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What's up guys welcome to episode 197 of Dropouts. Today
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we are with the woman who has
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had more coat hangers in her kitty
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than stars in the sky. The
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real reason the overturned row versus
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Wade is because she was overpopulating
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heaven. The first
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woman to send a child support
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check to God, Tana Mongeau. I
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thought you were gonna go down a coke route. You said
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more coke and I was like always gonna say like more
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cocaine. I didn't know you did coke. Do you do coke? No I
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just thought that's where you were gonna go with that. I've
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actually never aborted a baby unless you count plan B then
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I have a lot of plan B one steps up there.
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Oh that's beautiful. Didn't you once tell
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me you took plan B as like as
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morning vitamins? I not literally but like there was
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a there was an era I actually just had
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a fucking pregnancy scare that was like oh my
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god I was like right now I would not
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be on the Dropouts podcast. I thought I was eating that
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baby for sure. I thought you were saving yourself from marriage.
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Or oh no I was mixing that with someone else that
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goes to church and stuff. You don't think
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I love God? You don't think I'd go to church?
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I don't think he'd have you. I
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think you'd burn. No we're like this. I'm
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sorry I think you got to change a
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couple things. Do you keep your plan B's in a Pez dispenser
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or how do you distribute them? Um I don't take
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them as much anymore. Oh that's so sweet. Yeah I'm
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in my wholesome era so you know. Speaking of
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wholesome era um can we hit some intro music? That's
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why she gets paid the big bucks. Oh yeah. Okay
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I need to bring up something a little dark uh
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that's happened in your past. I'm talking about something pretty
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dark here. Okay. Um if
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you don't know. We've got a
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Patreon everybody please subscribe right now. Link
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in the description. We do a drunk
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episode every single month where you can
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see all of us get obliterated. Here's
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a clip. Salud. I
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feel like he doesn't know what that means and he just said it
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because like. It's God bless. He
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thinks that's what people say. Oh my god. It
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means like tears. Oh it means God bless. All right
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Tara I'm gonna give this to you and you've got
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to promise you. You gotta
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promise that you'll be the best with it You
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might have to do it together oh That's
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nice. Oh listen look at me look at me
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look at me look at me. I don't know where the hell I'm in
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No Right
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now check the shot should we go out? I just
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checked it you're not in it now. Where am I
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we got here? No far below it you got to
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sit up. No, we're not That
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turns into a little hoe when you get
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some alcohol in them, and now we're
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back. We can't put that on YouTube She
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can get the cut of anything she wants, but sometimes she'd be
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like I'm just here to help No
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you tell them that I am like you if
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you want more money You tell me every single second of the
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day. I actually when I started dropouts. I was like I
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Actually when I started dropouts I said I wanted to do
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it for fun and I had the force to pay her
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which is very sweet of her also I'm not done
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plugging if you open those those sweet sweet lips again
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I'm gonna beat you like my stepdad beat. That's
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hot. No. It's not my mom still has walk
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right okay guys Seven-day
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dropouts calm if you don't get it. I will
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Inseminate someone in your family, and then you'll have like
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a little zack like oh god Yeah, no one needs
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that in their life 50% of my DNA just running
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around your family. That's awful I have
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murderous tendencies just saying and I want to pass
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it along to your family all right Thank you
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guys shop dropouts calm and now we're back with
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the woman of the hour something about threatening to
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inseminate someone is crazy I don't know That
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is the new one for you. That was
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like a niche threat. Yeah, I'm into that
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you are into that Aren't you a woman
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who's in a relationship? Yeah, okay? Just
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the way that you said you're into that like I Know
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that you know I know that you know everything about
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you Fuck your shit. Tara. Okay,
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yeah, I should be talking. Yeah, let's go.
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I followed my words. I followed something else
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last night. What? I'm gonna... Oh
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my god. I'm getting it. Advil, I'm on my
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period. Do we play the game? Do we play
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the game? You know the game, Tana? I'm excited.
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What's the game? Three, two, one.
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Where did Tara wake up this morning? That's
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the game we play every week on Dropout.
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God, you make me proud. Like, I look
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into it fucking laughing my eyes. I think
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I think you know what? It's like, what?
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Where did you wake up? My own bed.
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No, the night before. Come on, you woke
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up with a... Anyway, this is not
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about us. I'm so happy I know. I feel so
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in, like, on the... I already know. Like,
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I'm like, oh, you woke up. Yeah, that's the game, Tana. They play
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it every week. They play it where Tara wake up this morning. It's a good game.
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Like, where have you woken up? Where have there been any really concerning ones? Yeah.
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Great jacket. That would be better than where I
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woke up. That would be better, for sure. You know. Was it
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just on some guys' bed? Yeah, I know. I know. I
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know. I know. Was
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it just on some guy's bed without sheets? Like, they never
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have sheets. Do you know what's even scarier than no sheets?
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Navy sheets. I've always said that. It's the one Navy-
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Navy fitted sheet. They've never seen the top sheet in
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their life. No. And, like, the
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pillow's flat, like, a frickin' piece of paper. Oh,
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wait, wait, wait. But they always fuck better.
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No headboard. They fuck better. I'm
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telling you. Better head with no headboard. But I've got
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to say something. I always
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thought women had the thinnest pillows in
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all of existence. I'm sorry. Say
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that one more time for me. I'm taking part of the way I say pillow.
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It's been like that my entire life. Okay. Hello?
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Do you say milk, too? Probably. Yes.
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It's so annoying. Just milk. Pillow.
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Height. Height. Height
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is an impediment. Okay. That's where
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you go the wrong way. I say height, and I want to put that out there first and foremost.
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Second of all, maybe this is
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just my mother speaking, but it feels like three
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sheets of paper with silk around it. Like, that's
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all she uses as a pillow. I really do
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like super flat pillows. Why? Really?
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Because I think that your neck should be level to
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your neck. To your body. And I just don't understand
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how anyone can sleep with her neck all up like
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that. Tell me a big ass
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fucking pillows like that like that. No love it
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Really, then maybe you would have liked that guy that whose house
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I woke up at that just had flat ass pillows No
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headboard all If
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you had to say first and last and spell It
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was funny watching you go down it what okay, hold on
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let me down But
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I just Seeing you
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go down that path of man was
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scaring me for a second. You were
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so supportive Well, I saw myself
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in you like, you know, I would love to And
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I just I like your I think that
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you feared clear, you know, you tried that path and
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then you were like No, this isn't my journey and
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I I respect it. Thank you I
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Don't know if she chose it wasn't her journey I
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think another person in it decided that this wasn't
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gonna happen let go and let God baby You
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know what? I mean, and he was crazy see
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what I mean. I'm a woman ago. She was
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working wonders with that I can name maybe six
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traits that don't line up with certain biblical traits
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like what? I See
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what I mean, you can't even fucking figure it online. I don't
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know That's
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not in the Bible. There's two There's
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two right there No,
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can I be honest, you know God he knew what
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he was doing He gave me the fucking rack
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and he was like listen. Yeah feed
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your family with the milk and I'm to call it Okay,
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the other day I was scrolling on to
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pet and for whatever reason randomly there will
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be women Exposed on
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there. I don't know why it had zero like
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zero views and you're for yeah, you know for
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you But you're saying
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it like that, but there's it happens like once every
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three months you get on there It was be
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randomly I showed you it was girls boobs on
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there. I think it was yours I
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think I've seen your tis and I'm so sorry I'm
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very apologetic because I like to meet people first,
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have a nice platonic relationship. A work hanakon and
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then fear move. It is. I
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think about that a lot, like that a lot of
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people will have seen my tits before meeting me in
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person and that's like normalized in my world, which is
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kinda crazy. I do wanna say I didn't seek it out. Like it
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was brought to me. It was delivered. Again, just
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let go and let God, you know? It
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was like missionary work. Somebody brought me my letter and
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like, here's your quest. And then, yeah. I could probably
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draw him from memory for how long I stayed on
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the video, but that's neither here nor there. I
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think, wow. I'm just more mad
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that you didn't pay for them. Like I would have loved
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to pocket like some of that, but it is what
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it is. My mom did tell me at a
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young age that watching porn is worse than doing
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heroin. Very religious gal. So I
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could never do that, but
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I do support your craft. So now you just shoot up?
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Yeah. Yeah. Just a
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little bit. Well, that doesn't even drink. Did you know that?
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I do know that. Isn't that crazy? I just found that
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out. Aren't you a sober queen now? Yeah, I'm a sober
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queen now. I'm just like, yo. It's really great. I
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really like it. I see why people don't. I
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don't really have context of why people did before.
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Oh, you're one of those. No, I
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was just, I was. You're one of those. Yeah, yeah,
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yeah. The not fun ones. No, that's not true. Yeah,
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the fucking losers. There we go. That's what I was
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looking for. I am a big, big fat loser, but
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I was gonna say I never liked the taste. I
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thought it tastes like nail polish. And I
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said, when it went in my mouth, I said. Yeah, but you
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love fingers in your mouth. How do you know that? We talk.
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Do you actually love fingers in your mouth? No, I
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don't. I believe her. I stand
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with her, Yummy. Thank you. Damn,
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that's, so have you ever been like, no, I saw a clip of
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you getting drunk on dropouts. He'll do it, he'll do it
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for money. I had to do it
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because the Patreon hit a certain number of whatever. A
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dollar and five dollars. And I never thought we would
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hit that threshold. So I was like, I'll get drunk
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in the podcast if we hit whatever it was. And
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they did it. Damn, I've been
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wanting to do a Patreon. I just don't think we have much
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more to offer than what we do. That's why you do the
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boob thing. That's fantastic. That's extra content.
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Would you ever have me on your OnlyFans
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just to talk? Yes, and you're right.
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Not getting whatever you want. I would love to come
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on there. We can just. Have a chat. I've been
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having it kind of on the back burner since I've been
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touring and I need to get back I'm just I'm in
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my wholesome era. It's been harder to slow myself out recently,
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but it's like, you know We're gonna have turtleneck sweaters on
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or we're gonna talk about her feelings. Well, we could cut
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out just a tip from the no, please No,
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God is watching always. Yeah, he emailed me this morning and
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he told me to tell you it's stupid right now Unless
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the cash is good. No, no, that's not sure he sees
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eat me. He said I'm
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subscribed I can
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see for free. Yeah. Yeah. He loves Tana and
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sensors. Are we ready to get into the darkness?
