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Welcome
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back to Homestuck made this world, a
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show about critical analysis and contextualization
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of the web comic homestuck. I'm
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Michael and with me as always is
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Cameron. Yep. Today,
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it is episode 12, part two
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of homestuck made this world. We're just one
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step closer to the end of end of the whole
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mess, so to speak. How
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are you feeling, Cameron? Good.
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Yeah? I'm checking. Okay.
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Let me check. Fingers
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and
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toes. Mhmm. Good.
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Yeah. Also pulling up
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a little sims menu, making sure you're -- Mhmm.
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-- you're not hungry. You've
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got a nice piece of art in the room to
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increase your mood. Mhmm. Oh.
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Bathroom's already all the way in the red though.
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Is that bad you think? Well, if your
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plumb bob is is just a little bit
1:21
gray, then you're probably alright. Yeah.
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It's just a little gray. I'm good. Okay. Okay.
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Cool. Man,
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it's really feels weird to be so close to
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the end of this thing because Well,
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let me say this coming out of the
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top right at the beginning. Okay?
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I thought this was the final episode.
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Yeah. You did. Or
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a particulate, you know. Yeah. And so I'm reading
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this thing. And I'm getting toward
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the you know, I got the whatever seventy nine fifty
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the last thing we read for this. And I'm getting 2, like,
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seventy eight -- Uh-huh. --
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seventy eight fifty. And I'm, like, what
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could happen at the end of this? Like,
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what could this be building to?
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And I got to the end of this reading and
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I was like, I literally
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sent you a message. I was like, where are we
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reading 2? Because I was like, this cannot be
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the end of Homestuck. But it
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wouldn't that have been great. Like, when that had been
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a fascinating, just you
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to everybody, it would have
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ever ended in, like, a, you know, like, one
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person's like of character
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and then and then Bloop, we're done.
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The end. Hope you enjoyed the show
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folks. Yeah. But So
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anyway, my expectations in this episode
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were like very skewed because
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I thought we were in the end. No.
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We we got one more episode of homestuck
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proper. Mhmm. Yeah. And
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I will summarize that in due time.
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But first, I should probably summarize this,
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which isn't the ending of Homestuck proper.
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Okay? Roxy
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asks Kaleiope to provide moral support
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while she conjures the Trolls matriorb. The
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gambit pays off and she does so.
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2, Rose, John, and Jane
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hang out until Jasper Sprit shows
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up and grabs Jane taking her to meet
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Nana Sprit. Roxy and
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Cali share a private moment before delivers
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the matri org to Kanaya. On
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Dirk's planet, Dave and Dirk finally
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begin to talk. Dave works through
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his complicated feelings about bro, whom
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he now admits was negligent and abusive.
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Dirk says he understands why someone like
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himself might be that sort of parent and
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he's often had problems with people idolizing
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him exacerbating his constant secret
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self loathing. After hearing
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about Dirk's admiration of Dave's ancestor,
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Dave hugs him. At the enchanted
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horse cliffscape in the dream bubbles, punk
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Riska tries to come up with things to do
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with MENA who is bored. The
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real Riskska, which is to say the recently
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resurrected one, shows up in demand's
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punk Risks a turnover caliber in his
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McGuffin chest. She says the old
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Briska is useless and insults her repeatedly
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for softening and giving up. She
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takes Callibor's Mcguffin and heads off
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to do battle with Lord English. Mina
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goes with her leaving the punk of Risca
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alone and crying. Jane gets
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pranked by Nana Sprite of whom there are now
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2 due to how Repcon shenanigans worked
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out. Jake hangs out
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on his planet with Tabro Spright when Jasper
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Spright shows up. She throws 2 severed
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head into the last colonel Spright, creating
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Nepeda Spright. Riska
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has Jake summon the g cat and then has
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Tavros Sprite pick the cat up prototyping
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it. She then puts Tavros to sleep to
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help with his cat allergies. In
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the Dreambubbles, Ritzka and MENA discover
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the ghost army has been reassembled because
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Tavros used gumption and friendship
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on everybody. Riska has a
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breakdown and Tavros immediately turns
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command of the army over to MENA. Jade
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follows the alkylii, who
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explains how the elements of the class back system
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are the fabric of paradox space. Space
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players such as themselves are committed
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to lives of apparent passivity until
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they rise up dramatically at the moments when they
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are most needed. Jasbro
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Sprite goes on a tea party date with Nappetta
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Sprite as Jake looks on awkwardly.
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Dave Sprite shows up and shakes hands
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with Nappetta Sprite, doubled prototyping
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her and giving rise to Dave Pettisprite
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squared. Dave Pettisprite and
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Jasper Sprit continue to date
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platonically sort of, discussing
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their weird new lives where they feel burdened
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by no personal issues whatsoever. Dave
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Pettersbrite heads off and finds Acquia
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Sprite who has built up the kids houses
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and now releases their wrist caches
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into Skya. The Sprite's
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engage in a grotesque Kug, and Andrew
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Hussey demands that you take a selfie with
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the image in the background and post it to
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social media. Dave and
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Dirk talk even more with Dave
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eventually asking for advice on how to
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come out to his friends. Everyone
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else gathers on the Lilly pad and watches
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Sky a light up with wrist. Then
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they break into their teams. 2 and
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John bit each other a flirtatious goodbye,
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then 2 messages Briska who
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is busy with the Ghost Army and does not
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answer. Teresi confesses she's
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enjoyed their ears together on the meteor and
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admits that she needs Briska and thinks
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Briska probably looks down on her now
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knowing this. 2 says without
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Risksha, she feels incomplete and wishes
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her luck in battle. Tearfully, she
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reviews their past together from when they
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first met online forward and her seer
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of mind powers unlock the memories
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of the Therese who died after
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game over. We see this dead 2 wander
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the dream bubbles as they are destroyed by
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Lord English. We are also reminded
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of many other dramatic deaths suffered
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by humans and trolls throughout the comic
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as we see them awake in the Dream Bubbles
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2. The Dead 2 eventually
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encounters dead punk Riska who
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was indeed the original Frisco with whom
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she shared a timeline, and they
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stand together at last watching happily
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as Paradox space shatters around
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them. On July twenty seven,
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twenty fifteen, Andrew Hussey
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places homestuck on hiatus for
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the final time with the
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Omega Pause. Omega
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pause. Yep. That's
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bigger than a giga. It's
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the last pause. How long does it
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pause? July
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twenty fifteen through Oh,
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gosh. Is it March twenty
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sixteen when updates resume? It's
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a late March or early April. Okay.
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Yeah. It's not a year.
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No. Not a year. Not at all. But it is
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just another pause that kinda comes out
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of nowhere and I
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think further serves to
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maybe dampen a little bit of the
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the hot flame of homestuck, which
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at this point has already dampened
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considerably compared to what it was in, like, the summer
7:38
of twenty eleven. Oh, no.
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And so you know,
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and I've seen actually because I think in
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a couple of episodes ago, I asked the question.
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You know, like, what what's the temperature in
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the fandom at the time. And several people in the discord
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have been very helpful who were who were readers.
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And lots of people who have talked about being
8:01
gigapause readers, right, people who got caught
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up at that time. Basically, everyone is like,
8:05
we're just around. It seems like the general not
8:07
everyone, but it seems like the general temperature
8:09
is we're just waiting around to see
8:11
how this thing goes. Mhmm. Like, if
8:13
if we're still reading, then it's because we're interested
8:15
in finding out how it ends, but are perhaps
8:17
not nearly at least the people who self
8:19
select enough to talk to us about it. Right?
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Mhmm. It seems like the general vibe is not
8:23
like, I I was there
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to fight, you know, about interpretations
8:27
of characters or whatever. It mostly seems
8:29
like big chunk of people were resigned to
8:31
the ending. Just like, whatever's
8:33
happening, I'm curious about it because I've invested
8:35
the time. And obviously,
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that's a selection bias issue issue. Right?
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Because as you know, as you've expressly
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said many times, as the Tumblr
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Explorer clearly shows, There's still a
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lot of people talking about it at the 2. Mhmm.
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But maybe not the millions who were
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once way into it.
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You know? Yeah. And then
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there's all the other thing that
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I often hear and have heard throughout
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the process of doing this particular
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program is people saying like,
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oh, I stopped reading during one
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of the pauses. And it's always phrased
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that way. Not I stopped reading
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during the gigapause or I stopped
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reading during the megapause, just one of
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the pauses. There's a way
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in which I think for a lot of people who
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had been on the homestuck wagon,
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the pauses just kind of
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become they don't have
9:24
these these are people who maybe don't have the necessary
9:27
investment of time or whatever to just 2, like,
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I I need to see how this ends or I want
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2 how it ends. Sure they might be interested
9:34
in seeing how it ends,
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but that interest doesn't
9:38
overcome whatever loss of
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inertia is incurred by the pauses themselves.
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Right. So Right.
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Like, there there are peep I've heard multiple
9:49
people say that they
9:51
are listening to this show basically
9:53
because they fell off during one of
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the pauses. Never finished
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homestuck and are just now this is how they
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would rather see how it all came together.
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Mhmm. Mhmm. Can I give you a little
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I've been looking for this this
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this quotation for a couple minutes here.
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Sure thing. It's from David Milch's book, which
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I told you, it's the best best book I've read
10:12
this year. No question. Maybe the best book I've read in the
10:14
last ten years. But
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David Milch was the writer, created
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NYPD Blue, people probably know, also
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created deadwood and a bunch of
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other stuff. But notoriously
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complicated guy, Oddfella, in
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a lot of ways. And
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he has a chapter in here
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that that I
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can't re like, I it would require me to redo
10:39
the forty pages of the chapter to kinda get to it,
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but I I would say You know,
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two things to say about it. One is that
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it's really difficult to get through because it
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deals with David Milch's experiences
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of being sexually abused as a child.
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And how that kind of fits into
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his work and how he kind of
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processed that through his
10:59
his television work. If you
11:01
don't wanna read that, that is very reasonable to
11:03
not wanna read that. But that is what the
11:05
thing is about. But the
11:07
reason that I bring it up is that
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The the chapter works through
11:11
his theory of kind of narrative development.
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Mhmm. You know, like, what what is a
11:16
story and how do stories
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happen how do they kind of bring in external
11:20
influences sometimes when they intend to and
11:22
sometimes when they don't. Right? Like -- Mhmm. -- what is the
11:24
thing? And I think what's
11:26
interesting about it and I kinda wish that I
11:28
we had room to talk about. We don't. But, you
11:30
know, I wish we had room to talk about the
11:32
full forty fifty pages. If
11:34
only because I get the
11:36
sense that a lot of homestuck
11:39
readers who are really
11:41
into homestuck, one of their
11:43
primary ways of engaging with kind of
11:45
narrative theory is the way that homestuck
11:47
talks about narrative -- Mhmm. -- or at least, you know, in the
11:49
segment that we have seen. So often when we have
11:51
disagreements with people who are kind of big
11:53
homestuck fans about the way they reach homestuck,
11:55
It really turns into them walking
11:57
us through how homestuck how homestuck
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does the thing. And then I have to say,
12:02
well, look, like, I have kind of a
12:04
first principle rejection of this. Right?
12:06
Like -- Mhmm. -- I don't agree with the initial
12:08
claims that get you to that explanation. It
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really has less to do with Homestuck does.
12:13
And so what's fascinating to me and what I really
12:15
thought about while reading this was like, oh,
12:17
this is another set of first principles
12:19
that one could put up against homestuck to
12:21
compare contrast, not to say is better or
12:23
worse, but to say that there are
12:25
different ways of even approaching these big
12:27
claims, like the ones we talked about in the last
12:29
part of so, that that HUSI is making them around
12:31
kind of the autonomy of homestuck
12:34
versus, you know, the kind of personally
12:36
influenced parts of it or schematic
12:38
or write early parts but I think where I
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think both Dave Milchas
12:43
work and how's he run into
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one another. He's really stuck with me. So
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much that I marked it on the page. It just took me a minute
12:49
to find it, is this is David Milch. And
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the reason I'm saying this at the beginning of this episode
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is it really I
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I while reading the work for
12:57
this stuff, while reading the homestuck section
12:59
for this, I thought about this quotation. Okay.
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So it's a really short one. It's on page 108
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of of David Melch's, David
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Melch, LifeSwork, and memoir, in
13:09
case you're curious. Storage
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telling permits language to have its
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deepest, fullest expression because
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it accommodates the dimension of
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time. The way words
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of behavior accumulate, they
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take on more and new meaning,
13:25
and that was what was happening in these episodes. He's
13:27
kinda close reading his own. His won't work.
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Words are given that fuller dimension, and
13:31
so too are the experiences of scenes
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as they accumulate one after another,
13:35
and modify the initial meaning that is
13:37
experienced by the viewer when the scene is first
13:39
rendered. Mhmm. Okay. Okay.
13:41
Right? So, like, the power for
13:43
David Milch in serial storytelling. I mean,
13:45
he worked in TV predominantly for
13:48
forty five years or something like that. And the
13:50
and the reason he did that was because
13:52
it was serial storytelling
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and because it allows you
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to use language And
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I would say images too. I 2 know if he cares less
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about that because because he was
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a writer, writer, writer, sometimes a
14:05
director but mostly writer. It
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allows you to aggregate on top
14:09
of previous knowledge. Mhmm. And
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it allows you to use words to
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reinterpret previous knowledge. And
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I would say that what we read today
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is a an
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astonishing deployment
14:22
of that strategy. Mhmm. Now I
14:24
think and I think whether you agree or whether
14:27
you think it works or not probably
14:29
requires additional information.
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But I think if you accept what is in front
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of you, it is a
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fascinating turn
14:37
that is using this exact thing. Right? The way words
14:39
and behavior accumulate they take on
14:42
more and new meaning. And
14:44
that was what was happening in this episode. Words are
14:46
given that folder dimension and so too are the
14:48
experiences of scenes as they accumulate
14:50
one after another. And modify the initial
14:52
meaning that is experienced by the viewer when the
14:54
scene is first rendered. Mhmm.
14:56
You know, that that to me is such a such interesting
14:58
thing. Right? Because David Milch is kinda working
15:00
on the assumption that you'll you'll think about the
15:02
things he saw before. Right. Mhmm.
15:04
This is also the thing where especially on the
15:06
bonus notes where we kind of push back on the idea
15:08
of many of the things that Homestuck does
15:11
being new -- Mhmm. -- or being
15:13
kind of novel rather than just
15:15
really good kind of. Really talented
15:18
ways of rearticulating things
15:20
that exist in other media. You know,
15:22
this is someone who is, like, structurally
15:24
a TV writer. You know what I mean? Like, he he
15:26
is someone who is in the bones of television
15:29
writing post nineteen eighties. Mhmm. And he's
15:31
telling you a thing, you know, in this quotations, it's
15:33
kinda what Homestuck and runs with. But anyway
15:35
-- Mhmm. -- that's what I was thinking
15:37
about. Yeah. That's specifically what you were
15:39
thinking about during the
15:41
ARQIAS Dave Petahug. Right? Yep.
15:43
That was it. You got me. Uh-huh.
15:46
No. It's not.
15:48
Talk about yeah. That was not
15:50
yeah. This has got some really
15:53
fascinating maneuvers. And
15:57
also, right up against
15:59
it, some of the worst parts
16:01
of the comic for
16:04
me. Right? You know, yeah, I can always only I I
16:06
can only ever evaluate for myself.
16:08
But truly, I've never had it it yeah.
16:10
There's a real whiplash going on here.
16:12
Mhmm. Yeah. If
16:14
you're not reading along, we'll
16:16
we'll talk a little bit more about
16:18
what's going on in that hug and how bizarre
16:20
it is. But unless
16:23
you wanted to start with that, didn't work
16:25
our way outward. We could maybe start
16:27
actually probably with the issue of risk
16:29
is. We could do that.
16:31
We talk about Nana Sprite first. Okay. Yeah. Let's
16:33
talk about Nana Sprite. I've
16:36
never been I think I think I've I when Nance
16:38
Bryant showed back up, I sent you a screenshot and
16:40
said, the goat. Yeah. You
16:43
did. I I Nana Spray,
16:45
I've never been more happy to see a character.
16:49
Nana Spray in the mayor, everyone's back.
16:51
That's good. That's great to me.
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I hope I hope the mayor
16:55
kills Lord English. I
16:58
hope I this is what I hope happens. Okay. You
17:00
ready? Okay. This is my cold shot for
17:02
how Lord English is defeated. Okay.
17:04
The mayor has some sort of gun
17:06
that he has, like, come up with
17:08
you know, in a zany way. You know how he does? You
17:10
know what I mean? He's gonna get some cans
17:13
together. He's gonna get it's gonna be, like, the
17:15
trash or it's gonna be, like, the gravity
17:17
gun from half life two. And more importantly, it
17:19
might just be the gravity gun from half life
17:21
two. You know what I mean? That could be that. He's
17:23
gonna take that. He's gonna put some king
17:25
cans, like, or he's gonna put a jar of
17:27
mayonnaise in that bad boy. He's gonna fire
17:29
it he's gonna fire it through Nana
17:31
Sprite. Okay. And she's gonna arc it. It's
17:33
gonna take a hard right turn because,
17:35
you know, home stock shit.
17:37
Uh-huh. It's gonna make a right. It's
17:39
gonna shoot through the other
17:41
sprites. We're gonna get green. We're
17:43
gonna get pink. We're gonna get the
17:45
other color. Orange.
17:48
Okay. Zing zing zoom. It's
17:50
gonna shoot through one of those crack
17:52
in space and time. Mhmm. And because
17:54
it's a blinking can or a jar
17:56
of mayonnaise. Because of
17:58
that, it's gonna appear
18:00
through all the different color layers --
18:03
Mhmm. -- of Lord English, killing
18:06
him. And he's gonna be so
18:08
embarrassed you guys. Okay? That's
18:10
my cold shot. Alright? Well,
18:12
well, we'll see next episode whether or not that
18:14
happens. Oh my gosh.
18:16
Wow. Yeah.
18:18
It's electric. Okay. But, anyway, we can talk about
18:20
whatever you want. I'm just happy to see Nana Sprite back, and
18:22
I'm happy to see the mayor. You know, not just not
18:24
just what Nana Sprite, but two of them.
18:26
I I'm
18:30
happy you just get one. Yeah. I just
18:32
know what I mean. I'm I'm pleased. Bonus,
18:35
Nana Sprite. That's just bonus. Yeah.
18:37
I think the the most I mean,
18:39
I love that Jane just gets to
18:41
talk to Nana Sprite because
18:45
Nana Sprite was such a weird emergence early
18:47
on in the comic, and the fact that we are
18:49
now, like, dealing with a character
18:51
who is her teenage self It's like,
18:53
yeah, okay. They get to talk to one
18:55
another. And then
18:58
the the prank that the Nano Springs pull
19:00
on Jane is that one of the Nano sprits
19:02
has this long conversation with Jane. And people
19:04
in the thread are like, shouldn't there
19:06
be two nanosprits? Because they've been paying
19:08
attention to where the sprites all were, you
19:10
know, at very previous points when all the
19:12
retcon stuff was going down. So
19:14
they're like, I think there should be two Nana sprites.
19:16
So Nana Sprite and Jane
19:18
have that, like, Not not
19:20
like a serious talk because it's just Nana Sprit and Jane talking
19:23
about being different versions of each
19:25
other. It's kind of lighthearted compared
19:27
to other stuff that's going on.
