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everyone, I'm Maria Kanakova and
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welcome to a special episode
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of Risky Business, our podcast
2:14
with Nate Silver, about making
2:16
better decisions. Except today, it's
2:18
just me and
2:20
a very special guest, Jennifer
2:23
Shahade. Jennifer
2:25
is someone who I've known for many years
2:28
and she is a truly
2:30
extraordinary individual. She is
2:32
a two times women's US chess
2:35
champ, the first woman to win
2:37
the junior championship, a
2:39
woman's grandmaster, and the
2:41
author of multiple books, Play
2:44
Like a Girl, Play Like a Champion,
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Chess Bitch and Chess
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Queens and the upcoming
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Thinking Sideways. Jennifer,
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thank you so much for joining. So
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happy to have you here on Risky Business. Oh,
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I'm so excited about your podcast, Maria.
3:00
It's wonderful to be here. So
3:04
I want to start with your upbringing
3:06
because you are someone who not only
3:08
is in a Risky Business because you
3:10
and I are actually members of
3:12
Poker Stars Team Pro together. So we also play
3:14
poker and that's
3:16
how we originally met. But
3:19
you are someone who's been thinking through
3:21
this lens of gaming for most of
3:23
your life. So I'd like to go
3:25
back to your childhood and I'd love
3:27
for you to tell us about how
3:29
you got introduced to the world of
3:31
games. Oh, it's honestly
3:33
before I can even remember, there's a picture
3:36
of me when I was two years old
3:38
playing against my brother in chess. And
3:41
obviously I don't think I knew the
3:43
moves quite then, but it definitely
3:47
really predated any
3:49
memories that I have. My parents
3:51
were also big lovers of card
3:53
games, poker, bridge, everything. And
3:55
our life is about games. And they
3:57
were also really big into sports and
3:59
sports. betting. So I know that's another
4:01
aspect of this podcast. So I feel
4:03
much at home here. I
4:06
actually didn't know that about sports betting. So
4:08
let's return to that in a second. But
4:10
first, your brother is actually also someone who
4:12
is well known in the world of chess,
4:14
as is your father. Right. So you are
4:16
someone who comes from what's known
4:18
as a chess family. Yeah,
4:20
that's right. And it's really typical, honestly,
4:23
it's a very, very typical way for
4:25
chess players to get into the game
4:27
is via their family, especially women players.
4:29
I feel like when you talk to a female player,
4:31
it's very, very typical that her brother plays, her father
4:34
plays, her mother plays. And I think a lot of
4:36
that is it just gives them that like kind of
4:38
built in support network. And
4:40
what was it about the game
4:43
chess that first attracted you? Was
4:45
it the competitive angle? Or
4:47
was it the fact that you're thinking about
4:49
kind of decision making on
4:51
a different level? Do you happen to remember
4:53
because I, you know, when I was
4:55
a little kid, my parents tried to get me
4:58
to play chess and that did not stick. Yeah,
5:00
I think I heard about this. The scholars
5:02
made right before we checked me. Listen,
5:05
it happened to Beth Harmon and she
5:08
recovered from it. So, you know, you're good. Yes,
5:13
for listeners of the podcast who
5:15
don't know this story. When I
5:17
was in fifth grade, I learned how
5:19
to play chess. And during my
5:21
first ever chess competition, succumbed
5:24
to Scholars Mate, which is a mate
5:26
in three moves. And
5:28
that was a move that was done by a five year
5:30
old when I was in fifth grade. And
5:32
I never recovered and have never played chess
5:34
since then. So, you
5:37
clearly had a very different experience. Yeah,
5:39
well, I'm sure I got made it in the scholars.
5:41
I do remember getting made in the scholars mate. And
5:43
it's a bit of a tangent, but because it's risky
5:45
business, I am going to mention a
5:47
story about the scholars mate. So, a
5:50
lot of kids, like the horrible five
5:52
year old who checkmated you in four
5:54
moves, they try the scholars mate because
5:56
it works, but it's not a good
5:58
opening. Right. because if
6:01
your opponent knows to avoid it, then,
6:03
you know, you're gonna get a bad position.
6:06
So it's very much an equity calculation. So
6:08
the scholars made at the age of like five
6:10
and six, kids are thinking about that, actually. And
6:14
my son actually was sitting in on an online class with
6:17
Magnus Carlsen, the highest rated chess player
6:19
in history. Your son, how
6:21
old is he? He's seven now. And
6:24
he is sitting in on a
6:26
class with Magnus Carlsen. And what's
6:28
your son's name? Fabian. And
6:30
who is he named after? Well, in
6:32
a way, he was named after the
6:34
world number two player, Fabiano Caruana. There
6:37
you go. Actually, in a way. In
6:39
a way. All right. So
6:41
back to your story. So Fabian is in
6:43
this class with Magnus Carlsen. And one of the
6:45
kids asks Magnus, like, what do you think about
6:47
the form of checkmate? And, you know, everybody's expecting
6:49
Magnus is just gonna say, no, don't play the
6:51
form of checkmate. It's not
6:53
a good opening. But Magnus is like, yeah, you know, it's
6:55
not that bad to try it. And
6:57
I really I was like, everybody was shocked. And one of the
6:59
coaches in the room tried to like, actually
7:02
disagree with Magnus on the air.
7:04
And I'm like, wait a second.