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Always so Tana con huh? Oh, that's the darkness. Yes. Yes.
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I was scared I didn't know where you were going with
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that. I mean I saw you and I think I think
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I was a little angry But
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now you seem like a very put together human being and
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I just want to say thank you I
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your anger was very rightful. I think
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yeah, I made a lot of really
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horrible Like a good you seem like
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a good cat. Thank you I mean, I've definitely
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grown a lot since then a
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lot what it what's what's uh, Is there an
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overarching thing to happen that caused a big lesson
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for you become this big mature mama? I
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hate it big. I want to be like a
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tiny mature my little dainty little dainty daddy dainty
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country mature mama No,
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I think it was like a big
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a lot of different events, you know coming
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a conglomerate of trauma,
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but I also think I hit my point on that
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and I Saw myself
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becoming someone I really didn't want to be
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in a every way and
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it took a lot of self work
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and rerouting my life and I think
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I also just I fell into this shit and
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I was surrounded by a Lot of
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things I shouldn't people I shouldn't have been things like
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that that really influenced me and I had to really
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be like Who am I who do I want
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to be and you're on your health ground
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kind of mental? I can't I can't start
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my day without those little magic mind things
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you take those It's
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like a little nootropic shot. I'm genuine
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like you take it and it's
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just like Kraton or something What is it?
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It's got a bunch of different vitamins and minerals
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and like lion's mane and stuff
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like that in it. And it's kind of
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like not an alternative to coffee, but it
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keeps you focused and it keeps you energized.
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You are the glue. What
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is my special drink, dad? What is my
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drink, dad? I
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love them too. I take them pretty
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much every morning, or especially if I'm editing
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or something where I need to be laser
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focused. Oh
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yeah, he doesn't do coffee. I would love to try
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them. I do a lot of stuff like that. I take fish
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oil pills. Apparently they help you not want to kill
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yourself. Hell yeah. Magnesium at night also helps you
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Ashwagandha, all that stuff. I'm in my vitamins and
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minerals era. I met a
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little girl in the other day named Ashwagandha. Really?
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Yeah, I was like, it's a wild name to
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have, but you know. It's kind of cunty. Don't
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fish oil pills smell really bad? Yeah. Okay,
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yeah. You gotta get the ones where you don't burp and
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taste it, cause I don't eat fish. I hate fish. So
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that really scares me. Do not go down on time. I'm
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sure it's like roses down there. Okay, fine. Let's
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do it. Let's get out of the way.
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Fine, if you guys really want to. So,
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um. You worked Tanacon. I worked Tanacon.
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I was hired as labor. I
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don't know why that's so funny. It's because
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of my noodle arms. I can't lift barricades. No,
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I think you can. Well, I did. And you're
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like the perfect look for that too. Like, I don't
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know if they were casting aesthetics, but like, you
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know what I mean? Like if I saw you at a barricade, I'd
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be like, that's a fucking barricade guy. Yeah, like that's a guy that
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lifts stuff and puts it over there for me. Like I'll never know
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his name. No, like it could
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be in like a hot way.
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Oh, sweet. Yeah. So essentially they
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had maybe 562 barricades outside and
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minimal workers. I was one of the minimal.
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And. They aren't really carrying the team
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on your back, guys. And the barricades. So
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I had to create these lines so
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we could contain your fans of coming to
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see you. And boy did they push down
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my barricade. I'm sorry. I do blame you.
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You can blame me the entire time. I
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think accountability is important. So I created these
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wonderful beautiful barricades for a beautiful line So
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people could streamline to see you
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in such an efficient way boy. I calculated it
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It's like a it's like an empty snake
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iron around it. There he goes with his word count,
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right? And
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we noticed that several humans
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Showed up that weren't accounted for obviously.
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I think that's the lore of Tana con Way
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too many people came and some people died. We
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don't know what happened. Yeah, some people died fly
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high fly high Um, no one
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died. No one died legally. No one died. No one
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fucking died. Okay So they were
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already rambunctious one is he Tana? They've been outside for
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like five hours and then everybody's like we and all
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of the other creators as well. Let's just remember No
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one else's there yeah at all and then so we
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could barely contain these people they're ready to put these
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barricades down And I'm risking my life for I think
14:55
Three dollars an hour and then
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Tana decides I'm gonna go outside And
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I'm thinking brother, please don't go outside. She's like, I
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want to go talk to my fans
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let them know and of course she comes outside and
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the wave of human beings the way of
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the wave of prepubescent women that were just
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running towards you ruining my barricades in such
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a way that it felt like my art
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form was taken advantage of But
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the only good thing is I only spent three days there Oh Without
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pay so I
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knew that this was gonna end in me Apple
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paying you violently and I I will Apple pay
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you when this is over for Your work at
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Tana con. I'm not kidding. How much you think
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I'm worth? Oh, I mean you said three dollars.
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I know I'm
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just kidding Yeah, I
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should have never had that convention
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and all of that sounds awful and it
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was awful I can't even just that like thinking back
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and it was a company to go outside But like
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I just didn't know what else to do. So so
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fucking stupid. Thank you for no worries You're
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gonna be for you any day and
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now it would be A lot better. Will you hire me
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again? If you do it? I would that would it mean so
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much to me Could you imagine looking outside? I'm just
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like I'm really in the weeds of all this my
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guys Gotta have a
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formula. I Would
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love to lift anything for you. I thank you
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so much I do for her tour just
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go on tour with her and put up barricades. Well,
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I think you guys have got your own tour situation
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Oh, yeah, it looks so fun Thanks for the plug. I
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can't wait to come because you were doing stand-up for a
16:25
while, too So you already and you're
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working with Nick Golarza on that stand-up and it
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was super fucking funny, which is everything So
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she's already in it. I'm so lucky with
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this one. Oh, yeah, May 15th, New York
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City I think we're already sold out. Are
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we actually I apologize. Yeah, I didn't even
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posted it yet I know New Haven and
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Boston we still have tickets. Have you ever
16:45
been to New Haven? No, I'm so excited.
16:48
Are you playing? Toad
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yes. Oh my god. What is it? It
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is one of my favorite fucking venues I've ever played
16:54
in my entire life one of my favorite cities favorite
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crowds. I'm so excited I heard the pizzas
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fantastic pizzas fucking it's the best pizza I've ever had I'm
17:04
being so for real It
17:07
is fucking amazing like it the venue is
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just so iconic so many iconic people have
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played there and It's it's
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so crazy and interesting the dichotomy of
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the town She
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goes big word tar note no Tar
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don't know big one Well all the people
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there it go to like Yale like Yale is right
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by there But it's it's a crazy college
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town still so you think you're going and it's gonna be
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all these fucking Yale like stale You
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know and you get there and
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there's this fucking nuts and we went out
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after and there's this crazy club in New
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Haven That's like can we go you would
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love the club the back room of the
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club is like all a big bed It
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sounds very like broccoli and oh, yeah, it
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was so fucking cool. I'll make sure you get set up
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there You're not so much fun. I'm so excited to go. Let's go
17:55
Yeah, that'll make you have fun on tour is like this
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the crazy shit with like strangers that
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you get into. Our New
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Haven, this is a really dumb
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question. Is New Haven, how far is it from New
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York? Bold of you to ask me a geography question.
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Bold as fuck. It's an hour and
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a half from New York and then three hours to Boston.
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Driving? I was gonna say, if you can't make the New
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York one, if that's sold out, you can go to the
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other two. Link in the description. Wait, are we driving from
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New York to Boston and stuff? Yes. What?
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Okay, it's probably an hour. You're too far, yummy bitch. Get
18:23
a big ass sprinter. Get in the back of that. We
18:26
already got it, we got a sprinter. Trust
18:28
me, we're taking care of all of your needs. I
18:30
promise. Not all of them. You can have your own
18:32
row to lay down in. If you don't wanna say
18:34
it, I'll tell you what you told me the other
18:36
day at, exactly. Do
18:39
you wanna keep acting up? I wanna know, I wanna
18:41
know. No,
18:44
it's just, she told me she's nothing. She's
18:47
like, maybe we're on the East Coast. No, no,
18:49
I didn't say anything. What, maybe you
18:51
guys could have a little fun. No. She
18:54
said whatever happens on the East Coast stays on the East Coast.
18:56
I did not say that. No, no, no, I didn't say that,
18:58
never. I'm not even kidding, I
19:00
would pay money for you guys to fuck. Why not?
19:03
I swear to God, wouldn't you? Oh,
19:05
100% percent. No, you wouldn't. Yes, I
19:07
would. Oh
19:09
my God, I just- You're not attracted to me. I- You
19:12
do. What are you
19:14
talking about? I mean, you are objectively attractive. Yeah, easy.
19:16
I think he's attractive. No, but I mean for y'all
19:18
to fuck, no, sorry. No, it's okay. I want you
19:20
to get fucked too. No, I mean, you wouldn't pay for
19:22
it because he's not attracted to me. He
19:25
doesn't think I'm attractive. I
19:27
don't think that's true. There's no way someone could
19:29
think that you're unattractive. Jared, do you think she's
19:31
attractive? Yeah, okay, there we go. Wait, pause,
19:33
back up to like 175 on the
19:35
podcast or something and he said no.
19:38
That was the total fucking lie. Me
19:41
holding onto everything. I really do. I
19:44
have something to say. Okay. Fuck your shit,
19:46
thank you. So
19:49
I'm sure you guys know this, but I'm gonna say it for
19:51
those people who don't know, Panamosha raised
19:53
me. You know this. And
19:55
then you said why. And then you were like, you have
19:57
terrible taste. I know, but seriously. I
19:59
blows at the. Vape. Oh,
20:01
mama did raise you. Brinden,
20:04
how did you? Every
20:08
time you say that though, it makes me so emotional because I
20:10
love you so much. I love you too. People keep making TikToks
20:12
and they're like, I know everything, Tara's
20:14
gonna raise them, Botana raised me and it takes everything
20:16
in me. It's almost like a diss to me. And
20:18
it takes everything in me to be like, Botana did
20:20
raise me. And now we're out here raising the masses,
20:22
which is so concerning. It's so, oh
20:24
my God. The amount of, on
20:26
tour, I'm sure you get the same thing. I named it masses.