19:29
But then the
19:31
the capstone to that is the
19:33
other Nana Sprite sneaks up behind
19:36
Jane and throws a pie in
19:38
her face so hard that it
19:40
knocks Jane out of her
19:42
shoes and sends her flying and she goes
19:44
like skidding along the ground and
19:46
passes out. Mhmm. Now can
19:48
you imagine me reading this
19:50
going, how many pages do we have at the
19:52
end? We're doing this. We're
19:54
I can't believe we're we're having a
19:56
full ass tea party with
20:00
Jake. Yeah. Do we
20:02
have time for this? We have And
20:04
I as we got toward the end, I was going or,
20:06
you know, toward into the 2, I was going, there must
20:08
be the world's longest flash
20:10
at the end of this. Like, it
20:12
must be twenty minutes to, like, fit all
20:14
this in, like, just to even close-up the the
20:17
battles that are supposed to happen
20:19
here. Mhmm. But anyway --
20:21
Yeah. -- it's wild. Yeah. No.
20:23
The the the Nana's break, and it does
20:25
follow right on from the
20:29
confrontation with the risk is where
20:31
the -- Yeah. -- the living risk
20:33
just tears
20:35
into dead 2, calls her a loser,
20:37
calls her fat, makes a
20:39
lot of fat phobic jokes about
20:42
her. Which
20:45
is another thing that is
20:47
noted historically because one of the
20:49
things that Hussey did on the Forum Spring
20:51
and I think I mentioned this And if I
20:53
didn't, III should have because it was, like,
20:55
like, it's such a recurring joke in
20:57
kind of, like, fan discourse, Hussie
20:59
would often make jokes about how Frisco was
21:01
the saddest troll and, like, the largest.
21:04
And this was not like a thing Hussie
21:06
came over. With Right. Like,
21:08
someone asked, like, as a like, I think a troll
21:10
question, like, you know, which troll
21:13
is the fattest or which character is the fattest
21:15
or something, and Hussey was just like, yeah.
21:17
It's Briska. And so that became
21:19
like a recurring joke, and here it
21:21
shows up in the comic. Again,
21:24
sort of complicating I talked
21:26
about in the previous part, so this idea
21:28
of light.
21:31
All all the stuff from the
21:33
Old Me, and we're going to silo that off into the early
21:35
parts of the comic. No.
21:38
Here here a vintage Riska just
21:40
like brings that back.
21:42
And like weaponizes it against her altered itself
21:44
who is being denigrated
21:47
for being soft, for
21:49
not being hardcore enough
21:51
This also, I think, ties in with some of the stuff that I
21:53
read from the book commentary really early
21:55
on where Hussey talks about the function
21:58
of the the author as a storyteller of being of
22:00
having, like, a praise and scorn
22:02
for your characters and that you need to,
22:04
like, 2 between
22:06
these things. So get
22:08
a new version of Rysca who shows
22:10
up specifically to scorn the
22:12
previous version of Rysca and
22:15
kind of implicit
22:19
like, it it wanted as to
22:21
quote the thread, we're supposed to be
22:23
angry at risk at here. Now, I
22:25
don't know if that's true, but, like, that's
22:27
one way of reading this, that we should
22:29
understand this version of Riska
22:31
as mean or as someone we we
22:33
shouldn't trust. But there are also people
22:35
in the thread who are like, well, I mean, the
22:37
other risk is kind of just AAA
22:39
beeping loser at this point. Yeah.
22:42
That that is the such a fascinating thing. Is
22:44
it and it aligns with what
22:46
we were talking about in the last episode. Right? It's
22:48
just like, I don't for a comic that
22:51
is so unambivalent about
22:53
its characters in their position. Right?
22:56
Like, this is such so
22:58
unclear about you know,
23:00
which risk should we be aligned
23:02
with? Mhmm. You know, what are
23:04
the the positive or negatives about
23:06
them? You know, is risk a meant
23:08
to be doing the good
23:10
thing and kind of pulling her
23:13
dead self out of this
23:16
I don't know. Stasis, you know, I
23:18
mean, because that's what MENA is saying. Right? Like, we're
23:20
we're just burning time. Right? You know, they're in
23:23
purgatory literally. Really. Mhmm. And, you know, it's just, oh,
23:25
we're here in fandom zone. I we should talk about
23:27
that in a minute too. Right? But, like, it's all
23:29
for nothing because it doesn't go
23:31
anywhere. Right? It's all this, like, closed universe
23:34
stuff. And so, yeah,
23:36
you know, I I really do think this
23:38
is in terms of
23:41
In terms of, like,
23:44
great or interesting things this
23:46
comic has done, I think this
23:48
might be Actually, I have two or three
23:50
things that are written in here that I think are
23:52
like some of the
23:54
best storytelling work that's been done
23:56
in homestock. Mhmm. I've literally
23:58
in this the reading we did for this episode,
24:00
but I think this is one of them where
24:03
it is so clear to me how every other character,
24:05
how every other instance, how
24:07
every other moment of
24:09
action could or should
24:11
be read you know, how it fits into a
24:13
broader structure of the comic is the
24:15
comic is not predictable
24:17
in outcome, but predictable in
24:19
structure. Mhmm. And and I think this has fueled so much fan discussion,
24:21
you know, anytime that someone kind of talks
24:23
about fan theories in our discord
24:26
or link system on Twitter or whatever, they're all
24:28
based on repetitive structure. And to
24:30
the extent that had to build its
24:32
own logic of repetitive structure to
24:34
talk about that. Right? Mhmm. And
24:36
so that's fine. This is a place
24:38
where we just have no tools 2, you
24:40
know, as given. And in
24:43
the toolbox the comic has presented us with
24:45
in the past. We just don't have any tools for reading
24:47
it. And to 2, that's like,
24:49
oh, shit. Like, uh-huh. He's
24:51
doing something new. Like,
24:53
Holy shit. Let's go. Let's do it. I'm into
24:55
it. Like like, she's
24:57
just being cruel. I mean, I I
25:00
please don't mistake me. I'm not like
25:03
I don't like this because risk is being
25:05
a huge asshole. Right?
25:07
Or that I think when risk is right or wrong,
25:09
although I think like, historical Frisco or OG
25:12
Frisco, right, is, like, not
25:15
I I don't think she's a great character
25:17
But I do think that there's, like, stakes here. There's emotional stakes
25:19
that are interesting that I don't really understand how
25:21
they're gonna get paperred over or resolved.
25:24
We're meant to stay ambivalent
25:26
toward it. Technically,
25:29
it's meant to be argued about 2 the fandom. You
25:31
know what I mean? You
25:33
know, the most cynical reading of this
25:35
is like, I'm going to give you
25:37
the friska you liked and the friska
25:39
who you historically hated, you know. The the
25:42
real problem, Riska, and I'm gonna make them,
25:44
you know, being conflict with one another and
25:46
you gotta choose your Riska. In
25:48
the same way that you gotta, you know, choose your type
25:50
of Phantom or your Calibbean or Calibbean.
25:53
But in a way that I don't find Calibbean
25:55
and Calibbean, like, particularly interesting because of
25:57
this kind of structural impulse, I
25:59
at least find the writing of
26:01
Risks here. Fascinating. I don't
26:03
know. I just I was reading it and going, holy
26:05
shit. Like, what a thing to do at the end
26:07
here? Mhmm. It's not that just that
26:09
they're in conflict. It's that this
26:11
conflict is revealing a depth
26:14
around the writing of
26:16
Rysco and around Hussey's conceptualization
26:18
of Rysco -- Mhmm. -- and about the original
26:20
Rysco versus the new Rysco or, you
26:22
know, dead versus is alive or whatever, that
26:25
is complex and cannot
26:27
be resolved easily. Mhmm.
26:29
It cannot be resolved with
26:32
a Well, this was the case the whole time.
26:34
There's a little bit of narrative. It it is
26:36
truly a moment of actual interpretation
26:39
and consideration and
26:41
evaluation that's necessary that I
26:43
just don't see how it can be resolved
26:45
with the stroke of a pin somewhere else, which is
26:47
not ninety percent of
26:49
the decisions that are made
26:51
in homestuck. And so I, you know, I'm I I
26:53
don't know. I found it really really
26:55
neat. And I wrote many notes that say something
26:57
to be effective, well, what am I supposed to do with this
26:59
2 with these riskers? What
27:01
am I to do with all
27:03
these friskas? Mhmm. It's
27:06
like the too many limes. Mhmm. For
27:08
friskas. Well, that's another
27:10
thing that I think makes the, like,
27:12
the perennial contemporary
27:15
here is ex of risk a
27:17
conversation. Both interesting
27:19
and also like tiresome
27:22
because Risks a as
27:24
a character type is written such that
27:27
the category of risk it can contain its
27:29
opposite or like its anti
27:31
type. So, like, you can
27:33
Like, which risk are you talking about when you
27:35
ask is x of Riskska. Which version
27:37
of Riskska? How does that Riskska play out
27:39
for you? It it goes
27:41
to show so much
27:44
what we've hit on repeatedly here,
27:47
that the the mental model of a fictional
27:49
character is capacious and can be
27:51
made to be capacious. Yeah.
27:57
It's fascinating.
28:00
Mhmm. So I
28:02
Yeah. I don't know. The scene
28:05
is notable because
28:07
mena leaves. Mhmm.
28:09
I think it would not be notable if MENA
28:12
didn't agree or or
28:14
agree to leave. She doesn't agree with
28:17
with returned to friska -- Mhmm. --
28:19
returned to the 2. the end of the
28:21
trilogy. But, you know,
28:23
but but nevertheless agrees
28:25
that does agree
28:27
with with all the hatred
28:29
toward deadheading. Mhmm.
28:31
But does agree that she's bored. It
28:33
wants to leave. And so abandons her, you know, her
28:35
smile girlfriend. They're literally breaking up with
28:37
one another. Right? Yeah. Like it's hardcore
28:40
teeny. And we get we
28:42
get, like, oh, the the callback to end
28:44
all callbacks of, I
28:47
think, at the end, she's walking away,
28:49
meenah calls of Risca, Fiska.
28:52
Risk is like I cannot believe
28:54
you're doing the fish pun thing
28:56
while breaking up with me. Yes.
28:59
Is that is such a good, like, little
29:02
maneuver there and is also, like,
29:04
genuinely emotionally affecting. Mhmm.
29:07
Yeah. I don't know. Well, so I I guess I have two questions
29:09
for you. One, I'm sure there's some
29:11
threads. Stuff about that. I'm sure something awful
29:13
is really having a grand time with this. Mhmm. So
29:15
I'm curious about that. Right,
29:17
especially that user base. But I'm
29:19
very curious about how Tumblr responded to
29:21
this. 2 according to the
29:23
something awful thread, Tumblr really
29:26
hates this. And when
29:28
we say when the something awful
29:30
thread says tumbler as I've
29:32
flagged a million times. Right?
29:37
What constitutes Tumblr? Who are we
29:39
following? Who are we talking about? But I think
29:41
what one way of understanding this
29:43
is Tumblr here
29:45
and in the thread is being used as a a seinectomy
29:47
or a kind of stand in for
29:49
sort of like shippers. Right?
29:51
People who are interested in their relationships, who
29:53
who don't want to see characters break
29:55
up who like to see characters get together and
29:57
be romantic. And
30:00
I would say, like, my understand
30:03
like, again, like, the the tumbler record is so
30:05
patchy and I don't know, like, which voices
30:07
necessarily have the most weight and,
30:09
like, all all people have all sorts of
30:12
opinions. My sense of what's going
30:14
on on Tumblr
30:17
is that, yeah, there are
30:19
people who are pretty up set
30:21
by this. But also, there are
30:23
there are what we would call today.
30:25
Verisk stands on Tumblr who
30:27
are excited to see this other
30:29
friska kind of back in the saddle
30:31
and, like, taking charge of things just as they
30:33
were excited in the previous episode.
30:36
Something that is interesting about
30:38
the thread some people get pretty pissed about what MENA
30:40
does here. That MENA goes with the
30:42
other vis à vis because it
30:44
is directly contrary to a
30:46
thing that she said back before
30:48
Kalaborn come and dear the narrative where
30:50
she had this big, like, long spiel
30:52
to John where she told
30:54
him to when he had that magic ring,
30:56
the ring of life. You know,
30:58
don't don't bring that anywhere near me
31:00
because due to the nature of who I
31:02
am, I'm gonna try steal that from you and then
31:04
go on some shenanigans. So
31:06
I wanna be different. I wanna do
31:08
something different. Keep
31:10
that thing away from me. And there are people into something awful thread who
31:12
are like, why did that conversation even
31:14
happen? Like, why why do we have that
31:16
happen so MENA can go back on
31:19
it later? While RisksA
31:21
or, like, you know, this this dead RisksA
31:25
is sort of
31:27
kept from well, not really even from developing. Right? This
31:29
is the other weird interpretive
31:32
tangle here, is that
31:34
Riska is dead and at
31:36
the same time has developed as a
31:38
character, has, like, changed and
31:40
become someone who she
31:42
wasn't earlier in the comic. And as you
31:44
say, it's kind of extremely
31:46
ambivalent and nebulous about
31:48
how are we supposed to understand
31:50
that? Like those
31:52
developments. Like, were they good things? Were they bad
31:54
things or whatever? Yeah.
31:57
What's the what's the comics position?
31:59
I mean, truly, This is the first time in
32:02
the comic that I felt like the
32:04
claims about the independence of
32:06
characters might have
32:08
some weight in the comic. Say more about
32:11
that. Well, just because this is
32:13
so so much in the comic previously,
32:15
there has been a
32:18
weight and a focus
32:20
on characters and their decisions
32:22
and whether they're good, bad, or what the repercussions
32:24
are. Right? Mhmm. There are no
32:27
repercussions you know, plot based
32:29
repercussions for the way these riskers are
32:31
interacting with one another. Mhmm.
32:33
Right? There so just so
32:35
much of the Right. Right. Like, as we've
32:37
talked about, homestock is written in like kind of
32:40
AYA mode. Mhmm. And I've never I
32:42
don't say that critically. Right?
32:44
I'm not saying that as a but it has
32:46
parameters to it. It has a a kind of
32:48
genre form to it. And one of those
32:50
is fairly clear stakes
32:52
for the way that characters are acting, and then a
32:54
kind of judgmental position
32:57
toward characters and how they're
32:59
Right? Like, we can empathize with them. We
33:01
understand why they're making those choices, but
33:04
some character will come along to be like,
33:06
hey, in the broad context, this is what
33:08
this means. And, like, you know, you get
33:10
risk original risk of making all
33:12
these decisions, and then a little bit
33:14
later, you get her laying
33:16
out. This vast emotional landscape of
33:18
why she did that and why it matters and whether it
33:20
was good or bad or not. And if it was okay
33:22
and what it did to other 2. Right?
33:24
There's this kind of melodramatic form,
33:26
right, where the internal has to be
33:29
2. It is critical to
33:31
2. That this
33:33
this has the effusive quality
33:36
to it. Right? Or like these characters are talking
33:38
about their feelings and emotions.
33:40
But not to an end. Right?
33:42
Like, there's no moment at the end of
33:44
this interaction between these two riskas where
33:47
anything in the comic makes a
33:49
statement one way or the other about which friska
33:51
is the in the right or which one is in the
33:53
wrong. Mhmm. And that's
33:56
that's against type or against genre
33:58
here. Mhmm. There's there
34:00
is a we don't know in the
34:03
moment good or bad which of the
34:05
two dudes from hunger Peter and the
34:07
other guy. Right? Okay. We don't know which one's the
34:09
right choice. Right? We don't know about a a Jacob or
34:11
the other guy -- Mhmm. -- you know, in
34:13
twilight. Right? They both got positives and
34:15
negatives, but a character will make
34:17
choice, right, about these kind of romantic ideations or
34:20
these these ideals? Or, you know, even,
34:22
you know, in I'm thinking about the Hunger Games here
34:24
too, about, like, the decision to
34:26
say, what Roo, the the little girl. Right? It's the kind of crux of that
34:28
novel. The you know, we get
34:30
an immediate clarification. It's a few
34:32
chapters later. Right? But it's not many
34:34
books later. But, you know,
34:36
it's it's deferred a little bit, but we
34:38
get the novel, you know,
34:40
via the PoV of of the main
34:42
character. Right? She tells us
34:44
how we're supposed to feel about that decision and she
34:46
can be ambivalent about it herself,
34:48
but there is, narratively,
34:50
within the genre, a kind of
34:52
meta reflection that happens that tells us
34:54
here were the stakes, here's the decision I
34:56
made, and here's why I made the right choice. Because
34:58
of that, you know, these are novels that are
35:00
written in a developmental mode. Hopefully,
35:02
as a human being, as you go through your
35:04
life, you make decisions and you reflect on them later, and you determine if you think you made the right choice
35:06
or not. Mhmm. You know,
35:08
y a follows some, like, very
35:12
assertive things about how development functions,
35:14
whether development really functions that way
35:17
or not. Mhmm. But that's
35:19
all to We don't really get that here even in this part
35:22
of the zone. What
35:24
we get around these two viscose
35:26
is that the friska who
35:28
is ruthlessly bullied, she
35:30
still gets a good outcome.
35:32
Mhmm. Maybe she has the better
35:34
outcome. Mhmm. But we don't get a narrativeation
35:36
narrativeization about, you know,
35:38
if that was a good thing or not.
35:40
Right. We just get that kind of image and that
35:42
sort of
35:44
sense of her and that 2 finding each other
35:46
as this,
35:48
you know, one, like, the the one positive
35:51
outcome of some otherwise
35:54
bad stuff happening.
35:56
And and and well, and that's
35:58
an emotionally real thing. Yes. Right.
36:00
Right. Like at the end of the day,
36:03
life is not. You know, this is of a part with the
36:05
stuff in the previous part of soda about kind
36:07
of breaking narrative here. Right? Like, in
36:09
the real world, you don't
36:12
get to a confirmation about whether or not
36:14
the choice you made is objectively the right
36:16
one. Right? Mhmm. You just have to reflect to make a
36:18
judgment upon your past selves. Fryder about your
36:20
decisions you had in front of you or whatever. Right? You
36:22
have to go on and live your
36:24
life. Life is in fact not like a
36:26
you novel. Mhmm. And so that's what I was talking about in terms of, like, these
36:28
characters being real or having independent
36:30
kind of function to them.
36:32
Right? In that, this is the first
36:34
place where
36:36
where the protocols that
36:38
have been set up about the
36:40
way these characters work in a kind of Medishaun resents
36:42
within this kind of YA form
36:45
where that doesn't really pan out the way. I mean, in
36:47
some ways, it's a little bit just more newness
36:49
and maybe, like, more mythological. Right? Like, the good
36:52
stuff worked out in the
36:54
end. Mhmm. May maybe presumably it's the good stuff, but
36:56
it's certainly different than what we had before.
36:58
And I've I I found that really
37:00
interesting. Mhmm. Yeah. And the
37:02
some of the resonance of or maybe
37:04
implications of it are also just
37:07
really interesting because we
37:11
haven't read to the end yet, but there
37:13
is this with that that
37:15
final scene with Therese and Rysco
37:17
the the dead
37:20
versions together in the Dreambubbles kind of, you know,
37:22
happy and watching everything collapse around them,
37:26
nevertheless. It it suggest
37:28
this sense of happiness
37:32
because because that
37:34
alternate risk does ultimately seems
37:36
to think that she has improved.
37:37
2, in whatever way, like, she
37:40
doesn't react
37:42
to the other risk of bullying her by being, like, you're right. And I should
37:44
change to be more like you. She sort
37:47
of stays with herself and
37:49
who she's become. And
37:52
ultimately, right, this is a Briska who then has given
37:55
up on narrative relevance, which is
37:57
like one of these defining qualities of
37:59
Briska as a character. She's
38:01
always gotta be the center of things.
