There comes a time when you think you have solved your grief and then the universe reminds you that you have one more thing left to do in order to close the book forever. Grief is that uncomfortable friend that we all have to get to know one way or another. The thing we have to realize is that it will never go away. Forever grief will linger on until you grasp it by the face and ask, what can I do to make you scream less at me. What must I do in order to make you hurt less and so that we can be friends. In order to do that, we must get to know one another, sit with your grief until it tells you it's true name. This episode is just about my own personal sit down, and how I realized there was one last thing I had to do in order to make my grief smaller.