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To what lengths will Bernice go to
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fit in with her cousin's friends? F.
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Scott Fitzgerald, today on
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you know when we're ready to kick off. Today's
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story first appeared in the Saturday Evening
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Post in May 1920 and
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was the first short story to
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bring national acclaim to F. Scott
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Fitzgerald. Julie Harris
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starred in a CBS TV adaptation
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in 1951, and Shelly
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Duvall headlined a PBS adaptation in 1976.
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And now, Bernice Bobs Her
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Hair by F. Scott Fitzgerald.
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After dark on Saturday night,
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one could stand on the first tee of the golf course
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and see the Country Club windows
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as a yellow expanse over a
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very black and wavy ocean. The
1:41
waves of this ocean, so to speak, were the
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heads of many curious caddies, a
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few of the more ingenious chauffeurs
1:47
of the golf professional's deaf sister. And
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there were usually several stray,
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diffident waves who might have
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rolled inside had they so desired. This
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was the gallery. The
2:01
balcony was inside. It consisted of
2:03
the circle of wicker chairs that
2:05
lined the walls of the combination
2:07
club room and ballroom. At
2:10
these Saturday night dances it was
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largely feminine. A great
2:14
babble of middle-aged ladies with
2:16
sharp eyes and icy hearts
2:18
behind lornettes and large bosoms.
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The main function of the balcony was critical.
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It occasionally showed grudging admiration
2:26
but never approval, for
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it is well known among ladies over
2:30
thirty-five that when the younger set
2:33
dance in the summertime, it is
2:35
with the very worst intentions in the
2:37
world, and if they
2:39
are not bombarded with stony eyes,
2:42
stray couples will dance weird barbaric
2:44
interludes in the corners, and
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the more popular, more dangerous girls
2:49
will sometimes be kissed in the
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park limousines of unsuspecting dowagers.
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But after all, this critical
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circle is not close enough to the
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stage to see the actor's faces and
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catch the subtler by play. It
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can only frown and lean, ask
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questions, and make satisfactory deductions from
3:09
its set of postulates, such
3:12
as the one which states that every
3:14
young man with a large income leads
3:16
the life of a hunted partridge. It
3:19
never really appreciates the drama
3:21
of the shifting, semi-cruel world
3:23
of adolescence. No. Boxes,
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orchestra circle, principles, and chorus
3:28
are represented by the medley
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of faces and voices that
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sway to the plaintive African
3:35
rhythm of Dyer's dance orchestra.
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From sixteen-year-old Otis Ormond, who has
3:40
two more years at Hill School,
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to G. Rees Stoddard, over
3:46
whose bureau at home hangs a Harvard
3:48
Law Diploma. From little
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Madeline Hogue, whose hair still feels strange
3:52
and uncomfortable on top of her head,
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to Bessie McCray, who has
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been the life of the party a little
3:59
too long. long, more than ten
4:01
years, the medley is not
4:03
only the center of the stage
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but contains the only people capable
4:08
of getting an unobstructed view of it. With
4:12
a flourish and a bang, the music stops.
4:14
The couples exchange artificial, effortless
4:17
smiles, facetiously
4:19
repeat, la-di-da-dum-dum. And
4:22
then the clatter of young feminine voices
4:24
soars over the burst of clapping. A
4:27
few disappointed stags caught in mid-floor
4:29
as they had been about to
4:31
cut in subsided listlessly back to
4:33
the walls. Because
4:35
this was not like the
4:37
riotous Christmas dances, these summer
4:40
harps were considered just pleasantly
4:42
warm and exciting, where
4:44
even the younger Marys rose
4:46
and performed ancient waltzes and
4:48
terrifying foxtrots to the tolerant
4:50
amusement of their younger brothers
4:52
and sisters. Warren
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McIntyre, who casually attended
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Yale, being one of the unfortunate
5:00
stags, felt in his dinner pocket
5:02
for a cigarette and strolled out
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onto the wide, semi-dark veranda, where
5:07
couples were scattered at tables, filling
5:10
the lantern-hung night with vague words
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and hazy laughter. He
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nodded here and there at the less absorbed,
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and as he passed each couple, some
5:19
half-forgotten fragment of a story played in
5:21
his mind. For it
5:24
was not a large city, and everyone
5:26
was who's who to everyone else's past.
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There, for example, were Jim
5:31
Strain and Ethel Demarest, who had
5:33
been privately engaged for three years.
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Everyone knew that as soon as Jim managed to hold a
5:38
job for more than two months, she would marry him. Yet
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how bored they both looked, and
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how wearily Ethel regarded Jim sometimes,
5:46
as if she wondered why she
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had trained the vines of her
5:50
affection on such a wind-shaken poplar.
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Warren was nineteen, and rather
5:56
pitying with those of his friends who had gone
5:58
east to college. But like most
6:00
boys, he bragged tremendously about the girls
6:02
of his city when he was
6:05
away from it. There was Genevieve
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Ormonde, who regularly made the
6:09
rounds of dances, house parties, and football
6:11
games at Princeton, Yale, Williams, and Cornell.
6:15
There was black-eyed Roberta Dillon, who was
6:17
quite as famous to her own generation
6:19
as Hiram Johnson or Ty Cobb. And
6:22
of course, there was Marjorie
6:24
Harvey, who, besides
6:26
having a fairy-like face and a
6:28
dazzling bewildering tongue, was
6:30
already justly celebrated for having
6:32
turned five cartwheels in succession
6:35
during the last pump-and-slipper dance at
6:37
New Haven. Warren,
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who had grown up across the street from
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Marjorie, had long been crazy about her. Sometimes
6:46
she seemed to reciprocate his feeling with a
6:48
faint gratitude. But she
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had tried him by her infallible test
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and informed him gravely that she did
6:54
not love him. Her
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test was that when she was away from
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him, she forgot him and had affairs with
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other boys. Warren
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found this discouraging, especially as Marjorie had
7:06
been making little trips all summer, and
7:08
for the first two or three days after each arrival
7:11
home, he saw great heaps of
7:13
mail on the Harvey's Hall table addressed
7:15
to her in various
7:17
masculine handwriting. To make
7:19
matters worse, all during the
7:21
month of August she had been visited
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by her cousin Bernice from Eau Claire,
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and it seemed impossible to see her alone.
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It was always necessary to hunt around
7:31
and find someone to take care of
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Bernice. As August waned, this
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was becoming more and more difficult. Much
7:39
as Warren worshipped Marjorie, he
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had to admit that cousin Bernice was sort of
7:44
dope-less. She was
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pretty, with dark hair and high color, but
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she was no fun on a party. Every
7:51
Saturday night he danced a
7:53
long, arduous duty dance with her
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to please Marjorie, but he
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had never been anything but bored in her company.
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Warren, a soft
8:03
voice at his elbow, broke in
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upon his thoughts, and he turned
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to see Marjorie, flushed and radiant
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as usual. She laid
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a hand on his shoulder, and a
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glow settled almost imperceptibly over
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him. Warren, she
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whispered, do something for
8:21
me. Dance with Bernice.
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She's been stuck with little Otis Ormond
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for almost an hour. Warren's
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glow faded. Why,
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sure, he answered
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half-heartedly. You don't mind, do you?
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I'll see that you don't get stuck. It's
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all right. Marjorie smiled,
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that smile that was thanks enough. You're
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an angel, and I'm obliged, loat. With
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a sigh the angel glanced round the
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veranda, but Bernice and Otis were
8:51
not inside. He wandered back
8:54
inside, and there in front of the women's
8:56
dressing room he found Otis in the center
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of a group of young men who
9:00
were convulsed with laughter. Otis
9:03
was brandishing a piece of timber he
9:05
had picked up and discoursing volubly. She's
9:08
gone in to fix her hair, he announced
9:10
wildly. I'm waiting to dance another hour with
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her. The laughter was renewed.
