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that
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we have inside San Quentin, but
2:02
listeners haven't had a chance to get to know him yet. So
2:05
we came up with
2:06
this idea, which is kind of a trial by fire.
2:08
We asked each of them to come up
2:10
with a story, then think about who they
2:13
were gonna interview. They had to edit
2:15
it and work with our producers to sculpt
2:17
a small story, not a full episode,
2:19
just a short story. We're calling it a magazine.
2:22
It's five different stories, each about
2:25
something here at San Quentin.
2:26
And we're gonna listen to them for the first time right
2:29
now, and give
2:31
them feedback, and hopefully also celebrate with them.
2:34
I'm Nigel Poor. And I'm Erlon
2:36
Woods. This is Ear Hustle from PRX's
2:38
Radio-topia.
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First up, we have Steve Brooks. And
2:44
Erlon, for some reason, this guy calls
2:47
himself the voice of San Quentin. Do
2:49
you think at this point he deserves that title? That self-appointed
2:52
title?
2:53
You know, San Quentin been around since 1852. So
2:56
this dude's old. So let's find
2:58
out.
3:04
This is Steve Brooks.
3:06
I'm an investigative reporter for San Quentin
3:08
News, and I'm following a new craze
3:11
sweeping through San Quentin. In
3:14
every housing unit, classroom,
3:17
hospital, church, at
3:19
AA meetings, and near checkerboards,
3:21
chess sets, and domino games, you
3:24
can hear the beeping sounds of a detonator,
3:27
and the hot, buttery explosion of
3:29
translucent endosperms being
3:31
penetrated by high-pressure steam. Thin,
3:34
fusible bubbles forming as the
3:36
pericarpus burst when water vapor
3:39
at a pressure of about nine atmospheres.
3:42
Yes, you heard it here first.
3:44
There's a microwave popcorn
3:46
craze happening inside San
3:48
Quentin, and it is, ooh, so
3:51
good.
3:54
Popcorn is stupid popular
3:56
right now. This is Marcus
3:58
Buckley. I spoke to him. at a big
4:00
event that was occurring on the yard at San
4:03
Quentin. I'm talking about you can get
4:05
butter, cattle, we got all type
4:07
of popcorn right now, but you know I'm popping
4:09
the can still, old school like grandma.
4:12
I
4:14
just like it, I like popcorn, you know.
4:17
That was Tim Hicks, the sports
4:19
editor for the San Quentin News. I
4:21
happened to run into him while he was carrying a
4:23
bag of popcorn.
4:24
The way of smell, you know, that aroma,
4:27
you know. I didn't used to get popcorn
4:29
two, three years ago, you know. It's been a while. So
4:32
when I finally was able to get
4:34
some microwave popcorn,
4:36
the buttery kind, the flavored kind,
4:38
oh man.
4:42
So there are a couple of reasons
4:44
for this recent popcorn craze. One
4:47
of those reasons I'll let my friend Marcus
4:49
Buckley explain. Why? Because
4:52
they got microwaves. So
4:55
this year for the first
4:58
time, incarcerated people have access
5:00
to microwaves inside of their housing
5:02
unit. The reason why? Governor
5:04
Newsom's California model. The
5:07
idea behind this is to make
5:09
prisons more humane. So
5:11
now
5:12
that we have these new microwaves, they've
5:14
decided to start selling microwave popcorn
5:17
in the prison canteen. But
5:19
here at San Quentin, we're only allowed
5:21
to go to the canteen once a month. And
5:24
a lot of guys run out of popcorn way before
5:26
then. So there's one
5:28
other option here at the prison.
5:31
So how much does popcorn go
5:33
for in the canteen? 75 cents.
5:37
This next guy we're going to call anonymous.
5:40
For reasons that will soon become clear.
5:44
And rumor has it that
5:47
there's also some popcorn being sold outside
5:50
of the canteen. Is that true? I
5:52
believe so.
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And do you have anything to do with that?
5:56
I don't have anything to do with it, but I know somebody that's
5:58
selling the popcorn. corner.
6:02
So Steve here is really
6:04
on some investigative reporting
6:06
type shit.
6:07
I know I mean it's not the kind of stuff
6:09
we normally do.
6:10
It really picks my
6:11
ears up and I actually
6:13
know that there's a rule that
6:16
incarcerated guys can't sell things other
6:18
incarcerated guys. True. So Steve
6:20
what do you think? Should we change the students voice?
6:22
Definitely he was providing some
6:24
valuable information he was just trying to be honest.
6:27
I think we should do it. And
6:29
how much do they sell it
6:32
for? $1.25 or back? And so that's
6:34
a markup. Is people buying it at that price?
6:37
All the time yeah.
6:40
If somebody you see somebody buying popcorn
6:42
all the time what would you what would you
6:44
think?
6:45
That they have a popcorn out of it. If
6:47
they spending more money buying a popcorn from this
6:49
guy than buying it from the store. Do
6:52
you see that as a problem? Why
6:54
would I get in a business to buy a popcorn
6:57
when this guy's clearly making his money and
6:59
I don't want to hit on his hustle. Well
7:02
I mean how do you so just
7:04
put yourself in that position for a minute. Say
7:06
it was you we know it ain't you but just say it was
7:08
you. Would you feel guilty
7:11
that maybe I'm feeding somebody's habit
7:13
or addiction? No.
7:16
Why? It's just popcorn. It's
7:18
just only popcorn.
7:20
You want to buy some popcorn? Then buy
7:22
some popcorn.
7:28
Lines in the microwave are too long. Way
7:31
too long. Yeah way too long because they need more than one.
7:34
We only have like one or two sometimes. We
7:36
started off with two went down to one. Now
7:38
we got none. In West
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Block
7:41
where Marcus Buckley lives
7:44
the lines for the microwaves are long.
7:47
People are getting into arguments and
7:49
fights. Microwaves are
7:51
breaking down on a daily basis.
7:54
They was industrial microwaves. They wasn't
7:57
meet the 700 people
7:59
you know what I'm saying. one microwave. Yeah.
8:02
The microwaves are in constant use
8:05
so they're starting to lose power.
8:07
Now it's taking even longer
8:10
to pop that corn. You gotta
8:12
put four four and a half minutes to cook a
8:15
bag of popcorn which only take like two and a
8:17
half minutes on the street. It's steady
8:19
going over and over and over so the microwave never
8:21
getting a chance to reset. So it really
8:23
ain't it really ain't cooking at the
8:25
highest point like it both of you.
8:29
So now the microwaves are working slower.
8:32
The lines are getting longer. People
8:34
are getting more agitated.
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There are even rumors of arguments and
8:38
fights and not only that here
8:40
at Ear Hustle SQ we've
8:42
got another problem.
8:46
This is Steve Brooks the most accurate
8:49
investigative reporter for the San Quentin
8:51
News. I'm sitting
8:53
here with Ear Hustle's own
8:56
Dr. Nigel Amunpour. Nigel how
8:58
you doing?
8:58
I'm good but I'm not a doctor.
9:00
Oh excuse me. My bad.
9:03
I'm mostly accurate. Yes you
9:05
gave me a higher degree than I am. But you're the doctor
9:07
of podcasts.
9:08
All right I'll take that.
9:10
So Nigel let me ask you a question and
9:12
I know
9:13
the answer already but I just need to hear it.
9:16
You love the smell of hot
9:18
buttery microwave popcorn.
9:21
No no no no.
9:24
When we are here working or like
9:26
engaged in our work all of a sudden this smell
9:29
comes wapping over our wall. Oh
9:32
no I don't like it at all. It
9:35
smells like rancid butter.
9:37
Wow I just knew that
9:39
you were going to agree with me. I'm sorry.
