0:23

Take a look and

0:26

you'll see into your

0:28

dreams . Take a look and you'll see into your

0:30

imagination . We'll

0:34

begin with

0:37

a spin , traveling

0:40

in the world of

0:42

my creation Work

0:45

. We'll see . We'll

0:47

defy explanation

0:51

. Take

1:09

a look and you'll

1:14

see into your dreams . Take

1:19

a look and you'll

1:27

see into your dreams . Take

1:53

a look and you'll see

1:55

into your dreams . He's

2:07

a father , a brother , an icon

2:09

to those that know him . He's a father , a

2:11

brother , an icon to those that know him

2:40

. He's

2:45

a father , a brother , an icon to those that know him . He's

2:51

a father , a brother , an icon

2:57

to those

3:00

that know him . He's a father

3:04

, a brother , an icon

3:06

to those that know

3:10

him . He's

3:15

a father , a brother , an icon

3:18

to those that know him . He's

3:21

a father , a brother , an icon to those that

3:23

know him . He's

3:32

a father , a brother , an icon

3:34

to those

3:39

that know him . He's a father

3:42

, a brother , an

3:44

icon to those that know him . He's

3:52

a father , a brother

3:54

, an icon to those that know

3:56

him . He's

4:01

a father

4:04

, a brother , an icon to

4:06

those that know him . He's

4:11

a father , a brother

4:14

, an icon to those that know him . He's

4:27

a father , a brother , an icon to those that know him . He's

4:39

a father , a brother , an icon to those that know him . He's

4:45

a father , a brother , an icon

4:47

to those that know him . He's

4:55

a father , a brother , an icon to

4:57

those

4:59

that know him . Yes

5:07

, yes , yes , welcome

5:09

, welcome

5:12

everybody . I want to welcome you all to the show

5:14

. My

5:17

name is Derek . This

5:21

is Endeavor Empire

5:23

. I

5:27

guess I'm laughing because

5:29

, oh my God , this

5:32

letter that we're

5:35

going to get into . You

5:40

know , I appreciate my listeners , I

5:42

really do . I appreciate

5:44

the letters , I appreciate the

5:46

input you guys

5:49

give me . Some

5:51

letters just , oh my gosh , holy

5:53

shit . It just really , really really

5:57

just makes you sit and think and wonder Is

6:00

this real ? I mean holy

6:03

shit . But

6:05

in any event , I hope

6:07

everybody's doing well . I know I am . I mean

6:10

, I love it , I

6:12

freaking love it . So

6:17

I hope everybody's had a good day , good week

6:19

, good whatever you know , a good holiday

6:21

, a good everything I

6:25

know I have . So

6:29

, without further ado , I

6:32

got a letter from a listener that

6:34

I got to admit that when I first

6:36

read I thought , okay , this is just another typical

6:38

, you know relationship thing

6:41

, you know , which is what I

6:43

often think when I get letters . But because

6:46

it's kind of two parts to the letter , she

6:48

didn't really give a whole , a whole

6:51

lot of explanation in the first

6:53

half . So I did have to

6:55

write this young lady back

6:57

and ask for more clarification . So

7:01

, and kind of explaining

7:03

herself , because what

7:06

I entitled this podcast was the

7:08

other woman . And

7:12

again I just thought this just normal , you know , relationship

7:14

shit , you know it's cheated

7:16

on me , all the other whatever

7:18

. In any event , I

7:22

hope you guys got your tea , your red diamond , because I

7:24

know I got mine . I

7:28

already went through a cup and

7:30

hope you got your vape . Whatever , baby

7:32

, you know you might need something else

7:34

to hit . Oh

7:39

snap , you got to love it , got

7:41

to love it . Oh , in any event

7:43

, give me a second here , kind

7:46

of adjusting off something here . You

7:48

know I got to take some message . So

7:51

, no big deal , without

7:56

further ado , let's

7:59

go ahead and get into this . This letter

8:02

, this

8:06

letter comes from a man . I'm

8:09

trying to get myself together . You know I'm trying to get my shit together

8:11

, so give me a

8:13

sec , love it

8:15

, love it . All right , here we go . All

8:18

right , bear with me everybody . Okay , here we go . So

8:20

the letter

8:22

is entitled the

8:27

other woman . Hello

8:30

, derek , my name is Heather

8:32

, I'm 28 . I live in Denver , colorado

8:34

. Hey , from the States , right on . I

8:39

think I know , but I'm not sure I know

8:41

. She said

8:43

she thought she'd know me , but I don't know . Maybe

8:46

she does , maybe she doesn't , but then again , who

8:48

knows In this day and age

8:50

? I know we never dated

8:52

, but your voice sounds very familiar to me . Well

8:55

, thank you . You know , not sure if I know you . I'm

8:58

writing you because I have a problem with this

9:00

other woman Love

9:02

my boyfriend . We've been together for 40 years and

9:05

though he's faithful to me as a lately he has not been

9:07

faithful to me . At

9:09

first I was okay with this , but

9:11

it seems that it's gotten out of hand

9:13

. I'm

9:18

sorry . I'm trying to do this with

9:20

a calm , serious

9:22

voice . Okay , because you're

9:25

going to . You're going to know why I'm laughing . So

9:29

I tried to end it . But my boyfriend , Dallas

9:31

what's the name of my kids , dallas

9:33

has said that she is not hurting anyone

9:35

. So

9:37

he said I should just let it be . I

9:40

don't know what to do because

9:43

he has sex with her more than me . I'm

9:45

jealous as hell because one day I

9:47

came home and I thought he was still

9:49

at work , but he was off early and

9:51

him and Jessica was at it

9:53

again . I

9:56

asked him if I could join . I'm

10:03

sorry . Oh

10:06

, I asked if I could join . He said

10:08

I'll have my turn later

10:10

. What the hell ? Okay

10:13

, I'm trying to do this . Okay

10:15

, so he said I have my

10:17

turn . So I left and let him and Jessica

10:19

finish . This is a problem that I

10:22

thought I was just just a phase . But it

10:24

seems like he loves her more than me . It

10:28

was a mistake buying her and

10:30

I regret it because she

10:32

has his attention more than I . I'm

10:35

sorry , you probably think I'm a fool for this , but I thought

10:37

it would add more sexual

10:39

passion our relationship . But it seems

10:41

it seems

10:43

to for him but not

10:45

me . Can you please help me ? Okay

10:48

? So this

10:50

is what she had initially wrote me . Okay

10:53

, it was the first part of that , and I

10:55

was just me personally

10:57

. I just thought it was just another lover's

11:00

quarrel type thing . You know you guys

11:03

wanted to add a third person to the mix

11:05

. Try to spice things up . I get it . Sometimes

11:07

your relationship goes still mate . You don't know what to do

11:09

. You don't think you don't know if the other person

11:12

is losing interest or where

11:14

it's going from there , I mean . But

11:16

I tell you guys , it's all the damn time

11:18

, talk and figure out things on

11:21

how you guys can spice up your romantic

11:23

relationship or your

11:26

your , your lifestyle . I

11:28

mean , I