38:03
She's always got to be, like, the person making the plot go.
38:06
And this the the
38:09
this reading ends with kind
38:11
of this gesture of saying, like, you you can't get
38:13
through your life happy
38:16
thinking you you were at the center of a narrative
38:20
or, like, doing some transition there from, like, fictional characters to
38:22
real people. But, like, because
38:24
these are fictional characters who are dealing
38:26
with these questions of,
38:28
like, what does it mean to be a part of a
38:30
narrative versus, like thrust outside of that
38:32
narrative? And what do I do when I'm
38:34
not relevant to whatever is, quote unquote,
38:36
really happening? It
38:38
is this kind of suggestion,
38:40
I think, of these
38:42
characters aren't going to be happy until
38:44
the plot lets go of them. Like,
38:47
the the definition that complications are
38:50
going to continue to be introduced. You're
38:52
always going to be painted into
38:54
bad 2. And have to
38:56
work your way out of it, and you're never going to
38:58
be happy as long as a narrative is
39:00
driving your life. And
39:03
ultimately, right? I this is the
39:05
never ending story. Mhmm. Right? Like plot plot is a
39:08
terror. Mhmm.
39:10
And you
39:12
know, that the never again story is also a YA thing. You
39:14
know, it is a story explicitly for children,
39:16
and it's it's kind of an educational story for children.
39:18
I mean, it's written a really diverse specific
39:21
mode, especially the end. Right? Like,
39:24
you you have to realize that life is
39:26
not like stories and in in fact
39:29
2 to fit yourself into that is destructive.
39:31
Right? And and it actually ruins stories in
39:33
some ways. Right? In order to
39:36
to try to treat your life
39:38
like one, And in that way, it is very much of a you
39:40
know, going all the way back to of
39:42
indication of the rights of women. Right? And --
39:44
Mhmm. --
39:46
you know, Wollstonecraft saying that, you know,
39:48
young girls who read romance novels and
39:50
imagining themselves as their protagonist.
39:52
Right? That they
39:54
are doing themselves harm in that
39:57
way or, you know, madam
39:59
bovary. Right? Or, like, the whole maneuver there is
40:01
that madam bovary
40:04
can't immob discovery can't see herself as anything other than
40:06
the protagonist of a romance novel. She ruins
40:08
her life -- Mhmm. -- because of it.
40:10
Right? Now I don't think
40:12
that I don't think that Hussey
40:15
is evoking these same
40:17
things. Right? But there's a kind
40:19
of line of logic in European
40:24
political political thought
40:26
about popular fiction, I guess. Right.
40:28
That you see kind of over the eighteenth,
40:31
nineteenth, and into India's time,
40:33
right, in the twentieth century, And
40:35
it's all of a peace with one another. Right? So in in
40:38
some ways,
40:40
Hussey is just downstream from
40:43
and is heavily in conversation with a a
40:45
tradition that maybe Hussey is not fully aware
40:47
of. Right? Mhmm. But the
40:49
the claims that are here, right,
40:51
which is that that Seeing oneself as part
40:53
of a fictional narrative or or trying to
40:56
fulfill the functions that one would have to
40:58
fulfill in a
41:00
fictional narrative is ultimately
41:02
kind of harmful because it it
41:04
forces you to not recognize
41:06
the reality around you. And weirdly
41:08
enough, dead
41:10
Briska does that maneuver. Right? Like like, dead Briska
41:12
is the protagonist of the vindication of the
41:14
rights of women in this really weird way. You
41:16
know, she's the anti immobbery.
41:19
That's one thing that you can
41:21
say definitively. Right? Dead
41:24
Briska is no. I'm
41:26
sorry. Let me flip it.
41:28
ImmobOVRI is not. A dead
41:30
Riskska. But him of
41:32
ovary might be of Riskska.
41:34
And I know I hate to bring it, you know, I've I've banned
41:36
this in the discord. You can't don't talk to me
41:38
about it. But, I mean, truly in the
41:40
transitive property here. Mhmm.
41:42
That's done. And you know what? This is out,
41:44
by the way, so people know about it. We
41:48
had cemon de Rochefort on
41:50
the Range Touch monthly podcast for
41:52
December. It's behind the paywall. Behind the
41:54
Patreon wall. For five dollars
41:56
a month, But
41:58
earlier this year, we had prepared to
42:00
2, where we had many guests come on
42:02
and tell us which
42:06
ending of Elden
42:08
Ring correlated to who
42:10
in their fiction. Right? So we had
42:12
Chip and Veronica talked about which
42:14
ending correlated to which creature and
42:17
or not creatures but characters in Riverdale. Mhmm. And we had it
42:19
for some other things too. And for Homestuck
42:21
that you told us which ending was
42:23
which homestuck here. Homestuck. I
42:25
did. Mhmm. Well, now we have had
42:28
Simone come on the show to
42:30
explain which
42:32
driver for formula one is which ending
42:34
to to that. So now you
42:36
can create your big transitive plot.
42:41
Of which Formula
42:43
One driver is which
42:45
character from. A Formula One AU would
42:47
be so good. Well, there I
42:50
I'm just letting people know in case you were curious about that, but that's my big ideas about
42:54
Wirtzka and and the
42:56
dueling Wirtzka's interesting to hear
42:58
the kind of historical trajectories
43:00
there. Speaking of historical
43:02
trajectories, one of the
43:04
things that make this turn with
43:06
Briska really interesting to
43:08
me. And again, as someone who's like
43:10
been following the comic historically and sort
43:12
of like reading the Forbes Springs and Husky's
43:14
thoughts on these things, In the
43:18
past, when Hussey has
43:20
described kind of the difference between
43:22
what they are doing, telling a story with
43:24
a narrative versus, like,
43:26
what happens in fandom. Mhmm.
43:29
They've articulated it in terms, and
43:31
I've I've quoted some of this stuff
43:33
in previous episodes, but in terms that are
43:35
things like and and this came up even the last particulate a little
43:38
bit. This sense that
43:40
narratives are things
43:42
with stakes. And
43:44
fandom is a space where there are no
43:46
stakes. Like characters when they
43:48
are taken up by fandom and
43:50
Uzi says this around the time that
43:52
Gamzi goes nuts. Starts killing everyone
43:54
and people are, like, why are you doing this? Why is
43:56
this happening? And one of Huzzi's
43:58
responses is, like, listen. This is a
44:00
story and stories have progression and
44:02
things develop and care change.
44:04
And this is one of the ways that that is
44:06
happening. I know that like fandom
44:08
would rather everyone just kind of hang out
44:10
as if it were a sitcom forever. But
44:14
that's not what a narrative.
44:16
Like, that's not what I'm going to do with this narrative.
44:18
And so it it strikes me
44:20
as very interesting here at the end
44:23
where as I've already laid out, the
44:25
comic almost seems to suggest
44:27
like, well, this is still true that
44:29
narratives are things with stakes in
44:31
development and change. But also, maybe
44:34
transformation hap happens in fandom as
44:36
well. And, ultimately,
44:38
the the critique that Nina is leveraging
44:42
that is very much the the sort of earlier Hassy and critique of, like,
44:44
there's no like, what are we doing? Like, we're
44:46
just hanging out. We're just burning time.
44:51
You know, the the the suggestion possibly at the end
44:53
of, like, well, yeah, like, that's like,
44:55
narrative is burning time too. You're just burning time
44:57
in two different ways, and one of
44:59
them might ultimately make you less
45:02
stressed and more happy than the other than
45:04
having to think that you're, you know, at the center of
45:06
all things all the time and constantly have
45:08
to be engaged
45:10
and like, being the most important person in the room rather
45:12
than being a person who
45:14
is happy with other people who
45:16
can spend time with other
45:18
people and do things that make the other
45:20
people around you happy. I don't know.
45:22
Right. Right. So there there
45:24
seems to be some sort of resumption
45:26
of these earlier lines
45:28
of argument, but also a
45:31
not clarification exactly, but a
45:33
a development or elaboration
45:35
on what these things could mean.
45:38
Mhmm. Well, it's also you
45:42
know, I Yeah. I
45:44
don't know. Maybe maybe we'll hold it. Never been.
45:46
I'll hold it for the the final
45:48
episode. Okay. There's some interesting author insert stuff going
45:50
on here 2. Right? If if Risca has historically been an author insert.
45:52
Right. What does it mean that that
45:55
you know, in author insert
45:57
in the sense of, of
46:00
the way that Risks a moves the
46:02
plot and thinks the plot and talks the plot.
46:04
While being in the plot has this kind
46:08
of you
46:10
know, authorial function to it. Right? Mhmm. Although
46:12
a lighter touch than some of the others who
46:14
are that. But what does that
46:17
mean when that character one
46:20
of that character's good outcomes. If we
46:22
if we think about what happens to dead versus a
46:24
good outcome, which I think I do. Mhmm.
46:26
If if one of those good outcomes is consignment
46:29
to oblivion, being happy with
46:31
someone and not being the
46:34
and all the time. Mhmm. Which we know post
46:36
homestuck, that is what Hussey has
46:38
kinda tried to do -- Yeah. -- although whenever
46:40
they appear, they do say some
46:43
you know, pretty inflammatory
46:46
is not the right word. No. Maybe inflammatory is the
46:48
right word. You know, they they make big
46:50
statements. Mhmm. When they actually do
46:52
come out. Yeah. And that maybe being in the
46:54
middle of things, especially during the
46:56
time, during when this is coming
46:58
out, where homestuck is finishing up, and
47:00
then that video game is going.
47:02
Mhmm. You know? And I know that there's a convoluted
47:04
set of negative things that
47:06
happen around that. Right? Like,
47:09
Maybe you just don't want want all want all that attention. And I get
47:11
that. That makes sense to me. Absolutely.
47:14
Yeah. This is the the chunk of
47:16
the reading I haven't been talking much about the game in its development
47:18
because it's not my
47:20
primary interest and it's not something
47:22
that I really
47:24
want to like. I'm telling a history of the comic
47:26
rather than the history of the game development.
47:30
But I think it's important for
47:32
the comic in this context at least because this
47:34
is the chunk of reading when a lot
47:37
of alleged information
47:39
about the development of the game and
47:41
the potential misuse of the
47:44
Kickstarter funds
47:47
by certain parties I'm I'm Allagations of
47:49
misuse. Yes. Yeah. Right. Yeah. Allegations
47:52
of misuse. These become public and
47:54
this really colors
47:58
the perceptions and attitudes
48:00
of the readership, particularly in the
48:02
thread, up until the end. In
48:05
fact, not to spoil too much. But again, having read all
48:07
of the thread up into the
48:09
present day, there's a weird way in which
48:11
the ending of this comic
48:13
is almost overshadowed by
48:16
people talking about various
48:20
rumors about what's going on with the
48:22
game and
48:24
I think that's sort of unfortunate that that that that's
48:26
how it turns out. But just
48:28
so you know, that's also kind of what's going
48:31
on here. That's, like, historically,
48:33
I think, important because it does set
48:35
this kind of tone of one
48:38
project is winding down. The other
48:40
project is kind of in
48:43
progress, but people people knowing
48:45
or hearing that there
48:47
are problems going or
48:50
that there are problems happening with the game development does
48:52
impact the way that they receive the
48:55
updates to the 2. Right?
48:57
Like, it makes them maybe a
48:59
little more conciliatory or
49:02
understanding of things
49:06
and sort of I
49:08
think a lot of people were upset by
49:10
the pauses and this
49:14
ends up
49:16
making them understand a little bit more that developing a
49:18
game is actually pretty hard. It might run
49:20
into problems. You know,
49:22
whether, like, whether or not these allegations are
49:24
true, like,
49:26
clearly, clearly things are happening because, like, the game has, like,
49:28
left one developer. It's been pulled in house
49:30
that studio had to get
49:32
founded. It got, like, moved. Like,
49:35
2 art asset change has happened.
49:37
All this stuff. Yeah.
49:40
And and, you know, this
49:42
is also This is part of
49:44
the time of like the great
49:46
Kickstarter reckoning. Mhmm. It's
49:48
it's starting a little bit earlier than this, I would
49:50
say, probably the end of
49:52
twenty four is when this really starts becoming apparent. But into twenty
49:54
fifteen, twenty sixteen, I
49:56
mean, we are
49:58
echoing through you
50:00
know, either big the narrative around Kickstarter. Right? Is
50:02
that there are lots of mid level kickstarters
50:04
that that happen and go
50:06
off without a hitch. Mhmm. Right?
50:10
There are several really big ones
50:12
that that appear and are
50:14
well funded and then have a
50:17
notoriously fucked up development. Right?
50:19
So I'm thinking about here, Double Fine Adventure.
50:21
Right? Like, I've watched every episode.
50:24
I own it on Blu ray of the Double Fine
50:26
Adventure saga.
50:28
And you know, the the reality is is that Kickstarter they raised a lot of money
50:30
on Kickstarter, and then that money did not
50:32
pay for the thing, you know, because
50:34
of what they promised, which is how much
50:37
money they had and what they promised
50:39
after the initial pledge because, you know,
50:41
I'm not gonna get super into it,
50:43
but the the scope blew up -- Mhmm. -- substantially,
50:45
which happened for many people. Right? You
50:48
know, you can read about the
50:50
development of pillars
50:52
of eternity see the exact same
50:54
story. Right? Like, they were
50:56
probably appropriately scoped for the
50:58
initial goal, but as they added
51:00
additional goals, that blew the scope out of the water to the point where
51:02
I think for both of those projects, both double
51:04
funded venture and for pillars of
51:06
eternity, external funding had to happen, you know,
51:08
beyond the
51:10
thing. And so we are at the reckoning point for
51:12
a lot of that. And then lots of
51:14
kickstarters that are huge don't come out. Mhmm. And
51:16
then lots of kickstarters in the middle period
51:20
really start not coming out. I in fact have been getting emails recently
51:22
about a game that I believe I funded in
51:24
twenty fourteen that is finally
51:27
coming out next year. I
51:29
just started getting random emails about it and I was
51:31
like, whatever. And so people their
51:35
relationship to Kickstarter for a long time was,
51:38
okay, I'm putting money into the thing, and
51:40
then the thing will come out. Mhmm. And
51:42
then the reality is that you are putting
51:44
money money into a promise, and hoping
51:46
the thing will come out. Mhmm. And for
51:48
a highly interactive fan base, I mean,
51:50
the the toxicity for
51:52
most of these projects just off the Right? Mhmm. In
51:55
terms of the way people are talking about it,
51:57
the way people are talking about how they were coned, all
51:59
this kind of stuff. Right? And I can imagine
52:01
within the Homestuck a a
52:03
Homestuck stock phantom in particular that was pretty
52:06
rough and that there are people who are
52:08
really focusing in
52:10
on details and blowing it out. And I'm
52:12
just looking at the thing. Right?
52:14
Like, one thousand six hundred
52:16
ninety three people pledge a hundred and five
52:18
dollars or more. And all you
52:20
need is for five of those people to be
52:22
hyper invested in your life
52:24
and in order to make your life a
52:26
living hell. Just truly. Yeah. But that's all you need. You just
52:28
need a small number of people who have nothing else to
52:30
do 2
52:32
who positioning
52:34
their lives as holding you accountable -- Mhmm.
52:36
-- to then make your life truly nightmarish.
52:38
Mhmm. And I imagine just
52:40
I don't know anything about the Homestuck. game
52:44
stuff in terms of, like, the fandom response or
52:46
the negative things that happen out of those
52:48
things. But knowing quite a bit about
52:50
the other Kickstarter
52:52
big stuff, I can assume that
52:54
the same thing is happening here. Mhmm. Yes. No. Actually, something
52:56
that came up in the previous reading
53:00
that I forgot to mention, but I actually think fits in
53:02
really well here. Another thing
53:04
that kind of comes in with
53:08
this is and also with this idea of maybe trying to
53:10
extricate yourself from the center of things 2 on
53:12
and so forth. People
53:14
are trying
53:16
to add the obituaries of people
53:18
that they suspect are Andrew Hussey's
53:20
family members to Hussey's
53:24
Wikipedia page. Right? Like -- -- like,
53:26
under the personal life stuff, being, like,
53:28
uh-oh, I noticed that this person died.
53:30
I think they're related to Andrew Hussey and,
53:32
like, trying to add it to the Wikipedia page.
53:35
Which is a
53:38
a huge, like, boundary
53:40
kind of thing. Right? Like, just
53:43
for no other reason than I saw this obituary, I think
53:45
this person is related, and I want it to be
53:47
on their Wikipedia page.
53:52
To to the something awful threads
53:54
credit. They're like, this is fucking
53:56
weird. Like, why hundred if you
53:58
do this? Well, you know, I that
54:00
that such an odd thing about that too is it's like, we don't do that for most public
54:02
figures. Uh-huh. Right? Like like
54:06
the vast majority of public figures, people are
54:08
not editing their thing to talk about, like, tertiary
54:10
family members who died. Mhmm.
54:14
So, like, you know, unless it's like a notable thing that occurred, you know, we've
54:16
read oh, yeah. I forget which
54:18
director it was. One of the directors for a thing we
54:20
covered on just King Things
54:22
bonus episode. His
54:24
his son, yeah, had a hit and run.
54:26
Yeah. Yeah. His son had a very famous
54:28
hit and run, you know, basically drove down
54:30
a sidewalk. And so we talked about that, and that's on the
54:33
Wikipedia page. That's how we found out about it. Right? And
54:35
so, like, notability both but
54:38
notability applies for everyone in, you know,
54:40
in all these situations. Where it would be
54:42
added. So it's not outside of the realm of
54:44
possibility that information about a, you
54:46
know, a dead family member might be on there, but
54:48
it does require, you know, a certain level
54:50
of notability And
54:52
but and so to me, it's like, alright. Well,
54:54
if you're an adult doing this,
54:56
that seems bad. Mhmm. On
54:59
you know, if if you're like a teenager doing
55:01
it, if you're like thirteen fourteen doing it,
55:03
you might just not know. Right? Like, you you
55:05
might not really get a good sense. You might think
55:07
you found a thing that really interesting. That's gonna give you
55:09
a little bit of, like, you know, presence
55:11
in the fandom. Right? And I'm the person who found
55:13
this thing. Mhmm. know,
55:16
made this connection. Isn't that interesting? And
55:18
and so that might make you do that stuff.
55:20
And so, I mean,
55:22
that's part of, like, the
55:24
if we talk about homestuck as a totality, the homestuck fandom also gets
55:26
treated as a totality, but it's not one.
55:28
Right? There's a huge different number of
55:30
segments and it's big enough for 2
55:34
to be as we found out doing the show. Right?
55:36
Holy separated segments, like,
55:38
truly. But nevertheless, this
55:40
is a phantom that talks about itself as if it
55:43
is one thing. Which is fascinating in itself too.
55:46
2, you know, that to me would be like 2
55:48
it is ultimately a thing you should not
55:50
do. The level of fucked upiness
55:53
to me has to do with what is the maturity level
55:55
of the person who's doing it? Did they understand
55:57
what they're doing? You know?
56:00
Mhmm. Did they understand the protocols
56:02
involved here? Used to learn protocols five hundred times in the past two parter sets.
56:04
Apologies to everyone involved. Mhmm. But, you
56:06
know, I think a lot a lot about that. But, yeah,
56:08
ultimately, that
56:10
that the vibes given off by that? Not good.
