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So funky. Welcome
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to another episode of Small Doses Podcast.
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Today, So official.
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Today, we are here to discuss, Discuss.
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Kindness. Kindness. With an
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ambassador of kindness, Yvette
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Nicole Brown. Hello! Muppet,
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yo. And I really
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feel like, you know, your character on
1:53
Community was like the epitome of,
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I mean, Shady kindness. She was, surely wasn't
1:59
all that. Surely wasn't! I
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mean, I think she thinks that she was, but she
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had a little bite. She was a little nice tea.
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A little bit. Are we allowed to
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talk about shows? We're not
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promoting it. It's not even on air anymore. That's true. Do
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I think that I'm nice tea in real life? Yeah. No,
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I'm actually really kind. I, I
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will though I'm from East Cleveland. So
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I have to, I will cut you. I will cut
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you. Now this is nice. I think nice tea is
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like, it's like you
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can't be kind and nice. No, no. Nice tea is you're
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not nice. You're, if you're nice tea, you're
2:32
a mean person trying to pretend to
2:34
be nice. We all know people like
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that. I do. So that's not good.
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No, but if you're nice, but
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honest and to the point, like my thing is you don't
2:43
get the fever unless you deserve the fever. And
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even if you get the fever, it's going to be not
2:47
precious. Now look, my mother, don't
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come at mother like that. My mother loves
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you. Don't say, watch your tongue. It'll be
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that. It won't be, it'll be
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the Tabitha Brown type of gathering and not
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the, you know, I appreciate also that Tabitha
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Brown's type of gathering has become like a
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branded type of gathering. Listen,
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there's a bit, I'm not going
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to say it's not on purpose, but it's a
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bit of a curse in her. When she gathers
3:12
you, your life's going to change. And not in
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a good way, because if you have to get
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gathered by Tabitha, you have done something fair.
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She's not just gathering people. She's gathering the people that
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need to be gathered. And she's raising those that weren't
3:23
raised correctly by their mamas. And she just come over
3:25
here. Let me go and give you a little something
3:27
to help you on your way. But there's a bit
3:29
of a curse, a blessed curse, but she's a blessed
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curse. Now you had hit me
3:34
and you were like, I want to do small doses.
3:36
I'm like, it's overdue anyway. So yes, I meant to
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bring my book for you to sign. I knew I
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forgot something. So good. I was going
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to say, we have access. But my
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question to you is you, you specifically
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asked about doing side effects of kindness.
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What is it about this topic that
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spoke to you? You know, I
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think that the world is mean and
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I think we're becoming meaner and I
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think that it is okay to chase your
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dreams. be all that you want to be, but you
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don't have to shank people as you go. And
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so I think it's important to, especially with
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you, with the platform you have, to talk about
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it so right to be nice, to people and take care of
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people. We ain't got to be so hateful. At
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this point in the show, I'm going to play this clip
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from Dr. Cornel West, who is running for president. That's not
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what this is about. This is a ... That's
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not what this is about. But he has this
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quote about James Baldwin that I want you
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to hear right now. We know here's
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somebody who's committed to intellectual integrity, committed
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to a moral honesty. Remember he says
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at the end of the notes of
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a native son in the introduction, all
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I ever want to be is an
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honest man and who, like
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him in way, endures in my work.
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Now, you see, in an age of
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mendacity and criminality, which is our own,
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just telling the truth and having integrity is
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revolutionary. It's subversive. It's
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counter-cultural. Baldwin comes
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back, bringing
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this rich tradition of
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eloquence, truth-telling, witness-bearing, soul-stirring
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writing. Basically the clip is, in
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this world of mendacity, which is
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meanness, he says it is revolutionary
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to choose kindness and
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that James Baldwin was somebody who chose
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kindness and love for his people. That's
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the quote. I love that you defined mendacity for me
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because this is the thing, some of your words you
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do need to define. I didn't know what that was. There's
5:28
someone like, please, the story of the man
5:30
is the way that a man is saved. Well,
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I just think that it's
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really true that there is something
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revolutionary to choosing kindness. Yeah, because I
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think that people believe that kindness equals
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weakness and no one wants to be
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seen as a weakling. So when you
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choose kindness, now they're wrong. Right.
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They're wrong. Yeah, but they believe that
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it means that if you're a pushover or
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whatever. So for someone to boldly go out and go, now I'm
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going to take care of people and I'm going to make sure everybody's all
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right. And I'm going to be outward facing instead of inward
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facing. I think that is revolutionary and I think it'd be
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better if more people did it I
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think it'd be better as well. It's more people like
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yourself, you know took the time
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to qualify it as not weakness, right? You
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know, I think there's something to be said for meanness actually
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being the truth Weakness, I've
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heard this one. I heard this recent I don't know
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who said it but it was something I'm paraphrasing you
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can tell the strongest person in the room
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because they're the quietest Usually
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when people come in with a lot of saw
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that where you saw Someone
6:30
said that as a speech at a commencement speech
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at Brown University. Ah, ha ha there it is
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I posted it to that's where I got it
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from and I agree with him because I feel
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like the people that come in with all The
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blustery again, look at me and I'm here, you
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know, there's a difference Like for Gary, this is
6:45
nice if you're coming to make sure everybody has
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a good time. That's great Okay, but when you're
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coming in trying to suck the air out of
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the room You need everybody to think you're the
6:53
most important Yeah That's a sign that you feel
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very small if you can enter a room
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and just quietly sit down and enjoy
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the Ambiance without needing to be that
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person. Mm-hmm That's a sign of strength and it's the same
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thing with kindness like the people that are what is the
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Bible says a micheal? And here at the earth the people
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that can come in and be like how you doing? What
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is the look at me? Oh I
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look at me But
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But then how does that apply to the meanest
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part of it all because I think when we
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talk about the meanest thing I think that it's
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become almost like Sexy, it's like it's like fly.
7:28
I feel like we're we watched I
7:30
saw an article the other day that said
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has America gotten more rude if
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you think so You're not alone, but they cited
7:37
it as a result of the pandemic. I Absolutely
7:40
not. I Listen, we
7:42
can get political because you and I can do that. We don't have
7:44
to my way. I'm yeah, I feel like This
7:48
started not he didn't started but he brought
7:50
it back when Donald Trump came Yeah to
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the point where he decided that there were
7:54
no norms He the name calling all of
7:56
that and I think people believe weak people
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believe that and insults
8:01
to sign up a strong man. But yeah, it is a
8:03
strong man, the type of autocratic
8:06
strong man, authoritarian figure, the
8:08
Hitlers, the Putin's. These are not the
8:11
people that you should emulate or admire,
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but the people that are weak until small saw this
8:16
also small man blustering and calling people names. He's a very
8:18
small man in a lot of ways. They said in the
8:21
body parts of smalls, a lot of stuff small about that
8:23
man. Little hands. Little hands.
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Little mouth. Other small
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people saw him as a small man and
8:29
thought, well, he's a, look at him, this guy.
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That's what we have to do. We have to be
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hateful and nasty. When I look at what's
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happened to Congress, when
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I look at what's happened to Congress, it breaks my
8:40
heart. You just see people that we admired and looked
8:42
up to. I don't know if I ever admired and
8:44
looked up to them. Never? No. People
8:47
in Congress, back in the day? No. Oh, I used to always think
8:49
that Congress people had their, excuse me, shit up my shit.
8:52
And they're shit together. but is
8:55
it that you thought that they did, but
8:57
now you know better? Absolutely,
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now I know better. The thing is, I used
9:02
to think as a kid in East Cleveland, I
9:04
saw politics and all of that as lofty goals
9:06
and dreams. And you had to be a better
9:09
person, a smarter person, a kinder
9:11
person to be elected into. Cause I thought you
9:14
were doing it because you cared about people.
9:16
Yeah, I know. Right? And
9:18
what we've learned in the last eight years for sure,
9:21
is that that's not the case. They're in it
9:23
for the money. They're in it for the power.
9:25
They're in it for the wonderful healthcare that they
9:27
don't want anyone else to have. These are the
9:30
things that they're in for. And so once I
9:32
realized that, it broke my heart because I'm like,
9:34
why are horrible people deciding what happens to the
9:36
rest of us? And that's why I've been telling
9:39
people now beyond just saying you
9:41
should vote, I'm now telling people you should run. If
9:43
you are a decent person who cares about other
9:46
people, please run. I don't care what you run
9:48
for, just run for something. I mean, that's the
9:50
start of my documentary of An Amanda Lee Trust.
9:52
Which I love. Oh, thank you. It's
9:54
just this concept of like, do
9:57
not consider these people to be more... Elevated
10:00
and you you know more experienced than
10:02
you in some cases they may be
10:04
yeah But for the most part politics
10:06
at this point doesn't have any guardrail
10:08
none other than do you got money?
10:10
Yeah, that's really the guardrail. And
10:12
I mean the German did all these different
10:14
cities and areas So you
10:16
they're picking their voters. Yes, so now
10:18
we're stuck with because you know, we didn't
10:21
need the voters voting rights act Why do we keep that? Let's
10:23
get rid of that it's a
10:25
very interesting way though to bring kindness into
10:27
this though because I Really feel
10:29
like when people talk about like oh, I don't want to
10:31
vote I don't care about voting voting doesn't matter I
10:34
think that there's a departure from kindness
10:36
that is required for you to feel
10:38
that way Absolutely, because you have to
10:40
know that voting both on a federal
10:42
and local level is gonna affect the
10:44
greater Good you have to
10:46
care about their people, right? This is the thing
10:49
I used to always talk about and I still
10:51
talk about this I don't have kids but anytime
10:53
something comes up for school boards, I vote for
10:55
like if it's more money for schools Yes, because
10:57
it's not about me. It's about Everybody
11:01
when student loan Forgiveness
11:03
came I paid off my I don't even know how I did it when
11:05
I think back on But I pay back
11:07
my student loans when I was in my 20s
11:09
I don't have a problem with other people getting
11:11
a favor. Please my god. This is great I
11:13
hope everybody gets them forgiving because it's some bullshit
11:15
So I don't understand the idea of but I've
11:17
never believed in I've got mine you get yours
11:19
I've always believed that I am my brother's keeper.