11:32

didn't mean go off the damn rails , but in

11:34

soon you guys will know why . So here we

11:36

go . This is me . I

11:38

wrote Heather back and I asked her about

11:40

Jessica and that I needed more information to

11:42

go on . Also , how

11:44

did this threesome come about ? And

11:48

this is what Heather told me Are

11:51

you ready ? So , jessica , jessica

11:56

, jessica is

11:58

a sex doll . Why don't you just shake ? Yes

12:01

, they

12:07

ordered a year ago . I

12:10

thought it would be fun to have a threesome with that an actual

12:13

person or someone that we know . So

12:15

me and my boyfriend decided to order

12:18

one from

12:21

the site called Rolls-Roy-Doll

12:24

. Have you ever heard of it ? Hell

12:26

, no , I never heard of it . Seriously , I

12:29

never heard of it . I

12:33

never heard of a site called Rolls-Roy-Doll

12:35

. Okay , so me

12:37

and Dallas had her customized to

12:39

her likings . I

12:42

don't know . When

12:47

I first saw her , I was in love . The

12:49

only downside is that she looks so real

12:51

and feels so real . We

12:54

didn't get the AI version . There's an AI

12:56

version . I'm

12:58

sorry . Y'all Try to keep this shit together . Okay

13:01

, because I didn't

13:03

want to talk or have any

13:05

movement . My boyfriend

13:07

and I are very sexual in bed and he

13:09

can often go again within 30 minutes . Kudos

13:11

to him , because usually after

13:15

the first round my black ass is

13:17

out . I'm in the bed 30

13:22

minutes to last . I don't know what this guy does for his

13:24

damn . Enough of a damn . Let me know what it

13:26

is . What I love

13:28

about him is that he can satisfy me

13:30

every desire and more

13:33

. But lately it seems that Jessica gets all the

13:35

attention . He

13:37

wants her in the bed at the same time . I'm

13:39

sorry , he wants her in the bed . He

13:43

wants her in bed . At the time

13:46

I said why am I here

13:48

? Because when I want to

13:50

sneak in a quick morning piece of pie

13:52

, you say in a minute and

13:54

then no , I

13:56

let her sleep in the bed and

13:59

he's always in the middle . Yes

14:01

, we both sleep new . I don't

14:03

know what this guy's got to do with anything , but

14:06

when it's time except time of the month , of

14:08

course I can't . Jessica

14:12

has no problem . Derek

14:20

, have you ever had this problem ? Please

14:22

help me . Also , we

14:25

paid around

14:27

2475 shipping

14:29

and handling . Sign has their first First

14:34

all , david , it's

14:36

okay for my listeners . It's not $24

14:39

and 75 cents . That's the cheaper version

14:41

you can get from Surreal is blow it up , deflate

14:43

it , put it up underneath the bed and call today . It's

14:46

not that version . I

14:50

had to do some serious homework

14:52

on this one Because I

14:54

was just as confused as

14:56

maybe some of my listeners are , because

14:59

I was like what the hell is this ? I don't understand

15:01

this . So I

15:06

have never even heard , I've

15:08

heard , of blow up dogs . Ok , I've heard of sexual dogs

15:10

, I get it . And then I've seen this a while

15:13

back on YouTube and you know you just strolling

15:15

through shit and like , ok , so this is , we're

15:17

not there yet , but apparently we

15:20

are there and we are here with

15:22

this . First off , they

15:26

named her Jessica . I thought was an

15:29

actual woman . I

15:31

actually thought this was a woman . There

15:34

were pictures included in Jessica

15:36

which you know I'm not going to release because

15:38

, well , number one , I can't put that on social media . Maybe

15:41

one down decided to site and put

15:45

that on there . But I'm just

15:47

so taken by this damn letter . You

15:49

know it's weird . I mean , I guess

15:51

everybody has their fetish , everybody

15:53

has their thing . There's nothing wrong with that , nothing

15:56

at all , because I have my thing . I'm not going to tell you what it

15:58

is , but everybody has

16:00

their taboo kind

16:02

of thing or whatever . So

16:05

so

16:08

here's the thing . I'm sorry , I'm laughing so hard , I'm crying

16:10

and I need to get some tea and then

16:12

I need to hit my baby . Give me a minute , ok

16:18

. So , oh

16:23

, my goodness , this was quite

16:26

the deal . Ok

16:33

, let's come back . Ok , so

16:35

I did some homework

16:37

on this one and then we're going to get into

16:39

Jessica's letter , which I feel is kind

16:41

of , oh my God . First

16:43

off , heather , thank you . I

16:45

don't know , I'm trying to be serious with

16:48

you , but you know this show is all about . You

16:51

know whatever . You

16:53

sent me the letter . I'm grateful for

16:55

it . Oh

16:58

, excuse me . So here we go . I

17:01

looked at the site Rosemary doll . This

17:03

damn thing is

17:05

ridiculous . This

17:07

crazy thing is this

17:10

doll , this sex doll

17:13

, looks like an actual human . On

17:16

this site , rosemary dollcom

17:18

, you can get

17:20

a doll

17:22

and customize this thing to

17:24

your liking . I mean , you can get

17:26

any whatever your

17:29

sexual heart desire , your

17:32

sexuality or your heart desires

17:34

. I've

17:37

seen some pretty messed up shit in my day , but this takes

17:39

the cake , especially when it comes to relationships

17:42

. So this

17:45

thing has everything . You can get this

17:50

thing Asian , blonde , black , white

17:52

, curvy , cross

17:55

play , japanese , latina

17:57

, whatever you want , this thing can get . This thing

18:00

you can customize to your liking

18:02

. Now they

18:04

even have an AI

18:06

version of this and for those

18:08

of you that don't know what AI is , it's like

18:10

artificial intelligence . The

18:13

crazy thing is there was a movie

18:15

not depicting this , but a guy

18:18

that actually

18:20

created this , and it was called X

18:22

Machina or whatever . I think you

18:24

guys know what I'm talking about where this guy

18:26

had built these AI robots and

18:28

he was way out in the forest and he

18:31

was trying to make it so that he

18:33

could that they could . To

18:36

me it was satisfied human . You

18:38

know sexual desires and needs without

18:41

actually having to , you

18:44

know , talk to women or whatever

18:46

. So that's

18:50

weird to me . It really is . I

18:52

mean , with all the robot technology coming out

18:55

and AI and doing their damn thing , that

18:57

is some scary ass shit to me , because

18:59

that would kind of worry the hell out

19:01

of me . You know buying

19:03

this damn thing and the damn thing talks

19:05

to me and you know

19:07

what happens if this thing decides to take over . Why

19:12

are you in bed and decide

19:14

to take your ass for a ride ? Oh

19:16

, no , that movie Westworld that

19:19

was another movie where

19:21

it was a guy who was a good movie . Oh

19:24

, I know I'm getting off topic , but damn it . Westworld

19:26

was a good movie and it kind of depicts that , because

19:29

these guys would come into this AI

