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Hey everybody and welcome back to another episode

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of God Mode a player's guide to

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life . Since our first episode

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, i have gone through an incredible

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journey of expansion

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in my life and pursuit

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of this podcast . It has

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taken about half a year to produce

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this second episode , but I'm very

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proud to present it and I'm very excited to

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have developed a workflow that

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is going to support me in putting out content

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on a more regular basis . I

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have trouble believing that myself , based on

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experience , but at one point I will

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break through this glass ceiling . And isn't

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that just the whole point of the podcast

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itself A player's guide to life . Right

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, we got to beat that boss fight , get

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to the next level , and we get to do it together

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, never waiting for everything to

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be perfect at some horizon

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, but instead recognizing and diving

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into the beautiful perfection

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of the moment and the whole

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being that we already are today

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. So thank you for

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your patience and , without further

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ado , today's guest is Michelle Newegg

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. Michelle is one of my best friends

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and has been since we met on Tinder

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several years ago . And they

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say you can't make deep connections on Tinder . I

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disagree . Michelle has

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been my partner in prosperity consciousness since

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I discovered the paradigm As

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I was developing my wealth management

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platform , prospera Pro , she

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was very supportive and was actually one of my first

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clients . Since then , michelle

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is the user with the greatest relative

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growth in holdings of any user

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. Since the conception of the app . She

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has been , and continues to be , one

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of the most disciplined users of the app

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, other than me . Michelle describes

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herself as a multifaceted , creative

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leader and in her career she explores

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her passion for spiritual growth through her

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work as a tarot card reader , artist

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and writer . So

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stay tuned for a fun conversation

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where we talk about finances , relationships

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, mindset manifestation and

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much more . Michelle takes us

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on a very fun journey covering

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a wide array of topics . So I hope you enjoy

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and I cannot wait to hear what you guys

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have to say about it . Thank you for listening

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, okay

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. So second episode Hello

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in the bed . Now Also

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in person . Michelle was

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here for the full setup . It was fun . Also

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, this is Michelle .

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Hey , how's it going .

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Well , yeah .

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Most podcasts I've noticed will do an

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intro for their guests so that people who

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don't know them Right , right , right .

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I do that afterwards .

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After the extra Yeah , yeah , yeah , got

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it .

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I do it later , and then I add it in front

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of this one .

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I see Yeah .

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So yeah , basically what's going to happen is you'll send

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me like a little blurb , you'll tell me , like oh , what

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you want me to say about you , and

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then I'll take that in , throw

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it in the trash and do whatever I

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want .

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Great . I was going to say I'd feel so much more validated

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if you would just say

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a bunch of nice things about me without me having to

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tell you To feed them to me .

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Yeah , yeah , yeah yeah , True , true , Yeah

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. So Michelle hasn't seen my first

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episode .

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She you didn't even know that it existed .

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I didn't even know it existed . No , yeah

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, cool . So you have no idea what to expect , but I did

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that for my first episode , which was kind of cool , okay

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And yeah

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, So I okay

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. So the podcast is God Mode

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, a player's guide to life . It's fun that

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you feel new , because so

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is everyone , including me , to this whole idea

3:54

.

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This is like the episode that when you

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have like a hundred episodes or more and

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then you get like a new subscriber , they're

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going to like go all the way back to the beginning

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, so then they're going to get to hear my episode . It's like

4:07

the people that come in at like episode

4:09

like 54 , like 78

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. It's like unless somebody's

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been with the pod for a while . Right

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, yeah .

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Yes , yeah , i

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do that . I'm somebody who does that Likewise . I

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go to the first episode and check them out . This is definitely

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that , as a matter of fact , in terms of

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like time travel , it's

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like fantastic for us to like take two seconds and

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imagine like future me in

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a nice little studio with chairs

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where I get to just leave this , set up Chairs . I

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know right What a concept .

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But you know , in the middle of a studio

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, right A bed , yeah .

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With a nice . Honestly , if this was just not my actual

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bedroom , it would be more convenient

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.

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This is just a set .

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Right , it's just a really great set

4:54

. Yeah , exactly So

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. Anyway , okay , so

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it's God mode players guide to life . The

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idea is we talk about all

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the things that we usually talk about . Literally . It's about

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me taking the conversations

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that I have with my friends , my best friends Michelle's

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the best friend and

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putting them on the internet and sharing them with everybody

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and then letting everybody have input and

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interface .

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I don't know if everyone needs input

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.

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Well , as you know , we'll attract the

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people that we need to to

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the video and , hopefully , it's a mutual benefit

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for everyone .

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Great , I can't get to . I can't wait to

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get raked over the coals in the YouTube

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comments .

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We have experienced that before in

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your reality . We have definitely

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experienced that before . But

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yes , so God mode . The reason it's called God

5:42

mode is because it's the idea and

5:44

it's called the players guide to life . It's like a video game take

5:47

on a cheat code where you type in the

5:49

cheat code and in

5:51

a game , if you're in God mode , you

5:53

can't die . You

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can have infinite of anything . You

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have infinite money , infinite whatever you

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need .

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Like Rosebud in the

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Sims .

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Exactly like Rosebud in the Sims and also like Super

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Matrix vibes . Okay , but

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it's my little sneaky way of like getting all this occultism

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and philosophy .

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Brainwashing .

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Yes , exactly

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, exactly .

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Okay , the thing I wanted to tell you before

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we got on the podcast , but that I was saving to tell

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you , is that recently

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, with this career shift into

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reading tarot professionally , i

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made a list of

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what I'm creating , what

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my big dreams and goals are , because I

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have seen time and time again , making

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a list of the things that I want makes

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them come into my life . It's

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just fun . It's fun to like put it

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down and then , like weeks

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, months , go back and like see how

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all of the things came to fruition . So

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, as I'm leaving my house today , i recall

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that on this list I wrote

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a number of things like how much

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money I want to make

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, how often I want to

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travel , things like that . And

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then I remembered that one of the things I put on

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my list is that I wanted to get invited

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into TV shows

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, podcasts , videos

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, and so I started

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laughing to myself as I'm leaving the house . I was like , oh

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my God , it's happening . Oh my God

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. Because I'm like I don't know what podcast I'm going

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to go on , Like that's weird

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, but like it's just the thing that I want to create

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and like . here we are .

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Here we are . So thank you . Yeah , you're

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welcome . Oh my God , so the book called

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It Works . Do

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you know about this ?

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book No .

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It's a book . It's fantastic , it's

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about manifestation and it's tiny

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It might be , i think it's like 18 pages and

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the number one thing , If

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I can really remember the core of it

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, it was like you write down

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like the top 10 things that you

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are manifesting or want . You

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do it in the morning , midday and at night . I

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think you do it three times a day and you kind of like feel

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it and then you move on and you keep moving

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and they're allowed to like

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change and stuff too . But it's

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called It Works because it you know , the

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title itself is sort of like a symbol

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of the material which is like it's super

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simple , straight to the point . But

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yeah , so here we are . You

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did it , you wrote the list and it works Exactly

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. So you ? so that's exactly

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what I'm saying . So that is like God

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mode . You have a little

8:31

God mode that you just did . Right , you

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didn't , the podcast

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came to you .

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Yes .

8:37

Without you having to do literally anything . Yeah

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. You drove over and you look amazing . Thanks , right

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.

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I also had to write it down , call it into my reality

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.

8:46

Yes , exactly . Okay , so

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you were saying also

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about the tarot ?

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Yeah , what do you want me to say about it ?

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I can't remember exactly what you're . The words were that you used to bring

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it up , but it's basically like you

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now do tarot professionally .

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I now do tarot professionally and

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it's so much fun .

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Let's hear about it . Well

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do you want me more specific ?

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Yeah , sure .

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Okay , so

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obviously we've been friends for a while and

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I

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guess we can go . The big stroke

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is the whole like financial mindset

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overhaul , right , and

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then that leads to the space where

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now you're like I have this passion

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, i love doing it . You made a little book of

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tarot .

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Yeah .

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Right . And then you got better and better

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. You've been practicing it on your own . You love doing it

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for friends . One thing leads to another . And then

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you made a website

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. You went onto a website . What platform ?

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is it on Thumbtack , thumbtack .

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And you started putting yourself up for

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hire .

9:51

Yep .

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And it's been popping up .

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It's been popping off Okay , So

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if you build it , they will come .

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Yes , yes , field of Dreams

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if I'm not mistaken .

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What is Field of Dreams ?

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Oh , that's the movie that that comes from . Yes

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, he builds a field .

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I thought that was just like a proverb . No , oh my God , that's hilarious

10:14

.

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It's the proverb of like 1985

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. Field of Dreams

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. Maybe a little later . I'm not sure when that movie

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came out . But yeah , if

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you build it , they will come .

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That's true , yeah . Yeah , i

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mean it's been really fun to just get paid to be myself

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because , as you know , that's been like . I

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haven't always exactly known

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what I want to do And

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, honestly , as much as I love Tarot , it's like I'm open

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to my life transitioning

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and finding other ways to use my skills

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whatever opportunities evolve for

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me and make sense . So I'm

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not attached to Tarot as

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an identity , but in

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the meantime , it's a really great medium

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for me to use my skills

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, do something I'm passionate about , which

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is like helping other people bring

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their visions alive and get connected with

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, like , their journey that they want

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to be on but maybe are blocking themselves from . So

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, yeah , just getting paid to

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be myself is like wow , wow

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, feels so good . I want

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everyone to experience what

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it's like to follow

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their dreams and just watch things fall

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into place , but

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it's like kind of scary to

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do that at first .

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Yeah , what I love about like

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? well , there's a million cool things going on , but one

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of the cool things is it's

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not like you're a celebrity Tarot card

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person yet

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. Yeah , you know what I mean . Yeah , so

11:48

the celebration and the excitement

11:51

that we're in over your Tarot

11:53

business is the

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fact that you're getting like

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half of your rent a month or so

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.

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Yeah .

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That's pretty fucking cool .

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Yeah , if we're just doing it a couple months now .

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Exactly , and so

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Michelle is a

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user on Prosper Pro , which is the

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financial management application that

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I've built based on prosperity

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consciousness , and I've been working on it for the last like three

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years . The official public

12:20

version that Michelle's been using has been around

12:22

for one year and it's all about

12:25

wealth consciousness . You know everything

12:27

about this And

12:29

yeah , and so it's not about

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how much money you have . It's

12:34

about that feeling that you're saying about

12:36

, like your brain , if

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I recall correctly , used to be like make

12:42

money doing tarot card readings you must be out

12:44

of your mind . You need a real job , kind

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of in your head .