11:21
I believe when where did that come from for
11:23
you? My mom raised me and
11:25
my brother to be the helpers. Mr. Rogers
11:27
always talked about one of the helpers Mm-hmm.
11:30
I've always been one of the helpers if something
11:32
is going down. I'm in the room Like how
11:34
can I make this better and I enter a
11:36
room a situation go to an event? How
11:38
can I be of service here? It's
11:41
never look at my outfit. It's never look at me
11:43
It's like who in here needs me when I'm
11:45
on a set I'm like who who needs
11:47
me and I'm there as a if I book a
11:49
job as an actor I believe I'm there as a
11:51
respite I'm there as a safe place for people to
11:53
land and I just sit there and then I look
11:55
and I go okay Let me go talk to Sally
11:58
Sally's having today and I go go with you I
12:00
was at this event at
12:02
um went to the VP's
12:04
hip-hop event last week and there was
12:06
a little baby girl named Patrice She we got there early
12:09
all of us are there milling around a lot of people
12:11
came with people and this little baby She's probably in her
12:13
early 20s was sitting by herself and I
12:15
noticed that no one was talking to her No, and I said is
12:17
it precious? What do you need? precious
12:26
I said baby girl, let me go on sit with Justin She
12:28
said I'm fine and I could tell like her little spirit got
12:30
lifted because no one had spoken to her But
12:32
I'm gonna go in a room and find the person that
12:35
no one's speaking to because anyone's either I just
12:37
think they were with the friends She
12:39
was you know, she came by herself and she was just
12:41
happy to be there and got a tree's coming by
12:43
yourself So she got to roll. I was
12:46
always by myself I
12:48
will roll through anywhere. I'll go to eat go
12:50
to movies go to VP. I bought my tickets
12:52
to usher I
13:01
Know one to text about it. I'll read about it.
13:04
No, we know what it's read about it. I'll see
13:06
but you won't say But you're
13:08
a mom though. I won't say that But
13:13
you're a dog mom And
13:18
I will be wearing it's very pink outfit just
13:20
get up in there we need this gonna have
13:22
your mom I want everybody had a moment with us. I
13:25
don't believe for any second any stretch of time that I
13:27
sure is gonna sing to me But I will be singing
13:31
But I'll sing to usher are we doing this?
13:33
I'll be your girl You
13:36
know when people be doing the video the commercial for
13:38
him Where
13:44
she come go tell him go on for
13:46
the get the deal tell him what see
13:48
Gia Don't put it on he can't get
13:50
your moment. You know y'all please please come
13:52
on. I Never
13:55
met us sure I'm not usher one. I
13:57
think I embarrassed myself. I saw him at the at the board
14:00
I don't have a problem embarrassing myself either because ego I
14:02
know ego resides in this body got you the body is
14:04
like Yeah, I don't do it. So I'll go up to
14:07
anybody if I love your work I will go up to
14:09
you and tell you and if you're kind will have a
14:11
moment if you're not like God bless No, Lee right. See
14:13
I went up to him and I was like, I love
14:15
you. I think you just And
14:22
he was like Oh Hey,
14:27
ma'am, okay, he turned his chair around
14:30
He was very nice. I'm sure he was really
14:32
nice, but I was a goober so whatever So
14:44
you were raised this way, I mean there's
14:46
something very real about simply just that right
14:49
like that there's a Conditioning
14:51
of kindness. Yeah, and how
14:54
that has to be conditioned
14:56
yourself if you didn't come
14:58
up in it Yeah, I just feel like listen
15:01
and I who knows I I feel like some
15:03
people just come here caring about others and some
15:05
people come Here caring about themselves. Isn't that interesting?
15:07
It's it's like in the DNA. It's kind of
15:09
in the DNA Like there's something is it
15:12
necessary this that way like a yin-yang I
15:15
had someone say to me once and this blue
15:17
this broke my heart uh, I
15:19
was working on a set and Season
15:21
of the show and by the end of the season one of
15:23
my cast mates said you're really nice
15:26
and I said And she was like,
15:28
I don't know how to do that and
15:31
I was like I
15:34
think she was right. She did not know how to do it. I
15:36
too have had a similar I was like, well,
15:39
you just look out for people. It's just Care
15:41
about others the way you care about you
15:45
But do they care about themselves see this
15:47
is the Because
15:50
that's the other part I think that there's You
15:53
know kind of like doing
15:55
things to advance like yourself
15:58
in terms of accomplishment but
16:01
not necessarily like loving yourself
16:03
and advancing your character. That's
16:05
a different exercise. I
16:07
was talking to a friend of mine, shout out to Matt, and
16:09
he said something the other day, he's like, you know, Amanda, you
16:13
a good person. So I'm glad
16:15
you happy because good people deserve to be happy. Hard
16:18
workers deserve to make money. Good people
16:20
deserve to be happy. Just because you're working hard,
16:22
don't make you a good person. And just because you're a
16:24
good person don't mean you're working hard. Dang,
16:27
I'm like, I need a diagram. Where's the syllabus?
16:30
Listen, carry the two money fries. I have
16:32
a whole list of Macisms. I have
16:34
a whole list of Macisms. It's Mac online because
16:36
I need to follow that. Another famous Macism is
16:39
shame on your parents for how they did you
16:41
back in the day, but shame on you for
16:43
staying that way. There
16:46
it is though. There it is. Another
16:48
classic, there's only victims and volunteers. That's
16:52
the one that the victim- It's Mac online, I gotta
16:54
follow him. He is not, but that'll get
16:56
you in your neck. Yo. There's only
16:58
victims and volunteers. And at a certain point,
17:01
you ain't the victim no more, baby. I
17:03
just told a friend that too. I told
17:05
a friend going through a breakup. So I don't know if
17:07
they're breaking up or not. I don't know what's going on. But
17:09
I told him, I said, listen, there's only so many
17:11
times, if you're gonna keep eating
17:13
poison, there's only so many times I
17:15
can pump your stomach. After a
17:18
while, I have to assume that you want to
17:20
take the poison. And then I'm gonna leave you
17:22
to it. You enjoy that- I
17:24
don't want to get in the way- I don't want to stop you
17:27
from drinking your poison. So go on, go keep
17:29
going back to that foolishness. So
17:31
yeah, and at a certain point, you can't blame the
17:33
other person after a while. It's you,
17:36
because you keep going back. And you'll tell
17:38
yourself, I'm going back because I'm a kind
17:40
person. I'm giving this person great. No, no, no, no.
17:42
You gotta be kind to yourself too. You gotta put your
17:44
own oxygen mask on first. And somebody
17:46
is intent on destroying you.
17:50
Stealing your joy, murdering
17:52
your spirit. Friend, family, lover.
17:54
Get out of here! So
17:57
sing about it though. It brings us back to the young
17:59
lady who said to you like- do you do that? I
18:01
really think there are a lot of people who simply
18:04
feed off of negatives. And
18:07
it's related to trauma that
18:09
they experienced when they were younger. So chemically,
18:11
it is feeding them, it's an addiction. And
18:14
so they will create that, you know, like,
18:16
there would be times with my ex where
18:18
it's like, we had so much joy, but
18:21
you still felt compelled to try and create
18:23
an argument because it was like you couldn't
18:25
abide in the joy couldn't, you couldn't because
18:27
you needed that to kind of just like
18:29
feel comfortable. And that's unfortunate, right? And when
18:31
you see that you're like, Dan, that sucks
18:33
for you that you have to have this
18:35
like turn of events in order for you
18:37
to feel comfortable. Yeah. And I
18:40
think a lot of people, they just
18:42
simply feel more comfortable in discomfort with
18:44
this, then transfer on
18:46
to you. Yeah, I think also, if you
18:48
as a child did not get what you
18:51
needed, and you wanted things and
18:53
you needed things, you didn't get them, I think
18:55
at a certain point, you stop dreaming that it's
18:57
possible for you. So when you get into a
18:59
relationship with someone that is giving you the love
19:01
that you never got, in your mind,
19:04
this is not going to last. Let me torpedo it
19:06
before it dies. But
19:08
I'm fine. Don't do that. And it's sad.
19:10
And this is why I tell everybody that's
19:13
about narcissism. Absolutely. My whole thing is find
19:15
find a therapist, get on some meds,
19:18
talk to somebody, you know, what that second
19:20
part is a part that's really tough for
19:22
some people, you know, man? Yeah, because in
19:24
their mind, it's like it's because it feels
19:26
like asking for help, or it feels like
19:28
a number one, something. And I think we're
19:30
still we were getting much better at getting
19:32
over the stigma of therapy. But you know,
19:34
some people need meds. If you didn't get
19:36
what you needed, you may need something to
19:39
help your brain get into the space. I
19:41
tell everybody I have diabetes. And so I'm
19:43
on that format for my diabetes. I thank God it's not
19:45
insulin. But if it was insulin, I'd be taking that. There
19:48
is nothing. This is a computer. This
19:50
is a machine that was made. At
19:53
various factories, some of the factories were
19:55
eating their bananas and whatever some of
19:57
the factories were smoking, calm all. So
19:59
sometimes Your factory did not push out
20:01
you the way exact way that you could have
20:03
been there optimal Yeah So that means sometimes there
20:06
might be some synapses that aren't firing in your
20:08
brain in the same way My pancreas is like
20:10
can't do it. It is right can't
20:12
do it So I don't
20:14
feel a stigma about taking my metformin to
20:16
make sure that I have the proper glucose
20:18
balance in my body So why should someone
20:20
feel crazy or weird about taking a pill
20:22
that helps the balance in their head? I
20:25
mean they shouldn't they should it you shouldn't
20:27
it's it's there to help you Get
20:30
the help You know, I know
20:33
Listen, there's side effects and you know, yeah, but
20:35
you find that you find the right doses to
20:37
work for you You have to be
20:39
committed to you,
20:42
right? You have to be committed to like I Want
20:45
to experience joy? Yes, so I
20:47
need to take pathways to that right? It's
20:49
a maze, right? So sometimes I'm gonna hit
20:51
a wall and I got to come back
20:53
and try a different route, right? That are
20:55
us, you know, and I think that's the
20:58
thing that when we talk about
21:00
kindness to yourself You have to
21:02
have the willingness to give yourself the grace that
21:04
I might hit a wall I have to come
21:06
back and it's okay and it's okay. It's not
21:08
a fail. Hey, it's not a fail. I think
21:11
Life is hard and I think the reason that
21:14
this is something that hit me recently maybe in the
21:16
last five or six years We
21:19
spend our whole lives thinking that life is
21:21
about joy and flowers and whatever Life
21:24
is about loss and toughness,
21:26
right? There's going to be more mountains
21:28
to climb More valley
21:31
moments then then top of the
21:33
mountain moments, right? And I
21:35
think if you walk through life believing that
21:37
and understanding that then when you get your
21:39
teeth kicked in It's not the most devastating
21:41
thing ever because you're not that you're expecting
21:43
it to be hard But you're
21:45
aware that it's going to be hard when
21:47
we're told that it's gonna be great. You gotta get out there No,
21:51
sometimes you're gonna break up with people you're
21:53
gonna lose jobs you're gonna lose friendship This
21:55
is what life is. So find your people
21:57
that you can link arms with that will
21:59
remind you of how lovely it can
22:01
be when it's hard and try to be
22:03
a soft place for people to land knowing
22:06
that Everybody is struggling on any given day.