9:15
Why don't some of you cut in? Tried
9:18
Otis resentfully. She likes more
9:20
variety. Why, Otis,
9:22
suggested a friend. You've just barely
9:24
got used to her. By
9:26
the two-by-four, Otis, inquired
9:28
Warren, smiling. The two-by-four? Oh,
9:31
this? This is a club. When
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she comes out, I'll hit her on the head and knock
9:35
her in again. Warren
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collapsed on a settee and howled with glee.
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Never mind, Otis. He articulated
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finally, I'm leaving you this time.
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Otis simulated a sudden fainting attack
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and handed the stick to Warren. If
9:51
you need it, old man, he said hoarsely.
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No Matter how beautiful or brilliant
9:56
a girl may be, the reputation
9:58
of not being frequently. Cut in
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on. Mixer. Position at a
10:03
dance unfortunate. Perhaps
10:05
boys prefer her company to that
10:07
of the Butterflies with whom they
10:09
dance a dozen times and evening
10:11
but used in this jazz newest
10:13
generation is temperamentally restless. And
10:16
the idea of fox trotting more than
10:18
one full foxtrot with the same girl
10:20
is distasteful. Not. To say
10:22
odious. When it comes
10:24
to several dances and the intermissions between.
10:27
She. Can be quite sure that a
10:29
young man, once relieved, will never tread
10:31
on her wayward toes again. Warren
10:34
dance the next full dance with
10:36
Bernice and finally thankful for the
10:38
intermission. He. Led her to a
10:40
table on the veranda. It
10:43
was a moment silence when she did
10:45
unimpressive things with his son. Is.
10:47
Hotter here than a no player. She.
10:49
Said. Or. And stifled
10:51
a sigh and nodded. It
10:53
might be for all he knew or cared.
10:56
He wanted idly whether she was a
10:58
poor conversationalist because she got no attention.
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Or got no attention because she was a
11:03
poor conversationalist. You. Going to
11:06
be much longer. He. Asked
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and then turned rather read. To
11:10
my suspect his reasons for asking. Another
11:13
week. She. Answered and stared at
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him as if to lunge at his next remark.
11:17
when it left his lips. Warren.
11:20
Fidgeted. Than with
11:22
a sudden charitable impulse, he decided to try
11:24
part of his line on her. He.
11:26
Turned and looked at her eyes.
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You. Got an awfully kissel mouth.
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He. Began quietly. This.
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Is a remark. That he sometimes
11:37
made the girls at college problems when they
11:39
were talking and just such as dark as
11:41
this. Bernice. Distinctly
11:43
checked. She turned and
11:45
ungraceful read and became clumsy with her
11:48
san. No one had ever made such
11:50
a remark to her before. Fast.
11:53
The. Word had slipped out before she realized it,
11:55
and she bit her lip. Too. Late
11:58
she decided to be amused. The
12:00
offered him a flustered smile. Warren
12:02
was a know I'd. Do
12:05
not accustomed to have that remark
12:07
taken seriously. Still, it usually provoked
12:09
Allow for a paragraph of sentimental
12:11
banter. And. He hated to
12:13
be cold fresh except in a
12:15
joking way. His. Charitable
12:17
impulse died and he switched
12:20
the topic. Gym
12:22
sprain and ethel damn arrest out as
12:24
usual. Method this was
12:26
more and Bernice his life but
12:29
a saint. Regret mingled with a
12:31
relief as the subject changed. Mended,
12:34
Not talk to her about Castle now. But
12:36
she knew that they talk in some such way to
12:39
other girls. Oh yes. She
12:41
said and laughed. I. Hear they
12:43
have been moving around for years without a
12:45
read Any isn't that silly? Warrants.
12:48
Disgusting. Creased. Gym
12:50
strain. Was. A close friend of his
12:52
brothers. But. Anyway, he considered bad
12:54
form to sneer at people. For. Not
12:57
having money, But. When he
12:59
said had no intention of sneering. She.
13:01
Was merely nervous. To.
13:06
When. Marjorie and Boonies reached home
13:08
at half after midnight. They.
13:10
Said goodnight the top of the stairs. So.
13:13
Cousins. They were not intimates.
13:16
As a matter of fact, Marjorie
13:18
had no female intimates she considered
13:21
girls stupid. Bernice.
13:23
On the contrary all through this
13:25
parent arranged visit. Had rather
13:27
longed to exchange those confidences
13:30
flavored with giggles and tears
13:32
that she considered an indispensable
13:34
factor. In all feminine
13:36
intercourse. But. In this respect,
13:38
he found Marjorie. Rather, Cold.
13:41
Felt. Somehow the same difficulty in talking
13:44
to her. That. She had
13:46
and to men. Marjorie
13:48
never giggled, was never frightened,
13:50
seldom embarrassed. And in
13:52
fact had very few of the
13:54
qualities which Bernice considered appropriately and
13:57
blessedly. Eminent. As.
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These are self. As
14:02
nine. He wandered for the
14:04
hundred the time. Why she
14:07
never had any attention. When.
14:09
She was away from home. That
14:11
her family with the wealthiest and
14:13
oh Clare, that her mother entertain
14:15
tremendously dave little dinners for her
14:18
daughter before all dances. And
14:20
bought her a car of her own
14:22
to drive round and never occurred to
14:24
her as factors in her home town
14:26
social success. Like. Most girls
14:28
she had been brought up on the
14:30
warm built the prepared by any fellows.
14:32
johnston. And on novels
14:34
in which the female was
14:37
beloved because of certain mysterious
14:39
woman, the qualities always mentioned.
14:41
That. Never displayed, Bernice.
14:45
Felt. A vague pain. That.
14:47
She was not at present engaged and
14:49
being popular. She. Did not
14:51
know that has not been for Marjorie
14:53
is campaigning to. Would have danced the
14:55
entire evening with one man. But
14:58
she knew that even an old claire
15:00
other girls with less position and less
15:02
poker tude. Were. Given a much
15:04
bigger rush. She attributed
15:06
this to something subtly unscrupulous
15:09
in those girls. It
15:11
it never worried her and if it
15:13
had her mother would have reassured her
15:15
that the other girls cheap themselves. Of.
15:17
That men really respected girls like
15:19
Bernice. She. Turned out the
15:21
light and her bathroom. And on an
15:23
impulse. Decided. To go in and
15:25
chat for a moment with her Aunt Josephine. Whose.
15:28
Life was still on. Are
15:30
soft slippers. Bore. Her noiselessly down
15:33
the carpet at all. But.
15:35
Hearing voices inside, she stopped
15:37
near the partly opened door.
15:40
And she caught her own name
15:42
and without any definite intention of
15:45
eavesdropping. lingered, In,
15:47
the threat of the conversation going
15:49
on inside pierced her consciousness sharply
15:51
as if it had been drawn
15:53
through with a needle. This
15:56
is absolutely Hopeless. It
15:59
was Marjorie, his voice. I'm I
16:01
know what you're going to say. So
16:03
many people have told you how pretty
16:05
and sweet she is and how she
16:07
and cook. What of it she has
16:09
a bomb times. Men don't like her.
16:12
But what's a little seat popularity? As
16:15
is, Harvey sounded annoyed. It's everything
16:18
when you're eighteen. Said
16:20
Marjorie emphatically. Time done my
16:22
best. I've been polite and
16:24
I made men dance with her,
16:26
but they just won't stand being
16:28
bored. When I think of
16:30
that gorgeous coloring wasted on such a ninny
16:33
and think what Martha Carrick and Do with
16:35
it. The
16:37
is no courtesy these days. Mrs.