7:07
And no, I actually thought about it later. And I
7:09
really loved it because I think what he was trying
7:11
to say, I mean, he didn't expand on it. But
7:13
as many people might know, Magnus also really likes poker.
7:15
And he also really likes sports betting. Is
7:18
that, you know, why try to take away
7:20
this instinct of children to go for equity?
7:23
Like, actually, it's a good instinct, you know, like,
7:26
yeah, you're gonna you're not gonna get that checkmate every
7:28
time. But the 10 or 20% of
7:30
the time that you do, you're gonna win in four moves. So,
7:33
you know, it was the first time
7:35
I'd ever heard a grandmaster say
7:37
that. And it stuck
7:40
with me. So that's
7:42
actually, though, a really interesting story.
7:45
And I love how you mentioned
7:47
the idea of equity and
7:49
how we think about equity. And now
7:52
in poker, when you're talking about equity, you're
7:54
talking about something very specific, right? The equity
7:56
of your hand, the future value of your
7:58
hand, how many chips you can. Imagine
8:00
getting in the future. It's kind of
8:02
this calculation that you're constantly trying
8:05
to make. So when you're talking about equity
8:07
in chess, are you thinking about it in
8:09
the same way or is it slightly different?
8:12
Well, that's a great question when it comes
8:14
to talking about somebody like Magnus Carlsen, because
8:16
I really think that it used to be
8:19
very different. When I was a kid playing
8:21
chess, we didn't really think about equity or
8:23
probability. It was more like we were
8:25
looking for the best move. And
8:27
that is the way that most chess
8:30
computers taught us as well. But nowadays,
8:32
I think that chess players are thinking
8:34
more like poker players. They are thinking
8:36
about equity even more. They're thinking
8:38
not just about what the best move is,
8:40
but more about what move is likely to
8:43
destabilize your opponent and make them potentially fall
8:45
for the form of checkmate so that you
8:47
can win that 10% of the times right
8:49
now. So
8:52
it's become really a ruthless equity hunting
8:54
game just like poker. So
8:57
you're really thinking about not just
8:59
kind of the present moment, but
9:01
the future and you're trying to
9:03
make this probabilistic calculation, not just
9:05
what does this move mean right
9:07
now, but what does this move
9:09
mean for my future ability to
9:12
win, given that there's an X
9:14
probability that it's going to make
9:16
my opponent get really nervous. There's
9:18
a Y probability that it's going
9:20
to make my opponent blunder. So
9:23
is that kind of how we're thinking about
9:25
it now? Exactly.
9:27
Of course, in chess, we're always trying to
9:29
think about what our opponent will play. But
9:31
usually when I was taught, I was
9:34
always told, always assume your opponent is going to play the
9:36
best move because if they
9:39
play a weaker move, you'll win anyway. But if
9:41
they play the best move, you need to really
9:43
prepare for that. Nowadays, I think there's a little
9:45
bit more nuance. Well, people will really think
9:48
about the psychological aspect of the game of chess
9:50
more. And in that
9:52
way, I think the games of chess and poker are really
9:54
starting to converge a little bit. Chess
9:56
players are playing a little bit more like poker
9:58
players. And well, we definitely know. that poker players
10:00
are a little bit more chess-like these days in
10:02
the way they study and approach the game. Yeah,
10:06
that's a really interesting point because one of
10:08
the things that you said really jumped out
10:10
at me, you said, in chess, we no
10:12
longer kind of assume that your opponent is
10:14
going to make the best move.
10:17
And in poker,
10:20
you actually are now
10:23
assuming that your opponent is going to
10:26
play game theory maximal, is going to
10:28
make the best move every time, and
10:30
you're trying to counter that. Because
10:33
in an interesting way, I think
10:35
poker is at a stage of
10:38
its evolution where chess has been for a while,
10:40
where there are now solvers and kind of ways
10:42
that try to approximate ideal behavior,
10:44
quote unquote, even though in poker it's
10:46
different than in chess because it is
10:48
an imperfect information game. But
10:51
I do think it's this really interesting
10:53
overlap in terms of decisions and in
10:55
terms of what we consider to be
10:57
optimal decision making. I think that's the
10:59
reason why honestly poker is so tantalizing,
11:02
why it stood the test of time,
11:04
that you kind of have to balance
11:06
the two poles. To me, the word
11:08
poker itself, like playing
11:10
poker, means adjusting, being
11:13
present, paying attention
11:15
and actually thinking about what your
11:17
opponent is doing. And the
11:19
other stuff is the theory that you fall back on
11:21
if you don't really pick up on anything, if your
11:23
ability to try to pay attention and see what your
11:26
opponent doesn't give you much of a read, and then
11:28
you're just like, well, I guess this is what I
11:30
have to do. And
11:33
that to me is that everlasting tension
11:35
between what you think and what you
11:37
feel and having to choose
11:39
between them in every situation. So
11:44
it seems like what
11:46
you're saying, and this is also me
11:48
being biased as someone who
11:50
plays poker and doesn't play chess. But
11:54
it seems like poker
11:58
is a better if we're trying if we We then go
12:00
from the world of games to the world of real life.
12:03
It seems like poker might be a better
12:06
way of thinking about risk and
12:08
decision making as we interact
12:10
with people and make decisions away from
12:12
the game table. Yeah,
12:15
I think poker does mirror life
12:17
more than chess does, partly because
12:20
it's not fair. You
12:22
know, there's some people who get lucky, there's
12:24
people who get lucky three or four times
12:26
in a row, there are people who start
12:28
out with the ability to rebuy over
12:31
and over again and keep buying into the game
12:33
even if they play badly or bust.