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Kind of Something like that . But

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you know what's interesting and I think about this all the time is like because

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I was thinking if

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, when

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you and I first met and

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I was like madly in love with you

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, and then like heartbroken that we weren't dating

13:04

and just kind of like brooding over

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it Meanwhile , like trying to be friends with

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you so that we could like be close and or you would

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maybe fall in love with me eventually ?

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Right , that's such a great strategy

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. Water over the rock , water over the rock

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. It will smooth , it will smooth .

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Anyway , if you

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had told that me , that eventually

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this would be happening , maybe

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there would be some disbelief . But it's also

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like I think I have always

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been really in touch with , like what the

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highest version of myself is . It's

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just that in the past it's

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been this incredulousness

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of like how could I even get there ? It's

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like I so it's like I think I would have always

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wanted this kind of connection

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between us . I mean , that's probably deep

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down what I was after when we first connected

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. But it

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would have been the mind blowing part wouldn't

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have been that exists . The mind blowing

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part would have been like how did you do it

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?

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Did you get there ? Anything

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, anything in my future . Yeah , oh shit

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.

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Yeah .

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Wow .

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Oh , okay , i guess

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I've just been born

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feeling like I'm special

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and I'm always gonna amount to something big in my life

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.

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Dude , I love this , And

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when we first started working together on the finances

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, you were very much not

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in this energy . Even if this was true

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for you once we were sitting down to

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be like let's talk money , this

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was not , Michelle Day 1 .

14:38

No , that's true , Yeah .

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So let's talk about that .

14:41

Okay , so what's like what ?

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Well , i mean , yeah , let's just how

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was it on day one And

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sort of like I guess , get into like , maybe the emotionality

14:50

of once you

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because there's an element to you that was like looking

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at the

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how do I get there ? What was the word you used ? Incredulis

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, you're incredulous

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when you thought about , well , how did I get there anyway . And

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there's a little defense in that , because you're just like how

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do I get there ?

15:09

anyway , and then you just stop trying

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.

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So once you showed up on day one and

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you were like , oh okay , i'm investing

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in figuring out how to get there . Now You

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have to sit in whatever that incredulousness

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was sort of shrugging off If

15:26

it was uncomfortable like , if it felt like , oh

15:28

God , it's so far down like a maze

15:31

of barely see the light at the end of the tunnel

15:33

, and usually you wouldn't even like you

15:35

would see it and go whoo , and then you like look away . This

15:38

was a moment where you were like , no , i'm going to like sit

15:41

in this and really look

15:43

and figure out how to get through the maze .

15:44

Yeah , yeah . Like

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well

15:49

, honestly , it felt really good to start doing it

15:51

because I think the way that I

15:53

related to my finances in the past

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was like knowing

15:58

that I wanted to make more money and

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track more wealth into my life and

16:04

also feeling

16:08

like it wasn't happening .

16:10

So , with Prospera , you're like , I remember

16:13

that .

16:13

Yeah , you're kind of like Hey , i

16:15

know it's like a little bit of like a

16:17

shift in the beginning , but

16:20

these are the results that you could have . You

16:22

weren't even like here's a specific number , but you really

16:24

got me in touch with like what is your vision

16:27

, kind of like how I use tarot cards . right , what

16:29

is your vision ? Let's get you on the path

16:31

so that you're actually creating that .

16:34

What is wealth to you , and

16:36

then what's the rough number ? Yeah

16:38

Right , because wealth

16:40

as I talk about in the program is not

16:43

about a number . Initially , It's about

16:45

an experience And then , but

16:47

we always have like an idea of what

16:50

it means to us , right , like if I

16:52

think , if I close my eyes and I think like

16:54

what's wealthy , i see like a certain size

16:56

house in like a certain neighborhood . That's

16:59

just me personally , but we all have our own idea

17:01

of that . And then sometimes we

17:04

are like rejecting it where we're like , oh

17:07

, like wealth , is that like douchebag from high

17:09

school or like you know , like that kind of . Thing . So

17:12

I kind of we got to like get past that and then figure out the

17:14

number And then , yeah , i guess it became

17:16

a lot more tangible . And that's

17:19

what I love about it too , is I like we

17:21

look at , well , what's a wealthy person and

17:23

how does a wealthy person behave ? And unfortunately

17:26

, right now that's usually conflated with

17:28

how much money do they have . You

17:31

know , people who have more money feel like , you

17:33

know , they feel like they have more options with

17:35

their money and people who have less money by

17:37

default This isn't true , but they might

17:39

err towards feeling like they don't

17:41

have as many options with their money . Prospera

17:43

Pro is all about . no matter how much money

17:45

we're looking at , we can subdivide a penny

17:47

in Prospera Pro , literally in the code

17:50

. I did that on purpose . You can subdivide even

17:52

a penny and then that penny can serve

17:54

as a unit of energy . all

17:56

little different aspects of your life Your

17:59

rent , your car , your long-term

18:01

savings and yoyo-katsuma

18:04

.

18:04

Yeah , right , which is like kusama

18:07

.

18:08

And so that account for

18:10

Michelle was the one that was like

18:12

I'm going to be an artist and I'm going

18:14

to pay myself at the rate that I want to be paid

18:17

annually for

18:19

doing me and for doing my thing . That's

18:22

great . That was like you investing

18:25

in . I see it as you investing in this tarot

18:27

business for yourself , just

18:29

getting into the energetic language of like I'm

18:31

going to do me and get paid for it . And

18:35

then that became like you were already practicing that

18:37

. So by the time that you opened up your tarot thing , it

18:39

was like boom circuitry .

18:41

Yes , yeah , exactly Yeah

18:44

.

18:44

Damn . Well

18:47

, you know , i mean just for everybody listening

18:50

we've been , it's been , we've been like

18:52

very fun and we're like talking about , like how

18:54

you're already like you're already in this position of success

18:56

and you're doing it . Maybe

18:59

like I want to double click on , especially since we're here

19:01

finally Yay , we made it Right . Let's

19:03

double click on those months

19:06

where you were like why

19:09

isn't it happening ? You remember

19:11

those ?

19:12

before using Prospero , or like in the very

19:14

beginning , was it before It ?

19:15

could have been before , i'm not sure Before

19:18

, after there was like the apartment .

19:20

You were like looking for an apartment , trying to manifest that

19:22

Oh yeah , i mean , there

19:24

was a period in my life

19:26

, as you know , where I was living with a partner

19:29

and , because of crazy

19:32

circumstances , they ended up moving out

19:34

, and I was presented with the opportunity

19:37

to either

19:39

move out or stay put , And

19:41

so , all of a sudden , i found myself having

19:44

twice as much rent to pay

19:46

for , and then the pandemic

19:48

happened .

19:51

Boom .

19:53

So I saw all

19:55

of these circumstances shifting

19:57

around me and it

20:00

just became very clear to completely

20:02

let go of control and to just watch

20:05

where things went and to trust

20:07

that things were aligning for my highest

20:09

good , because it

20:11

was like oh , here's the

20:13

space that you've been wanting to live

20:15

in , boom , it's yours . I'm

20:18

like okay , but like

20:20

what about the rent ? Like I don't know how

20:22

I'm going to pay for that . Boom , pandemic

20:25

, boom , unemployment

20:27

coming through Stimulus checks . Stimulus

20:29

checks coming through , magical job opportunities

20:32

coming through . I was like , oh

20:34

, okay , cool .

20:36

And what were some of the job opportunities ?

20:39

I got to start tutoring for two incredible

20:41

families during the pandemic . That

20:44

was like . That was maybe like the

20:46

first time that I felt like

20:48

I get to be paid a

20:51

rate that I'm comfortable with and

20:53

I get to just like they hired me , they

20:55

came to me , they want to hire me

20:57

because of who I am and getting

21:00

to stand in my worth and stand

21:02

in what I'm offering and know that I'm

21:04

making a difference in these kids'

21:06

lives , whether like I'm talking

21:08

to them or just holding space for them or just being

21:11

around them , supervising them , whatever

21:13

.

21:15

Wow .

21:16

Yeah .

21:17

Yeah , it's been freaking awesome

21:19

, like this year

21:21

, watching you and hearing

21:26

all the celebratory phone calls

21:28

, like every time you do that oh

21:30

my God , my

21:32

fucking new money magic

21:35

. Yeah , i

21:38

mean from

21:40

just a multiplier standpoint how much

21:42

did your holdings multiply in

21:45

the last year ?

21:50

Maybe , like I

21:55

don't know , i'm not good at math- Okay 10%

21:58

.

21:59

No , I don't think so . Do

22:03

you remember ? Do you feel comfortable talking about what your starting

22:05

point was ?

22:06

My starting point was about 1500 .

22:08

Okay .

22:08

Okay , No times 10 . Times

22:10

10 . There we go What is that A

22:12

thought 100 .

22:14

1500 times 10 is 15,000

22:16

. Times what 1500

22:19

times 10 .

22:20

Oh , yeah , times 10 .

22:21

Is 15,000 . I was close . Yeah

22:23

.

22:23

Yeah .

22:24

That's a hell of a fucking improvement .

22:26

Yeah , jesus , i'm

22:33

going to push that down a little bit , but look at this point there

22:35

, generably applied to

22:38

my max . Clearly There's not much , i think , what's not right about this kind

22:40

of thing . This

22:46

is . So I think every time I was noodleing into

22:49

the next year I would be changing office

22:54

manager type for the same art studio

22:57

and I was like open to the possibility

22:59

, yeah , sure , i could learn how to do that . I really

23:01

like the art studio , love the owner

23:03

, i just want to help her out

23:05

and it'd be cool to have like a little extra income

23:08

. Well , i get a phone

23:10

call from her like a week before the position

23:12

is like supposed to start or whatever . We'd kind

23:14

of been hashing it out , nothing solid . And

23:17

she's like , yeah , i realize I

23:19

just like need somebody who has done

23:21

that before , so I'm

23:24

going to hire somebody who has office

23:26

manager experience . And I was like , yeah

23:28

, totally get it . Actually felt relieved because

23:30

you know

23:33

, part of me like didn't actually want to do it

23:35

. I was open to it but it wasn't like really

23:37

in alignment with like what I'm passionate

23:39

about or what I want to be doing with my time . And

23:42

then she's like , yeah , but like some of the art teachers

23:45

are also quitting , so there's like positions

23:47

available to work in the studio

23:49

if you want to be an art teacher . In

23:52

my body I just felt like , nope , can't

23:54

do it . No , not interested , and it's

23:57

not for me , and it would have been solid

23:59

money . It would have been like again

24:01

getting paid to be myself , getting paid to like

24:03

make a difference in people's lives , to interact with

24:05

kids really not a bad gig , honestly . But

24:08

yeah , i

24:10

couldn't do it And that's when I made the decision to switch to

24:12

tarot .