20:28
The amount of girls. Sorry, I thought
20:31
it was for Jared. Your
20:33
tone still made me laugh. But the
20:36
amount of people on tour that like, you know, like
20:38
you raised me and I say, I'm so sorry.
20:40
Yeah, I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. And
20:43
they all have like tramp stamps. Oh, I have one. Yeah.
20:46
Oh, you have a tramp stamp? I want one so bad. You
20:48
don't have one? I know, right? Well, I have
20:50
young as fuck tattooed on my ass. My ex-girlfriend
20:52
did it. And when we broke up, I
20:54
started lathering it off because
20:56
it's a lot. So I'm on tattoos
20:58
with exes. Well, some, yeah, it's just murky water,
21:01
but there's something about young as fuck on my
21:03
ass. Like what about when I'm like 60 and
21:06
doggy? I kind of like it. And that's like a
21:08
little scary. 60 and doggy. Nothing more beautiful to think
21:10
about it. You're gonna break it.
21:12
Okay, so she says you
21:14
raised her and she's kind of
21:16
having, not kind of having, she's having
21:19
this massive blow up right now. And
21:21
I kind of want to go into what are maybe
21:23
some, what's some guidance or maybe pitfalls
21:25
that you had. It's like, all right, I did this thing.
21:27
I didn't need to work. Well, I'm not gonna throw a
21:29
tarracon. No tarracon. I
21:31
know that. It's funny because our names are similar. I
21:33
like saw the whole thing right now. Yeah, tarracon. It
21:36
was glittery, it was cute, but don't do it. Never.
21:38
You scolded me actually. What
21:41
did I scold you for? We made a video together. You
21:43
said like pitfalls and stuff like that and advice. And Amari,
21:45
you were there too. We were filming a
21:47
video and I said I did some tan
21:49
ass shit the other day. And she was like, oh, I can't
21:51
be that bad. And then I bleeped it and told her. And
21:53
she was like, don't ever do that again. I
21:55
mean, well, first of all, I just wanna like, and I've said this
21:58
a million fucking times. times
22:00
but her blow-up is the most you've always
22:02
been the shit but I'm just saying like
22:04
seeing you everywhere it's the most well-deserved thing
22:06
I feel like I've seen on the internet
22:08
in a long time at the standpoint of
22:10
a like you are amazing and in every
22:12
way in the ways that people watch you but also in the regard
22:15
that you've put the fucking work in like you've
22:17
shown up and shown up and shown up and
22:19
put the fucking work in no matter what and I think
22:21
that it's it's serious
22:24
though like it and it shows like
22:26
you just deserve it in every way and but it
22:28
is a scary fucking thing and I'm sure you yeah
22:30
but you want to be able that love you people
22:33
fucking hate you well and just the people that come
22:35
out of the woodworks wanting shit like you unfortunately
22:37
in the position you're in become
22:40
doggy yeah my favorite if
22:43
you become like a dollar sign and like
22:45
a little monkey to a bunch of fucking
22:47
people for a million reasons and it's just
22:49
scary and I hope you protect yourself and
22:52
a little monkey every way you're
22:58
both such catches like and I just
23:00
think like I mean not to
23:02
make you say this but why do
23:05
you think individually or catches you
23:07
don't say me why do you think that's catch that's what you want
23:09
for you know I think you're a catch you're a fucking
23:11
bad bitch and you're everything and you're a smart bad
23:13
bitch which is hard to
23:15
come by I think you're really funny
23:17
like you're just no I'm serious
23:19
well I you're a really funny
23:22
guy thank you and I think that dating
23:24
you would be a lot of fun thank you I
23:26
don't know you that well but no of course not
23:28
and our first meeting was interesting wasn't it speaking
23:31
of dating you our actual first meeting was
23:33
we did a dating show together where she
23:35
had to there was six guys and you
23:37
had to eliminate somebody after each round of
23:39
questions and then you eliminated me at first
23:43
okay well because you were playing a persona
23:46
I actually remember you were you were a skater guy
23:48
I think and you really like you
23:50
know I just said a good gentleman
23:52
no no no no fuck that fuck
23:54
you fuck that that is not at
23:57
all true you and I want to hold your emotions like a newborn He
24:00
said he was from Vegas. Thank you. I'm so happy you were
24:02
there. He was being a fucking freak
24:04
behind that wall. He had a whole person
24:06
on. What's new? But different, like
24:08
not like a- I am from Vegas. Are
24:11
you? I was born in Las Vegas, Nevada. Yeah. Wait,
24:13
really? Correct. My mother, the one
24:15
true part of the thing that said,
24:17
he's a fucking freak. No,
24:20
that's not why. He wasn't really painting a picture. I think
24:22
I did say I was going to take
24:24
her family and do kidnapping. I
24:26
don't know what it was, but it was something, I don't know,
24:29
scary. But yes, I was born
24:31
in Vegas. I was born at Sunrise Hospital.
24:33
So was I. See? So was he. Whoa.
24:35
What year were you born? 1998
24:38
as well. I was there a couple of years earlier.
24:41
But yeah, I really, I told him about you guys when
24:43
it came out. I was like, there's going to be some
24:45
cool people coming out. Oh my god. I was like, there's
24:48
going to be this biracial kid that's going to be sick.
24:50
And then there's going to be this girl, this little baby
24:52
smoking a cigarette. She's
24:54
going to be so fun. They're going to be besties. But
24:57
yeah, so I was born there. That's kind of funny that
24:59
we were born at the same hospital. Yeah, but my mom
25:01
lives out there. We just went back for my grandpa's 85th
25:03
birthday. Really? Where in Vegas do they live now? They
25:06
live probably 15 minutes south of the strip,
25:08
not quite Henderson. Oh, wow. Our
25:10
family lives in Henderson. Oh, hell yeah. That's
25:12
so fun. We can do holidays together. We
25:15
can both be there and then forget to text
25:17
each other. Are you going? No. Let's have a
25:19
collab. Let's have a crossover. Are you going
25:21
home for Easter? No. See? And you say, I'm
25:23
not a woman of God. I'm going home for
25:26
Easter. Are you really? Sunday. Oh, my God. Isn't
25:28
that? God, I'm bringing you. I went
25:30
to church for a long time. I don't have
25:32
much anymore. You take out the nipple piercings before
25:34
you take communion? Can't be true. No.
25:38
Oh. No, I leave them in. And it doesn't work. They're a part of
25:40
me. I can't really get them in and out. They just stand. I
25:42
got you. Yeah. Use the cures out, though. They got yanked
25:44
out, brother. No. It's my
25:46
worst fear. How did they get yanked out? I
25:49
was working at a coffee shop at the time. OK. And
25:51
I went, I was like, the sink was really high on
25:53
me. And I just went like this. And it like yanked
25:55
it. And I looked down and bloody shirt. And then. Did
25:57
your nipple like did it like? No, no, no. But it
25:59
yanked. A little bit and then like a week later they
26:01
were infection. Advocate not like they yanked out
26:04
and then contacted him and I minor
26:06
biggest fear on for like a snake
26:08
bite to do like the bacterium poured
26:10
snakes by humans suck the that amount
26:12
ah I don't know just as I
26:14
want be there for absolutely. Not no You
26:16
then. Exactly. That's what? As weird as we said,
26:18
no. Sir please Backup sat
26:20
me but I knew what gives you the ones you
26:22
for years for you when they this is who he
26:24
was on the to his i was out of a
26:26
exactly i did bring him over thing have been appointed
26:28
as you again I'm sorry. See no use in a cloud
26:31
of in into that. You've
26:34
got some. We gotta go down this rabbit hole.
26:36
Born in Vegas. What?
26:40
Was growing up like mother father he gobbled
26:42
harm know none of I'm I'm I swear
26:44
to god I was like hatched the odd
26:46
I would have had right on the has
26:49
had some it's you can provide a ago
26:51
in the sewers ah I'm A we were
26:53
the Z where the hurt us either you
26:55
know what we have the sewer have been
26:57
on a real homebuyer what school did of
27:00
I would agree now has gone oh now
27:02
I dropped out as a sophomore that Ohio
27:04
nothing's going on. a piano again bold if
27:06
you'd asked whether geography earlier on. yeah I
27:08
was born in Las Vegas. So no mother
27:11
know father and me? that technically I. Hadn't
27:13
them, But they just. They
27:15
weren't really good with him. Yeah. I
27:17
lived with them until up until probably.
27:19
I mean. Kind of like until
27:21
I was like fourteen fifteen I did. His
27:24
family adopted me. Oh nice Salaam. Has your
27:26
front which is there. the best was oh cool
27:28
that of us ever and there they are. My.
27:30
Grace of God. Had they not adopted me, I
27:33
don't know what would have happened. So. I
27:35
really appreciate them like so much but I'm growing
27:37
up in Vegas was really crazy. I feel like
27:39
it's like a lot of people. Say.
27:41
It's not a cliche, but like for. Me I feel
27:43
like we were just like on the strip
27:46
in I mean Vegas is everything that you
27:48
know. Drugs, sex, alcohol, magazine, or their early
27:50
of. Other for who
27:52
I guess guys you in that direction or what
27:54
made you think of this is chemical. of
27:58
the society like i didn't just dead you
28:00
know, the people I was around
28:02
the schools I went to, obviously I wasn't going to
28:04
anybody's private school or anything like that. So
28:07
things like that. And I, we never had
28:09
money. So I think that I also kind of fell into, you
28:12
know, dark sides of things
28:14
to hustle. Yeah, I mean, that makes it did you
28:16
maybe sound like I was a 14 year old prostitute. I just
28:18
want to clarify. I wasn't a prostitute. No, no, Jared would have
28:20
got your number if it had been. But I was gonna ask
28:22
what? Please don't. I don't
28:24
want to have sex with you. Please. Oh, I
28:26
was gonna ask, did you have a relationship with
28:28
your parents now by chance? No. Okay. Okay. Do
28:30
they know of the magnitude
28:33
of your exposure? They sued
28:35
me in 2019. I know,
28:37
right? It's just like it's a canon event. I
28:39
needed it. You know what I mean? I was like, Oh,
28:41
yes. For what? For slander, because and
28:44
a bunch of other things, but I talked about
28:46
them and what growing up in their household
28:48
was like on my MTV show. And
28:50
so it's kind of like a cash grab situation, but that
28:53
I hadn't been talking to them for years before that, though,
28:55
but that kind of fully severed our ties. How
28:57
far did that lawsuit get? I'm not that far. I
28:59
ended up settling. I kind of regret it now. I
29:01
wish I would have just like fought it all the
29:03
way, but it was during COVID. And it was like all this Zoom
29:05
court and it was fucking off. It would
29:08
have grounded you if you didn't. Oh, yeah.
