Oftentimes we do not realize how much we focus more on our past than our present and where God is taking us. It is the trick of the enemy to make us focus more on what is behind than believe the narrative of our lives in the present.  There are so many things the enemy is distracting us from so that we do not realize the gift of the present and the 3 P's God's provision, God's Promises and God's Protection. We have to stop making excuses about our mental health and do the work to be mentally healthy.