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the concept. So we do two shows a week.
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One of them is just us two chatting shit
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and the other one is us taking questions on
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a theme of our choice. Right. How do you
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not get in trouble though? Because I know you're
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like childhood best friends and it's
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just you talking. We tried not
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to listen to the noise. No,
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but also, yeah, definitely get messages from
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people. Are you talking about me? I'm
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not that loud. I'm like, shit. So
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that's how we're dealing with that. But
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we are kind of no filter and
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it's very enjoyable. I don't
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know. I personally, I feel like, and you
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know, maybe you can relate, is
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that I've done a lot of this stuff
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on my own and it's really nice to
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friend because it gives you like the confidence
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in the back. Yeah. She looks at me
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and she's like, yeah, sure. You can say
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that. Yeah. Thanks. I'll carry on. Do you
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do that with mum? Do you get mum?
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Can I say? Yeah, my mum is amazing.
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She's definitely always looking out for me. So
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it's not always like, go ahead, say that. It's
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more like, I don't know if you just said
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to say that, you know, protecting,
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protecting. Yes, exactly. Right. This week's
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theme is ghosts. So
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we obviously are like spiritual
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supernatural shit, but ghosting to
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be ghosted, which is actually
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quite a new term. Well,
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I asked for notes on ghosting and it really is quite new.
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It came in with dating apps. Yeah,
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I guess so. That's when ghosting sort of became
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because people would talk to someone
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within that realm and then they would
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disappear. I think of
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ghosting more on, I feel like
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WhatsApp crystallized it with the blue
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tick because that's what I
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think cuts when you see that. Because even if it's
3:41
my cousin that I trust, if I see that she's
3:43
red and has a little battery, I'm like, oh, what
3:45
did I do to fuck her off? And I'm like,
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it's just that blue tick. It represents so much. Don't
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you feel, um, I think
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I might be a bit of a ghost. Oh,
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it's actually just my ADHD. Like I
3:56
read something if
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I'm not like immediately. like captivates an interested
4:01
or doesn't demand a response and I'm like
4:03
I'll do that later obviously forget yeah no
4:05
is that you like that as well yeah
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I have let's see oh my god you
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just know that this
4:12
is not a bit so you two could be
4:14
close as a needy person no we couldn't because
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we won't respond this is how many I have
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I have you have 1993 texts that I haven't read does it not give you
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anxiety the number no I gave that up
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it used to okay it used to it's
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really tough because I also like I
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want to respond I want it I want to
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do whatever somebody is saying
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or asking of me and I just don't I see
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it or I don't even sometimes I
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don't even see it but sometimes I see it and
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I'm like hold on let me do this thing for and
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then I just never yeah do it always forget yeah something
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like some Seb calls me onto the I do
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the next I do kind of ghost people I
4:53
don't ghost my children though they text me often
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and I get right back to them I would
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have been fucking making me no
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but it's like you know they're the only people that
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I'm like respond respond now I have to make mental
5:03
note all right but then I will text you and
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go why are you ignoring me you're like did I
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yeah anyway should we have a question yeah
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let's see uh what kind of bitches you
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are you these kind of bitches or you
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like me just needs more first
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question for this son bitch hi this is
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Helen Souter here up in Edinburgh could
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you actually explain to this old lady
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what is ghosting is it not
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just ignoring somebody what is good Helen you've
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come to the right safe circle correct is
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it tell me about what it means in
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America and in your life well if I
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had to explain it to someone that doesn't
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know uh ghosting is when
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usually on the phone not
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always but it started with the phone when
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you're talking to someone and you're you
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have some sort of back and forth with someone and then
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you just completely disappear and
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you ghost them you
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become a ghost and you're gone this is
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so fun here you describe the Like,
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I'm obsessed with ghosting, like, just
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how much of a kind of
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new phenomena it is, but it's
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based in such old things, which
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is rejection and
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confrontation and cowardice and
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fear. Oh, God. Do you
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remember the rapper, the hip replacement rapper?