12:36
So there's just a lot of more similarities
12:38
with life. And then the fact that the
12:40
currency of poker is money is chips, which
12:42
stand for money. And so much about life
12:45
is what power you have based on how
12:47
much money you have and how much capital
12:49
you have. So for sure,
12:51
I think there are more like
12:54
day-to-day decisions that you can make
12:56
from poker. That said, as a
12:59
lifelong chess player, I have to give some
13:01
shout outs to chess too, because one of
13:03
the beautiful things about chess is that it
13:06
does bring you into this like beautiful
13:08
flow state. And that's really why
13:10
I love chess for children too, because you can
13:12
see them kind of achieve that
13:14
state even at like six, seven, eight years
13:17
old. And maybe they're
13:19
not going to be professional chess players, I mean, very few
13:21
of them will. But my hope is
13:23
always that they'll remember that flow state and be
13:25
able to kind of jump into
13:27
that in other parts of their lives and
13:30
just like forget about everything else that is
13:32
going on and just enjoy the moment. So
13:34
I think that that's an interesting
13:38
thing about chess versus poker that I
13:40
hadn't really thought about, because for me,
13:42
poker is a way that I've actually
13:44
been able to achieve flow states quite
13:47
often, because when you're really in the zone,
13:49
since it's the only game I play, it's
13:51
the only time that kind of I found
13:53
myself in that sort of situation.
13:56
When did you make the switch from chess
13:58
to poker? Obviously, you've never switched entirely, you
14:00
still play chess. But in
14:02
terms of kind of your interest, when did
14:05
you start migrating
14:07
in that direction? You
14:09
know, it was kind of gradual. My brother got
14:11
into poker and I was dabbling
14:13
in it via him and some of my other
14:16
chess friends, because at the time of the poker
14:18
boom, a lot of chess
14:20
players, backgammon players, anyone
14:22
who really had an interest in any kind
14:24
of game were flocking to poker because they
14:26
thought, honestly, it was easy money. And
14:29
it's funny because I was a little slow
14:31
to the game compared to them. And I
14:33
remember my mother, who was
14:35
the stone opposite of all my other
14:38
poker friends' moms, because she called me
14:40
once and she was like, Jen, why aren't you
14:42
playing more poker like your friends? What's going on?
14:45
I love that. And
14:48
so, yeah, but I finally did take her advice
14:50
and I got a bit more into it. But,
14:52
you know, I always had like, I think one
14:55
of the issues that it's a little underestimated in
14:57
poker is that it's really important to have, especially
14:59
if you want to play live poker. And in
15:01
the United States right now, unfortunately,
15:03
there's not a lot of regulated places
15:05
that you can play online. You really
15:07
need a decent chunk of money. It's
15:10
not that easy to get in there. I
15:12
mean, it's probably better than most games because
15:14
you can kind of hang out and, you
15:16
know, go to like the
15:18
one, two or one, three tables, like the
15:20
lower poker table, the
15:22
lowest buy in that you can find
15:25
in Vegas or Atlantic City.
15:27
And you can maybe have a few hours of
15:29
entertainment for a couple hundred bucks. But
15:31
overall, like it's an expensive hobby, I
15:33
would say. So that's probably why it
15:35
took me a little while to get
15:37
more into it. So your son
15:40
plays chess right now, but not poker, correct?
15:43
Right. That's right. But he loves watching
15:45
poker. You're one of his favorite players.
15:47
He likes you, Maria
15:49
Ho and Shuan Lu. And well,
15:51
of course me. So he's
15:55
also at the top women's players. I
15:58
love that it's so female-centered. because that's
16:00
actually, that's so important. And, you know,
16:02
that's, it's a really wonderful thing to
16:04
see that women can also excel in
16:06
a game that
16:09
is so incredibly male-dominated.
16:12
When he watches poker, is he interested in
16:14
the strategic elements? Is he thinking of it
16:16
kind of in the same terms that you've
16:18
taught him to think about chess? Yeah,
16:21
but I find that kids, it's
16:23
harder for them to understand poker than chess,
16:26
even though, you know, technically it probably is
16:28
easier to teach an adult. The rules of poker
16:30
than the rules of chess, partly because kids don't
16:32
usually know that much about, about
16:34
money. And I think also the
16:36
probabilistic thinking is pretty tricky for them as
16:39
well. So yeah, he's definitely
16:41
looking to see what people have and whether
16:43
they're going to make their hand, but I
16:46
wouldn't say it comes supernaturally to
16:48
kids. And I think
16:50
that that's a really crucial point because
16:52
one of the things that I love
16:54
about poker is that it does teach
16:56
probabilistic thinking, which is something that does
16:58
not come naturally to the human brain
17:00
at all, right? We are so bad
17:03
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17:05
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17:07
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you. Now
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switching away from kind of you as
21:30
gamer and you now kind of in
21:32
your professional life. So you are
21:35
a writer as well. You're someone
21:37
who's been involved professionally in chess
21:39
organizations, in teaching and mentoring women
21:42
and all of these things. How
21:45
has your thinking about risk, about risk-taking
21:47
migrated over from the fact that
21:50
you grew up kind of trained
21:52
in this game's way of thinking?