22:08
That's just part of place. How have
22:10
you remained? That
22:13
within an industry that
22:15
tries so hard to harden us because
22:18
I know who I am and my Self-worth
22:22
never came from this industry. I
22:24
came in this in this industry going I want to
22:26
do one commercial one-sit-cuff I was like if I
22:28
do that in Cleveland People
22:31
in Cleveland be like That's
22:33
all you need right? So my
22:35
ego and my self-worth and my
22:37
my purpose is not tied into
22:40
What this industry gives me or takes away from
22:42
me? So I don't have to elbow people and
22:44
shank people and lie on people and stab people
22:46
in the back I always said when
22:48
I enter the moment I have to go forward without Jesus.
22:50
I ain't going for If I
22:52
gotta change who I am or Do
22:55
someone dirty? Yeah get ahead. May I not
22:57
get the show or the movie or the
23:00
commercial or whatever? I don't want this more
23:02
than I want to be a decent person
23:05
That is most important to me when I die whenever
23:07
that is I want people to speak kindly of me
23:09
I want people to be like that Yvette was all
23:11
right with me. You know what I'm saying? I want
23:13
my name to be sweet on people's tongue. I don't
23:16
want people to be like that Yvette No,
23:18
so every single day I endeavor to be
23:21
the kind of person that if I were
23:23
to die that day It'd be people crying
23:26
instead of rejoicing now
23:28
what do you say In
23:30
response to because as sweet
23:32
as you are again You will kick people
23:34
in their neck when they come sideways like
23:37
on the internet. Absolutely on the internet Absolutely.
23:39
So for people who might be like, well,
23:41
that's not kind Praying that for
23:43
people. Well, I recently I now i'm
23:45
gonna say a name and drop a name I went back and forth with
23:47
eddie glott online. Oh, it was like three
23:50
or four days With the it
23:52
was an opus and I will go in again with
23:55
my yes my issue with eddie is this
23:58
When he had the opportunity to
24:00
encourage people to vote for Hillary Clinton.
24:03
He said that he was gonna leave the
24:06
presidential spot empty because he
24:08
said he was in a safe space, a safe city
24:10
and didn't matter. When that black man
24:12
knows, when that black man knows, and
24:15
Eddy, you know, you know, that black man
24:17
knows that is important for every black person to
24:19
show up and vote Democratic, especially that year because
24:21
of what we were facing. Right?
24:24
So now he's
24:26
on television, talking about how far we
24:28
fought. He can't believe that
24:31
we're in such a bad place as a nation and that
24:33
Donald Trump, yo, you were talking about Donald Trump? When you
24:35
told people. Do you wanna hear the I.A.V. real quick? Remember
24:38
that clip we played at the beginning? Yeah. When
24:42
Eddy was on the podcast, it was to
24:44
talk about his book about James Baldwin. Look
24:48
at my face, everybody. You
24:50
got to go to the YouTube, Amanda Seals
24:52
TV to see her face. Let me tell
24:54
you something. Hey. Let me tell you something about it,
24:57
and it annoys me about it. How
24:59
dare you take
25:01
a stance that will hurt
25:03
black people ultimately, and women ultimately,
25:06
and then get up and try to say,
25:08
oh, we've let each other down. No,
25:11
no, sir. Did he take any
25:13
accountability? Absolutely not. First he called
25:15
me ridiculous. Then he called, then
25:17
he said, if I would read a book, why
25:20
do you do that? Why do you
25:22
do that? He said, if I would read a book, I
25:24
think, but what he meant was if I would read his book.
25:27
Because what I said to him was, sir, every
25:30
time you go on television to speak, the first thing you should
25:32
say is don't be like me. I
25:34
made a terrible mistake in 2016. Learn
25:37
from my mistake. Every hen in the hen
25:39
house show up and vote Democratic, because we're
25:41
about to lose our democracy. Like do what
25:43
Bernie's doing kind of thing. Well, this is
25:45
kind of. Kind of. Kind of.
25:47
But this is my thing. If you do that, you lose
25:49
nothing, sir. You still get to be the
25:51
smartest person in the room, because you've shown that you've learned.
25:54
But as long as you keep making excuses
25:56
for that idiotic stance
25:58
you took. That
26:00
was, that wasn't sharp. Dude, you get the gas
26:03
face from me. I don't care. Can
26:05
we get an example of the gas face?
26:07
Mm-hmm. There it is. I don't
26:09
care what he thinks of me. I don't care what he
26:11
thinks of me speaking up about him. And I'm gonna tap
26:14
back in. Wait, wait. I'm gonna tap back in. See, that's
26:16
like, when I die, I don't care if you not crying. I
26:18
don't care. Let me tell you something. Anybody
26:20
listen. The racist should be celebrating when I die.
26:23
The idiotic black people that take bad stances, that tell black people
26:25
not to vote, y'all should be rejoicing because I'm gonna keep a
26:27
boot on your neck until
26:30
Jesus calls me home. This is very important. Voting
26:32
is important. Black people voting is important. And we
26:34
need to all vote Democratic right now. You don't got
26:36
to like the person. We've seen what
26:38
these doggone Republicans have been doing. This
26:40
is the indignation you feel. This is kindness
26:43
and love because I care about our country.
26:45
I care about our democracy and I care
26:47
about black people. So anybody
26:49
that comes against those things, you're getting it. Well,
26:52
you know, then you have people who feel like, well,
26:54
the Democrats need to earn our vote and idiot. Idiot.
26:57
Okay, here's the thing. You
27:00
have to stop
27:02
looking at the process
27:04
that we're in right now as
27:06
a personal process. Exactly. Come
27:09
on. We are not voting for
27:11
a person. We're voting for a path
27:13
forward. That's right. And at this juncture,
27:15
in the comprehensive view of where we
27:17
are, this is
27:20
unfortunately where we are. And there's how things should
27:22
be and how things are. But
27:24
we can't get to how they should
27:27
be without doing the right move strategically
27:29
in the R scenario. And
27:31
if you don't like it,
27:34
the time to fight for your candidate and a
27:37
change is the day after the election. You
27:40
got four years to celebrate
27:42
and support whoever you want. But they
27:45
always come about 18 months
27:47
before an election. The 18th hour. Yeah. This
27:50
is where the Cornel West and the third party, Robert
27:52
Johnny, all these Robert down to do Robert Kennedy. Okay.
27:56
You know, I'm so, so it's all
27:58
going on. I'm talking
28:00
about. They come at the time when it's not,
28:02
it's not play time. We let's
28:04
not talk about what the Democrats could do
28:06
now. Have we been hearing
28:09
about Cornell running for office since Biden
28:12
was elected? Nope. He
28:14
didn't start this mess. It's not
28:16
mess. Cause we had Marianne Williamson on here. You
28:19
did? Yeah. Very unimpressed.
28:22
I was very unimpressed. Listen, here's the thing. People
28:24
have ideas, right? Ideas,
28:27
ideologies, but they don't
28:29
have plans and they
28:31
don't have insightful ways to
28:33
make the system that's
28:36
already in place, either work for them or
28:38
ways that they can actively dismantle the system.
28:40
Now I'm not saying that they should come
28:42
out here and be like, well, here's how
28:44
I'm going to do it. Because of course,
28:46
if you do that, you know, you're telling,
28:48
you're showing all your cards, but I also
28:50
feel like it's a lot of lack of
28:53
vision and more so delusion. And
28:55
more so delusion. And also
28:57
a grandeur. You
29:00
go start at president. Can
29:02
you start as an older man? Can you go
29:04
to Congress? You're
29:06
going to come up with and say you
29:08
want to be president. I know. Cornell. Nobody
29:11
came to see you. Nobody came to
29:13
see you. Don't go
29:15
on it. Who made me so mad. I don't know what to
29:17
do, but this is the thing. This is the thing though. This
29:20
comes from my love. This
29:23
is the sign that you know, you
29:25
talk to somebody and get there. For
29:28
years, people have been like, Amanda Seals
29:30
is mean based on your, your passion.
29:32
It there's a difference between mean and
29:35
passionate. You care. I really do.
29:37
You care. And this is the thing when we
29:39
get like this, they think we're the angry black women. I'm
29:41
passionate about this. I literally have sharks that
29:43
say I'm not hot. I'm just passionate. Passionate.
29:47
And you know, I ain't never had problems with you.
29:49
Ditto. Never. I've enjoyed
29:51
your shenanigans. Shenanis. All of
29:54
them. Well, you know, it's very, you know,
29:56
real, recognized, real. Absolutely. The
30:04
other part of it is that I feel like
30:06
what we are often doing is trying to convince
30:09
people to love themselves and
30:12
make choices that are rational
30:14
and logical. And then we
30:16
get yelled at or
30:19
we get dismissed, you know, people dismissed
30:21
because they're like, well, you
30:23
don't tell me what to do. And
30:25
it's like, I feel so lucky that I
30:28
have been guided and informed
30:30
by people who knew what the fuck they were talking about.
