‘When I wasn’t high, I felt very sad and very scared.’Twenty years on, Gavanndra is struggling to make sense of a childhood trauma. Then she meets a psychologist who has an idea.

In Room 5, Helena Merriman interviews people who - like her - were changed by a diagnosis.

Written, presented and produced by Helena MerrimanComposer: Jeremy Warmsley Sound Design: Eloise Whitmore

Production Co-ordinator: Janet Staples Editor: Emma RipponCommissioning Editor: Richard Knight

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End song: Miffed by Tom Rosenthal

If you have a story you’d like to share you can email: room5@bbc.co.uk