19:31

world and you could smack these things around

19:34

, have sex with them , do whatever , but they

19:36

couldn't hit you back , they couldn't fight back . But

19:38

then again , when the season

19:40

ended , there was a uprising

19:42

. So apparently they got better

19:45

, had the problems with AI that it

19:47

can learn , ok , and I

19:49

don't know what the condition of or the compatibility

19:51

of these AI sex robots , but they can learn

19:54

. So , in

19:57

any event , the

20:00

AI version oh my God

20:03

, the prices are ridiculous . The

20:05

start off starts

20:07

around $31.99 . Oh my

20:10

God , pay

20:12

this much . I mean , I

20:14

know I can't represent this movie , but that's like a

20:18

serigance . Remember the movie serigance , where

20:20

you know Bruce Willis and Ving Rames and

20:22

you know they were in their house

20:24

and the robots would just do

20:27

their bidding for them , but they would control them

20:29

, ok . So I

20:32

want to tell you what's weird , heather . I've

20:34

never heard of this before . This is

20:36

something different to me . I

20:38

don't know how I can respond

20:41

to such a letter , but I'm going to try my damn best

20:43

. I want to try my hardest because

20:45

I

20:47

haven't experienced no shit like this before

20:49

. I've never even seen it in person

20:52

. I mean , sure , I go to surrealism , I mean , who

20:54

don't ? But it's not like they have this thing on display

20:56

that you can test the model out . You can't

20:59

do that , you

21:05

can't do that . So I

21:09

want to try to get to this the best way I can . I honestly

21:11

don't know what to tell you , but I'm going to try to do my best , so

21:13

as if I didn't take

21:16

it like a step further . So , hey

21:19

, we're all adults here , right ? Yeah , ok , all right . So

21:21

I did look this thing up on

21:24

a bunch of , or some

21:26

of these sexual platforms and I found

21:28

that , oh , my God , there

21:31

was a guy . They

21:34

actually have sex , these things . So people actually

21:36

make porn videos of these things , which

21:38

I mean , I'm not embarrassed , you don't look at porn

21:40

, it's porn whatever . So

21:43

I watched

21:45

one of this this

21:49

guy . Oh , tell you something

21:52

, we have come

21:54

a long way from some serious

21:56

crazy shit . I'm serious . I

22:00

mean we

22:03

have come a very long way from some crazy shit and

22:06

some of this shit just takes the cake . So I

22:09

looked up the you

22:11

know , sex doll , pleasure

22:13

, sex with the sex doll . I

22:16

got to tell you , there's this one guy that

22:19

it

22:22

looks so damn real . Oh my God

22:24

, it looks so real these things can . Then

22:26

they can . They don't move , so

22:29

it's kind of life , but they look so real . It's

22:31

everything down from the

22:33

hair to the skin . The skin is

22:35

so , oh my goodness . And you can get the

22:37

skin . I think . Let me see , here

22:39

you

22:43

can get the skin in , like , I think

22:45

, two different . Let's

22:48

take a look here . Okay

22:51

, so these

22:53

things are ridiculously intuitive . The

22:55

cheapest version that they show

22:57

online is around $1729

23:00

. First off , I'm not even sure where the hell I would

23:02

put that to me . That would be kind of weird

23:04

. I would probably freak myself out . If

23:06

I'm in the bed with this thing and I wake up and

23:09

I'm like whoa , whoa , what the hell's

23:11

happening ? I freak

23:13

out . I'd be sitting in the middle institution

23:15

doing this podcast live from

23:17

my room , probably

23:20

be a cell phone or whatever . How'd

23:22

you get here there , will you not ? I freaked out

23:24

. I freaked out . Okay , so

23:26

you

23:29

can get these things customized to your

23:31

liking . You can the

23:34

skin texture , from

23:36

the cup size , the body size , everything

23:38

. The crazy thing is they have

23:40

this breathing system starts

23:43

out at about $549

23:45

. I guess if you want the real , you know

23:47

her panting and breathing and you

23:49

know the real sexual woman experience . This

23:52

is ridiculous , holy

23:54

crap , it's ridiculous . I

23:58

was intrigued when I found this because

24:00

when I found this I like I said I don't know

24:02

about this shit because I don't do this shit . So

24:04

, and I mean I ain't got that kind of money to be spending

24:07

the sex talk . And even if I did have this money , I

24:09

still wouldn't spend that kind of money

24:11

. I'm trying to figure out where do you put this thing when

24:14

you're done with it ? They even have a cleaning

24:16

kit . I

24:18

mean I don't know what's happening right

24:21

now . I don't , I don't , okay

24:23

. So , um

24:27

, oh , lord

24:29

, have mercy . So these

24:34

things are customizable to every

24:36

single thing , from their body , their hair

24:38

, the clothing they're wearing

24:40

, the eye color , the everything . But

24:43

let's get back to Heather's letter , so

24:46

you guys get a chance to check it out . You think I'm lying

24:48

to you . I don't

24:50

understand how this came about . Yes , it sounds

24:53

like a novelty , fun item and I'm pretty sure

24:55

the other played out sex

24:57

dolls are a little bit played out . I

24:59

just don't get it . I don't

25:01

. So when Heather says they had a

25:03

threesome with this doll , I took it upon myself to look

25:05

it up online to look up

25:07

people

25:09

having sex with sex dolls . The crazy

25:12

thing is the guy that I looked at , this dude put

25:14

in work after he was done . He had

25:16

a glass of wine and a cigarette and was actually

25:18

having a full conversation . That's the

25:20

shit I'm scared of . That's what definitely

25:22

would happen to me . So

25:24

that would happen to me . Hey

25:27

, girl , you know it's good , you know you live around

25:29

here , staying around here , all

25:31

right , I'm going to bed and wake

25:33

up . She's still here , oh

25:36

yeah , oh my God

25:38

. So I look this thing up

25:40

and , oh

25:43

my God , wow , wow , I

25:46

mean , you can even get these things to look like

25:48

celebrities and other people . They

25:50

have TPE in silicone

25:53

dolls . Now , TPE

25:56

Hold

26:02

on , it's

26:05

some kind of , some kind

26:07

of material . Well

26:09

, no , just a TP . Tpe Hold

26:11

on , ok , um

26:16

, it's a thermoplastic

26:19

. Um , I

26:21

don't know . You guys got to look this up because I'm

26:24

trying to figure out what this it's . It's a difference

26:26

between TPE , you know , I'll

26:28

try to figure out what it is , ok

26:41

. Ok

26:47

, so TPE

26:51

Sex dolls

26:53

are made from some kind of thermoplastic

26:55

, in last time under I don't know

26:57

, which is called thermoplastic rubbers . So

27:00

it's different between silicone . So

27:02

the main difference is how they

27:04

react to heat . Tpe

27:06

is heated and can be reprocessed

27:08

. If you're deciding between thermoplastic