29:10
That would have gone to your room. Like,
29:12
here's the money. The Tana lore that I'm
29:14
speaking stuff. People don't know about for years.
29:17
Oh, by the way, well, you said it.
29:19
Okay. It's my favorite fucking word. I am
29:21
new to, you know, your
29:23
life in a hole. So I think I'm asking things that
29:26
people have probably already covered. That's all right.
29:28
I'm enjoying getting to know you. Okay. Good. You can show each other.
29:30
Let's go back and forth a little bit. What do you want to
29:33
know about me? What
29:35
do I want to know about you? What
29:38
do you think created
29:40
your dark sense of humor? Trauma, obviously.
29:42
I really don't have a pinpoint. Was
29:44
it your mom's two divorces? Could be. But I
29:48
all I know is when I was 10
29:50
years old, I've told this a million times. My mom
29:52
met a guy in the harmony. They met a couple
29:54
of times. You proposed during happy hour at a Margaritaville.
29:56
I'm not kidding you. That's the most romantic fucking thing
29:58
I've heard in a year. year
30:00
that's my dream not
30:03
the last either because it didn't but
30:06
of course so we moved to South
30:08
Georgia they have a KKK rally in the town I'm like
30:10
mom where the hell am I and
30:13
and then my stepdad you were young you probably
30:15
thought that was just like some you unlock some new Disney
30:17
characters no no I think I think I was 10
30:19
so I was like I remember the history books this
30:21
is not good stuff oh and my brother my
30:24
brother was also black so I was like he doesn't seem
30:26
happy about this situation I guess still is
30:28
black he didn't change black
30:31
yeah yeah yeah and yes
30:33
Queen there's
30:37
a caramel off-camera and I want to make sure
30:39
that yeah yeah I put him in a little
30:41
where there's original so good
30:44
like my grandma carries those in her purse my
30:46
grandma used to have those that are not really
30:48
they're such grandma candies yeah but they're so good
30:50
I don't know why it's only for the older
30:53
echelon what is
30:55
your grandma think about the upbringing um
30:58
she's dead now but but back then
31:01
was she kind of your you know little saving
31:03
grace a little bit everyone was kind of twisted
31:05
I actually just had this psychic tell me all this stuff
31:07
about her and that she was like coming
31:09
through to me the other day which
31:11
was interesting she lived
31:13
in the south so my parents would always ship me to
31:16
Texas when I was really bad nice and I would just
31:18
be in the fucking sticks with her and she
31:20
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31:22
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34:56
when did you turn thought. As
34:59
if you want to that way. I was going
35:01
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35:03
An online per se when you start. I
35:05
grew up in a odie era of you
35:07
tube hours in all. About this and I'm
35:09
say I saw that as while like that that
35:11
pop up. About
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above average Joe Sorrow a safer place
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of advice and that's probably when I
35:17
started as a i think you have
35:20
like maybe to enter case it's covers.
35:22
Or maybe a hundred. and I love you
35:24
so so I fucking much I can do
35:26
that for. Gonna be
35:28
okay. You give our gimme like the quick
35:30
breakdown of i'm like okay, I'm and on
35:33
I'm a mom, Muslims like a mom or
35:35
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35:37
what What? what a tailor with ah and
35:39
correct me if I'm on will be so
35:41
funny because when I'll be like this slut
35:44
that are now. I know you
35:46
started with storied hands on he to
35:48
and that's I think were can as.
35:51
Thought. That she so infamous for it. Is
35:53
telling stories you delete nine like an ugly.
35:55
There was a dirty fucking. door in the
35:57
background You're
36:00
surprised I know about the dirty door. The dirty door was OG.
36:03
Yeah. I love that. Like, literally would
36:05
try on a camera maybe by movie cuts. Like,
36:07
maybe. But she would just try on the camera
36:09
and tell 20 minute stories about just the craziness
36:11
of her life. And they were so specific and
36:13
not censored. And I think that's what people really
36:15
liked. And that's how he blew up, right? She
36:18
ate with that. And it was so nice.
36:20
And it was just so. Do you
36:22
consider yourself to have, obviously, you have
36:25
a ride or die fan base. But
36:27
do you have another polarizing side that might
36:29
hate you? For sure. I think I've always
36:31
been kind of polarizing. People either love me
36:33
or hate me. But I try to
36:36
remember. That's where I want to
36:38
kind of go. The beginning of, obviously,
36:40
everyone, if we do percentage wise, loves you.
36:43
But when you first started. I think a lot
36:45
of people fucking hate me. But that's OK. I do
36:48
want to know the start of the hate. How
36:50
did you initially handle it? And then what did
36:52
it progress to till now? Are
36:54
you asking for a friend? You. Because
36:56
eventually you're going to go through it. They're going to love you
36:58
till they want to. Oh, they already hate me. No, they don't.
37:00
No, yeah, they do. You're not on that side of TikTok, brother.
37:03
I've always been hated. So it's like, I'm good over here. I
37:05
think that I've always been
37:08
loved and hated, even just from the
37:10
jump. And then over time, I also was growing
37:12
up online. And no one really fucking raised me
37:14
at all. And so every that
37:16
really showed with everything, TanaCon, all that kind
37:18
of shit. I was just impulsively really
37:20
living. And a lot of mistakes were made. And
37:22
they created for a lot of people loving or
37:24
hating me. But I don't
37:27
know. I think the best thing to remember, even
37:29
just in this phase of life that you're in,
37:32
the love is awesome. But you are indifferent
37:34
of both of those. Like there's someone telling you
37:36
to kill yourself and someone telling you you're Jesus. And
37:38
neither should resonate with you. And they killed him. Yeah,
37:41
wow. It's beautiful. So neither
37:44
should resonate with you too far. You know what I
37:46
mean? Just remember who you really are.
37:48
So how are you feeling at the moment? Do
37:50
you feel like you resonate more on the negatives?
37:53
Why do you think that is? Because that's what I see. It's
37:56
easier though. It is. You can see a million I
37:58
love you comments. And then one. hate comments. It's
38:00
like a little true. Yeah. You're like,
38:03
God, damn it. Damn it. For sure.
38:05
For sure. Especially when they find out stuff. It's like, nobody knows
38:07
this about me. And then they throw it out there and they're
38:09
like, yeah, I'm
38:11
insecure about that. No worries. But
38:13
I think that you're very authentic, which also
38:15
helps so much in the place that you're at
38:18
right now, because it's like, imagine
38:20
you were dealing with that while also trying to
38:22
be someone that you're completely not. Also hurtful, though,
38:24
is like, they hate me because of me. They
38:27
don't hate me because of the person I'm putting on. They hate me because
38:29
I'm myself. But that's also like, so
38:31
hurtful. But what you're doing is so
38:33
hard, like living your entire
38:35
life for people to spectate like you're
38:37
a zoo animal. And I would venture
38:40
to say 97% of
38:42
the people leaving most comments could never do that.
38:44
And I mean, it's just
38:46
the truth, you know? And welcome.
38:49
Thank you. You're rich. You're
38:52
rich. No, I didn't
38:54
know if you could give me something I'm not. It hasn't
38:56
nothing. You know, you know, there's a three
38:58
month, but it's coming towards coming. It's
39:00
all and it's again, it's awesome to see
39:02
because you just see these little fucking rich
39:04
assholes dance on TikTok. And then and I
39:07
love them like, you know, but like, and
39:09
I love their samples to dance on TikTok.
39:11
But but you've been fucking filming and fucking
39:13
editing your shit for fucking hours for fucking
39:15
like you deserve that. And it's it's just
39:17
it's sick. This is what I'm genuinely interested
39:19
in because you can kind of brought up. You
39:21
kind of lightly brought up flashes in the pan.
39:23
Like there's certain people that will hit the well
39:25
for a second. They're very famous. They have a
39:27
lot of money and they don't know how to
39:29
take that to longevity. How did you kind of
39:31
go from, you know, dirty door
39:34
to not being dirty whore? They're not having
39:36
that flash in the pan. Like you've had
39:38
a, you know, decently long career, especially for
39:40
the internet. I think consistency and
39:43
authenticity definitely play a part.
39:45
But I also think that reinvention is
39:47
important and studying the space that you're
39:49
in and being able to when
39:51
we're some turns of reinvention for you, have you
39:53
had multiple when were some big ones that you
39:55
can remember? That's a crazy question.
39:58
I've had a million different reinvention. And
40:00
a lot of them were not on purpose. I think that it was
40:02
just like, I went with the flow
40:04
of what was working. I think I've always been
40:06
the type of person to throw a lot of darts and
40:08
like see what sticks. You know what I
40:10
mean? And that's kind of where I am now. Like podcasting
40:12
was just one of those shots in the dark. And you
40:15
have, I think that ended up working. Congratulations. And we dropped
40:17
20 podcasts on all of Spotify. Congratulations. Thanks
40:19
guys. Holy. It's so mind blowing
40:21
to me. Mind blowing to me.
40:23
I love you so much. She goes, she hates
40:26
you. She's like, stop talking about it better.
40:28
Yeah, no, seriously. I'm so dead serious
40:30
when I come to Tana. I love you
40:32
so much. You know,
40:34
it's funny. I feel the same about you though.
40:36
I had no idea about like this background where
40:38
like you watched her or whatever, you know, or
40:41
your guys friendship. Does it make sense? No, it makes
40:43
sense because for this podcast, like
40:45
part of the research we were doing or like part
40:47
of the bits we were coming up with, I was
40:50
looking up quotes by you like to find funny ones.