9:42
Well let me ask you another question. I know you have
9:44
to love the sounds of the popping
9:47
and the butter and the beeping when the popcorn
9:49
is ready. Wow
9:51
I feel so bad because again
9:54
we're working. We're really in our groove.
9:56
Everything's going well and all of a sudden I hear. Another
10:02
interview. Just mess with us again. So
10:04
first it's the smell that distracts us. Then
10:06
it's the and
10:09
the beeping
10:09
noise. It's horrible. It's
10:11
one of the worst things to happen at San Quentin, this pipeline
10:13
phrase.
10:25
So at the end of the day, what does this all mean?
10:28
A rising number of microwaves and
10:30
a rising sale of microwave popcorn.
10:33
It's all coming together to create the perfect
10:36
storm.
10:37
Some are possessed by this
10:39
hot, buttery treat while
10:41
others are appalled by it. Black
10:44
market sales are up
10:45
and addiction rates are climbing. Many
10:48
are now reporting that they are powerless
10:50
over their popcorn addictions and that their
10:52
very lives have become unmanageable.
10:57
God grant me the
10:59
ready to accept the things that I
11:02
cannot change. Encourage the same
11:04
things I can and the will of
11:07
the different. Welcome to PA.
11:10
The most important person at Popcorn Anonymous
11:13
is the newcomer. Do we have any newcomers today?
11:16
Yeah, I'm Steve Brooks and I'm an addict.
11:19
Hi Steve. Today we're working
11:21
on step one. We admit it already
11:24
that we're powerless over our addiction and
11:26
our lives have become unmanageable.
11:29
All we can wonder now is what
11:31
will happen next. In the words
11:33
of Marcus Buckley, popcorn is
11:36
stupid popular right now. From
11:38
the same Queen News, this is Steve
11:40
Brooks reporting. You're
11:43
not even being accountable. You haven't even had a message
11:45
powerless
11:45
over popcorn bro.
11:59
I do love your personality coming
12:02
across in this. Right. You are
12:04
Steve from beginning to end. And
12:07
you also do something that we don't do in our show.
12:10
It was this real mix of parody and
12:12
trying to do real reporting. So
12:15
how did you feel about doing
12:15
the story?
12:17
At first I thought it was a joke.
12:20
It's not? But
12:23
then I thought about it and I said, you know, it's
12:25
just a very important story. We
12:28
live in a new age here at San Quentin. And
12:31
so it's now a new rehabilitation
12:33
center. I think we have to follow important
12:35
stories like this. Is the popcorn
12:38
part of rehabilitation? Absolutely.
12:40
As far as I mean, you pop into a
12:42
new person here at San Quentin.
12:45
It's kind of a transformative experience on
12:47
all levels.
12:48
So Steve, one of the things I think would have been good
12:50
is to figure out how to kind of pull the threads
12:53
on some of those emotional topics that
12:55
you started to get into. Like what
12:57
happens in those lines and when there's tensions
13:00
and fights, how do people feel
13:02
about that? So
13:04
what kinds of memories
13:05
does it bring up for them? That kind of stuff. So
13:07
maybe push the emotion a little bit
13:10
in your next story. Definitely. I
13:12
definitely do that.
13:13
Thanks, Steve. We appreciate that. That was a great
13:16
first story. So who
13:18
knows?
13:35
Next up, we have Tom Nguyen. But I
13:37
don't know what's your story, man?
13:38
So my story is about the new phenomenon
13:40
on the yard, the gazebos. Ah,
13:42
the gazebos. Yeah, I've been curious about those.
13:45
So let's hear it. So
13:47
about two months ago, I was coming down the yard,
13:50
headed towards vocation, and I saw
13:53
these wooden picnic benches with
13:56
space for about six people and a
13:58
little roof attached to it. The
14:00
first thing I thought was, what the hell are these? They
14:03
look so weird. They're light
14:05
stained wood. It really sticks out
14:08
in a place where most things are metal and the colors
14:10
are really dull. And it's strange that they
14:12
have this roof on them because in prison, the
14:14
officers like to be able to have clear line of sight
14:17
to you. And the roof of the gazebo is covering
14:19
their line of sight. So
14:21
soon they were on the yard and a lot
14:24
of people were just thinking the same thing I was. Like, what
14:26
the hell are these things?
14:31
Oh, the first time I saw the gazebo on
14:33
the yard, I was amazed. Never
14:36
a million years.
14:37
Not a million. I would have been down 10, but
14:40
I never seen one in prison in my life.
14:43
I thought it was like bullshit, you know, honestly,
14:46
when I first heard gazebo on the yard. That's
14:48
not happening. And then to see it, I'm like, wait
14:50
a minute. That's an actual gazebo. Stuff.
14:54
I said, holy shit, a gazebo in San Quentin.
14:57
Now all we need is a hammock. You know what I mean?
15:02
When I came down to the yard and I seen
15:04
them out there, sprinkled about on the
15:06
yard like some lower level tree houses is
15:08
what they look like. They weren't that inviting. I
15:10
felt like I was going to be back in my cell if I went
15:12
in one of these gazebos. Everybody was
15:14
kind of hesitant at first. They were like, what the hell is this?
15:17
You know, and they didn't even know if there was a loud end of the gazebo.
15:20
So they was like, what is this?
15:22
This is Steve Brooks. He's
15:24
a guy you just heard doing the popcorn story.
15:27
He told me that these gazebos, like
15:29
the microwaves, are part of this larger vision
15:31
of turning California prisons into
15:33
something closer to what they do in Norway,
15:36
which some people consider the most humane prisons
15:38
in the world. I even heard a rumor
15:40
that these so-called gazebos may
15:42
have been actually made in Norway, but
15:45
that seemed crazy. So I dug
15:47
around a little bit, and I found out these gazebos
15:50
were actually made in the vocational building,
15:52
located right off the yard. So
15:55
Bruce and me just walked through the work change for
15:57
Vocation.
15:59
like a little workshop
16:02
back here for like woodworking. And
16:09
that's where I ran into Kenny. Word
16:12
of Ron Broomfield, he came in and said
16:14
that, I guess he
16:16
had found these pictures of these gazebos
16:19
and the Norway prison, so he brought a picture of
16:21
them and asked would it be possible we could make them? We
16:23
told him, yeah, we just drew up some plans.
16:27
So they figured out how to make one of these things. Then
16:30
Kenny's coworker, Steve told me they had
16:32
to figure out where they would go. We couldn't
16:34
just build one because we had
16:36
to think of transgender, black,
16:39
Mexicans, Asians, and others.
16:42
So if you build, for example, one table,
16:44
blacks don't want this guy sitting with the blacks.
16:47
Just basic prison politics
16:50
is why we had to build different
16:52
gazebos for different races. When
16:55
you guys did that, was that the incarcerated
16:57
people coming up with the idea or was it the staff?
17:00
The inmates gotta give their input, but the
17:03
staff run it.
17:06
Not just that, every group gets
17:09
one. It has to be put in the exact
17:11
right space for that group. For
17:13
example, we got different
17:16
sets of blacks. If
17:18
I put the gazebo in this one certain
17:20
area, it wouldn't be right. Because
17:23
this certain group would say, hey, why is the
17:25
gazebo over there? So
17:29
blacks got at me and I told
17:31
them, we'll keep it neutral. We'll
17:33
put it in the center. And that solves
17:35
the problems for the black area. When
17:40
the gazebos first hit the yard, some
17:42
people wondered why, if this
17:44
is the new San Quinn, are the gazebos
17:47
being placed according to race? I
17:49
asked Glenn Jenko about this. He's been in
17:51
and out of prison for the past 20 years.