24:13

No shit .

24:14

Yeah , because I was like thinking about it , i'm like

24:16

when's going to be a good time , and then all these things like

24:18

fell apart , fell

24:20

apart , quote , quote , quote , unquote . What

24:23

is that ? Yeah . Yeah , and then

24:25

really , what was best

24:28

fell together ?

24:29

Nice , and there's

24:32

another book around here called on becoming an alchemist

24:34

.

24:34

Have you read that ? Yeah , no .

24:36

You know I got the vortex .

24:38

Oh yeah , have you read it ?

24:38

Yeah , i've read the first few

24:40

. I've read the first chapter I think . And

24:43

I'm in the process of designing

24:45

prosperous landing page . So

24:48

I have to figure out how to like express prosperity

24:50

to people . And when

24:52

I started reading that book I got like I

24:56

got this feeling like , oh shit , if they can do this

24:58

, which is like so much more intense and abstract

25:00

, then I can express prosperity

25:02

. So , I decided that I'm not going

25:04

to just read it . I'm going to read it , be

25:07

inspired , and then write copy

25:09

for Prospera and then keep reading

25:11

and then write more copy for Prospera . So it's going to be like

25:13

a one chapter , write copy

25:15

for Prospera . I haven't written

25:17

copy for Prospera , So that's why I haven't moved forward .

25:19

Got it .

25:20

But anyway , another book

25:22

, yes . On becoming an alchemist . They talk

25:24

about how one of the alchemical stages is dissolution

25:27

. So , when things fall apart opposites

25:29

usually also . Separation is

25:32

when things fall apart . Dissolution they're

25:34

different phases but they're very they're . You know they're

25:36

similar . I'm getting them confused right now , but

25:38

ultimately you have a stage

25:41

when they come back together

25:43

again which I'm having trouble remembering Conjunction

25:46

I think it's okay .

25:47

It reminds me of like the tower cart

25:50

in tarot . It's like the

25:52

image is a big , tall building . It's

25:54

getting hit with a bolt of lightning and the

25:56

windows are on fire . There's people leaping

25:58

to their death from the windows right

26:00

. It's like the card represents sudden

26:03

change , upheaval , chaos

26:06

.

26:06

And the end of old structures .

26:07

Yes , because the idea is that the tower

26:09

was built on illusions

26:11

, myths , truths , like just

26:14

not a very sturdy structure , And

26:16

so then it gets completely decimated

26:18

. But from that place

26:20

you get a lot of clarity , You

26:22

have revelations , you have awakenings

26:24

, because all of a sudden the dust

26:26

settles and you're like , oh , you

26:28

have that lightning bolt , that clarity When

26:32

I mean I just obviously .

26:34

I think of the tower babble every time I see that card , right

26:36

, i mean , do you know about tower babble in the Bible ? Yeah

26:39

so that's one of the things that

26:41

my brain , for you , associates to . But then

26:43

the other one is just my last name , Torres .

26:45

Oh , does that mean tower ?

26:47

It means multiple

26:50

towers , torres . I think it means more

26:52

than one tower , like towers .

26:53

Oh , interesting Yeah .

26:55

Because torre is one tower , but

26:58

yeah anyway . so I'm always like whoa , okay

27:00

, better build it on

27:03

solid ground . Seriously

27:05

. Yeah Well , you

27:07

know it's funny . in

27:10

my financial journey

27:12

I've been struggling with crypto

27:14

obviously since like April And

27:17

that's been my little struggle of like you've been

27:19

struggling with crypto .

27:21

Yeah that's interesting Yeah why , Well

27:23

, it's just interesting that you see it that way .

27:26

Okay , come on , come

27:29

on , let's go .

27:30

Like why is it a struggle , isn't it like what

27:32

? what if you were like I've been on

27:34

this adventure with crypto

27:36

?

27:37

Yes , i'll give you that right now . I've 100%

27:40

been on an adventure with crypto . I've learned

27:42

a shit ton about crypto

27:44

And

27:46

also it has felt like

27:49

at times like when Sam's

27:51

carrying Frodo in Lord of the Rings on

27:53

his back because Frodo is literally

27:55

knocked out . You know , it's felt like I-

27:58

.

27:58

What if Sam was like yes , i love

28:00

it He kind of is .

28:02

And actually no , it's funny you say that because , first of all , i said that

28:04

it has my background for a while to

28:06

get through it And , second of

28:08

all , sam , to me , is

28:10

super love driven and not results

28:13

driven . It's not Sam's

28:15

quest to destroy the ring . Have you seen him ?

28:17

Yeah , ages ago Yeah .

28:19

So it's not Sam's quest , it's Frodo's quest

28:21

. But Sam loves Frodo and

28:23

he like pledges himself to Frodo , and so he

28:26

will literally put Frodo on his back for

28:28

no reason other than just love , commitment

28:30

, loyalty and

28:33

go on the journey . And

28:35

it was interesting because

28:38

the magician that's the name of the card

28:40

right , the tarot card Yeah , so

28:43

that's sort of the space that I'm embodying

28:45

, and I do it with Prospera . I'm teaching people hey

28:48

, you can be a magician too . You can

28:50

source and attract

28:52

the things that you're looking for in

28:55

a sort of practical and methodical way . And

28:58

so I'm obviously the first user . And so I'm sitting here

29:00

like I'm going to get super rich on crypto , like

29:03

I'm super excited , i can feel my energy , my emotions

29:05

, everything's lined up . And then I

29:08

get in and the market crashed

29:10

on my face And I like watch my money

29:12

go away , and that was not fun . But

29:14

it was also just to speak to

29:16

the adventurous part , like yeah

29:19

what did I do ? I started studying . I

29:21

didn't sell . It was like unrealized losses , etc

29:24

. Etc . But you know , by

29:27

like about a month ago or

29:29

I guess it was like 50

29:31

days ago now or something , i

29:35

was getting tired . It was like I just like

29:37

sustained this like it's

29:40

coming , it's coming , it's coming , it's

29:42

coming . And the universe was like your

29:44

fucking wallet is going down and

29:46

, down , and , down and down And I'm like throw

29:49

more money in . It's coming And

29:51

the funny thing , is it wasn't , it wasn't in the energy of

29:53

gambling , and I was also like working with my Kabbalah

29:55

teacher to assess

29:59

in real time , like , what's going on . How

30:01

can I like adjust my energy ? you know

30:03

, at the end of the day , i believe that

30:05

if , if I was , if I'm the vessel

30:08

ready for the infusion , the infusion

30:10

is coming . It's simple as that . So

30:12

I've used all of the time to

30:14

like figure out okay , what , where

30:16

is there , where the little parts of me , where's

30:18

the lack , where's the negativity ? And

30:21

like , how do I vibrate

30:23

and allow myself to unfold

30:28

into the person I'm supposed to be

30:30

, which is obviously someone with

30:32

money ? How

30:35

do I know that ? Because it's been a desire of mine for a long time

30:37

.

30:37

And it's an earnest one too . It reminds me of

30:39

exactly what I'm doing to manifest

30:41

meaningful partnership , because

30:44

I'm finding it's like I know

30:46

I'm meant to have a family and connect

30:48

with somebody in like a you know , potentially

30:51

lifelong way . And

30:53

now , like you know , i could see

30:55

it as struggling and dating or whatever . But

30:57

it's like I love approaching it as an adventure

30:59

because it's like even on

31:02

Tinder , reminding myself every face

31:04

that I swipe past . I'm like that was somebody's

31:07

baby , that was somebody's child

31:09

that they loved . So to not be dismissive

31:11

towards them , right Cause I don't want to carry that energy

31:14

with me into the dating realm

31:16

.

31:17

But then also like for example- They're also like

31:19

all these alternate realities , like I

31:21

mean if you think of it that way , every time you're swiping , you're

31:23

just like there's like a whole fucking

31:26

potentiality with that person , like everything

31:29

that comes with that , like an entire universe , and then you're just

31:31

like swipe left .

31:32

Right , like how many faces it like a hundred

31:34

, in like a 20 minutes .

31:37

Amazing .

31:38

But I'm noticing too , like , where

31:40

is my subconscious pre-programmed to

31:42

be looking for abandonment

31:45

Because , like , for example

31:47

, i connected with this guy so

31:50

handsome , we're chatting , really like easily

31:52

back and forth , and then he ghosts me right And

31:54

it's like yeah

31:57

exactly So . it's like I'm

31:59

checking my phone , diddy reply , diddy

32:01

reply . And it's like I'm noticing my brain is

32:04

not necessarily looking for

32:06

love . in those instances My brain is

32:08

looking for abandonment . And then

32:10

every time I don't see

32:12

the message , it's like see , you're abandoned

32:14

. So it's kind of this like push pull .

32:16

So pulling prophecy ?

32:17

Yeah , like maybe . So I'm like

32:19

okay , how can I retrain

32:22

myself to not pay attention , even

32:24

if he did abandon me right ? How

32:26

can I give zero energy

32:28

to that and only focus on the places where I'm

32:30

actually getting luck ?

32:32

That's super , that's Yeah

32:34

Okay .

32:35

So on the flip side , for example

32:37

, i had like a long

32:39

distance , like playing with

32:41

this guy in New York . Things

32:44

started out really like passionate

32:46

, we were really connected , and

32:48

then it just became clear that we wanted

32:50

different things . And then , as you know , i was out there

32:52

recently and I was like , hey

32:54

, let's fucking hang out

32:56

. And he's like blowing

32:59

me off , being very wishy washy

33:01

And I'm kind of pushing things maybe

33:04

a little bit too much . What

33:07

ends up happening ? I have this

33:09

feeling all day . Right , i'm going to run into him

33:11

, which is crazy In .