21:54
And how has it not? Because I think
21:57
that you obviously hear both perspectives, right?
21:59
You hear the people. who say, oh, you know,
22:01
chess poker, et cetera, they really helped me and
22:03
they helped me make decisions. And then there are
22:05
some people, and maybe they wouldn't say it, but
22:07
I know some poker players who are really good
22:09
at poker and then just so dumb away from
22:11
the poker table. So I'd love
22:13
to hear how you think about it. Finance
22:15
class or an econ class. And I really
22:18
feel like poker is just like a miniature
22:20
lesson and in finance and just even the
22:22
idea that if you just put your money
22:24
in a checking account and don't do anything
22:27
to it, you're technically losing money because of
22:29
inflation. I mean, poker teaches you that very
22:31
quickly because you got an ante. And
22:34
so the anes go up as
22:36
the tournament progresses. So you
22:38
will lose money if you don't do anything. And
22:41
I just love that analogy because I feel
22:44
that you feel it very viscerally
22:46
if you play poker
22:48
in a few tournaments and you don't play
22:50
enough hands, you lose your money slowly. You
22:52
play too many hands, you lose your money
22:55
quickly. I mean, what better metaphor is
22:57
there for like investing wisely? I
22:59
can't think of one. Did
23:03
you, do you feel like you have a
23:05
higher risk tolerance? Because obviously, as a fellow
23:08
writer, I know that writing books has a
23:10
huge risk, both financially and personally,
23:12
because you're putting yourself out there. Do
23:15
you think that you were more prepared to do that
23:18
because you understand the way that risk
23:20
works? Yeah, definitely. I
23:22
also started to understand, especially with bluffing,
23:24
that if you in poker are
23:26
never getting called and realizing that,
23:28
you know, hey, you've got to eat
23:30
high, that you're actually not bluffing
23:33
enough. And so I started to realize that maybe
23:35
in life I wasn't taking enough risks because I wasn't
23:37
getting told no enough, that people were
23:39
too happy with me all the time. If people
23:41
are always happy with you, it means that maybe
23:43
you're not asking for enough. You're not putting enough
23:46
pressure on them. You're not asking for enough money.
23:48
You're not getting told no, that is too high.
23:51
And so I definitely figured that out from
23:53
poker. And I think that that's a lesson that a lot of
23:55
women have to learn from poker. I'd
23:58
love to actually talk. about
24:00
that a little bit. Obviously,
24:03
poker is an incredibly male-dominated
24:05
area, and chess is also
24:07
an incredibly male-dominated area. Now,
24:12
when you start negotiating while
24:14
female, right, it's like
24:16
driving while drunk, negotiating while female, I'm
24:19
using that language on purpose because
24:22
it's a very, very different beast.
24:24
And I found that, you know,
24:27
I was horrible at negotiating pre-poker,
24:30
and I am much better
24:33
at negotiating now than
24:35
I ever was before, but you still get penalized
24:37
for trying to ask for more, for
24:40
trying to actually get what you're worth as
24:42
a woman, because the exact same tactics, and
24:45
this is true at the poker table too, that work
24:47
for men don't work for women. You
24:49
know, if I try to be as aggressive as, you know,
24:51
some of the best male players, that might not work for
24:54
me in the same way that it works for them. These
24:56
are all things that you have to consider because decision-making here
24:58
isn't existing in a vacuum. You
25:01
know, when you're making decisions and you're female,
25:03
and you're perceived as female, that's very different
25:05
than when you're making decisions as a man
25:07
and being perceived as a man. Absolutely,
25:10
and I think that's the reality, is
25:12
that it's logical a lot of times for women
25:14
to be less risky, and that's what we need
25:16
to change. We need to change the
25:18
circumstances so that they can take more
25:20
risks wisely. Because if you were going to
25:22
be penalized if
25:25
you take risk, if there's no childcare, if
25:27
there's no, you know, policies for women who
25:30
leave the workplace, if they don't have as much
25:32
capital, if their wages are lower, then actually it's
25:34
really smart for
25:36
them to be risk-averse, right? And so I do think it's
25:39
not about telling women, you should take more risks. That's only part
25:41
of it. The other part of it is, how do we create
25:43
a circumstance where
25:47
they can take more risks? I think that's a really,
25:49
really important point. And Nate and I on, actually, the
25:53
first ever episode of Risky Business talked
25:55
about the gender pay gap
25:58
and how, I think, A lot of
26:00
that is because women have to make different
26:03
decisions, different choices, because women are penalized
26:05
for having children, that there are a lot
26:07
of things that society just isn't equipped
26:09
for when it comes to negotiating
26:11
while female, deciding while female, working
26:14
while female. Absolutely.
26:16
And I did listen to that episode, and I
26:18
also really liked the part in your book, The
26:20
Biggest Buff, where you talk about how you raised
26:22
your speaker rate. And I believe you got an
26:24
immediate yes. So it turned out that that risk
26:26
was one that worked out very much in your
26:29
favor, but I'm sure occasionally you asked for so
26:31
much. They said no, and
26:33
you had to enjoy that experience because it
26:35
was part of you raising your rates correctly,
26:37
that occasionally you get a no, right? That's
26:40
absolutely right. I think you have to become more
26:42
comfortable with hearing no, and with saying, you know
26:45
what, that's fine, because this is what I'm worth.