30:32
And I don't mind someone telling me what they
30:34
know what they're talking about. But we have
30:36
blue checks and so we can't know what
30:38
we're talking about. Because that's the other thing
30:40
they love to say, like, stop listening to
30:42
celebrities. They don't know what they're talking about.
30:44
And it's like, okay, well, Ice Cube doesn't
30:46
know what he's talking about. But
30:49
I think there's a certain point and forgive me,
30:51
I don't, it's almost like
30:54
a certain point. I know
30:56
that they're like, I thought that was a side effect of kindness. It is.
30:59
It is. Listen, it is. We're
31:01
going to digress. We're going to be together and get political because
31:03
that's what we do. But I believe there's
31:05
a certain point. I don't know what that
31:07
number is where rich people, rich
31:09
black people stop being black and
31:12
they just slip to being rich people. And
31:15
I feel like that's what we're finding whenever it's
31:17
time for an election and people start trotting out,
31:19
you should go with the Republicans or Donald
31:21
Trump. It's always people that are
31:23
no longer in touch with what the
31:25
struggle is because they know that their
31:27
money to a certain extent
31:29
is going to shield them from the stuff that
31:32
other black people are going to endure under this
31:34
person. If you're rich and
31:36
black, do your kids need affirmative action to
31:39
get into Harvard or anywhere else? At
31:41
a certain point, no, they don't because you will, you're that person
31:43
and you're going to be like, this is my baby. And they're
31:45
going to get in the
31:47
other brilliant minds, like a Joanne Reed before
31:49
she was Joanne Reed who had those grades
31:51
and deserved to be at Harvard. Those
31:54
babies are now no longer going to get that
31:56
opportunity because people have chosen
31:58
the Republican way and we. at the Supreme
32:00
Court now that just doesn't care about people. So
32:03
I am frustrated
32:05
at a level I can't even put into words.
32:08
Like I had to, in the last couple of
32:10
weeks, I was like, let me just stay off
32:12
of the news. Let me just take a break
32:14
from watching it because I get so angry, righteously
32:17
angry that people don't care more
32:19
about other people. At a
32:21
certain point, it has to stop being about just
32:23
you and your stuff and
32:26
your house and your kids. You
32:28
have to care about the greater
32:30
good because if you don't care
32:32
about climate change, where are your babies going to live?
32:34
Because it's going to keep getting hotter. You
32:36
okay with your grandbabies on fire? Apparently
32:40
they are. Yeah. I don't
32:42
understand this. It's why is money more
32:44
important than people, profits over people, power
32:46
over people. That's not how
32:48
it's supposed to be. We're supposed to care about
32:50
each other and help each
32:53
other, even sacrificially, by going
32:55
back to the school board votes. Yes, take more of
32:57
my taxes if it's going to help these babies learn
32:59
what they need to learn. Yeah. What's wrong with that?
33:02
How much money do you need? I
33:06
feel like there's just a real disconnect from
33:10
what you said in terms of like,
33:12
we should be caring about people, right? The
33:15
human inhumanity is
33:18
lost. Absolutely. And there's a
33:21
practice that has to be put in
33:24
place. And I really genuinely
33:26
be telling people, challenge yourself to try
33:28
and make someone's day every day. It's
33:30
so easy. It's so easy.
33:33
Especially if you leave the house. It's so
33:35
easy. It's out there. The easiest
33:37
way, Amanda, is just compliment somebody's outfit.
33:39
That's it. Okay, polka dots. Okay,
33:41
polka dots. I gave you the
33:43
tool. They come out
33:45
to everybody that's out, especially if it's someone that's
33:48
in something interesting or stylish, they thought about it.
33:50
They be like, I'm going to put this pin right here. I'm about
33:52
to give them this bow tie, wait till they see these suspenders. Whatever
33:54
they're working with, this hat, fascinator, tilt to
33:57
the side, whatever it is, that person looks
33:59
in the mirror. and said, I'm going to take this
34:01
out in the world. And they might've felt a little nervous
34:03
about it because it is a hotel with suspenders and a
34:05
bath and a pen. And
34:07
when you see them, see
34:09
you wearing them, the suspenders, I see them
34:12
suspenders. Okay, Phil today. Okay, my man. You
34:15
will make their whole countenance changes. Even the
34:17
simplest thing. Let me tell y'all something even
34:19
as basic is like, when you go to
34:21
somewhere like Trader Joe's and they're like, you
34:24
know, how you doing, how your day, throw
34:27
it back to the person. How's your day? Most
34:30
people who are doing customer service, like that's
34:32
not even difficult. Like people are asking about
34:35
their day. And calling by the name, they
34:37
got us all rolling. Dancing roll, what are
34:39
you doing, man? Somebody's bagging
34:41
a mess out of my groceries. I be like, you bagging a
34:43
mess out of them groceries. You packing
34:45
that like Tetris. You better go and make that
34:47
milk and them eggs. I give everybody
34:49
compliments because it's the easiest thing. And if they're
34:52
doing a great job or they look nice, tell
34:54
them. But here's the thing. If you're
34:56
listening and you're like, I don't know, I'm an
34:58
introvert. I don't know
35:00
how I can do that. You're an introvert, right? Yes. I
35:03
will tell you this. It does still
35:05
serve you. I feel like even the
35:07
selfish people are like, I could never.
35:09
And it's like, well, it does still
35:11
serve you because it gives you endorphins.
35:13
There's connectivity there. There's just a joy
35:15
space that happens. And I
35:17
asked somebody who is, I'm going
35:20
through a transformation where I feel like
35:22
I'm getting to be just
35:24
more comfortable in my soft self. And
35:27
so it feels a lot easier to do that.
35:29
Why do you feel like you couldn't show yourself
35:31
self before or live in that space? Well,
35:33
for a long time, I wasn't
35:36
around people that were soft. So
35:38
they also were like throwing things at me
35:41
that I felt like I needed to like
35:43
combat. And I didn't know how to combat
35:45
them in a soft way without being walked
35:47
over. Do you feel soft with me? Of
35:50
course. Yeah, but we're not, you
35:52
know, you didn't even come with that. I
35:55
mean, like when I started, I started this business when I was
35:57
eight. So, you know, I've been
35:59
dealing with like. like funny style people, even
36:01
before I really knew what that meant. What
36:03
that meant, yeah. When I was in New
36:05
York and I'm having an offense for myself
36:07
and- Your life. And my life.
36:10
And I don't think I had a lot of people around me- Shout
36:12
out to New York. Who could be kind
36:14
to me about how I may
36:17
be misrepresenting myself, right? Or how I may
36:19
be, you know, saying things in a way
36:21
that I don't even realize. And I come
36:24
from a household, like my mom has a
36:26
very sharp tongue. Grenadians as
36:28
a whole are very like witty and
36:31
can be very snide and snarky. And
36:34
so I feel like I also just,
36:37
I didn't come from like a
36:39
soft home. Right. I just
36:41
didn't, you know, then I was a gymnast, so I was getting yelled at
36:43
all the time there. And then I was in,
36:45
I mean, I was in theater and my theater- This
36:48
is what's funny though. I always saw soft
36:50
in you. Even
36:52
in the midst of whatever something was, I
36:54
always saw because what I always
36:56
thought about you was the reason you were fighting the
36:58
power so much is because there was something in you
37:00
that said it shouldn't be this way. It
37:02
should be better. And you can only believe
37:05
that it can be better if there's a softness in
37:07
you, because otherwise you're bitter and hateful and think this
37:09
is just what it is. But you never move through
37:11
like this is just what it is. You move through
37:13
life like it shouldn't be this way. That comes from
37:15
softness. So that's what I always saw in you.
37:18
From the first day we met, I was just like,
37:20
I don't know. I just felt like I got it. I
37:22
get it. My
37:25
prayer for you had always
37:27
been that you would feel
37:30
safe enough to let that out because
37:33
this is a treacherous business. This is
37:35
a treacherous city. And you have
37:37
to believe that it's
37:39
okay to let that out
37:41
because again, as we started, they see kindness or
37:44
softness as weakness instead of seeing it the
37:46
way it really is, which is actually strength. To go
37:48
out into this world or this industry soft
37:50
or kind is strength. And
37:53
I wanted that for you because I always could see
37:55
what God had for you and where He was taking
37:57
you. And I wanted you to be able to. lean
38:00
into that and be able to
38:03
just let them. It's almost like in the
38:05
Wiz at the very end when they, when
38:07
Eveline is, and they, yeah, can you, and
38:09
they unzip themselves and they had these crackies.
38:11
Yeah, yeah, yeah. And then they unzipped and
38:13
they were Alvin Ailey. Yeah, yeah. So I
38:15
felt like that was you, you were in,
38:17
you were, dude, you ended up doing the
38:19
work, right? Eveline is for you. And then
38:21
finally you got to unzip and come out.
38:23
You better know me and say it to
38:25
my face on my podcast. I'm just saying, I
38:27
knew it was in there. That
38:30
really is an eyeopening assessment of just
38:32
like, you knew that
38:34
I wanted something better, like for us. And
38:37
so that came from a soft place. That's
38:39
fascinating because I can absolutely say
38:41
that not
38:43
just the men I've dated, but that there are people around
38:45
me where they
38:47
didn't think that there could
38:50
be something better. And those people inevitably
38:52
have always ended up being very hardened,
38:55
dark people that I had to create boundaries
38:58
and distance from. Because they would look at me
39:00
like, why are you like
39:02
always trying to make change?
39:06
Like this is what it is. No, no, it
39:08
can always be better. That's what faith is, believing that it
39:10
can always be better. And I've had some friends
39:12
in the past that were very mean
39:15
or heavy and sometimes I would feel like
39:17
this person's heavy. Like this person's my assignment.
39:19
Like I'm supposed to come in because I'm
39:21
like, I'm supposed to come in and help
39:23
them navigate this season of time where they
39:25
feel like there's not enough or
39:28
they feel like life is hard or they feel
39:30
like everybody's out to get them. But then I
39:32
realized that not everybody is trying
39:34
to be better and not everybody
39:36
has the capacity to unzip.
