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said, Dr. Haddon just licked my vagina. Her

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partner paid an off duty cab driver 50 bucks

7:25

to get him to the building on a 60th Street.

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Meanwhile, Dr. Haddon was still talking

7:32

and he said to me, stop in my

7:34

office and get

7:36

birth control. I'm like, okay,

7:39

great.

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He finally left the exam room. Lori

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grabbed her clothes. I was somewhere

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between shock, hyperventilation

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and sort of like, I

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gotta get out of here. In my head I just kept

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saying I gotta get out of here. she

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could. But behind her in the hallway,

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she heard Dr. Haddon following her, calling

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out, Lori, you forgot your prescription.

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She panicked and faked a phone call

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from the babysitter, insisting she

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had to leave. And I get downstairs

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and the dad was there.

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911 operator 1520,

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where's your emergency? I

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see her delivered her OBGYN

8:27

and he basically did

8:30

something inappropriate to her.

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Okay, did he? I just went up there

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and took her from there and brought her home.

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Did he harass her, sir, or what? No,

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he basically touched

8:44

her orally. Okay.

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How long ago did this happen?

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It's been, you know, about

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about half an hour to 40 minutes. Okay.

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And I hope that

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no little girl ever

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has to feel that,

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because that is being

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trapped in

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a prison that you

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keep getting out, like you just

9:23

want to get out.

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And that's the part that never goes

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away.

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The NYPD met Lori and her partner

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at their apartment. And while she was giving

9:45

her statement, Dr. Haddon called

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her. Yeah, hi, Lori. It's

9:50

Dr. Haddon calling. It's like 4.30 on Friday.

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He started in his very

9:55

mild tone of voice. And

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then he proceeded to get... more

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and more agitated.

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What the heck happened? What's

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going on? I'm very

10:07

upset. I don't know what's going

10:09

on. So please, if... Please

10:11

call me back or... Alright.

10:14

The cops

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glanced at one another. The

10:17

one detective said,

10:18

Fuck him, let's go get this

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pig. I was like, yeah, okay. I've got people on

10:22

my team.

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There's people going to bat with me. And

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they did.

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Until they didn't. Dr.

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Robert Haddon was arrested

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at his office. The police

10:36

report shows that at least two Columbia

10:39

University administrators were aware

10:41

that he'd been taken into custody, including

10:43

the department chair, Mary Dalton, and

10:46

administrator Jeanne De La Cary, who

10:49

also left a message for Lori that afternoon.

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I had heard that you had an incident

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that happened that you were unhappy about

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today. That

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was Friday, June 29, 2012. On

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Tuesday, Dr. Robert Haddon

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went back to work.

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