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Hello , hello , hello yeah

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.

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Hey , hey , hey , hey . How's

5:30

everybody doing out there today ? Hope

5:35

everybody had a great day . I'm

5:38

having a good day , you know , just

5:41

out here , chilling , enjoying

5:44

life , living life , because I

5:46

don't let it live me . That's what Pitbull

5:48

says . I love that saying . You

5:51

know what's the point of you

5:53

know not living life you know

5:56

, no need to

5:58

be stressed out over things that we can't control

6:00

. You

6:03

know , I'm just saying I

6:07

want to welcome you out to the show . My name is Derek

6:09

. I am Endeavor Empire . Hopefully

6:14

everything is good . I'm good , you know

6:16

, not

6:18

really much on during

6:21

these summer months or springtime months , you

6:23

know , things kind of go off . So I found myself

6:25

binge watching a couple of shows , you

6:28

know , but besides working

6:30

and taking care of the kids and trying

6:33

to keep myself busy , well , you know , that's

6:35

pretty much what I do

6:37

. You know , still

6:39

don't have any friends that's

6:42

another podcast , but any

6:44

event , it's all good . So , in

6:48

any event , I hope everybody's enjoying their day

6:50

, everybody's having fun

6:52

, not worrying too much about the small things that

6:54

we can't control , but the things that we

6:56

can try to control in front of us

6:58

. I hope everybody

7:00

is happy and , as I

7:02

said , just enjoying life . I know I

7:05

am . So

7:07

, in any event , today

7:10

show which

7:12

I'm not sure we

7:15

got more fan mail . This

7:18

listener wants to remain anonymous

7:23

as well , as it's

7:28

up to him , but you know , no questions

7:30

asked . You know , you guys email

7:33

in and I read and I just

7:35

give my honest opinion , you

7:37

know . Uh

7:42

, he's

7:46

got a bit of a question for me which I'm not

7:48

sure how to not really

7:51

take it . I'm not sure how to answer , but

7:53

I want to give my best opinion of

7:55

it . This

7:58

listener is

8:02

wrote in and

8:05

this is entitled Love

8:08

is Real , this

8:13

red . This letter reads

8:16

as follows Derek

8:21

, I would first like to say that I enjoy

8:23

your podcast . I've

8:25

been listening since you started

8:27

, even though , in my opinion , there's not a lot

8:30

of shows like yours . So

8:32

thank you . Oh , thank you , unknown

8:35

listener . I

8:38

know I'm different , but you know I'm pretty sure

8:40

that there's a

8:42

lot of podcasts out there . I'm

8:44

not sure they're relatable to my , but hey , I wish

8:46

everybody the best . You know , just do it Because

8:49

I like talking and I love to interact

8:51

with people

8:54

that send me things on Instagram

8:56

or not so much

8:58

as Facebook anymore , because you know that's slowly dwindling

9:00

out . Then there's this new thing called threads

9:02

, which I guess is supposed to be

9:04

the debate of the

9:07

Twitter , but I don't even use Twitter . In

9:09

any event , he

9:12

starts off with questions that he wants to ask me , so

9:15

we're going to kind of circle back

9:18

to that , but I'm going to go ahead and read the questions and I'm going to

9:20

finish reading his letter

9:22

. I've

9:24

recently been chatting with a female from the island

9:26

of Gardell , of Samal

9:28

, and though she's ridiculously

9:30

beautiful , she is a lady boy . She told

9:33

me this the second time we talked

9:35

and I was a bit shocked . I really didn't

9:37

care , but I'm in love . Oh

9:39

, slow down , cowboy , I'm

9:41

in love with her . She's constantly asked

9:43

for money , so I have some questions for you . Okay

9:46

, so this is

9:48

not me . When these people , when

9:51

you listen to this call , I mean when you guys write

9:53

to me , I take your letters and read

9:55

them as follows I don't change anything . And

9:58

if I do change anything , I kind of get your approval

10:00

for it , but you didn't change anything

10:02

. His first question is is

10:05

asking am I gay ? And

10:08

the second question that he had for me is that have you ever

10:10

had this problem ? His

10:12

third question why are they

10:14

so aggressive and demanding money ? They

10:17

said that they would send me videos . I must admit

10:19

I have fallen victim to this many times

10:21

and though I can't seem to stop , I

10:24

really want to be with her . What

10:29

would you do ? His the other question is question number

10:31

four . Is that what would you do for love ? Let

10:33

me rephrase that Would you ever date a lady boy

10:35

? So those

10:37

are the four questions he's had for me , but

10:39

we're going to come back to the questions and I'm going to finish reading

10:42

his letter and then we're going

10:44

to get back to it . I'm only

10:46

asking because I've been singing for about eight years

10:48

and I have tried and tried and

10:51

all have been in disaster after disaster

10:53

. So I want to try something different

10:55

. I'm 35 years old

10:57

, I have no kids , nor do

10:59

I want any . I work in a high

11:01

end dealership selling luxury imports and

11:04

most relationships I've had

11:06

was all about the money and though I

11:08

didn't like telling the women what I do

11:10

, because I wanted to see what type of woman that they are , I

11:13

get that , derek . I have to tell

11:15

you that they never

11:17

disappoint and it's usually by the third

11:19

date . The girl

11:22

I'm talking to , the girl I'm talking about

11:24

, is Natalia Beautiful name

11:26

, she's 22 . She's

11:28

a dream come true . I'm visiting her

11:30

in August of this year and I hope it

11:32

goes as I plan . I'm a bit nervous

11:34

because I haven't told my parents . But

11:37

they are supportive of me , but

11:39

they don't want , but they don't know that she is a lady

11:41

boy . I

11:44

know that this will literally send my dad

11:46

into a coma or sorry

11:48

, that didn't mean that or a heart attack

11:50

. But I

11:53

have to say it's my life and I want to be happy

11:55

. I know you'll

11:57

be going to Manila and I want your honest opinion

11:59

. I've also tried transgender dating

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sites . I've also

12:04

tried a transgender dating

12:06

site here , but I'm like you , I

12:08

don't want America

12:11

and I want something different . Nothing against the

12:13

LBGTQ , but there's a lot

12:15

going on here in America . That's

12:17

that's true there . I'll give

12:19

you that Um

12:22

first off

12:24

for my unknown listener . Thank you for the letter

12:26

. We're going to dive

12:28

into some things and we're going to talk about some things

12:31

, and I gather that

12:33

you're writing me this letter because of a previous

12:36

show that I did about

12:38

a young man

12:40

that recently

12:43

found out the woman he was

12:45

seeing was transgender

12:47

. Now , this isn't

12:50

my area of expertise it really

12:52

isn't . But I will give my most honest opinion

12:54

and , as I said before , I have no

12:56

issues with the LGBTQ

12:59

. I have no issue with my cousin

13:01

is gay . So I've

13:03

had um , I've

13:06

had cousins that were gay and I have one that's gay

13:08

now , and I know

13:11

some people that I come in

13:13

contact with , uh , for

13:15

my job that they're gay . It's nothing

13:17

wrong with it . So

13:20

I'm

13:22

going to start with the first question Am I gay

13:24

? I don't know . I don't know . Um

13:28

, I wish I knew you well enough to

13:30

say yeah , your name . But then again , that's

13:32

not really my place to say . You know

13:34

. I mean , you've

13:37

expressed that you were looking

13:40

for something different in

13:42

life , that you've been single for

13:44

eight years . I mean , I get it

13:46

. We all , at some point in

13:48

our life , are lonely and

13:50

we want some kind of companionship . Um , it's

13:53

your business , it's your prerogative

13:55

. I can't

13:58

say yeah , your name to the fact you

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. The second question that you've asked me is