33:12

New York In New York , no way

33:14

.

33:15

I'll be honest , he lives in my sister's neighborhood , so

33:18

it's not crazy Everybody

33:20

walks everywhere but it happened

33:22

that night . Yes , we

33:24

run into each other Super awkward

33:27

. I'm in a group with my sister and another friend

33:29

. He barely makes any eye contact with me .

33:32

And you had him at this guy in person .

33:33

No , I had . We met over the summer had

33:35

this little fling and then Got

33:37

it .

33:39

Yeah , he's super awkward , okay , super awkward

33:41

right .

33:41

And I'm like this is really weird . Long

33:44

story short . It put a lot of things in perspective for

33:46

me . It helped me heal . I got a lot of closure

33:48

and completion . Whatever , that's not the

33:50

point , right . What's funny to me about this

33:53

story is that I can focus

33:55

, if I want to , on like how

33:57

rejected and hurt and abandoned I

33:59

felt , but what's ?

34:01

really You're making me feel good . Okay , keep going . Yes

34:03

, this is like I'm healing . I'm

34:05

healing It's like levity right now . Okay

34:07

.

34:08

What's really funny about this story is that everyone

34:11

wanted to talk to me about if

34:13

I saw that guy you were

34:15

talking to in New York , right

34:17

? So my sister Hannah

34:19

knows about it . Obviously

34:22

she's friends with him , so we talked

34:24

about it a little bit . But then , after

34:26

I left Hannah's

34:28

mom , my stepmom came to stay with her . Literally

34:31

the day I left , my stepmom came in , and

34:33

so then I'm talking to my dad

34:35

on the phone while she's out there and

34:37

he's like , oh yeah , your

34:40

stepmom's talking about how this guy

34:42

just treated you like horribly

34:44

, and Hannah's all annoyed at how like immature

34:46

he was being . And I'm like I hadn't even talked

34:48

to my dad about this , right ? So

34:51

now , like through the great , bond .

34:52

All these people are in the energy that you yourself

34:55

were ducking out of .

34:55

It's so funny .

34:57

Oh my gosh .

34:58

Okay , Let me go on . So then you

35:00

know , I've , like , I processed this . I didn't even

35:02

really want to , I wanted to just be like good

35:04

vibes about it , right ? Good vibes only

35:07

.

35:08

Hilarious . We

35:11

were talking about that before this camera started rolling .

35:14

You don't have to explain it inside joke .

35:16

I like hey , I can do what I want

35:18

, It's my podcast .

35:20

That's fair . So , anyways , then

35:22

I'm talking to my mom

35:24

on the phone yesterday . My mom doesn't even

35:26

know this person exists And my mom

35:29

goes , oh yeah . Your

35:31

sibling was telling me about this guy

35:33

in New York . That was like this way

35:35

to you . I was like what

35:38

is happening ? So

35:40

I've just been like cracking up . Every

35:42

time it gets brought up . My aunt wanted to talk

35:45

about it , like everybody wanted

35:47

to know how this interaction

35:49

went . No crazy , right , it's like

35:51

I'm trying to not make a big deal out of it . So

35:53

what I've decided to do is to think about

35:56

it . That this is the

35:58

universe showing me

36:00

love and care , every single person

36:02

in my immediate circle is so invested

36:05

in how I'm doing and incensed

36:07

at the fact that I'm getting mistreated

36:09

. That's love . That's really

36:11

sweet Look how loving this interaction

36:14

turned out to be , that's pretty great . You can get

36:16

fixated on the way that I was mistreated

36:18

perceivably right .

36:19

It's really just this like I gotta fix , I gotta do

36:21

this , Go ahead . no , I keep going .

36:22

go on , It's really just this

36:26

20-something year old guy who's figuring

36:28

out his life and doesn't have emotional maturity

36:31

to match me at a level where we can communicate

36:33

. whatever Fine , it's all love .

36:34

Hilarious .

36:35

But yeah . Wow .

36:38

Oh my gosh . It also strikes me

36:40

, too , as like that

36:42

moment before you level

36:45

up , where there's like a

36:47

million invitations to not level up , do

36:49

you know ? it's like , oh , i'm

36:51

finally in good vibes while

36:53

somebody is being this way to me And

36:56

now the world is like , no , you should , let's get

36:58

back into the bad vibes . He really treated you

37:00

like shit . Did you not notice ? Like you

37:02

should notice ? Like wait , hold on , are you

37:04

okay ? I know ? It's like I've

37:06

cried into my pillow for nights on end and you never called

37:08

. And then to now . Now I'm like okay And

37:11

everyone's like are you okay

37:13

, Are you gonna make it ? I can't believe he treated

37:15

you that way .

37:16

I talked to my mom like once a month

37:18

maybe , and we never talk about

37:20

men or relationships . I'm like how

37:22

does this woman know ?

37:24

Incredible , it's absolutely incredible

37:26

. Well , i'll tell you , it's funny

37:28

that you jumped over to . You know I was

37:30

talking about like , oh , crypto finances and

37:32

sort of like how I'm manifesting

37:35

, and you

37:37

know it is . It's exactly what I said . It's

37:39

like whatever is in the way

37:41

is gonna pop up , and I was , and I am

37:43

still demanding a lot

37:45

. Good , so

37:48

I don't mind the adventure right

37:50

Cause . I'm also like when I go on the adventure , even

37:53

if it's like I'm sweating my ass off and climbing

37:55

up Mordor's fucking hillside , right

37:57

, i know . Okay

37:59

, this is me learning

38:02

and filling in all these gaps so

38:04

that when it comes which it will I

38:07

am like the best vessel

38:09

, the best me that I can be , to hold

38:12

it and carry it . Yes , you know , like it's . You

38:14

know , you don't want , i don't want to be corrupted by it . I

38:16

don't want it . You know , i don't want like old Noah's

38:19

who used to have scarce consciousness

38:21

, getting their hands on the money and then defining

38:23

themselves by the money . And now I'm cool . Now

38:26

you know , i'd much rather like

38:28

the universe , or whatever you want to call

38:30

it , god mode , god , frustrate

38:33

the desire , you know , and make

38:35

me like . in the space between , i get

38:37

to like step up into confidence , step

38:40

up into valuing myself even when the

38:42

investment's going down , step up into

38:44

security even when the investment's going down

38:46

, et cetera , et cetera , et cetera . Yes

38:49

, then necessarily like just get it all

38:51

at once and then like short circuit later .

38:53

Yeah .

38:54

That would be . I would much rather proactive

38:56

front end work .

38:57

I love it . No , I relate so hard about

39:00

in how I'm dealing with relationships

39:02

and dating . It's like , yeah , bring it on , let's date

39:04

and fail a hundred times .

39:06

Yes , well , okay . So then this is the second

39:08

part of what I was going to say , which is we

39:11

have like a mirror situation happening

39:14

, because you're

39:16

popping off in a conscious

39:18

way where you're like , very easily , like okay

39:20

, yeah , this is great , like I'm doing . I'm like going out and

39:23

doing my tarot thing and I'm getting paid for it . Boom

39:25

, boom , quick circuitry , right For me

39:27

. It's like we're learning lessons

39:30

right now . You know what I mean . Like we're in that . That's

39:32

the chapter that I'm in at the moment . The

39:35

universe can change that anytime , Literally

39:37

. I can wake up tomorrow and it could be the

39:39

popcorn done .

39:40

You're like the universe If

39:43

anyone's listening .

39:44

Yep universe me , so my own subconscious

39:46

in a dream tonight . just

39:48

give me the truth , just tell me the

39:50

answer . Tell me what I need . This

39:52

is like a prayer .

39:53

Just give me a timeline , just a little like tell me what

39:55

day This is a podcast prayer , I'm like literally praying

39:57

to the creator .

39:58

like yo , I'm telling you , begging , let's

40:00

go .

40:01

I'm demanding , I'm demanding that tonight You can't be begging

40:03

.

40:03

Yeah , it's actually a good thing , it's like you humble ? yeah

40:05

, i'm open . I'm getting my ego out of the way .

40:07

That's what it means Really , because begging

40:10

to me feels like I need it .

40:11

No , it's not like that . It's like I'm

40:13

getting my ego the hell out of the way . I

40:15

don't know . Okay , fine , ha ha , i surrender

40:17

. I don't know . Give me

40:20

the answer Tonight in my dreams . Get

40:23

it , i will do it . I'm tired

40:25

of the ego shit right . But

40:27

anyway , okay . So the way that we're mirroring each other is

40:29

that one of the I

40:32

recently got out of the hell struggle

40:35

mindset spot that I was in for like 30 days

40:37

, and one

40:40

of the biggest things that

40:42

I've been focusing on after like in

40:44

the transition and now that I'm on either side , is

40:47

how wealthy I am in relationships

40:49

And like really

40:52

sitting there at the end of the day with like

40:54

Sadai or Amy and just

40:56

being like holy

40:58

shit , here is my $100,000

41:00

. Like here is my million dollars . Here

41:03

is my unreasonable

41:05

, unprecedented results

41:07

. Like holy

41:10

shit , you know , like I'm rich as fuck

41:12

, is the energy that I end up ?

41:14

in . I love that , you know .

41:16

And it's been really nice because it was real

41:18

for me , as I like

41:21

I knew it , i knew it , but

41:23

like for those 30 days when

41:25

I was like really in the weeds and like really

41:28

trying to make it , i wasn't

41:30

focused on that . I was like hyper focused on

41:32

this equals I'm

41:35

gonna be rich tomorrow . This equals I'm gonna be rich

41:37

tomorrow . And I was like that . And so when this didn't

41:39

equal me rich , that sucked

41:41

Right . Cause your face is like this

41:43

close to it Right . So

41:46

it's been really cool because when I shifted , now

41:48

out , zoom out , zoom out , zoom out , surrender

41:51

right , Like , okay , it didn't work . You went

41:53

in , you made a hundred light bulbs , they all

41:55

failed right . Like they

41:57

didn't fail . Right Cause if you zoom out

41:59

, you're like oh , there's a thousand ways not to make it , And soon you're gonna

42:01

be Edison , ha ha . But also

42:04

you got to sit there and think this is

42:06

the one a hundred times .

42:08

And a hundred times no light . This

42:10

is the one .