40:53
And there's one where you're talking about how Paris
40:55
Hilton raised you. And immediately I
40:57
made the connection. I was like, oh, these
40:59
two are two peas in a pod. I
41:02
think there's something so fucking genius
41:04
about the entire world telling you you're
41:07
famous for nothing, but making that an
41:09
entire brand and flipping it on its head. And
41:11
I'm sure you think girls who are just like
41:13
so themselves are just like so confident. People
41:16
hate. Yeah. We're
41:18
all that. And I love that. Like, oh,
41:20
just owning it, owning who you are. And
41:22
she's the goat. I think brand is so important, especially
41:25
when you have a polarizing brand. I think Barstool does
41:27
a similar thing for like guys. It's like we know
41:29
what audience we don't have, but the audience that we
41:31
do have are right or die. Like
41:33
if you're trying to make money in this brand is everything.
41:36
I was actually I don't know if people care about all
41:38
this stuff. This is the stuff I really interested in. Yeah,
41:40
that's actually a big old nerd. I nerd out over this
41:42
shit. I can talk about it for hours. But I'm like,
41:44
this is the plan to make you rich, Tara. I'm like,
41:47
OK, so we go on tour for like we'll do like
41:49
a dropout show. I was like, then we plan a yummy
41:51
party because everyone wants to go to a
41:53
yummy party. And if we brand a huge yummy
41:55
party afterwards and eventually whatever. Oh, give me a
41:57
please let me. Exactly. So many. Whatever
42:01
our favorite alcohol is we create what was
42:03
your favorite alcohol again vodka vodka But you're
42:05
definitely releasing something called the vodka
42:07
and you're definitely getting that no trademarked, right?
42:13
We go we do the yummy parties we have it
42:15
exclusively sponsored by there we get everybody's taste we send
42:18
the free stuff to all the sororities all the Fraternities
42:21
so now it's like the drink of the colleges.
42:23
Okay, dizzy moment abs of fucking lutely,
42:25
but you're gonna be rich Thank you And I think
42:28
that it's so cool that so much of what you do is
42:30
also based in your aesthetic that gives you so much room Like I
42:32
can't wait for the liquid eyeliner. I can't wait for the fucking
42:34
outfits. I can't wait for all of it and it's
42:40
Guessing I'm just shooting in the dark. Okay, I swear to god. We
42:42
don't have to shoot we could just say it I
42:44
mean cuz who's gonna be out yummy the yummy, you
42:46
know, no one's out yummy in me. Yummy exactly one
42:48
of the The
42:52
whole time she goes I've
42:57
known her for so long and she's still
42:59
is so sweet like this. I'm like bitch.
43:01
I suck and you know it I
43:09
have a favorite tanner era. Oh my god
43:18
Have you heard the song hestner by Tana Mona?
43:20
Oh and you shouldn't it is ear blood. No,
43:22
it's so good. No, it's so good Oh
43:26
hundreds. Well, she's all of the stream. Yeah, well we
43:28
get copyrighted if I play well do it on the
43:31
after school Okay, and we just also don't have to
43:33
like I would love to do literally We'll
43:39
do it we'll do on the patreon that was during
43:41
my god damn it I want to cut if we're
43:44
doing them about his trauma Thank
43:47
you. Oh, this is another idea I have
43:49
this business idea Okay I'm working
43:51
I'm working on setting up a platform or I'm
43:54
working with these guys that set up a platform
43:56
and essentially you can create projects so this podcast
43:58
would be one project and All
44:00
the money initially goes to this account where you
44:02
would get 10% for coming on. So anything this
44:04
podcast makes, you could get 10% of it for
44:07
coming on this just as one podcast. It's like
44:09
very incentive for other people to go on other
44:11
people's podcast. Absolutely. I can't remember. Is that
44:13
like I rep her? That's a lyric of
44:15
how that was a crazy circle. I know.
44:18
That was awesome. Yeah, if you didn't owe me money, we'd probably
44:20
say that pretty good. Canceled would probably start getting guests if we
44:22
could do that. I was putting in a circle. I came
44:24
on willingly. And I'm so happy you came on.
44:26
So many people are really afraid to come on. If
44:28
you have me, I would love to come on. I would love to
44:30
have you on. I would love to. We could have all of
44:32
you on. We could do a dropouts, X canceled.
44:34
Oh my God. Fine. Canceled dropouts. I
44:37
only started a clothing brand called Dropout. And I
44:39
trademarked it in clothing and then I got rid
44:41
of it. You sell the trademark because we need
44:43
it. Actually, I literally let you. I
44:47
wish I could pull it up, but it was like a whole thing. She's like, yeah, for 70% I do.
44:50
No. Yes, it is. No, it didn't
44:52
end up being my journey. Your hair looks really good.
44:54
You think so? I did it. I had to blow
44:56
it out myself and it was the most humbling experience of my
44:59
entire life. I love
45:01
the color right now. Really? Thank you.
45:03
I feel like I just have to remain blonde. When I'm
45:05
brunette, I look like Michael Jackson and not
45:07
even in a fun way. Let's
45:11
jump into a game. Okay. Red flag, green
45:13
flag? Yeah. Okay. Tara hates this one. She gets canceled
45:15
every time we play it. It's
45:18
good to get canceled. I hope you know that
45:20
too. If it happens for some shit, call me
45:22
and we're going to scheme and it's totally
45:25
good. Unless it's like some... I
45:28
don't think I would do some bad shit. I don't
45:30
think you would. Kind of unlike me. I like to
45:32
think I'm an okay human. I think that's what's cool
45:34
about canceled culture as well.
45:36
If you know that innately, you're like
45:38
inherently you're a decent fucking person. So
45:41
if you can cancel for some shit that's like, you
45:43
know, whatever, like, and you have nothing to hide, no fucking
45:45
shit in your closet, like it's all manageable. I
45:47
agree. You know? She's
45:49
terrifying. Hit us with the first one. Okay.
45:52
Red flag, green flag? Liking
45:54
in ex's social media post. Oh.
45:59
I don't think it's... I do. There's no green, yeah, but
46:01
you guys are like Bessie Booze. Green flag,
46:03
I think. I comment, I comment too.
46:06
Yeah, I'm friends with a lot of my actors. Yeah, that's what
46:08
I'm saying. I think everything falls down to security,
46:10
right? On whoever you're with in the future
46:12
and whatever. And so long as you're not a piece of
46:14
shit. I would say in
46:16
a normal society, probably a red flag if you're
46:18
just kind of living in a small town, like,
46:21
why are you lacking that? But
46:23
I feel like, you know, I feel like
46:25
you guys have such an image online and are really friends
46:27
that people can, I don't know, there's a lot more to
46:29
see, I feel like, if you don't have- What if I
46:32
like my other exes stuff? Yeah. I
46:34
don't know. I have other exes. in
46:37
like Hollywood and Los Angeles and the pool and the way
46:39
people are with dating. But I think I would be like
46:41
that no matter what. Like, especially if
46:43
you just date someone for like a short period of time, it
46:45
doesn't work. You can be a good friend, like- It
46:47
also probably depends on the picture for me. And
46:49
she's liking, like, he's got six-pack abs and he's
46:51
like, look at these. He was doing this a
46:53
little bit in like, in a carousel. He doesn't lead with
46:55
that, he doesn't wanna be aggressive. Yeah. Yeah,
46:58
I think I'd have some questions, but I think also-
47:00
Oh, it's like a great picture of him and his like- Yeah,
47:02
I think you're good to go. I think you're good
47:04
to go. I think a photo, like, to
47:06
me, I don't know. I just don't give a fuck
47:08
about it. I literally go like this. Yeah, like, whatever.
47:10
Like, I literally, like, that's how I like pictures. I
47:13
just keep going like this. What do you think about
47:15
liking your relationship and then he's just liking, you know,
47:17
a bunch of Instagram models? I don't care.
47:19
I don't really care. Like, it's not like the
47:21
end of the book though. But at the same
47:23
time, like, if his whole following is
47:25
just like a bunch of fucking- Well,
47:28
I do wonder why the valid- He has to give the validation
47:30
of the like. He can look at the picture and be like,
47:32
yeah, that's a hot picture, but why does he have to be like, stamp
47:35
it almost, be like- I think it's also- Tell
47:37
me like this picture. Huge on like, does he know them
47:39
personally? Like, if you know that girl personally- No, he doesn't.
47:42
In this instance, he doesn't. Then I'm kinda
47:44
like, okay, yeah, I think that behavior
47:46
is just a little like, why? Like,
47:48
you know what I mean? But our
47:50
whole fucking society is fucked with all
47:52
the instant gratification, fucking dopamine, fucking bullshit
47:54
anyways. That's why we're not even recording this. We're just hanging out.
47:57
I don't want people to scroll. Next
48:00
one. Doesn't like your taste in
48:02
music. Oh, red flag. That's
48:05
a big one to me. You don't like that? No.
48:07
Like, I feel like that's the- You're a big music
48:09
guy. Yeah. And also, it's like you're going to be
48:12
spending a lot of time together, especially like, let's say
48:14
you're going on dates or whatever. You're going to be
48:16
driving. You know, I don't want to sit in silence.
48:18
Or I don't want one of us to sit. What?
48:21
Musical. Oh my god. Musical
48:23
theater. Like, if- Wait, what's wrong with that? If
48:25
you're ever in a car and someone exclusively plays-
48:27
I'll listen to a couple tunes. I'll go with
48:29
you on a couple of Hamiltons. But if we're
48:31
on a three hour road trip and I've listened to
48:33
the cassette twice, brother, we've got to change the station. Oh, you're
48:36
going to hate being on tour with me. I'm going to have
48:38
headphones. Yeah, you're going to have your
48:40
own headphones. I'll just want to have Avril
48:42
Lavigne and be like, I can't believe this came on, because you'll immediately
48:44
take him off. I feel like- I think
48:46
it's awesome when you have the same music taste.
48:48
It's like such a fucking sick thing to bond
48:51
over and like listen to songs and like, you
48:53
know what I mean? Like, analyze them and love
48:55
them together and anticipate drops and yada yada. But
48:57
like, if you anticipate drops, you know what
48:59
I mean? Oh, oh, I
49:01
thought you're sitting there like with your EDM. No, no, no,
49:03
no, no, no. Oh
49:06
my God, no. I would need so much Molly for
49:08
that. But if
49:11
you have a different taste, but you guys can kind of bond,
49:13
like show each other songs and it's like healthy and awesome. But
49:15
like, if I get in the car and you're just playing some
49:17
fucking ass the whole time, you don't want to listen to like,
49:19
I don't know. So you've done copious amounts of
49:21
drugs? Do I just give that?