14:04

if I've ever had this

14:06

problem . I can't

14:08

say that I have my friend . I really can't

14:10

, because I love women . Oh , my

14:12

God , I love women . I love women . Um

14:15

, as I said

14:17

before in previous

14:19

podcasts , maybe early

14:22

on at the start of my show , there was a lot of

14:24

people that thought I was gay . I was raised

14:26

with nothing but women

14:28

, um , and

14:31

some people to this very day still think I'm gay . I don't know

14:33

why , but I don't really give a shit , I don't care

14:35

. You know I

14:38

have kids . I know she's like , oh , you could be a down low

14:40

brother . No , not quite . I love women . I

14:42

really , really love women . So

14:44

I

14:46

haven't really had this a problem ? I haven't

14:49

. Um , then

14:52

your third question that you ask why

14:56

are they so aggressive and demanding for money ? And

14:59

they say they will send you videos . Well , here's

15:01

the thing in my

15:03

experience , I have chatted

15:06

with lady boys of the

15:08

Philippines and that's

15:10

just out of sheer I

15:12

don't really want to say accidental , because

15:15

I'm not really searching for them , it's you

15:18

know , the show that

15:20

I do is streamed

15:23

all over the world , which was surprising

15:25

to me when I read the statistics . And

15:27

there are people in the Philippines , there

15:29

are people in the UK , there are people

15:31

even in Africa listening to my show

15:33

, and I couldn't be more happier

15:36

. So , and

15:38

I do put my tag out there . As

15:40

for my followers for Instagram

15:42

, um , so I have links

15:45

on my pages for Instagram or Facebook

15:47

. So I have chatted um

15:50

, quite a bit . Mine would roughly

15:52

say about maybe

15:55

, maybe 10 of them I

15:57

have and I

16:00

can't really say . I mean , I've had the not

16:02

really the same problem , but I have the problem that you've had . Even

16:04

just second , I've had the problem that

16:06

you had you know they would come

16:09

asking for money and um

16:12

, you know they would send you videos

16:14

Me personally . It does nothing for

16:16

me , um , and

16:19

I quickly would kind of end

16:21

the friendship or

16:23

I would block them . But you

16:25

know as well as I know everybody can find any and

16:27

every way to create a second page and

16:30

just as quick as I block them , they come back . So

16:32

I do have some lady boys

16:34

that I chat with online on Instagram

16:36

, um , simply

16:39

just for just for conversation

16:41

. You know , they ask

16:43

how America is and how beautiful it

16:45

is . They see it on YouTube and , if

16:48

they have , if we have such

16:50

a higher problem or an issue with

16:52

transgenders or lady boys

16:54

, I think over here we

16:57

call them she males or

16:59

we don't call them lady boys , we call them she males

17:01

or transgenders . So

17:03

I don't really

17:06

have

17:12

that problem . Um , they

17:15

demand money because it's a hustle

17:17

. I mean , listen , I've

17:20

said this before these

17:23

the lady boys in the Philippines or in Thailand

17:25

, they are really something different than what we

17:27

see over in the States . I mean

17:30

, they are , their bodies are geared , they look

17:32

just exactly like women on the

17:34

outside . I mean , oh my God , you really

17:36

can't tell , you really can't

17:38

. It's ridiculous the way they look . I mean it's

17:40

just like , oh my God , this is holy

17:43

crap . I mean , you just don't know what's

17:45

underneath that hood until

17:49

you know they tell you what's under there

17:51

, I mean , but then again , you can't really drop

17:55

a car without getting to know the feel of it . But you

17:57

know , I get it , I get it . So

18:00

to

18:04

me it's a hustle . I don't know

18:06

. You've been talking to this young

18:09

lady , natalia Um

18:11

. She's 22 . She's from the island

18:13

of some malls

18:16

, small island off the Philippines

18:18

. I looked that up , but

18:21

I don't know if you sent money to her or

18:23

if she sent you videos , it is

18:25

. Here's the other thing If you

18:27

, if she gave you her name or a picture

18:30

, I'm not sure Um does it

18:32

even say where you met this young lady

18:34

. I didn't really say where

18:36

you met her at , um , I'm going

18:38

to go on a limb and say you either met her on

18:40

social media site , whether that could

18:42

be Facebook , which is commonly

18:44

highly popular , because most of

18:46

them don't really know how to use Instagram that well

18:48

, but Facebook they do

18:51

and they are very popular on Facebook . So

18:54

, um

18:57

, I'm

19:02

sorry , I was just looking at a text message , my

19:04

bad . So it's

19:08

a hustle because they have more than

19:10

one page and keep in mind , you're not the only

19:12

guy that they're talking to . I can guarantee you that

19:14

. So I'll

19:17

give you my experience

19:19

, my example . There was one

19:21

um lady while

19:23

I was talking to just to say , hey

19:25

, how you doing ? And the minute I started talking

19:27

to her , it's like uh

19:30

, five more popped up . That's because they're there

19:32

with friends . They're there with friends , okay

19:34

, they run in . It's like a herd , they run in packs

19:36

, okay . So if

19:39

you don't give them what they want , then the next one's going to

19:41

try , and they're going to try to entice you with all

19:43

kinds of things . It's that and the other . And , oh

19:45

, my God , I love you , I want to be with you . Yada

19:47

, yada , yada , whoop , doo , whoop . Um , there

19:49

are videos on YouTube , um

19:52

, about lady

19:54

boys and I mean it's not all bad , but

19:57

they're young . I mean , Jesus , they're

19:59

young . Um , when

20:01

I say they're young , they're , they're really young

20:03

. So they start off around . I

20:07

don't know , maybe 16 , but in

20:10

my opinion they're kind of like younger females

20:13

, but they're transgender

20:15

, but they have the makings and the , the

20:18

ideas of the females . You know , you're

20:20

hot , you're cute , I can bat my eyes

20:22

, I can tell you what you want to hear and I'm

20:24

going to get what I want . That's basically the premise

20:26

, or the notion is use what you got to get what