56:12
Yeah. Mhmm. Bad vibes. So
56:16
Yeah. I just bring it up because
56:18
people people came to to me about it
56:20
and came to the discord and talked about it afterward
56:24
because the The
56:27
reason I'm phrasing all of this very provisionally is
56:29
because Hussey never made any sort
56:31
of official statement about any
56:34
of this But nevertheless,
56:36
it seems like many
56:40
readers take up kind of
56:42
unproblematically just yeah. Like,
56:44
this this person died and that had an effect
56:46
on something about,
56:48
like, the pauses and, like, the comic kind
56:52
of sputtering. Toward the end. Right? Because there was, like, some sort of family crisis on
56:54
Huzzi's end. Again, no statement to this
56:56
effect has ever been made. It would all
56:58
be speculation. And
57:01
so I want to kinda, like, highlight that because this is another part of
57:03
what we were talking about in the in the previous episode
57:05
about how certain
57:08
premises or ideas about how
57:10
the comic works and why it works and the way
57:12
it does, where those things come
57:14
from in history? Like, what bring
57:17
this knowledge to the table that then,
57:19
like, sediments that knowledge in the
57:22
ways that fans discuss the comic and
57:24
in the way that the comic's history and
57:26
development are just like imagined to
57:28
exist. Right?
57:31
Mhmm. So there's
57:35
that. What do you
57:38
think of this
57:41
Dave Dirk stuff? It
57:52
It feels unearned,
57:56
mm-mm, broadly,
57:59
mm-mm, meaning that It
58:01
is taking things that are jokes from the
58:04
beginning. It's like I was talking about in the last episode.
58:06
Right? It takes things that were that were
58:08
one dimensional jokes. Of just goofy,
58:10
literally of choosing options that people
58:12
are presenting and playing out little
58:14
game with the audience. Mhmm. And
58:16
then rewriting them much more realistically
58:18
into character psychology. Yeah.
58:20
Mhmm. So I think broadly and
58:22
schematically, weird thing to
58:24
do. Mhmm.
58:26
But if you accept that that has occurred, which I
58:28
I cannot debate. It has, in fact, it
58:30
has it has been rendered text.
58:33
Right? Like, it's in front of me. A decision has been made
58:35
to do that. Mhmm. I think with it and
58:38
so to say, Big
58:40
2, I don't think I would do that. I don't I don't really like
58:42
that. I I don't I don't conceptually
58:45
like treating every moment
58:47
as a universalized moment
58:49
of character psychology. Right? Like, I think that that
58:51
robs the history of the comic a little bit more. This is also partially
58:53
why I read the David Milch quote though. Right?
58:56
Like, it is only by having
58:58
those moments in the past that they can
59:00
then be referenced here to create,
59:02
maybe, and here's where I'm transitioning into my
59:04
opinion about this thing. As
59:06
it exists, Maybe one
59:08
of the most touching moments in the comic.
59:10
Mhmm. And the most
59:12
intensely developed, this is
59:15
partially, you know, Like, I get why people like Dave. I've said this
59:17
a million times. Right? I get why there was such a
59:20
response to me at the
59:22
beginning being, like, whatever
59:24
on Dave. Right? You know, not really
59:26
liking Dave. And it's because,
59:28
truly, Dave has
59:30
been given mount
59:32
2 to climb and then
59:34
did it. Mhmm. And the Mount Everest, of
59:37
course, summoning Mount Everest here as
59:39
hugging his pseudo brother.
59:41
His pseudo brother, father. Yeah.
59:44
He's he's popping down. And having that little
59:46
little the art here impeccable. That
59:48
little when he's when he's hugging him and there's that
59:50
little, like, cheek smoosh
59:52
that's happening. Impeccable art, perfect
59:54
art. But but so,
59:56
you know, big parameters, I don't know if I
59:58
agree with the narrative strategy here.
1:00:02
Within the the thing itself. Yeah. I mean, look,
1:00:04
you you have taken someone from
1:00:06
the the the bottom
1:00:08
of the nadir of Internet
1:00:12
bullshit humor -- Mhmm. -- to the
1:00:14
most emotionally true thing that
1:00:16
someone could say. Right? In in
1:00:18
long form, near to 2, struggling
1:00:20
or or struggling. It's not the right
1:00:23
word. But dealing with complex
1:00:25
emotions is right about this person,
1:00:27
how you idealize them, who they
1:00:29
really are, should someone be responsible for your
1:00:31
mental image of them. Right? Mhmm. We're getting another
1:00:34
hint of author and
1:00:36
insert here. Right? Mhmm. It is notable that the
1:00:38
characters who
1:00:40
have his historically been kind of hushy inserts or or or
1:00:42
or or territorial
1:00:44
inserts, get to have these big emotional moments. But
1:00:46
then you have that, and then you get the flip side.
1:00:49
Which I kinda get a little bit more of a sense about why people like
1:00:51
dirt so much now.
1:00:54
There, you know, there is more
1:00:56
to dirt here in these, like, five pages
1:00:59
than to me than there ever was
1:01:01
before. Yeah. You know, I just don't
1:01:03
I I really don't get, like,
1:01:05
the fixation under as a character though,
1:01:07
a lot of people have. I just, you
1:01:10
know, I I not only, like, do do I
1:01:12
did I not experience that, but I didn't really get
1:01:14
it. Now I get Even if I
1:01:16
don't experience it. Mhmm. But but yeah.
1:01:18
Anyway, so I think it's I think it's interesting. I
1:01:20
think it's cool. It's got some of the best
1:01:23
well, anyway. Oh, no. You tell
1:01:25
me. How do I'm sure that people are losing their shit
1:01:27
about it. Oh, people fucking
1:01:29
love it. Oh, really? Yeah.
1:01:31
They Oh, like, it is
1:01:33
quote, a major payoff, quote, successfully
1:01:36
completed arc. People love
1:01:38
it. Like, successfully
1:01:40
completed arc. I mean, it is. It is actually a very traditional Literally
1:01:42
-- Yeah. -- he he summited emotional
1:01:44
everest and he got back down again.
1:01:47
Right? And, like, now it kinda doesn't matter if
1:01:49
he's able to kill Jack Moore. Right? 2 gives a shit? Mhmm. Right.
1:01:52
He had the emotional arc. Like, we're we're
1:01:54
we're on the letdown now. Who cares? Right.
1:01:56
Right. Day I
1:01:58
mean, it's almost like a dick from this point because Dave made peace with,
1:02:00
like, his bullshit. Right. I mean,
1:02:02
it's a beautiful moment of
1:02:05
Arcs don't matter, narrative devices
1:02:07
don't matter, all that hero sharding stuff
1:02:09
is is silly. Right? Like all the things we got in the
1:02:11
last part of soad, And then but then pretending,
1:02:13
like, that plot based arcs are the only thing that
1:02:15
exists. Right? Whereas, like, he got to have
1:02:17
a complete and very normal emotional
1:02:19
arc. Right? Like, he
1:02:22
went from being it's he's fucking Luke Skywalker.
1:02:24
Right? He went from being like a goofy little kid
1:02:26
who didn't really have any context for the world.
1:02:29
And was kind of like a goofy little jerk. And then,
1:02:31
actually, he's not. He's not. Look, Skywalker, he's
1:02:33
honed so low. You know,
1:02:35
no concerns, whatever.
1:02:38
And then he got a family, and then
1:02:40
now he gives a shit about stuff. Right?
1:02:42
And like he's gotta go blow up the
1:02:45
death star. Mhmm. I mean, Han Solo didn't do that, but you
1:02:47
you follow the Yeah. Yeah. Well, I
1:02:49
mean, Han Solo helped. Right?
1:02:52
Yeah. He
1:02:54
helped. And he was willing to help. And that was that was what made the difference.
1:02:56
Yep. Yeah. So, I mean, I would say
1:02:58
by and large, the the thread or I
1:03:00
should say, and this is alluding
1:03:03
to what I called in the previous part, so the
1:03:05
great sundering. Uh-huh. By
1:03:08
and large, the thread
1:03:11
really likes this. But those are the people posting in
1:03:13
the thread. I think there are a lot of people who
1:03:15
are checking out now and are just not talking
1:03:18
about it. And there are
1:03:20
people who plane about
1:03:22
this because they're like, this is so
1:03:24
2, because why
1:03:26
am I supposed to take stuff that was
1:03:28
presented as a joke five years ago, and,
1:03:31
like, was clearly presented as a joke, and now I'm supposed
1:03:33
to take it as, you know, something
1:03:35
with psychological depth.
1:03:38
And, like, Like, there are people who don't want to make
1:03:40
that move or who just,
1:03:42
like, don't think it works and they
1:03:44
complain about
1:03:46
it. there's
1:03:48
there's, I think, a smaller minority, but and this is,
1:03:50
I think, sort of notable because
1:03:52
there this is gonna be important
1:03:55
for the next part episode or
1:03:57
maybe the episode after. There are people in
1:04:00
the thread now who are kind of
1:04:02
known as dedicated complainers
1:04:05
or hate readers So and
1:04:08
this is this is the thing that
1:04:10
one of them in particular there's
1:04:12
a person in in the thread who's who's kind
1:04:16
of very critical reader who does not like Dirk and
1:04:18
does not like the way that Dirk is
1:04:20
handled, who does not find any
1:04:22
of this persuasive for some of the
1:04:24
reasons that
1:04:26
I've already underscored that it's like,
1:04:28
this was all just, like, jokes, and now it's
1:04:30
supposed to be 2, like,
1:04:32
family times, emotional issues, and
1:04:35
I just doesn't work for me.
1:04:38
And then the other kind of complain
1:04:40
about Dirk that that comes up is
1:04:42
that, like, Dirk has never seems
1:04:45
to have never been made
1:04:47
to or
1:04:50
I don't know how to put Dirk
1:04:52
has manipulative tendencies, but
1:04:55
doesn't seem to have like 2
1:04:57
of any of
1:05:00
them. Or, like, his
1:05:02
his manipulations are, like, more
1:05:04
severe. Like, Dirk as a character,
1:05:06
you know, aside from, like, stuff with bro and
1:05:08
Dave, the stuff Dirk has slightly more
1:05:10
severe to some readers than
1:05:13
the comic itself seems
1:05:15
to let on. 2, it's
1:05:18
sort of, like, implausible to
1:05:20
Pete's to some of these readers that,
1:05:22
like, anyone in, like, Dirk's friend
1:05:24
group would still want to hang
1:05:26
out with him after some of the stuff he's
1:05:27
done. Right? So, yeah, there's there's
1:05:30
all that kind
1:05:32
of like Yeah. III mean, that that makes sense. And
1:05:34
yeah. Oh, go ahead.
1:05:36
Oh, I didn't know if you had you had more to say. I was just
1:05:38
gonna 2, for this reading,
1:05:41
I was imagining Dirk saying everything in a Batman
1:05:44
voice. I
1:05:50
mean, in in
1:05:52
a general sense, it's
1:05:54
like, I think that a lot
1:05:56
gets papered over here
1:05:58
by jerk
1:06:00
emotionally responding and say and reconciling
1:06:02
with the fact that he has
1:06:04
done things that are bad. Mhmm.
1:06:07
know? like, look, I I did a bunch of stuff that
1:06:10
was manipulative. And he says explicitly.
1:06:12
Right? Like, it it's it subtext gets made
1:06:14
text here.
1:06:16
Right? Like, I did a bunch of stuff that was manipulative and bad, and I'm
1:06:18
regretful of it. Mhmm. Which again, much like the
1:06:20
brisket thing, that's so much more of a
1:06:22
real life scenario than
1:06:24
it is like a plotty plot scenario.
1:06:26
Right? Like -- Mhmm. -- it's there's
1:06:28
not divine judgment for doing bad things.
1:06:30
For the most part. Right? There is just you hopefully recognize
1:06:32
you're the bad thing and you don't
1:06:35
do it anymore. In in in
1:06:37
the vast majority of of actual
1:06:40
accountability in the world. Right? Which is
1:06:42
not what fans of things want.
1:06:44
Right? That's not really what we go to stories
1:06:46
for. We don't go to stories
1:06:48
for, like, nebulous outcomes for a, you know, long
1:06:50
standing emotional, you
1:06:52
know I mean, he explicitly calls it he
1:06:54
might not use the word abuse, but he's pretty close.
1:06:57
In terms of what he talks about his relationship
1:07:00
with Jake. Mhmm. Right?
1:07:02
And so, you know, I mean, to me, it was
1:07:04
just like, yeah, there's not
1:07:07
you know, like a tried and didn't come from
1:07:09
off screen and impale him and kill him. Right? Or
1:07:11
he didn't get punished by the plot. But I
1:07:13
also don't know if, like,
1:07:15
the the the story doesn't have to punish someone for them to --
1:07:17
Right. -- to come to, like, 2 truth.
1:07:20
Right? Mhmm. Now I don't know where Dirk came
1:07:22
to that
1:07:24
emotional truth. Like, just to be honest with you, I think that there's a lot that's left to
1:07:26
fan labor around dirt period.
1:07:28
Mhmm. But and I think this is probably a
1:07:30
place where that's happening. So I, you know, I
1:07:32
don't think moment to moment,
1:07:34
I'm following it, but I do think there's like
1:07:36
five, six pages however much it is. I think
1:07:38
enough happens in this conversation where
1:07:40
I'm like I'm caught up and onboard and I'm not mad about,
1:07:42
like, the way that it
1:07:44
happens. Mhmm. And I will say in a
1:07:46
broader sense,
1:07:48
this comic Seems
1:07:50
to assert in a general sense, right, assert
1:07:53
a strong word. This comic
1:07:55
is not interested in
1:07:58
thinking about emotional
1:08:02
violence or mind control
1:08:04
based violence at the same level
1:08:06
as stabbing
1:08:08
people. No. I I think that's true, but, like, can you
1:08:10
impact for me which what what are the levels
1:08:12
there respectively? I'm just saying, like,
1:08:14
Frisco's mind controlling people left and right
1:08:17
for a million years. And, like, there's not
1:08:19
for like, for that explicitly.
1:08:24
She's probably accountable for a bunch of other things,
1:08:26
but mostly it's because she's a huge asshole. Yeah. It has to be killed. Right? And it's really her plot aspirations
1:08:30
to get her killed
1:08:32
not her willingness to mind
1:08:34
control people left and right. Mhmm. The mind control of Jade
1:08:40
you know, that's like part of the villains
1:08:42
repertoire. That's not treated as any worse or better than any other kind of violence
1:08:46
in here. You know, long form manipulation to the
1:08:48
point of, you know, what what Dirk essentially
1:08:50
says is abuse. Right? Like, that
1:08:53
that is not treated at the same level
1:08:55
of severity as other kinds of violence, which
1:08:58
is fine. You know, I think Homestuck
1:09:01
implicitly, although
1:09:04
not explicitly, creating a kind of hierarchy of things that
1:09:06
characters should be held accountable for here. And I don't think
1:09:09
there's much thought about it. I think
1:09:11
just happening. Mhmm. But I can imagine in
1:09:14
a fandom space where
1:09:18
the investment in all of these kinds of character interaction
1:09:20
are kind of equivalent. Right? Like, I don't
1:09:22
get the sense in the homestuck fandom
1:09:24
that stabbing someone
1:09:27
and mind controlling them in
1:09:29
terms of like what you make them do and
1:09:31
the kind of violations that are involved there. I don't get it since they're treated all that Mhmm. And
1:09:34
so I could see
1:09:37
fans reacting to that being like, well, what
1:09:39
the fuck? Right. But I I think, you know, in the perspective of what is written in the
1:09:44
comic, Emotional abuse and manipulation
1:09:46
is just like one level down from, you know,
1:09:49
you know,
1:09:52
stabbing someone. Which weirdly enough also,
1:09:54
like, worldwide genocide is actually probably one level down from emotional abuse.
1:09:56
Right. In terms
1:09:59
of, like, it's severity. And
1:10:01
you're, like, repercussions for that too. So like, that chippy top is like, did you stab someone? You're
1:10:03
the worst. Then it's like,
1:10:06
did you mind control and
1:10:08
or emotionally
1:10:11
abuse them. Well, that's number two. And then number three is, like, blowing
1:10:13
planets up and genocide in the entire species.
1:10:15
That's number three. Right. And after that, it's just
1:10:17
it's a free for all. You can do whatever
1:10:20
you want. Being in
1:10:22
the insane clown posture. That's number four. Yeah. But So anyway, so that's my general thought about it.
1:10:24
So it's like, I
1:10:26
think if you disagree with
1:10:28
any step
1:10:31
along the way in
1:10:33
this dirk and
1:10:36
Dave stuff. Then
1:10:38
I can see you just not being on board. Uh-huh. But
1:10:40
I'm willing to 2. It it works
1:10:42
for me and it's it's compelling and
1:10:44
it's good writing. I I think it's really
1:10:46
strong dialogue writing. Yeah. Dirk here to me is more voicey than Dirk has
1:10:49
ever been in the past. Mhmm. And I do think
1:10:51
that this that's part of the reading
1:10:53
of Dirk maybe for some fans
1:10:55
is that you can apply
1:10:58
this dirk to the past and get a more full dirk. Mhmm. Mhmm. Yeah. That
1:11:04
that constant move of
1:11:06
of retroactive continuity -- Yep. -- or backfilling or whatever.
1:11:08
And similarly, you
1:11:11
know, people are, well, one
1:11:14
of the other arguments that goes on in the thread is like,
1:11:17
oh, but what if what if the the
1:11:19
stuff with Dave early on
1:11:22
was intended to be
1:11:24
like, it was always a setup
1:11:26
for this. Right? We were always going to end up here, which I don't think is necessarily
1:11:31
true, and I do
1:11:34
III don't think you need to smooth out the discontinuities in the production of this thing
1:11:36
in in order to, like, appreciate what's
1:11:38
happening there, but also I think you
1:11:43
should recognize like when when these kind
1:11:45
of retroactive moves are being
1:11:47
made. And I just have to read
1:11:49
this because it's so funny. This is
1:11:52
a post coming in in the middle of
1:11:54
one of these conversations where people are going back and forth on, like, you know, well,
1:11:56
how like, how are we supposed to take
1:11:58
all of the stuff with bro back 2 2
1:12:02
and and forward. And this
1:12:05
I'm just gonna quote this person. There
1:12:07
was some post on the MSPA forums
1:12:09
from twenty twelve or something where Hussey
1:12:11
quotes someone who has taken a picture of a
1:12:13
thirty year old and a thirteen year old
1:12:15
and is using them as a demonstration
1:12:18
for why bro beating up Dave is
1:12:20
fuck up pausing here. Right?
1:12:22
So this is how long this kind of fandom read has been percolating that the stuff. Right? It didn't
1:12:24
come out of nowhere even though it first
1:12:26
shows up in the something awful thread.
1:12:31
A couple of partisans ago, these are
1:12:33
modes of reading or modes
1:12:35
of interpretation that I think have always
1:12:37
been around, but they start to, like,
1:12:39
coagulate or gain forced throughout the course
1:12:41
of the comics life. So there's a person on the forums apparently who is like, here's a picture of a
1:12:44
thirty year old. Here's a
1:12:46
picture of a thirteen year old.
1:12:49
It is it is fucked up for a thirty year old to beat
1:12:51
up a thirteen year old. This is true. I agree with this. Yeah. III
1:12:53
wanna be on record. I agree that
1:12:55
that is also true. 2 to
1:12:59
the post. So Hussey quotes
1:13:02
that and quote and
1:13:04
Hussey says something like
1:13:06
This post summarizes why bro is
1:13:08
awesome far better than
1:13:10
I could. The poster concludes
1:13:12
this thought with I think
1:13:14
bro was always supposed to be abusive.