49:24
Like, do I enter the room and I'm giving like- No, no, no. I
49:26
want to ask you questions. I've never done drugs, so I wanted to
49:28
go like drug by drug and see what it feels like. Okay.
49:30
I definitely, I had my Lindsay Lohan
49:33
era. Yeah, I'm not thinking you do it now. I'm not
49:35
thinking you sort it up so you're good up for the
49:37
podcast or anything. Yeah, no, I'm good now. But yes, I've
49:39
done my fair share of drugs in life. So I'm just
49:41
gonna be, what does cocaine feel like? Oh
49:44
my God, it's so great. I'm
49:47
kidding. Well, I mean, I wasn't
49:50
kidding for a while. Well, the point is, it is great.
49:52
I mean, I think that's the point. It's also the
49:55
flip side is terrible for you. It's worse than
49:57
it is good for you. Absolutely. Yeah,
50:00
it's just a bad drug and I don't think
50:02
people should do it more than once. Agree.
50:04
What's the feeling like? Well, I think a
50:06
lot of people use cocaine for when they're... Why are
50:08
you looking at me? Why did you look at me? For
50:12
when they're drinking and... I
50:15
don't want to feel less drunk. Yeah. You know what
50:17
I mean? Really? Because I feel like,
50:19
hypothetically, it makes me feel more drunk. I
50:22
don't know and keeps you awake and you want to talk
50:24
and you want to party and you want to... Molly? Molly's
50:27
fun. But Molly's why my brain
50:29
looks like Flush Teeth, okay? Like,
50:31
I definitely had a Molly era when I
50:33
was younger and lights and EDMs. What's the
50:35
difference? You take this one
50:37
pill and you're like, yeah! So
50:40
it's more of an excitement. Versus like
50:42
a lot doing cocaine. It's more like you
50:44
keep doing it, you know? Heroin? I've
50:47
never done heroin. Just checking. Never done
50:49
meth. Alyssa, what have we got? Oh, you're done.
50:51
We're done with the drug. Okay. Oh, oh, just
50:53
a bit more? I don't know anymore. That's so
50:55
awesome. Having someone
50:57
showing up unannounced. No, that's... what? I
51:00
would love to have a relationship with them. If you like them.
51:02
Yeah, that's sweet. Everything's dependent on how much you like them. Yeah,
51:04
I agree. I was thinking
51:06
about this the other day. Like, let's say this
51:08
is a really, really crazy example. But
51:11
let's say a guy was playing guitar at you. At
51:13
you. At you. Showing
51:15
you like a song they know. If you really like
51:17
them, you're going to be like, oh my God, you
51:19
learned that from me? I think about this
51:21
all the time. But if you don't like them, it's
51:24
the cringiest thing. Can I sing you a
51:26
song? I read for you. See what I mean? You're not going to do more
51:28
of that. Can I feed something? Sure. Your
51:31
name is Tariyummy. Your stomach's where
51:33
I'm going to come meet. See?
51:35
I love it. See
51:38
how sweet that is? It's really sweet. I got
51:40
butterflies for her. I'm going to get you a
51:42
rag. I won't treat you like trash. I
51:44
can't wait to put you in my bed and we
51:46
can kiss. Hot, huh? I fell
51:49
for him for you. Oh, God. Anybody else
51:51
peering up? That's a sweet one. See, but
51:53
it was... I'll stop. I'll stop.
51:55
I'll stop. I feel
51:58
like... You
52:02
of all people should know better. Then
52:05
what? Jeff? I
52:07
know I guess it's the same exact thing like where
52:09
it's like people are always shipping me with Jeff and
52:11
they're like, he's funny because then I'm like no. Yeah
52:13
we do have undeniable chemistry. You could be with Jeff. I'm
52:16
literally taken. I have to stop.
52:18
I'm kidding. No
52:22
I get what you mean when you don't want to
52:24
be shipped with someone or you know it wouldn't work.
52:26
No I'm not even saying that. It's just like. No
52:29
no see. No see. No. It's
52:31
so fun. I know
52:36
I'm having the best time ever. What
52:38
I'm saying is you understand that
52:41
like there's multiple things that
52:43
go behind it other than undeniable
52:45
chemistry. One hundred percent and I
52:47
also think that sometimes what happens
52:49
on camera is eight percent of
52:52
you know. The worst thing is we're way better off camera. Really?
52:55
Yeah. Oh boy. Definitely.
52:59
That's what it is. See I think Jeff and I are worse off camera. No
53:01
we're. I'm nice. I'm
53:03
way nicer than him off camera. Oh she was drunk the other day she just seen
53:05
her. What? No.
53:08
Not that story. I'm talking about just uniting.
53:10
You're mean to one. No. No.
53:13
Like on stage you're like he sucks right
53:15
guys? And then off stage you're
53:17
like he's the best. I can
53:19
finally call someone a true friend. I'm like
53:21
thank you. Um. Friend.
53:24
Okay. Buddy. Old
53:26
pal. Oh
53:28
dude that's I feel like it's elementary. Let's do another one.
53:31
It's gross but. I don't give a fuck. Eat
53:33
off my chest. Oh my god. Takes hours
53:35
to respond. Red flag. Yeah. Are
53:38
they busy and hard working and like awesome and there's a
53:40
reason or are they just like a fucking piece of shit.
53:43
I am. Man. That's
53:45
a good thing right. But it's also like hours
53:47
you can like if you're busy and hard working be like hey I'm
53:49
busy right now. Even that is like for
53:51
me good. One hundred percent. I'm just so good at replying that
53:53
I'm like you can just be like hey let
53:55
me call you in three hours. Yeah I think it yeah
53:58
it all falls when communication. I do love. when
54:00
I'm with someone or talking to someone where it's
54:02
not the constant communication, because then when we're together,
54:04
we can just talk. There are so many things.
54:06
When you're constant communication, it's like, yeah, would you,
54:08
oh, I do know what you did today, and
54:10
then that, yep, that happened. But a funny texture
54:12
does get me going. I do love that.
54:14
It's not necessary, but I think it's a cool addition.
54:17
Oh, cool. I agree. That's
54:20
crazy. That's just so crazy. Same, I
54:22
love funny. You got another one?
54:25
Being a mama's boy or daddy's girl? Oh
54:27
my God, when the mom wants to fuck their
54:29
son, that is a fucking shit. That shit gets
54:32
me going. It is one of my biggest fucking
54:34
pet peeves. I just, the other day, my
54:36
boyfriend, I said that. I was like, I'm so
54:38
glad your mom is one of the fucking ones.
54:40
You're just crazy. He's like, I know exactly what
54:42
you're talking about. And guys don't. They're always reporting.
54:44
What are you talking about? And it's like,
54:46
ah, oh my God. I dated this guy, and
54:48
he was just the best ever. And I kid you
54:51
not, I think one of the biggest catalysts of our
54:53
breakup was that his mom wanted him so
54:55
bad. And he was like, my
54:58
mommy. And I was like, yeah. OK, the mommy's like,
55:00
oh, that's weird. No, he had like candles and
55:02
shit all around his house. It was like your mom.
55:04
And his house. They didn't live together. Your mom is
55:06
the window to your soul and shit. Oh my God.
55:09
She hated me. How old was he?
55:11
He's 23, I think, now. I'm
55:14
25, over two-year difference. But it was
55:16
just, dude, it was so
55:18
nuts. And parents love me too, which I
55:20
know is surprising. Parents like me too. But
55:23
I really, I love, I think because I
55:25
never had parents to begin with, I really
55:27
take pride in making parents like me. I
55:29
think the psychology behind, oh, before I say that, my
55:31
mom said, is Tara OK? Because she got sick the
55:33
other day. Sure, let me tell you that.
55:36
It's so cute. OK, but she called you Tara, and
55:38
then said, no, no, no. Tara, black hair, Tara, Tara.
55:41
She figured it out. But I think the
55:43
psychology behind it is you do everything for the son.
55:46
And you're giving them everything. You teach them all
55:48
the lessons. You're teaching them how to become a
55:50
stand-up guy and a gentleman. And then
55:52
they use that on another woman. For whatever
55:54
reason, I think they look at that. I'd
55:56
be like, I taught him all those things, yet he's.
56:00
Understand yeah, like I understand the psych. I
56:02
don't think it's right to want to have sex with your son I
56:04
think that I just think there's a fine line, you
56:06
know It's like my boy and it's like, you know
56:08
where it gets weird like that. You say you type
56:10
left on your mom I would swipe left on
56:12
my mom. Yeah so fast. What does she look like? I'm
56:14
my mom Oh, like that's just the
56:16
generally it's not as she's ugly. It's just I'm
56:18
not attractive because I don't know which one
56:20
is which I thought you were saying you would know
56:22
I would you know, I think Jared has two
56:24
moms. So it's kind of 50-50 Yeah, this makes
56:27
me so happy that my mom's gay cuz I
56:29
know she doesn't want to fuck me Fun
56:34
having two moms you're probably the best ever to I
56:36
love them Like
56:39
my parents are the sweetest people and they
56:41
definitely pass that on I couldn't believe they
56:43
had Shut up
56:48
I mean if no Just
56:51
yeah, the money's right. Yeah No, well
56:53
you got me ever had a three. Oh,
56:55
no, I've been offered me either I've never
56:57
had a three so you've been offered too much work.
56:59
Wait, you've never had a reason. No only four thumbs
57:04
But no, I'm not the great have
57:06
you ever done have you read this about call no, but
57:09
yeah, I've done coke For
57:13
sure, I don't know I've just never it's never
57:15
presented Wow These ones are tricky to
57:17
you. It's like what you want to fuck a couple or you want
57:19
to be a couple and fuck words I
57:22
guess three people could randomly come together. I don't know.
57:24
I'm kind of jealous. I would get bored I'd just
57:26
be twiddling my thumbs like, you know, I feel like
57:28
it's kind of performative like while they're doing Yawning
57:33
tomato I would be doing
57:35
interpretive dance She
57:46
followed me on Instagram Literally,
57:51
oh my god, I shit myself like came I
57:53
throw up everything every bodily function I
57:58
lost my fucking Mind I
58:00
don't even know what to say and like side in the DMS You know
58:02
what I mean when Miley Cyrus followed me I split in the DMS and
58:04
like set a bunch of shit and then she like Never responded
58:07
so I got discouraged now. She doesn't follow
58:09
me anymore Oh, that's a long story.
