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I've been kneeling here all night since

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they took the body away. The

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wind cools the hot tears on my cheeks.

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The dagger is still in my hand, its

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power still humming softly against

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my palm, like

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it has more to say. I

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hold it to my chest and close my eyes,

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brow furrowed, breath held, like

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a child listening through a thick wall.

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But its secrets feel distant

1:06

and faint. So

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I unzip my jumper to press the

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iron to my skin, tight against

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the stillness of my heart. Light

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falls on my eyelids.

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I begin to feel the wind grow warm

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and coarse around me. I open my eyes.

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I'm kneeling atop

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a sand dune, under

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a sunny cloudless sky. Before

1:38

me, a lone figure trudges towards

1:41

distant mountains. It's

1:44

her, the girl from the marsh. I

1:47

sense the pain of her loss like

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it was my own. Her determination,

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the daunting weight of her purpose.

1:56

And I know.

1:59

Because she knows that

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somewhere ahead of her there

2:05

is a cave

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And in that cave an

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answer What

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should we do with the body we'll decide

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when Darcy gets back Here

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she is Darcy sorry

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don't worry about it

2:32

What's in the pillowcase?

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Is that whispers head? Yes,

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I Went to their

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little camp and got it

2:48

Now she's whole Podrick

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I'll be out. Sorry milady Any

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trouble You

2:59

asking if I killed them no

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one would blame you So

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made myself invisible

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like you taught me Walked

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amongst them close

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enough to count their eyelashes I Could

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have killed them so easily I wanted

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to But

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no I didn't Is

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that wrong Does

3:30

it feel wrong it feels Insufficient

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But I couldn't tell which of them had done

3:39

it they were families with children

3:45

The longer I stayed the more I saw my old self in them Restraint

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isn't weakness Darcy then why do I feel like shit Because your friend

3:52

is gone February

4:11

17th. Her funeral

4:14

was tonight. We'd

4:16

set her body on a pile outside the barracks.

4:20

I didn't want to speak, but

4:22

I was the one who brought her here. I knew

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her better than anyone.

4:30

Whisper was born in 1607

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in Essex.

4:36

She heard the first shots of the English Civil

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War and the last Beatles

4:41

album. She was

4:43

alive when Isaac Newton was young and

4:46

when man set foot on the moon.

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And she's been part of my life from

4:53

the day I awoke in this body. She

4:58

was my rock. Quiet,

5:02

but unshakeable.

5:06

Looking out for me, even when

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I wasn't much worth the trouble. I

5:12

just assumed

5:15

she'd always be there. No,

5:18

she's not. I just feel

5:21

sort of

5:21

lost.

5:27

Not knowing what else to say, I lit my torch

5:30

and touched it to the pile. Sleep

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at last. Sleep

5:40

at last. Goodnight,

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Whisper.

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See the day I had.

5:56

I spent in

5:59

good color. the me

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and the all-under.

6:05

The all-under,

6:08

alas, it was

6:11

too long

6:14

but me. The

6:18

all-under,

6:22

with the memory

6:25

now I can't recall. So

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fill to me

6:34

the parting glass.

6:38

Good night and

6:41

joy be with

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you all. Good

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night and

6:51

joy be with

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you all.

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That was nice. Yeah.

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You spoke well. Thanks.

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She died defending me. She

7:22

liked you. I

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should have seen it. I

7:28

should have looked back, come

7:30

back to help her. If you

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had, I'd be lighting two pyres. Yeah,

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maybe. What's

7:44

this? Don't.

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Don't touch that. That's the dagger,

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is it? Yes.

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That's what you were out getting. It's

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not my fault. I didn't say it was. You

7:58

shouldn't have come looking for me. You shouldn't have left. I

8:00

can't just stand by. Without talking

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to me? I

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left you a note. Darcy.

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I knew what you'd say. What?

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That we're in this together now? It's dangerous

8:17

where I have to go. I'm a vampire too. Not

8:19

like me. Not like the ones

8:21

I'm up against. And I didn't choose this because I was afraid

8:23

to die. I

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chose it to be with you. I was

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afraid, Felix. You

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were bleeding out in my arms. I didn't want

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you to die. You

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forgot that when Jepp shot you, he did it

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to get to me and it worked. We'd

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have both died there if not for my sister. So

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I'm a liability. Is that it?

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Oh, I can't do this right now. Where are

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you going? To

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whispers flat. Someone needs

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to go through her things. We should finish

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this conversation, Darce. We

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will, but not tonight.

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I spent all night there at

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whispers. My emotions

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still roar. It

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hurts to be here. This

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place that once felt so peaceful now

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feels like a weight around my neck. And

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the dagger, it looms

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in my mind, reminding

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me always of the unfinished task

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at hand. I'm

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going to Dubrovnik.