42:11

Yeah , exactly .

42:12

This is my soulmate .

42:14

Yes , yes , And you know , what's funny is like those

42:16

freaking crypto charts kind of look like an electric

42:18

graph , where it's like oh funny . And

42:21

it just like drops down . So it shoots up and drops down Anyway

42:23

but there's

42:25

a second component , which is that once I started to realize

42:28

, oh my God , this is where I get to feel

42:30

that future Noah . The way that like

42:32

it's like oh cause

42:35

? I asked myself one of these . one of the questions I asked myself when

42:37

I was in the struggle was what

42:39

would it feel like to be

42:41

there already , Because I know

42:44

that I can't be anywhere , that I am

42:46

not , So I need to be

42:48

there . to be there , I now need to know

42:50

what it's gonna feel like to feel it so that I'm there And

42:53

at first it felt like hocus pocus .

42:55

For me , that feeling is just indiscriminately spending

42:57

money and not questioning myself Like

43:00

what would a wealthy person do ? Would they agonize

43:03

over every like dollar going out of their account

43:05

? No , yeah , yes

43:07

, i will buy that t-shirt . Thank you , amazing

43:11

, amazing .

43:13

So for me it was like looking into my girlfriend's eyes

43:15

and being like , oh my God , you're the wealth , you

43:17

guys are the wealth . And

43:20

it multiplied because when

43:22

I did it and it was earnest , and it was like

43:25

not only was it earnest , but it was like God

43:27

damn . I'm glad I'm finally back in this

43:29

space after 30 days . They

43:32

were like oh my God , that's so nice . You

43:35

know , and I'm like , oh yeah , it is

43:37

nice . And so we got to be in

43:39

like the fun and chill energy

43:42

of that . But

43:45

it is interesting that that's

43:48

where your adventure is in relationships , right ? now

43:50

My adventure is the finance

43:52

guy who built the fucking wealth ? platform , I know

43:54

so funny , my adventure is in

43:56

literal dollar bills .

43:57

Well , I'm like the love advice lady who's like

43:59

single .

44:00

So You

44:02

are the love advice lady who's

44:04

single . Damn bro . The universe

44:06

has a sense of humor .

44:08

It's true .

44:08

It does indeed .

44:10

The best part is that we're just enjoying

44:12

ourselves anyway , you

44:15

know like it's so fucking fun .

44:16

Yeah , true . Yeah that's true .

44:19

Sorry , I don't mean to speak for you if you're

44:21

not enjoying yourself . That's funny .

44:23

I'm glad you , I'm glad you're into

44:25

that space . But you're right , I

44:30

yeah , That was like the best

44:32

I could do in those 30 days . To be honest , like I would

44:34

tell people I was like I know that

44:36

my beliefs , I know that my shit mood

44:38

is not helping me . Right

44:40

, And yet here I am I

44:42

know that I

44:45

have wealth in my life , but

44:47

I want this , and so

44:49

here I am . I was like I

44:51

know that my thoughts are creating my reality , and

44:54

yet here they are , you know . And I

44:56

was like what ? do , i

44:58

do . And so what

45:00

I'm trying to say is , while I knew

45:03

all of these things , I was like kind

45:05

of having fun as much as possible

45:07

and just kind of like really diving

45:10

into the experience . Of

45:12

this is where I am you

45:14

know , and

45:17

I , just like , lived there for a

45:20

little longer than I wanted to , but

45:23

I ended up out And now I'm obviously

45:25

better for it .

45:26

you , know , of course , yeah , it's all that jazz

45:28

. I don't know if you experienced

45:30

this , but it's like when I start getting really

45:33

fixated on like a specific person

45:35

or a situation , or feeling

45:37

lonely or lack or whatever , a

45:41

lot of times I'll pull tarot on it , of course

45:43

, and the cards I'll get will be like

45:45

focus on something else , like I'll

45:47

ask about like a love related question

45:49

, expecting to get some sort of like validation

45:52

that like , yes , love is on its way , like

45:54

it's all around you . That's

45:56

not always the case . Sometimes it's like go

45:59

make money , like do something

46:01

else I'm like I

46:03

would prefer to focus on anything other

46:06

than , like my career right

46:08

now , like let me dive into

46:10

relationship and like get

46:12

high on , like dopamine

46:14

, like looking at this person's face And yeah

46:17

, yeah , sorry for those

46:19

sirens during your amazing

46:21

little contribution .

46:24

Lois Villez has a way of really turning the volume up

46:26

on them Like they're first at a distance and you're

46:28

like okay , should you keep going .

46:31

This is fine .

46:31

Right . Well , exactly . And

46:35

then it's like no , but they weren't doing the thing

46:38

when they were far away . When they were far away

46:40

, it was just like sirens . But then they got

46:42

real nice and close And they said we're going to slam

46:45

three So

46:47

that when Noah the sound guy edits

46:50

later , he can , he can deal with that That's nice

46:52

.

46:52

Do you think that people who drive ambulances get

46:54

the same level of a custom to

46:56

the noise that , like the person driving the

46:58

ice cream truck does ? Like it's very abrasive

47:02

and annoying to everyone around them

47:04

, but they're kind of just like mm-hmm .

47:07

I don't know . I would like to think it's kind

47:09

of like an airplane where , like , we can hear the airplane

47:11

but they don't . Like when you're in an airplane

47:14

I'm like listening , like I don't hear the airplane

47:16

, even when , like the like flight

47:18

attendant is speaking to me . I just hear the

47:20

flight attendant , but on the ground you hear like oh

47:22

, Isn't

47:24

the ?

47:25

you don't hear like there's like a general like hum , though

47:27

when you're in the air It's much quieter .

47:29

I'm not sure that they're experiencing the

47:31

ambulance Like we are you know

47:33

Yeah . I hope not . I mean , if they are

47:35

, then really bad .

47:36

It's really intense .

47:37

Yeah , relationship

47:41

, before the freaking ambulances You

47:44

were saying What was I saying

47:46

Here

47:50

?

47:50

I'll tell you about this morning . I

47:53

pulled the tarot card . Have you ever had

47:55

, you've had , this experience ? Oh right .

47:56

No , i know . Okay , well , you can tell me that , but it was about how

47:58

you were going to go do something else . Like you pulled tarot on

48:01

your question and it was like you need to go make

48:03

money or do anything other than the relationship that you're

48:05

trying to balance your priorities .

48:06

Like you're focusing too much on this and I'm like

48:09

cool , cool . So this morning , what's

48:11

interesting though sometimes it does align , Like this morning

48:14

I asked how can I bring more romance into

48:16

my life ? And I knew the card I

48:18

was going to pull before I pulled it , just

48:20

had a feeling Okay . Just like I had a feeling

48:22

I was going to run into that guy in New York . Right , some

48:25

people would call that I'm psychic , correct

48:28

. Yes , i don't know if those

48:31

are the words I would use . I

48:33

pulled the night of cups . The night of

48:35

cups is like the romantic of the deck . He's

48:38

all like about charm . He's

48:40

very like connected to beauty . You

48:44

know might be the night

48:46

of the deck . That's like really in touch with this feminine

48:48

side , is like writing love poems

48:50

and watching a sunset with a glass of wine

48:52

in his hand . So basically

48:54

the message is if

48:57

I want to attract romance into my life

48:59

, be in the flow of romance

49:01

. It doesn't depend on another person Like

49:04

I can tap into the flow of love

49:06

. I can tap into like soulmate

49:08

. I found my person kind of vibes

49:10

without them even needing to be here .

49:12

I love that . That's like I imagine , like a

49:14

bath with like rose petals

49:16

and candles , and like maybe like wine

49:18

or something , but you're like by yourself .

49:20

Yeah , like that vibe . Just like hold

49:22

that vibe , create

49:24

that vibe , look for that vibe , reaffirm

49:27

that that's all over the place and like then

49:30

you have it and it doesn't actually matter if there's

49:32

like a person there or not .

49:35

Yes , like my money .

49:38

Yeah , it doesn't matter if it's actually there

49:40

or not Right , But

49:42

, like you said , it's the persistent

49:44

faith of like I know what I'm looking

49:46

for and like yeah

49:48

it's not here yet , but like I believe

49:51

it's happening . I believe it's happening , i know what

49:53

it's and I know it's coming and

49:55

that like it almost feels

49:57

like idiotic faith . Like I'm

49:59

, i don't have the evidence yet , but

50:01

like .

50:02

I'm gonna keep believing . It's a little bit of a fool . Yeah

50:04

, totally . Um , there's this guy

50:07

like something Beckwith

50:09

. Anyway , he's like a preacher . I listened

50:11

to him on Super Soul Oprah's podcast and

50:13

it talks about . I think you heard me say this

50:15

when you start , when

50:18

you start believing more in what you don't see than what you

50:20

do see , then what you do see , you won't see

50:22

, and what you don't see , you will see .

50:24

Yes . I did it . Nice Great job . First

50:26

try , yeah , exactly

50:29

.

50:30

Yes , yeah , if you

50:32

, when you start believing in what you don't see

50:34

, then what you don't see , you

50:36

will see , and what you do see , you won't see

50:38

. Right So it's ? it's basically the idea

50:40

that what you already are being super aware

50:42

of , if you're in a shit

50:45

mood , you're going to look at everything

50:47

and see shit mood things

50:49

. You know , oh , that's not going my way . Oh

50:51

, traffic , such a pain in the ass today , even

50:53

if it's like almost identical to any other day

50:55

right . You know , like I can , like I

50:58

actually do this to myself sometimes . I like imagine

51:00

myself flashing into a different reality

51:02

, even a past moment where I'm like jamming

51:04

in traffic , like don't give a shit that there's

51:06

traffic on this day , you don't have anywhere to be

51:08

. Yeah , yeah And then I flash back to my

51:11

shit mood , like making traffic a big deal

51:13

all of a sudden . So you know , it's

51:15

the idea that if in those moments you say

51:17

to yourself , okay , I'm in a mood

51:19

, that's okay , i'm not going to deny my emotions

51:21

, i'm not going to suppress them , i'm allowed to be in a mood . And

51:24

how heavy is this Do

51:26

I really like ? is there stuff for me to like ? dig around

51:28

and find here , or can

51:30

I shift ?

51:31

Yeah , can I just look at something else ?

51:32

Can I just look at something else ?