27:11

and silicone product and it

27:13

needs to be reprocessed , you

27:15

should choose TPE . Listen

27:17

, y'all adults , I can do whatever you want

27:19

to do , but that

27:22

would be the difference . So

27:25

I get

27:27

it , heather , that you guys wanted to try to do

27:29

something different without the actual

27:31

person , but it seems like it's taking I

27:33

don't know if it's really taking a toll . My

27:36

concern is for your boyfriend

27:38

, dallas , is if this is this

27:40

is , is

27:43

this is ? I mean , I guess it's normal

27:45

. I mean , the weird thing is

27:47

he's getting much more pleasure out of it than

27:50

you . I don't understand

27:52

how . Maybe I

27:56

just don't know . It's weird to me and

27:58

I want my listeners to comment . You

28:00

know , when I post these podcasts

28:03

, I want you guys to give me your honest opinions on what

28:05

you would do . Would you do something like this ? Is

28:07

this something that you would entertain ? And

28:09

let's forget about the money aspect of

28:11

it . If you would , would you entertain

28:14

this situation or would you entertain this

28:16

thing ? Because , like I've looked at videos

28:18

and these are real videos

28:20

that these things happen . I mean you

28:24

can get everything for this thing . Now

28:26

, the crazy thing is that this thing sleeps

28:28

in the bed with you guys and

28:30

yes , I'm calling it there because it's not an actual person

28:32

. There is . No , I mean

28:34

can't vote , can't work , I don't know what the deal

28:36

is here . So

28:42

, heather , when I read your letter , I was kind of taken back by this because

28:44

I truly thought that this was just another woman thing . But

28:46

I honestly don't know how to

28:48

, how

28:51

to take this letter , because I've never experienced

28:53

nothing like this . I mean , sure , we're

28:55

adults , we've all been through some things , we've all experienced

28:57

some things in our lifetimes , but

28:59

I don't think any of us has experienced nothing

29:02

like this . I mean , hell , I didn't

29:04

even experience woodstop . I'm looking at the video like damn

29:06

, these people had some real fun . But

29:08

I

29:10

know that if you guys are trying to talk , to talk

29:13

about it and try to figure out , I

29:15

don't know if this is a thing that should be taking

29:17

lightly or seriously , because

29:20

I got to say I , when you told

29:22

me that you asked if he

29:24

can join and he said you'll have your turn later

29:26

. What in the hell sounds

29:28

like you guys are at a brothel or something

29:31

. Well , he's waiting in line , or you're

29:33

waiting in line for him . Well , here's

29:35

the other crazy thing Women

29:38

it is . This site is just not for women

29:41

. It is for I'm sorry , it

29:43

is just not for men . It is for women

29:45

too . Now that I did

29:48

not look up although I'm

29:50

intrigued to do so after this podcast

29:52

is over and

29:56

I don't know why I didn't think of that but it's

30:02

for it's for women too . You can have

30:04

these things customized . I mean , I guess that the shoe

30:06

is on the other foot . The man

30:08

would be mad . But my gosh

30:10

, this is ridiculously weird

30:12

for me . You know having to talk

30:14

about this and you know seeing

30:16

this online . Let's be honest , I'm not a guy

30:19

that sits on the Internet and looks up crazy shit

30:21

all day , I don't , you know , I like to

30:23

look up funny stuff , have fun . But when

30:25

I look through , when I seen this , I was like , oh my

30:27

God , this really does happen . And

30:29

I wanted to ask her where do y'all keep

30:31

this thing ? But he said it stays in the bed . I

30:34

couldn't imagine coming home , especially

30:37

in the dark , if this thing , if you're taken

30:39

by this , you know you come to your room and you're thinking

30:42

is somebody really in there ? I mean

30:44

, or after bitchy , she took , she took a batch

30:46

of this thing , but I guess

30:48

it's money well spent . I mean , I'm

30:50

trying to figure out . Hey , you wouldn't got to

30:52

wonder what the neighbors would think you having this big crate

30:54

delivered to your home and you crack it open . It's like Christmas

30:57

day for him and you like , oh okay

30:59

, yeah , we're going to have some fun with this . I

31:02

don't know what they made videos about this . They didn't really say

31:04

if they did , or they didn't give me a second . Let me hit this

31:06

baby , because you know this shit is getting weird and weirder

31:08

by the minute . Hold on , yeah

31:16

, okay , so you

31:20

let her sleep in the bed , and he's always

31:22

in the middle . I know exactly what that's about

31:24

and guys , y'all know what that's about to . I

31:26

mean not sleeping in the middle , but I

31:29

mean you sleep in new . I mean sleeping

31:31

new is like you're free and , oh my God , it's well

31:34

for me . It's like getting up , going to the bathroom and then

31:36

jump back in the bed . Oh yeah , I'm out . So

31:38

but , heather

31:41

, I'm not sure how I can help you with this . Only thing

31:43

I can tell you is talk to your

31:45

boyfriend . I don't know . You didn't

31:47

say maybe you do

31:50

have friends and y'all think this is weird , or maybe you thought

31:52

this was a game or whatever , but I

31:54

guess it's fun to kind of entice . So the only good

31:56

thing I guys give you credit on is that you

31:59

didn't decide to deal with the real purpose , because that can

32:01

leave a lasting long kind

32:05

of a hard day . It can go either good or bad

32:07

, just depending on the person . But then

32:09

again there's no STDs involved . I mean

32:11

, who knows this thing ? But you

32:13

know whatever . So I

32:17

guess it's just weird to me and I'm still

32:19

trying to fathom how you guys live a day to day

32:21

life with

32:24

the sex doll and you named her Jessica

32:26

, which that's kind of hot . I got to admit

32:29

that it's kind of hot . So , but

32:31

you name her

32:33

Jessica for the life of me . The

32:36

crazy thing I was actually pitching you arguing with

32:38

her and she's not responding , or you slapping the shit

32:40

out of this doll , and then he gets

32:43

in the middle God

32:48

forbid , that doesn't have a serious

32:51

argument and he says we're leaving . We

32:53

what do you mean we ? What

32:57

the hell's going on here ? You know we're

33:00

leaving . Wait , is she gonna give and walk

33:03

? I mean , I started to

33:05

think what happens if you guys have got the AI version with

33:07

this thing with With so much going

33:09

on . You know , that's why that crazy ass movie

33:11

, megan I was like , oh my god , the kid is even

33:13

worse . Ai version . I

33:15

mean , I don't know why we're looking , so

33:18

I Can't speak to

33:20

that effect because , though , I am

33:22

a single man and I have

33:24

kids and I have needs , I don't know if

33:26

I could resort to such a tactic

33:28