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When? Monday. In

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four days? Yes. Are

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you sure that's wise? Why is it not? You're

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grieving, Darcy. I'm always grieving. I've

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been grieving since the bloody comet hit. Do

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you think your pain gives you clarity? I trust

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my instincts. Darcy. No,

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I have the dagger. I

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passed your pain. No, I

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have the dagger. I passed your test.

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Calm down. I'm just offering

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my advice. Which is what? To

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wait. For what? You

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have the dagger. Yes. But are

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you sure that you know best how to use it? It's a

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knife. It's more than that.

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You know it is. Yes.

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It speaks to you, doesn't it? Sometimes...

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Sometimes it...

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shows me things. Like

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what? Like her.

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The girl from the marsh? Yes. Doing

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what? Crossing

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the desert... on a mission. Wouldn't

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you feel better knowing what it means? I know what it means.

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What? It means it's time for

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me to go.

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February 20th. I've spent the afternoon

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in Whisper's room again. Her belongings are

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in a single garbage bag and a box by the door.

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And I'm in the washroom,

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taking off my clothes to wash the dust and sadness off. And

11:15

when I turn the water off, I hear it. Not

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with my ears. I hear it.

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Not with my ears.

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I hear

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it. I hear

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it. I hear

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it. Not with my ears.

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With my skin.

11:32

Like I'm on the hunt. It

11:37

feels like a mouse hiding in the wall. I

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go to look. It's not

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a mouse.

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It's the dagger. I

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left it on the nightstand. Forgetting

11:56

about my bath, I pick it up. And

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lie on the bare mattress. I

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turn it in my hands, watching

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the light play across the walled grain of the blade.

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After a moment I clutch it to my chest. The

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iron is warm against

12:16

my skin. I

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close my eyes.

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And I'm in a cave, filled

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with clay jars and scrolls

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and dried bundles of leaves hanging from

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the walls.

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This time, I'm not watching.

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I am her. The

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girl from the marsh. I'm

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kneeling on a grass mat. My eyes fixed

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on a weathered idol sitting on a candlelit

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altar. A woman with

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a lion's

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head. My

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head is swimming with drugs or

13:02

fatigue. Words are tumbling

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off my tongue. I've

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been saying these words for hours

13:10

or days. I'm not

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sure anymore, but my throat is like

13:14

sandpaper when at last.

13:19

A wound fills the musty cave.

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The candles flicker. Some go out.

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And in the half light, tears

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fall from the idol's eyes.

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I lean forward and lick the

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wetness of the statue's lion face.

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It's blood, as it used

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to taste, salty and metallic.

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I

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tilt my head back, letting it trickle down my

13:48

parched throat. I close my eyes. And

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I say the words once more.

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Rekkmenkmenkth.

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Then

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I lift the dagger and

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drag the edge slowly across

14:08

my jocular.

14:13

My eyes shoot open. I'm

14:17

me again. Sprawled

14:19

on the floor of Whisper's room.

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Covered in blood.

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Oh fuck. I

14:29

panic. I search for wounds. There

14:32

are none. It's

14:35

not my blood. I

14:38

look down at the dagger laying beside me on

14:40

the floor. I

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know now who the girl is.

15:00

February 21st. I'm

15:03

set to leave tomorrow. I've

15:05

told no one about my last vision. It

15:07

changes nothing.

15:09

If anything, it's another reason to be far away

15:11

from the people I care about. My

15:14

emotions feel raw, close

15:16

to the surface.

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Dangerous.

15:22

Something happened earlier.

15:24

I

15:26

was outside when I saw Sinead

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talking to Felix. She

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touched his arm and he smiled

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awkwardly before backing away.

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Sure. Yeah. Yeah,

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I'll think on that. Thanks. She

15:47

smiled, pleased with herself.

15:50

Then she picked up her laundry basket and continued

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to the parked bus she lives in. I

15:56

followed her as she went behind the bus

15:59

to set down her load.

16:00

Dorsie, you

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startled me. I saw you talking to Felix

16:05

just now. He's a nice lad. He

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is, yes.

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But what's he to you? To

16:14

me. We

16:17

can taste feelings in your blood. Did

16:20

you know that? No.

16:23

It's true. He can tell

16:25

if you're afraid or

16:27

hiding something or aroused,

16:32

even. I

16:34

was just... I

16:37

was offering my condolences about

16:39

Whisper. Whisper, yes. She

16:41

was special. I

16:44

didn't know what loyalty was until I met her.