16:40
Always voice imply that modern situations
16:42
with too much for her. When.
16:44
She was a girl. all young ladies
16:47
who belong to nice families that glorious
16:49
times. Well. Said. Marjorie.
16:52
Know. Girl can permanently both to up
16:54
a lame Duck visitor. Because. These
16:56
days it's every girl for herself.
16:59
And even try to drop her hints about
17:01
close and things as he's been furious. Given.
17:04
Me: the funniest lox. She's.
17:06
Sensitive enough to know she's not getting
17:08
away with much power, but she consoles
17:11
herself. I think that she's very virtuous
17:13
than that. I'm to Gay and Sickle.
17:15
And will come to a bad end.
17:18
All and popular girls think that way.
17:20
Sour Grapes Sarah Hopkins refers to Genevieve
17:22
and Reboot and me as Gardenia Girls.
17:25
Out that she'd give ten years of her
17:27
life and her European education to be a
17:29
gardenia girl and to have three or four
17:32
men in love with her and be cut
17:34
in on every few feet that dances. It.
17:37
Seems to me. Interrupted Mrs.
17:39
Harvey. Rather, we're really. Said.
17:41
You ought to be able to do something
17:43
for Bernie is I know she's not very
17:45
wise. Asia's. Marjorie. Groaned
17:48
Same faces Good Grace.
17:51
i've never heard her say anything to a
17:53
boy except that it's hard to the floors
17:55
crowded for the she's going to school in
17:58
new york next year sometimes She
18:00
asks them what kind of car they have and
18:02
tells them the kind she has, thrilling.
18:06
There is a short silence. And
18:08
then Mrs. Harvey took up her refrain. All
18:11
I know is that other girls not
18:13
half so sweet and attractive get partners.
18:16
Martha Carey, for instance, is stout
18:18
and loud, and her mother is
18:20
distinctly common. Roberta Dillon is
18:22
so thin this year that she looks as
18:25
though Arizona were the place for her. She
18:28
is dancing herself to death, but
18:30
mother, objected Marjorie impatiently.
18:33
Martha is cheerful and awfully witty
18:35
and an awfully slick girl, and
18:37
Roberta is a marvelous dancer. She
18:40
has been popular for ages. Mrs.
18:42
Harvey yawned. I think it's
18:44
that crazy Indian blood in Bernice,
18:47
continued Marjorie. Maybe she is
18:49
a reversion to type. Indian
18:51
women all just sit round and never
18:53
said anything. Go to
18:55
bed, you silly child! Laughed
18:57
Mrs. Harvey. I wouldn't have told you
18:59
that if I thought you were going to remember it,
19:01
and I think most of your ideas
19:03
are perfectly idiotic. She finished,
19:06
sleepily. There was
19:08
another silence, while Marjorie considered whether
19:10
or not convincing her mother was
19:13
worth the trouble. People
19:15
over forty can seldom be permanently convinced
19:17
of anything. At eighteen, our
19:20
convictions are hills from which we look. At
19:22
forty-five, they are caves in which we hide.
19:26
Having decided this, Marjorie said
19:28
good night. When she
19:30
came out into the hall, it was
19:32
quite empty. Three.
19:37
While Marjorie was breakfasting late next day,
19:40
Bernice came into the room with
19:42
a rather formal good morning, sat
19:45
down opposite, stared intently over,
19:47
and slightly moistened her lips. What's
19:51
on your mind? inquired Marjorie,
19:53
rather puzzled. Bernice paused
19:55
before she threw her hand grenade. I
19:58
heard what you said about me. me to your mother
20:01
last night." Marjorie
20:03
was startled, but she
20:05
showed only a faintly heightened color, and
20:08
her voice was quite even when she spoke. "'Where
20:12
were you?' In the
20:14
hall. "'I didn't mean to listen,' at
20:17
first." After
20:19
an involuntary look of contempt,
20:22
Marjorie dropped her eyes and
20:24
became very interested in balancing a
20:26
stray cornflake on her finger. "'I
20:29
guess I'd better go back to Oak Playa if
20:32
I'm such a nuisance.'"
20:35
Bernice's lower lip was trembling violently, and
20:37
she continued on a wavering note. "'I've
20:40
tried to be nice, and I've—'
20:43
"'I've been first neglected and then insulted.
20:46
No one ever visited me and got such treatment."
20:50
Marjorie was silent. "'But
20:52
I'm—' "'In the way I
20:54
see, I'm a drag on you. Your friends
20:56
don't like me.' She
20:59
paused, and then remembered another
21:01
one of her grievances. "'Of
21:03
course I was furious last week when you tried to
21:05
hint me that my dress was unbecoming. Don't you think
21:08
I know how to dress myself?' "'No,'
21:11
murmured Marjorie, less than half allowed.
21:14
"'What?' "'I didn't hint anything,'
21:17
said Marjorie succinctly. "'I
21:19
said as I remember that it
21:21
was better to wear a becoming dress three
21:23
times straight than to alternate
21:26
it with two frights. "'Do you
21:28
think that was a very nice thing to say?' "'I
21:30
wasn't trying to be nice.' Then
21:33
after a pause. "'When
21:35
do you want to go?' Bernice drew
21:37
in her breath sharply. "'Oh!' It
21:39
was a little half cry. Marjorie
21:41
looked up and surprised. "'Didn't
21:44
you say you were going?' "'Yes, but—'
21:47
"'Oh, you were only bluffing.' They
21:50
stared at each other across the breakfast table for
21:52
a moment. The
21:54
waves were passing before Bernice's eyes,
21:57
while Marjorie's face wore
21:59
that rather Hard expression that she
22:01
use been slightly and toxic. Hated
22:03
undergraduates were making love to her.
22:07
So. You were bluffing. She.
22:09
Repeated. As if it will What she
22:11
might have expected. Bernice. Admitted
22:13
it by bursting into tears. Marjorie.
22:16
His eyes showed boredom. Still
22:19
my cousin. Sub. Bunnies.
22:21
I'm visiting you. I
22:24
was to stay a month that if I go
22:26
home my mother will know would soon wonder. Marjorie
22:30
waited until the shower have broken. words
22:32
collapsed into little sniffles. I'll.
22:34
Give you my months allowance. To.
22:37
Said cowardly. And. You
22:39
can spin this last week. Anywhere you
22:41
want is a very nice hotel. Own
22:45
he says, sobs rose to a flute note. And.
22:47
Rising of a sudden. She fled from
22:49
the room. An
22:51
hour later, While. Marjorie it
22:54
was in the library, absorbed in
22:56
composing one of those non committal,
22:58
marvelously elusive letters that only a
23:00
young girl can ride. Bernice.
23:02
Reappeared, very rare, died
23:04
and consciously com. To
23:07
cast know glance at Marjorie, but to the
23:09
book at random from the shelf. And.
23:11
Sat down as if to read. Marjorie.
23:14
Seemed absorbed in her letter and
23:16
continued writing. On. The clock
23:19
showed noon boonies close to book with
23:21
a snap. I suppose
23:23
I'd better get my real row tickets. This.
23:26
Was not the beginning of the speed she
23:28
had rehearsed upstairs, but as Marjorie was not
23:30
getting her queues wasn't urging her to be
23:32
reasonable. It's all a mistake. It.
23:35
Was the best opening she could muster. The.
23:38
Sweet and I finish this letter. Said.
23:40
Monetary without looking round. I
23:42
want to get it off than the next mail. After
23:46
another minute during which have been scratched
23:48
busily she turned round. And relaxed
23:50
with an air of at your service.
