My life has been bad because Iv done life wrong …not because of how I was raised because I was raised by the most amazing woman ever. It’s bacause of how I choose to deal with the problems I’ve grew up with ….this is my life in detail from as a kid to adult and things I done wrong….and what I should have done if I could go back in time …if it saves one person or helps sumone then I’ll have helped and that’s all I want…I want sumone to learn from my mistakes and no that In  the end…if u want better for urself then the only person standing in the way is yourself, ur anger, and ur past bad experiences …. All of which does not define u unless u let them and I want to show u how  I ruined my life and how I pushed everyone away because of how I felt with the bad things that happened and through all my mistakes I made dealing with life events…..Then I say what I would have done different if it was possible to travel back in time ….this is my life and how I ruined it and how I  wish I had done it now that I can look back. Each episode will be the worst days of my life which made me the man I am today and at the end of each episode i will say how of I could go back in time how I wish I acted……Thank u in advance…….so let’s start from the worst day of my life where it all began