16:47

She'd have walked through fire for

16:49

me. She'll be missed, my lady.

16:52

Her real name was Wilhelmina.

16:53

Did you know that?

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No, no. You

16:59

didn't. Why

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are you here, Sinead? My lady? Well,

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I know why I'm here,

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why Felix is here, why Whisper was here.

17:13

Why are you

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here? I don't

17:20

know. No? Maybe

17:23

you're here to get off. Maybe we're a kink

17:25

to you. Maybe you found Mum's old copy of Anne Rice

17:28

when you were a little girl and

17:30

touched yourself thinking about pretty boys with sharp teeth.

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I won't talk to Felix anymore if you don't want

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me to.

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No.

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Sorry, I... It's

17:45

been a rough few days. Of

17:48

course. Are

17:51

you all right? Yeah, I've just... I've

17:54

just been feeling not quite myself

17:56

lately. I

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should go. Are you hungry?

18:02

Do you want to fade? I

18:05

stopped and around, her

18:08

soft, big eyes meeting

18:10

mine with a sort of righteous maternal concern

18:13

that made my blood start to boil again.

18:16

Yes, I do. Here.

18:23

No, not from your wrist. From

18:26

your neck. Sorry? I

18:31

want to drink from your neck. My

18:35

neck? Like my jug? Take

18:38

off your coat. She

18:41

swiftly shed her coat, dropping it in the mud.

18:45

Then she stood there as stiff

18:48

as an arrow in the ground, surprised that she'd done it. She'd

18:51

never felt the powers of an anointed one

18:53

before. Show me your

18:55

neck. She

18:59

swept her hair there, taked

19:01

her head and froze like an android,

19:05

her pale neck exposed.

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I

19:09

grabbed her hair, tightened my fist and

19:12

met her frightened eyes. I

19:14

don't move. I

19:17

don't scream. Okay.

19:21

I bit hard

19:24

and the blood came quick.

19:28

She tasted of curry

19:30

and weed and rust. But

19:34

mostly fear. Not concern

19:36

and pity, but fear. Gushing

19:40

and raw, I pulled it into myself

19:43

in long, greedy cuffs until

19:45

her knees buckled under me. I'd

19:48

have finished her if not for Fenno. Darcy!

19:51

It

19:54

wasn't until Fenno ran to her tying her scarf

19:56

tight around the wound that I finally understood

19:59

what I'd done. Hm. Podrick, here,

20:01

now. Yes, my lady. Is

20:05

she all right? Get her to

20:07

the clinic, now. Yes, my lady. Sorry,

20:11

I didn't mean. What

20:13

the fuck was that? I

20:16

don't know. You don't

20:19

know? We have

20:21

rules here, Darcy. She was here

20:23

by choice. Well, maybe she shouldn't be. Darcy,

20:26

they should be scared of us.

20:29

I'm scared of me. Why

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isn't she? Why aren't those

20:35

fuckers who killed Whisper? We

20:38

drink their blood. It's

20:41

what we do. They

20:43

shouldn't be chasing us or

20:46

flirting with us. They

20:50

should be hiding.

20:54

Darcy,

20:57

come with me. You need to sit down. No.

21:02

No, I'm done. I

21:11

returned to my flat and started shoving

21:13

belongings into a pack, wondering

21:15

what Jep might say if he saw me now.

21:17

Hello,

21:20

Spitfire. Don't

21:22

call me that. You don't know me. No?

21:26

You still think I wasn't right about you? You're

21:28

not here. You're dead. Death

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follows you.

21:33

Says the reason I had to stop riding to

21:35

school in an armored car. The world

21:37

was always dangerous. I protected you. Until

21:40

you tried to kill me. I was the only

21:42

one who truly saw what you'd become. Shut up.

21:44

But you see now, don't you? Stop.

21:47

You think you can rise above the darkness? You don't

21:50

know me. You're lying to yourself,

21:52

Spitfire.

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Isaac, don't fucking call me that. Hey.

22:00

Who are you just talking to? No

22:04

one. Are

22:08

you alright? Why

22:11

wouldn't I be? I

22:14

saw them taking Sinead to the clinic.

22:16

It was nothing, it was... It

22:18

was a misunderstanding. Okay.

22:22

Do you want to talk about it? No, I

22:24

need to pack. You're

22:27

still planning to leave tomorrow? Yes. Alright,

22:30

how about two?

22:31

Felix, no. We

22:34

talked about this. We started to. You're

22:37

not coming. Dars, can you

22:40

just stop and look around for one bloody second? You're

22:43

not well. I'm

22:45

fine. Fine? You

22:48

almost killed her, Dars. That's

22:50

not you.