39:40
You really think they don't have the capacity? I
39:42
do think that there's some that just, they've
39:44
decided that they're going to be wretched. They've
39:49
decided that it serves them or
39:51
they've decided that it's safer. Or
39:54
they've abandoned. Or they've abandoned, like they
39:56
got tired of dreaming and believing that it was
39:58
going to get better. They believe it. Time is running out
40:00
or there's not enough to go around like that's the
40:03
biggest lie That this industry tells
40:05
black women is that there's not enough to
40:07
go around and so that makes you move
40:09
through life like You
40:11
know because you're you're clawing your way and I think
40:13
it's And I have two thoughts about it
40:15
one. There is enough to go around but second what it's
40:18
offering is not even worth my soul Like
40:20
whatever this industry will give me if
40:22
I step on everybody's back. It's not
40:25
worth stepping on everybody's back I
40:27
don't want to destroy others to rise.
40:29
I don't there's not enough money
40:31
There's not enough opportunity in the world where
40:34
I want to hurt someone to get there
40:36
the values don't even add up to me
40:38
They do you wanted to just what is
40:40
what is the profit a man to gain
40:42
the world but loses soul? I believe that
40:44
I could win an oscar But if I
40:46
got to stab you in the back, yeah,
40:48
kick somebody in the chest to get it
40:51
What is this trophy? Why
40:53
it's you know, I'm saying if I can't get it
40:55
by being for quoting He
40:57
who robs me of my good name Robbed
41:00
me of that which not enriches him but
41:02
makes me poor indeed Absolutely. Hello.
41:04
Absolutely. This is the thing too talking
41:06
about your good name. That's the if
41:08
you ever see me fight for
41:10
myself I was like that online
41:12
but He's Cleveland
41:14
if you ever seen if you ever see
41:17
these hands jump in if you see these
41:19
hands No, but like if you ever see me
41:21
online like riling up and it's in regards to
41:23
me It's because somebody came for my name. I
41:25
don't play about my reputation or my good name.
41:28
I'm a decent person I'm a good person. I
41:30
love people. So anybody. Oh, man, anybody comes. Yeah
41:32
crazy to me about who I am As
41:35
a human being how I move We gonna
41:37
box call me fat. Call me ugly. Call me old.
41:39
Call me untalented. Call me z-list Any
41:42
of that I don't care that's enough. I don't care. Okay,
41:44
don't do it. Do not say that i'm not a good
41:46
person because we we gon box verbally
41:50
M'lover not a fighter anymore, but we're
41:52
gonna buy that's it anymore. Ask risk. He's
41:54
clueless. But i'm not i just don't believe
41:56
in Your your good
41:58
name is all You were. That's
42:01
all we really have three and especially in this business for
42:03
the first the people do when a thinking about should I
42:05
hire youth what he lied to where we. Will
42:08
Yeah, I mean because my name has been.
42:10
Be smart soon for. Quite. Some time based
42:12
on literally like nothing like there's actually no
42:14
examples of like all a man has been
42:16
difficult I'm like silk weapons of whenever i
42:19
as that later received me that receipts how
42:21
me away when I say no one can
42:23
ever tell me the example why does heard
42:26
that. What did they tell
42:28
you that I have any age that listen to When I
42:30
hear some I say I just heard of with a name
42:32
and number two buffets we gonna talk bad guy on the
42:34
phone? Call him because when I do it is. In
42:37
a doing this because like at present, I
42:39
am being somewhat blacklisted, I
42:41
probably the runoff from a com from
42:43
comedy clubs. Because I had
42:46
like. A. Comedy Club try
42:48
to take some shows for me and give
42:50
them to another comment and I had already
42:53
sold tickets and I also doesn't think that
42:55
was fair so as to get sick as
42:57
you saw the gives her know this My
42:59
dates okay said we're going to actually give
43:02
someone else your dates even though I had
43:04
already sold tickets on those dates. And.
43:06
I just I'm like well why is that
43:08
a saying well I already be there might
43:10
a rom and they like what we dislike
43:12
this mean I always wanted as I told
43:14
my my my can my constituency I told
43:16
my my fandom. And
43:18
support was was loud and the sisters was
43:21
like a not come on now do now
43:23
is it and they made the calls and
43:25
so then you to a bad as up
43:28
my dates Banker. But. I doubt
43:30
my dates back at the four sets.
43:32
Of getting new day. Because
43:36
now Eddie, Amanda Seals is
43:38
difficult. Because. I the and
43:40
will eyewitnesses describe would difficulties in so difficult
43:43
is when you don't. Let people
43:45
walk over. Corrects. So.
43:47
there's a forms i mean that's one version
43:49
of it because that's the one that i
43:51
feel i get player with the other form
43:54
of typical is when you just make everything
43:56
a thing yeah right like i need any
43:58
worried eminem yes i agree I
44:00
don't want Pampla Moose, LaCroix. I want
44:03
Lime. You know, I
44:05
know I don't want to wear that because, you
44:07
know, well, I know we decided that I could
44:10
wear that, but you know, like we, I've
44:12
seen difficult. But I'm not that
44:14
right. The other thing is like, don't let you
44:16
have a bad day. Because
44:19
if you have one bad day now, it, you
44:21
know, etc. Or don't let somebody
44:23
have done something wrong. And you said, Hey, that
44:25
was not cool. Yeah. Let
44:28
me tell you something. This is
44:30
what when I've had two experiences
44:32
with difficult people on set, only
44:34
two, there's only two people that I will
44:36
never work with again. Okay. Like,
44:39
and one of Chevy Chase. Who?
44:42
So that's one. I don't know who. So
44:46
I decided that
44:48
I, before I
44:50
get any job, I will Google the
44:52
person's name and asshole or diva. Right.
44:56
To see. Okay. And
45:01
what I've found is that the ones
45:03
that are truly vile, everyone
45:05
knows they're truly vile. The ones
45:07
that ran afoul of one or two people,
45:10
you can tell that it's a personality issue because
45:12
everybody don't like everybody. Everybody knows everybody. Some people
45:14
oil and water. That's that is fine. You know,
45:17
but it, it does not
45:19
stick and color your entire persona
45:22
because that's not who you are. So somebody can have a beef
45:24
with you. Like we all have be let me and Eddie go
45:26
out. We ain't gon' never, we ain't gon'
45:29
never. Okay. Never. All
45:31
right. Right. So
45:34
Eddie has probably nothing kind to say about me and
45:36
that, and that's okay. I just find this
45:38
so shocking. Is it shocking? Go
45:41
on Twitter and see. We lit him up for a couple
45:43
of days. We, he was,
45:45
he was on fire. And it's a thing
45:47
he did it to himself was when he came back with the, you should read
45:49
a book. Everybody was like, you tell
45:51
the black woman, how's the grease? Because he felt
45:53
ashamed. I expect more of you
45:56
from that. That
45:59
seems very unbecoming of your character
46:01
and from what I've experienced of your
46:04
intellect and of your, um, your
46:07
marriage. So I, I would,
46:09
I, I want to send a message out to
46:11
Dr. Eddie Glaude, who has been on this show, who
46:13
has also been on smart funny and black when
46:15
we were at Princeton with Imani Perry, I would just
46:17
like to send a message out that I hope
46:19
you will consider, you know, addressing
46:21
this in a more elevated
46:24
and high vibrational way, because that's what I
46:26
have come to, to know
46:28
you as. And this
46:30
representation seems very just
46:32
untoward. I believe
46:35
that Eddie Glaude did not
46:38
appreciate me telling what he
46:40
did. Okay. And I
46:42
think that he did not. And it spoke
46:44
to him. Yeah, because he wanted, it brought
46:47
the dark part out. Yes, because he wanted
46:49
to appear to be smarter
46:51
than all of us when he made the decision,
46:53
he was taking his stand and he was not
46:55
thinking of the greater good when he took that
46:57
stand. That is the only thing I said. And
46:59
when I gave him advice and I'm allowed to
47:02
give you advice at him, I'm old too. I
47:04
can give you advice. The advice I gave him
47:06
was to use the mistake he made to be
47:08
a teaching moment. If the great Eddie Glaude says,
47:10
don't be like me, I made
47:13
beautiful opportunity to teach because
47:15
everybody's like, Eddie Glaude is so
47:17
smart with Eddie. Don't make no mistakes. What did he do? And
47:20
then to find out that I did
47:22
not value my vote and in not
47:24
valuing my vote, I encourage other people
47:26
to not value their vote. And in
47:28
doing that, a monster got in because
47:30
enough people did not care
47:32
about not voting for that. We have
47:34
to be able to, especially
47:36
as scholars, we have to be able to
47:38
look at the past and not just the
47:40
past, but our past. And this is the
47:42
thing too. This is what I will extend
47:44
to him. If he felt that strong about
47:46
it and he felt that he was going
47:48
to take a stand, take the stand, Eddie, why are you
47:51
telling people you're taking the stand? Just take
47:53
the stand. Nobody knows what's going on when you get in that voting booth.
47:55
Just leave it, leave it blank for you. And
47:57
you feel like you're in a safe city and
47:59
ain't nobody, it's not going to. hurt Hillary Clinton
48:01
or the country. If you personally don't vote for
48:03
her, fine. He did a television tour. He
48:06
was talking about it on television, telling people, I'm
48:08
gonna leave it, I'm in. Then
48:10
that made other people go, well, I don't have to vote for
48:12
either then because the great Eddie Glaude ain't voting for her. It
48:16
was really very dangerous. And my
48:18
thing is, be that dude, but do not
48:20
come four or five, eight years later talking
48:22
about, oh, the world is crazy. Yeah, it
48:24
is, Eddie. Yeah, it is. It
48:28
is. So don't talk about how
48:30
far we've fallen. Talk about how you fell and
48:32
how you know better now. Well, it was unkind to say
48:34
read a book. That was very unkind. Oh yeah, you also
48:36
said I was ridiculous. I'm not ridiculous and I do read.
48:39
But then I, you know, cause I'm also petty. I'm very petty.