51:33

Which sounds so much easier Like what advice

51:35

would you give to somebody that is

51:37

just like they're not seeing

51:40

the results that they want in their life ? They

51:43

don't maybe have background in

51:45

spirituality , but they want

51:47

different results in their life . I

51:49

know that's really vague and depends person

51:51

to person .

51:52

Yeah , But it's also like everyone . Yeah , everyone is

51:54

there .

51:54

So what would you say to somebody who , like , doesn't really

51:56

have the tools yet , who's just getting started

51:58

? How do you make it so that it

52:01

is easy to just the way I like

52:03

it is like I just set my anxiety down , like

52:05

as if I'm carrying a heavy box . I just set it down . It's

52:08

taken a long time to get there , though , right , okay .

52:10

Yeah . So first of all , if

52:12

they're here , hi , hey , welcome . What's

52:14

up ? Clearly they're on the right track . They're

52:17

starting to bring to them their

52:19

solution that they're looking for , just by virtue

52:21

of them listening to us

52:23

. That's one , two , i

52:26

would just I always say this but , like , begin meditating

52:28

, start there . It's very good , even

52:31

for 30 seconds . When I started

52:33

meditating , i was like worried about

52:35

somebody coming in , like mortally afraid of somebody

52:37

coming in and seeing me meditate .

52:39

Really Yeah .

52:41

I was worried about little bugs crawling on me that

52:43

I made up in my brain the second that my eyes closed

52:45

. My eyes closed and I'd be like I

52:47

can't do this Dangerous . It's like , bro , I play eight

52:49

hours of video games in the chair , two feet from where

52:51

I'm sitting right now . Don't ever think about

52:53

a single bug . Right , then I sit down in the middle

52:55

of the room to meditate for a 60 second

52:57

duration and I'm worried about bugs crawling

53:00

on me . You know it's like .

53:01

So like he's ready , yeah

53:03

, yeah , exactly .

53:04

So , anyways , that's where I started , and the reason

53:07

I say that is because until you start

53:09

doing a little bit of mindfulness meditation

53:11

where you just kind of like breathe in , breathe out , 60

53:13

seconds , you know , get

53:15

to the position where you're like you're

53:17

focused on your breath

53:20

And even when

53:22

the thoughts are going by , like there might be like a megatron with some thoughts going

53:25

by , but like you're not focusing on them , you're just focusing

53:27

on your breath . When

53:29

you create that little bit of space between

53:31

like oh , this is a thought , i don't have to

53:33

like grab it and get taken away on a ride

53:36

, like grabbing onto a moving train . Right , i

53:38

can just let it . The train passed me . And is it loud

53:40

and is it annoying ? sometimes it's

53:42

squeaking , does it sound like danger ? Sure , but

53:45

also , i'm meditating for 60 seconds . So

53:48

for these 60 seconds I am

53:50

not going to react to the thought . If

53:54

it's actually a problem , it'll be there for me in like two minutes when

53:56

I'm not meditating anymore . You

53:59

need that because that is what

54:01

then later allows you to be like wait , these

54:04

feelings I'm having , even if they're important , or the weather , you

54:07

know , it might even be a season . So

54:10

, it's cold now , but it's not going to be cold the whole year

54:12

. It's not going to be cold forever . It's not going

54:14

to be cold forever . As a matter of fact , if you

54:16

start thinking I'm going to be alone forever

54:18

, i'm never going to have the job I want

54:20

, right , these things are like

54:22

telltale signs that there are . These

54:25

are illusions , these are thoughts that are not real

54:27

.

54:29

They're not sophisticated because the nature

54:31

is for things to change Right .

54:33

Yes , right .

54:34

Whether or not . Correct Yeah .

54:36

Yeah , i mean , it's duality and it's an absolute

54:38

. I'm never going to blank blank blank . That is

54:40

a . That is like a . It

54:43

is a frustrated child , childlike

54:45

aspect of yourself . It is like the you know

54:47

we talk a lot about how , like child

54:49

, like , qualities are

54:52

close to spirit and close to

54:54

potentiality And it's like good to manifest

54:56

from that childlike energy . Right . Well

54:58

, the inverse of the childlike energy is

55:00

like that

55:02

energy of like , a tantrum of like oh no

55:05

, it's never going to happen . The underdeveloped

55:07

Yeah , so it's kind of like self

55:09

parenting comes in there . So you can like take

55:11

care of those versions of you and and

55:14

teach them actually never means

55:16

that it's just in your head And

55:18

you know , maybe you don't get to

55:20

jump from here to your dream in one

55:22

step . But like would it be

55:25

fun to you know , if you're , if you want to be

55:27

an artist , would it be fun to like draw for a little

55:29

while You know , frame

55:32

something that you already drew , things like that

55:34

Like let me ask you this Do you , in

55:36

your personal beliefs , do

55:39

you feel like that there is an

55:41

inevitable , like

55:44

goodness or like how do I want to say this ?

55:47

Do you think that everybody will eventually

55:50

see like growth and progress in their life ? It's

55:52

just like how resistant or open to

55:54

it defines like the trajectory

55:57

of how much they experience . Or

55:59

do you think that we are I mean , obviously

56:01

we're always manifesting what we

56:03

believe in , but like , even to the person that's like the

56:06

world is shit , we're all going to die , the

56:09

earth is on fire . That super pessimistic

56:11

, very depressed person . Do

56:14

you think that there are still things shifting

56:16

under the surface , behind the scenes

56:19

, that are allowing them to go into

56:21

like a more positive reality , even if it's like 5%

56:25

, versus somebody who's open , like making

56:27

leaps and bounds into totally different spaces for themselves ?

56:32

The answer is absolutely period and

56:34

like for me , no , not for me , the answer is absolutely

56:36

period , and let's fight about it in the comments if

56:39

you want , but that's what the answer is . The answer

56:41

is yes , it's ready to get raked over the coals 100% You know it's

56:43

simple , It's simple . And

56:47

, by the way , raked me over the coals , and what's going to burn off is

56:49

all the impurity , shit that's in the way of the truth expressing itself through

56:51

me , and what's going to be left is more truth

56:53

than I have today , so it's not something I'm

56:55

like worried about Bring it , yeah , but no , you know , been

56:57

in California like six years now still never

56:59

really felt an earthquake . I

57:02

saw one time my like hangers in my closet were moving . That's

57:06

the extent to which I felt an earthquake . And

57:09

yet the earth , apparently , they say , can

57:11

shake beneath me at any given moment in time . And

57:13

that's what I would say about the most , the person with

57:15

the highest degree of certainty that the world is shit

57:17

and that their life sucks and that it's all

57:19

over . That's

57:21

like the most solid person in the world . That's

57:25

like the most solid person , right

57:27

, like unshakable , okay . Well , guess what ? If

57:29

the earth can shake , so can you Right

57:32

, something can come through .

57:33

So do you feel like the universe , like the

57:35

energy of source is like

57:37

it's not

57:39

neutral or it's it's

57:41

benevolent , It's like everyone has

57:43

an extension of source is still

57:45

connected to , like something loving and

57:47

benevolent ?

57:48

Yeah , yeah , you're asking is it plus

57:50

one zero or negative one ? Is

57:53

it benevolent neutral ? or

57:55

a little bit against you .

57:57

Yeah , well , i mean yeah

58:00

, i mean in general , like if we're talking about , like

58:02

the law of attraction , we're talking about

58:04

the things that I want

58:06

or don't want . Whatever I'm paying attention

58:08

to , that's what's going to manifest in

58:10

my reality . Like we were talking about your last

58:13

roommate , who was like so

58:16

obsessed with people taking

58:18

things from him , or like concerned about

58:20

getting robbed , or like keeping his car on

58:22

the street or whatever , and then wound

58:25

up in several situations where that actually

58:27

happened . And so he's like confirming

58:29

his reality , he's getting the evidence

58:31

that he's looking for , versus

58:34

like when we're positive , right . So it's like are we starting

58:37

from , like that neutral place where really

58:39

like positive or negative could happen , or

58:41

is it like , yeah , it's positive

58:43

, and if you want to add to it , it's like more positive

58:46

, but like it's positive even if you're

58:48

like throwing garbage on top

58:50

of it .

58:51

Okay , this is a great question . It's

58:53

a . It's a big question , given

58:57

that the nature of things is infinity

58:59

and that every

59:03

well it's . This is a huge question

59:05

, is it Hold on ? So This

59:17

is fun . This is fun . I have actually

59:19

been meaning to practice going to like

59:21

base truth and then

59:23

building complexity on place

59:25

truth in a way that like stands , unlike the tower

59:27

cart . I'm

59:31

not sure if I'm going to do that right now , but what I am going

59:33

to do right now is say that It

59:35

is a plus one situation that

59:37

actually , you know

59:39

We're

59:42

going to speak a little bit abstractly , but the

59:45

rainbow has all the colors . All

59:47

the colors are in the rainbow . The all spectrum of light

59:49

is in white light and then

59:51

it gets fractaled out into all the colors of the rainbow

59:53

. In the same way , you

59:55

have all of the sounds

59:57

, harmonies , vibrations , frequencies

1:00:00

of experience . There is

1:00:02

a rainbow and they all

1:00:05

exist , and they all exist on top of each

1:00:07

other Like

1:00:09

a radio . We tune in to them

1:00:11

. For

1:00:14

one person , the world can be a really

1:00:16

miserable place , honestly , like a

1:00:18

horrible fucking experience where you're just getting

1:00:20

smacked over and over again . In

1:00:23

many ways , i felt like that . It

1:00:25

felt so total to me that I used to call it the universal

1:00:28

beatdown . That's how total it felt . I

1:00:30

had a name for it that I created . I didn't believe in

1:00:32

God , but I did believe in the universal

1:00:34

beatdown , right .

1:00:36

Like a big kid with a magnifying glass

1:00:38

and you're the head , literally . yes , exactly

1:00:40

.

1:00:42

That was cool , because it's funny that I did that , because that

1:00:44

was me having some sense of this

1:00:48

cannot be random . I cannot

1:00:50

get hit this many times randomly

1:00:52

. You know what I mean . There must be something , even though in that

1:00:54

circumstance , you were the victim of it

1:00:57

. Totally 100% .

1:00:58

Not recipient of blessings

1:01:00

Full blown victim .