1:13:16
Mhmm. So, like, the the moves there that this poster is
1:13:18
making are just like really interesting to me. Because
1:13:23
we have, like, very much forums Hassy responding. Like, someone on
1:13:26
the forums being, like, hey, you
1:13:28
have a thirty
1:13:30
year old beating up thirteen year old. And here's like what those
1:13:32
people actually look like, and that would be bad
1:13:34
if it happened in real life. And Hussey's
1:13:38
response is this explains so much better
1:13:40
like why why bro is
1:13:42
cool. Right? A a very flippant
1:13:48
forums poster response. But
1:13:50
then this poster says,
1:13:52
like, takes that to
1:13:54
mean, I think bro was always supposed to be abusive. Right. Which is to I mean,
1:13:56
part of it is like, okay. Well,
1:13:58
I mean, how would you know? Right.
1:14:03
Right? Like, Hussey is and
1:14:05
maybe this is like a transformation
1:14:07
in posting style. Right?
1:14:09
Right. Like, as sincere as,
1:14:12
you know, new sincerity Dave emerges at
1:14:14
the same time is like, since you're posting.
1:14:16
Right? Like, you know, Tumblr rings
1:14:18
in a good era. In some ways of people
1:14:21
not veiling themselves entirely
1:14:23
behind fifteen levels
1:14:27
of you know, online horse Mhmm. Right? Like, there are people who
1:14:29
are just saying what they think about things in
1:14:31
the world. And
1:14:34
that that's that was refreshing even at the time of, like
1:14:37
and of course, that gets caught up
1:14:39
in lots of other things.
1:14:42
Right? Like, like, sincerity becomes valorized,
1:14:44
and so it has its own kind of discourse
1:14:46
mode to it. Right? Like, I'm not this
1:14:48
is not a flat naive thing for me
1:14:50
to be saying. Right? Like, I understand all systems involved.
1:14:52
I was around and watched them happen. Right? But it it is
1:14:54
a different system than the one that exists before. And
1:14:57
so that it's kinda
1:14:59
fascinating to think about two
1:15:01
methods of online engagement even though they're happening on something awful, which presumably
1:15:03
this person is aware of the, you
1:15:06
know, these modes over there. Right? But,
1:15:08
like, That
1:15:11
to me reads like or or seems like two different styles
1:15:13
of being on the Internet running into
1:15:15
one another 2 having incompatible assumptions
1:15:17
about what the speech act on
1:15:20
the Internet. Is -- Mhmm. --
1:15:22
which is, you know, like and is this not the ultimate
1:15:24
I you know,
1:15:27
forms puppet master maneuver? You
1:15:30
know, Dave was being abused the whole time. Mhmm. I mean, yeah. Right? Like, I've that's that's why this that's
1:15:32
why this little anecdote is so
1:15:34
confusing to me because, like, what
1:15:38
2 seems to be doing 2, like,
1:15:40
Brent, like, not even seems
1:15:42
to be, like, Hussie if
1:15:45
this poster's report is accurate. Hussie
1:15:47
said that bro beating up Dave was awesome. Yeah. And
1:15:50
the read on that is, like,
1:15:53
he was always supposed to be abusive
1:15:55
and it's as get that? Where's the missing link
1:15:57
in the logic there? Yeah. I don't
1:15:59
know. Yeah. So,
1:16:02
I mean, I think it is a it's a transformation of
1:16:04
previous facts. Right? In the same way that,
1:16:06
you know, it's the it's moving
1:16:09
the hats on the chess pieces. Right? Like,
1:16:11
you thought Dave had a little goofy little childhood. But in
1:16:14
reality, he was being abused the
1:16:16
whole time. It's
1:16:18
it's doing a caliber.
1:16:20
Mhmm. That's why it works.
1:16:22
Like, I, you know, I think I I think it's hard to deny that if you like I said, if you
1:16:24
accept the parameters under which it
1:16:26
happens, which you don't have to,
1:16:30
2? We we we can all read the comment
1:16:32
and come to our own conclusion. So there is
1:16:34
not an objective truth of the right reaction
1:16:38
to have. But I think that if you accept the parameters as
1:16:40
well, it's well done. Mhmm. It it launches just
1:16:42
fine. I don't find the same thing. I don't know
1:16:44
if you how much more you wanna talk about 2. I'm
1:16:46
I'm happy to sit it on if you want, but
1:16:48
don't find the same thing to be happen
1:16:51
with Tyresi and Risca. I yeah. We can talk about Tyresi and
1:16:53
Risca, but before
1:16:56
we get they're on a slightly different
1:16:58
fork of this conversation where the it's similar questions are
1:17:00
being raised. What's
1:17:03
going on with Ganzi? So
1:17:07
in the most important
1:17:09
character in the whole comic, we
1:17:11
thought at one point. Mhmm. But
1:17:13
but we were fools. Well, he is the
1:17:15
most important character because he's in the main villain, and he also raised the main and I
1:17:19
got for sure. Created the main
1:17:22
villain by summoning him from the nightmare beyond reality.
1:17:25
But so
1:17:28
in the previous reading,
1:17:30
one of the, again, just extremely funny things that get said that I think a person
1:17:32
was saying in, like, all
1:17:34
earnestness, but it's such a anything
1:17:38
to say is that when Wirtgen
1:17:40
talks about how she has damzi
1:17:42
locked in the refrigerator, someone in the
1:17:45
thread is like, This is unfair
1:17:47
to gamesy. He is unfair to gamesy.
1:17:49
Let him out. Let him out. Let
1:17:52
gamesy out. Yeah. Look like
1:17:54
clown out. Goddamn.
1:17:56
You know, it's amazing to me 2 because it's like
1:17:58
how do you get to this point and you're like,
1:18:01
Like, I care about fairness for gamesy. I care about fair.
1:18:03
I'm that person I made that post. I I'm
1:18:05
in this picture. I show
1:18:08
me gamesy. Oh,
1:18:11
god. But so this is this
1:18:13
is also a great example for this reading,
1:18:15
a great example of how forums
1:18:17
work or, like, how discussions on
1:18:19
the Internet work at all because this
1:18:22
is a thing that happens. I've seen this happen in our discord multiple
1:18:24
times. Someone
1:18:27
comes into the thread, into the something awful thread and is like,
1:18:29
hey, you won't believe that there are
1:18:31
people on Tumblr who are
1:18:34
arguing for a gamzy redemption
1:18:36
arc. They're saying
1:18:38
it's going to happen or it
1:18:40
should happen because Gamzi is not actually
1:18:42
responsible for the things that he did.
1:18:46
Because and they do the
1:18:48
same move here that has
1:18:50
happened with Dave. Right? GAMZY had
1:18:52
a bad home life. We get
1:18:54
this very throwaway detail back during Gamsi's introduction that his lusus is often away at so we
1:18:59
can we can argue from this
1:19:02
point that he's had a kind of negligent upbringing. Also in Gamsi's introduction, it's
1:19:04
mentioned that he
1:19:07
eats the Soper's lime pies to
1:19:10
keep the voices of the like, I don't know, hell clowns from the future
1:19:12
or whatever out of his
1:19:14
out of his consciousness. Mhmm. So
1:19:19
gamesy is mentally ill. So really, like, we shouldn't
1:19:21
think of gamesy as a
1:19:23
villain here. Gamesy needs
1:19:25
to 2, like, recuperated in some
1:19:27
way. introduced into the thread if someone, like,
1:19:29
reporting what's going on in Tumblr. Guys,
1:19:32
check this
1:19:34
out. You won't believe it. And it follows a very very
1:19:36
internet pattern. The first couple posts
1:19:38
after this are like, oh my
1:19:42
god, that's so absurd. I cannot believe that anyone
1:19:44
would say this, that anyone would
1:19:46
have these thoughts or these interpretations,
1:19:51
it's absolutely ridiculous. Then eventually someone comes in
1:19:53
and says, well, actually when you think about
1:19:56
it, here's all the ways in
1:19:58
which this is actually a good
1:20:00
reading. And from that point
1:20:02
forward for the next, like, page and a half, people are just like having earnest discussion
1:20:05
about the thing
1:20:07
that was introduced as
1:20:10
something mockable. Right? That there are just,
1:20:12
like, some it's just Gamsi. Is
1:20:15
Gamsi responsible chat sincerely? Is there going to
1:20:17
be a Gamsi redemption arc sincerely from
1:20:19
that point forward. Right. And so
1:20:21
when I say that this is
1:20:23
so like exemplary of, like, online
1:20:25
discourse, it's precisely in this way
1:20:28
that, like, Something is introduced in a
1:20:30
particular context. Hey, here's a thing for us to laugh at. People
1:20:32
do the thing.
1:20:35
They laugh at it. And
1:20:37
then someone else has to come in and say,
1:20:39
well, actually and now
1:20:44
suddenly, like, The the thing that was introduced
1:20:46
has, like, dominated whatever conversation was going on previously.
1:20:48
Right? Do you you get you
1:20:50
know what I'm getting at Cameron? Yeah. Right.
1:20:54
Yeah. Should you make your
1:20:56
kid open a can of beans
1:20:58
or not? Yes. Should you bring your
1:21:00
neighbor chili? Uh-huh. Should you have
1:21:03
coffee with your husband? You you know what I mean? Like, the
1:21:06
the greatest pour more
1:21:10
ever recorded, closed after, you know,
1:21:12
fifteen thousand posts. Right? Like, yeah. Yes.
1:21:14
This is this is like a
1:21:17
cornerstone of online discourse -- Mhmm. --
1:21:20
which is like unilateral statements
1:21:22
about what is good and
1:21:24
true, and then fighting it
1:21:26
out. Mhmm. And and, you know, like, the it's in culture rated. Right? Like and
1:21:29
and it's
1:21:32
rewarded, particularly weirdly
1:21:34
enough on the forums, it's inculturated. Right? Like, the there's that's
1:21:36
the thing you do -- Mhmm. --
1:21:38
is you introduce content for content sake.
1:21:43
And then you argue about the content. Right. Right? Mhmm. This is, by
1:21:45
the way, for the most part, and and you
1:21:47
you said this come
1:21:49
upon the disc it has come up on the discord, but
1:21:51
really, honestly, on our our discord,
1:21:54
pretty minimal because we tried
1:21:56
to strongly curtail this kind of behavior
1:21:58
on our discord. Which is like, look at this shit. Mhmm. Right?
1:22:00
Like, in whatever that is, you know,
1:22:03
unless you have, like, a reason that
1:22:05
you care about the thing and
1:22:07
you wanna talk about and and
1:22:09
not in a look at this shit
1:22:11
way. Right? But, like, hey, look, this is this interesting positive or negative. Right? You
1:22:15
know, con we, many of our social systems
1:22:18
that are online mediated, are driven
1:22:20
by content
1:22:22
for content I want to be here and I want to be talking.
1:22:24
Let's introduce some shit to talk about.
1:22:26
Mhmm. And that to me is
1:22:29
just that I mean, that's one of
1:22:31
the fundamental problems with Twitter alongside algorithmic
1:22:36
amplification. Mhmm. Right?
1:22:38
Like, On on Twitter, not only do you need to introduce shit to
1:22:40
talk about, but you get rewarded for talking
1:22:42
about whatever. You know, it as long as
1:22:44
someone is talking about it and you can aggregate
1:22:46
that into a bigger number for your self,
1:22:49
then you're rewarded for doing it.
1:22:51
Right? So, like, the incentives are extremely perverse in that way. But but
1:22:55
the the the just pure
1:22:57
mechanism of content for content sake to generate some conversation to entertain me in the short
1:23:00
term. That I think that 2
1:23:02
up in bad outcomes for the most
1:23:04
most point
1:23:07
or most of the time. So we tried
1:23:09
to really strongly curtail that. And
1:23:11
to mostly good results, I mean, we have
1:23:13
a whole rule about it. Yeah. And if you
1:23:15
come to this court, a buy by rule of
1:23:17
five point one. Mhmm. Yeah. I implore
1:23:20
you. But, yeah, that I mean, that makes
1:23:22
a lot of sense. And look, homestock gave you the
1:23:24
tools to do that. Right? Like, homestock
1:23:26
made this world, but this world made
1:23:29
homestock. Right?
1:23:32
Like homestock's We've talked about this a million times.
1:23:34
Right? The ability to debate minutiae in the background of homestuck
1:23:36
and argue about whether or
1:23:38
not it's important or not, is
1:23:41
based on or or is predicated on,
1:23:43
and the storytelling its method itself is
1:23:47
in conversation with the online
1:23:49
discursive patterns that existed before. Mhmm. That's why we did about this episode on
1:23:51
loss. Yep. Right? It we haven't
1:23:53
done it, but maybe we will, you
1:23:56
know, it's not
1:23:58
scheduled, but maybe it'll be a bonus. As I've said before,
1:24:00
right, after the show is over, we'll have a few
1:24:02
more bonus sides to go through to do,
1:24:05
but that's arrested development too, which is so crucial
1:24:07
earlier. Right? What detail in the background is going
1:24:09
to come up again later 2 be really
1:24:11
actually important? Mhmm. Right?
1:24:14
Dead Dove do not eat.
1:24:16
Or do not open. Yeah. Yeah. And if you wanna check
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out the but yeah. So let's yeah. Yeah. Go
1:24:20
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zero Alexander. Now that I feel an overwhelming urge to
1:25:40
use the term
1:25:42
in my everyday life, how should I explain the wizard's
1:25:44
corner to my friends and family? Now
1:25:47
here's an interesting thing, zero
1:25:49
Alexander. Perhaps it is my lack of
1:25:52
elocution. But the term that
1:25:54
we use is the wizards quarter.
1:25:56
Mhmm. Which
1:25:59
is the final quarter or the final
1:26:01
fifth. I forget what the actual or
1:26:03
the final tenth. Something What
1:26:06
was it calculated? Yeah. It's some bass. Like the some part, last quarter
1:26:08
of a baker's dozen or something. I
1:26:10
don't know. That's right. That's right. It
1:26:13
is the last quarter of a baker's
1:26:15
dozen. You're right. it's not the wizard's corner. However, I'm
1:26:17
willing to fold that in. Mhmm.
1:26:19
I'm willing to give a well, let's
1:26:21
do the wizard's corner too. What's the wizard's
1:26:24
corner? Yeah. Yeah. It's the
1:26:26
fifth corner at a game of four square. There
1:26:32
you go. And you got a
1:26:34
you got a war over it. That's actually what's happening narratively here in homestuck is that there's a corner
1:26:36
and different characters
1:26:39
are jockeying for positioning. In
1:26:42
the metaphor that is the fifth
1:26:44
corner in in there. So thanks to
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zero Alexander for introducing new
1:26:49
terminology. Now that we have both a wizards corner
1:26:51
and a wizards court sure -- Mhmm. -- you know, we'll be using that going forward. So thanks so
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much to Zero Alexander for
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that
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Podcast rankings. Mhmm. You know, we're, like, we're getting up there. It's, like, critical role
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to everyone who 2
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reviewed. Yeah. Thank you. Just
1:27:23
to talk a little bit very briefly, we get to the Tressey Briska stuff, but
1:27:25
I I promised we need to describe for people
1:27:27
who aren't reading. What is going
1:27:30
on with the ARQIAS Dave Petta
1:27:32
Hug? You're gonna
1:27:34
have to explain. Well, it's it's it's very grody looking.
1:27:40
So this page, which
1:27:42
is page oh,
1:27:47
it's it's not the same anymore. This is one of interesting interesting things. So
1:27:49
there is still a tumbler.
1:27:52
I I mentioned this in the
1:27:54
summary that, like, when this hug happens,
1:27:56
then the comic is
1:27:58
like, by the way, you should take a picture of yourself. Right? Take
1:28:00
a selfie with this in the background
1:28:02
and post it to social media. Joke
1:28:07
the Internet with your selfies or something is the
1:28:09
way that it's phrased. So there are still
1:28:11
tumblers. I'm gonna just actually send you
1:28:13
one of these Cameron so you
1:28:15
can look at it. Can you give me
1:28:17
a page number on the hook? I don't Yeah. I'm trying to
1:28:19
find it because this is what's confusing is that the the selfies are
1:28:22
called 9828
1:28:24
selfies. But that's
1:28:26
the old style of homestuck's numbering before it got changed. then it's 7828.
1:28:30
Yes. Okay. Yes. 2, it's
1:28:32
not. Okay.
1:28:35
Well, I tried I tried You tried. It's
1:28:37
792879
1:28:40
I'm sorry.
1:28:42
Mhmm. Sorry. Because I did when I saw that, I would look down at the
1:28:44
thing. I was like, oh, this is pretty close.
1:28:46
Mhmm. Oh god. Yeah. It's loud. She's
1:28:50
extremely loud and ugly.
1:28:52
I don't know about that. I
1:28:54
do like the extremely well defined ass. It's like this. And like the ass
1:28:57
has abs below it on,
1:28:59
like, the spray tail. So,
1:29:03
I mean, when I say ugly, I mean
1:29:05
that with all due affection and respect because this
1:29:07
is an art asset by a
1:29:09
a fan artist who went
1:29:11
by the name IPGD or I punch gay deer.
1:29:13
Okay. It was it was a time you could call
1:29:16
yourself anything on
1:29:18
the Internet and still can.
1:29:20
Yeah. And she was most well
1:29:22
known for basically doing shock art,
1:29:27
like extremely a grotesquely detailed and explicit
1:29:29
images of, like, sweet bro
1:29:31
and hella jeff performing oral sex
1:29:33
on each other and that sort
1:29:36
of thing? I'm looking it
1:29:38
up. Yeah. Go ahead. Don't you? I gotta know. Yeah. I can't you
1:29:40
can't introduce that and
1:29:43
and not have me. I
1:29:46
mean, I'm I'm further record. I'm also not I'm
1:29:48
just I'm not gonna reblog this to
1:29:50
the to the fan art You can Oh,
1:29:52
come on. Oh, okay. Maybe I'll put it under
1:29:55
a cut. No. No. You don't have
1:29:57
to. The what? It's actually kinda I
1:29:59
can't find it. Don't you
1:30:01
know what? I can't find it. Don't I was
1:30:03
gonna say, if you can't find it, I know where to look for it,
1:30:05
but No. I don't wanna know. I don't wanna
1:30:08
know. I I
1:30:10
have my my dark You
1:30:12
know, here's the reality is that sometimes it's much
1:30:14
like that the ear cutting scene and reservoir dogs. Right? Sometimes
1:30:16
your imagination is more powerful
1:30:18
than what you could see. It's
1:30:22
how I feel about what what you're describing. So -- Yeah. -- just let me I'll I'll I'll, you know, with
1:30:27
my mind. Mhmm. So this image exists.
1:30:30
It's like Arquia Sprite and Dave Peta
1:30:32
hugging. And it's
1:30:35
not like sexually explicit, but
1:30:38
again, it's like grotesquely detailed. It's what it's truly what Bakhtin would have called grotesque realism
1:30:43
that emphasizes like the physicality
1:30:46
of the flesh and sort
1:30:48
of, like, folds and wrinkles
1:30:50
and sweat. Like, just the the
1:30:53
weird un not unstable, but
1:30:55
the open soft
1:31:00
manipulable reality of
1:31:03
flesh. And they're
1:31:05
hugging while a
1:31:08
really loud annoying
1:31:10
song plays and it keeps flashing
1:31:13
back and forth between them
1:31:15
hugging like Sweet Bro and Hella
1:31:17
Jeff hugging each other and saying that's what the
1:31:18
reference, which is a sweet bro and hella jeff reference. Right? This is a callback to
1:31:21
sweet bro and
1:31:24
hella jeff trying to figure
1:31:26
out how to hug one another in
1:31:28
one of the those comics. And then
1:31:30
there's just a huge long description underneath it.