23:53
Again, been nice. had to speak.
23:56
Do. You want me to go home? Well
23:58
said, Marjorie. I suppose
24:01
if you're not having a good time you'd better go."
24:04
He was being miserable. "'Don't
24:07
you think that common kindness—' Oh, please
24:09
don't quote little women,' cried
24:11
Marjorie impatiently. "'That's out of style.'
24:14
"'You think so? Heavens, yes. What
24:17
modern girl could live like
24:19
those inane females?' "'They were
24:21
the models for our mothers,' Marjorie
24:23
laughed. "'Yes, they were. Not.
24:27
In fact, our mothers were all very well
24:29
in their way, but they know very little
24:31
about their daughter's problems.' Bernice
24:33
drew herself up. "'Please don't
24:35
talk about my mother,' Marjorie
24:38
laughed. "'I don't think I mentioned her.'
24:41
Bernice felt that she was being led away
24:43
from her subject. "'Do you
24:45
think you've treated me very well? I've
24:48
done my best. You're rather hard material to
24:50
work with.' The lids
24:52
of Bernice's eyes reddened. "'I
24:55
think you're hard and selfish, and
24:57
you have a feminine quality in
24:59
you.' "'Oh, my lord,' cried
25:01
Marjorie in desperation. "'You little nut!
25:04
Girls like you are responsible
25:07
for all the tiresome, colorless
25:09
marriages, all those ghastly inefficiencies
25:11
that passes feminine qualities. What
25:14
a blow it must be when
25:17
a man with imagination marries the
25:19
beautiful bundle of clothes that he's
25:21
been building ideals around and finds
25:23
that she's just a weak, whining,
25:25
cowardly mass of affectations.' Bernice's
25:28
mouth had slipped half open. "'The
25:30
womanly woman!' continued
25:32
Marjorie. "'Her whole early life is occupied
25:34
in whining criticisms of girls like me
25:37
who really do have a good time.'
25:40
Bernice's jaw descended farther as
25:42
Marjorie's voice rose. "'There's some
25:44
excuse for an ugly girl
25:46
whining. If I'd been
25:48
irretrievably ugly, I'd never have forgiven my
25:50
parents for bringing me into the world.
25:52
But you're starting life without any handicap,'
25:55
Marjorie's little fist clenched. "'If
25:58
you expect me to weep with you, you'll be disappointed.
26:01
Go or stay just as you like." And
26:04
picking up her letters, she left the room.
26:08
Bernice claimed a headache and failed to appear
26:10
at luncheon. They had a
26:12
matinee date for the afternoon, but
26:14
the headache persisting Marjorie made explanation
26:16
to a not very downcast boy.
26:19
But when she returned late in the afternoon,
26:21
she found Bernice with a strangely set face,
26:24
waiting for her in her bedroom. I've
26:27
decided, began Bernice
26:29
without preliminaries, that maybe you're
26:32
right about things, possibly not. But
26:34
if you'll tell me why your friends aren't
26:38
interested in me, I'll see if I can do
26:40
what you want me to." Marjorie
26:43
was at the mirror, shaking down her hair.
26:45
"'Do you mean it?' "'Yes.'
26:49
"'Without reservations? Will you do
26:51
exactly what I say?' "'Well, I
26:53
—' "'Well, nothing! Will you do
26:55
exactly as I say? If they're
26:57
sensible things, they're not! You're
27:00
no case for sensible things! Are
27:02
you going to make —' "'To
27:04
recommend, yes, everything. If I tell you
27:07
to take boxing lessons, you'll have to
27:09
do it. Write home and tell
27:11
your mother you're going to stay another two weeks.' "'If
27:14
you'll tell me —' "'All right, I'll give you just a
27:16
few examples now. First, you
27:18
have no ease of manner. Why?
27:21
Because you're never sure about your
27:23
personal appearance. When a
27:25
girl feels that she's perfectly groomed and dressed,
27:27
she can forget that part of her. That's
27:30
charm. The more parts of yourself
27:32
you can afford to forget, the more
27:34
charm you have.' "'Don't I look
27:36
all right?' "'No. For
27:39
instance, you never take care of your
27:41
eyebrows. They're black and lustrous. But
27:43
by leaving them straggly, they're oblemish.
27:46
They'd be beautiful if you'd take care of them
27:48
in one-tenth the time you take doing nothing. You're
27:51
going to brush them so that they'll grow
27:53
straight.' Bernice raised
27:55
the brows in question. "'You
27:57
mean to say that men notice Eyebrows?' Yes,
28:00
Subconsciously. And. When you
28:03
go home, you ought to have your
28:05
teeth straightened a little. It's almost imperceptible
28:07
still. But. I thought.
28:09
Interrupted. Bernice and bewilderment. That.
28:12
You despise little dainty Sam and things
28:14
like that. I hate
28:16
dainty mines answered Marjorie. That.
28:19
A girl has to be dainty and person. If
28:22
she looks like a million dollars, she can
28:24
talk about Russia ping pong with the League
28:26
of Nations and get away with it. What
28:29
else? Oh. I'm just beginning
28:31
stages dancing. Gonna. Dance
28:33
along. Know. You don't' You.
28:36
Lean on a man. Yes, you do
28:38
ever so slightly. I noticed
28:40
that when we were dancing together yesterday
28:42
and you dance standing up straight instead
28:44
of bending over a little. Probably
28:47
some old lady on the sideline once told
28:49
you that you looked so dignified that
28:51
way. But except with a very small girl
28:53
is much harder on the man. and
28:55
he's the one that counts. Go.
28:58
On. But. He says brain
29:00
was really. Well you've.
29:02
Gotta learn to be nice to men
29:04
who are sad birds. You look as
29:06
if you've been insulted whenever you're thrown
29:08
with any except the most popular boys.
29:11
I Bernice. I'm. Putting on every
29:13
few feet And who does most of
29:15
it? Why those very sad birds Know
29:18
girl can afford to neglect them. They're
29:20
the big part of any crowd. Young
29:22
boys too shy to talk. Or.
29:25
The very best conversational practice Clumsy
29:27
boys, so the very best dancing
29:29
practice if you can follow them.
29:31
And. Yet look graceful. You can
29:33
follow a baby tank across a
29:36
barbed wire skyscraper. Funny.
29:38
Side profoundly. but Marjorie was not
29:41
through. If. You go
29:43
to would dance and really amuse save
29:45
three sad birds the dance with you.
29:48
If. You talk so well to them that
29:50
they forget they're stuck with you. You've
29:52
done something. They'll. come back
29:54
next time and gradually so many sad
29:56
birds will dance with you that the
29:58
attractive boys there's no danger
30:00
of being stuck. Then they'll dance with
30:03
you." Yes," agreed
30:06
Bernice faintly. "'I think I
30:08
begin to see.' And finally,"
30:10
continued Marjorie, "'poise and
30:13
charm will just come. You'll
30:16
wake up some morning, knowing you've attained it,
30:19
and men will know it too.'" Bernice
30:22
rose. "'It's been awfully kind of
30:24
you, but nobody's ever talked to me
30:26
like this before. And I feel
30:29
sort of startled." Marjorie
30:31
made no answer, but gazed pensively at
30:34
her own image in the mirror. "'You're
30:37
a peach to help me,' continued Bernice.
30:40
Still Marjorie did not answer, and Bernice
30:42
thought she had seemed too grateful. "'I
30:46
know you don't like sentiment,' she said timidly.