17:54
When you talk about the separation with
17:56
the race, how would you feel about people
17:59
saying that? races
18:02
being segregated on the yard, having their own area
18:05
is against rehabilitation. I
18:08
believe you can't just throw people
18:10
into the ocean. You gotta crawl first
18:13
before you begin to walk. And inmates
18:16
that have been behind this wall for a significant
18:19
amount of time have been conditioned
18:21
for years and years at a time. They cannot
18:24
just undo it overnight. You
18:26
know, like you will make another
18:28
man uncomfortable and he'll
18:30
react to it. He believed one
18:33
thing for 30 years, and if someone tells
18:35
you to start believing this, it doesn't happen overnight.
18:40
Glenn actually thinks what would make
18:42
San Quentin a better place is to improve
18:44
the relationships between incarcerated
18:46
people and the officers. Maybe those
18:48
are the groups who should integrate. Between
18:51
the officer and the inmate, we're two groups
18:53
that don't function, normally function together.
18:56
If a correctional officer can treat
18:58
me as if I'm not an inmate and start
19:01
giving me an interaction that I can
19:03
use in the real world beyond these walls, then
19:06
it'll give me more incentive
19:09
to remove the barriers also.
19:12
And maybe the gazebos could be a part
19:14
of that. In fact, according
19:16
to Steve Brooks, that's the real
19:18
goal for the gazebos, providing a
19:20
place for COs and incarcerated people to
19:22
interact.
19:24
So I think the gazebo idea is an idea
19:26
to be able to bring officers
19:28
and incarcerated people together to do some
19:30
type of things together. So I think the
19:32
gazebo and whatever
19:35
issues you got going on, I mean, I could just see
19:37
an officer sitting on one side and incarcerated person sitting
19:39
on the other, and the officer just saying, how's
19:41
your day going as far as your rehabilitation program?
19:44
Or do you want a haircut today? I'm one of the
19:47
best haircutters there is. Do you want a haircut? Or
19:49
do you want to play some dominoes? You're talking all this shit
19:51
about dominoes. Maybe we could sit down and solve
19:53
this. But it's an officer and it's an
19:55
incarcerated person. It's meant to just kind of like
19:58
help bridge that gap. you
20:00
know, between the two.
20:02
I was really curious what the CEOs would have
20:04
to say about this idea, that they could
20:06
have a different kind of relationship with incarcerated
20:08
people. But to answer that question,
20:11
I needed to find one who would actually
20:13
talk to me on mic. Luckily for me, Officer
20:16
Wallace, a correctional officer who used to work
20:18
near the Ear Hustle Studio, said
20:20
she would. The
20:23
idea about these gazebos, for example,
20:25
on the yard, was that for
20:27
the incarcerated people and officers
20:30
to be able to sit and have
20:32
conversations, how would you feel
20:34
about that? I had no problem with that.
20:37
I talk to everybody, I so do. Everybody
20:39
comes and talks to me. It doesn't hurt to talk
20:41
at him on conversation and laugh. Or smile in
20:43
prison, who
20:44
cares, you know? You
20:46
know, a lot of people don't even realize what
20:48
you just said, a smile, or somebody listening
20:50
to you for a moment, how it could change, like
20:53
for example, my attitude. Officers
20:55
in the past, because of the way that it
20:58
was trained, was to
21:01
punish and just, you
21:03
know. You already got punished when
21:04
you came in, right? You got punished, you went
21:06
to court and everything else. What did we get is what you did. Does
21:08
it mean you're gonna still be that person when you come in? It
21:11
just took a minute for people to change, but people do change. It's
21:13
really amazing.
21:15
So it sounds like you're on board with the idea that
21:17
officers can now be an active part of
21:19
an incarcerated person's rehabilitation.
21:21
Definitely, I totally can see that happening.
21:25
But Wallace told me she thinks she's in the minority
21:27
here. And other COs may not really
21:30
agree with her.
21:31
So sometimes you gotta watch your piece in cues, and you
21:33
know how that is. Because
21:35
I'll be judged and looked at, and
21:38
criticized probably. We
21:41
appreciate it, Ms. Wallace.
21:43
This is Thumwin reporting from
21:45
San Quentin for Ear Hustle. I'm
21:52
amazed that on your first story, you
21:54
got an officer to talk, to have an officer
21:57
just sit there and express
21:59
herself. and her beliefs, that's dope. Yeah.
22:02
How was it? I was fortunate with
22:04
her because she used to work down here. Officer
22:07
Wallace, I think her attitude about just
22:10
people in general is pretty cool. But
22:13
I did try four other officers first.
22:17
And as soon as they asked me what the questions
22:19
were, and I told them that I'd be asking about
22:21
the Norway model, they said, no, they shut me down
22:23
hard. That's interesting, though, to have
22:25
the state issuing the Norway model
22:28
and then the people that are not accepting
22:31
it as the people that actually work here. That's
22:33
the crazy part. Well,
22:34
it sounds like it's not just them. The guys aren't
22:36
either. They're still on their thing about
22:38
race. We've got to have all the... I
22:41
see it both ways, if they're still
22:43
insisting that they have to be broken up by race.
22:46
I kind of agree with you. I
22:48
think it's both sides.
22:49
But you definitely took on a challenging
22:51
subject for your first story. So congratulations
22:54
on your ambition. Thank you. I'll
22:56
say one other thing I think you could work on, if that's
22:59
okay, is bringing some enthusiasm
23:01
to your voice when
23:02
you're talking to people. Guy gets people
23:04
to really relax. And that takes a while
23:06
to get used to. Okay. Yeah, you
23:08
gotta step the image up. But just
23:10
how can you draw somebody out? Yeah, I got you. Yeah.
23:13
All right. Thank you for that
23:15
advice.
23:16
Cool.
23:26
Up next, we have the first of our two Tonys.
23:28
This is Tony Tafoya. That's
23:31
me. You're our inside managing
23:33
producer, and you've been here the
23:36
longest. So we have high
23:38
expectations. Definitely. I hope I
23:40
live up to your expectations.
23:50
When they first came on Monday, they locked everybody
23:53
down. They didn't want no movement. And
23:56
the anxiety was up. Everybody's on just
23:58
yelling out the cell, just waiting. and give us the
24:00
tablets where they at, just having fun.
24:03
And then finally, like around 9.15, they
24:05
started calling people like, they called you down
24:07
there, they gave you accessories, they gave you the earbuds.
24:10
With a mic, they gave
24:12
you the charger, and
24:16
they gave you the actual tablets. My
24:19
tier, as soon as everybody came out, they go, what we gonna do? There
24:21
was like 30 of you guys, and all I heard
24:23
was, hey man, we're gonna have private phone sex.
24:25
And one guy goes, yeah man, I've been doing it in the payphone.
24:28
But there's like 30 guys lined up, and I'm thinking,
24:31
damn, all this time I've been waiting, and you
24:33
standing in the booth having phone sex next to 30 guys.
24:37
Every incarcerated person at San
24:39
Quentin, and throughout the entire state, was
24:42
issued a tablet for free. The
24:44
tablets are run by a company called
24:46
Vyapath. Each of us gets 20 free
24:49
text messages a week.
24:51
And after that, it's five cents a message.
24:53
You can also pay for subscriptions to movies
24:56
and music.
24:57
All in all, these tablets have changed the vibe
24:59
of San Quentin in a big way. So
25:02
everybody's on the tier on their tablet. Like
25:04
nobody's actually in my
25:06
building. I don't see anybody watching TV. I
25:09
don't see anybody doing
25:11
anything but having their head down on a
25:13
tablet. It's turning to the outside world.
25:15
It's actually turning to the stuff that's on
25:18
the street. Like people walking
25:20
into me, looking at their tablet, and
25:22
if we're really trying to be like people on the streets, hey
25:24
man, you know, might as well walk around looking at the tablet bumping
25:26
into people. That's what's already
25:29
happened in two days since my building got it. You
25:31
guys had it for like a week.