1:31:33
The greatest reunion in homestuck history, nay, the
1:31:35
greatest moment. It does not get better than
1:31:37
this. It will not get better
1:31:39
than this at some
1:31:42
point possibly during the fifth or sixth loop
1:31:44
of the above animation, which you can't seem to
1:31:46
stop watching and listening to, a thought occurs to
1:31:48
you, etcetera. And this has all been worth it.
1:31:50
It's all been worth it for here. It's Yep.
1:31:53
Yep. This happens. Like, it it's there.
1:31:55
The other thing that IPGD did
1:31:57
that I wanted to mention
1:31:59
was I talked about the
1:32:02
Sweet Bruin Hellijeft book. She also did the cover art for that, like the big fancy book that and she
1:32:04
did it in
1:32:07
the style of What
1:32:11
is it? Is it
1:32:13
sun Sunday at
1:32:16
Lagron Jot? Okay.
1:32:20
Yeah. What what do you is that
1:32:22
what the painting is in in you're
1:32:24
talking about, what
1:32:27
do you call it, Penny in the
1:32:29
park with George? Yeah. Yeah. A Sunday afternoon on the island
1:32:31
of Lagrange -- Oh, that. -- by by George
1:32:34
Sarat, like a very
1:32:36
famous point list impressionist
1:32:39
painting. And so
1:32:41
the the cover of
1:32:43
the Neoshima hatch the
1:32:46
cover of the sweet bro. Touching the
1:32:49
hatch. Blah blah blah
1:32:51
blah blah blah blah. The
1:32:53
cover of the Sweet Brew and
1:32:55
Hellijeft book is done by IPGD. as a parody of this, but
1:32:57
with, like, all the Sweet Brew and
1:33:00
Hellijeft characters. So
1:33:03
that's the sort of thing that she did. Also, just,
1:33:06
I guess, to mention
1:33:08
it, because if I don't, someone
1:33:10
Well, IPGD was the one who
1:33:13
gave all of the
1:33:15
alleged details about alleged mismanagement
1:33:17
of funds during the game
1:33:19
development and was eventually told to take it down by what
1:33:21
pumpkin? Fast man. Yeah.
1:33:23
So that's there. Anyhow.
1:33:27
This this exists. It's Arquia
1:33:29
Sprite and Dave Sprite hugging
1:33:31
each other, and this
1:33:33
is presented after Dave
1:33:36
and Dirk have their whole heart to
1:33:38
heart. And it's interesting to me
1:33:40
2, like, it's it's the same
1:33:42
scene repeated but as a joke. Right? Like, these are
1:33:45
both it's a version of Dave and a
1:33:47
version of Dirk, like, embracing,
1:33:49
but now in, like, this weird, like, parodic
1:33:51
way that also follows
1:33:54
on from Arkea Sprite
1:33:56
launching all of
1:33:59
the grist caches into 2.
1:34:01
So again, if you're not reading how this works, the kids are still building up their
1:34:03
houses. That's still part of the game. So the houses
1:34:06
have been built up from the planets. And
1:34:08
then at top,
1:34:11
this kind of like oil daric is installed by Arquios.
1:34:13
And then the wrist shoots out
1:34:15
of that into Skye, which is
1:34:17
at the center of like
1:34:19
the the medium. And Hussey talks about
1:34:21
in the book commentary about how this is obvious
1:34:24
fertility imagery. And
1:34:28
was always intended to be there.
1:34:30
And of course, this is the job given to ArQuleus, who
1:34:33
is 2 this
1:34:35
big muscular like I
1:34:37
guess, pervert, right, who's constantly thinking about sweat and fluids and
1:34:40
touching things.
1:34:44
So Great. Love love this
1:34:46
through line of homestuck. Lots of fun. Sure. Truly. This is
1:34:48
I think I said in
1:34:51
a million episodes ago, you
1:34:54
know, the the things that you said
1:34:57
about homestuck as it was running, had
1:34:59
this, like, weird even if you said
1:35:01
them as a joke, Right? Even if it was
1:35:03
joke speculation, it would have this weird way
1:35:05
of coming around and just
1:35:07
coming true. Way back in,
1:35:09
like, twenty eleven, twenty twelve, sometime around there. I have a post on the something awful forums in the homestuck thread,
1:35:11
where I speculate
1:35:16
that this is how Skye is going to work, that you build
1:35:19
up the house, you put a thing on top, and you shoot all of
1:35:21
the wrist into Skye,
1:35:23
and I explicitly say
1:35:26
and this would be done as, like, obvious phthalic and yonic, like fertility
1:35:32
imagery. And then I end the
1:35:34
post by saying, actually, that would be gross and silly, and it shouldn't happen. And lo and
1:35:36
behold, Here
1:35:40
we are. It's happening and according to the
1:35:42
author commentary was always going to happen. So Well, this is not
1:35:46
your graphic. Yeah. Because if it were, it would be
1:35:49
Homestuck. This is just
1:35:56
a multicolored garbage flying out of
1:35:58
an oil derrick into the earth. That that's as close to a sexual
1:36:01
image as you
1:36:04
can get. So,
1:36:06
yeah, that's that just to tie off that incredible plot thread.
1:36:09
2. So
1:36:14
that I guess we can talk about the stuff with Therese and Brisko with this flash, which called
1:36:16
remember. And
1:36:20
just to run around ahead of you, Cameron, so you
1:36:22
can then give your response. Thread loves this a
1:36:25
plus -- Mhmm.
1:36:28
-- like, emotional capstone. People are disappointed
1:36:30
that this comes with the announcement of another hiatus,
1:36:32
but people are like, after
1:36:34
seeing this, I am confident that
1:36:38
homestuck will deliver a
1:36:41
good ending because this
1:36:43
feels like so on
1:36:45
point to them. Mhmm.
1:36:47
Yeah. I mean, I just I I don't think
1:36:49
it works in the
1:36:51
same way that Dave
1:36:54
and Dirk do. Partially because it's
1:36:56
done almost entirely through monologue. Mhmm.
1:36:58
Right? I mean, before the actual
1:37:00
flash itself, right, we get
1:37:02
this long monologue from Therese. And then and
1:37:05
then, like, you know, wordlessly through images. Mhmm. And the
1:37:07
images here are not particularly interesting to me.
1:37:09
I mean, it's just, you know, they
1:37:11
find one another. Yeah. The
1:37:16
yeah. The the reason I don't
1:37:18
really in order to make
1:37:20
Dave and Dirk work. And
1:37:22
maybe my reaction here actually has to do with the fact that we just got Dave Dirk -- Right. -- in this
1:37:24
kind of long emotional journey that
1:37:26
we get over the text and
1:37:30
how it connects up with some stuff that we've had over the
1:37:33
past couple acts, particularly
1:37:35
around Dave's development. I
1:37:38
I don't think the same amount of work's been
1:37:40
done in the comic around Therese. Mhmm. Like I just don't
1:37:42
think it's happening. I think you can draw a line
1:37:45
between classic Therese through her
1:37:47
self sacrifice. Right? And
1:37:51
her decision to undo
1:37:54
the killing of RisksCA to get here. Right? Like, I I there's no, you
1:37:57
know, from
1:38:00
this position. You
1:38:02
can see a clear line all the way back. Uh-huh. Right? So so it's grounded. It's grounded. If you accept
1:38:04
the terms under
1:38:07
which it occurred, it
1:38:10
is it is grounded. Right? So, like, that's
1:38:12
not where my unhappiness
1:38:15
comes from or my Yeah.
1:38:17
I think Teresa got done dirty, basically. Like,
1:38:20
Vriska as a character dead,
1:38:22
Vriska did not have to get
1:38:26
2 she changed in
1:38:28
a way that was developmentally interesting
1:38:30
for her. Right. Good or bad
1:38:32
who knows. Right? But I think
1:38:35
that she transformed and had a lot of introspection in the dream bubbles in
1:38:37
order to get herself there. And we get a
1:38:39
lot of track kind of
1:38:41
laid to this. I think a lot of the trek for
1:38:44
Terez just got laid, like, in the in the
1:38:46
past five pages or, you know, before this happens,
1:38:48
this monologue. Mhmm. I
1:38:50
think so much of Terez has
1:38:53
to get hallowed out in order to make room
1:38:55
for this that it doesn't feel like
1:38:59
the same character. And I guess you could say the
1:39:01
same thing about Dave. He doesn't really feel like the same character as he was at the very beginning, but we've had
1:39:03
a lot of points of
1:39:06
check-in along the way. Mhmm.
1:39:08
And I think that the jumps that
1:39:10
are made from Therese in act six, you know, act six is very
1:39:15
long. But I think the jumps from point to point. You know, I feel like
1:39:17
2 jumps from a to d -- Mhmm. --
1:39:19
and then d
1:39:22
to f. And then f two wait. 2. You know
1:39:24
what I mean? Whereas Dave, we get like, you know, ABCDEFG.
1:39:27
You know, I think there's
1:39:29
very few implications. I think there's a lot of fan work going in to make this work
1:39:31
on the 2
1:39:35
because she's not She's
1:39:38
not daredevil anymore. Mhmm. Right? Shit. Because that didn't work out, I guess. Right? That's not sufficient to her.
1:39:44
Although given the
1:39:46
way the time cut works, she should be. Oh, no, because it's dead resi.
1:39:51
Never. She shouldn't. I'm
1:39:53
sorry. I've been making a shortcut in my head. Right? So
1:39:55
even right? I don't Like, I think have lot of work to put the
1:39:58
words that are into resi's
1:40:00
mouth here
1:40:03
at the end of this act into Therese's
1:40:05
mind right before she
1:40:07
gives John the
1:40:11
directions. Right? In order to make all these connections happen. And I think you can do
1:40:13
I think you can draw that line. Mhmm. That line
1:40:15
is not as
1:40:19
clearly placed for me as Dave
1:40:21
is -- Yeah. -- or
1:40:23
as Verisk is. The here
1:40:25
in at the end
1:40:27
of this episode, Teresi is
1:40:30
presented as if she has had the same amount of introspection as all
1:40:32
of the other kind of mainline
1:40:34
characters. I just don't think that's true.
1:40:38
I don't I've not skipped a new thing. I've been reading everything all the
1:40:40
way through. Mhmm. You know, I've read a lot of
1:40:42
words to homestuck at this point. And
1:40:45
whereas, Risks, as a
1:40:47
archival reader, I can see it. Dave
1:40:49
as an archival reader, I can see it. I think Therese
1:40:51
as an archival reader, it might be harder. Mhmm. I think there might
1:40:53
be more fan investment that
1:40:55
was serially around than
1:40:58
her than than here. So I think maybe
1:41:00
I'm missing some of the push that gets
1:41:02
her here. Yeah. Now, do I think that
1:41:05
it works in the end? Like Dave
1:41:08
and Dirk? Sure. Like, I I that's great. It's a
1:41:10
good ending for these characters -- Mhmm.
1:41:12
-- or, you know, as far as
1:41:14
an ending as we have. Right? A good place for them to land. I
1:41:16
just I you know, it's kind of a
1:41:18
bummer to see what you have to do to Tresi
1:41:20
to get her here. Mhmm.
1:41:22
And it doesn't feel like change or
1:41:25
growth or arkyness. She doesn't climb in Everest.
1:41:27
Right? Mhmm. She believes she made a mistake
1:41:29
and has to have it undone and
1:41:31
then the undoing ultimately creates
1:41:34
the conditions for her to be happy. Right. So I
1:41:36
don't know. Right. I just I don't know.
1:41:38
I I just doesn't feel like it has the
1:41:40
track laid for it in the same way. Mhmm.
1:41:42
Yeah. No. I I agree. I remember historically thinking
1:41:45
two things simultaneously about
1:41:47
this flash. One that I love
1:41:50
it, I think it rips. a little
1:41:52
like it comes out of nowhere.
1:41:54
And I think we got some
1:41:56
pushback from a
1:41:59
couple of corners maybe even
1:42:01
the wizards corner. Mhmm. That's right. That's right. That's
1:42:03
right. How I forgot
1:42:06
the person's name? Zero
1:42:08
Alexander. Yeah. Zero
1:42:10
Alexander. That's right. The the witness corner zero. You got it. A a back win
1:42:13
of Risca first
1:42:16
came back. And
1:42:18
your response to that was, like,
1:42:20
so this is just, like, purely instrumental. Right?
1:42:22
Like, that this was done because Terezi thinks
1:42:24
that Briska is the person that can,
1:42:26
like, solve all these problems. pushback that. And
1:42:29
I think it is
1:42:31
because this moment can
1:42:34
land so strongly and, like, can be so definitive of,
1:42:37
like, what is going on with
1:42:39
Theresa and Briska that say
1:42:41
it with me folks, it can
1:42:43
spackle over what the serial
1:42:45
experience of reading was like.
1:42:47
Right. And it can sort
1:42:49
of obscure some things that
1:42:52
are notable namely that, you
1:42:54
know, Risks and Tarrezi have been friends. Absolutely. Right? They have this
1:42:56
very complicated friendship,
1:42:59
and that's not up
1:43:03
for debate. But the
1:43:05
specific, like, undertones of
1:43:07
that friendship are up in
1:43:10
the air very much so. It's a lot of,
1:43:12
like, off screen stuff. And of course, there
1:43:14
are people in the fandom who are Ritza
1:43:16
2 shippers. Like, just full
1:43:18
speed ahead with it. Right? Like -- Mhmm.
1:43:21
-- chew chew. Like, that's what they want.
1:43:23
And there's so there's you
1:43:25
would reading this serially know that
1:43:27
that's in the air. But the
1:43:29
and we talked about this even
1:43:31
during the meteor journey, like clearly,
1:43:33
Briska, it during those walkarounds with Nina, when you find out that Briska, or you
1:43:35
find Therese and she's wearing
1:43:38
her hoodie because she's upset.
1:43:42
Turns out she's had AAAAAAAAAA heeled
1:43:45
her eyes and everything.
1:43:47
Mhmm. Clearly, Therese is
1:43:49
upset because she and she says as much.
1:43:51
She's unsure of what she did. Right? She
1:43:53
doesn't know if killing Briscoe was the
1:43:55
right choice. Right?
1:43:58
But It is unclear if that's like
1:44:00
a romantic I loved her and I shouldn't
1:44:02
have done that or if like she was
1:44:04
my friend and I killed
1:44:05
her. Like is is tendentious as our relationship was, I
1:44:08
don't think I'd made the
1:44:10
right choice in
1:44:11
killing her. So it is really like,
1:44:13
and part of this is because Torese
1:44:15
is always fronting. Teresi is a
1:44:18
very performative voice, a very performative character, particularly,
1:44:20
like, with regard to, like,
1:44:22
John. Right? There's a bit in
1:44:26
either this past reading or this one where
1:44:28
John is talking about all of the
1:44:30
stuff he had to do during the
1:44:33
retcon that didn't seem terribly relevant to what ended up happening. And Torese is
1:44:35
just like, yeah, I was probably just fucking with
1:44:40
you. Because that's how
1:44:42
Torese responds. She's always got this kind of shield of 2. And
1:44:45
then here in
1:44:48
this message, to Rysco. We
1:44:50
are seeing her really open herself up in a way that
1:44:53
she hasn't opened
1:44:56
up before and
1:44:58
it's kind of novel. Right? She's been sad with people certainly, and she's been thoughtful for with but
1:45:01
she's never been
1:45:04
this direct
1:45:06
in kind of, like, staking out her
1:45:09
emotional claims on on this
1:45:11
whole thing. And I
1:45:14
think it's good. Right? I I, like, I am
1:45:16
not angry about this. I but I
1:45:18
do think it does kind of you
1:45:21
say it kind of, like, hollows her out.
1:45:23
It I don't know if I would put it that way, but it does,
1:45:25
like, recast all of
1:45:27
that irony in
1:45:30
performance in a very specific different light that
1:45:32
you wouldn't necessarily get
1:45:34
to. Right. If you were
1:45:37
unless Right? Unless you started with the first
1:45:39
thought, I hope Theresa and Riska, like have a thing, like an actual thing that is more
1:45:44
than friendship. Well, yeah. And
1:45:46
I think by hallowed out, I just mean, you have to make room full. Mhmm. And so
1:45:48
a lot of the other parts
1:45:50
of Therese just kinda go away here.
1:45:55
Right? And and you can read that, like and I
1:45:57
think that this is probably like the standard
1:45:59
reading. Right? Mhmm. You can read
1:46:01
that. It's just like that's the maturing of
1:46:03
the character. Right? Like she as you're
1:46:05
saying, she gets rid of this kind of
1:46:07
front, you know, she is a little
1:46:09
bit more sincere. It's a similar move to
1:46:11
the characters are
1:46:11
I that's valid reading. But I'll
1:46:15
you know, I
1:46:17
think what makes
1:46:20
Therese interest seeing as a
1:46:22
character is kind of like her assertiveness,
1:46:24
her willingness to
1:46:27
commit to the big know
1:46:30
what I mean? And, like, to kinda turn some things into
1:46:32
a little 2 a bit of a bit, maybe even when she should. Mhmm. And, like, Frisco shows
1:46:34
back up and gets to do all the same shit that Frisco used to do,
1:46:37
2 you're
1:46:39
like, yeah, you have risk a, you know, being a real mess
1:46:42
over here. And Touresi
1:46:44
doesn't. Touresi's kinda like become
1:46:46
a different kind of person. Mhmm.
1:46:49
2, like, in the plot, you know? And I don't know. I think it I think it
1:46:51
is. It's my interest in Therese in a character that makes me be
1:46:53
like, oh, you know,
1:46:56
I don't I I you
1:46:58
know, this is not my favorite thing to have happened here. But I see where it comes from. And I see that yeah. I think you're right. I think you're
1:47:00
you've already invested in that and
1:47:02
you're reading for it and you're looking
1:47:07
for it and you want it to be in the thing, then you can be there. I
1:47:09
just think it's a lightly drawn line that that really does
1:47:11
require a little bit more work,
1:47:14
you know, on the part of the reader,
1:47:17
which is fine. That's how homestuck
1:47:19
functions. Right? Like, if if we have
1:47:21
a disagree, I I think sometimes people get
1:47:23
a sense, you know, this comes up a few
1:47:25
times. Right? They're they're like, what we are
1:47:27
saying here is authoritative where
1:47:30
it's not. I think we are just demonstrating a
1:47:32
different way of reading sometimes and sometimes just
1:47:34
the logic of the reading itself. Right? Like,
1:47:36
what are you thinking about? What fronts? For
1:47:38
me, for Therese, what fronts there is
1:47:40
not her, like, OTP status. Right?
1:47:42
And, like, who she's with? Right. What
1:47:45
what's on front for me is,
1:47:47
like, What does Tyresi see as
1:47:49
integral to her as
1:47:51
a person that she
1:47:53
needs to carry forward? And because
1:47:55
that's the whole question about, you know, her
1:47:58
blindness or not. Right? She
1:48:01
she was blind and took that to be integral
1:48:03
to herself and had a lot of thoughts and feelings
1:48:05
about it. And then it was cured, you know, big
1:48:08
quotation marks here.
1:48:10
You know, she she was given
1:48:12
sight again and then had, like, kind of, a a
1:48:14
big breakdown about that. Right? What who am
1:48:16
I as a person? And now it seems
1:48:18
like the who am I as a person
1:48:20
is resolved as one part of a partnership. Mhmm.
1:48:22
And it's I think you're right. The
1:48:25
I I and I think that's just less interesting than maybe some other path to go down for me.
1:48:27
I think I I'd prefer to see it different resi. Maybe there is. We still got
1:48:29
more to read. Maybe we'll get to have
1:48:32
both res Right?
