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Wireless. reading
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anxiety, like people being embarrassed by what they
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read or worried they don't read enough or
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that they aren't well enough read. They read
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the wrong way. They read the wrong books,
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et cetera, et cetera, and so forth. And
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such an important part of the creative process
2:14
for almost everyone I know, regardless of discipline,
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is reading. So I
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was thinking, what can I do to help
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about this? And then I remembered that Elisa
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Gabbard, one of the great essayists, has a
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wonderful collection out, just came out, called Any
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Person Is The Only Self. And
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quite a bit of it is about reading
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in all of its various forms. So I
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thought maybe we could talk to her and
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get her to help us. What do you
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think? I think that's a great idea. I
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want to read more, so I hope that we're
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going to cover that as well. I've been trying
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to read more, so I would love to hear
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insight from anyone telling me how I
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can do a better job at that. At one point, I loved reading. I
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used to eat my personal pan pizza like everyone else did in the 90s.
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But now I'm an adult, and there's no incentive
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to do it anymore. So help me, Elisa,
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please. Amazing. Well, I'm glad
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maybe we can get help for you, for
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me, our listeners, by talking to Elisa Gabbard.
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Elisa, welcome to Working Overtime. Thank you.
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Thank you so much for having me.
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So let me just start by asking, what
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drew you to writing so much about reading?
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I mean, that's not what all your essays
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are about, right? But there's something going on
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right now that made you think about that
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as a subject matter. What was
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it that drove you to that topic? You
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know, maybe it's just my life stage. Getting
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older, I don't have that many
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adventures left. It
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feels often like reading is the most interesting
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thing I do. I know that's sad, but
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it's almost like it's my form of travel.
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It's how I get to experience what
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lives that are not my own life feel like
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and look like. And
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yeah, apart from the 40 hours
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a week that I spend at my desk job, like
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I feel like most of what I do is read.
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And so yeah, that just ends up being what I
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think about and what I think about ends up being
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what I write about. Hey,
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listeners, do you have any tips
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or questions about the creative process? Get
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in touch and share your advice. You
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can email us at working at slate.com
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or even better, you can call us
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and leave us a message at 304-933-9675.
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That's 304-933-work. And
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we're back. Alisa, your book
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really demonstrates a capacious mind,
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I think. We write about
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everything from surfing, bank robbery,
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thriller, point break to Rilke.
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We live in the twilight of the
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separation of high and low art, but
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that separation is still kind of out
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there. So I'm wondering, how do you
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feel about that divide, particularly when it
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comes to reading? Are you thinking like,
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oh, is this elevated enough
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for acclaimed poet and critic Alisa Gabbard
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to be reading? Well,
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you know, I think I do
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put perhaps more pressure on myself than
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the average person does to spend like
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most of my free time doing
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language stuff, either reading or writing. I
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make very deliberate choices. I know people hate
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to make choices in life, but I often
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will give up something that I know would
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be kind of fun and entertaining because
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in the end, I think I'll be happier and
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more fulfilled in my life if I spend that
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time reading or writing. So
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I make those choices a lot. You
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know, I'm always trying to read things that I feel like
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the people I know love. People
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told me I should read Zaybald for years before I
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finally read them. I'm so glad I did. It changed
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my life. But, you know, I
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also sometimes I'm like, I just want to
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watch a surf movie. And so sometimes I
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will carve out a little writing project that
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allows me to engage
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with very low sloppy culture
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and make it feel like it's an intellectual
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engagement. And so there's one essay in my
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book, as you know, about Point Break. There's
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another one about hair metal. And
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that was just a great excuse to watch every hair
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metal documentary I could get my hands on. for
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a month or two and call it
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writing. It's research, Mom, it's research. One
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thing I love in the book is
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the moment where you kind of give
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up on your own willpower and choice
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and you embrace the books that are
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on the recently returned shelf of
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your local library, right? It's like the wisdom
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of crowds is making your book choices. Can
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you tell us a little bit about that,
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about choosing to do that and what you
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learned from it? Yeah, I mean the first
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time I realized that shelf existed, it was
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when I moved to Denver, this was over
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10 years ago, got my public
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library card, I'm a big library person because
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our house is already full of books and
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I can't buy every book that I wanna read.
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And this library had a feature that I had never
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seen before which was a recently returned shelf. And I
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was like, oh my God, this is brilliant because if
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I only have 10 minutes to spend in the library
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and I don't really know what I wanna read, I
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can just pick something up here that looks exciting. And
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it felt like this sort of
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anti-algorithm, anti-curation
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life hack where it simplified my choices
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but it's not what everybody else on
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social media is talking about right now.
