My dopehead freinds are there for me. I need poeple to overcome my personal struggles because I'm unable to do it myself. If I had the choice I would choose my old family Im lost and I once believed there was a person who would be willing to deal with my bullshit. Im living with the ententions of finding someone or something that makes me feel ok with life and gets me to a happy place. Drugs make me feel better. I can't be happy until i feel like I did when we were truly happy. No matter what I do I don't want to be a dopehead I just want to be happy.