1:48:34
It's just partially maybe where we ended -- Mhmm. -- that
1:48:37
influences how I think. But I also think
1:48:39
you're right. I the I
1:48:41
I mostly enjoy
1:48:44
this flash although I I I'm
1:48:46
not sure I like the like. We
1:48:48
were friends for eternity
1:48:51
backfilling of visual information. Here.
1:48:54
Mhmm. I don't know if I like that part necessarily.
1:48:56
Although the art's great. Yeah. The art
1:48:58
is really good. I I sort
1:49:00
of well, I guess, I'm interested
1:49:02
in what you have to say on that. But, like, what I can say just to describe the slash 2 for them,
1:49:05
the non reader. How this
1:49:07
works is we've got this
1:49:11
very sad, melancholy, but also well,
1:49:14
someone in the thread, eat ages
1:49:16
ago because this is this is
1:49:19
a fairly well known song. In
1:49:21
the fandom. By this point, it came
1:49:23
out. I think sometime around act five, it's called, do you remember me? And starts as
1:49:25
a Ritzka John
1:49:27
song in the album.
1:49:30
It has, like, its own little thumbnail art, and it's, like, the scene where Friska shows up outside John's house they're
1:49:32
both already
1:49:36
dead. So here it gets
1:49:38
reformatted into a Riska Therese song and but someone way back when called it, like,
1:49:40
two adult contemporary for me, and
1:49:42
it's got that kind of vibe.
1:49:48
But nonetheless, it's it's very it
1:49:50
it starts out very melancholy, very
1:49:52
sad, and then gets kind
1:49:54
of like soaring and hopeful. As
1:49:57
the dead toresi and the dead friska are just kinda
1:49:59
like wandering around in in the blankness
1:50:02
of the dream bubbles.
1:50:05
And it gets intercut with or not intercut, but sort of
1:50:07
like in the background, you see these panels drawn of
1:50:09
like these the characters when they
1:50:11
were kids. And they're they're
1:50:15
adorably drawn. Like, you know, big
1:50:17
big beautiful eyes and,
1:50:19
like, big child heads
1:50:21
and, like, tiny little
1:50:24
chibi bodies. And so you see, like, the
1:50:26
Riska in her room and, like, Theresey symbol pops
1:50:28
up as a
1:50:31
a chat notification on her computer and were to
1:50:33
understand. Right? This was, like, in some way, this was how they met. Right? The two of them and we
1:50:35
see them, these
1:50:39
two kids. On the computer talking to one another, like typing. And
1:50:41
then we see them playing their
1:50:43
role playing games together
1:50:46
and hanging out and, like, arguing over the the outcomes
1:50:48
of their role playing games and then, like,
1:50:50
both napping on a treasure horde leader.
1:50:53
All of the
1:50:56
fun times that presumably, you know, that
1:50:58
they might have had. But now we're getting kind of explicitly shown
1:51:02
as memories that these characters have, an entire of perspective
1:51:05
on their relationship and
1:51:07
sort of like a
1:51:09
a historical depth
1:51:11
to their relationship. That
1:51:14
could have been implied, of course, up until this point, it would have been implied, I guess, but
1:51:16
hasn't been a thing that
1:51:18
a lot of people have talked
1:51:22
about. Right? Hasn't been a
1:51:24
topic of conversation. And this is one of the ways
1:51:26
in which, like, homestuck as a narrative and the way
1:51:28
that its narrative works is very different from
1:51:30
kind of, like, traditional understandings of narrative where
1:51:33
you show a person
1:51:35
certain things in order, to
1:51:39
justify the thing that you were
1:51:41
ultimately going to show them at the end.
1:51:43
Right? Everything is kind of like
1:51:45
piece by piece, building up to
1:51:47
something. should clear through line. One of the things
1:51:49
that Homestuck does is kind of show
1:51:52
you what seemed to be
1:51:54
random parts of a sequence of
1:51:56
events. Leaving a bunch
1:51:58
of gaps and it can be unclear whether or not those are gaps that you're meant to fill
1:52:04
in yourself. Or if those gaps
1:52:06
are going to be retroactively filled in later in order to sell some
1:52:08
other kind of,
1:52:11
like, big narrative twist. And
1:52:14
so I I just think that's
1:52:16
also a part of it here, right,
1:52:18
is that Homestuck has an a chronological approach
1:52:21
to how it constructs narratives and it results in in kind
1:52:23
of this kind of thing where something happens late in
1:52:25
the game that has a warping
1:52:27
effect on everything behind
1:52:31
it, but if you approach it in AAA more straightforward
1:52:33
way, you might not pick up
1:52:36
on those moves, and it
1:52:38
might result in a different reading
1:52:40
experience. Yeah. Yeah. And
1:52:42
also, you know, the ability to focus in or not focus in. Right? Like,
1:52:45
2 my
1:52:49
reading of Torese, I'm not focusing in on the relationship with Wirtzka. Right?
1:52:51
Like as a as an object of interest -- Right. --
1:52:53
by virtue of not doing that.
1:52:55
It's surrounded by fifty
1:52:58
thousand other things about Therese. Right?
1:53:00
That you can be interested in. And so because I'm
1:53:02
not doing that, some stuff just kinda comes out
1:53:04
of nowhere. Right? Not comes out of nowhere,
1:53:06
but has less of a justification in my memory. Right? This is
1:53:09
also the benefit of the database. Right?
1:53:11
That, like, the database
1:53:14
of Tumblr posts of, you know, the archive of something
1:53:16
awful posts, the Wiki, right,
1:53:18
which has such a determinant,
1:53:20
I think, at this point, such a
1:53:22
determinant value for a lot of people who are entering into Mhmm.
1:53:25
You know, decisions that are
1:53:27
made there and the the
1:53:29
ability kinda accept access
1:53:31
that. Right? Gives you a
1:53:33
particular way of building a narrative. Mhmm. You know? You you build
1:53:35
it's build your own investment
1:53:37
in a in a
1:53:40
literal way. And
1:53:42
partially the reason that you're talking about these gaps exist is that how you can't edit. Mhmm. Right? Like, I mean, that
1:53:45
that's happened with
1:53:48
the rec con is the
1:53:50
closest thing that Hussey has to an edit here. If you're making a comment, if I'm making WATCHMAN,
1:53:56
right, like, you know, Dave Givens and
1:53:58
Alan Moore. Alan Moore is writing some words out. Dave Givens is illustrating
1:54:00
them. They're gonna have the
1:54:02
whole issue done. They're gonna pass
1:54:05
back and forth. They're gonna look at it. An editor
1:54:07
is gonna look at it. They're gonna make a call. And then at the end, they're gonna finalize it, and then it goes to Mhmm. Right?
1:54:13
During that process, they might think, you
1:54:15
know what? On page twenty three, there's a panel that needs a little more setup.
1:54:19
On page two, Let's go back and
1:54:21
change page two before anyone sees in you. Mhmm. That's not the case. For you can't
1:54:24
do that with homestock.
1:54:26
You what you have
1:54:28
to do is you have to change
1:54:30
the way that one reads, you know, page two that you posted five years ago
1:54:33
by creating page
1:54:35
twenty five that recontextualizes it.
1:54:37
Right? And that's actually, you know, storytelling wise. That's why I think the
1:54:44
this flash is so compelling, right, is that it
1:54:46
does have to be completed when it's post posted. Right? Like,
1:54:48
the it
1:54:51
it is a moment in which linear chronology in
1:54:53
terms of the phenomenal reading of
1:54:55
experience it. Right? What image do
1:54:57
you see one after another in
1:54:59
sequence very shortly? In a
1:55:01
timeline that's determined by literally a video file. Right? That's where it can be
1:55:03
so tightly controlled, where the
1:55:06
database actually doesn't really
1:55:08
rule where traditional images
1:55:10
following one another in the way that you would have in a finite published comic book, for example. Right?
1:55:13
Like that starlight
1:55:15
caliopy or whatever, the
1:55:19
way that that would function. Right? So it it
1:55:21
isn't really interesting thing. Like, this way
1:55:23
of ringing characters, you know, and and what
1:55:25
is your investment and how do you come
1:55:27
to an investment around the character
1:55:29
really is a kind of
1:55:31
interesting slice of a lot broader truths, you know,
1:55:34
about the way that homestuck
1:55:36
functions. As
1:55:38
opposed to the way that maybe a more traditional comic
1:55:40
book does or even other web comics, which
1:55:42
won't, you know, for example, have these flashes
1:55:45
in them with such a tight control
1:55:47
-- Mhmm. -- to them. So Yeah. Yeah.
1:55:49
Anyway, that's all the same. Everyone's right about Terezi, I
1:55:51
2. I I thank you for saying that because
1:55:53
they actually helped me articulate something I was
1:55:55
trying to get across. Before,
1:55:58
which is like one of the you
1:56:00
know, it's not like there's a a is
1:56:02
written in a bad Homestuck written in
1:56:04
the way that it is written and it has
1:56:06
certain effects. One of the advantages of a more traditional
1:56:09
narrative that is going to be edited in the
1:56:11
way that you're describing, I mean,
1:56:13
it is more kind
1:56:15
of like pain very specific attention
1:56:17
to kind of like the slow escalation in construction of things
1:56:20
is because
1:56:24
it allows you to focus the reader's
1:56:26
attention on the things that you think are important. Right? These are the things that you should
1:56:28
know. Keep these
1:56:31
in mind going forward. And
1:56:33
homestuck often finds itself in positions where it wants to make
1:56:35
something that wasn't
1:56:40
Well, this happens in two ways. One, this is how
1:56:42
many of the plot twists or, like, apparent plot twists work is, like,
1:56:45
this thing that you
1:56:47
didn't think was important turned
1:56:49
out to actually be important.
1:56:51
It turned out that you were not focusing your attention correctly. Sucker. Or
1:56:56
in a way that, like, because this is kind of
1:56:58
like a living narrative being written without an editor, It's
1:57:03
like, oh, shit. I need do something. Right? How do I
1:57:05
do that? Oh, I can go back
1:57:08
to an
1:57:10
earlier moment. And, like, shift the way that we were
1:57:12
supposed to pay attention to it in order
1:57:14
to achieve a different goal here at
1:57:18
the end. So that's kind of like the two the two
1:57:20
2 or editor editorial temporalities
1:57:22
that that are at stake here.
1:57:25
Yeah. No. The only other
1:57:28
thing I was gonna say is, like, this
1:57:30
really is, this kind of question of Therese,
1:57:33
weirdly enough. You know, it I think it's a
1:57:36
strong demonstration why if
1:57:38
you're an academic who
1:57:41
is making or or just someone
1:57:43
who's writing, you know, just generally, critically about the way that narrative works
1:57:48
or some true you know,
1:57:51
some statements about what how you think of medium functions. Mhmm. You get Homestuck
1:57:56
is like you
1:57:58
know, it's a lever under
1:58:00
a lot of stuff. Mhmm. I think
1:58:03
it puts the lie to a lot
1:58:05
of standard claims about say how
1:58:07
video games or comics or movies. Uh-huh. Right? Like
1:58:09
because well, it's got pieces of all those, and it leverages them to
1:58:11
different ways, but then
1:58:15
it recontextualizes, like, What what is the set of
1:58:17
expectations one might have going into it?
1:58:20
And what are the outputs that come from
1:58:22
these different forms? I just I you
1:58:24
know, It is
1:58:26
astonishing to me. No. It's not astonishing. Having read the thing. It's not astonishing to me. But
1:58:29
it's disappointing
1:58:32
to me. 2 there's
1:58:34
not more academic work on because I think it is such a useful thing to point order to
1:58:37
think about how
1:58:40
mediaatization works. Yes.
1:58:43
Yes. That's why I'm here. You
1:58:45
got it. I think we're gonna write a
1:58:47
book on homestuck. I don't know. I
1:58:49
think I think you've convinced you, Michael. Alright. Yeah. Okay. Good. Great.
1:58:51
That makes it so
1:58:54
much
1:58:55
easier for me. But
1:58:58
Yeah. Yeah.
1:58:58
Anyway, that that's just one wanted to say is that, you know, the part of the way
1:59:01
of describing homestock for
1:59:03
me, right, is is you
1:59:06
just heard them in to go is like, well, here's how it works
1:59:08
in another medium. Here's how works. The difference
1:59:10
between these two things tells us something.
1:59:13
Right? But the flip should be true. Right?
1:59:15
When we talk about a watchman, right, in the way that
1:59:17
it functions, homestock can also provide an example to to in live
1:59:19
in how we discuss watchman
1:59:22
or whatever the fuck. Right? Superior Spider Man.
1:59:25
I guess the other thing here too,
1:59:27
if if you're trying to close-up the episode,
1:59:29
the one other thing I wanna say about
1:59:31
this is that this has been the case
1:59:33
for several other, what do you call them, flashes that
1:59:36
we've seen, but it
1:59:38
it really is notable to
1:59:40
me the way that fan art and fan
1:59:42
art kind of key art gets used. So, like -- Mhmm. -- many of these are
1:59:44
not animations, you know, animation
1:59:46
plays on on top of these.
1:59:50
But it's just key art of, like,
1:59:52
a situation that's occurring, right, between
1:59:54
these two characters. And they're used as
1:59:57
kind of flash points in time in
1:59:59
the way that you would you know, if it
2:00:01
were on a traditional comics page, if it were printed, it would be like five images, you know,
2:00:03
kind of in a row on a page. And it's
2:00:07
like, here's all these different things that these people did. This is a common
2:00:09
maneuver in, like, Team Comics, like X Men.
2:00:11
Right? It's like -- Mhmm. On
2:00:14
on a cold December morning, and then it's like,
2:00:17
you know, Wolverine and,
2:00:19
you know, whatever. What's
2:00:21
that gonna and cannonball and they're like they're
2:00:23
sparring. And kitty pride is like eating soup and you know what I mean? Like, get these different times
2:00:25
and spaces of the characters and
2:00:27
like static images. And
2:00:31
then all the other characters too from throughout the comic.
2:00:33
Right? We see, like, the dead equities, the
2:00:35
dead Aridin, and
2:00:37
all of them coming back. So it's not just all this new
2:00:40
information about these characters. It's these
2:00:42
specific iconic moments from earlier in
2:00:44
the comic when all these
2:00:46
characters you know and Right. And
2:00:48
it made me really think about the
2:00:50
way that people in the discordant on Twitter when they've know, when
2:00:54
when they've tagged us into the show 2, like, hey, conversations that have
2:00:56
tagged us in. The way specifically they've
2:00:58
talked about fan art and also the
2:01:01
response to the fan art
2:01:03
tumbler. Right? Mhmm. It which is
2:01:05
like the the moment of fan the static image,
2:01:07
right, of a situation storytelling
2:01:12
capability. Right? Like, it's
2:01:14
it's this kind of
2:01:18
prompt that, like, know, to
2:01:20
talk about it or think about it or or do
2:01:22
that kind of stuff. And it's so fascinating for
2:01:26
me that it seems like for a chunk of the the homestuck audience,
2:01:28
like, that's a big mode of engagement.
2:01:30
Right? Like -- Mhmm. -- you know,
2:01:33
you know, we've talked this before in the fan fick
2:01:35
of the writing. Right? Like, what if these two characters
2:01:37
meant? What would happen? Right? But then there
2:01:39
also seems to be this parallel thing
2:01:41
of, like, what if these two characters meant? Here's what it would
2:01:44
look like, here's maybe what they would do
2:01:46
together, and then that's a prompt for thought
2:01:48
discussion, whatever Tumblr posts. Etcetera.
2:01:50
Mhmm. And it's so fascinating to me as I I think that I've got this kind of hanger you know, I've talked in
2:01:52
previous episodes. I don't really have
2:01:54
that relationship to these images. Right? Like,
2:01:58
2 know, we talked about in the bonus episode.
2:02:00
You can go to patreon dot com slash range
2:02:02
touch on fan animations. Right? Where it's like,
2:02:04
some of these
2:02:07
are just static images. And I'm looking at
2:02:09
them and they don't do a lot for me. You know?
2:02:11
Like, these these surely are these characters. And I think in my mind, this
2:02:14
kind of fan production like
2:02:16
the because I've been thinking
2:02:18
about it since that episode. This kind of fan production, in my is I
2:02:21
have a framework
2:02:23
of, like, the like,
2:02:26
the key art pin up
2:02:28
style of, like, Marvel comics in the nineties
2:02:30
and early two thousands. Right? Where
2:02:32
it's, like, Mhmm. You get your your you
2:02:35
got a picture of Spider Man. Right? Or I've got I've got a, like, an old face on pleased. Right.
2:02:40
Yeah. Finally. We
2:02:42
but or, you know, I've got a Fangoria
2:02:44
that I bought for just king things, and it's got a a pinup of
2:02:46
of ash from evil dead in it, from maybe army of darkness.
2:02:51
Right? Mhmm. And, you know, and it's like, oh, you rip it out. It's a post where it goes
2:02:53
2. You look at it, and it, like, makes you think
2:02:55
about ash. Right?
2:02:58
And how cool ash is. Right? And I've really been thinking about this as, you know, I just moved recently
2:03:00
and I have nothing on my walls here and I didn't
2:03:02
have anything on my walls in the previous place
2:03:06
was living. But here I'm gonna put things on the walls and everything. What
2:03:08
do I want up there? Right? And so but
2:03:10
so for me, like, this kind of static
2:03:14
art is is locked into this kind of form
2:03:16
where it's like, you look at and
2:03:18
maybe this might be a truly generational thing
2:03:20
or like an audience thing. Right?
2:03:22
Like, I wasn't in the circuits
2:03:25
the cultural circuits that do this other thing,
2:03:27
which almost certainly has to do with my upbringing and my access to Internet things and
2:03:30
things like my age
2:03:32
probably. All these things
2:03:34
are related to one another. But when I look at a piece of static art, it to it's never
2:03:36
a prompt for me.
2:03:39
Right? I'm never like wonder
2:03:42
what the human torch is gonna do with that beach ball.
2:03:44
You know? I wonder why Jim and Reed Richard's
2:03:46
gonna get up to on that beach. Right?
2:03:49
Like, That's that's not the thing. Right? It's just like
2:03:51
a piece of art to look at like the human torch cool. But it's so to me and especially the because
2:03:54
this is how the storytelling happens
2:03:56
in flesh
2:03:58
and it's happened in several others. Right? Like, the the
2:04:00
key art is meant to be, like,
2:04:03
a moment in time that you can
2:04:05
then use to, like, talk about or
2:04:07
think about or whatever. Right? And that's just not
2:04:09
my relationship to these things. So it's been really fascinating to read homestuck and to
2:04:11
think about this stuff and really 2 of
2:04:15
come to like, again, to use the term I view. It's a lot like
2:04:17
a reading protocol difference. Right? But how to
2:04:19
read the static image protocol
2:04:22
difference? And people in our discord have talked about the
2:04:24
fact that, like, some of them were introduced as
2:04:27
a while back when people were
2:04:29
having this conversation, but some were introduced a homestuck
2:04:31
entirely just by looking at the art. And that and
2:04:34
and some people said that their primary mode of
2:04:36
engagement was just looking
2:04:38
at fan art. Of the thing. Right? And then thinking and talking
2:04:40
and reading, like, tumbler post about it and things
2:04:42
like that. So it's such an interesting thing
2:04:44
to me of of moving
2:04:46
from one image regime to another. Right?