25:36
This is Global Tell Link.
25:38
You have a prepaid call from?
25:40
Tony Sephora. An
25:43
inmate at the California State
25:45
Prison, San Quentin, San Quentin,
25:47
California. Hello. Hello.
25:51
What are you doing? Nothing, I'm cutting
25:53
out some guys for
25:56
my scrapbook. What are you doing? I'm here about that
25:58
craft life right now. Yeah.
25:59
Of course.
26:01
So before I got the tablets, if I wanted to talk
26:03
to my mom, I had to go downstairs,
26:06
wait inside this half a mile long
26:08
line, and sign up for
26:10
a one 15-minute phone
26:12
slot to use the landline phones
26:14
in the housing units. Now, I can
26:17
talk to her whenever I want, and I do.
26:20
What do you think of the tablets? For
26:23
the most part, they're really good. I mean, they've
26:25
changed, you know, easier
26:27
to talk to you and not have to
26:29
worry so much about being right
26:32
by your phone 24 hours a day because you
26:34
only get one shot at calling. It's
26:36
been nice. The texting has been very nice,
26:38
too.
26:40
Do I call you a lot?
26:41
No, you only call once a day, but I mean,
26:44
in the beginning you called a lot. But
26:47
this way, I mean, I can say, I can think about something
26:49
and text it to you and not have to,
26:52
you know, remember it for later or whatever.
26:55
Do you wish I called more or do you wish I called less?
26:58
I think you called the right amount. Okay.
27:02
Yeah. Okay. I thank you,
27:04
Mom. Love you. Love you,
27:06
Mom. In
27:10
the pre-tablet days, people used to argue
27:12
over the phones all the time. Like, for example,
27:15
maybe someone wouldn't get off the phone even after
27:17
their 15 minutes were up. Or sometimes
27:19
people would just cut you in line. Now all
27:22
that drama is just over.
27:24
Well, like in North Block, because there's like 800 of
27:27
us in the phone line, it would be like
27:30
just packed. There's 12 phones. We had
27:32
like 30, 40 people just lined up. The
27:34
first day we got it, it was three
27:37
people on the phone line. Like no
27:39
more arguing, no more fighting
27:42
over the phone, screaming at each other. And I
27:44
just feel like it's way more peaceful now.
27:47
Tablets let you make phone calls from yourself,
27:49
but that's not all they do. They also
27:51
let you do what we call video visits, which is
27:53
basically FaceTime. Now when something
27:55
happens on the outside, you can almost
27:57
be a part of it instead of hearing about it later.
27:59
in a letter or a phone call.
28:04
My name is Jesse Milo, and
28:07
I have been incarcerated for 22 years. Fourth
28:10
of July, my cousin
28:13
in Oahu had messaged, and she
28:15
was like, hey, would you
28:17
like to video? Would you like to see the ocean from
28:20
the island in Oahu, right? And
28:23
so for me, it was like I was there. They
28:26
were barbecuing on the ocean. Her
28:29
and the rest of their church in
28:31
Oahu. And I seen
28:34
my cousins that I hadn't seen since they
28:36
were like five years old, and now they
28:38
were grown women with babies. She
28:41
was like, hey, that's Gordy, that's so-and-so. And
28:43
I was like, I didn't even know. Like, that
28:46
was my sister, and I didn't even know.
28:49
Just because so much time has passed,
28:52
right? And
28:54
so it's really
28:57
great to be able to see the world that's
29:00
a little bit bittersweet at times. You
29:02
know, I haven't seen my mom since
29:04
I've been incarcerated. So for 22 years,
29:07
I haven't been able to hug my mother
29:09
this year.
29:11
And that weighs heavily
29:13
on me.
29:15
When I was young, my
29:17
mother,
29:18
she used to always try to hug me and love on me, but
29:21
she was addicted to drugs, and
29:25
I was always kind of like, don't hug
29:27
me, stay away from me.
29:29
I was a little boy, right? What
29:31
young teen wants to be hugging their mom, right?
29:33
Me. Me. And
29:37
well, that's, as a lifer
29:39
who is now in his 40s, that
29:43
is one of my biggest regrets, is
29:46
not hugging my mom every time she wanted to hug.
29:50
Getting these tablets was
29:52
a big deal for me. One of the first things I did
29:54
was I called
29:57
my sister, and I told her I want to video
29:59
chat.
29:59
Mom,
30:01
I want to see mom
30:03
there standing in the day room in
30:05
North block. It's just so
30:07
surreal
30:09
on the wall. My little tablet was
30:12
my mother's face.
30:14
And she was, um, she was a little self-conscious.
30:17
She's like, I didn't get to do my hair.
30:19
I'm like, mom, you
30:21
look beautiful. You're beautiful,
30:24
mom. Like it's okay. And,
30:26
um, we got to laugh and she showed me
30:28
her cats. I guess she's a cat lady now. I
30:32
got to see the home that I grew up at, right?
30:36
And when my grandpa built the house and
30:39
like I was there with them.
30:41
I got to do that because we got
30:44
these tablets. You're
30:49
going to be talking to dancers. We're going
30:51
to try. Good luck.
30:54
I knew that you really wanted to talk to this guy dancer
30:57
for the story. And you and I had made
30:59
a date to talk to him, but I got there first.
31:02
And, um, you know how things go at San Quentin
31:04
and I felt like I
31:05
just had to go for it. So, I hope
31:08
you don't mind. Oh, no, I'm glad you went for it. He's
31:11
elusive. And when you see him, you got
31:13
to go for it.
31:14
Do you know that I'm here to talk to you?
31:15
Oh,
31:18
no, it's audio. No
31:20
cameras. Can I, can
31:22
I ask you a few questions? What's your name?
31:25
How do you get that name? I
31:28
was born with it. Oh, it's your birth name? Yes.
31:31
My last name. Oh, I
31:33
thought it was like all the reindeer jokes
31:36
and all this stuff. Yeah. I grew up with that. I
31:38
thought it was like a nickname. No,
31:41
that's my name. Oh, okay. Okay.
31:44
And are you into new technology?
31:46
Oh, I'm trying to catch up with it.
31:49
What's the most challenging part of it? All
31:51
of it.
31:52
What do you think about these new tablets?
31:54
I don't know. I didn't take
31:56
one. I don't want one period. They
31:59
can keep me.
32:00
Well,
32:02
I came to prison when they used
32:04
to hold things over your head to make
32:06
you cooperate. So
32:08
I'm structured like that. So I don't want nothing
32:11
that they have to give me where they can come back later
32:13
and take it because I don't do this or
32:15
do that.
32:16
So I just, if I want to talk
32:18
to somebody, I use a telephone.
32:20
There's nothing on the tablet that intrigues
32:22
you?
32:22
I don't know what's on it because
32:24
I didn't take one. Was
32:27
there pressure to take one? Do
32:31
you think that they listen in on them?
32:35
Absolutely.
32:38
I wonder about that. Yeah. Okay.
32:41
There's nobody on the outside you'd like to
32:43
email or talk with?
32:46
No, everybody that
32:49
was in touch with me, family and
32:51
friends and stuff, my daughters, my sons,
32:54
my grandkids and my wife, they
32:56
all passed away. So I don't communicate
32:59
with nobody. Your grandchildren?
33:02
I had two grandchildren that passed away. Sorry,
33:04
that's all right. I'm allowed to
33:06
just in the family. I've been locked up for a while.
33:09
How long?
33:11
Too long. Twenty plus. Twenty
33:13
plus? Okay. So I do mine a day
33:15
at a time, by myself, within
33:18
myself, and I get along a lot better.