1:01:01

Yeah , but I noticed what the hell is happening

1:01:03

. How is it chasing me everywhere ? I moved 2,000

1:01:06

miles away , and it follows me , then I moved

1:01:08

3,000 , and it follows me there too , wherever

1:01:11

you go . There you are . Yes

1:01:16

, so all the frequencies are there . When

1:01:20

you combine them all , i would say , and

1:01:23

you see it as white light , that

1:01:26

white light , one

1:01:29

of the frequencies contained in there , is a benevolence . At

1:01:33

the end of the day , there is a frequency

1:01:35

where , when you connect to that frequency

1:01:37

, everyone wins

1:01:40

, and you can call it love . That's

1:01:42

one shade of

1:01:45

that frequency where everybody wins , but

1:01:47

the qualities of it are it's an infinite game . Everyone

1:01:50

can play . Everyone plays for

1:01:52

the sake of extending the game into

1:01:55

the future , infinitely so that the game can

1:01:57

go on And

1:01:59

everyone plays towards the end of

1:02:01

win-win , and that's what they're trying

1:02:04

to create And

1:02:08

it is possible . I mean

1:02:10

, if I can , in my little bubble

1:02:12

, play an infinite game , try

1:02:15

to have as many players join me as possible

1:02:17

and all of us work together towards a win-win

1:02:19

. If I can do that by myself , if I can do it in

1:02:21

a group of 10 people , if I can do it in a group of 30 people

1:02:23

, then everybody on this planet can do it . And if

1:02:26

everybody was doing it at the same time ? literally

1:02:28

in Kabbalah they call it Code Name Messiah

1:02:30

. It's like that is

1:02:32

the moment where humanity

1:02:35

has a singularity , like a fucking psychic

1:02:37

singularity event , and we blast

1:02:39

into a new reality that we have not been

1:02:41

able to sustain as

1:02:44

a complete species

1:02:46

before . It's a new psychological

1:02:48

reality .

1:02:49

Do you feel that's inevitable ?

1:02:52

I don't know if it's inevitable

1:02:54

. You know it's tough to

1:02:56

say Yeah . it is in a

1:02:58

way inevitable because even if we do

1:03:00

wipe ourselves out , then we're

1:03:02

not here to perceive time and infinite

1:03:04

amount of time will pass and eventually

1:03:07

, perhaps a new human will be born in

1:03:09

some quantum

1:03:11

super-futuristic place

1:03:13

. That's one way to think about it . Or

1:03:18

there's some sort of cyclical loop where

1:03:20

you die and all

1:03:22

of reality collapses in on you and then you explode

1:03:24

again anew like one , with the universe

1:03:26

no longer an individual expression of the universe

1:03:28

, and eventually you quote-unquote

1:03:31

whatever that is consciousness pops out of

1:03:33

a vagina right and cry , choke

1:03:35

on your own spit , and eventually you grow up and blah , blah , blah

1:03:37

, and maybe you make new choices the next time .

1:03:40

Like it's you return . You just keep doing it

1:03:42

.

1:03:42

You just keep doing the same thing and try

1:03:44

yeah .

1:03:45

Like you lost a heart and then you just come

1:03:48

back .

1:03:48

No , no , no . You got game over , screen Game over And

1:03:50

you have to start from the beginning . I got it . You

1:03:55

might be playing different games , but you might play the same game

1:03:57

twice . You might play the same game a thousand times .

1:03:59

Interesting .

1:03:59

Yeah .

1:04:01

So don't fuck it up . Yeah , and the thing

1:04:03

is too . that's what's so funny about it Do it right the first time .

1:04:05

Like I think about this all the time too , like coming

1:04:08

from that point of view about the game and the character

1:04:11

, if you assume that

1:04:13

you're gonna , you're here , you're in beingness

1:04:16

and non-beingness is not something that you experience

1:04:18

. So if you slip into

1:04:20

it , you won't know until you're back into beingness

1:04:23

and then you're not there anymore . You're not in non-beingness

1:04:25

, right ? So

1:04:27

the reason I'm pointing that out is because you're

1:04:31

here And , as far as you're concerned

1:04:33

, you've always been here and you'll always be here . So

1:04:36

while you're here , play to win

1:04:38

Okay , cool . Well

1:04:40

, if you play to win at other people's expense and

1:04:43

there's a possibility that you at

1:04:45

one point are going to be that other person if

1:04:48

you come back over and over again , you could be

1:04:50

that other person then you're playing at your own

1:04:52

expense , and so the

1:04:55

next thing you'll notice is oh , i should play , not

1:04:57

just so that I win , but so that we both win , and

1:05:01

that is a worthwhile

1:05:04

pursuit . How can I

1:05:06

do that ? You know , i'm not gonna

1:05:08

do the things that are win-lose , or

1:05:10

I'm gonna try to do them as little as possible , and

1:05:13

I'm gonna be really curious

1:05:15

about ways to devise and

1:05:17

to enroll people in win-win play

1:05:20

and win-win circumstances .

1:05:22

What do you think about killing a bug in your house ? Is that

1:05:24

a win-lose ?

1:05:28

That's a tough question . These are all tough questions

1:05:31

. Is that a tough question ? I think it is a tough

1:05:33

question . I imagine that

1:05:35

it seems to be win-lose

1:05:38

, at least from the obvious lens right

1:05:40

, like from an obvious lens , the bug

1:05:42

no longer goes on . It's not really playing the

1:05:44

infinite game , it's smushed against your wall

1:05:46

.

1:05:46

Maybe it depends on your intention in

1:05:49

taking the bug's life , because

1:05:52

, okay , this is gonna get ridiculously

1:05:54

deep for this silly little question . You

1:05:58

know , like in indigenous cultures

1:06:00

it's like common to . If you're

1:06:02

killing an animal , it's within a

1:06:04

deeper understanding of the interconnectedness

1:06:07

of how that animal is giving its

1:06:09

life , or you're taking its life in order

1:06:11

to sustain your own . But

1:06:13

that's also with like you're utilizing that parts

1:06:16

of the animal to sustain

1:06:18

life , versus like kind of killing a bug

1:06:21

because maybe you're uncomfortable with it

1:06:23

, right ?

1:06:27

Look , here's what I would say . The

1:06:32

goal is to be playing a win-win

1:06:34

game across the board . Even

1:06:36

with the bugs . Practice

1:06:42

on something else . If

1:06:45

you're not sure about the bug , then

1:06:48

practice with something that you are sure about . You know

1:06:50

, like lying . You know

1:06:52

if I'm gonna like lie because

1:06:54

I don't want somebody to yell at me , or if I'm gonna steal

1:06:56

so that I have something so

1:06:58

I don't feel lack , then that the bug goes there . Obviously

1:07:01

, those are obvious win-lose games , those are zero-sum

1:07:03

games . I took something from somebody , now they

1:07:06

don't have it . I have it . So

1:07:08

I would say , like , before we start getting

1:07:10

into , can I squish the

1:07:12

bug on my wall ? Is that gonna derail

1:07:14

my win-win Right ? Let's have

1:07:16

a perfect score and then consider

1:07:19

the bug or at least have some points on the board

1:07:21

of the win-win game . You know

1:07:23

, because we were just talking about like the most pessimistic

1:07:25

person on earth and the most rigidly pessimistic

1:07:27

person on earth And I said in my first episode

1:07:30

that I'm not really necessarily speaking to those people , like

1:07:32

if they're here then they're already

1:07:34

a bit malleable .

1:07:35

Fair enough .

1:07:36

I mean they would have turned it off by now . So

1:07:39

you know , one of my like goals is

1:07:41

to . I think in my

1:07:43

life I've attracted people

1:07:45

. It was sort of like

1:07:47

where I came from at first , where not

1:07:50

everyone was down to hear what I had to say and

1:07:53

to see things from my point of view , and

1:07:55

I've kind of gone uphill against that for

1:07:57

a long time , and I'm so

1:08:00

ready for that to be over . I'm so ready

1:08:02

to find out that , actually , of the seven

1:08:04

billion people on earth , there

1:08:07

are thousands of

1:08:09

them who are dying

1:08:11

to hear what I have to say and are

1:08:13

going to take what I have to say

1:08:15

, make it their own and

1:08:18

use it to play this win-win game

1:08:20

and create results and generate wealth

1:08:22

and feed hungry people and make

1:08:24

a damn difference the way I've always

1:08:26

wanted

1:08:29

to . You know , that's how I want people to respond to me , so

1:08:32

I'm speaking to those people .

1:08:34

I love that .

1:08:35

And for those people if you're not sure about the bug , consult

1:08:37

someone , Consult

1:08:40

yourself , meditate on it .

1:08:43

Hold the cockroach in your hand , close your

1:08:45

eyes , meditate with the

1:08:47

cockroach , come to an

1:08:51

agreement together .

1:08:53

Nice .

1:08:54

Did them a do , and then smash it

1:08:56

.

1:08:57

Yeah , yeah

1:09:00

, you know , start with something obvious .

1:09:01

You know , what's so funny , though , is like I was joking

1:09:04

when I presented that question to you , but it is

1:09:06

funny how that really does bring up this deeper

1:09:08

debate of like does

1:09:11

that count as a soul

1:09:13

? How do I relate to that living

1:09:15

, being Like it really actually

1:09:17

kind of , you know , with humans

1:09:20

, i mean , depending on who you talk to

1:09:22

, but it's like pretty universal . That like human life

1:09:24

is like very valuable , right

1:09:27

, i think most people would agree with that . But

1:09:29

then , you know , with animals

1:09:32

it gets even a little trickier . Some animals

1:09:34

in our culture are more valuable than

1:09:36

others and we commodify

1:09:39

. Is that a word , commodify ? Yep . Yeah

1:09:42

, commodify some and we praise others . And

1:09:46

then you get into something with you know presumably

1:09:49

less consciousness bugs

1:09:51

, and then it's like , oh , where

1:09:53

do I stand ? Do I think a bug's life is valuable

1:09:56

? Like , how do I relate to the

1:09:58

bug ?

1:09:59

Yeah , i mean , yeah , air

1:10:04

on the side of it's a win-lose . You

1:10:06

know you're murdering something . It's no longer . I

1:10:09

mean it's probably a win-lose . Same

1:10:12

with the killing the fucking cow and eating the meat

1:10:14

and all that . Right like This

1:10:17

. This thing is not able to continue . So

1:10:19

I'm not saying like , commit to the fact

1:10:21

that it's a win-lose , but Be

1:10:24

curious about if there's a win-win with

1:10:27

the bug . Is there a win-win ?