30:49
Marjorie turned to her quickly. "'Oh,
30:51
I wasn't thinking about that. I was
30:54
considering whether we hadn't better
30:56
bob your hair.'" Bernice
30:58
collapsed backward upon the bed. On
31:05
the following Wednesday evening, there was a dinner
31:07
dance at the country club. When
31:09
the guests strolled in, Bernice found her
31:11
place card with a slight feeling
31:14
of irritation. Though at
31:16
her right sat G. Rees Stoddard,
31:18
a most desirable and distinguished young
31:21
bachelor, the all-important Left
31:23
held only Charlie Paulson.
31:27
Charlie lacked height, beauty, and social
31:29
shrewdness, and in her new
31:31
enlightenment Bernice decided that his only qualification
31:33
to be her partner was that he
31:35
had never been stuck with her. But
31:38
this feeling of irritation left with the last
31:40
of the soup plates, and
31:42
Marjorie's specific instruction came to her. Swallowing
31:45
her pride, she turned to
31:47
Charlie Paulson and plunged. "'Do
31:51
you think I ought to bob my hair, Mr.
31:53
Charlie Paulson?' Charlie looked
31:55
up when surprised. "'Why?' "'Because
31:58
I'm considering it.' It's such
32:00
a sure and easy way of attracting
32:02
attention." Charlie smiled
32:05
pleasantly. He could not know that
32:07
this had been rehearsed. He replied that
32:09
he did not know much about Bobb-Hair, but
32:11
Bernice was there to tell him. "'I
32:14
want to be a society vampire, you
32:16
see,' she announced coolly,
32:18
and went on to inform him
32:20
that Bobb-Hair was the necessary prelude.
32:23
She added that she wanted to ask his
32:25
advice because she had heard he was so
32:27
critical about girls. Charlie, who
32:29
knew as much about the psychology of women
32:31
as he did of the mental states of
32:34
Buddhist contemplatives, felt vaguely flattered.
32:36
"'So I've decided,' she
32:38
continued, her voice rising slightly,
32:40
"'that early next week I'm going
32:43
down to the Severe Hotel barbershop,
32:45
sit in the first chair, and
32:47
get my hair bobbed,' she
32:49
faltered, noticing that people near
32:51
her had paused in their
32:53
conversation and were listening.
32:56
She had a confused second Marjory's coaching
32:58
told, and she finished her paragraph to
33:00
the vicinity at large. "'Of
33:02
course I'm charging admission, but if you'll
33:04
all come down and encourage me, I'll
33:06
issue passes for the inside seats.' There
33:09
was a ripple of appreciative laughter, and
33:11
under cover of it, G. Rees stoddered,
33:14
leaned over quickly and said close to
33:16
her ear, "'I'll take a box right
33:18
now.' She met
33:20
his eyes and smiled as if he had
33:23
said some things surpassingly brilliant. "'Do
33:25
you believe in bobbed hair?' asked
33:28
G. Rees in the same undertone. "'I
33:30
think it's unmoral,' affirmed Bernice
33:33
gravely, "'but of course, you've either
33:35
got to amuse people or feed them
33:37
or shock them.' Marjory
33:40
had culled this from Oscar Wilde. It
33:42
was greeted with a ripple of laughter from the
33:44
men and a series of quick, intent looks from
33:46
the girls, and then, as though
33:49
she had said nothing of wit or moment,
33:51
Bernice turned again to Charlie and
33:53
spoke confidentially in his ear. "'I
33:56
want to ask you your opinion of several people. I imagine
33:58
you're a man of a kind. You're a wonderful judge
34:01
of character." Shirley,
34:03
thrilled faintly, paid her a subtle
34:05
compliment by overturning her
34:07
water. Two
34:09
hours later, while Warren
34:11
McIntyre was standing passively in
34:14
the stag-line abstractedly watching the
34:16
dancers and wondering whither and
34:18
with whom Marjorie had disappeared, an unrelated
34:21
perception began to creep slowly
34:23
upon him, a
34:26
perception that Bernice, cousin to
34:28
Marjorie, had been cut in
34:30
on several times in the past five minutes.
34:33
He closed his eyes, opened them, and
34:36
looked again. Several minutes
34:38
back, she had been dancing with a visiting
34:40
boy, a matter easily accounted
34:42
for a visiting boy would know no
34:44
better. But now she was
34:46
dancing with someone else, and
34:48
there was Charlie Paulson headed for
34:51
her with enthusiastic determination in his
34:53
eye. He? Charlie
34:55
seldom danced with more than three girls
34:57
an evening. Warren
35:00
was distinctly surprised when, in exchange
35:02
having been affected, the man relieved
35:05
proved to be none other than G.
35:07
Reese Stoddard himself, and
35:09
G. Reese seemed not at all jubilant at
35:11
being relieved. Next time
35:13
Bernice danced near, Warren regarded
35:16
her intently. Yes,
35:19
she was pretty, distinctly
35:21
pretty, and tonight her face
35:23
seemed really vivacious. She
35:26
had that look that no woman,
35:28
however histrionically proficient, can successfully
35:30
counterfeit. She looked
35:33
as if she were having a good time. He
35:36
liked the way she had her hair arranged, wondered
35:38
if it was his brilliant time that made it
35:40
glisten so. And that dress
35:42
was becoming, a dark red
35:44
that set off her shadowy eyes and
35:46
high coloring. He remembered
35:49
that he had thought her pretty when she had
35:51
first came to town, before he
35:53
had realized that she was dull. Too
35:55
bad she was dull. Dull
35:58
girls unbearable. certainly
36:00
pretty, though." His thoughts
36:02
zigzagged back to Marjorie. This
36:05
disappearance would be like other disappearances.
36:08
When she reappeared, he would demand where she
36:10
had been. He would be told emphatically
36:12
that it was none of his business. What a
36:14
pity she was so sure of him. She
36:17
basked in the knowledge that no other girl
36:19
in town interested him. She defied him to
36:22
fall in love with Genevieve or Roberta. More
36:25
inside. The
36:27
way to Marjorie's affections was illuberant
36:29
indeed. He looked up. Bernice
36:32
was again dancing with the visiting boy.
36:35
Half unconsciously he took a step out from
36:37
the stag line in her direction and
36:40
hesitated. Then he said
36:42
to himself that it was charity. He
36:44
walked toward her, collided suddenly with
36:46
G. Reis' stardust. Pardon
36:49
me, said Warren, but G.
36:51
Reis had not stopped to apologize. He
36:53
had again cut in on Bernice. That
36:57
night at one o'clock, Marjorie, with
36:59
one hand on the electric light switch in
37:02
the hall, turned to take a last look
37:04
at Bernice's sparkling eyes. So
37:06
it worked. Oh, Marjorie,
37:09
yes, cried Bernice. I
37:11
thought you were having a gay time. I
37:14
did. The only trouble was
37:16
that about midnight I ran short of talk.
37:18
I had to repeat myself with different men,
37:20
of course. I hope they won't
37:22
compare notes. Men don't,
37:25
said Marjorie, yawning. And
37:27
it wouldn't matter if they did. They'd
37:29
think you were even trickier. She
37:32
snapped out the light, and as
37:34
they started up the stairs Bernice
37:36
grasped the banister thankfully. For
37:39
the first time in her life she had
37:41
been danced, tired. You
37:43
see, said Marjorie at the top of the
37:45
stairs, one man sees another man
37:47
cut in and he thinks there must
37:49
be something there. Well, we'll
37:52
fix up some new stuff tomorrow. Good
37:54
night. Good night. As
37:57
Bernice took down her hair, she
37:59
passed the east. evening before her in review.