33:21
I don't have no temper no more or nothing
33:24
else. I found out that dealing
33:26
with a lot of people gave me
33:28
a lot
33:30
of anxiety and I was taking it out
33:32
on people that shouldn't have it taken out of me. So
33:36
I found a way not to go through
33:38
that and I don't do it anymore.
33:41
Do
33:41
you spend time with any of the other men that
33:43
have been in prison
33:44
a long time that are here? Just
33:46
about everybody I do spend time with been locked up
33:48
a long time. We understand each other. Who
33:51
are some
33:51
of the other guys that you hang out with?
33:53
Just people. You're
33:56
a secret, yes. Yes. Old school.
33:59
You know give no information ain't necessary
34:03
That's actually pretty good rule
34:05
Yeah, yeah, it keeps you from
34:07
having a lot of headaches
34:09
He's looking at me with needles
34:12
Tony you finally showed up. I kept
34:14
peeping peeping. Where's Tony? Where's Tony and I looked
34:16
up and there you are Yeah, I've been looking
34:19
around
34:19
everywhere for you. I'm sorry
34:21
Let's see
34:23
as someone who's been down a long time
34:25
what's it like to see all these tablets inside prison?
34:28
I don't
34:29
think nothing about it one way or the other If
34:35
if you have one I hope you enjoy I do
34:37
enjoy my tablet yeah Do
34:40
you think that you feel free
34:43
because you don't have a tablet I? Don't
34:47
feel like I'm shackled
34:50
Teachers own I'm old
34:52
school. I don't dictate my policies
34:54
anybody and that's just me
34:58
When you get out are you gonna get a cell phone? No
35:01
use regular telephone I? Understand
35:05
what you're saying, but do you know
35:07
how hard it is to find a phone outside
35:09
now? I don't have anybody to
35:11
call if I meet somebody they can call
35:13
me Pass what year you
35:15
were born?
35:16
47 okay
35:18
And a birthday yesterday
35:20
matter of fact
35:25
Yeah Take
35:27
me I'm any wrinkles. I don't worry
35:32
That's really good advice smile that much I
35:34
read a book about it They say it just as
35:36
much wrinkles in your face from smiling
35:39
as you do from frowning It's
35:41
hard for me not to smile though. It's not hard for
35:43
me.
35:44
It's easy I'm
35:47
looking at you now. I'm smiling I Hope
35:50
that
35:54
didn't give you any wrinkles
36:02
So, what'd
36:04
you guys think? Okay, first of all,
36:06
I've got three notes for you.
36:08
He sounded nervous.
36:10
I love the cold opening.
36:12
I love the range of emotions and I
36:14
love the audio texture, especially when
36:17
you call
36:17
your mom. I mean, it's really
36:19
beautiful. Oh, I had a note there. Where's
36:22
that at? Hey, Tony,
36:24
just so you know, you call your mom too much.
36:26
No. She did not want to tell you that.
36:30
She said it's just enough. She said it's just enough. Well,
36:32
every day I call my mom every day too. Mom's like
36:34
she called every day. My mother would have told me
36:37
it was too much. She didn't say call
36:39
more. It's just enough. Just
36:41
enough. It's just right. I
36:44
think it turned out well now. I agree.
36:46
Good
36:46
story. He found great characters. I mean,
36:48
to me, it was a very ear
36:50
hustle story. Very ear hustling.
36:53
Anyway, I couldn't see you. Nice shot. Definitely.
36:59
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Welcome back to the Sanquin Magazine.
38:47
Stories from our new team of rookie
38:49
producers. We've been
38:51
hearing some good stuff. What do
38:53
you say, Nia?
38:54
Yeah, I think so. We've been talking about Steve, talking
38:56
about the popcorn craze, Tony DeFoia on those new tablets
38:59
that everybody's getting.
39:00
Tom talked about the gazebos. Yeah, it's
39:02
interesting. I
39:02
mean, a couple of the stories touch
39:04
on this conversation that's been going on
39:07
about making San Quentin in
39:09
the image of the Norway model.
39:11
We've been there. What
39:13
do
39:13
you think? I think they're starting down the path. What
39:15
do you think of that? The gazebos, to me, seem
39:17
to be the most promising aspect
39:20
of this new idea.
39:21
Yeah, they're still in the parking lot. In
39:23
the parking lot. So we've heard
39:25
a great
39:25
range of stories, and we've got a few more left
39:27
to hear. It's a good start,
39:28
right? Yeah, I mean, they're getting there. They're
39:30
doing good. What do we got next, Nia?
39:33
So we've got the second Tony, Tony
39:35
DeTrinidad. And I've heard
39:37
he has this very different way of taking
39:40
on the story. So instead of interviewing
39:42
people, he's actually interviewing
39:45
buildings, giving them a personality.
39:48
Yep, the buildings are going to tell
39:49
us stories. This should be interesting.
39:51
Yes. Hey, what's up?
39:53
Hey, what's up? How you doing? Alright,
39:56
what's going on, man? Yeah, aren't you Canteen? Yeah,
39:58
I'm Canteen. What's up?
39:59
Do I know you? I'll be coming to your window
40:02
sometimes. Oh, I remember you now. Yeah,
40:04
OK, what's up? Yeah, I read him on getting the
40:06
ice cream. Yeah, ice cream, Tony. Yeah, that's
40:08
good. OK, what's good?
40:10
Yeah, he always calls me ice cream, Tony. But
40:13
my name is Tony DeTrenadad. And
40:15
right now, I'm having a conversation with a building
40:17
here at San Quentin, the Cannes team.
40:21
When you run out of stuff, do you really run out of
40:23
stuff? Are you just like this mom center? Play
40:25
me last week, he tried to close the window, but it's changed
40:28
me. So no, we don't got no ice cream to speak. Man,
40:31
listen. That is
40:33
certified,
40:35
classified G13 information
40:37
that you're asking. I know that. Hold on, hold on. You
40:39
got some money? I mean, I would
40:42
go. You know, you pull up to this front, man. You got to have
40:44
some bread, man. If you ain't got no dough, then you got to
40:46
do a move in. Give me a money check and we'll just
40:48
see what goes in there. All right, hold on, man. All
40:51
right, you only got like $75 left.
40:57
Talking to Canteen,
40:59
I realized this is the perfect
41:01
opportunity to ask a question that's been on my mind
41:03
lately. See, I've been at San Quentin
41:05
since 2018, and I've lived in two
41:07
different housing units, but I've always wondered
41:09
about the other buildings. I mean, the
41:12
sales are pretty much the same, no matter where you
41:14
live. Small and ugly,
41:17
but each building has its own distinct vibe
41:19
and personality. So is
41:22
there one where I'd fit in better? I
41:24
wanted to see what Canteen thought about that.
41:28
I really wanted to ask you, man. So
41:31
you sit in the middle of all the buildings. They all come
41:33
at you asking for some. I'm on the blade,
41:36
baby. I see everything moving. I'm right
41:38
in the middle of everything, man, right on Broadway. On
41:40
your opinion, man, what's the best place for me to live
41:42
here? You know me, I've been coming to you for a while,
41:45
but never like this. Look, man, you got yourself together,
41:47
man. Alpine Donner.
41:50
Alpine Donner? Yeah, man. I really
41:52
want to thank you for this little sit down. I
41:54
just wanted your own body's opinion on that. I knew you
41:57
would come through for me. So I appreciate that.
41:59
Yo, yo. No refunds man. No
42:02
refunds. Sorry. Alright,
42:04
respect. Thank you man. Alright. Alright
42:07
on.
42:08
So, Alpine Donner.
42:09
That's actually two different buildings.
42:12
They're both designed for those who work hard and
42:14
stay out of trouble.
42:16
Right now, I live in Alpine.
42:18
It's a quiet, calm atmosphere.
42:21
But I already know about Alpine.