20:28

you won't . You know I think that was in players

20:31

club , it moved , by the way oh

20:35

. So that's

20:38

basically what they're doing , and

20:40

you're

20:43

you're , you're saying that you're going to go there and you're

20:45

going to meet her . Well , that's fine . That's

20:47

fine , um . You're

20:51

really in love with this young lady , um

20:54

, and

20:56

I

20:58

honestly don't know what to tell you . Besides , be careful

21:00

, um . There

21:03

are videos on YouTube that I suggest you

21:05

look , and maybe and

21:09

I'm not sure how long you've been talking

21:11

to her , but she says she's a dream to come true

21:13

. Listen , I know

21:15

your feelings are maybe getting the best of

21:17

you . I know that there's something about

21:19

her that's maybe has

21:22

you excited and that you're

21:24

hoping that this is the one , um

21:26

, but and you have to ask yourself

21:28

this is this a road that

21:30

you want to go down ? Is this the life that

21:32

you want to try to get

21:35

involved in ? I'm

21:37

not shading you . I'm not saying nothing wrong

21:39

. I'm just telling you , um

21:41

, what the outcome may or

21:43

may not be . If this is something that you want

21:45

to pursue , by all means pursue it . If not

21:47

, if you think this is just a fling and you

21:50

want to see how this is going to go . Hey , keep

21:52

in mind , if she's asking you for money now , I

21:55

guarantee you when you get there it's going to be a lot worse

21:57

, a lot worse . So

21:59

if a relationship , if a relationship

22:01

starts off with money right out the bad or out the

22:04

front gate , it's probably not a good idea . It

22:06

isn't , it isn't . So I would

22:08

probably try to you

22:11

know . Still clear of that , um , if you

22:13

can , if you can um

22:16

, you said you tried

22:18

transgender dating sites in the U ? S , but

22:21

you want something different . I haven't tried

22:24

any transgender dating sites . I really haven't

22:26

, um , partially in part

22:28

. I just don't know what to do and I don't want

22:30

to kind of lead somebody on . I

22:32

might investigate further If I

22:34

continue to get more letters like this , to

22:37

see what it is and how

22:39

it is . But the only site I was on was

22:41

Filipino Cupid . Now there were transgenders

22:44

on there and

22:46

they didn't openly

22:48

tell you that . Um

22:50

, you kind of had to figure it out for yourself . I

22:52

mean , in a way , you kind of can Um

22:56

, but you know that's

23:02

just the site I've been on . So I

23:05

know there's a lot of sites , a lot of things . But

23:08

I kind of wish you well on

23:10

that journey . So I hope that

23:13

you

23:15

know . It sounds to

23:17

me and I don't want to be wrong

23:20

in saying this but it sounds like you giving up

23:22

on women and you want to try

23:24

to transgender , like to see if that's any different . Again

23:26

, I can't speak to that effect . I really

23:28

don't know . So maybe

23:31

you should kind of do some reading

23:33

upon it , maybe look on YouTube . There's

23:36

a lot of things on YouTube that you can find where

23:38

people have dated transgender to see how

23:40

the relationship goes and if it's good . If

23:42

it's good . If it's not , it's not . But you

23:45

shouldn't jump into something without knowing what

23:47

it is . First , you're trying to do something

23:49

different . You want to try something different . You want to be

23:52

loved , you want to be , you

23:54

want to be with somebody . I got to tell you , my friend

23:57

, since my wife has died I

24:01

don't know Everybody's different I just haven't felt the need

24:03

to be what's

24:07

the word I'm looking for ? I haven't felt the need

24:10

, you know , to just

24:12

rush out into another relationship . You

24:14

know I miss my wife . I do , and

24:16

I do want love and I found

24:19

love , but I

24:21

don't want to rush into it . And then , furthermore , if

24:23

, if it wasn't for women

24:25

, I can't say I would actually go and

24:27

date a transgender

24:30

, which brings me to your fourth question

24:32

. I can't say that I would

24:35

, as far as hanging out talking

24:37

. Yes , I would , because they're people , but

24:39

my life is

24:42

not something that I would experiment with

24:44

. I know it's different for women versus

24:46

men , but and it's not even

24:48

about that I have to have a connection . Me

24:51

personally , I'm looking to have two more

24:53

kids before

24:55

I can't have any more , whenever the hell that is

24:58

. But you know that's just me . But

25:00

you say you don't want kids . So it

25:03

sounds like your life is going

25:05

well and you're just tired of being

25:07

the ATM

25:10

for some relationships , because when you tell

25:12

them what they do , it's like a light bulb goes off

25:14

or it's like mind blowing in there

25:16

their head explodes , and then it's all

25:18

about money , and especially if you sell luxury imports

25:21

, I kind of know where this is going . Is

25:23

it hard to find love ? It is , it is

25:25

. You've been single for eight years . You've been trying for

25:27

eight years . I honestly don't know how to take

25:29

it . Go with this . I don't , you know

25:31

. The only thing I can say is don't give up

25:33

on love . I

25:36

think there's somebody out there that you will

25:38

find and I

25:40

want to say I hope this works out for you , but

25:43

something tells me it's not going to . Like

25:46

I said , I don't know . Let

25:48

me check here in your letter . So

25:52

it sounds like you haven't told Natalia

25:54

what you do for

25:56

a living and , again , I wish I had more

25:58

information as to if

26:00

you give her money or if she knows exactly what

26:02

you do . But if you're going to

26:05

the Philippines I'm

26:07

not sure if you're going to visit her in her

26:09

home country , but if you're going there , something

26:13

tells me , buddy , you don't you

26:15

travel in style . If there's something

26:17

telling you traveling style and

26:19

you probably look good traveling I mean

26:21

you sell luxury imports . For Christ's sake . I

26:23

mean , my God , I

26:25

couldn't sell water to a fish . I

26:27

mean , sales is just not my thing . So

26:30

obviously you're doing well , but

26:33