, to where I would spend this kind of money on something

33:30

. I mean , I'm not cheap , but

33:33

because I take care of my kids , but I just can't

33:35

fathom spending that kind of money on something , and

33:37

then I don't know where to put it . You know , could you imagine

33:40

If you have company or you

33:42

have guest or somebody sleeps over and they see

33:44

this thing , because you know People will snoop

33:46

in your house and then this gets out

33:48

. I mean , oh

33:52

my goodness , oh my goodness

33:55

, but Everybody

33:57

has a thing . You know , I

34:00

don't know if this is my thing

34:02

, and I'm not

34:04

sure this

34:07

is what I can tell y'all to do . One thing , I can tell you how to

34:09

do a sit down and talk about it . If I Can't

34:13

really judge you based on why he's spending

34:15

so much time with , yeah Lord

34:17

, I can't go saying this shit , I Can't

34:21

really explain to you why he's spending so

34:23

much time with Jessica

34:25

and he's not spending time with you

34:27

, because it sounds like to me . I

34:32

don't want to say this , but it sounds like some kind of mental

34:34

thing and For me

34:37

I'm thinking how was this even

34:39

Legit

34:41

? You know , how is this even real ? You

34:44

know I'm picturing you guys sitting at home , as

34:46

well as my list . I'm pretty sure they're thinking how does this

34:48

even happen ? You know you're sitting

34:51

at home , she's sitting on the couch , you're watching

34:53

TV and you look over at

34:55

her and your feelings start coming back . First

34:57

, I gotta be talking

34:59

crazy out here , yeah , but

35:03

you

35:07

know , the crazy thing is I'm actually curious to see how to three some

35:10

way , which you know , I don't

35:13

know . I don't know , I don't know

35:15

. But , yeah

35:18

, I'm trying to get through this podcast the best way . I know

35:20

how I really am , but there's

35:23

a lot of things that I just don't understand

35:26

, that I don't quite understand . So

35:28

I'm gonna take you guys back to

35:30

this , to the site . So

35:33

the site can offer anything from

35:37

female to male to

35:39

she males or lady boys , and some people like

35:41

to call them , and I

35:44

don't think I've never seen , I heard a one . Well

35:46

, I can't really say . I've heard a woman because I Mean

35:49

, I don't know but the males are cheaper

35:52

than the damn and the females

35:54

much more expensive , I wonder . But

35:56

In any event

35:58

, this

36:00

is definitely gonna be a weird one to talk about . So

36:03

let's go back to this site , because

36:06

I'm trying to figure out how Heather

36:11

and Dallas did this . The

36:13

site , the prices go all the way up to three

36:15

thousand four hundred dollars . That's wow

36:18

. They've been voted

36:21

best sex doll torso

36:23

in 2023 . When I say , you

36:25

can change this thing to eating everything

36:27

, you can get this thing customized the

36:30

height , the weight , the build , the

36:35

AI version , the , the

36:40

hair , the nails , right

36:42

down to the lingerie , which is

36:44

weird for me and I

36:47

know I've seen a lot of shit on TV that

36:50

depicts kind of AI , but not

36:52

in a sexual way like this , except for that

36:54

movie or those couple other movies that I

36:56

watch . But I think for

36:59

me it would probably be

37:01

a no , I'm not sure if I could ever get to

37:03

a point where I'm that lonely where

37:06

I could just Click on

37:08

this thing and do something like this

37:10

back in the day Before

37:15

. Well , I can't really say that . They

37:17

did a story on this on YouTube , and

37:20

a guy had so many sex dolls in

37:22

his house , he would dress them up , he would take

37:24

care of them . That would be kind of scary

37:26

to me . I Don't

37:30

know if your boyfriend needs some kind of help

37:32

mentally , or I don't know if this is just a phase

37:34

, or I don't know if this doll that

37:36

you had made resemble actually resembles a person

37:39

that he came across and

37:41

that he decided that you and him

37:43

should do this thing , because that could

37:45

probably be it . I don't know where he works

37:47

. He could have came across this person

37:49

and Decided that , oh

37:52

lord , that's even weird , or two . I mean

37:54

listen , I Can't

37:56

really say I have that . I mean , I know

37:58

that if

38:01

we are in Some

38:05

kind of sexual entanglement with our loved ones

38:07

and we often

38:09

think about somebody else

38:11

I don't know if this is

38:13

what this is doing for him , and I

38:15

don't even know if you even know a person

38:18

named Jessica that could be

38:20

suspecting me . I'm just saying Maybe

38:23

he does , maybe you don't . Those

38:25

would be kind of questions . I'd be kind of asking myself

38:29

we're asking him , and I

38:31

would kind of do that and just say , hey , how do we

38:33

come up with this ? You know how do we get

38:35

here ? And I mean , let's

38:38

be honest , you can't swell shit . Maybe you can

38:40

, I don't know . So

38:44

I , like you , can put this thing on . Well , I don't know , you can

38:46

probably go for this damn thing on craigslist and some . Oh

38:51

Lord , I Don't know

38:53

what you could do to alleviate this situation

38:55

. I don't know what you could do to take

38:57

this situation and turn this Issue

39:00

into a positivity , because I

39:02

can't look at this . I can probably

39:05

look at as a positive thing , I mean the only good

39:07

thing at least he's not out there cheating on you . But the

39:09

fact remains to me that would be

39:11

in my mind Is this

39:13

Jessica , a real person ? I'm not saying

39:15

go all Sherlock Holmes on them and try

39:17

to get to the bottom of it and try to figure Out if

39:19

she's a real person . I'm just

39:21

saying I mean maybe this is some

39:23

kind of fetish . I mean I'm

39:26

just saying I don't , don't want to speculate . I

39:29

ain't trying to get you , dude , in trouble . I'm not trying to take you to a place of Uncertainty

39:33

that you end up on Instagram and

39:35

then you know you hear somebody in the

39:37

back of me . I

39:40

guess we found out who . Just I Don't

39:44

condone violence . I don't get down on it . I don't , I

39:46

really don't , but I Think

39:49

in life we all have Things

39:52

you want to do to spice up our , our

39:54

marriage or our relationship . But I think this

39:58

is it's actually a good idea in

40:00

my opinion , because there's

40:04

not another it's . It's not a real person

40:06

at the end of the day , it's just

40:09

it's

40:11

material . It's made to

40:13

look like somebody and I don't think that he would take that away

40:15

from you , meaning I don't think he

40:18

would cheat on you , but

40:23

that sounds kind of weird , considering that he's given

40:25

this doll more attention that he is giving you now . Excuse

40:28

me , I'm

40:31

guessing that there's

40:34

a no refund policy , because you said he has sex with this thing more than you . The