26:47
And if you don't want to pay me that,
26:49
then that's OK. And
26:52
learning how to walk away is, I think, a skill that
26:54
I learned from the poker table as well. Absolutely.
26:58
Super important. I
27:00
think even so through all that, I think I
27:02
am still pretty risk averse on a few things.
27:04
Like I am going to show
27:07
up at the airport two
27:09
and a half hours, and if I'm only two hours early,
27:11
I get a little bit stressed out. So,
27:13
you know. That
27:16
is funny. I'm planning a trip to
27:18
the airport, and it's an international
27:20
trip, and I'm trying to figure out if I'm
27:23
going to be pushing it if I arrive with
27:25
an hour to spare, if that's going to be
27:27
OK. Yeah. Yeah.
27:30
And there's that saying that if you're always
27:32
on time for flights and you're not missing
27:34
enough flights, I'm not sure I really buy
27:37
that. No. It
27:39
took me missing one very important
27:41
flight for me to never take
27:43
that saying seriously, but I probably
27:45
have a slightly higher risk tolerance
27:47
in flights than you. So
27:50
that'll be an individual difference. I
27:53
do want to talk about, since we are now
27:55
talking about kind of being female in a world
27:57
of men and the decisions that women
28:00
make, in light of
28:03
recent remarks by Andrew
28:06
Huberman about women's
28:08
pregnancies and some pretty
28:10
fundamental misunderstanding of how
28:12
probabilities work, I'd
28:16
love for you to just kind of recount
28:18
that a little bit. But it also
28:20
reminded me of an op-ed that you
28:22
wrote for the Wall Street Journal where
28:24
you were correctly calculating similar probabilities about
28:26
childbirth. Yeah, so
28:29
I think it was a few weeks ago
28:31
that Huberman put out a t- actually was
28:33
on his podcast. So it went viral on
28:35
Twitter. But Dr. Huberman had a podcast where
28:38
he was talking about the chances of a
28:40
woman getting pregnant after six cycles. And
28:43
well, he said, well, it should be 20%
28:45
the first time, right,
28:47
and then 20% the second time, so
28:49
then 40% that
28:52
you'd be pregnant by month two, and then
28:54
60% that you'd be pregnant by month three,
28:58
80% by month four, and then 100% chances that
29:01
you'll be pregnant by month five, right?
29:04
And I think then I don't know what happens on
29:06
month six. I guess the incidence
29:08
of twins. 120, 120. OK, oh, yes, because
29:10
of course there's like a chance that you'd
29:12
have twins. So that's where the 20% comes
29:14
in. And
29:18
well, he got like predictably crushed
29:22
for this tweet. It must
29:24
have had like thousands and thousands of
29:27
quote tweets making fun of his incorrect
29:29
math. And some people would correctly state
29:31
it. And to his credit, he retracted
29:34
it and explained what he got wrong. And he
29:36
did it in a nice way. And I was
29:38
actually really happy to see it because I was
29:40
like, oh, this is a great learning opportunity because
29:42
this has gone viral, that this is not the
29:44
way to calculate probability. Because I have to
29:46
tell you, before I played poker and before I tried to
29:49
get pregnant, I don't think I knew exactly the correct
29:51
way to set this up either. I mean, I probably
29:53
learned it in middle school or high school math, but
29:55
I don't know if I remembered it until a little
29:57
later, until college, or even when I
29:59
learned poker. So I think there's a
30:01
lot of people out there who also didn't know
30:03
because it seems like yeah Why wouldn't you just
30:05
add up the probabilities, right? But what you really
30:07
need to do is Multiply the
30:09
chance of me not pregnant a month one That's 80% and
30:12
then the second month is also 80% and then you get 64
30:18
and then minus that from one and you get 36%
30:20
right? so
30:22
that's my actual chance of pregnancy and
30:24
then it gets it continues
30:26
on and Yeah, it's a
30:29
bit frustrating because it means that your chances
30:31
are actually lower than it would seem Because
30:34
you aren't more likely to get
30:36
luck like lucky just because you
30:38
got unlucky the first time It's
30:40
basically a version of the gambler's
30:42
fallacy, right? That if
30:44
you are healthy and there's no like
30:46
medical reason for you not to be
30:48
able to get pregnant If
30:51
you've got an unlucky the first four cycles and
30:53
tough luck, you know, you're still only got a
30:55
20% chance Sorry,
30:57
and we know that from poker
30:59
right like you could lose your hand
31:02
where you're a 50-50 chance to win
31:04
five times in a row and you're
31:06
still 50-50 on that six chance and
31:08
it's very frustrating if you're getting unlucky
31:10
and it's super awesome if you're getting
31:12
lucky, right and I
31:15
had personal experience on this in both sides so
31:18
with my son Fabian who I mentioned
31:21
earlier I got
31:23
Lucky on the second try. So
31:25
my husband and I We
31:28
got pregnant almost immediately and it was
31:30
a healthy pregnancy. It was an awesome
31:32
pregnancy Everything went perfectly
31:35
and so I'm like the person who just starts playing
31:37
poker and wins their first tournament I'm
31:39
like and I I I know this
31:42
is very sensitive subject So, you know
31:44
just to anybody who finds this very
31:46
sensitive, you know, feel free to pause
31:48
and come back to the next section
31:51
But I as a poker player and somebody who
31:53
struggles with this it actually helped me to think
31:55
about in these terms It could seem craven to
31:58
other people but I I
32:00
got super lucky and then I had, of course,
32:02
an inflated sense of confidence that when I tried
32:04
a couple years later, I would
32:06
probably get lucky again. And
32:08
unfortunately, that was not the case. And this
32:10
is more common than people think it's called
32:12
secondary infertility, where you have an easy time
32:14
the first time, but then the second time
32:17
you don't get there to use a
32:20
poker expression. And
32:22
when I finally did get pregnant,
32:24
unfortunately, I had a pretty late
32:26
miscarriage. So yeah,
32:29
it was a real nightmare. And
32:32
I think that the experience of
32:34
poker did help me because it
32:36
taught me that I still had
32:39
made some really good logical decisions. And my husband
32:41
and I trying to get pregnant and in most
32:43
universes, we would have had our two kids, but
32:46
it just didn't work out. And the one that
32:48
we live because of the math
32:50
going against us and us being in that kind
32:52
of unlucky category.