I got to be , you know for

26:35

warn you , it might not go the

26:37

way that you want . You know You're

26:43

going to a country where Ladyboys

26:48

are highly popular , popular between

26:51

them and Bangkok , or Thailand . I think Thailand

26:53

has the title for being number

26:55

one in Ladyboys

26:58

because they

27:00

are very popular . They're

27:02

very . Again , when

27:04

you see them . It's

27:09

like they look exactly like a woman . They

27:11

really do so

27:16

. I don't know how they get the bodies . They get

27:18

known that they were men before . It's

27:20

just baffling to me , but

27:23

I do . I am aware they do . They do take hormones

27:25

to enhance . So

27:28

Thailand facts about Ladyboys

27:30

is known as the land of smile , but it's also

27:32

known as the land of Ladyboys . Compared

27:34

to other country like the Philippines or Malaysia

27:37

, thailand has a long history

27:39

of high , higher populations

27:41

of Ladyboys in the world

27:43

. As a matter of fact , the

27:45

world Ladyboys . English translation for

27:48

Katooie , a

27:50

Thai word for transgender women

27:53

and effeminate

27:55

gay man . Katooie is

27:58

different . Yeah , here we call

28:00

them females . That's interesting . So

28:03

the term

28:05

transgender is rarely used

28:07

in Thailand . Instead , the common

28:10

term Katooie , which is once used

28:12

and defined as intersex people , human

28:15

beings who are born with ambiguous

28:17

genitalia Not

28:20

sure what that meant , but I did look it up . It's quite

28:22

interesting . Katooie

28:25

has become entirely common in the

28:27

Thai society . Like everyone else , they

28:29

go about their daily affair shopping

28:31

, meeting with friends , using public transportation

28:34

, visiting the temple . Ladyboy

28:37

, transgenders or third gender is rarely

28:39

used in Thailand . It's

28:42

interesting . It's interesting . So

28:44

I did some homework on this because apparently

28:46

they're very

28:48

welcoming of the

28:50

ladyboy , versus

28:55

here , where we have issues about everything

28:57

and we have to . Some people

28:59

have to fear what they don't understand or have

29:02

to hate what

29:05

they fear . So

29:07

Thailand

29:10

beholds the highest rate of transsexuals

29:13

, though , throughout the world . You

29:15

hear that . So , america , we ain't number

29:18

one . Ok , as much as we like to be

29:20

number one , in that we are clearly not , which I

29:22

kind of knew . That , because Thailand

29:24

I mean Jesus Christ , if you look

29:26

at these videos online , and

29:28

I mean these people party like there's no tomorrow

29:30

, so you never know what foods

29:33

you're getting at the end of the day . I mean what

29:35

? What gift bags , or to speak . I

29:38

know if I intended , but that's the way it came

29:40

out . So

29:42

it's interesting , though it

29:44

really is . So

29:51

they have the large population , energy

29:53

, where they said they go about their daily lives , so they don't

29:55

have the issues that we have over here . So

29:58

I think you're OK on that

30:00

department , because over

30:03

here , it's an issue about everything when it

30:05

comes to LGBTQ

30:08

people or whatever

30:10

, and it's a whole thing . Over

30:12

here it's not , but there's

30:17

other facts . Um , these

30:25

people , the Thai community creates sound

30:27

public opinion environment for those of

30:29

a different sexual orientation . They

30:32

can enjoy their freedom , their freedom of

30:34

expressing yourself . Katoi

30:37

career . A word here about

30:39

economics . A nose

30:41

operation can cost from US

30:44

240 . Sex reassignment

30:46

surgery can cost up to 950 . Jesus

30:49

, I want to do that . To

30:52

save even that money , one

30:54

needs a job , while salaries are low in

30:56

Thailand . The cost of surgery , therefore , acts

30:58

draw to contui to

31:01

the capital , rents and

31:04

the bars , for word . So they're like

31:06

bar girls , basically what

31:08

we call prostitutions over here . They're like bar

31:10

girls over there . So While

31:14

the sellers are small , much more might

31:16

be earned from tips Given my tourists

31:18

and taking photos . Yeah , we've seen a lot of that

31:20

, not of that . But

31:23

here's another thing that's fun fact

31:25

we're not fun fact , but a fact about

31:27

them Like over

31:29

here you could have gender

31:31

reassignment and that can be changed

31:34

. Over here you can identify

31:36

as a woman . Over there there's no such thing

31:39

. So you're born a man

31:41

, you're considered as a man in law

31:43

. As far as the Thai government is concerned , male

31:47

to female transsexuals are legally

31:49

men . Transsexuals cannot legally

31:51

change their gender on their ID

31:53

cards . Transsexual birth

31:56

gender must remain the same on their passport

31:58

as well , a

32:00

fact that can lead , which to confusion and unwanted

32:02

scrutiny at the border crossing . Well

32:04

, yeah , yeah . Thailand

32:07

also prohibit same sex marriage means you can't

32:09

get married to a

32:12

transgender person in their country , meaning

32:18

that when the partner transsexual died , the deceased

32:20

family will receive any and all assets

32:22

. That is interesting . And here we are

32:24

, over here going crazy

32:26

about same sex marriage and

32:29

. But in Thailand you're still free

32:31

to do whatever you want as a

32:33

transgender person , because

32:36

you still have rights as a man

32:38

. But they don't really blow out a proportion . But

32:40

then again , you know , look at these videos

32:42

. They do live a pretty good life , you know . I'm just

32:44

saying they do Hold

32:50

on . I had to get my T and hit my

32:52

V , but it's interesting . You

32:54

know , when I was reading up on this letter I decided

32:56

to do a little history , do a little homework

32:59

, and because

33:02

I know over here in America we have to

33:04

have everything , we're like kind of spoiled

33:06

about everything or we're overly

33:10

excited about everything , and I don't know

33:12

why that is when there's parts of the other country

33:14

have their laws in place and

33:16

their laws are in place for a reason . Do I think this

33:18

is good in Thailand ? Hell ?

33:20

yeah .