40:36

other thing is I probably want to stamina . I wish I knew what . I knew

40:38

what he was taking , because man , let's

40:43

do something he can . He's like a thoroughbred or something like

40:45

a stallion and he can kind of

40:47

go . But my goodness , if it's sexual desires are

40:49

that good , and if you guys been together for

40:52

four years , in my mind maybe it's nothing to worry about , but I

40:54

would say probably just talking to him and trying to get

40:56

to A place

40:58

that you guys can get to . I mean , the good thing is Is

41:03

that you haven't said if he placed in order for another one , oh my

41:05

god , if he did , then

41:10

you really have a problem on your hands . Oh

41:13

, I got some of this tea . You would have a real problem on

41:15

your hands . I mean , spending

41:17

that kind of money , jesus . I'm trying to think what I could do with that money

41:19

. Probably

41:21

save it , maybe take a vacation . You know

41:24

, do something . And it's

41:28

a lot of scrella . So If

41:31

some of you guys get

41:34

a chance , I'm not taking to check

41:36

the website out , for you know , you're

41:38

buying pleasure , buying needs , whatever you want , and

41:41

I don't want to get no emails Talking

41:45

about my husband took your advice and you know , now

41:47

we have Hilda here

41:49

. Hilda , esther

41:54

, oh my

41:56

god , I'm not going to get a

41:58

chance , esther . Oh

42:01

my god . Listen , you guys

42:03

are adults . Check it out . You don't believe

42:06

me , rosemarydollscom

42:10

. This thing is real and

42:12

this is just not on the only site . There's other sites

42:14

like this , you know , but

42:17

apparently they are hot , and

42:19

I mean hot as in . The website

42:21

is popular , not hot as in . You know , I'm thinking about

42:23

getting one right now drinking out the show , the

42:25

L I M . I don't think so , but

42:28

it's

42:31

just crazy that , oh

42:35

man , I don't . I don't know because , as

42:38

I said , you know I'm not . I

42:42

mean , I know we get lonely at times , I know , but

42:44

this is a couple that did this , and

42:47

if there are more couples out there , please feel free to

42:49

email me , d6nfire357.com

42:51

. Let me know if this either

42:53

helped or if

42:55

it made your relationship worse . And then

42:58

the questions I want to know Is

43:00

where do you keep this thing ? I mean , obviously they

43:02

don't have kids . That's a good thing

43:04

too . I mean , could you imagine your kid coming

43:06

home and screaming a head off or

43:08

playing with this thing , or whatever ? Maybe

43:11

it's a good teachable thing , I don't know . I

43:13

mean , we learned about sex education . We

43:16

learned about sex education in school , but we

43:18

learned through them corny ass videos , and you

43:20

know it's like soft porn , but they don't really show much . But

43:23

then you look at it like , oh okay , yeah , that's

43:25

how that happens . Yeah , but If

43:30

this kind of makes , I

43:33

mean clearly this is not making Heather's

43:35

relationship any good , but if there's anybody

43:38

out there that you know

43:40

does this thing , or I

43:42

mean we don't have to use names , you can just send

43:45

them an email , you know , do an anonymous

43:47

or whatever . I'm not going to put you on blast . I don't know what

43:49

the hell Heather is , but I'm just

43:51

reading this out because she sent this in and

43:55

I know she wants some answers . So

43:57

it's just Weird

44:01

, man , it's flipping weird

44:03

, you know , and I'm

44:05

not knocking anybody's Thing

44:09

, because we all have our fetishes and

44:11

I just , oh man , I've just

44:13

never really seen this before . It's just

44:16

holy crap . The crazy

44:18

thing is you clean this thing up and you

44:20

use it over and over again . I mean , could you

44:22

imagine , like this

44:24

guy , that I watched this video ? I mean , he was really

44:27

giving it to this damn thing . I mean , the

44:29

crazy thing is he

44:31

had a full blown conversation and I'm surprised

44:33

he let the video go on that long and this dude had a

44:35

glass of wine and a cigarette after , as

44:38

if the work that he put in was satisfying

44:40

to her . I mean , if this thing would

44:42

have said , hey , babe , when we going again , I

44:44

would have been too done . I probably would have checked

44:46

out , checked in to a mental facility

44:49

and you

44:51

probably never heard this file . I guess , again , let's be

44:53

real , real talk , because

44:55

it's weird . But I

44:58

don't know , we all have our things

45:00

. I mean , I've seen some videos back in my day , but this

45:03

just kind of takes a cake , so I'm

45:05

not knocking it . Everybody is different

45:07

. But

45:09

, heather

45:11

, I would love to hear more back from you , if

45:13

you can or if you want , and

45:16

then for my listeners , if you guys

45:18

do the same thing , what kind of makes

45:20

your relationship ? How do you keep

45:22

the spark in your relationship ? I know how I kept it in

45:24

mind and I

45:27

know the things that I've done back in our day

45:29

to Kind of help that go along

45:31

. What do you guys want to know ? Oh

45:33

, hell , no , you're right , crazy . I've got people

45:35

that listen to this . I'm not trying to be Shamed

45:38

and I'm just joking , but we

45:43

all have our things . I mean , it's not that's nothing

45:45

wrong , it's just human sexuality . I

45:48

mean , like I said , it's a good thing that they don't have

45:50

kids , but maybe this is something that

45:52

you guys have been together for four years Kudos

45:55

to that . So , and

45:58

I

46:00

think he's still faithful to you because this is just

46:02

a doll , it's not a real , actual person

46:05

. I know you feel some kind of way

46:07

because he's taking More

46:09

interest in the doll than he is you

46:11

, but oh

46:14

Lord , I can't believe what I'm saying . This kind of remind

46:16

him that what

46:19

the benefits are to being with you Versus

46:22

Jessica . Can't

46:24

believe what I'm saying . This shit , this is weird , damn

46:26

, this is weird . Y'all got me going crazy , but

46:29

I

46:33

guess the only good thing for me is that the damn doll

46:35

doesn't talk , doesn't talk , doesn't say anything

46:38

, and I

46:41

know when you were watching him get it on . With

46:43

that

46:46

, you can kind of remind them of

46:48

who can do it better . I can't even

46:50

saying this . It's like a confidence

46:53

like you having a competition with the other

46:55

woman that's actually not the other woman

46:57

, which is weird , which is crazy , and I can't

46:59

even talking like this . But I'm gonna do my

47:01

best , because I told y'all to write in with letters

47:03

and damn , I'm gonna do this podcast and I'm gonna

47:05

finish it off . So , honestly

47:09

, heather , there's

47:14

other things you can probably do to kind of entice

47:16

your relationship . I don't know

47:18

when you guys started from

47:20

, but let me give you some pointers . There's a lot of other things