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Yeah. So I was like, he
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didn't ghost you. No, this is
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the thing. I was really in
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quite a messy period of my
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life and I was quite into
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this guy and, you know,
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we had a sort of like back and forth and
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then it just stopped. And then a few weeks later,
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I said to a mutual friend of ours, I was
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like, oh, can you tell so and so to stop
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ghosting me? And they
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got back to me and they were like, he says he's been trying
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to get hold of you for ages. So I
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must have like drunk one night, blocked his number.
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That's a good one. I've
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been like, why is this bitch not going back to me?
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Yeah. Because you blocked all pathways.
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That's a good trick. Self
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ghosting. Self ghosting. Never heard
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of it before. Incredible. Have you ever
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been ghosted? Yes. I was
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in romantically trying to, because also on my notes it
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said it has to be ghosting is only in a
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romantic setting. Although I think people ghost friends now. Oh,
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no way. No way. I've been ghosted
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for sure. I had a crazy ghosting happen
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actually this December. It
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was insane. It was the craziest one. It's probably
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the craziest one that's ever happened to me. It
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was so I was like, did you die?
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Did you literally die? It was like
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somebody that I'd also known for years
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and had a
7:37
plan day of on
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the phone, making a plan. This is my
7:42
address. Be there at three. Never
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heard from him again. Ever.
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Never heard. It was literally it was I
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couldn't believe it. I was like, what
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a fucking little pathetic man. What
7:55
a tiny little man. Like
7:58
also. And then I went in. I was in
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shock. No, it was literally unbelievable.
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To this day, never texted me
8:05
again. Somebody I had known for
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like years. I want to
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know why. I did
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see that he was dating someone. OK. Oh,
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OK. And then I was
8:16
like, oh. But I didn't know people still did
8:18
that. No, I know. Quite. I genuinely didn't know
8:21
people did that. Is this real? Quick one for
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everyone and everyone in the house. Billy's
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team, you might need this. When
8:28
someone shows you who they are, believe
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them the first time. Yeah.
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Don't make them show you again. I don't know. I
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feel like I've done some really mean, nasty things and
8:39
I've changed. Shit.
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Oh, really? Yeah. I'm
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going to fuck up my theory. That's been some growth.
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Yes. OK, OK. When someone
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shows you who they are, believe them the first
8:50
time. Unless... It's me. I'm some
8:52
less, really. No,
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but unless you can see any signs of growth, which
8:57
is rare. I know it's true. But also, there's like
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a quote my mom always says. It's something like, you
9:02
know, when someone like friend dumps you or
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like makes a big dramatic like, fuck
9:07
you. I'm going to leave. You know, they are
9:09
they almost always are doing you a favor by
9:12
doing that. Oh, yeah. That's what I've learned. Say thank
9:14
you. I know. I think what's difficult, you might have
9:16
experienced this with the person that did this to you
9:18
last Christmas. But I think what's difficult is to
9:21
be left with everything. So
9:24
when someone says nothing and disappears, you
9:26
are left with all the questions. Yeah.
9:28
And that is a very hard thing
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to just brush off because there are
9:32
no answers. There is just silence. I
9:35
really hate cowards. That's my thing.
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That's my thing. I any
9:39
time. And when I smell somebody
9:43
being cowardly, it just makes
9:45
me so furious. And
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the problem is that sometimes that's what
9:49
ghosting is, is just cowardly. Yeah. Yeah.
9:52
You know, it's just like being afraid. Of like
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saying how you are saying something, you
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know, but to not spare the person
9:59
of. waiting is, that
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would be the intent where the intent
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lies. Because when I was
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ghosted, I believe that the fact that
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I was left with everything and was
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waiting in some ways, that
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didn't bother them. So I think that takes
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a certain type of person. If it sits with you, and
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you don't wanna put someone through that, always
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just say, bruv, I'm not feeling this.
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But sometimes it's
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important to ghost others. They
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don't deserve your breath anymore, all your time.