58:11
I cannot I'm still on the fact that Kesha follows you I
58:13
don't know what I should know is you exist cuz I made
58:16
that to talk that I know About
58:18
being a Kesha girl in my daily beaver
58:20
world. Yeah, she's How
58:23
are you like I'm a Tana in the Tara world I'm like
58:26
the same thing similar Yeah, we're a
58:28
little different, but that's too similar. Yeah,
58:30
but I cannot believe oh my I'm
58:32
so jealous No, it's coming
58:35
for you amazing. I feel it. I'd enter like
58:37
ages ago make a tiktok about her I feel like
58:39
that's that literally that's what Yeah,
58:42
if I see her later posting a tiktok
58:44
they catch this song. Yeah. Yeah, I
58:46
made so many I mean I've done catch the songs, but yeah,
58:48
you need to find a good sound for us
58:50
later. Yeah I did so jealous. That's crazy
58:54
Cool you're so cool. You're so
58:56
cool. No. I was so gagged like you should
58:58
have hurt me in like this port I
59:00
would agree. You're that you're in an uber.
59:02
Yeah. Yeah, I really gave you one star. I owe
59:05
my god Yeah, I ruined everyone's day. It's like God
59:07
came back and you guys met him But yeah, I
59:09
don't get the first two that figures are talking about
59:11
like you know Jesus so so basically are not
59:13
kidding Did
59:16
she she ended up getting all her money
59:19
right back God I hope so cuz she
59:21
was in oh yes the doctor Luke she
59:23
was not in a conservatorship, but she was in like
59:25
a shitty
59:28
situation ownership shitty
59:31
Contract shitty music world shitty, but
59:33
she's back. Yes. She's back. She
59:35
made praying that song about it so good I was
59:37
listening down on the plane the other day. I'm an angry angry woman
59:41
And as your plane ever had a lot
59:43
of turbulence, and you pick your dying song I was
59:45
just picking my dying songs for a while. I like
59:47
turbulence. It makes me kind of horny, too I've always
59:49
been wait wait wait no I
59:54
was on tour last year, and I texted I said
59:56
is this turbo is making anyone else horny because the
59:58
same the feeling of turban turbulence is the same feeling
1:00:01
as a dick in your stomach. I promise you and you'll
1:00:03
never understand that, but it's, I swear. Wait, is that what
1:00:05
we get when we go on a roller coaster? You know, like the
1:00:07
drop? That's kind of what a dick in your stomach feels like. I'm
1:00:09
not even kidding. You know what I'm talking about? Turbulence, yeah, I swear
1:00:11
to God. Wait, that's so funny now. So
1:00:14
I have friends, Cara, that like I text when there's
1:00:16
turbulence. Like I'm gonna text you next time there's turbulence
1:00:18
and we can bond over it. Chris Olsen, I've kind of
1:00:20
had gay sex. It
1:00:23
really does. I have texts being like, turbulence
1:00:25
makes me horny. And then I said, hey, I
1:00:28
was already turned on then, but
1:00:32
this turbulence is turning me on even more. It's
1:00:35
a new meaning for cockpit, huh? You got in
1:00:37
there. You ate with that. That was a banger
1:00:40
joke. Were you going to Mile High Club? Not
1:00:42
on a commercial plane, but on a plane. Oh,
1:00:44
you're so rich. I'll
1:00:47
pay you for Danagon by the way. That's so
1:00:49
Mile High though. You can't keep speaking about
1:00:51
these things and not pay your employees. I'm paying your employees. Wait,
1:00:53
so you have joined the Mile High Club? Yeah, I made a
1:00:55
video too of it and I was gonna release it, so then
1:00:57
I decided I wasn't gonna be a sex tape girlie. How many
1:00:59
private planes you been on? I don't know. How
1:01:02
many years ago was Danagon? I don't know. To
1:01:06
be fair, I did not employ you. You were
1:01:08
employed. My name is on
1:01:10
the convention. There's no winning. Tana, stop right
1:01:12
now. Let me just backtrack really quickly. How
1:01:14
well did Dizzy do? I'm gonna fucking pay you.
1:01:17
I'm gonna fucking pay you right after. Are you actually? The people
1:01:19
just wanna know how much? I'm Apple Pay him. I swear to
1:01:21
God. How much? I don't know. If
1:01:23
you had to ballpark it. I
1:01:25
don't know. I really swear
1:01:27
to God, I don't know. There's interest accrued
1:01:29
after all these years. I put a lot
1:01:31
of money into Dizzy though. So it
1:01:34
wasn't as profitable as maybe some other things I would do, because
1:01:36
I put a lot of money. Could
1:01:39
you buy a stake in just me? Why? I
1:01:41
wanna buy 10% of Zach, give me a certain amount of money and then
1:01:43
whatever I make for the rest of my life, could
1:01:46
be a good investment. Yeah, but that gets tricky. People start
1:01:48
doing that shit in Hollywood. Really? Then
1:01:50
I own a part of you and you resent me.
1:01:53
No, I love it. You have another
1:01:55
one? Is that driving or road rage? That's
1:01:58
two different things though. It's both
1:02:00
hot. And that's very different I think.
1:02:04
No, but come on, a guy's like, man, fuck,
1:02:06
he's honking on the horn. Oh my god, no.
1:02:08
I'd be like, please don't yell at me. I was kidding. Uh,
1:02:12
red flag. I
1:02:15
mean, yeah, I don't think... Aggressiveness isn't
1:02:17
really attractive to me when it comes
1:02:19
to a female counterpart. So
1:02:21
if you are screaming that you want to rip the head off of,
1:02:23
someone else? What? I
1:02:26
also think I mean it in a really light sense.
1:02:28
They were really actually scaring me behind the wheel
1:02:30
or they were really actually like super fucking... obviously
1:02:32
that's awful. Yeah, that's what Alyssa does. Is that
1:02:34
true? Why is... no. It's a
1:02:36
little true. I don't scream like
1:02:38
crazy. Oh, she, um, needs
1:02:41
to get laid? Do you have anybody that would? I
1:02:43
feel as though this is an HR violation. No, no, she's HR.
1:02:45
Oh, we talk about this all the time. She is. That's
1:02:48
what my assistant Paige does. She's like, let
1:02:50
me call HR and she just calls herself. She looks
1:02:52
in the mirror very simply. I would love to set you up
1:02:54
with someone. I like playing Cupid. It's like my favorite thing.
1:02:57
And you're beautiful. I don't think it'd be hard.
1:02:59
She is. She's not good if
1:03:01
they want athletes. She's about four ten. But she's
1:03:03
great at... She... Well,
1:03:06
I don't know if I just say this. She did say once drunk.
1:03:08
She's like, I want a guy because I'm going to rock his world.
1:03:10
So I think that's the next thing. Really? I
1:03:12
remember saying that. Of course. You were
1:03:14
drunk. You were drunk. This
1:03:17
is a Barney's Beanery. I can never go there again. Why? I
1:03:19
don't know. I was there
1:03:22
last night. It's so fun.
1:03:24
I've loved Barney's like forever. But now it's like everyone... I
1:03:26
just felt like it was this cool spot that like... You
1:03:28
gotta go on days. Not everyone goes like last night. That's
1:03:31
when it's funny. Yeah. That was my
1:03:33
favorite spot to black out before. When wind too up there and you miss
1:03:35
it? Are you sober indefinitely? I
1:03:37
don't know. Yeah. I mean, I don't
1:03:39
know when it's going to end and I kind of want to push myself to
1:03:41
see how long it's going to go for. Good. How
1:03:43
much money to stop vaping? It's not money. I
1:03:45
want to stop for my health. I fear that my
1:03:47
popcorn lung, I am taking that too far. Well, we want
1:03:50
to do this again. We want to have you on again.
1:03:52
But if you like, you know, dive from popcorn lung, we
1:03:54
can't do that. So we just don't hit it while we
1:03:56
talk about it. Don't
1:03:58
have that as a reminder of like... Got a hit
1:04:01
brother. It's just fucking pathetic dude I can't
1:04:03
go like minutes without it and I always
1:04:05
have this in my hand. Have I what zen's it up? I
1:04:08
can't do that. That's just it. Well, it's
1:04:10
your redneck. Yeah, like imagine I just I feel
1:04:12
like that is one trip and fall away from
1:04:14
like I'm spitting into a cup and Don't
1:04:17
cool. Yeah, and it's just I went to
1:04:19
school in South Georgia. All the high school girls would just did
1:04:21
they pack a lip Really? I think I'm already
1:04:23
so pack a lip coated that that would just
1:04:26
like it's trying to over the edge It's
1:04:28
just too far and I'm not much of a spitter No,
1:04:34
wait, what do you mean by that content in
1:04:36
what context totally only the
1:04:38
dip one, okay Okay.
1:04:40
Sorry, but it's just I shouldn't have and I knew
1:04:42
I should now but I immediately knew it was just unnecessary I'd
1:04:45
be really careful what you say on this podcast. Yeah, it's
1:04:47
a very wholesome place Like I don't know. We just trying
1:04:49
to talk about you really warned me Like I'd like
1:04:52
you were gonna be so scary and everything's gonna
1:04:54
be so scary and I'd want to cut everything
1:04:56
But I'm having a great time. Thank goodness. Good
1:04:58
lovely to hear of course. This is great. I
1:05:00
think you've been lovely I think from
1:05:02
when I don't know I haven't
1:05:04
kept up with the lower I completely apologize, but
1:05:07
I think from seeing you my room was right
1:05:09
next to yours at Santa con Was it
1:05:11
actually yeah you and whoever some
1:05:14
other girl? I don't know her name She
1:05:16
probably give you the weeping through the walls. Oh Very
1:05:20
serious. Was your reaction extra? Yeah. Yeah, right Well,
1:05:24
I was actually staying on the floor of someone else's room that
1:05:26
was working there Private
1:05:28
just right but I'm gonna pay you
1:05:30
off and I'll take you on any jet
1:05:32
you want take that deal But
1:05:42
I'm also about to gamble it up a couple days
1:05:44
before I have a fucking gambling problem. Oh my gosh
1:05:46
When did you start only? In
1:05:51
2019 you were early 20. Yeah, I was freak out. I
1:05:53
saw yeah, it was really crazy. It was so crazy I
1:06:00
assume you don't talk about the money. I have a
1:06:02
lot. Oh, how much do you make a month? Well,
1:06:04
I told you I kind of been putting it on the back
1:06:06
burner as of late, but I'm about to re-flood it
1:06:09
out again. A good month would be a million dollars.