32:55
Well, thank you so much for sharing that. And
32:58
I'm really sorry that you had to
33:00
go through that experience. It's
33:03
obviously a very emotional
33:05
experience to have.
33:09
And I really appreciate you sharing that because I
33:11
do think that it's
33:13
important for people to hear it, but
33:15
it's also important to just viscerally understand
33:17
how probabilities work. And that's the world,
33:20
right? probabilities are not correctly,
33:23
quote unquote, distributed. They're not as
33:25
pretty as you think they're
33:27
going to be. And
33:29
nothing ever adds up to 100 percent
33:31
somehow. You always have those missing percent
33:33
somewhere that go into another universe
33:36
where something else happened. Absolutely. And I think
33:38
it's really important for people to be aware
33:40
of that because I don't think I was
33:42
fully aware of that. Like, I certainly glanced
33:44
at some of these charts earlier in life,
33:47
but I don't think I was appreciated the
33:49
odds of miscarriage. And being that I'm somebody
33:51
who likes to show up at the airport
33:53
three hours early, I do think
33:55
that I probably would have started a family a
33:58
little bit earlier if I had been. as aware.
34:00
So I like that people are being educated at
34:02
it. Now, I'm a very
34:04
much a feminist, and so I think it's a
34:06
completely awesome choice for people to have one child,
34:08
to have no children. But what
34:11
bothers me is the idea that there's somebody who
34:13
wants children, but isn't really acquainted with the math,
34:15
and then, you know, has to
34:17
struggle financially and emotionally through this kind of,
34:20
you know, turmoil. And if Dr. Hoomerman
34:22
is getting it wrong, then I can tell
34:24
you, there's a lot of women in
34:26
their 20s, 30s, who are men
34:28
too, who are married to women and they
34:30
want to have kids with, like, that don't
34:32
know this math and, you know, get hit
34:34
by it and are a little bit disappointed
34:36
and struggling. And so yeah, I was happy
34:38
to see that tweet. Yeah, well,
34:41
so PSA for people who,
34:43
like me, have always said, I hate math,
34:45
and math is not important. Math
34:47
is really important and plays out in
34:49
unexpected ways in life decisions throughout your
34:52
life. And I took statistics classes in
34:54
grad school because I needed to, you
34:56
know, have statistical analysis when I was
34:59
working on my dissertation, etc,
35:01
etc. But it never hit home in kind
35:03
of an actual practical
35:05
way until I
35:07
sat down at a poker table and
35:10
actually saw these probabilities at play, actually
35:12
experienced what it felt like to be,
35:14
you know, a 70% favorite 10 times
35:16
in a row and lose every single
35:19
time and say, wait, how is that
35:21
happening? Right? Now you understand why all
35:23
of these psychological fallacies exist. And
35:26
then also just being grateful for the times that you,
35:28
your 80% hits. I think there's this
35:30
feeling like, ah, yeah, well, I was supposed
35:33
to win, so I won. But no, I
35:35
actually feel like gratitude when I, you know,
35:37
have, have like a pleasant trip to wherever
35:39
I'm going to. I'm like, wow, nothing went
35:41
wrong. Like 90%. I got there. Yeah. And
35:44
it's, it's good, right? It's a good feeling
35:46
to appreciate that. Yeah. It's funny that you
35:48
say that. I'm so glad you think about
35:50
that, as well, because whenever, you
35:52
know, I'm all in and I have aces, I
35:55
always, and I, this is totally rational, but I
35:57
give like the poker gods a little prayer. You
36:00
know, I hope it holds, right? I hope my
36:02
aces hold. I hope that my
36:04
chance of winning actually ends
36:06
up turning into the outcome of
36:08
winning because those two things are
36:11
not one and the same. Absolutely,
36:14
yes. Appreciate every day that nothing
36:16
goes horribly wrong. I mean, that's
36:18
a good way that you can
36:20
kind of become happier from poker.
36:23
Absolutely. It has made me a happier person
36:25
because it's made me able to
36:27
let go of negative outcomes in real life
36:29
much more easily because, you know, it's just
36:31
a mindset of I can't control it. Did
36:34
I make the right decision? Right? Was I
36:36
an 80% favorite? And then if it didn't go
36:38
my way, I didn't hold, but I
36:40
did the right thing. And sometimes that can
36:42
be hard in practice, but it's definitely become
36:45
much easier for me over time. Yeah,
36:47
I've noticed that about you. You're very positive in like
36:49
the things that you surround yourself with and the things
36:52
you talk about and the people that you surround
36:54
yourself with. And I think that's like, you
36:57
know, that conscious choice is so important because
36:59
obviously you have to be aware of negativity
37:01
and bad outcomes, but you can control some
37:03
parts of it. And it seems like you've
37:05
done a like a conscious job of that.