33:20

I do because I'm so sick

33:23

and tired of and I don't want to

33:25

get off this guy's , this guy's letter

33:27

. But I'm so sick and tired of all

33:29

the bullshit when we talk about oh , I don't identify

33:32

as this , I don't identify as that , I'm non-binary

33:34

, I'm just that any other , I don't even

33:36

. I just call yourself transgender . Why

33:38

does every year it has to be something new . Okay

33:42

, I don't want to rant about this , because I did

33:44

this before when I talked about this

33:46

. I want to stick to this guy's letter . So

33:48

, my friend , I think

33:50

that all the lady boys are

33:52

. They're

33:56

very popular and

33:58

they are not at all beautiful . They are indeed

34:00

girls who make people's hearts excited

34:03

and I think that's where you come in and

34:05

some are even more feminine than women . So

34:09

a local girl complaint

34:11

name Jai-yin

34:14

Jai-yin . I don't know it's complicated

34:17

, but she said it was unfair , and

34:20

I get it , because lady boys

34:22

of the Philippines

34:24

or the or

34:27

Thailand are

34:29

way seen that they're way better looking than the females

34:32

. But you can't really tell until you take them

34:34

home and you know , check up underneath

34:36

that hood , see

34:38

if it's automatic or if it's a stick ship

34:40

. Holy

34:45

shit , oh , my goodness , it's crazy

34:47

. But the

34:50

crazy thing is . When

34:52

you look at that , it's like , oh my goodness

34:55

, it is , it's is so

34:58

why

35:00

are so many people in the Philippines willing

35:02

to become Ladyboys ? The phenomenon of

35:04

transgender people in the Philippines

35:06

has been common centuries

35:09

ago . They often

35:11

played an important role in society at

35:13

that time . The people believe that they were psychics

35:16

. I'm not sure how the hell that's even possible . They

35:18

would have mediated between the visible world and

35:20

the invisible world . Now that makes sense

35:23

in the local areas . I've

35:25

also heard that another saying that the Philippines

35:27

is surrounded by sea . Most

35:30

of the men go out to see the fish . They drink

35:32

a lot of alcohol weekdays . Drinking

35:34

makes the birth rate of girls

35:37

increase Really . I didn't know that in

35:40

such a family environment Men

35:45

are lacking , which that's not that

35:48

that is completely , 100 percent accurate . It

35:50

is natural for young men in the family to imitate

35:53

women's behavior and gradually become

35:55

female orientated psychologically . Some

35:59

people who believe this is that has a lot to

36:01

do with the highest status of women in the country

36:03

. That is true , that

36:05

is very true , because

36:08

there's a lot more women than there are men

36:11

. And then , granted

36:14

, they don't have what we have over here . But oh

36:16

my God , it's ridiculous . I

36:19

mean , the men over there are like dogs

36:21

, literally walking around looking for a bone

36:23

. It's like they do what an actual dog

36:25

does and then they dip . You know

36:27

, dog gets a dog here pregnant and he's out

36:29

. You know you got to worry about shit . And they do

36:31

the same thing over there , which is weird . But

36:34

the birth rate

36:36

is higher , the women are higher

36:38

, and I get it because there's

36:40

not a man in the home and these young

36:42

boys often imitate what

36:45

these women do . And how

36:48

can you stop them ? I mean there's no father in the

36:50

home . I mean some try to

36:52

do better , but I don't know if

36:54

temptation gives in or the urge to resist

36:56

different , or just the fact of the

36:58

women are hanging around a lot more women , because

37:01

they're like banding together and you

37:03

know they're . They're not really want to say

37:05

male shame , but they're putting down their

37:08

other partner because they're not there to take any responsibility

37:10

. I mean , when I say the birth rate of children

37:12

in the Philippines is high , oh my God

37:14

, it's ridiculous , it really is . So

37:18

, my friend , I hope

37:20

that I can give you

37:22

some kind of pointers

37:25

on this . I don't know if this is a

37:28

life that you want to go down . If

37:30

it is , I'm happy for you . If

37:32

it isn't , I just want you to make sure that

37:34

this is something that you want to do , because

37:36

if this is something that you want to do , don't

37:38

go over there with . Don't

37:44

go over there thinking with the wrong head basically

37:46

. OK , because I know you've been single

37:48

for eight years and I know eight years is a long

37:50

time . I'm not sure what you've done to hold down

37:52

the time between the eight years

37:54

, but I can tell you exactly what I do to hold down the time

37:56

. I try to keep myself busy . Now

37:58

, only that I got my kids . I have OCD . I

38:01

clean a lot , a lot , and

38:04

sometimes I clean just to be clean . Then I try

38:06

to find conversations , or

38:08

I talk to my parents , or I talk to my

38:10

sisters or some people that I've

38:12

been in contact with . I talk to them . Can't really

38:14

call them friends , but

38:16

that's

38:18

, that's what I do . But

38:23

I

38:26

think , I

38:29

think and I want you to be careful about

38:32

this , I really do . I want

38:34

you to think

38:36

about when you go over there , have a

38:38

sort of a plan . Don't

38:40

see this person and think that it's

38:43

all fireworks . I hope that you

38:45

guys are getting to know each other . You know

38:47

, because , as I said in

38:49

the other podcast and like I said , I

38:52

assume that this is coming from this

38:54

podcast sort of speech . I assume

38:56

it's not you , but I assume it's coming . That's where

38:58

it's coming from and I get it . You

39:00

know , life is hard enough as it is because we

39:02

can't find the one that we want to be with , because

39:05

the one we want to be with there's so much bullshit out

39:07

there when it comes to social media and

39:09

money . You know so much bullshit

39:11

of trying to find love that you can't find

39:13

love because you have shit on social

39:16

media and people depicting that their

39:18

lives should be like the people on social media

39:20

. So I get it , I understand

39:23

it , I do . And

39:26

the crazy thing is this is

39:28

exactly why I don't have any friends , and

39:30

I know you don't want judgment to be passed

39:32

on your , nothing like that , but we all get

39:34

it . We all get it , we do . I'll give

39:36

you an example . So

39:39

since my wife died , I have been trying

39:41

to do what my therapist has told me to do

39:43

, and that's try to go out and make friends

39:45

. I've even tried to talk to people

39:47

that I knew

39:50

beforehand and

39:52

not

39:54

kind of making me say hey , let's go have

39:56

breakfast for lunch . I

39:59

kid you not . So a young lady that

40:01

I knew that me and my wife

40:03

knew Okay , I

40:05

wouldn't necessarily call his friends , we were

40:07

just friends because she knew my

40:09

mother and she was

40:11

very fond and she still fond of my mother . So

40:14

I reached out to her so

40:17

I can understand what you're talking about

40:19

, when you know it's

40:21

like the cold shoulder or it's like the money

40:23

thing . But this was needed . It was just a cold shoulder

40:26

, it wasn't a money thing . So I

40:29

asked my mom about her and I said , hey , how's she doing ? She's

40:31

doing all right . So , yeah , so you should reach out to her sometime . I said