22:51

You can't go charging out there like this. I

22:58

can't be here either. I'm

23:01

a loaded gun, I know that. I'm

23:03

just trying to aim it at the right... I

23:09

can't be here, Felix. Look,

23:16

I'm going to Dubrovnik tomorrow. And

23:19

I'm going alone. If

23:21

you care about me at all. You'll

23:24

stay here. With Fener. Why?

23:28

Because if I have to bring your head home in a pillar

23:30

case, I'll be gone. Not

23:33

unwell. Fucking gone.

23:36

Do you understand?

23:40

Just tell me this. Is

23:44

it a suicide mission? What? No.

23:50

No, no, no. To my face, Dars. Look

23:52

at me. Promise

23:55

me you're planning to come back.

24:02

I'm planning to come back, Felix.

24:06

It's not a suicide mission. All

24:10

right. Okay

24:13

then. I

24:16

trust you.

24:19

It wasn't the first lie I'd ever told him. But

24:24

it was the hardest. I'm going

24:27

to be there. I'm

24:29

going to be there. I'm

24:32

going to be there. I'm

24:37

going to be there. February 22nd. I

24:41

left before dawn. I

24:44

didn't speak to anyone. Not

24:48

for Noah, not Felix. Just

24:50

walked out.

24:51

The

24:54

silence felt suffocating as I came to the

24:56

sign walking the turn off to Loch Nea. I

25:00

paused there and listened, hearing

25:04

only the voices in my head.

25:10

Why

25:10

are you really out here, Spitfire? I

25:13

told you not to call me that. Why

25:15

not? Who are you really?

25:19

I'm the one who will

25:20

end this. The

25:22

Winter Child. Then why have

25:24

you stopped? You

25:27

know where that road goes, don't you? Go

25:30

away. Often

25:32

quiet that way. Maybe

25:35

you could slip into that Malaysia camp while they're

25:37

still asleep. They'd never know what happened.

25:39

There are innocent people

25:41

among them. Come now. Who'd

25:44

miss them? Who'd care? I'd

25:47

care. Would you? Are you

25:49

sure about that? After what

25:51

they've done, would you really care if that

25:53

should snuff them out? Would

25:55

you even remember? Go

25:58

away.

26:04

I stood there for a while, staring

26:08

down the silent murky road to the

26:10

camp as a strange

26:12

disembodied sense of guilt slowly

26:15

engulfed me.

26:32

Darcie, is that you? Yes.

26:36

I called out to you. I

26:39

thought so. I was surprised.

26:44

Surprised that I needed you. Surprised

26:47

that you were still around.

26:48

I thought you'd be

26:50

on your way. I was. Well,

26:57

I'm glad to see you one last time, before

27:00

you go. Out

27:03

here on our little beach. You

27:05

were right. It

27:07

is pretty in the gloom. Yeah.

27:12

It's funny, I always preferred gloomy days.

27:14

Before, I mean.

27:17

Maybe because I burned so easily. Well,

27:20

we both do now. How's Sinead?

27:24

Yeah, she'll be alright.

27:26

I

27:27

wanted to kill her, Felix.

27:31

I was so angry.

27:35

She doesn't belong here. I thought she's not

27:37

one of us. She's one of them.

27:39

Them? Humans.

27:45

You never used to say them? No, it

27:48

didn't come so naturally to me. But

27:51

since I found the knife,

27:55

it belonged to the Queen. What?

28:00

Really? The knife

28:02

you found in the cave? Yeah. You

28:07

sure? How

28:09

do you know? I know.

28:12

I've been seeing her memories. I

28:15

saw her sacrifice herself

28:18

to become what she is. And

28:20

when I woke up, I was

28:23

covered in blood. Actual

28:26

blood. Whose

28:29

blood was it? I didn't know. I didn't want to.

28:31

I just washed myself off.

28:34

Told myself it wasn't real, but... Are

28:37

you alright? No. No, I'm not.

28:39

Dars, Dars,

28:41

you're shaking. What

28:45

happened?

28:45

When I left this morning, I had a bad

28:48

feeling, so I went back

28:50

to the militia camp. Just

28:53

to see. See

28:55

what? They

28:58

were dead. They were all dead.

29:02

And then I found the footprints. Lion

29:06

footprints. Darcy.

29:09

It was me, Felix. I

29:12

killed them. All of them. Men,

29:16

women, children. No, no, no,

29:18

no, no. You didn't. You couldn't.

29:20

I did. I did. The

29:23

blood. It was their

29:25

blood. I was

29:28

covered in their blood. I

29:32

killed them. And

29:34

then blocked it out.

29:39

What's happening to me? You

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