A Special episode dedicated to Braxton Sterling Burns. JT shares his grief after the loss of his cousin in a drug related incident July 4th, 2021 at the age of 28. JT is joined by special guest Katie Pukash as they discuss dealing with grief after the loss of a loved one to addiction. They share their personal history with relapse and their belief that forgetting step one "We admitted that we were powerless over our addiction," is the contributing factor to relapse. JT and Katie discuss in depth how setting small goals and achieving them and continuing to set new goals has helped keep them clean. Katie discusses how leaving the rooms of recovery catapulted her into her own way of recovery and what she continues to do to stay clean. JT opens up about having to become an entire new person in order to survive addiction, what he did, how he did it and how he continues to maintain that role. Katie speaks in depth about the importance of remaining safe if your still using and offers help and suggestion to those still in the grips of the disease. This episode is filled with hope and inspiration and offers an insight to the horrors of modern day addiction and recovery.