40:33

, cool , I'll reach out to her . So

40:35

I reached out to her and

40:38

just told her basically , hey , you

40:40

know how are you doing ? Just checking on you and the family . Maybe

40:42

we can go grab breakfast or lunch sometime

40:44

not dinner or a movie , breakfast

40:47

or lunch , cause my black ass

40:49

is usually in the house by eight o'clock because I like to play

40:51

my video game real talk , real talk . I mean

40:53

, let me hit this big Hold on Good

40:59

stuff . But and

41:02

I told my mom and said , well , I reached out to her but

41:04

she did not respond . And

41:07

then my mom told me she's like oh , yeah , she

41:09

told me why she didn't respond . She was afraid

41:11

that you were going to hit on her . And

41:14

I was like , wow , wow

41:16

, this is why it

41:18

is so hard to find

41:21

friends . It really is

41:23

. I am a male

41:25

. Okay , I respect females

41:27

. And if I'm just reaching

41:29

out saying breakfast or lunch , how the

41:32

hell do you interpret that as to

41:34

be a date , breakfast or lunch ? It's

41:36

not dinner . Netflix and chill , it's

41:38

none of that . So I

41:41

get what you're saying , I

41:43

get where you're going and what

41:45

you're trying to do , that you really want to be in love

41:47

. I honestly think you might

41:49

be going about it the wrong way , because

41:52

I think you're kind of leading with not really

41:54

your heart but your emotion

41:56

, so to speak , and you're not letting

41:58

your heart decide what's best for you . You're

42:01

letting their emotions get the best of you

42:03

. So I understand that . I

42:05

mean , I understand that you're probably lonely after

42:07

eight years and you've had some failed Relationship

42:10

. But for me , just

42:12

because what this young lady did to me , it's not going

42:15

to tour who I am . I'm going to keep

42:17

doing me and keep not

42:20

not literally , I don't know what I'm trying to say

42:22

, so I'm going to tell me I'm going to do him

42:24

. I know what he's doing now , not a

42:26

joke but I'm just going to continue

42:28

to be me . You know , I'm not so

42:30

much in a rush . Do I want the affection

42:32

of a woman ? You damn sure , right , I do . But

42:35

this young lady that I'm talking to is

42:38

giving me all that . We chat on

42:40

a daily basis , you know . We talk

42:42

about life , we have fun and

42:44

we just can't wait to

42:46

see each other and how we can just

42:49

kind of evolve from there , and that's what

42:51

I want . Now I do

42:53

talk to people from my podcast

42:55

or you know listeners

42:57

or you know things like that , but

42:59

that's not saying I'm going to reach out to them

43:01

and say , hey , maybe we should do something , because I'm not going to

43:03

do this , I'm not going to do that . In

43:05

my mind . I

43:08

guess I'm tired of reaching out and saying

43:11

just hey , how you doing

43:13

? And then females are taking it the wrong way

43:15

. Oh , I have a man or I've

43:19

spread , you's going to hit on me . I was just

43:21

saying hi . So for me

43:23

now I feel that if

43:26

someone is interested in me , we

43:28

can talk about and we can start from there , but no

43:30

more will I be the one

43:32

to kind of initiate it and say I'll

43:35

say hi , I'll continue to say hi , I'll

43:37

continue to wave and I'll continue just to say

43:39

how you doing . But

43:43

I get what you're saying . You have

43:45

no kids and you have no

43:47

kids . I mean geez , that's

43:50

, and I'm not sure I think this

43:52

. And you say you don't want kids . So I'm sure that's

43:54

the life that you chose for yourself , but

43:56

I don't . There's a lot

43:58

of facts in your letter that I don't really have to

44:00

go on . So I'm just going to kind of go on with

44:05

you . But

44:08

I don't know

44:10

, my friend , I don't know , but

44:13

I hope I

44:19

hope that you're thinking

44:21

long and hard about this . I hope

44:23

that you don't go over there and you get disappointed

44:25

, because I understand that it

44:29

sounds like this is your first time going over

44:31

. It may be or may not , but if it's your first time

44:33

going , you can get lost over there . You're

44:35

sitting with me hangover oh well , bangkok's

44:38

got them now , but I don't think

44:40

. I don't think you're going to be that way . But

44:43

I know if you're going to meet her , I

44:45

can almost pretty much tell you she's not going to be alone

44:48

. Be careful . Guard

44:50

your valuables , maybe put some

44:52

things up in the safe . You know everything is

44:54

done in your cell phone . Maybe not leave your cell phone

44:56

. If you have an iPhone or whatever , I'd

44:58

probably enable a two step security

45:00

system face , finger , friend scan , all

45:03

of that . Make sure nobody

45:05

gives you a drink . You order your own down

45:07

drink and make

45:09

sure that you have eyes on your drink at all time

45:12

. If you go out to the dance

45:14

floor and you leave your drink on the table

45:16

, get a fresh one . Make sure you

45:18

can watch the bartender or

45:20

the bar girl make

45:23

your drink and bring you a new drink , because

45:25

I don't think you quite told this young lady

45:28

what you do . And if you're going over there

45:30

in style which I'm sure you are Lewis or Tom

45:32

, whatever it is you travel with these days me

45:34

, I'm traveling with the Walmart special . I

45:36

want you to know I'm broke , okay . I

45:38

want you to know that if you take me , there's nothing to gain . America

45:42

will not pay for me . America will

45:44

probably send me a product , leave me over here

45:46

Every year , and they will probably say

45:48

, well , is he of any value to us ? No , he's

45:50

not . Okay , we're good , we're good . I'm

45:53

just joking . Yeah , I'm kidding . I'm not

45:55

saying he wouldn't do that . So , but

45:57

I want you to understand

45:59

Take care of yourself

46:01

. Don't go over there with

46:03

the hopes of this is going to be the best thing

46:06

ever , because the best thing can turn to the worst thing

46:08

and the worst thing could be the worst

46:10

day of your life . There was a video oh

46:12

my God , there was a video online

46:14

. I wish I could find out where this video was at

46:16

. And hold on , maybe

46:19

I can give me a second . I

46:22

want you out of here this because

46:24

I don't want you to end up like

46:26

this guy . But again , this

46:29

happened . This

46:31

happened here . Hold on , I think I can find it because

46:34

I want you out of here this and you guys are

46:36

. You might have already heard it . Give

46:39

me a second , hold on . We still got a

46:41

little bit of time on the clock . Hold

46:44

on , I hope I

46:46

can find this video so I can play for you guys . It

46:55

was funny but it was sad Because

47:00

I don't want to explain it , if I can find it . But

47:03

I don't really want to explain it because it's

47:05

funny and Hang

47:09

on Still looking . Now , that's not it

47:11

. That's not it . Okay

47:21

, I think I got it . Okay , I think I got it . I think

47:23

I can play it for you . So

47:26

give me a second here . I want to see if I can play

47:28

this video and maybe you can

47:30

hear , because this is what I don't want you to

47:32

end up like . Let

47:35

me see if I can cue the music a little bit . Yeah

47:41

, I don't see where to go . Okay , I don't

47:54

think it's playing , okay

48:02

.

48:02

No , I don't think it's going to play Okay

48:12

.