37:08
Am I right? Yeah, yeah. I mean, it
37:10
has been a conscious choice and I have
37:12
called kind of the people that I associate
37:14
with so that I only really try
37:16
to spend time with people who bring me joy
37:19
and who put me in a positive space. And
37:22
I try to focus on the positive elements because,
37:25
you know, the way that I think about it is
37:27
life's too short to dwell on bad beats and
37:29
bad beats are going to happen. Yeah. Your
37:32
first rule from Eric Seidel, right? Yes,
37:34
absolutely. No bad beat stories. Yes,
37:37
that is correct. And for
37:39
people who haven't read The Biggest Bluff, Eric Seidel
37:42
is a poker legend and was my coach and
37:44
mentor from the movie
37:46
Rounders. But I
37:48
feel like there's a life corollary for that for people
37:50
who don't play poker. I think a really good one
37:52
would be like a story about how you missed
37:55
your flight or you missed your train or your
37:57
your travel was really unpleasant. I feel like that's
37:59
a kind of like a bad beat story in
38:01
a way. Sometimes they're interesting. And
38:04
just occasionally bad beat stories are interesting too, but
38:06
I guess it's like the exception, not the rule.
38:09
I think you're absolutely right. And I think
38:11
that something that I actually learned from my
38:13
mom that I've tried to internalize and that,
38:16
you know, Eric, the no bad beat stories,
38:19
for my whole life she said, you know, don't
38:21
complain, right? Don't try to blame other people when
38:23
things go wrong. Don't say, oh,
38:25
well, you know, I can't believe this person
38:27
scheduled this here. I can't believe this happened.
38:30
I can't believe, oh, it's so unfair. She
38:32
said, don't do that because you can't control
38:34
it. You can't control other people. So instead
38:36
of blaming other people, just take the blame
38:38
on yourself and try to figure out, what
38:40
can I do? What can
38:42
I do differently next time? And what can I
38:45
do right now to mitigate the situation? And that's
38:47
just, I think, a much more positive way of
38:49
thinking about risk and of thinking about how you
38:51
deal with it in the moment when those percentages,
38:54
when that variance does not go in your direction,
38:56
especially when you knew you were taking a gamble,
38:58
right? If I miss a flight and I
39:00
cut it close, that is on me. I
39:03
should not blame the traffic. I should not blame
39:05
the cab driver for taking the wrong route. You
39:07
know, it is on me. It is not on
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First, you have to be open, you have to be willing
41:04
to see and do things in new ways. Secondly,
41:07
you have to be conscientious, to
41:09
follow through and make things happen. Those
41:12
two are obvious, but the third one
41:14
is the crucial one. You
41:16
have to be willing to do what you think is right, even
41:18
when everyone around you thinks you're an
41:20
idiot. There isn't a brilliant
41:23
innovator in history who wasn't surrounded
41:25
by naysayers. Most of
41:27
us can't take that kind of criticism
41:29
and we fold, but the disruptor doesn't.
41:32
They soldier on. I've been
41:34
looking at disruptors and their success stories a
41:36
lot lately, partly because I'm working on a
41:38
follow-up to The Tipping Point. The market disruption
41:40
plays a key role in how ideas take
41:42
off, but also because I'm
41:44
going to be the keynote speaker at
41:47
this year's Unconventional Awards from T-Mobile for
41:49
Business. It's an event
41:51
where customers are recognized for kicking
41:53
convention to the curb to elevate
41:56
their company, while also doing meaningful
41:58
things for their community. And
44:00
I should say that the abuser
44:03
also was banned from these.
44:06
You were incredibly brave
44:08
and took a huge, huge
44:10
personal risk when
44:12
you exposed someone very well known
44:14
in the chess community. And
44:16
when you did that, multiple other
44:19
women came forward as well. But
44:21
you were reprimanded for it, you were blamed
44:23
for it, and you ended up leaving your
44:26
role in a lot of very prominent chess
44:28
organizations, which were a huge part of how
44:30
you made a living. Yeah, that
44:33
has been a very big part of my
44:35
life. And I should say that the abuser
44:38
also was banned from these
44:41
chess institutions. And so
44:44
I am very proud
44:46
of the awareness that it's caused
44:48
in the chess community. And
44:52
I can't speak in more
44:54
detail about it right now, but I really
44:57
appreciate your support on that, Maria,
44:59
as well. Because I must say that having
45:01
a community in poker and in chess
45:04
has been really beneficial to me because I
45:06
found that the poker world has been so
45:08
supportive, which I wasn't
45:11
honestly completely expecting. But
45:13
one of the things I think people do go to
45:15
poker a lot of the time because they want to
45:18
have their own careers. And
45:20
sometimes that ends up being a secondary career as
45:22
well, where they do poker and something else. And
45:25
that always gives you more power, doesn't it? It
45:29
absolutely does. And we
45:31
won't talk about this more, but I do want
45:33
to say that I'm very proud of you. And
45:35
you clearly have taken kind of this risk
45:38
taking from
45:40
the world of games to a
45:42
very personal place in your life.