47:22

. There's the

47:25

hell with the dinners . We all know about dinners

47:27

. There's other ideas , something that

47:29

can kind of heighten his Pleasure

47:31

, sort of speed , but his stamina is up there

47:33

. I mean he's , this guy's got stamina for days . I

47:36

mean damn . But you

47:39

can kind of Maybe

47:41

get some idea . If you have girlfriends , talk to girlfriends

47:43

if you have . Yeah

47:46

, I can't really say your mother cuz every kind of awkward . I

47:48

mean I wouldn't talk to my kids about sex

47:51

, but unless you know the version of bees , but

47:53

yeah , but Kind

47:55

of get some ideas . I mean , if you want to go 50

47:57

shades of gray on them , then you know , hey

47:59

, I don't know , I don't , I don't know

48:01

, hmm , but

48:05

you

48:08

can kind of set the tone , set the mood . There's

48:10

things that you can do to kind of God

48:14

, I can't even talking like this kind of eliminate

48:16

Jessica , and I'm not

48:18

saying take it to the front yard and torture or Stab

48:21

or anything like that , because man , I

48:24

told you see that going differently in my head . But

48:27

there

48:30

are things that you can do . There are things that you

48:33

can Try to entice them away

48:35

from that . Let him know that , the

48:37

feeling that I tell you what Do

48:40

, what you guys did when you first made

48:42

love to each other , try that on and

48:44

then from there Kind of do

48:47

some other things , the way that you can

48:49

get maybe a midnight , maybe

48:52

a midnight , you know , quickly , I don't know , you

48:54

know , maybe . I mean you got both

48:57

you guys sleep new . You know , maybe

48:59

kind of Remind him

49:01

that Jessica can't wake up in the middle of night and

49:03

do and give you pleasure

49:05

Like you can . But

49:10

those are things

49:12

that you can kind of take steps

49:15

. I mean , you're 28

49:17

. You didn't really say how old you're . Your

49:21

boyfriend is , but if I'm guessing you

49:23

guys are maybe closer in age or similar

49:25

in age , I don't know but kind

49:27

of remind him of what

49:30

a real woman is , what a real

49:32

woman can do and

49:34

what kind of pleasure a real woman can give

49:36

Versus what

49:38

Jessica can't do . So

49:41

you know you

49:44

have all the cards , you know

49:46

the balls in your court . It's in

49:48

your favor . So

49:50

there's a lot of things that you could

49:52

do to kind of Get

49:56

him back to where you want him to be

49:58

with you and then just kind of let Jessica

50:00

kind of fade off , fade

50:02

off . I'm not sure what the hell y'all can

50:04

do with the sex doll , but it is

50:06

kind of a laughable moment because

50:09

I'm not sure if you can sell this thing

50:11

off . I don't think you can because of um , it's

50:14

like a match , it's like a dirty mattress and

50:16

I'm not talking about a dirty sexual match

50:19

. But you know , usually people just throw them in the trash

50:21

. But I know you guys don't want to throw away this

50:23

with me . Personally , it probably works

50:25

to me , but then again you can't sell it

50:27

because you got to worry about potential People

50:30

coming back from losses . Oh , the thing gave me commedia

50:32

, it gave me the clap . Wait , seriously

50:36

, did you have her tested

50:38

? Tested

50:40

what ? Oh , my

50:43

goodness . In any event , there

50:46

are things that you can do to ensure that your relationship

50:48

will survive and that it will last long

50:50

and that it will keep going . It'll keep thriving for

50:53

years . It's a long time . I know you guys

50:56

are still going strong . This is just a

50:58

minor , not even a big bump in the

51:00

road . It's minor to me . It's minor because Even

51:03

though it feels like you're competing with Jessica

51:05

You're not , damn I

51:07

but even though you it kind of feels like

51:09

you're competing with her , she's

51:12

not real . She's not real . She's

51:14

nothing but material and

51:16

Something that you guys paid for . I

51:19

mean , truth be told now , I'm not gonna say that I

51:22

would have went a different way on this . I'm not gonna

51:24

say that . But you

51:27

can kind of put

51:29

the ball Back

51:32

in your court . You can kind of get him to where you

51:34

need him back to be . You can bring him

51:36

back from where he's at , and If

51:38

you get him back to that place , it

51:42

takes two . So I don't want

51:44

you to put in . You know 100%

51:46

. He has to be willing to do the same thing , because

51:49

I don't think it's all up to you , it's all it's up to him

51:51

to again reminding him of

51:53

what he has and what you can do

51:55

from him . I think going from there , it

51:57

would be the best idea , the best option

52:00

. You know , because , again , you're

52:02

a human , you're real and there

52:04

are a lot of things that Jessica can't do . Can Jessica

52:06

cook ? Can Jessica clean ? Let me tell you something

52:08

right now if that was me and she couldn't do

52:10

none of that , she got to go , and I know

52:13

I paid for her whatever , but she got to

52:15

go . I need a woman that

52:17

can match my energy . I

52:19

need a woman that can do 50 , 50 things

52:21

with me . I don't need nobody sitting on my

52:24

couch taking my damn air and sleeping

52:26

in my damn bed and ain't paying out a damn

52:28

thing . Hold on , let me get back . I'm

52:30

going crazy . I'm going crazy

52:33

. So let me get back to Bella

52:35

. How the hell did you get in here . I'm

52:37

like cats in here . No

52:39

, go , go anyways

52:42

. But

52:45

in any event

52:47

, I Was going a little bit crazy

52:50

, because you can't do all these things . I mean , there's things

52:52

that you can do and there's things that she

52:54

can't do . Listen , you can do everything

52:56

, but she can't do anything . So

52:58

that , in a nutshell , by itself

53:01

is like the best thing ever

53:03

. So you don't really shouldn't be worried

53:05

about somebody taking your spot , unless

53:08

he is going mentally insane . Then , yes

53:10

, I would worry about that , but I

53:12

don't think it were to that point . I think

53:14

he's just having fun and

53:16

it doesn't sound like

53:18

he's spiteful , because it

53:21

doesn't sound like he's doing it deliberately . Now , I

53:24

don't know if you said he has stamina like that , and there

53:26

are sometimes that he wants to go and this

53:28

and the other , and this dude , jesus

53:30

, I really want to know what his diet is . I

53:33

mean , I eat healthy too , but then again some

53:35

people just born with it . But

53:37

I don't think and again

53:39

, I'm not trying to Say

53:42

that he has done this , but I'm just still trying

53:44

to come with the premise of how you guys thought this

53:46

thing through about this sex doll and how what

53:48

she should look like and what her name is or who named this

53:50

damn thing . But in any event

53:53

, I'm not accusing him of doing anything , I'm not

53:55

saying anything or nothing like that . So I

53:57