2:04:48
Mhmm. And, you know, I I think
2:04:50
rarely rarely do I see a thing and
2:04:53
and just not
2:04:56
have access you know,
2:04:58
to it in any kind of way in terms
2:05:00
of like, I don't really have a road in. I can schematically understand that
2:05:02
relationship to the Mitch, but I don't really have a road into
2:05:04
it. 2
2:05:06
don't think there's anything I interact with in that way that I
2:05:09
have the same relation to, but then I
2:05:11
was thinking about the episode of
2:05:13
Gain study studies studies we just did on
2:05:15
Suvik Mukerjee, Mukherjee. Sorry. Apologies. I went back to
2:05:17
the old pronunciation I had in my head
2:05:19
that was wrong. Shovic,
2:05:23
Moker g. There we go. You've got it right. And I
2:05:25
was thinking about that in the chapter on
2:05:27
after action reports. Right.
2:05:30
And so after you play
2:05:33
a strategy game and
2:05:36
you, you
2:05:38
know, do this kind of stuff and you think about the play afterward.
2:05:40
Right? There's this abstraction in front of you of
2:05:42
stuff and then you narrativeize it afterward.
2:05:44
Right? That's a thing that
2:05:47
I do every time. Like every time
2:05:49
I'm playing it, you know, I play a lot of city
2:05:51
builder strategy games. I'm always thinking about narratively what's happening in
2:05:53
this game with no
2:05:55
narrative layer. Right? So weirdly
2:05:57
enough, I guess, I do, you know, like, after I was thinking about, I do have this kind of narrative way in, right, where it's
2:06:00
I do
2:06:04
take the civilization game. Right? That
2:06:06
has no story to it whatsoever. And then I infer and build all this 2 in my
2:06:08
head of thinking
2:06:11
about, well, what? What happened when this happened? You
2:06:13
know, I wrote blog posts about that ten years ago or whatever. And I think that's,
2:06:15
you know, the best inference
2:06:18
that I can make about
2:06:20
this kinda how people have
2:06:22
a relationship to fan art here. Mhmm. So that's all to say. Sorry sorry to
2:06:24
to go long on that, but it's
2:06:26
been an interesting way over the past
2:06:30
partnerships of thinking about that and and thinking about
2:06:33
me not having, you know, that
2:06:35
particular relationship, but having one
2:06:37
that's kind of maybe analogous
2:06:39
to other peoples. This show would be pointless if
2:06:41
we didn't learn something along the way. Yeah. It's what I'm saying. Anyway,
2:06:44
so so but
2:06:46
you wanna close-up the episode. Well,
2:06:48
you wanna shut this down. I wanna shut it down. I wanna tell you about
2:06:50
something that I learned, but before I do that, I just saw something
2:06:52
in my notes that I
2:06:55
wanted to touch on. You
2:06:57
had mentioned you wanted to talk about a generally eye and astrada from the left hand
2:06:59
of darkness. Oh, you know what? I do, but I just talked
2:07:01
for so long that I probably don't
2:07:03
wanna do that. Okay.
2:07:06
But but you you are correct. The only
2:07:09
thing about that that maybe and
2:07:11
I know I've mentioned them before
2:07:13
on the show. But but the I
2:07:15
was thinking about that in terms of
2:07:17
Tresi and Rysca. Oh, okay.
2:07:19
That's Rysci Rysci.
2:07:24
Riska and Jirese, have a similar end relationship to me
2:07:26
as those two characters from the
2:07:28
left hand of Dark House? But
2:07:30
missing the the front two thirds
2:07:33
of the novel. Okay. And that's
2:07:35
a really fascinating comparison to me. Maybe
2:07:37
I'll get into 2 a bonus episode
2:07:39
or something like that, but Okay. Yeah. I didn't
2:07:41
know if it was going to be them or if it might might have
2:07:43
been the the roxy caliope thing, which we kind of glossed over, but there
2:07:45
is this moment. And this the
2:07:48
thread is kind of goes
2:07:50
cog wild here. Like, Roxy and Kalipe like, Roxy is taking Kalipe
2:07:52
to, like, basically hide out
2:07:54
on Jade's planet while the final
2:07:58
battle is going down. Mhmm. And they have this
2:08:01
heart to heart conversation, and then there's, like,
2:08:03
this cutaway to, like, a big, like,
2:08:05
sort of, landscape view of Jade's house
2:08:07
on the island, and it's implied that, like, Roxy and hugging or kissing
2:08:09
there or something, and
2:08:11
it's not shown. And
2:08:15
so the the thread goes wild about that. But I didn't know
2:08:17
if you were taking it with Therese and
2:08:19
Briska or with whatever the
2:08:22
roxy caliope thing with Roxy
2:08:25
being human and Kaleiope
2:08:27
being about being in
2:08:32
a weird position for a cherub. Right? She she is like not
2:08:35
cultured in the way she is not in cultured, I should
2:08:37
say, in the
2:08:40
way that chairups are, quote unquote, supposed to be
2:08:42
according to the lore of this setting. She's more human, and so there's
2:08:44
something going on
2:08:47
here about, again, like, determinations
2:08:49
of society and culture and, like, what you are as
2:08:51
an embodied being and so on? Mhmm. No.
2:08:54
That's a much smarter connection, the one I was was only
2:08:57
that I that
2:08:59
the the Yeah. The
2:09:03
way that the left hand of darkness ends up is kind of similar
2:09:05
to the way that Tresi Riska end up, but
2:09:07
the it's an interesting comparative of
2:09:09
what is the thread that gets
2:09:12
them there? And and I
2:09:14
think the thread in homestuck is much
2:09:16
thinner than the thread in the left end of darkness,
2:09:18
although both are predicated on how you fill in gaps.
2:09:23
Which is why I use the left hand of darkness to teach science
2:09:25
fiction regularly. You you have to you
2:09:27
have to kinda change the way you
2:09:29
read in order to get it. And
2:09:31
some students won't or or are unwilling
2:09:33
to do that. And they're like, well, why does this happen? And it's like, well,
2:09:35
there are cultural inferences that happen in the book.
2:09:38
So anyway, it's fascinating. Yeah.
2:09:40
Yeah. So I
2:09:42
guess speaking of culture and learning things and whatever, the other thought that I
2:09:45
have here
2:09:48
to to close this out
2:09:50
and this is also about the remember flash is just sort of reviewing what I thought about it at the
2:09:52
time. And one of the
2:09:54
reasons why it hit for me
2:09:58
And it turns out that there are several. So
2:10:00
this is posting in July
2:10:03
of twenty fifteen, late
2:10:06
July. And
2:10:08
getting the annoying stuff out of
2:10:10
the way first, geographically, this
2:10:12
was an important time
2:10:14
for me. I came out as
2:10:17
bisexual at the beginning of
2:10:19
that month, and it obviously
2:10:23
changed a lot of things about my life and sort
2:10:25
of, like, resulted in a lot of hard conversations, but
2:10:27
it was a necessary
2:10:29
thing for me to finally live
2:10:32
as the person that
2:10:34
I knew I was. And
2:10:36
I want to say this 2, or
2:10:38
at least partly because I under Stan
2:10:40
that like, Hussey has already said,
2:10:42
historically, the gay singularity is coming. All these characters are
2:10:46
suddenly in queer relationships.
2:10:49
Homestuck has this reputation for attracting queer people and
2:10:51
particularly, you know, these jokes about. Homestuck
2:10:56
made me queer in whatever way. Right. This is
2:10:58
a this is the thing that I've seen a million times. Yeah. Homestyle, bring me gay. I've seen a thousand
2:11:02
times. Yes. Right. Like, I am not immune from that. Right? And it's
2:11:05
an overstatement, right, to the point of
2:11:07
being a joke. Like, there was all
2:11:09
sorts of other things going on
2:11:11
for me, but it would be untrue
2:11:13
to say that I was not weirdly enough part
2:11:16
of whatever
2:11:20
demographic that, like, this is
2:11:22
broader cultural things here. Right? Mhmm. Like, twenty fifteen, the Overage
2:11:28
Bell decision had been made
2:11:30
oh, just a couple just the year before, a couple years before anyway.
2:11:33
Right? Like, culture
2:11:36
was changing. Right?
2:11:38
Culture was changing in big ways outside
2:11:40
of the comic, and that gets reflected inside of the
2:11:42
comic. Yeah. You didn't live in rural Indiana.
2:11:45
I no longer lived in
2:11:47
rural Indiana, and we can't understand
2:11:49
that one. Yeah. And so, you
2:11:51
know, that happens. And
2:11:56
I think that's part of one of
2:11:58
the reasons remember hits for me as this
2:12:02
there's almost AAA Josef Deban Munoz
2:12:05
kind of cruising utopia thing here.
2:12:07
Right? Like, what are the when
2:12:09
we think about queerness, like, what are
2:12:11
the lives that we didn't lead? Right? What are the
2:12:13
lives that we weren't allowed to lead? And how could
2:12:15
we build a
2:12:18
world that could let people live the lives that we couldn't have.
2:12:21
Mhmm. I'm sorry.
2:12:25
So there's that. The
2:12:28
other thing is the Internet.
2:12:30
One of the big reasons I've
2:12:32
already said this, that homestuck was so
2:12:34
kind of attractive to me from 2
2:12:37
get go was the way that
2:12:39
it represented online friendships and sort of the
2:12:41
ways that technology it was interacting with people's
2:12:43
day to day lives. Or,
2:12:46
like, rather the day the day to day lives
2:12:48
of, like, shut in children, of
2:12:51
which I was one. And this
2:12:53
was a thread that felt like it kind of fell out of the comic as as I kept reading, which was sort of
2:12:56
sad, but
2:13:00
also like not a other
2:13:02
other cool stuff was going on. I understood that it could not be actually just four kids stuck
2:13:04
in their bedrooms for the entire
2:13:06
time talking on chat clients.
2:13:10
Yeah. Once you start blowing up planets, it's hard
2:13:12
to keep the keep the scale down. Yeah.
2:13:14
Right. I mean, the the way that Husky has
2:13:16
managed that here at the end is like, well,
2:13:19
what if just locked everyone in the same room until the
2:13:23
last possible instance. So,
2:13:28
you know, that that kind of falls out and I'm like,
2:13:30
okay, you know, whatever the comic changes direction, it changes
2:13:32
direction multiple times and I
2:13:34
follow along with it anyway. But it
2:13:36
isn't until this flash that I start to
2:13:39
kind of put together another way of
2:13:41
thinking about the way that
2:13:43
this comic is talking
2:13:45
about the experience of what
2:13:48
it means to live your
2:13:50
life online, which is we've talked
2:13:52
about the the
2:13:54
dream bubbles and kind of paradox space is this sort of representation of like, you know, it's it's first
2:14:00
principle fandom. All of these
2:14:02
other versions of these characters proliferating and doing whatever and then dying.
2:14:04
But it's in watching this
2:14:06
flash
2:14:07
that I suddenly realized that
2:14:10
this is also my experience growing
2:14:12
up online where I was
2:14:14
a part of so many
2:14:17
different forums so many different chat rooms.
2:14:19
And, you know, I was a performative kid anyway. Might surprise you. Shout
2:14:22
to hear that you can't believe
2:14:24
it. Right.
2:14:28
God. But one of the things that
2:14:30
being online for me really did is it,
2:14:32
like, allowed me
2:14:34
to play with my own in ways day
2:14:36
to day life. Right? I could
2:14:38
be, like, different kinds of cookie
2:14:42
people. And I already talked about, you know, my my experiences with trolling and
2:14:45
pretending that I knew the future and
2:14:47
things like that. Mhmm. So watching
2:14:51
this flash makes me think about, you know, twenty fifteen
2:14:53
on the tail of all of this stuff
2:14:55
with with my own
2:14:57
coming out and everything. Makes me think
2:15:00
about how many different people I tried
2:15:02
to be thinking here of all these weeping
2:15:04
marios and
2:15:06
I I'm knowingly resuming
2:15:08
some of these points to kind
2:15:10
of like open homestuck out word.
2:15:14
One of the one of the one
2:15:16
2 that I wanted to do with this show
2:15:18
is take a way of engaging with media
2:15:21
that I think often, like, tries to seal it off from the
2:15:23
world by, like, making making it constantly explain itself. Right? Why does this
2:15:25
story have to work this way? It's
2:15:27
because it has some
2:15:31
sort of magical laws, some physics, and we're going to talk about that,
2:15:33
and we're going to empirically try to tease
2:15:35
out the details 2 pretend we're
2:15:37
empiricists and tease out those
2:15:39
details. And that's you can do that. But
2:15:42
like, what is interesting to me about literature? One of the reasons I studied it and got my
2:15:44
PhD is
2:15:47
because I think literature is like what Stuart Hall says about
2:15:49
theory. It's a way of cracking open your
2:15:52
experience of
2:15:54
the world. And using homestuck to kind
2:15:56
of crack open this experience of being
2:15:58
online, of having these kind of
2:16:01
multiple types of people that I had
2:16:04
to play, and I say
2:16:06
that had to. It it
2:16:12
wasn't a it wasn't a bad thing. Right? There was
2:16:14
something liberating about that. There was something freeing about being able to just, like, try to go to a forum,
2:16:16
see if I could,
2:16:19
like, make friends there. Decide
2:16:21
it wasn't for me or fuck it
2:16:23
up entirely and then just quit. Right? That Michael failed. Whatever that Michael was, he
2:16:28
was gone. And thinking about that experience
2:16:30
of being online and the people that I ended up knowing and meeting, the friends that I made. Right? I I have been in in
2:16:37
teresi friska situations. Right? I have met people online who have become
2:16:39
my dearest friends, and I
2:16:42
have met people online who have been
2:16:44
my dearest friends who have also hurt me
2:16:46
and I've hurt them in ways that we
2:16:50
both ended up being ashamed about.
2:16:52
Right? 2 have had to, like,
2:16:54
have difficult conversations about And I wasn't, you know,
2:16:57
the first kid to do
2:16:59
this, but I was definitely
2:17:02
part of kind of this first generation or, like, one of the first generations to be in
2:17:06
the position to, like, have these experiences and
2:17:08
try to figure out, well, what does this mean
2:17:10
about me in old and who I am. Mhmm. And this is also
2:17:14
happening at the moment when in in
2:17:16
the mid two thousands or the mid
2:17:18
twenty tens rather. When I'm seeing Internet where I had all these experiences die, it's
2:17:21
breaking apart around
2:17:23
me. It's getting
2:17:26
siloed into the major
2:17:28
2. Forms into Facebook.
2:17:30
And this is happening to me too.
2:17:32
Right? There aren't multiple Michaels out there running
2:17:34
around on the Internet anymore because I became professionalized.
2:17:38
I became this guy on Twitter who
2:17:40
makes games and has academic thoughts. And so it's
2:17:42
like all these other versions of myself just sort of like slowly withered away.
2:17:48
And what I'm left with is me, the person
2:17:50
that I am and the choices that I've
2:17:54
made, and the Internet gave me
2:17:57
a way well, let's put it in
2:17:59
a different way. People
2:18:01
have always been like this.
2:18:03
You're always trying out different aspects
2:18:06
of yourself or different personalities. But what the Internet did or like what I think the Internet
2:18:08
does Is
2:18:13
it makes us transcribe those
2:18:16
different versions of ourselves in ways
2:18:18
that are sort of historically
2:18:20
novel? Not that people weren't writing diaries or writing
2:18:22
about themselves before, but like the Internet as
2:18:25
kind of this place where all of this
2:18:27
inscription is happening. And where do those descriptions go?
2:18:29
Do they linger forever? Do they get folded into a
2:18:32
larger narrative? Or do they
2:18:34
disappear entirely as the forum is shut
2:18:36
down? No one archived it and it's gone.
2:18:38
Right? So remember, finally, ultimately, hits for me
2:18:41
because, I guess, this is
2:18:43
for me the emotional cap
2:18:45
stone to what this thing is saying about what it's like to
2:18:47
be a person who
2:18:51
grows
2:18:51
up on the Internet. And I don't
2:18:53
know. I leave you with that as someone who grew
2:18:55
up on the
2:18:58
Internet. We're finishing it next time.
2:19:01
Yeah. Next time. 0II wasn't better ending
2:19:03
to this. I went outside and I
2:19:06
was hanging out in trees and rolling
2:19:08
around in dirt. I didn't do it. Well,
2:19:10
that's great. But one benefit of this,
2:19:14
this is a note that I
2:19:16
think I I should end
2:19:18
on. So my ultimately, you know, with the the caliber
2:19:20
and reveal a
2:19:23
couple of episodes
2:19:25
ago, that whole
2:19:27
thing became very it weighed heavily on
2:19:29
me. Right? The sense that I had
2:19:32
been on track to be a
2:19:34
much worse person than I ended up
2:19:36
being, but then, you know, realizing after
2:19:38
the fact, like, oh, this is a
2:19:40
character who's written in response to kind
2:19:42
of a readership or a demographic. And
2:19:45
whatever was producing me as
2:19:47
that type of person, those those
2:19:49
things have continued. They're still producing people
2:19:51
who are angry and
2:19:54
hateful and so on and so forth. And
2:19:56
what do I do about that in the world? Well,
2:19:58
one of the things I've started doing is podcasting and trying to you
2:20:03
know, speak better things into the
2:20:05
world than I think I would have when, I don't know, fifteen years
2:20:07
ago or something. But
2:20:12
the other benefit of doing this
2:20:14
show is that it allows you to notice things that you forget
2:20:17
2 know,
2:20:19
as I look upon these inscriptions
2:20:21
that I myself have made in the forums that I've been reading, that my relationship
2:20:24
with Calaborn became
2:20:28
so determinate to the way that I
2:20:30
understood Homestuck. how I sort thought homestuck from point Callaborne up the story twenty twelve
2:20:32
Homestuck, that
2:20:37
it turns out I actually forgot something. And it's something that
2:20:39
I got to
2:20:42
learn again in doing the show. And
2:20:44
I've actually already told you. And I'm not gonna
2:20:46
do any bells and whistles, but it
2:20:49
turns out, you know, it wasn't the
2:20:51
anti fan sentiment that brought me
2:20:54
into homestuck. The thing that made me post about it for the first time was the
2:20:59
John reunite with your loving wife
2:21:01
and daughter flash. Like, just the goofiest possible
2:21:03
silliest joke. Right? Like AAA
2:21:06
high five from history
2:21:08
from myself that's just
2:21:10
been hanging for too long. And,
2:21:13
you know, a a
2:21:15
way of realizing that
2:21:19
no matter how I don't know, bitter and
2:21:21
hateful I used to be. I wasn't ultimately
2:21:24
only that person. I had other interests. I had
2:21:26
other parts of me that were allowed to 2.
2:21:29
And I never would have understood
2:21:31
that without you. Without you, there'd
2:21:33
be no sun in my sky.
2:21:36
Oh, god. There'd be no
2:21:38
love in my life. There'd be
2:21:40
no love in my life. Are
2:21:42
you kidding me right now and die?
2:21:45
I need you in my arms,
2:21:47
I need you to hold. You're
2:21:49
my words, my heart, my soul.
2:21:51
If you ever leave, baby, I
2:21:53
would take away of anything that's
2:21:55
real. My life. Get your guitar.
2:21:57
Get your guitar out. You gotta know
2:21:59
you have a guitar. And
2:22:01
tell me It's on plane right
2:22:04
now. It's the noise canceling. Oh, okay. Great.
2:22:06
How do I live? I just don't think without you.
2:22:10
Okay. You found it. You got back. Okay. But
2:22:12
I don't think any of the rest of that
2:22:14
was even remotely what that sounds like. Who the heck cares? Until next
2:22:17
be? I'm getting I'm making up
2:22:19
a note. Don't I'm making a
2:22:21
post right now. I'm on the something awful forums talking about how you can't. You finally prodded me
2:22:24
to post. Mhmm.
2:22:28
I'm doing anyway. Okay. You
2:22:30
can end the episode. Oh, we're closing it out. The mainline homestuck until
2:22:32
next time,
2:22:36
you should read into 2 eight
2:22:38
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