38:02
She had followed instructions exactly, even
38:04
when Charlie Paulson cut in for
38:06
the eighth time. She
38:09
had simulated delight and
38:11
had apparently been both interested and
38:13
flattered. She had
38:15
not talked about the weather or Eau
38:17
Claire or automobiles or her school, but
38:19
had confined her conversation to
38:21
me, you, and us. A
38:25
few minutes before she fell asleep, a
38:28
rebellious thought was churning drowsily in
38:30
her brain. After
38:32
all it was she who had done it, Marjorie,
38:35
to be sure, had given her conversation,
38:37
but then Marjorie got much of
38:39
her conversation out of things she read. Her
38:42
niece had bought the rent-dress, though
38:45
she had never valued it highly before Marjorie
38:47
dug it out of her trunk, and
38:50
her own voice had said the words, her
38:52
own lips had smiled, her own
38:54
feet had danced. Marjorie,
38:58
nice girl, lame
39:00
though, nice evening.
39:04
Nice boys, like
39:06
Warren. Warren.
39:11
Warren, what's his name?
39:15
Warren. She
39:18
fell asleep. Five.
39:21
Two. To
39:23
Bernice, the next week was
39:25
a revelation. With the
39:27
feeling that people really enjoyed looking at
39:29
her and listening to her came the
39:32
foundation of self-confidence. Of
39:34
course, there were numerous mistakes at first. She
39:37
did not know, for instance, that Dreykot Deyo
39:39
was studying for the ministry. She
39:41
was unaware that he had cut in on
39:43
her because he thought she was a quiet,
39:46
reserved girl. Had she known
39:48
these things, she would not have treated him
39:50
to the line which began, Hello,
39:52
shell shock! and continued
39:54
with the bathtub story. It
39:57
takes a frightful lot of energy to fix my hair
39:59
in the summer. There's so much of it, so
40:01
I always fix it first and powder my face
40:03
and put on my hat. Then I
40:06
get into the bathtub and dress afterward. Don't you
40:08
think that's the best plan?" Though
40:11
Dreykot Deyo was in the throes
40:13
of difficulties concerning baptism by immersion
40:16
and might possibly have seen a connection,
40:19
it must be admitted that he did not.
40:21
He considered feminine bathing an immoral subject
40:24
and gave her some of his ideas
40:26
on the depravity of modern society. But
40:29
to offset that unfortunate occurrence, Bernice
40:31
had several signal successes to her
40:33
credit. Little Otis Ormonde
40:36
pleaded off from a trip east
40:39
and elected instead to follow her,
40:41
with a puppy-like devotion to the
40:43
amusement of his crowd and to
40:45
the irritation of G. Rees' stoddard,
40:47
several of whose afternoon calls Otis
40:49
completely ruined by the disgusting tenderness
40:52
of the glances he bent on
40:54
Bernice. He even told
40:56
her the story of the two-by-four in
40:58
the dressing room to show her how
41:00
frightfully mistaken he and everyone else had
41:02
been in their first judgment of her.
41:05
Bernice laughed off that incident with
41:08
a slight sinking sensation. Of
41:11
all Bernice's conversation, perhaps the best
41:13
known and most universally approved was
41:15
the line about the bobbing of
41:17
her hair. Oh
41:19
Bernice, when you going to get the hair bobbed? Day
41:22
after tomorrow, maybe, she would
41:24
reply, laughing. Will you come and see?
41:27
Because I'm counting on you, you know. Will-o-wee,
41:29
you know, you better hurry up. Bernice,
41:33
whose tonsorial intentions were
41:35
strictly dishonorable, would laugh again.
41:38
Pretty soon now, you'd be surprised.
41:42
But perhaps the most significant symbol of
41:44
her success was the gray
41:46
car of the hypercritical Warren
41:48
McIntyre, parked daily in front
41:51
of the Harvey house. At
41:53
first, the parlour maid was distinctly
41:55
startled when he asked for Bernice
41:58
instead of Marjorie. After
42:00
a week of it, she told the
42:02
cook that Miss Bernice had gotten hold
42:04
of Miss Marjorie's best fellow and
42:07
Miss Bernice's. Perhaps
42:10
it began with Warren's desire to rouse
42:12
jealousy in Marjorie. Perhaps
42:14
it was the familiar, though
42:16
unrecognized, strain of Marjorie in
42:18
Bernice's conversation. Perhaps
42:20
it was both of these and something
42:22
of sincere attraction besides. But
42:24
somehow the collective mind of the younger
42:27
set knew within a week that
42:29
Marjorie's most reliable beau had
42:31
made an amazing face about
42:34
and was giving an indisputable
42:36
rush to Marjorie's guest. The
42:39
question of the moment was how Marjorie would take
42:41
it. Warren called
42:43
Bernice on the phone twice a day, sent
42:45
her notes, and they were frequently
42:47
seen together in his roadster, obviously
42:50
engrossed in one of those tense,
42:52
significant conversations as to whether or
42:54
not he was sincere. Marjorie,
42:57
on being twitted, only
43:00
laughed. She said she
43:02
was mighty glad that Warren had at last
43:04
found someone who appreciated him. So
43:07
the younger set laughed too and guessed that
43:09
Marjorie didn't care and let it go at
43:11
that. One afternoon,
43:14
when there were only three days left of her visit,
43:16
Bernice was waiting in the hall for Warren,
43:19
with whom she was going to a bridge party. She
43:22
was in a rather blissful mood and when
43:24
Marjorie, also bound for the party, appeared
43:26
beside her and began casually to adjust her
43:28
hat in the mirror, Bernice
43:31
was utterly unprepared for
43:33
anything in the nature of
43:35
a clash. Marjorie
43:37
did her work very coldly and
43:39
succinctly in three sentences.
43:42
"'You may as
43:44
well get Warren out of your head,' she
43:46
said coldly. "'What?' Bernice
43:49
was utterly astounded. "'You
43:51
may as well stop making a fool of
43:53
yourself over Warren McIntyre. He doesn't care a
43:55
snap of his fingers about you.' For
43:59
a tense moment. They regarded each
44:01
other, Marjorie scornful,
44:03
aloof. Bernice
44:06
astounded, half angry, half
44:08
afraid. Then
44:10
two cars drove up in front of the house, and
44:13
there was a riotous honking. Both
44:15
of them gasped faintly, turned,
44:18
and side by side hurried out.
44:21
All through the bridge party Bernice
44:23
strove in vain to master a
44:26
rising uneasiness. She had
44:28
offended Marjorie, the sphinx of sphinxes.
44:31
With the most wholesome and
44:33
innocent intentions in the world, she
44:35
had stolen Marjorie's property. She
44:38
felt suddenly and horribly guilty. After
44:41
the bridge came, when they sat
44:44
in an informal circle and the
44:46
conversation became general, the storm gradually
44:48
broke. Little Otis
44:50
Ormond inadvertently precipitated it. When
44:54
are you going back to kindergarten, Otis? Someone
44:57
had asked. Me? Day-Bernice
44:59
gets her hair bobbed. Then
45:02
your education's over, said Marjorie
45:04
quickly. That's only a bluff of hers. I
45:06
should think you'd have realized. Matter
45:08
of fact, demanded Otis, giving
45:11
Bernice a reproachful glance. Bernice's
45:13
ears burned as
45:16
she tried to think up an effect she will come
45:18
back. In the face of
45:20
this direct attack, her imagination
45:22
was paralyzed. There's
45:24
a lot of bluffs in the world, continued
45:27
Marjorie quite pleasantly. I
45:29
should think you'd be young enough to know that, Otis. Well,
45:33
said Otis, maybe so, but gee,
45:36
with a line like Bernice's, really,
45:39
yawned Marjorie, what's
45:41
her latest balm-mo? No
45:44
one seemed to know. In fact,
45:46
Bernice, having trifled with her muse's
45:48
bow, had said nothing
45:51
memorable of late. Was
45:53
it really all a line? asked
45:55
Roberta curiously. Bernice
45:58
hesitated. that
46:00
wit in some form was demanded of
46:02
her. But under her
46:04
cousin's suddenly frigid eyes, she
46:06
was completely incapacitated. I
46:09
don't know. She strolled.