42:22
I'm more curious about some of the other buildings,
42:25
like North Block.
42:27
Hey, what's up man? How you doing? How you
42:29
doing? So, you're
42:31
North Block, right? Yeah, that's my North Block
42:34
building. So, this is one of my first times
42:36
talking to a building. So, if I say anything
42:38
that's like, you know, disrespectful,
42:41
I use a term that's offensive to buildings, just,
42:43
you know, let me know and I'll back up
42:45
and I'll learn. I lock my doors and make sure you
42:47
don't get in. Okay. That'll
42:50
work.
42:51
See, North Block used to be the calm building.
42:53
But then Alpine and Donner opened up. And a lot
42:56
of the guys who are what we call programmers,
42:58
those are the guys who are staying out of trouble and trying to get home,
43:01
those people moved out. And a lot of young
43:03
guys moved in.
43:05
And I hear it can be a bit chaotic.
43:08
So, before, what was your
43:10
typical resident like?
43:12
Quiet,
43:13
old man. He
43:16
wasn't off the hook like he is now. Okay.
43:19
Now what's your typical resident like? Running
43:21
up and down the stairs, up and down the
43:23
stairs, fighting on the fifth year. See,
43:26
you got people running up and down your back all day. All day long. That's
43:30
why it looks like I'm leaning. If you
43:32
come up the stairs, it looks like I'm leaning. That's
43:35
the youngest.
43:37
What's your favorite type of resident that lives
43:39
in you now? Like, do you still have some good guys in there at
43:41
all? I like the ones that leave out at seven.
43:44
You come back at the end of the day. Them are
43:47
good guys. Do you think North
43:49
Block would be a right move for me? No.
43:52
No? Why not? He ain't going to mix. He's
43:55
not going to mix with them guys. He's a good
43:57
guy. Them guys, they got to be good.
43:59
Good. Oh, so not my speed. Too
44:02
many of them. Okay, you know what, I appreciate
44:04
that. I appreciate that. I wouldn't want to go into a crazy situation.
44:07
Yeah. It's not all bad though, is it? If
44:11
you're not there, respect.
44:14
That's rough, man. That's rough, man.
44:17
Well, listen, man. I
44:19
know you've been kind of just plugging away, holding
44:21
your own. You don't really get a voice a lot
44:23
of times. Is there anything that you really kind of like
44:26
want to set the record straight on? Yes.
44:29
Could you tell R&R to quit bringing them riff raffs
44:31
up here? You know what, I'll do
44:33
that for you, man. Thank you very much. Well, man, you
44:36
have a lovely day, man. I'll make sure I talk to
44:38
R&R. All right, thank you very much. All right,
44:40
peace. Well,
44:44
that was interesting, but I think I'm
44:46
gonna go holler at Donner next.
44:48
One thing you should know about Donner is
44:50
that it's like Alpine,
44:52
but even more exclusive. And it's
44:54
got a lot of perks, like the dog training
44:56
program and
44:58
guys get their own sales.
45:00
No selly,
45:02
but
45:03
I'm not 100% sure if I fit in there.
45:06
So, hey, how you doing?
45:09
Oh,
45:10
blessed, as always. Could you tell us your
45:12
name? Hi, I'm Donner. Because
45:14
I've heard several names, I don't know. Like
45:17
what? Like Honor Donner? I've heard Honor
45:19
Donner. I've heard Donner Darlings. Oh,
45:21
those are cute. You like those? Yeah.
45:24
Okay. That's adorable. I like being
45:27
Donner, man. Oh, it's fantastic.
45:30
Like I'm not saying that
45:32
I'm better than the rest, but
45:35
we've gone from death row to puppy row.
45:38
So,
45:40
I've been kind of looking around for a best place
45:42
to live in San Quentin. Oh, there's no
45:44
better place than Donner. What about like, what's
45:46
daily life like there?
45:48
It's pretty quiet and
45:50
relaxed. And then they have
45:53
nearly completely eliminated disrespectful
45:56
posture and like aggressive
45:59
verbiage. and like just
46:01
laziness,
46:03
it's pretty amazing.
46:05
The typical revisitance that I house
46:08
are not your average person
46:10
in blue. We're
46:13
above
46:14
average
46:16
and special in so many kinds of ways.
46:19
I'm not saying there's people
46:21
that will tell on other people for having
46:24
loud music but
46:28
I wonder so if somebody is a programmer
46:31
they're trying their best to just figure
46:34
themselves out and be the true person they
46:36
are and get home to the people they love.
46:39
Absolutely. Do you think that'd be a good Donner resident? Only
46:42
if they haven't had it right up in the last six months.
46:44
Yeah that's me.
46:47
Do you think Donner would be a good fit for me?
46:52
Maybe.
46:54
What's your program look like? If you look me up
46:56
right now you would see I program I had
46:58
on my business. Are you part of the elite
47:01
few? The few, the proud,
47:03
the Donner? I don't know if I'd ever consider
47:05
myself elite. Well
47:07
I mean you have to be a certain kind of
47:10
somebody to be there. Okay.
47:13
Right? Yeah I can't deny
47:15
that. So listen I really
47:17
appreciate that. Yeah but like what I'm trying to tell
47:19
you right is my story. We're
47:22
here to hear about me not.
47:24
That's really cute. Well I'm not trying to be rude I'm just
47:26
trying. Oh my gosh are you
47:29
mansplaining me? I'm just trying
47:31
to get to class. Oh my.
47:41
Yeah that was a bit much.
47:44
Let's try Badger. Badger's
47:46
kind of the opposite of Donner. There
47:49
are zero entry requirements and
47:51
I'm sure he'll be happy to talk to me.
47:54
Hey Badger. Hey Badger
47:56
can I talk to you for a second? Yo yo I'm doing no
47:58
interviews bro.
47:59
Look man, hold up. Is that thing
48:02
on? Man, cut that off bro. I'm doing interviews.
48:04
Look, I just, it's nothing. Bro, alright.
48:07
Big badger in the building. We don't do interviews. Alright
48:09
man, I respect that piece.
48:12
There was just one more place I needed to go.
48:15
West block.
48:17
Man, I've been kind of thinking about what
48:19
the right place for me to live in San
48:21
Quentin is. And uh, you
48:23
know where the right place to live is? Not
48:26
in San Quentin. You know,
48:28
you might be just right about that. In fact, I know you're right
48:30
about that. But if you gotta live somewhere,
48:32
you know, I
48:34
guess West block's alright. I
48:37
know West block pretty well because it's the first place I
48:39
lived when I got to San Quentin.
48:41
Half the building faces the rest of the prison,
48:44
but the other half sits on the bay facing
48:46
Mount Tamalpise.
48:48
The best view in prison is
48:50
from West block's fifth tier. But
48:53
when I lived there, daily life could
48:55
be kind of unpredictable.
48:58
Sometimes it'd be nice and calm,
49:00
but other times it would just go nuts.
49:03
Here we are today
49:05
with a very special person. Like, I
49:07
guess I couldn't call you a person, could I? No.
49:11
My name is West block. And uh,
49:14
you know, I'm a building that's pretty flexible.
49:16
You know what I'm saying? As long as it ain't, you
49:18
know, too crazy. I long for,
49:21
you know, watching the sunset and I'm
49:23
just hoping one day that somebody come in and, you know,
49:26
pressure wash my windows. I know you've
49:28
been around this place for a minute. Like
49:31
I heard you was off the hook for a minute. Oh
49:33
yeah, you know, uh, some other
49:35
people call the fifth tier
49:38
the top part up there. They ain't got no railing, what
49:40
they call it. Uh, the dirty nickel
49:42
up there. Fight start happening,
49:44
you know what I'm saying? I seen
49:46
a couple of people yesterday fighting
49:48
over a phone and then when they got stopped fighting,
49:50
neither of them even use the phone. They just left.