45:44
You made the calculation. You knew
45:46
what the costs could be, and
45:48
you did it anyway. And
45:50
being able to act like that and to do
45:52
that in real life and not just to go
45:54
all in at the poker table, because this is
45:56
effectively what you were doing. You
45:59
went all in. And it was not a bluff. And
46:02
that is something that takes a lot of guts and
46:04
a lot of courage because it
46:06
did upend your life. So I just want to
46:08
say that I think you should be incredibly proud
46:11
of your ability to take
46:13
risky decision making to an extreme that a
46:15
lot of people would not be able to
46:17
do. Thank you. I
46:19
would love to hear kind of what you
46:22
have next in store. I know you have
46:24
a new book coming out, Thinking Sideways, which
46:26
is also about risk and that kind of
46:28
thinking. So I'd love to hear a little
46:30
bit more about it. But I'd also just
46:32
love to hear about how you're thinking about
46:35
your life kind of moving forward, how your
46:37
equity calculation to bring it back to the
46:39
beginning of our conversation, how that's
46:41
looking right now. Well, you
46:43
know, it's really an interesting time for me
46:45
is I kind of like diving more into
46:47
writing and to poker as well. And
46:50
I feel like it's a very intellectually rich
46:53
time for me. And it's just like so
46:55
fun. I know that you're working
46:57
on a book on cheating. And one thing
46:59
that came up a lot in my recent
47:02
book, Thinking Sideways, is also kind of the
47:04
cheating and chess scandals that have erupted. And
47:06
that's something I've really been thinking a lot
47:08
because it's just a story that doesn't die.
47:10
What's kind of the basic idea of the
47:12
book? What can we expect? Well,
47:15
really the basic idea of the book is ways you
47:17
can learn about life from chess. And I had a
47:19
lot of poker in there as well. And
47:21
I think that the title would be quite
47:23
interesting to people because when you ask a
47:26
chess player how many moves you think ahead,
47:28
you're often expecting that to be the secret
47:30
of success, that they think 10 moves
47:32
ahead, whereas a weaker player would only think
47:34
eight moves ahead. And now, well, there's some
47:36
truth in that. Really good chess players can
47:38
think of any moves ahead, like Beth Harmon
47:41
staring at the ceiling. The truth is really
47:43
more that great chess players think sideways. And
47:45
that just means that they see an option
47:48
that their opponent did not see, sometimes on
47:50
move one, sometimes on move two. And
47:52
it's much more likely that a chess player will see
47:54
one of those options that you didn't see. And that's
47:57
why they beat you, than that they'll like out calculate.
47:59
you 20 moves ahead. I think this is
48:01
really important for life right now too because
48:04
it's just like we were talking about with
48:06
my own life and probably so many other
48:08
listeners' lives as well that you might not
48:10
be able to plan for five years ahead
48:12
right now. And that can
48:14
be scary, but honestly that's kind
48:16
of the way of a chess player. It's unlikely
48:19
that you're going to predict what five moves ahead
48:21
looks like, but you can predict two or three
48:23
better than your opponent. That's going to give you
48:25
a really good chance to win. That's
48:28
great. And I think that that's such a
48:30
great metaphor for how we should be thinking
48:33
in ways that are not necessarily the expected
48:35
way of thinking. I love that idea of
48:37
thinking sideways. Thank you. I'm getting very much
48:39
more into writing and speaking and also kind
48:42
of diving back into poker. And yes, it's
48:45
just a really interesting moment in my life
48:47
where I'm kind of just like exploring kind
48:49
of not like totally new areas, but
48:52
definitely not exactly sure what the next
48:54
few years are going to look like.
48:56
And that's really exciting. Scary, but also
48:58
exciting. It is exciting. One thing
49:00
poker teaches you is to be comfortable
49:02
with uncertainty and excited
49:04
about the prospect of not knowing
49:07
what the future holds. Exactly.
49:10
That's so well put. I love that.
49:12
Yes. I mean, and it's not something
49:14
that we're used to as much in
49:16
like midlife, right? Like I think people
49:18
are often trained that when you're young,
49:20
you have no idea what's going
49:22
to happen next. And that was normal. But in midlife,
49:25
this idea of uncertainty, I think it's very uncomfortable for
49:27
people, especially if they have kids. But you know what?
49:29
It's something that I think a lot of people are
49:31
going to have to deal with more as the world
49:34
is changing so rapidly that we just have
49:36
to get more comfortable with uncertainty no matter
49:38
what your circumstances are. Certainly me, but really
49:40
for a lot of people. I think
49:43
those are wise words. And
49:46
even though we don't know what the future holds, I
49:49
know that I'm very excited to see what it holds next
49:51
for you. And I'm excited to
49:54
read your new book. And I'm excited to
49:56
see where you end up. And I'm so
49:58
grateful that you've come here today. to share
50:00
your wisdom and your experience about decision-making with
50:03
us. I know it's been incredibly useful and
50:05
inspirational to me, and I hope that our
50:07
listeners feel the same way. So thanks so
50:09
much, Jen. Thank you, Maria.
50:11
This is awesome. This
50:14
is a show about the business
50:16
of the business. Risky
50:18
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50:21
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50:23
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50:26
episode was produced by Isabelle Carter.
50:28
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50:30
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50:32
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