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It's not the thing that just got made into a
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TV show. So somehow it's like
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somebody was choosing the book for me but also
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like not telling me how to feel about it
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in any way. And that's something that I personally
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love. So most writers read
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a lot and that feels very obvious
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but lots of people want to read
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more than they actually do. I'm one
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of them, as I already stated. What
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advice do you have for people like me who wanna
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make reading more of their life? I
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think just always have a book
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or a stack of books around. That
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has been one of the
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biggest changes for me. Like when I started
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using a library a lot, I always would
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have books around that looked appealing and felt
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exciting. Sometimes those books are
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like more exciting than the books you've already
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purchased on your own shelf. But
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I just try to always be reading at
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least one book. Usually I'm reading. a few
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books at the same time, like a novel
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and then maybe something nonfiction, some poetry. But
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it's the idea that like I
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have to check in with my book, if
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not every day, almost every day, but ideally every
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day. And even if I only read a little
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bit every day, like in the morning before work
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or at night after dinner, and I'm
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a slow reader, it still adds up. So
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even if I'm only reading, you know, 30 pages
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a day tops, like you read a book
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a week that way often. So I just
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think it doesn't have to feel like this
12:33
big mountain you have to climb. It's just a
12:35
little bit. It's just a little like self care time
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you're spending with yourself. I'm not gonna lie,
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when you said 30 pages a day, I wanted to be like, that's a
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little bit. That's 30 pages. How
12:44
big, how big are these words we're talking about? I guess it depends
12:46
on the size of the print. Exactly.
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So of course, one tried and true method for
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reading more is a book club. You
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formed the Stupid Classics book
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club. Tell me what
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is a Stupid Classic and what is it
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like reading them? So the
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idea behind this book club was I was talking
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with a group of friends at a party and
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we were sort of lamenting that none
13:09
of us were English majors. And
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there were a lot of books that we really should have already
13:14
read. You know, this is when we are in our 30s.
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And we just hadn't gotten to them either in
13:20
high school or in college and the years had
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gone by. And maybe we had started to feel
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like it was quote unquote too late for that
13:26
book. But we also really wanted to know like,
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what is it actually like to read that book?
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And so we made this long list. We like
13:33
sat down, sequestered ourselves at this party with a
13:35
notebook and made a list of all these books
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that we decided were Stupid Classics. So
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the idea was that couldn't be like too long or
13:42
challenging. It's not Moby Dick. This is
13:44
not Middlemarch. This is like Strange
13:46
Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. Yes.
13:50
And that was one of the first books we read
13:52
and it blew my mind. I loved it so much.
13:54
That book is a banger that I
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read because of that essay and love.
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It's so good. It's so much like more interesting
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and complex than you think it's gonna be. Another
14:04
one of the first books we read was Fahrenheit
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451, which I
14:08
hadn't read any Ray Bradbury in many, many
14:10
years, but I remember really liking it as
14:12
a kid. Like some of his short stories
14:14
have really stuck with me actually. There's
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this one called The Velt that I think about quite often.
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But yeah, Fahrenheit 451, like
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none of us could believe how stupid it was.
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So it was like so pandering
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and it was really racist and sexist, which
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I think some people probably think what all
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classics are, right? No, not the case. Some
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of them turned out to be pretty
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incredibly progressive in their thinking, especially
14:38
for their time. But this
14:40
was pretty embarrassing. Yeah, it was actually really
14:42
hard to finish. It was just very badly
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written. And that was a disappointment,
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but enlightening and I'm still glad I read
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it. I'm glad that I know that about
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that book. One thing
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about the classics is that it's almost like
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two books operating at the same time. It's
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like the image of the book that's formed
15:00
via decades or centuries of discourse, right? Fahrenheit
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451, the great novel about
15:05
the freedom of the human spirit and the
15:07
most blah, blah, blah of circumstances or
15:10
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, dumb horror story.
15:12
For me, I was really shocked when I
15:15
read Pride and Prejudice and learned how mean
15:17
it is. It is so fucking mean. Like
15:19
part of why it's so funny is
15:21
that it's so deliciously mean. How
15:25
much does the reputation of a book
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shape your reading experience? When you're reading
15:29
for pleasure, are you also reading about
15:31
the books you read to find out
15:33
sort of what other people are saying
15:36
about them? Yeah, I usually
15:38
don't go out on my way to try to learn
15:40
about a book before I read it. But sometimes as
15:42
you say, books are so famous, so well known, so
15:44
talked about. You can't help but have this idea of
15:46
what it's gonna be like. And
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that makes the reading actually
15:52
very rich and very interesting because
15:54
you realize like, oh, all of
15:56
my assumptions were wrong. And
15:59
so, because
22:00
I hate the book, I punish myself by
22:02
saying, well, if I don't finish this book, I can't read it
22:04
in my other books. But it's only
22:07
been recently that I discovered that you could
22:09
bail on a book. So let
22:11
me just ask you, how far do
22:13
you get into a book before you bail, and
22:15
what does a book have to do to keep
22:17
your interest? Ooh, yeah. I
22:20
have a very intricate system, which
22:23
is like, you know, it's way buried deep
22:25
back in my mind. So I'm not sure that I could
22:27
fully spell it out. But I feel like the less I
22:30
know about the book, the
22:32
more likely I am to abandon it.