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Sometimes you just gotta ghost people. That's right,
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some bitches got me gummy. Sometimes it's mean.
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I've ghosted people and it's a little mean.
10:37
Yeah, but you probably felt that because you're
10:39
not actually an asshole. Do you
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know what I mean? It's like, whoever goes, someone goes,
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oh, whatever, like, they're made of stuff. That's true, that's
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true. You felt it because it's deep. And I've ghosted
10:48
people that like, I know it hurt them, but I'm
10:50
kinda just like, I don't wanna talk
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to you. I don't wanna talk to you. I don't
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wanna talk to you. I sometimes ghost my personal
10:56
trainer and my therapist. See,
10:58
yes, it happens, right. Question,
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please. Mine's
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a ghost story. Been living
11:06
in my house now for 20
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years, bought
11:11
it off of a
11:13
family member that passed away. And
11:16
in the first month
11:18
of living in the house, I
11:21
was home alone in
11:23
the bathroom brushing my teeth. When
11:26
I felt a tap on
11:28
my shoulder and someone say, mommy,
11:32
yeah, shit my pants. Don't
11:35
really know what to make of that. Never happened since,
11:37
interesting. What are we supposed
11:40
to do with that? Yeah, there's no question, it's
11:42
just a story. What is this? It's just a
11:44
story time. Have you ever had a, what's it
11:46
called? A night terror. I mean, yes. No,
11:49
no, no, no, no, like every Thursday night, we're here.
11:52
No, no, no, no. A night
11:54
terror is different than a nightmare. Exactly. A
11:56
nightmare is like a bad dream, whereas a
11:58
night terror is when you're like. They
18:00
had a son who died who didn't
18:02
make it before Ethel was born, my
18:04
first oldest daughter. So when George died,
18:08
I was pregnant with Ethel three months later and
18:10
I always mourned the
18:13
fact that I'd never met him or got to know
18:15
him and got to know his personality. And
18:17
I did some trauma work with a
18:19
shaman quite recently and this
18:22
came up was that I was sort of
18:24
like mourning this non-existence of this character that
18:27
means so much to me, but there's nothing tangible to
18:29
hold on to. And he said
18:31
that, you know, Ethel, my
18:33
daughter, it wouldn't be physically possible for her
18:36
to have been here if he'd have gone
18:38
full term so that he sort of exists
18:40
within her oldest child. Oh, God, no. I've
18:43
never thought about that like that. That's
18:46
amazing. It did give me a lot of comfort. I'm
18:49
so glad. Damn.
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Next question! Yeah, let's have another question. Next
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question. Hey, Lily, hey, Makita. My
18:57
name's Michelle. I live in a small
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village in a small town in Somerset.
19:03
I have a question about ghosts and
19:05
more so ghosts from your past. So
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I'm nearly 40. I
19:09
work in a primary school. I'm
19:11
a teaching assistant. And, but prior
19:14
to this, 15, 20 years ago, I
19:17
was very sort of bar
19:19
heavy cocktail waitress, all that
19:21
kind of stuff for years. And
19:23
I sometimes think
19:26
about whenever there's a
19:28
new intake of children, is
19:30
there gonna be a dad? That is like,
19:32
oh, I know that woman.
19:34
She used to dance on the bar
19:36
and give up shots. And here she
19:39
is. She's gonna be a teaching assistant
19:41
for my child. So
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do you ever think about that now from
19:45
your wilder days to what you're doing now,
19:48
your different circles like Lily with
19:50
parents, Makita, you know,
19:53
new job roles? Do you ever
19:55
bump into someone and think, oh, God, they've
19:57
got this, this image of me? Or
19:59
do you ever... and it's like, that
20:02
was then, this is now. Wow, good
20:04
question. I see a question,
20:06
does that affect us all differently because of our
20:08
different ages? Because with, I'm 40, Lily's 39, and
20:11
you're 23. 22,
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so how much dirty part, are you still
20:17
making your dirty parts? Just a minute. I
20:20
kind of just be kidding. Just be kidding. Yeah.