48:43
I'm very petty. Wait, are you saying yourself that you are
48:45
very petty? I'm very petty. So
48:47
I've been- Okay, but can there be kindness and
48:49
pettiness? Absolutely. Tell me how. Let me tell you
48:51
how. Because again, it's all about the greater good.
48:53
Okay. Right? And so since Eddie- Another Mac is
48:56
an there ain't no wrong reason to
48:58
do right. Listen, since Eddie
49:00
refused to accept that
49:03
he had done wrong and understand what I was trying
49:05
to say. And then he insulted me
49:08
three times. I think he said I was, he said I
49:10
was silly. He said I was ridiculous. And he said,
49:12
I need to read a book. So there was three things that he said.
49:14
So I found a way to get that
49:16
in as many times as I could. And every time
49:18
I jabbed him, I said, so you thought I couldn't
49:20
read. And
49:23
just read you. That's the- That's the-
49:26
So I'm gonna stay there. We
49:28
can do this because the thing is my ego's not attached
49:30
to it. And I believe in good
49:32
trouble. John Lewis said get in good trouble. This is some
49:35
good trouble. If you believe in people understanding that you're being
49:37
kids, this is some good trouble. What
49:44
does killing with kindness mean to you? In
49:48
my mind- And is it something that you practice?
49:52
In my mind, it's do not let it be. In
49:54
my mind, it's do not
49:56
let jerks get you off your
49:59
square. So the
50:01
two people that I will never
50:03
work with again, neither one
50:05
of them can say that I cussed them out. Neither
50:07
one of them can say that I was
50:09
unkind to them. Now, the second
50:12
one, I had a moment
50:14
where I had to step to baby girl
50:16
because she was making the set experience for
50:19
other people uncomfortable. And you're trying
50:21
to get people fired and you're doing stuff like that.
50:24
Oh, that's who I thought. Yeah, we don't do that.
50:26
We're not going to use this experience,
50:29
this blessing for all of us, and turn it into
50:31
a nightmare because you have ego issues. So
50:33
I had to step in and listen to this and hear, precious, and
50:35
mama let a baby sort of. She
50:38
sort of. We don't do that here.
50:40
I don't know where you did that or where that worked, but
50:43
this doesn't work here. So
50:45
we're going to come here. Did she receive it? I
50:48
don't know what the girl received, That's what
50:50
I mean. Oh, yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. Because
50:53
the understanding was it doesn't fly
50:56
here. I don't know where you've been flying on
50:58
your little broomstick, but it don't fly here. But
51:01
you said something to me like you came to her
51:03
in an unkind way, like you came to her directly.
51:05
And I really feel like often being direct gets
51:08
mislabeled as unkind. Yeah,
51:10
but the thing is though, I didn't go,
51:12
listen here, bitch. I didn't come like that.
51:14
I said, I said, I said, precious. Dazzling
51:18
Dime. Mm-hmm. Dazzling
51:21
Dime. What pain you must
51:23
be having to burn. What pain? Because
51:26
the thing is when people are acting up at that level,
51:28
they're really wounded. Yes. And if I
51:30
have a heart for you, I'm going to spend
51:32
some time helping you get what you
51:34
need so that you don't feel so afraid that you
51:37
have to be so hateful all the time. But if
51:39
I realize, which I realized with this one, that you
51:41
like being hateful, like you
51:43
get a perverse joy. That's that chemical
51:45
release. I'm telling you, they were bullied.
51:48
No. And now they're bullying.
51:50
No, we don't do that. Because that's how
51:52
they were like, well, there needs to be
51:54
like EMDR, like real-school therapy. Go to therapy
51:56
and get some meds. Do
51:59
not bring that. We're not this whole experience
52:01
for everybody else is not going to be damaged
52:03
because you're damaged So do whatever
52:05
you have to do to be okay.
52:08
You won't cry. Come on cry get
52:10
out Yeah, but don't bring that mess here. We
52:12
got 16 hours to be together. Don't do that
52:14
mess here Don't do that mess here.
52:17
What's a time in this business where or just
52:19
any time where you feel like someone was surprisingly
52:22
kind to you so
52:25
many examples, um With
52:28
the exception of those two people every single set
52:30
I've walked on it's been a joy You
52:34
know what I mean? Even here today You
52:41
know, it's it's but but this is the thing
52:43
that's what I expect there's this proverb or story
52:45
There was a man two men
52:48
sitting at a crossroads right two streets
52:50
two ways and somebody walked up
52:52
and said What's it like up the street, you know
52:55
place I came from people were horrible hateful nasty
52:57
mean people just whatever the gossip a I hate
53:00
to tell you that's exactly what you gonna find up the road next
53:02
person came up What's it like up the road
53:05
where I come from everybody's loving and kind and
53:07
they treat everybody good What else exactly would you
53:09
go find up the road good for you and
53:11
the other guys that well Keep they go into
53:13
the same place you find what you see and
53:15
seek and believe So when I
53:17
go somewhere, I don't I don't think about how
53:19
is this going to be horrible or how is
53:21
this gonna be drudgery? Every time
53:23
I leave my house. I'm like what amazing
53:25
thing is gonna happen today What
53:27
are me and Amanda gonna talk about right? Right
53:30
right being that pink room like my mind is
53:32
that I'm believing that something
53:34
wonderful is gonna happen every day and that's exactly
53:36
what I see and I find So
53:39
when I see someone that's in the space
53:41
where they can't see beyond
53:43
it It's like we're precious. We're gonna
53:45
talk about what's going on with you. We'll talk
53:47
about it Yeah You know and then you can tell
53:49
in that moment because if you genuinely open yourself
53:51
up and they know that it's safe If
53:54
it is something inside they'll let it out and
53:57
then they can build another pathway for themselves
54:00
Or if it's the woman that was helping
54:02
me at Nando's in
54:04
DC. I can't wait to
54:06
hear that. What is your day? I said, how's
54:09
your day going? Because the
54:11
furled brow had been maintained for a
54:13
strong 15 minutes. Absolutely.
54:16
And she was very bothered by me
54:18
changing tables. And I said, how? The
54:20
princess, what is happening? Your day. And
54:23
she said, my day fine. I just look like this
54:25
every day. I
54:27
was like, all right.
54:29
In which case? I will have the chicken with
54:31
the peri-peri sauce. It's just your face. That's
54:35
just her face. Oh, precious. That's okay. But I know
54:37
that that's not just her face. It wasn't just
54:39
her face. Because I'm just like, ooh, I could
54:41
see your laugh. I could see your smile. But you're just
54:43
annoying right now. She said, I'm moving around. I'm moving around
54:45
fast. I've got a lot going on. I'm moving around. And
54:47
I was like, okay. Okay. Let
54:50
me get that chicken. I'm going to get that lemonade. Get that
54:52
chicken. Let me get that chicken. But you know, that has been
54:54
something I've been... I've been
54:56
something I've over time been
54:59
able to be better at
55:01
as being...letting the kindness show in other
55:03
ways. Like, I feel like I've always been a kind
55:05
person, but there was a block
55:08
from that being able to be what I was
55:10
leading with. Right. And so it
55:12
was something that I knew about myself. But you didn't
55:14
think it was safe. I didn't think it
55:16
was safe. But I don't
55:18
think I also had the tools to even express
55:20
it like in like a genuine way in
55:23
that way. Like, I've always
55:25
been a kind person in the sense that like, I'm always going...
55:27
I'm going to help you carry up that stroller up them stairs.
55:29
Absolutely. I'm always, you know, I'm a...
55:32
Absolutely. I'm holding the door. Hold the door. Don't
55:34
let this pregnant lady be standing while we're on
55:36
this train. That's right. Because I will absolutely be
55:38
like, if y'all don't get up... So
55:41
shake this thing down, you know, like, and
55:43
I feel like... So like my kindness kind of
55:45
always came out in terms of like being
55:47
like the warrior for people. It's very, very violent. It's
55:50
New York. It is. Yes. It's
55:53
this thing. No, but it
55:56
took building boundaries.
56:00
in order for me to be able to
56:02
start living in the kindness
56:04
in a safe way. Right. And so to
56:06
your point, I didn't feel safe, but I
56:08
also didn't know how to create boundaries without
56:11
feeling unkind. Right. Because that's
56:13
the other part about the building of the boundaries, is
56:15
that then you feel like I built a boundary and
56:17
it was unkind for me to have a boundary with
56:19
this person. Mm-hmm. And then you got to get
56:21
over that. Yeah, because, listen,
56:24
it always goes back to put your oxygen mask
56:26
on first, right? And so if someone
56:29
is running rough shot over you or running
56:31
rough shot over your time or not respecting
56:34
who you are, you have every right
56:36
to go, hey, pressure, that's
56:38
when that happens. We got it. We
56:40
got it. Yeah, we got it not. That kind of
56:42
makes me feel crazy when you do that. And I
56:45
want our friendship to be able to continue. So you
56:48
pump your brakes in that area. And the person
56:50
either will rise to the occasion and go, oh
56:52
my God, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it.
56:54
Or if their ego's tied up in it, then
56:56
they're going to, they're going to buck. Yep. And
56:58
that's okay because now you've shown me you're not
57:01
safe. Correct. This is not going to be a
57:03
good lasting friendship. Correct. And that's fine. I'm going
57:05
to release you. I'm going to
57:07
release you like a dove in school. And feel good.
57:09
Feel totally fine about it. That's the thing I think
57:11
that stops a lot of people. People
58:00
are delicious. I think they're just wonderful.
58:02
I do, I do think they're wonderful.
58:04
And I think that we're all our
58:06
eight year old selves or our six year old selves
58:09
in these adult bodies. And some of us need a
58:11
nap. Some of us didn't get
58:13
the carrots or the PB and J's. Like
58:15
these are just little baby tantrums that
58:18
everybody's having. And when you see
58:20
the child, right? You wouldn't
58:22
talk to a little child. Would
58:26
you tell you? You need a nap, would
58:28
you be? And even if you comment
58:30
them like that, something inside of them just
58:32
kind of goes, oh wow, I was a little crazy.