1:06:12
Holy shit. I'm in the wrong way
1:06:14
of business. But
1:06:16
only this is the fucking worst sentence to
1:06:18
ever come out of my mouth. 1 million
1:06:20
divided by 30. OK. So
1:06:24
30. So you would give me $99,000
1:06:26
just based on, for
1:06:29
three days of work. It's
1:06:32
three days of work. And then I just did
1:06:34
the math. Or we can do your little percentage thing. You can
1:06:36
come on the OnlyFans. We can like. Just
1:06:38
talk. People would hate me if you just
1:06:40
were. I did that with Jeff once. Yeah,
1:06:43
they were pissed. What the hell is this?
1:06:45
Give me tips. But yeah,
1:06:47
it's kind of been, I've been kind of not
1:06:49
doing it that much. You and your boyfriend
1:06:51
are really cute. Thank you. Thank you. Not you.
1:06:53
Oh. Yeah, I love him.
1:06:55
You guys have been together for a while. I mean, think about
1:06:57
it. Last time. Not often I saw you,
1:06:59
but last time we collabed. It's not because we really
1:07:01
haven't. But like for me, it's. No,
1:07:03
I mean, it's been like at least three months.
1:07:06
Which is huge for me, right? Why? I was
1:07:08
expecting years. I was expecting three. Well, no, it's
1:07:10
been way more than three months. But like I know in
1:07:12
February you guys are fully like committed. Yeah.
1:07:14
He just went on tour with me too and like
1:07:16
took off from his life to go. And it was like so fucking sweet.
1:07:19
And I feel like that's like a some make or break shit. I
1:07:21
agree. We met in Hawaii.
1:07:23
He's from Hawaii. He's a magical. He's
1:07:25
from Maui. He knows Stiz. Personally,
1:07:28
Ohana means family to. But
1:07:31
he him and I have a gay
1:07:33
best friend named Makoa. And
1:07:35
outside of June. Oh, they're the
1:07:37
gay best friend year round. You have them outside
1:07:40
of June. Yeah, I love gay friends in June.
1:07:42
I collect them like infinity stones. I love the gay.
1:07:44
I think I just oh my God so much. OK.
1:07:47
Yeah, my gay best friend named Makoa introduced me to my
1:07:50
boyfriend, Makoa. They're both named Makoa. Yeah,
1:07:52
Makoa time. Do you ever get confused? No, but sometimes I
1:07:54
get mad when I have to say it in bed. And
1:07:56
I think my gay best friend. Obviously, yeah. But
1:07:59
I broke my. within the first like hour of
1:08:01
meeting him. Gay Makoa actually broke my toe, and then straight
1:08:03
Makoa, I just met him. Was that a hate crime, like
1:08:05
a straight crime? A hate, a straight crime, we don't say
1:08:08
that enough. Yeah, I know, it happens. No,
1:08:10
he just like slammed a little chair through my
1:08:12
tosy, and it was like really, it was really
1:08:14
gorgeous. I was spewing blood, it was like awesome.
1:08:18
So you guys met there, and then when did you, so
1:08:20
you got, when was the initial attraction? You wanna
1:08:22
wash your clothes on his abs, like what's going
1:08:24
on? Fair, I mean, yeah, I definitely wanted to
1:08:26
do that. I thought he was cute, but
1:08:29
he was just friends with my friends, we were all hanging out,
1:08:31
and then after Gay Makoa broke my toe, straight Makoa
1:08:33
was like icing it in. I was like, I don't
1:08:35
know, I'm afraid of them, I was like, straight Makoa.
1:08:37
There's no other way. The heaven bound. And
1:08:39
he carried me around for a couple days, I couldn't walk, like
1:08:41
it was just very sweet, and I was like, oh, this guy's
1:08:43
really sweet. And then, you know, obviously I
1:08:45
was like, I wanna hit. And then, obviously,
1:08:47
like I sweet to you, and you're like,
1:08:49
will you have a walk? Yeah, and it was just,
1:08:52
I don't, yeah. So physical,
1:08:55
the physical bedroom action happened
1:08:57
semi? Soon, yeah. And I kinda
1:08:59
thought it was just gonna be like, oh, fun, we're in line. Oh,
1:09:01
that's what I'm asking. I'm kinda wondering how, he's
1:09:03
hitting it, and then he's hitting
1:09:06
your heart. Add a little more romance into
1:09:08
it, you know? Like, he's clapping your cheeks.
1:09:11
We are making love. We're making love. And
1:09:14
then, you guys eventually found
1:09:16
love. How did that transition
1:09:18
happen? I think it was kind of immediate. Like,
1:09:20
I just really, I love his personality, and
1:09:22
he's genuinely one of the best people
1:09:24
I think I've ever met. And so I was just like,
1:09:26
wow, I like you. Like, it wasn't like a, oh, I
1:09:28
just wanna hook up. I deleted a hinge
1:09:30
off of his phone in the first 24 hours, I
1:09:33
was like, you're done. And how long have you guys
1:09:35
been together? Like four months, officially. If he was here,
1:09:37
and I was asking the same thing, like, what attracts
1:09:39
you so much to Tana? What do you think he
1:09:41
would say? I don't, I mean, he tells me
1:09:43
all the time, like, really nice things. Nice.
1:09:46
That's just kinda like asking me to gas myself up. Yeah, that's
1:09:48
totally fine. I'm doing it in a way where you can catch
1:09:50
yourself up, but it feels like someone else is saying it. Yeah,
1:09:53
but still, I feel like I'm saying it, so
1:09:55
it's different for me. But I
1:09:57
don't know, I think I'm really honest with him. I think I take
1:09:59
really good care. care of him. I'm like, you
1:10:01
know, I think we never fight like we
1:10:03
communicate really well. I think that I
1:10:06
went through a lot of toxic relationships and in that
1:10:08
learned what I want and don't want in myself
1:10:11
and in someone else, obviously. So
1:10:13
I really take pride in like honesty and
1:10:16
communication and like security and
1:10:18
all that type of shit. Is he in social media
1:10:20
as well? No. Oh, that's. Yeah,
1:10:23
it's awesome. Um, sorry, I don't
1:10:25
want to berate you and your early on.
1:10:27
So can I speak your wedding? Yeah. Hell
1:10:29
yeah. I give a great speech in a
1:10:31
while. Actually, you came to
1:10:34
her wedding. Are you
1:10:36
serious? Wait, what? I don't know what we're
1:10:38
talking about. I speak at your wedding. I
1:10:42
understood what happened. She's already been married. I thought
1:10:44
you were sick because you were at Tana Con's
1:10:46
who fucking knows really? You just keep
1:10:48
applying for this position. Oh, I was.
1:10:50
Did you were you there? Oh,
1:10:56
sounds like you're mad when you say everyone was there. I wasn't
1:10:59
better that you weren't. When were you married?
1:11:01
No, I just wasn't. Let's just. Oh my
1:11:03
God. Now I dug a hole that I didn't
1:11:05
need to dig. You should wait. You don't know who she would I
1:11:07
do. Brother, you got to understand. Are
1:11:09
you serious? I pet my dog and
1:11:12
I go play basketball. That's so fucking awesome. And you
1:11:14
should keep petting your dog and playing basketball. Yeah. I
1:11:16
also love basketball. I would love to play a game
1:11:18
of pick with you at some point. Let's pick out
1:11:21
your boyfriend. Come. I feel like we get along. Yeah. Uh,
1:11:23
guys, we were about to go over to the Patreon. We
1:11:25
have over like an hour. Yeah. But we have her, we
1:11:27
have her for 15 more minutes. I'm going to ask you
1:11:30
about relationship stuff. I don't know. We're going to talk about
1:11:32
how much you're going to pay me. We're going to about
1:11:34
who Tara's dating, where she actually woke up single. Well, you're
1:11:36
kind of single. I'm single because of somebody recently. This is
1:11:38
a big deal. We'll talk about on the after school special.
1:11:41
Thank you for the Patreon. Come to the live shows. We'll
1:11:43
leave you a description. They're coming out in May. Grab
1:11:45
the new merch. If you don't again, we'll fight somebody
1:11:49
in your family probably a week inseminating somebody.
1:11:51
Jared, don't be horny right now, brother. I
1:11:53
want to have a good time fighting them
1:11:55
with his extremities. Oh, there you go. If
1:11:57
you go, uh, if you go to cancel.
1:12:00
What are you guys at? What?
1:12:03
canceledpodcast.com. Where do we? Plug
1:12:05
yourself, yeah. We're on tour. There
1:12:07
might be some tickets left from this leg, but
1:12:09
if not, come see us in the fall. We're also
1:12:11
going to put horror tour, horror tour, her tour
1:12:13
tickets in our description. I'm already in flip right there.
1:12:16
I meant it. You meant it with your whole
1:12:18
chat. If she's not sold out, we'll put her tour
1:12:20
stuff in our description, so go buy tickets. Watch canceled.
1:12:22
And watch canceled. I might be on there one
1:12:24
day. You will be. And thank you guys
1:12:26
for having me. I really love Dropout. Thank you for
1:12:28
coming on. The people love me too. You have a
1:12:30
great audience. This is lovely. Yeah, I think you had a
1:12:32
great time. Over to the Patreon. Bye guys. Oh,
1:12:35
and God, subscribe. Keep forgetting.
1:12:38
We're almost to a million. So apparently I got to say that.
1:12:40
Comment down below. I forgot what I
1:12:42
was going to say. Comment down below who you
1:12:44
think is prettier, me or Jared. All right. Bye.
1:12:48
And now. That's a great name. It's
1:12:50
just like easy. What's the acronym? Ah, that's a
1:12:52
great name. It's just like easy. What's the acronym?
1:12:54
Ah, that's a great name. That's like easy. What's
1:12:57
the acronym? Ah,
1:12:59
Antities, Sex and the City.
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