20:23
It's fresh at the start. Yeah, I
20:25
kind of did just start, but I
20:28
do feel like anyone who
20:30
met or knew me in like 2018, I'm
20:34
a little bit like, a
20:36
little bit, but I also appreciate, I appreciate all
20:39
the different kinds of versions of
20:41
ourselves, you know what I mean? It's, you know,
20:43
it makes you who you are. What
20:46
do you guys, what's your worst ghost? Oh
20:49
God, I can't even, like. Of ourselves.
20:51
I have such a low sense of self worth
20:54
and shame around how promiscuous I was in my
20:56
twenties that if, you know, when you meet someone,
20:58
you're like, you know, when you meet someone and
21:00
you're like, I recognize that person, my brain immediately
21:02
goes, yeah, you probably slept with them. Yeah, probably.
21:06
Probably slept with them. Is that really true? Do you
21:08
really have like shame about the fact that like, we
21:10
had sex when we were young? You ever write it
21:12
down? Like you could write them all
21:14
down if you want. No, I couldn't. Ah,
21:16
whoa, whoa, whoa. Absolutely could not. You mean
21:18
the list. I've tried to kind of make
21:20
a mental list. I love a good list.
21:23
We did a reframe on the list, which
21:25
is, well, it's basically, you can't
21:27
change the past and you can't change anything.
21:30
God, fuck, even if he wants to. So
21:32
all those people do make up your
21:34
life or your sexual life. So to
21:36
write down the list rather than every
21:38
name be some shameful, embarrassing memory, it's
21:40
just that these are like just bits
21:43
that make up your history and your
21:45
memories, unfortunately for some. Okay,
21:47
we can do the list. Do you think you remember all
21:49
of them? Absolutely not. Because also, I've tried to like make
21:51
mental lists and then sometimes I'll just, I'll
21:54
just remember a night and I'll be like, oh,
21:56
I know. I know. I think that's tight. I
21:59
think that the shame. around that is so
22:02
unfair and stupid and I just don't believe
22:04
in it. Agreed. I think that I've lived
22:06
with that shell. I'm coming to a point
22:08
because I'm doing a lot of work myself.
22:11
I've been sober for five years. There's a
22:13
lot of forgiving of my behavior, stuff that
22:15
I used to carry around I'm letting
22:17
go of. So I do feel like
22:20
I'm getting better. But
22:22
what about being really famous? Is
22:25
there space to be messy? Like,
22:27
I mean, your Chinese are mine a bit
22:30
very well-documented and so is our mess. Yes.
22:32
And we can't, unfortunately, can't erase Google.
22:36
But what about evenly now? Like,
22:39
is there space to be messy or
22:41
naughty? Honestly, I gotta
22:43
be real. I think that becoming famous
22:45
at such a young
22:47
age almost protected me from
22:50
the messiness of
22:52
like past because
22:55
I became famous when I was like 13, 14, 15,
23:00
16, 17, which made it so that I kind of couldn't
23:02
really do insane messy
23:05
stuff, which then meant I didn't have much
23:07
of a teenage life.
23:09
But I don't think I'm messy. I think if you know how
23:12
to move through the world, I also
23:14
like I feel like getting famous young made
23:17
it so that I was able to like
23:19
understand how to move through the world and
23:21
like, right? Yeah, you're able to find my
23:23
ways of being messy within my life, but
23:25
not within like other people's lives or like
23:28
the world. I do. You
23:30
know, I have to reveal something. So last
23:32
night, I cried.
23:35
No way. Because
23:38
I was like, you know, I tend to ignore
23:40
stuff. And then I got an email about today
23:42
and the people that were coming with you and
23:44
you know, just things that were on your rider
23:47
or you know, just normal stuff. And
23:49
it just catapulted me back to a time
23:51
where you know, what you're saying is that
23:53
you felt protected within what it is that
23:55
you're doing where I felt completely the opposite.
23:57
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