58:34
Yeah. Yeah, you look
58:36
tired. You look tired. It's okay. You
58:39
know? It's all right, sweetie. It's okay,
58:41
babe. So I feel like it's, for me,
58:44
I've always been outward facing. I've always
58:46
wanted everybody to be okay. And
58:49
I've always wanted to be used however God wanted
58:51
to use me wherever he puts me. And
58:53
so that's how I move. But the thing is people
58:55
forget Jesus flipped tables, right? People
58:57
really forget this. Mm-hmm.
59:00
People really act like Jesus is out here
59:02
hanging out. They also act like Martin Luther
59:04
King was literally just, you know.
59:06
They really do just this kind. This
59:08
is the thing. It's like there are
59:10
moments when even the kind
59:12
people have to speak up and fight
59:14
the good fight. And so there's nothing
59:16
wrong with being a kind person that
59:18
also will kick somebody in the shins
59:20
when they need it. Because otherwise
59:23
you're ineffective. Just being kind and not speaking
59:25
up when something's wrong. What are you good
59:27
for? You have to
59:29
use your platform for good. And
59:31
that means sometimes you gotta call people on the carpet.
59:34
Now going back to Eddie Glott one more time. If
59:37
he were to want to talk to me
59:39
about it, I would be totally open
59:41
to talking about it. Like it's not, because I don't
59:43
think he understood where I was coming from. And then
59:46
once he insulted me, I didn't care
59:48
where he was coming from. Do you feel like,
59:50
do you have a connection to him outside of
59:52
social media? Mm-mm. So do
59:54
you feel like there may have been this feeling like, oh,
59:57
she's calling me out instead of calling me in? I
1:00:00
don't I think that I think that he believed that
1:00:02
I had no right to have anything to say to
1:00:04
him at all I think that he didn't I think
1:00:06
he was like who is this chick just basically lighting
1:00:08
me up But this is the thing that I want
1:00:11
to make very clear. I was not alone When
1:00:14
I tell you it was three days At
1:00:16
a certain point i'm like he's dead guys Like
1:00:19
I felt I started to feel bad for him at
1:00:22
a certain point because people were piling on so much
1:00:24
But they were piling on righteously. It was the
1:00:26
same. Nobody was talking about him personally Nobody was
1:00:28
like well, you got some blue glasses on like
1:00:30
nobody was coming for him personally. It was literally
1:00:34
What he said and what he did and how he's
1:00:36
trying to now act as if well,
1:00:38
tell me this because we're here Yeah, what is
1:00:40
the shift that he said? What
1:00:42
do you mean like so you said now
1:00:44
he's now he's acting as if so, what
1:00:46
is he doing now? Well, he's he's acting
1:00:49
as if he has no idea how we
1:00:51
got here When the bottom line
1:00:53
is we got here because not enough people
1:00:55
voted for hillary clinton in certain states That's
1:00:57
how we got here We got here because
1:00:59
we were faced with the most qualified person
1:01:01
ever run for For um president and the
1:01:03
least qualified person ever run for president and
1:01:05
people thought because they didn't like the lady
1:01:07
They couldn't vote for the lady 53 of
1:01:09
white women coming for you. So the whole point
1:01:12
is this idea That
1:01:14
it's a mystery how our
1:01:16
democracy is is For how
1:01:18
there's there's six three on the supreme court.
1:01:20
How did this happen? You know how it
1:01:23
happened and sir, you have a hand in
1:01:25
it and that's all I said Okay,
1:01:28
let's call it said Did he
1:01:30
express that he's operating differently this go
1:01:33
round? I never heard
1:01:35
him say that I heard him say that in his book that
1:01:37
I did not read and will not read That
1:01:39
he apologized in that book And
1:01:41
that I should read that book and I said a lot of people ain't gonna
1:01:44
read that book a lot of people watch You on msnbc So
1:01:46
i'm saying when you're on msnbc before you start speaking
1:01:48
about how hard we how much we fallen how far
1:01:50
we fallen Talk about the mistake you made and encourage
1:01:53
people not to be like you every time Okay,
1:01:55
well, I know what message to say when I
1:01:57
see dr. Glaude because the way my life I'm
1:02:00
gonna end up running into Dr. Bob. You
1:02:03
don't have something to say about me. I don't care what Eddie say about
1:02:05
me, you know. I'm not, you know, and
1:02:07
listen, I, everyone knows the kind of person I
1:02:09
am. So I absolutely am going to say, now
1:02:11
you know that you owe this lovely lady, this
1:02:13
kind woman and apology. So there's one. And so
1:02:15
just know that I'm going to say that because
1:02:17
some people don't like when people stick up for
1:02:19
them. I am a sick upper. I am
1:02:22
too. You know, I am. I
1:02:24
know. So a little like that. I lost what I thought
1:02:26
was a friend for sticking up for her because she was
1:02:28
like, it, it's like, I understand
1:02:30
because it can feel like an invasion of
1:02:33
privacy. Oh, this is public. It don't matter. So,
1:02:35
you know, it was like she had, she had told me
1:02:37
like, Oh, this person got at me sideways. And then when
1:02:39
I was with that person and that person like mentioned her,
1:02:42
I was like, well, whenever when he
1:02:44
was a sideways and she felt like that was not
1:02:46
my place to say. So you
1:02:48
know, that was her preference. And I respect that.
1:02:50
Now if the roles are reversed and that's up
1:02:52
for me, listen, man, speak up for me. If
1:02:55
I hear that you was
1:02:57
there, let me hear, let me hear. Let me
1:02:59
tell you something. I'm such a big speaker upper with
1:03:01
somebody says something about my friend. I only have to tell my
1:03:03
friends. Somebody says something because I handled it. That's what
1:03:05
you're not going to do. What's your name?
1:03:07
What you know? I don't know. I
1:03:10
mean, and I need
1:03:12
to know like I've had friendships and
1:03:14
because it was like, what'd
1:03:16
you say when they
1:03:18
said it? I know you telling me
1:03:20
what they said. What'd you say when
1:03:22
they said it? Well, you know,
1:03:24
I ain't want to get it, but you
1:03:26
listen, but you listen. I
1:03:29
don't even want to feel like you, the
1:03:31
type of person where they would talk about
1:03:33
me, you wouldn't stop. You better stop it.
1:03:35
I stopped it. It's so much crazy. I
1:03:38
want my friends. I've been
1:03:40
like, Hey, don't know. You better put that in front of me. Let
1:03:44
me tell you about a character. Let me tell you who she
1:03:46
is. I
1:03:49
have a homegirl. Shut up. So
1:03:51
high, low, high, low, high, low. That's
1:03:53
a pretty good, because I want to give an example
1:03:56
of how you can, you know, stand up for somebody
1:03:58
and let that kindness resonate in a real way. She
1:04:00
was on a call representing me in a marketing
1:04:02
space and she was on the call with three
1:04:05
execs Okay, and the executives were talking about doing
1:04:07
work with me and the one sister in the
1:04:09
room said well we heard that she's difficult and
1:04:14
At that moment so I look could have done
1:04:16
one of two things because in representation Right
1:04:19
a lot of times people
1:04:21
choose to go that will let me appease
1:04:23
this person route Oh, she's better now
1:04:25
or she she used to be but she's but
1:04:28
it qualifies it absolutely And so
1:04:30
instead though so highless said She
1:04:32
even asked an example. She said how do you
1:04:34
feel like that brings value to this conversation?
1:04:38
Yeah then
1:04:40
she said Have you
1:04:42
ever echoed those thoughts about a man and
1:04:45
there was silence in both ways in
1:04:47
both cases both questions and she said
1:04:49
so the issue here is we're talking
1:04:51
about working together in a capacity and
1:04:55
Does Amanda meet the criteria right
1:04:57
of the capacity right and she
1:04:59
does So when you
1:05:01
bring in things like she's quote-unquote difficult to
1:05:03
work with what? value does
1:05:05
that bring to the conversation
1:05:07
because what we've identified here is that
1:05:10
she meets the criteria of The
1:05:12
capacity and that's all that really should
1:05:14
be Converse and for the record she's
1:05:16
not different and that's when now we
1:05:19
come now And she's also not
1:05:21
difficult to work with but when you come it
1:05:23
remember how you said when you come down the
1:05:25
street and you like Is it nasty up there?
1:05:27
Yeah, if you're coming into it without my that's
1:05:29
right That's what you're gonna get
1:05:31
but that was a scenario where I felt
1:05:33
so full because you know But that's the
1:05:36
type of person I am so of course
1:05:38
if I see that the glows I'm gonna
1:05:40
be like not not not the glows Now
1:05:43
come on now player playing
1:05:45
player black woman. She need to read Well,
1:05:48
we actually are the number one most well, I mean,
1:05:50
that's when you lost me I was like by the
1:05:52
most books But I just think at
1:05:54
the end of the day the most important thing about
1:05:56
this particular incident is that all
1:05:59
the smart blacks have to be together. Yeah.
1:06:02
We really have to be working in
1:06:04
unison and we don't have to agree
1:06:06
on everything but we do have to
1:06:08
understand the goal. We have to agree
1:06:10
on the goal. Absolutely. And we have
1:06:13
to also realize that like there's gonna
1:06:15
be pathways to that goal that aren't
1:06:17
necessarily as exciting for all of us.
1:06:19
Right. But that we got
1:06:21
to understand with our critical thinking and logic. Where
1:06:23
we're trying to get. Yeah. I don't have to.
1:06:25
So like when people are like, oh, you love
1:06:27
Biden. Of course I don't love Biden, but
1:06:30
I know that's where we
1:06:32
at. I like Biden. I
1:06:34
love Kamala. I don't love Kamala.
1:06:37
I mean, what's the love? AKA. Oh, well, you
1:06:39
got to do that. That's just that. She's done
1:06:41
a great job. I enjoy her. I do. I
1:06:44
mean, I think she's, she's
1:06:46
a nice gal.
1:06:49
For all intents and purposes, I will say this. I
1:06:52
think for a lot of us, she
1:06:54
was utilized to be, to push the
1:06:56
presidency forward in a way that many
1:06:58
vice presidents in the past have not.