46:11
Splash, said Marjorie. Admit it.
46:15
Bernice saw that Warren's eyes had left
46:17
a ukulele he had been tinkering with,
46:19
and were fixed on her questioningly. Oh, I
46:23
don't know, she repeated steadily.
46:25
Her cheeks were glowing. Splash,
46:29
remarked Marjorie again. Come
46:32
through, Bernice, urged Otis. Tell her where to
46:35
get off. Bernice
46:37
looked round again. She seemed unable
46:39
to get away from Warren's eyes. I
46:42
like bobbed hair, she said hurriedly, as
46:44
if he had asked her a question, and
46:47
I intend to bob mine. When,
46:50
demanded Marjorie, any time. Now
46:53
time like the present, suggested Roberta.
46:55
Otis jumped to his feet. Good
46:57
stuff, he cried. We'll have a
46:59
summer bobbing party. Severe hotel barbershop,
47:01
I think you said. In
47:04
an instant, all were on their
47:06
feet. Bernice's heart throbbed violently. What?
47:08
she gasped. Out of
47:11
the group came Marjorie's voice, very
47:13
clear and contemptuous. Don't worry,
47:15
she'll back out. Come
47:17
on, Bernice, cried Otis, starting
47:19
toward the door. Four
47:22
eyes, Warren's and Marjorie's,
47:24
stared at her, challenged
47:26
her, defied her. For
47:29
another second, she wavered
47:31
wildly. All
47:33
right, she said swiftly. I don't
47:35
care if I do. An
47:37
eternity of minutes later, riding downtown
47:40
through the late afternoon beside Warren,
47:43
the others following in Roberta's car close
47:45
behind, Bernice had all the
47:47
sensations of Marie Antoinette bound for
47:50
the guillotine in a tumbrel. Vaguely,
47:53
she wondered why she did not cry out that
47:55
this was all a mistake. It
47:57
was all she could do to keep from clutching her
47:59
head. hair with both hands to
48:01
protect it from the suddenly hostile
48:03
world. Yet she did
48:05
neither. Even the
48:08
thought of her mother was no deterrent now. This
48:11
was the test supreme of
48:13
her sportsmanship, her right to
48:15
walk unchallenged in the starry
48:17
heaven of popular girls.
48:21
Warren was moodily silent, and
48:23
when they came to the hotel, he drew
48:25
up at the curb and nodded to
48:28
Bernice to proceed him out. Roberta's
48:30
car emptied a laughing crowd into the
48:32
shop, which presented two bold
48:34
plate-glass windows to the street. Bernice
48:37
stood on the curb and looked at
48:39
the sign, Severe Barber
48:41
Shop. It
48:43
was a guillotine indeed, and
48:46
the hangman was the first barber, who,
48:48
attired in a white coat
48:50
and smoking a cigarette, leaned
48:53
nonchalantly against the first chair.
48:56
He must have heard of her. He must have
48:58
been waiting all week, smoking
49:00
eternal cigarettes beside that
49:02
portentous, too often mentioned,
49:04
first chair. Were
49:08
they blindfold her? No, because they
49:10
would tie a white cloth around her neck
49:12
lest any of her blood-nonsense hair
49:15
should get on her clothes. All
49:17
right, Bernice," said Warren quickly. With
49:21
her chin in the air, she crossed the sidewalk,
49:24
pushed open the swinging-screen door, and,
49:26
giving not a glance to the uproarious,
49:28
riotous row that occupied the waiting
49:30
bench, went up to the first barber.
49:33
"'I want you to bob my hair,' the
49:37
first barber's mouth slid somewhat open. A
49:39
cigarette dropped to the floor. Huh?
49:43
My hair. Bob it." Refusing
49:47
further preliminaries, Bernice took
49:49
her seat on high. A
49:51
man in the chair next to her
49:53
turned on his side and gave her
49:55
a glance, half-lather, half-amazement. One
49:58
barber started Willy
50:00
Schuneman's monthly haircut. Mr.
50:02
O'Reilly, in the last chair, grunted and
50:05
swore musically an ancient Gaelic as a
50:07
razor bit into his cheek. Two
50:10
boot-lacks became wide-eyed and rushed
50:12
for her feet. No, Bernice
50:14
didn't care for a shine. Outside,
50:17
a passerby stopped and stared. A
50:19
couple joined him. Half a
50:21
dozen small boys' noses sprang into
50:23
life, flattened against the glass, and
50:26
snatches of conversation borne on the
50:28
summer breeze drifted in through the
50:30
screen door. Look
50:32
at the long hair on a kid! Where you
50:34
get that stuff? That's a bearded lady, he just
50:37
finished shaving. But Bernice
50:39
saw nothing, heard nothing. Her
50:41
only living sense told her that this man
50:43
in the white coat had
50:46
removed one tortoise-shell comb and
50:48
then another, that his fingers
50:51
were fumbling clumsily with unfamiliar
50:53
hairpins, but this
50:55
hair, this wonderful hair of
50:57
hers, was going. She
51:01
would never again feel its long
51:03
voluptuous pull as it hung
51:05
in a dark brown glory down her back.
51:09
For a second she was near breaking down, and
51:12
then the picture before her swam mechanically
51:14
into her vision, Marjorie's mouth curling in
51:16
a faint ironic smile as if to
51:18
say, Give up and get down,
51:21
you tried to buck me and I called your
51:23
bluff. You see, you haven't
51:25
got a prayer. And
51:28
some last energy rose up in Bernice, for
51:31
she clenched her hands under the white cloth,
51:33
and there was a curious narrowing of
51:36
her eyes that Marjorie remarked on to
51:38
someone long afterward. Twenty
51:40
minutes later the barber swung her round
51:43
to face the mirror, and
51:45
she flinched, at the full
51:47
extent of the damage that had been wrought.
51:51
Her hair was not curly, and
51:53
now it lay in lank, lifeless blocks
51:56
on both sides of her suddenly pale
51:58
face. It was ugly
52:00
as sin. She
52:03
had known it would be ugly as sin. Her
52:05
face's chief charm had been
52:07
a Madonna-like simplicity. Now
52:10
that was gone, and she was, well,
52:13
frightfully mediocre. Not
52:16
stagey, only ridiculous, like
52:18
a Greenwich villager who had left her spectacles
52:20
at home. As
52:23
she climbed down from the chair, she tried to smile.
52:26
Failed miserably. She
52:28
sought two of the girls' exchange glances. Notice
52:31
Margaery's mouth curved in attenuated
52:34
mockery, and that Warren's eyes
52:36
were suddenly very cold. You
52:39
see, her words fell into
52:41
an awkward pause. I've
52:44
done it. Yes,
52:46
you've done it, admitted
52:49
Warren. Do you like
52:51
it? There
52:53
was a half-hearted, sure, from
52:55
two or three voices, another
52:57
awkward pause, and then
52:59
Margaery turned swiftly with her serpent-like
53:01
intensity to Warren. Would you
53:04
mind running me down to the cleaners? She asked.