49:52
What do you think I should
49:55
live in San Quinn? You think I should go back to West block
49:57
or should I stay in Alpine? Yes,
50:00
it depends on your interaction
50:02
skills, right? You was all
50:04
right when you was over there. So if you
50:06
comfortable where you at, and I say stay where you at, but
50:09
if you miss me too much, I
50:11
think there's only one guy in 411. It
50:15
is one question I almost didn't wanna ask it, but
50:17
I gotta ask it. Okay.
50:19
Do you miss me?
50:21
I do, you know what I'm saying? Cause you left
50:23
things alone, you wasn't
50:25
throwing too much stuff on the table.
50:27
You left it a little better than you came into
50:30
it with. So it's okay. All
50:32
right, West Block.
50:33
Thank you so much. You have a beautiful day. Thank
50:35
you, man. I'm looking forward to a good sunset.
50:38
Thank you for interviewing me and taking time to hear
50:41
my perspective. You know what I'm saying? I
50:43
love you, but don't come back. That's what I'm saying.
50:48
Straight up, I think I'm worrying about the wrong
50:50
thing. Every living situation is
50:53
gonna have its ups and downs. I might as well
50:55
make the best of it and focus on the one
50:57
move I need to really worry about. That's
50:59
the move home. So until
51:01
then, this is Tony the Trinidad from
51:04
Ear Hustle San Quentin. Peace.
51:12
That was such an interesting take. Where'd
51:14
that idea come
51:15
from? So while we were doing our
51:17
train, we listened to a podcast called
51:19
Everything Is Alive, where the
51:22
guy interviewed a can of cola. Lewis.
51:25
Yeah, and I really liked it. I liked the concept.
51:27
It was very interesting.
51:29
Sometimes when you're doing interviews, you have to be able
51:31
to explain to somebody what the story
51:33
is, what you want. So I'm
51:34
curious, how did you explain this concept to
51:36
people? It actually wasn't that hard. People really
51:38
took to it pretty easily. It
51:41
was a matter of a sentence usually. Hey, man, I
51:43
want you to play the voice of the building. Can
51:46
you do that? Yeah, what building? It
51:49
was just on from there.
51:50
Wow. This
51:52
is a really good example of why it's
51:54
so important to listen to other people's work. When you
51:56
want to learn more and get better at something, you've got
51:58
to listen
51:58
to what other people are doing.
51:59
So good for you for taking that
52:02
on
52:02
good job. Thank you right on. How
52:04
did you feel? Feels good that
52:06
I got it done That it uh,
52:09
it didn't beat me
52:19
Next up we have Durells deep
52:21
Davis and you don't mix his different What's
52:24
that?
52:24
His is done as like a diary.
52:26
Okay. Yep. So his story is gonna unfold
52:29
over different diary entries
52:31
Hmm, this should be interesting. Mm-hmm
52:35
I'm right here at the front
52:36
gate by visiting waiting for the
52:38
dogs to walk through the gate I'm
52:41
so anxious me and my partner right here at Carrington
52:43
waiting to pick up the supplies and the dog Junebug
52:46
is a service dog that I'm about to train I've
52:49
been waiting a month and a half now just
52:51
waiting for her to come in just anticipating it It's
52:55
part of a program here at San Quentin where we where
52:57
we take these dogs in and we train them to be
52:59
service animals and I'm gonna have Junebug
53:02
for about a month and
53:04
it's been like a whole lot of
53:07
Less sleep-in just tossing the turn and getting
53:09
ready for this day and it's finally here
53:12
Oh
53:21
Junebug just jumped at the mic. She jumped
53:23
at what we call a dead cat The
53:25
dead cat is a cover for the mic to protect
53:27
it from the wind Junebug is going
53:29
to be a ham for
53:31
Looking everywhere she's like confused.
53:33
She's like what's going on? What is going on? What
53:37
is going on? This is something she's never seen. She's making
53:39
me more confused now
53:42
Are you more nervous now that there's a lot of people
53:45
walking around Yeah, so
53:47
now I have to be mindful You
53:49
know these types of things all these people walking and rocking
53:52
just imagine on the street because you got to keep
53:54
an eye on her and keep an eye on the
53:56
surroundings Make
53:58
sure she's not overstimulated
53:59
This
54:02
is the moment of truth. So now I'm about to head back
54:04
to the building, take all the supplies back and just
54:06
get acquainted with her and she don't know how to stop moving.
54:09
And I don't know how to stop being jittery.
54:17
Today is Saturday,
54:20
July 8th.
54:23
As soon as Junie seen me, she started wagging
54:25
her tail. I was like, hey, mama, hey,
54:27
mama. I spoke, she instantly
54:29
jumped at me responding with joy.
54:37
Our work from the sale to work
54:39
was a struggle because she's curious
54:41
about everything. She want to pick up everything,
54:44
she wants to lick everything, she
54:46
wants to chew on everything. So I got to constantly
54:48
watch her. Every little thing that
54:50
she put in her mouth I had to take out. Old
54:53
orange pillings, something that looked
54:55
like some old baloney meat, sticks, sometimes
54:58
rocks. I'm all like daddy duties with
55:00
her basically. Now I'm scanning the
55:03
floor everywhere. As soon as I walked in, I had
55:05
my vacuum eyes on.
55:12
So now it's midnight. So it's considered
55:14
Sunday, but as I was woken up
55:17
by Jungbuk tossing and turning, she
55:19
has a bed set up just right under my bed.
55:22
She was just grunting, like just kind
55:24
of whining just a little bit. My
55:26
first instinct was she was having a bad dream.
55:29
And I thought maybe it's nothing, or maybe
55:32
I'm tripping, just getting used to the environment.
55:34
So I went back to sleep. About 30
55:38
minutes or so, maybe less than that, she
55:40
was doing the same thing again. So
55:43
I put my hand on her to see if she was cold and yes,
55:46
that's what it was. Her body was a little cold.
55:50
I took my sheet that I was wrapped in and just put it on her. She
55:53
went fast asleep, but now I was just up watching
55:55
her feeling proud like I accomplished
55:58
something. It's crazy.
55:59
I stayed up for about 45 minutes,
56:02
maybe an hour just to make sure. I
56:05
felt like a dad watching his baby girl in the cradle
56:07
or something. I don't know. Who knows? Being
56:14
with Junebug reminds me of my daughter. I
56:18
wasn't there for my daughter when she was born.
56:20
I wasn't there for the birth. I
56:23
saw her for the first time in county jail
56:25
right after I got
56:27
arrested, but it was only behind the glass. Then
56:30
I was shipped off to Calipatra State Prison
56:32
nearby high California. I
56:34
was in Calipatra for 10 years. So
56:37
it was definitely too far for her to come
56:39
visit with her mom, so I didn't see her for all of
56:41
that time. Then
56:44
in 2022, I came to San Quentin,
56:47
which was about an hour from where she lives.
56:51
I remember the first visit. So when
56:53
you first come into visiting, everybody
56:55
get their hugs out the way, hugs and kisses. When
56:58
it came time for her to hug me, she
57:01
kind of came in with her head down. She was all
57:03
shy and stuff, and she gave me like a side hug with one arm.
57:06
But I still embraced her because I knew what it was at the time. And
57:09
then we sat down and she couldn't even look at me for
57:12
a long time. It took about an hour for her to actually
57:14
just look at me and talk because she was just so nervous. I
57:18
was nervous too, but I just kept looking at it. And I kept
57:20
telling her like, you're actually my daughter. You look just like me. And
57:23
just being with Junebug always reminds me of the
57:25
little things that I've missed with my daughter
57:28
and the things that I want to do with my daughter when I get out.