48:12

Well , I was going to try to play this video

48:14

for you , but I don't think

48:17

it's going to play . Anyway

48:20

, I might try to post on one of my pages or

48:24

hold on . Let me check the Hold

48:31

on . It's

48:33

not got a little bit more time left here ?

48:42

Well , media is up .

48:45

It's not giving me Okay

48:51

. Well , in any event . So

48:53

there was this video about a guy

48:55

who was Somebody

48:58

sent me a message . No

49:04

, I can't play this video . I'm sorry

49:06

, I don't mean to . Am

49:10

I connected to something else ? No

49:13

, oh , I

49:22

know what it is . Okay , hold on . I

49:25

think I can play it now . Hold on . Hold on , I

49:27

know what it is . Hold

49:32

on , here it is .

49:33

I'm saying is these casinos get people free drinks

49:35

and then they become vulnerable and then gambling

49:38

more money than they have , and I was a victim

49:40

of that and I lost a lot of money and

49:42

I'm facing a lot of issues right now . My wife's

49:44

boyfriend recently got her pregnant and I'm here

49:46

for a church event . It's crazy

49:49

, for I'm a member of the church of Scientology and

49:51

I don't normally drink , but I'm very vulnerable . I'm

49:53

in a position now where I don't

49:55

know what I'm gonna do , because financially I'm

49:57

gonna have to take care of this baby , potentially because

50:00

he's out on Parole right

50:02

now and he has an upcoming case

50:04

where he could be facing a long time in

50:06

jail . So potentially I'm

50:08

gonna have to financially support this baby . And I

50:10

come to Las Vegas for a walk event and I get

50:12

said alcohol and I get entirely way

50:14

too intoxicated . I go to the ATM , I

50:16

use my credit card . They make it very accessible

50:19

to be able to gamble in my credit card you know

50:21

this marriage and then they make it absolutely incredibly

50:23

accessible , councilman , to be able to take

50:25

all I have . And now I got to go back

50:27

to Clearwater , florida , and I have nothing but

50:29

the vulnerability of the tourists that come

50:31

here like myself . You're

50:34

praying on people like me . And then I end

50:37

up meeting a nice Filipino girl . I

50:39

take her back to my hotel room . Come

50:41

to find out . I cost money For

50:44

her service to come to my room . Mary

50:46

Goodman , I I end up

50:48

having a good time . We start kissing

50:51

. We take off her clothes . She

50:53

has she has male genitalia . She's

50:56

a changed gender . This

50:59

works , it oh .