53:06
I simply can't. To get a dress there
53:09
before supper. Roberta's driving home right now, and she
53:11
can take the others. Warren
53:14
stared abstractedly at some infinite speck
53:16
out the window. Then
53:18
for an instant, his eyes rested
53:21
coldly on Bernice before they turned
53:23
to Margaery. Be
53:25
glad to, he said
53:27
slowly. Bernice
53:34
did not fully realize the outrageous trap that
53:36
had been set for her until
53:39
she met her aunt's amazed
53:41
glance just before dinner. Why,
53:44
Bernice! I've
53:46
bobbed at Aunt Josephine. Why,
53:48
child! Do you like
53:51
it? Why, Bernice! I
53:53
suppose I've shocked you. No, but
53:57
what'll Mrs. Day-o think tomorrow night, Bernice?
54:00
you should have waited until after the
54:02
Deyo's dance. You should have
54:04
waited if you wanted to do that." It
54:07
was sudden, Aunt Josephine. Anyway, why
54:09
does it matter to Mrs. Deyo particularly? Why
54:12
child! cried Mrs. Harvey. In
54:16
her paper on the foibles of the
54:18
younger generation that she read in the
54:20
last meeting of the Thursday Club, she
54:22
devoted fifteen minutes to bobbed hair. It's
54:25
a pet abomination and the dance
54:28
is for you and Marjorie. I'm
54:31
sorry. Oh, B'nees, what'll
54:33
your mother say? She'll
54:35
think I'll let you do it. I'm
54:38
sorry. Dinner
54:41
was in agony. She
54:43
had made a hasty attempt with a curling
54:45
iron and burned her finger and much hair.
54:49
She could see that her aunt was both worried
54:51
and grieved and her uncle kept
54:53
saying, Well, I'll be darned.
54:56
Over and over, in
54:58
a hurt and faintly hostile tone. And
55:02
Marjorie sat very quietly,
55:05
entrenched behind a faint smile,
55:07
a faintly mocking smile.
55:11
Somehow she got through the evening.
55:13
Three boys called, Marjorie disappeared with
55:15
one of them, and B'nees made
55:17
a listless, unsuccessful attempt to entertain
55:20
the two others. Side
55:22
thankfully as she climbed the stairs to her
55:24
room at half-past tenth, what
55:27
a day! When
55:29
she had undressed for the night, the door
55:31
opened and Marjorie came in. B'nees,
55:35
she said, I'm awfully sorry
55:37
about the day-o dance. I'll give you
55:39
my word of honor I'd forgotten all
55:41
about it. It's all right,
55:44
said B'nees shortly. Standing
55:46
before the mirror, she passed her comb
55:48
slowly through her short hair. I'll
55:51
take you downtown tomorrow, continued Marjorie,
55:54
and the hairdresser will fix it so you look slick.
55:57
I didn't imagine you'd go through with it. I'm really
55:59
mad. mighty sorry. Oh, it's all right. Still,
56:04
it's your last night, so I suppose it won't
56:07
matter much." Then
56:09
Bernice winced as Marjorie tossed
56:12
her own hair over her shoulders
56:14
and began to twist it slowly
56:16
into two long blonde braids until
56:19
in her cream-colored negligee she looked
56:22
like a delicate painting of some
56:24
Saxon princess. Fascinated,
56:27
Bernice watched the braids
56:29
grow, heavy and luxurious
56:31
they were, moving under the supple
56:33
fingers like restive snakes and to
56:36
Bernice remained this relic and
56:38
the curling iron and a tomorrow full
56:40
of eyes. She
56:43
could see G. Reese stuttered, who liked her,
56:45
assuming his Harvard manner and telling his
56:47
dinner partner that Bernice shouldn't have been
56:50
allowed to go to the movie so
56:52
much. She could see
56:54
Draycott Deo exchanging glances with his
56:57
mother and then being conscientiously charitable
56:59
to her. But
57:01
then perhaps by tomorrow Mrs. Deo would
57:03
have heard the news, would send round
57:05
an icy little note requesting that she
57:07
fail to appear and behind
57:10
her back they would all laugh and know
57:12
that Marjorie had made a fool of her,
57:15
that her chance at beauty had been
57:17
sacrificed to the jealous whim of a
57:19
selfish girl. She
57:21
sat down suddenly before the mirror,
57:23
biting the inside of her cheek. I
57:27
like it, she said with an effort. I
57:30
think it'll be becoming. Marjorie
57:33
smiled. It looks all right.
57:35
For heaven's sake don't let it worry you. I
57:39
wrote, good night Bernice. But
57:43
as the door closed, something
57:45
snapped within Bernice. She
57:48
sprang dynamically to her feet, clenching
57:50
her hands, then swiftly and noiselessly
57:52
crossed over to her bed and
57:54
from underneath it dragged out her
57:57
suitcase, into which she tossed
57:59
toilet articles. and a change of clothing. Then
58:01
she turned to her trunk and quickly
58:04
dumped in two drawerfuls of lingerie and
58:06
summer dresses. She moved quietly but with
58:08
a deadly efficiency, and in three-quarters of
58:11
an hour her trunk was locked and
58:13
strapped, and she was fully dressed in
58:15
a becoming new travelling suit that Marjorie
58:17
had helped her pick out. Sitting
58:21
down at her desk, she wrote a
58:23
short note to Mrs. Harvey, in which
58:25
she briefly outlined her reasons for going.
58:28
She sealed it, addressed it, and
58:30
laid it on her pillow. She glanced at
58:32
her watch. The train left it
58:34
one, and she knew that if she walked
58:37
down to the Marlboro Hotel two blocks away,
58:39
she could easily get a taxicab. Suddenly
58:42
she drew in her breath sharply, and
58:45
an expression flashed into her eyes that
58:48
a practised character reader might have connected vaguely
58:50
with the set look she had worn in
58:53
the barber's chair. Somehow,
58:55
a development of it. It
58:57
was quite a new look for Bernice, and
58:59
it carried consequences. She
59:02
went stealthily to the bureau, picked up
59:04
an article that lay there, and turning
59:06
out all the lights, stood quietly
59:09
until her eyes became accustomed to the
59:12
darkness. Softly, she
59:15
pushed open the door to Marjorie's room.
59:18
She heard the quiet, even
59:20
breathing, even untroubled
59:22
conscience asleep. She
59:26
was by the bedside now, very deliberate
59:28
and calm. She acted
59:30
swiftly. Bending over, she found
59:32
one of the braids of Marjorie's hair, followed
59:35
it up with her hand to the point
59:37
nearest the head, and then
59:39
holding it a little slack so that the
59:41
sleeper would feel no pull. She
59:43
reached down with the shears and severed
59:45
it. With a pigtail in
59:47
her hand, she held her breath. Marjorie
59:51
had muttered something in her sleep. The
1:00:00
and silently. Back. To her own
1:00:02
room. Downstairs she opened
1:00:04
the big front door, closed it
1:00:06
carefully behind her. And. Feeling
1:00:08
oddly happy and exuberant, stepped off
1:00:11
the porch into the moonlight, swinging
1:00:13
her heavy grip like a shopping
1:00:15
bag. After a myth
1:00:17
brisk walk she discovered that her left
1:00:19
hand still held the to blonde braids.
1:00:22
She laughed unexpectedly had a shot,
1:00:24
her mouth hard. To. Keep from
1:00:27
a knitting an absolute feel. She
1:00:29
was passing Warrants house now and
1:00:31
on the impulse she said don't
1:00:33
her baggage and swinging the braid
1:00:35
like pieces of rope slung them
1:00:37
with the wooden porch where they
1:00:39
landed with a slight stand. She
1:00:42
laughed again, no longer restraining herself,
1:00:46
She. Giggled wildly scalp the
1:00:48
selfish thing. Than
1:00:50
picking up her suitcase, she said off that
1:00:53
a half run. Down. The
1:00:55
moonlit street. This
1:01:09
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