57:30
Just spend time with her.
57:43
Okay, Jun, it's time to go. So
57:44
me
57:48
and Junebug just headed to the Westlock yard
57:51
so she could play around a little bit. We
57:55
call it a little doggy park that we set
57:57
up on the Westlock yard. Junebug is a little
57:59
aggressive in her part. Playfulness, but she likes
58:01
to establish her diamonds. Don't you
58:03
girl? And then we like
58:05
okay. Okay. Now it's time for the water. They
58:08
are running to the same bowl, which is crazy They
58:10
fight me get they licks in So
58:15
right now she's kind of like laying down like right by my feet
58:17
with her eyes open I know you know you hear me Good
58:19
job, buddy. You
58:25
have to jump up it's okay,
58:27
it's okay girl Snake
58:35
Snake, Jody. Huh?
58:38
Snake. Snake.
58:42
Good girl. He's a good
58:44
girl.
58:49
Is it on? Is it on? I'm gone? so
58:54
The program with Junebug
58:56
was supposed to be for a month But
58:58
three weeks in we got this email
59:00
saying that they were taking two dogs So
59:02
they used to just take Artemis and Wendell,
59:06
but when an email came in they had Junebug's
59:08
name on it So some
59:10
of the guys came up like it might just be a typo. It
59:12
might just be a typo This
59:15
morning when they came the lady Susan
59:17
was like so we taking Artemis,
59:19
Wendell and Junebug I
59:26
put Junebug's vest on her. I put
59:28
her leash on Then we went out
59:30
for our Friday training routines one
59:32
last time. I Gave Junebug
59:34
a hug and gave her some treats Then
59:37
I handed the leash over to Susan. I
59:40
watched her disappear behind the wall So
59:43
I just jumped in the shower and tried
59:45
to wash it off, you know, but I
59:47
think I'm still a little sad You know not too sad, but
59:50
you probably see it on my face. Maybe It
59:55
feels like not
59:59
having somebody When you were
1:00:01
just so attached to that person, they just up and just
1:00:03
leave without any explanation.
1:00:10
When I was a child,
1:00:12
my dad just up and left.
1:00:14
I ended up finding out that he went to prison when I was
1:00:16
a kid, but I didn't know at the time. And
1:00:18
I never seen him for a long time. And it's kind of like, felt
1:00:21
like that. Like he just up and leave one day and not know
1:00:23
what's going on. And your mom just telling you,
1:00:25
oh, he left, he'll be back. And he never came back. So
1:00:27
it kind of felt like that a little bit. I'm
1:00:32
a little sweaty, a little hot, and
1:00:36
I'm a little distraught. I
1:00:39
feel distraught. So if he
1:00:41
was a freestyle to pull on him right now about your
1:00:43
dog that you just lost in a country
1:00:45
song or something, what would it be? Oh,
1:00:49
man. Oh, I miss my dog.
1:00:51
I miss my dog. Where's
1:00:53
Junie going to? I miss my dog.
1:00:56
Hold Junie, come back, because
1:00:58
I miss my dog. Whoever
1:01:03
would have thought I'd
1:01:05
make a song about you on
1:01:08
a Friday way back in
1:01:10
July when you walked
1:01:13
through. You
1:01:15
came into my life.
1:01:18
I knew you'd make it right. I
1:01:22
never
1:01:22
cared about what you
1:01:25
used to do.
1:01:29
I looked into your eyes,
1:01:33
and I smiled. Oh,
1:01:36
Junie, come
1:01:38
on back to me. I
1:01:44
miss my dog. I
1:01:47
miss my dog.
1:01:50
Oh, Junie, where are you
1:01:52
going? I
1:01:58
miss my dog.
1:02:00
Oh, Junie come back
1:02:05
because I miss my
1:02:07
dog
1:02:11
I did not see that song come
1:02:13
out. Wait, you suggested I thought I
1:02:16
was just clowning and he took
1:02:18
that see I'm glad he did cuz I love that
1:02:20
part of the story Well, it's so charming.
1:02:23
That's for our old partner Lieutenant
1:02:25
Robinson
1:02:26
always wanted country music Well,
1:02:28
I think we're gonna have to get him to do more country music
1:02:30
whether he wants to or not
1:02:33
What
1:02:36
do you think about his story
1:02:37
I really like that he decided to do it as
1:02:39
a diary diary entries We
1:02:41
haven't really done that before so I think it was a nice
1:02:43
way to kind of follow along with the story as it's happening
1:02:46
Yeah, I think he did a good job And
1:02:48
you know part of his diaries he brought
1:02:51
in the conversation about his daughter You
1:02:53
know not being around her and you know
1:02:55
building that relationship What'd
1:02:58
you say? Good? Good job, Sadiq. Definitely
1:03:00
good job
1:03:02
Because I miss my
1:03:04
dog
1:03:13
So nice how you thinking when
1:03:15
we know what I really like the most about doing
1:03:17
it is that it allowed these guys to Experiment
1:03:20
and sort of push the boundaries of what they
1:03:22
know right now and think about the possibilities
1:03:25
for the future and that each person's Kind
1:03:29
of way of being comes across in their story,
1:03:32
right? There's five very different ways of telling stories
1:03:35
and I think that but I think that bodes well for creativity
1:03:37
to come
1:03:39
All right, let's cut to the chase who's
1:03:41
the top three
1:03:42
I think they all have you know, they all have things
1:03:44
to learn and they all did things really well And
1:03:47
that's part of the process. So I couldn't
1:03:49
say, you know Which one
1:03:51
was the best because I think they all had really good things
1:03:53
to offer
1:03:54
I could tell you what I'm waiting on. What's that the
1:03:56
pitch session at the end of the season? We'll
1:04:00
see, you know, who come with the best
1:04:02
ideas, who come with the best uh
1:04:05
through line for the story, so we definitely
1:04:07
gonna see. I like it.
1:04:12
My name is Rasheed Zinnerman, sound
1:04:14
designer for Ear Hustle, and I just
1:04:16
finished helping produce that wonderful song you
1:04:19
just heard. Special thanks to Katie
1:04:21
Gilbert, Officer Wallace, and
1:04:23
John Zaretsky, who played the fiddle. Ear
1:04:26
Hustle was produced by Nigel Poore, Erlon
1:04:28
Woods, Amy Standen, Bruce Wallace,
1:04:31
and Rassan New York-Thomas. Shubnam
1:04:34
Sigmund is the managing producer. The
1:04:37
producing team inside includes Steve
1:04:39
Brooks, Darrell Sadiq Davis,
1:04:42
Tony Da Trinidad, Thom Nguyen,
1:04:45
and inside managing producer Tony
1:04:47
Tafoya. Erlon
1:04:49
Woods sound designs and engineers the show
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with help from Fernando Arruda, Rasheed
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Zinnerman, myself, and Darrell
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Sadiq Davis. Thanks
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to Acting Warden Smith at San
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Quentin, Acting Warden Hill,
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and Lieutenant Newborg at the California
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Institution for Women
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for their support of the show.
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Thanks also to this woman here.
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I am Lieutenant G.M.R.A.
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Berry, the Public Information Officer
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and I approve this episode.
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Music for this episode comes from Antoine
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Williams, David Jossie, Fernando
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Arruda, Rasheed Zinaman, Greg
1:06:12
Sayers, Darrell Sadiq Davis, and
1:06:14
Matthew Jaspar.
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I'm Nigel Poore. I'm Erlon Woods.
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Thanks for listening.
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I grab it with my gummy part
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of my mouth and then, you know, I twist the kernels
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around, you know, and then I make them a little
1:06:44
bit softer than I, I crunch them on both
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sides. That way I get that buttery flavor
1:06:48
all the way out when I do it like that.
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