1:07:00
Right. Right. So she was very specifically
1:07:02
positioned as like a row as like
1:07:04
they were going to add some robustness
1:07:06
to this presidency. Now I'm not on
1:07:08
the inside, so I don't know what
1:07:10
the breakdown was from the inside, but
1:07:12
ultimately I think this was a time
1:07:14
for the vice president to be utilized
1:07:16
in a far more engaging way. And
1:07:18
she was not. And so now here
1:07:20
we are and we're still fighting voter apathy.
1:07:23
Yeah, but I think in ways that like we
1:07:25
just didn't, I could have fought and I don't,
1:07:27
I don't know that that's her fault. No, I don't think it is.
1:07:29
And I might be biased because, you know, I'm an AK, but I'm
1:07:31
also smart and I'm, I'm swirty stuff
1:07:33
aside. She's doing more
1:07:35
than anyone knows she's doing because it's 24
1:07:37
hours indictment watch with
1:07:40
Donald Trump. Same thing for Biden. I think
1:07:42
that they have done a lot of good
1:07:44
things. Like the infra, I did a, a
1:07:46
documentary about infrastructure probably five years ago. I've been
1:07:48
clanging the bail about we need to fix our bridges
1:07:51
and our roads. And so the
1:07:53
fact that we've got, yeah. So the fact
1:07:55
that we have an infrastructure bill now that
1:07:57
is literally rebuilding America is everything.
1:07:59
This is. Student loan forgiveness is everything
1:08:01
there is more that they've done and
1:08:03
could have done more had more people
1:08:05
voted And we could have had
1:08:07
the house the house. Yeah, there is they could have done
1:08:09
all of it, right? So
1:08:12
I understanding how civics works and understanding
1:08:14
how each of the three, you
1:08:16
know parts of government work I know that
1:08:18
we can't blame him or Kamala for The
1:08:21
things that they weren't able to do and I
1:08:23
think that if we had a media that cared
1:08:25
more about democracy than ratings We
1:08:27
would spend more time talking about the good that
1:08:30
Biden and and hairly so that's where I stand
1:08:32
I would have liked her to have better I
1:08:36
feel like her her talking points
1:08:38
have not been very strong in many
1:08:41
cases over this presidency And that's where some
1:08:43
of my frustration. Okay, like I think there
1:08:45
there would have there could have been a
1:08:47
better showing and I feel Like she her
1:08:50
language shifted What she
1:08:52
I think it's shifting now to I feel like
1:08:54
what we'll see Through the
1:08:56
end of this year and all next year is gonna be different
1:08:59
I think she's gonna be pushed more to the So
1:09:01
which I think it's gonna be really great I think young
1:09:03
people are excited about her and I'm excited you do I
1:09:05
do believe that you think young people are excited I really
1:09:07
do. I really do. I think they are I think they're
1:09:09
more excited by her They don't need to look at it
1:09:12
in Biden. I think I think if they had to pick
1:09:14
who they liked Uh-huh who they're more excited about between the
1:09:16
two of them. I think they would say her I
1:09:18
have nothing that reflected in my interactions, but
1:09:20
I'm gonna pose that I'm gonna actually make
1:09:22
a direct please to Mary Please do because
1:09:25
I'm curious. Yeah, speaking of queries For
1:09:29
us to go to the patreon all right
1:09:31
it's time for us to go to the
1:09:33
patreon and The steel squad is gonna ask
1:09:36
the questions and see well anybody can ask the
1:09:38
questions only the steel squad gets to see the answer Why do
1:09:40
you miss us all? Cuz I'm
1:09:42
sitting on a cushion because I have
1:09:45
hip dysplasia and a bad lower back.
1:09:47
Okay? Five-six you are tall
1:09:49
five two. Okay, that's part of it, too
1:09:53
We'll be over there. Hope to see you there
1:09:55
go to the Amanda verse calm Oh,
1:10:02
there you all have it. Well,
1:10:04
Ms. Nicole Brown, I want to thank
1:10:06
you. Did you make my, you hyphenated my middle name with my
1:10:08
last name? Into the last name. Mm-hmm. Thank
1:10:11
you, thank you, Ms. Seals. I appreciate
1:10:13
you, Ms. Seals. No, I
1:10:15
really appreciate it. This is long overdue. And it's
1:10:17
time. It's necessary, you know? Yeah. Like,
1:10:21
I go to this coffee shop called La La
1:10:23
Land, and they wear hats that say, Make America
1:10:25
Kind Again. Yes. Can we try
1:10:27
that? And I feel like one
1:10:29
thing I would love for you to leave the people with
1:10:31
is just, like, what
1:10:34
are some affirmations to walk out
1:10:36
the house with to
1:10:38
be a part of making the movement to make America Kind
1:10:40
Again? Yes. Okay, how about this? No
1:10:43
one is out to get me. I
1:10:46
am enough. No one is out to
1:10:48
get me. No one? No one. No one.
1:10:51
Imagine if you grasped that. Marjorie Taylor Greene? Nobody.
1:10:54
Or let me say this. They may be
1:10:56
out to get me, but nobody can get me. I think that's, yeah,
1:10:58
because they out to get me. Nobody can get me. Nobody
1:11:00
can get me. But also, if
1:11:02
you just do a little Jedi mind trick and
1:11:04
tell yourself nobody's out to get you, that'll totally
1:11:06
shift everything. Because as you're moving through life, because
1:11:09
we can look at the boogeymen or the throw-a-dice
1:11:12
cave women like Marjorie Taylor Greene, and
1:11:15
that's a big bad, right? But it's really,
1:11:17
when you walk out the house and go, nobody's out to get me, that
1:11:20
means the person that cuts you off on the freeway and out to get
1:11:22
you, the person that doesn't let you merge is
1:11:24
not out to get you. You know what came to mind
1:11:26
was that Tamika Mallory is in Kentucky, and they're telling her,
1:11:28
like, she's getting death threats, so, like, people are out to
1:11:30
get her. Yes, but it's a
1:11:32
subtle shift. Like, there's the
1:11:34
reality of we are Black people in America.
1:11:37
Right. Okay, that is never going to change. Correct. And
1:11:40
we are literally going to be fighting for our lives until the Lord calls us
1:11:42
home. Now, that's the truth. Okay, yeah. But
1:11:44
when we're talking about affirmations, these are the things, the
1:11:46
little delicious things you tell yourself to be able to
1:11:48
make it through the day. But what if it's a
1:11:50
lie? It's not a lie, though. Because
1:11:52
the thing is, the idea that nobody's out to get
1:11:54
me, I think it is the better way to say
1:11:56
it is no one will get me. Like, no weapon for them to get
1:11:58
me. against me, she'll prosper. There is
1:12:00
a better way to say it. Yeah,
1:12:03
but I move through life believing
1:12:07
that wherever I go, I'm
1:12:09
gonna give you background music. I'm gonna give you
1:12:11
background music. It won't work. It
1:12:16
won't work. Come on, no
1:12:19
weapons. Mm, Fred Hymn. That
1:12:21
whole album is delicious, it's
1:12:24
anointedness in that album. You follow Fred Hymn on
1:12:26
Instagram? I do. I'd be
1:12:29
like, what are you posing for it? I know,
1:12:31
but listen, pages of life, chapters one and two,
1:12:33
he can do whatever he wants. Okay. Whatever you
1:12:35
want, whatever you do with Fred, I'm gonna go back, right on back. But
1:12:37
I do think that, I feel like that, okay, I
1:12:40
say that because I had a tough time with affirmations
1:12:42
in the beginning because I felt like they felt like
1:12:44
lies, and I had to
1:12:46
find affirmations. They didn't feel like lies. Yes,
1:12:48
that's right. Do you know that you're enough? Yes,
1:12:51
but I had to affirm. Yeah. The
1:12:54
lies, that wasn't necessarily one of the ones that felt like
1:12:56
a lie, but it just felt like, now
1:12:58
you know you don't believe that yet. And so I had
1:13:01
to... Yeah, okay, but see, that's what affirmation
1:13:03
is. It's a thing that you say
1:13:06
over and over until you... But
1:13:09
they are out to get us, so I can't tell
1:13:11
myself that. Yeah, but you know what? Because I feel like
1:13:13
I don't want to... The reason why I say this only
1:13:15
is because I
1:13:17
don't want us to lie
1:13:20
ourselves into complacency. So
1:13:22
it's more so it's like, I'm gonna do what I'm
1:13:24
supposed to do. You know what's funny though, Amanda? I
1:13:26
don't know why in my mind I can...
1:13:29
I'm compartmentalizing it, right? Because when I
1:13:31
think of an affirmation, I'm thinking about
1:13:34
my space. And again, in
1:13:36
Tamika's situation, her space is death
1:13:38
threats right now in front of her. But you
1:13:40
and I right now in this moment, and we
1:13:42
all get nonsense. I was gonna say,
1:13:44
I mean... Yeah, I can get up too. But nobody right
1:13:46
now, as far as I know, I ain't checked my
1:13:49
email in a while, is actively like, nigga bitch die
1:13:51
right now. I've gotten those
1:13:53
messages, but not right now. Okay. We'll
1:13:55
be after this here. But it's not happening
1:13:58
right now. So I'm saying when I'm brushing... My
1:14:00
teeth in the morning and I say
1:14:02
nobody's out to get me. That is
1:14:04
something that Resets my mind as
1:14:07
I go out in the world. There may be a
1:14:09
different reality that I see that day, but in that
1:14:11
moment That's what
1:14:13
you need. Yeah, it washes over you and
1:14:15
you're like I'm enough. It's okay Life
1:14:18
is opening up to me in beautiful
1:14:20
ways I don't even know my name
1:14:22
is being spoken in ways that will
1:14:25
will change my trajectory These
1:14:28
are the kind of things that you can say
1:14:30
because the thing is when we expect negativity That's
1:14:33
not true either Right. It's
1:14:36
not if you believe that somebody's out to get
1:14:38
you or you believe that, you know There's no
1:14:40
opportunities coming for you or nobody's gonna ever love
1:14:42
you. These are lies These are lies too or
1:14:44
things that have not come to fruition yet either
1:14:46
So why not in this moment choose
1:14:48
to believe that good is on its way and
1:14:51
that life can change in beautiful ways
1:14:53
for me There's enough reality that's gonna meet
1:14:55
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