1:10:28

Yeah , I investigate . Is there a win-win

1:10:30

you ?

1:10:30

have with the cow ? is there a win-win that you can have

1:10:32

with a chicken or whatever ? the fuck

1:10:34

? You

1:10:37

know , i've been eating animals . I stopped eating animals

1:10:39

for a while and I've been eating animals again

1:10:42

and I would

1:10:44

like to not eat animals . I would

1:10:46

like to get to a place where I do not eat animals

1:10:48

. Right

1:10:50

now , i'm currently eating animals And

1:10:54

I'm also on a podcast talking about infinite games

1:10:56

and win-win , and let's all like

1:10:58

hit code Messiah together and like work on ourselves

1:11:00

, right ? So

1:11:03

It's not all or

1:11:05

nothing . As a matter of fact , all or nothing

1:11:07

is a game that the ego plays

1:11:09

. So that you , so that you don't play the win-win

1:11:12

game , it convinces you like oh

1:11:14

well , you see , you fucked up . You're a hypocrite

1:11:16

, you smushed the bug . You

1:11:18

don't believe the things that you say in your podcast . You

1:11:20

should just throw the whole thing , a whole enterprise , out the

1:11:22

window , back to playing small . I

1:11:25

knew that was a horrible idea , right

1:11:27

? you see I'm saying yes , so So

1:11:31

, yeah , basically

1:11:34

, be patient , be gentle yeah

1:11:36

be curious , be open

1:11:38

and Have good

1:11:40

intentions . Yeah , you know , have good

1:11:42

intentions . But also , like I have good intentions and

1:11:45

I know I'm

1:11:47

eating animals , like I'm doing something

1:11:49

that isn't necessarily a net positive

1:11:51

for the world and if

1:11:54

you end Again , i don't know

1:11:56

, that not outright , but

1:11:59

I'm pretty confident about that

1:12:01

fact and If I'm gonna do it

1:12:03

, i want to do it and know that and also

1:12:05

keep in mind that I want to move past

1:12:08

it at some point .

1:12:09

That's a good point . I mean , at least you're consciously

1:12:11

consuming . I think that that's always like the first

1:12:14

step in making changes in our behavior

1:12:16

. But yeah , i mean , it's like we don't

1:12:19

live in a society where

1:12:21

we're living in harmony with Livestock

1:12:24

, or you know , farming our

1:12:26

own land or like I don't know

1:12:28

. I have like a similar debate in my own

1:12:30

head about plastic . As you know , i was zero

1:12:32

waste , like almost strictly , for like probably

1:12:34

a year . Yeah and it's like

1:12:37

, over time , i've , you know , i buy bread

1:12:39

and that comes in a bag , or frozen vegetables

1:12:41

or whatever . And it's like , yeah

1:12:44

, it's kind of tough because I know that buying

1:12:47

the plastic bag It's not positive

1:12:49

, i know it's gonna go in a landfill

1:12:51

, but it's like at the same time , like I'm Not

1:12:55

sure what an alternative is other

1:12:57

than not buying it . Yeah

1:12:59

, no this is the best we can .

1:13:02

And , like you know , if

1:13:04

we keep pulling on this , we're gonna be here for six

1:13:06

hours . I know , So

1:13:08

we're gonna probably wrap this one up

1:13:10

, but we can always come back and do another episode Where

1:13:13

we just ask all these hard questions and sort of

1:13:15

like face them down , right , but in

1:13:17

terms of just like Things

1:13:19

I'm still wrapping my head around , like just develop

1:13:22

land , like I was at the Magic Castle the other day

1:13:24

and There was a painting on the or a

1:13:26

photograph on the wall of the view

1:13:28

from the Magic Castle right there in Hollywood in like 1920

1:13:31

.

1:13:31

You were in the Magic Castle .

1:13:33

Yeah , that's for another episode .

1:13:34

Yeah , I can't wait to hear about so cool

1:13:36

.

1:13:37

Um , anyway , invite only .

1:13:39

You have to know .

1:13:46

So , anyway , they have a photograph from , like , the balcony

1:13:48

of the Magic Castle and from 1920

1:13:50

There is nothing

1:13:53

there . There's like dirt and

1:13:55

then like somebody's like ran a wagon Over

1:13:58

a certain area of dirt enough times that like it created

1:14:00

a little road with a little turn and

1:14:02

at the little like elbow Of the

1:14:04

turn somebody put like a little like log

1:14:07

cabin the size of this room . That looks like a like

1:14:09

a little like Shack , like a general

1:14:11

story .

1:14:12

That was what you could see . That was it , and

1:14:14

now explain to people who don't live in Los Angeles What

1:14:17

it looks like now .

1:14:18

Well , this is what I'm getting at , which is like it

1:14:20

actually this , this some people think

1:14:22

, oh my god , prosperity , wealth generation And

1:14:24

I'm trying to get there because that's true , there is

1:14:26

prosperity and wealth generation in it , but

1:14:28

like there's no room to build anything like

1:14:31

everything is filled in . Yeah like

1:14:33

I guess you know , in Grid

1:14:36

, like machine , like industrial

1:14:38

fashion . Yes . Forget

1:14:41

a dirt road that elbows , you know , it's like

1:14:43

. It's just like trees

1:14:46

and concrete as far as the eye can

1:14:48

see , all the way to the horizon

1:14:50

. Anyway , that's

1:14:52

, that's existential . Existential

1:14:55

contemplations for another time . But

1:14:59

I've definitely been in that space too . I like

1:15:01

the things that come up for me there when I think about that

1:15:03

are just like how Those

1:15:07

people who got to build all that we're able

1:15:09

to play physical games in life . They were like constructing

1:15:11

things and this and that , the other thing , and

1:15:14

now we live in a world That's just so abstract and

1:15:16

it's just like finance and real estate and

1:15:18

money and markets going up and down and

1:15:20

all this stuff . I know it's like like

1:15:23

and it's just . Your

1:15:25

opponent is a little bit more difficult

1:15:28

. It's like a ghost . It's like your opponent

1:15:30

is I'm not good at mathematics , you

1:15:32

know what I'm saying And

1:15:35

that's like . That's very like slippery

1:15:38

. It's hard to like .

1:15:39

Spot that that's interesting , you

1:15:41

know , and I always think this is kind

1:15:43

of unrelated , but , like when I see new

1:15:45

apartment buildings being built , or I see

1:15:47

a building That is obviously new , they're

1:15:50

looking for tenants . It's like one of those luxury

1:15:53

apartments in downtown Yeah

1:15:55

, glendale or whatever and

1:15:57

I see there's a teeny tiny little balcony

1:15:59

, maybe like two feet deep

1:16:01

, and I'm like you know it's . It

1:16:04

should be like illegal to build a

1:16:06

space where people don't have the ability

1:16:08

to create Gardens , where

1:16:10

they don't have a connection to the earth . That's

1:16:13

all they could make it . They don't

1:16:16

totally make it .

1:16:18

Every time I've seen concept art for this kind of

1:16:20

architecture that has like these like layered

1:16:22

terraces and shit . It's

1:16:25

so cool and like not only that

1:16:27

now forget the idea that they could make it . But

1:16:29

they could literally not only they like , they could not

1:16:31

only make it , they could build into

1:16:33

the buildings infrastructure , mmm hydroponics

1:16:36

.

1:16:36

Yes , i know , it's not like

1:16:38

it's not reinventing .

1:16:39

They built toilets right . They

1:16:42

can build hydroponics into the infrastructure

1:16:44

gray water Cycling .

1:16:46

Anyway , it's absurd .

1:16:47

Yeah , let's not , you're just . This is crazy

1:16:49

. You're out of your mind . I can't have

1:16:51

her here . She's like the topics of the

1:16:53

day tarot card , money , relationship

1:16:56

and every problem on

1:16:58

human earth tune in for

1:17:00

this episode with Michelle Newe . But

1:17:03

yeah , anyway , so I think we covered it . That

1:17:05

was pretty much the headlines .

1:17:07

How do you feel ?

1:17:08

How was it ? How was your time ?

1:17:09

I feel great . I just like thinking

1:17:11

about how

1:17:13

, never

1:17:16

mind .

1:17:19

No , I'm sorry .

1:17:23

Just funny . How things change is really what I

1:17:25

was gonna say .

1:17:26

Yeah , yeah , that

1:17:28

is true , that is true . That's

1:17:31

a great way to end that one .

1:17:35

Well , thanks for coming , thanks for being the second

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human on the podcast .

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It's extraordinarily fun .

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I'm a little offended . I wasn't the first , but I'll

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take second place . Second place works , second

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place works .

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Also , we're playing win-win games , so it's not about

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no , I'm the winner . It's

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about how many people we can get

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in the good vibes but who's

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the best winner ? Mm-hmm

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, yeah , uh-huh . Next

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time , on God mode of players guides to life

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. We'll be talking about what do they call it ? It's

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the status game . We'll be talking about status games

1:18:05

, how they're a detriment

1:18:07

to society . All

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right , well , thank you for coming .

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Yeah , of course I appreciate it

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.

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Thank you . Would you like to , real quick

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, while the mic still going , plug your

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tarot ?

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Okay , people can find me at wwwmichellenewigcom

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. There you can reach out for

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a tarot card reading or just to say hello

1:18:31

.

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Awesome . All right , thanks . Now

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let's hope that everything functioned the entire oh

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my god , can you imagine ? And

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that concludes our episode for today . Thank

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you so much for watching or listening

1:18:45

or consuming the content in any way that

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you do . There should be clips posted

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to Instagram by this point and

1:18:52

there should be several avenues for

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consumption of God mode . That

1:18:57

said , i would like to encourage everybody

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to start conversation , interact

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and engage . I love reading

1:19:04

your comments and I love hearing

1:19:06

how God mode affects

1:19:09

you and what sort of tips and

1:19:11

tricks you guys are using in

1:19:13

your personal lives to achieve

1:19:15

this state of fluidity

1:19:18

and flow that

1:19:20

God mode way of being . Till

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next time , may you guys be in flow

1:19:24

, may you guys be experiencing God mode . Thank

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you so much for tuning in and

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we'll be back soon . You

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.