22:34
So if I know nothing about it,
22:36
pick it up, use bookstore, library, read
22:38
the first sentence, and I hate the
22:40
first sentence, that's it. Like, you did
22:42
something inept on page one. I'm not
22:44
gonna like this book, you know? Like,
22:48
I am very fast and furious with that
22:50
kind of thing. But if it's something like,
22:52
that's been recommended to me many times by
22:54
dear friends, people who know me, especially for
22:56
years and years, or it's, you know, it's
22:58
a timeless classic, then I'm gonna
23:00
be a lot stricter with myself. And if I
23:02
feel like I don't really like it, even after
23:05
20, 30 pages, I might keep going, especially
23:09
if I have some really good reason for
23:11
it. Like, I've already told people I'm reading
23:13
it, and so I've kind of increased my
23:16
commitment and investment, and I feel accountable. But
23:19
a lot of times, I just, I kind of
23:21
give myself the grace. If it does get to
23:23
that point where I'm like, avoiding the act of
23:26
reading, because I don't wanna read what I'm currently
23:28
reading. And, you know, in some cases, it's even
23:30
worse. It's like, I'm imagining faking my own death
23:33
to get out of reading this book. Then
23:36
I give myself an out, and I'm like, I
23:38
don't have to read this right now. Like, maybe
23:40
it's just not the right time. I'm not in
23:43
the mood. And it has happened before that I've
23:45
started books, really wasn't into them. And then five
23:47
years later, I was so into
23:49
them. It was like, so the right time for me
23:51
in that book. That book was ready for me, and
23:53
I was ready for it. So that's
23:56
like the simplified version of the system. But
23:58
I think, yeah, you have to. to kind
24:00
of pay attention to your internal signals and,
24:02
yeah, a band and chip when it's time.
24:05
You know, one thing that I've noticed a lot
24:07
recently is how much shame people express about whatever
24:09
it is that they're reading. I'll give you an
24:11
example. I was at one of my kids' Little
24:13
League games, and the mother behind me, she
24:16
had a great hack. She was reading a book on her phone
24:18
during the game so that her kid didn't know she was reading
24:20
a book instead of watching the game or whatever. And I was
24:22
like, oh, hey, what are you reading? I'm always interested in what
24:24
people are reading. I'm always looking at what they're reading on the
24:27
subway or whatever. And she just immediately
24:29
retreated into herself. Right? And I just went,
24:31
I just said, I said, this is, I
24:33
was like, is it a Sarah Moss
24:35
book? And she was like, it is a Sarah Moss book.
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I was like, you don't need to be ashamed about that.
24:39
Everyone reads Sarah Moss. It's OK. You know, we had a good
24:41
laugh about it, and then we just talked about reading the rest
24:44
of the time, you know? But to
24:47
me, it's like, that's a real thing. You know,
24:49
oh, this is too trashy. It's too light. It's
24:51
too, it's not smart enough or whatever. I'm
24:54
just wondering what your relationship
24:56
is to the kind of
24:58
dynamics of shame that surround
25:00
reading. I think
25:02
a little shame and guilt can
25:04
be very useful, because there's two
25:07
kinds of happiness. I
25:09
sort of alluded to this earlier, but this is just
25:11
a guiding principle of my life. There's
25:14
like, in the moment, I'm not bored.
25:16
I'm entertained. But then a
25:18
week later, are you still thinking about that
25:20
thing that kept you entertained? A month, a
25:22
year, 10 years. For
25:26
me, of course, there's going to
25:28
be some stuff that is just dumb entertainment that I
25:30
never think about again. But I
25:32
feel like my life is richer and happier
25:34
overall if some of the ways
25:36
that I'm spending my time, stick with me. And
25:39
so that sometimes means
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choosing slightly less entertaining, more
25:44
quote unquote difficult books, but
25:46
because they're more rewarding and
25:48
they contain ideas or concepts
25:51
that I still think about
25:54
years later. And so if I
25:57
read a couple of books that feel kind of cheap, like I
25:59
just. flipped through them, never
26:01
stopped to think, never wrote anything
26:03
down or underlined anything. That
26:06
to me is unsatisfying. It's like
26:08
eating candy for every meal or
26:10
something. So it's not so much
26:13
that I'm trying to prove anything
26:15
to anyone. It's just
26:17
like I feel better, much like I
26:19
feel better if I eat some vegetables
26:21
every day. I feel better if I'm
26:23
reading stuff that seems
26:26
to make me smarter, even if
26:28
that's an illusion. But
26:30
obviously, I think people should have their own
26:32
systems for what makes them happy and read
26:34
the books that make them happy. And it
26:36
just might not be the same books for
26:38
me as it is for somebody else. Well,
26:42
that is all the time we have for
26:44
this week's episode of Working Over Time. And
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