51:03

That was crazy , yo . But listen

51:05

, I don't want you to be

51:07

. I Don't

51:10

want you to be like that guy . I don't

51:12

. I know there was a lot of that , but I just want I

51:14

mean , the whole thing was crazy to begin with , but

51:17

I'm just saying I Want

51:20

you to think about this . You

51:22

know , even though you know that she is a , that

51:26

she is transgender , I get that but

51:28

I want you to honestly ask

51:30

yourself when you're going over here and I

51:32

know you say you haven't told your parents yet . Now

51:35

, it is your life . If

51:38

you think this is gonna give your dad , you're gonna give your

51:40

dad a heart attack . I'd probably

51:42

try to tell him before you go . And

51:45

, above anything else , please use protection

51:47

Because , though

51:50

you are highly vulnerable

51:52

and emotional , I Want

51:54

you to come back alive . I want you to come back in

51:56

good health . Now , I'm not saying

51:58

the people over there dirty , filthy or whatever

52:01

, but STD's don't give a damn

52:03

who you are . If they can get

52:05

to you , you don't get to you . So

52:07

, my friend , I hope I

52:09

know this podcast is kind of a little bit Indian

52:11

everywhere and I wanted to give you some facts about some

52:13

things and as well as my listeners , and

52:16

I gotta tell you this is not really my . I'm

52:19

not really an expert at this kind of thing , but

52:22

I do want to try to give an opinion that you

52:24

might be good with and if you feel

52:26

free to email me back and Kind

52:29

of tell me what you thought about and if there's

52:31

something more that you want Help

52:34

with or a guided with or whatever , feel

52:36

free to email me back . You know I appreciate the

52:38

letter . I know there was a

52:40

lot of stuff that I really wanted to know more about . For

52:43

instance , if you have told her what you

52:46

do , does she know what

52:48

you do ? Or if you sent her money , or how

52:50

you guys even met . You

52:52

know you don't really tell me how you met

52:54

, but it's fine , it's all good , I go

52:56

with what I got and I can use what

52:59

you give me , so it's not a really big deal . So

53:02

, but here's

53:05

what I also want to say to you Don't

53:08

give up on the opposite sex because you feel

53:11

that they are not Worthy of you

53:13

or you feel that you're just being bamboozled

53:15

or railroaded every time or every turn

53:17

. I believe that there's somebody else out

53:19

there for you and I'm not

53:21

. This is no shade upon Transgenders

53:23

or anything like that . I just want you to understand what

53:25

you may be getting yourself into . I

53:28

don't know if you've done this before or this is something

53:30

new , but I think

53:32

you're just infatuated with who this person

53:35

is and what she looks like on the outside

53:37

, on the inside , of something totally

53:39

different . If you guys

53:41

talk on a daily basis , that's good . If

53:44

you guys know each other , that's good too . But

53:46

maybe try to check on some videos

53:48

or some . You know

53:50

, when we buy stuff and

53:52

I'm not trying to say that you're buying her , we

53:55

we leave a review or something to see if it works

53:57

out good or if it's great or if it's something

53:59

that we like or something that we want . And

54:01

I'm just trying to take you , do your due diligence when

54:04

you , before you go over there

54:06

, or when you're over there trying to get to

54:08

know , because

54:10

, keep in mind , some of

54:12

these Ladyboys have

54:15

, or katoos have , hidden

54:17

genders and you

54:19

could be a mark . You really could . You

54:21

could be a mark , you could be set up for

54:23

something or whatever . So when you go over

54:25

there , be vigilant and surrounding

54:28

, because , again , when you're in the

54:30

manila I'm not sure you said

54:32

I don't know if you're going to here's , there's

54:34

nothing . If I was you , I would stay someplace close

54:36

to the damn embassy , which is in Manila

54:38

, because that's where I was gonna stay is

54:40

in Manila , close to the US Embassy . Because

54:43

, keep in mind , if you've never been to this

54:45

country and I'm not saying these people are violent

54:47

, but you want to get the late of the land you

54:50

want to know who you're dealing with , what you're doing

54:52

, what they're dealing with , have her come to you

54:55

. You know , I don't know

54:57

enough about the Philippines

55:00

to tell you what's safe and what's not safe . There's

55:02

crime everywhere . You know I get

55:04

it . I really do . So

55:07

I think that I Think

55:14

that You're just emotional

55:16

, you're in emotional state right now

55:18

and I don't think you're kind of thinking this thing through

55:21

. I Think I want you

55:23

to be safe and I'm not

55:25

even sure where you're from , because you didn't

55:27

really give me if you're from America

55:30

or UK , canada

55:33

, I'm assuming that you're in America , I'm

55:35

assuming , or

55:38

you could be in another country or something whatever

55:40

. But in any event , my

55:45

friend , please be careful . You know I

55:47

can't stress that enough . Go over there with

55:49

protection , make

55:51

sure your people know where you're gonna be at Make

55:54

sure they have all your information . I'm

55:57

not preparing you or saying anything bad

55:59

, because when I was going to the

56:01

Philippines or going to the Philippines , my

56:03

parents were gonna know where I was at . I wanted to stay

56:05

in Manila , not

56:07

too far from US Embassy , just in case

56:09

something might go wrong . I'm not saying that

56:12

it does , because I hear a lot of people

56:14

that travel there have a really good time , and I want

56:16

you to have a good time as well . I

56:18

do . I'm not saying nothing bad about anybody

56:20

. I mean , you're not going to Russia , for Christ's

56:22

sake , so but ? But

56:25

I want you to have a good time . But

56:27

I also want you to have a good time and I want you to be

56:29

smart about having a good time . I don't want you to get

56:31

caught up in something and you

56:34

know Something goes wrong and

56:36

you in something that you can't get out of . But

56:38

the people of the Philippines are really good people . They

56:41

are . I'm talking to you like I seriously know

56:43

you , like you , one of my kids are like we brother's

56:45

sister . I'm like my brother's sister , like we're brothers

56:47

or something , or an uncle or something . But

56:50

I Hope that

56:52

this finds you . I hope

56:54

that , before you go in August

56:57

, that this is something

57:00

that you want to do Um again

57:03

. I can't tell you yes or no . I

57:06

don't know what you are as

57:09

far as your status , because

57:11

I'm not a psychiatrist . If

57:13

you feel that you need more help with this or

57:15

more guides with this , I

57:18

mean I would challenge you to seek some kind of Seek

57:21

, some kind of counseling . You know , I

57:23

don't really know what to tell you . I

57:25

mean , if you are , hey

57:28

, I'm happy for you . If you're

57:30

not still happy for you , I can't

57:32

tell you who you can and can't love . And

57:35

I mean I know you haven't told your parents and I

57:37

know you don't want to put them into an uproar of a frenzy

57:39

. I mean , it's 2023

57:41

. I mean it's like I tell my kids if you

57:43

told me that you are , I mean I Can't

57:47

say I'd be happy , but I'm gonna prepare you what's coming

57:49

ahead , because a lot of places

57:51

aren't like America when it comes to this kind of shit

57:53

. You know America , I think , is the only country

57:56

that blows a lid off shit . It makes a big issue

57:58

out of everything . You know we're

58:00

picking on the gay people , we're picking on transgender

58:02

people . I don't care either way , they're

58:04

people . They're people just like

58:06

me and you . My life has nothing

58:08

to do with their life . How they live their life and what they do

58:10

with their life is their business , doesn't affect

58:13

me . I can talk to you , I can have

58:15

a good time with you . At the end of day

58:17

, you're still people . Do I feel

58:19

some kind of connection ? No , I don't . I Mean

58:22

, granted , I don't have friends anyways , and I've been told I've

58:24

been cold as hell so , or cold as ice

58:26

, but that's fine , I'm good with that . I

58:28

don't give a shit . You know I'm not here to you

58:31

, know , please , y'all . Now let me tell you what it is

58:33

. No , I'm just joking . So

58:35

as

58:39

you get ready to wrap this show up , I do want to say thank

58:41

you for the letter , thank

58:45

you for writing

58:47

me From

58:50

my listener . If

58:54

you guys want to email me Comment

58:57

, complain a crime feel free to email me at D6 Empire 357.com

59:00

. Put

59:03

in as much detail as you want . As you know

59:05

, you can remain anonymous , like this user did . He

59:08

did leave a name , but I he had a respect

59:10

. He's asked not me to use it . So and that's fine , that's

59:12

not a

59:15

problem , that's not a big thing . So I

59:18

think that when

59:21

you guys email me , try to give me as much more

59:23

information as you can . If there's not a lot you want

59:25

me to discuss , I got no problem with that . If

59:27

there's some question that I want to ask you , that you don't

59:29

want to show a lot , I've got no problem with that

59:31

. I just have to make some sense of it for my listeners and

59:34

I appreciate everybody and writing me and telling me that you know my

59:42

show is different from everybody . Listen , I do

59:44

this because I'm fine . So Don't

59:49

be afraid to be yourself . If they can't accept you for who you are , they don't

59:51

deserve you real talk . So we

59:54

have to be visible . We

59:57

should not be ashamed of who we are . So

59:59

, my friend , until

1:00:02

next time . My listeners , everybody

1:00:05

, I'm sorry , my friend , everybody

1:00:08

, I'm sorry . My phone's going on , young friend . Like

1:00:10

what's that ? Ding ? A noise , and that's right , my phone going

1:00:12

on . So I

1:00:16

want you to have a good time on your trip . I

1:00:19

just gave you a few quotes . I know this podcast is

1:00:21

kind of scattered , I'm sorry , just

1:00:23

trying to do the best of what I had . You know this

1:00:25

isn't a topic of minds , but I

1:00:27

will do the topic as I can

1:00:29

. So Again

1:00:32

, thank you to my listeners , thank

1:00:34

you for anybody who write into me who

1:00:36

Love the show . I

1:00:39

appreciate it , I do , I really do , so

1:00:42

I'll just keep doing what I do . You guys keep

1:00:44

sending me your letters , your comments

1:00:46

, complaints , gripes . Just be respectful

1:00:49

and if not , still

1:00:51

just be respectful , damn it , okay . And

1:00:54

if you want to talk to me and you want to call me back

1:00:56

and even we can get into some gangster shit , real

1:00:58

talk , no , I'm just joking , I'm

1:01:02

kidding , I'm kidding , okay . So Until

1:01:05

next time , my friends , you guys take care

1:01:07

of yourself and each other . God

1:01:09

bless you all , and I

1:01:11

will see you guys on the next

1:01:14

one , but for right now , let's

1:01:16

just groove . Just groove

1:01:18

a little bit , oh

1:01:50

.

1:02:18

Oh , oh

1:02:52

, oh

1:03:22

, oh

1:03:52

oh

1:04:21

.