don't want you to get the idea

53:59

that , oh , he's really actually cheating and this is

54:01

just a way for him to cheat with

54:03

the sex doll , because he's one day he's going to

54:05

go navigate towards the real thing

54:08

or the real Jessica . I'm not saying none of that

54:10

, so don't get that . And yeah , I'm not putting

54:12

any ahead . So if you guys been

54:14

together for four years and he's

54:16

been faithful up until this damn sex doll

54:18

, I would probably just take him to a place

54:20

to let him and remind him of

54:22

who he has at home and what you

54:25

can do at home , because , again , if

54:27

you decide to leave , then

54:30

he's just going to have Jessica . Jessica

54:32

can't cook , jessica can't clean , jessica

54:34

can't do a damn thing but sit there and so

54:36

go to air . So

54:39

I

54:41

don't know Me . The interaction of

54:44

real people to me does wonders

54:46

for me . I love the conversation . Though I

54:48

don't have friends , I love

54:50

people , you know . I love

54:52

seeing people , the different walks of life of people . That's

54:54

just something good to me . But I

54:57

don't want you to end up like some

54:59

people , I'm sorry , want him

55:01

to end up like some people , some men , who just

55:04

do this as a hobby and then it kind of kind

55:06

of gets out of control , it gets out of hand . So

55:08

I don't think to

55:10

me , I don't think your relationship is in jeopardy

55:12

, I really don't . Is

55:15

it in kind of a stalemate ? Yeah

55:17

, I would say that I would say that's kind of a stalemate

55:19

, and

55:22

then again

55:25

I would just try to do

55:27

things that Jessica can't do

55:29

. You know , again , I

55:32

don't know what your thing is . I mean , lord

55:36

, I can't do him saying this shit , but you know what

55:38

. That's fine , ronald Daltz , you know , if

55:40

you guys are in the heated moment of passion , remind

55:42

him . You know she can't do this , but I can , you

55:45

know , can she tell you I love you ? Can

55:48

she make you this ? Can she make you that ? Can

55:50

she shower with you without holding her

55:52

? Yeah

55:55

, lord , you said he took this thing , this thing

55:57

takes a shower with him . I don't think it's too done , too done

55:59

, but these are things

56:02

that you can , these

56:06

are things that you can kind of grasp . I

56:08

mean , I know you're upset

56:10

about this whole escapade of this whole

56:12

thing , but to me it just felt like it was just

56:14

, you know , having fun . You

56:17

know , I mean it

56:20

just sounds like that's what it was , so I wouldn't take

56:22

it as such an anything like that . So

56:24

I think we should move

56:26

on . I think you guys should just talk

56:28

about this , and if you want to

56:30

follow back up with me , I am more than happy

56:32

to hear that . I mean , if

56:34

he even wants to , you know , write

56:36

me or you know leave me a message or anything

56:39

. I'm all up for that . You

56:41

know , there's no shame here . We're all adults here . I'm

56:43

not ashamed of you , though I thought this letter was very

56:45

fun and comical

56:47

, because I've never heard nothing like this . This

56:49

is just weird . And then actually seeing

56:51

it and I mean , like I said

56:54

, people have these fetishes , you know . So

56:57

it's not bad . I mean , it's

57:00

only bad if it gets to a certain level of Level

57:03

of Kind of mental , kind

57:06

of mental illness or unstuck and I

57:08

can't think of the word or being mentally

57:10

unstable . There we go and

57:13

that we can't separate what's real and what's

57:15

not real . So that

57:17

part would concern me , but it doesn't even sound like he's doing

57:19

that . Still , the crazy

57:21

thing is that he did come home from work early

57:24

and decided to bang Jessica . So

57:27

that would be a little bit suspect to me

57:29

, but you know , maybe it is , maybe not , and I

57:32

hope since then your relationship

57:34

has kind of moved on from this and

57:36

I hope that you can give me a follow up to let me know

57:38

how you guys have proceeded

57:40

on . I hope it's all good

57:42

, hope it's not bad , but in any

57:44

event I hope that I can

57:46

give you something because I'm sorry

57:48

, heather , I just never experienced nothing like this

57:50

. I mean , back in my day , blow up dolls were

57:52

, or sex dolls , with a kind of you just blow

57:54

up and you have fun with that , was it

57:57

? It's a piece of plastic , the

58:00

hole in the mouth holding the vagina , and then that was it

58:02

. That was our kind of , that was their

58:04

kind of fun , because I didn't do that shit . But

58:07

I

58:09

hope this podcast finds you somewhat answers . And

58:11

again , my listeners , if any of you guys

58:13

have experienced this or if you go through something like this

58:15

or if this is something that you do for out of fun or just

58:18

for whenever , please feel free to

58:20

email me at d6 empire 357

58:23

at gmailcom . Again

58:25

, my social media links are up . My

58:29

page that is dedicated to my podcast is on Instagram . That's

58:32

also on my link , so feel free to

58:34

drop in on there . Comments

58:37

are welcome . There's no right , there's no wrong . I

58:40

think I asked that you be respectful . I

58:43

would also say that oh

58:46

crap , I lost my train of thought . I

58:49

appreciate the letters , I appreciate the listeners

58:52

, and there's no right , there's

58:54

no wrong letter . I would try to get to it the best

58:56

way I can , in my

58:58

opinion , because , again , I'm not a licensed

59:00

therapist or nothing like that . But I

59:03

know some of us enjoy hearing something from somebody

59:05

that we don't even know , and I'm good with that , and

59:07

I hope you are too . So I do

59:09

this because , well , not

59:12

only is it fun , I like to give people feedback

59:14

, and though it may not be the

59:16

best feedback that you want to hear , or maybe it's something

59:19

that you can't get on board with , and I'm fine with that

59:21

. We can agree to disagree , or

59:23

we can agree either , or it doesn't really matter

59:25

. So I know

59:27

that we have people that we can confide

59:29

in or that we can't , because we might

59:32

be a little bit too embarrassed . But if

59:34

I can give you this information and

59:36

kind of sound advice , hey

59:39

, hopefully I can you know . So

59:41

, as we get ready to wrap the show up

59:43

. I want to appreciate all my

59:46

listeners and I appreciate the letters . I

59:48

appreciate what you guys do . You guys send me letters . We

59:51

do get some hate mail . It's not a big deal

59:53

. I'm not angry about that Because , like I

59:55

said , everybody's not going to like me , everybody's

59:57

not going to love me . You know , it's no big deal

59:59

to me , you know . So there

1:00:02

are some nasty people out there that I just

1:00:05

hope the best for them . But I

1:00:08

don't feel the need to retaliate because I'm not that kind of person . So

1:00:11

, in any event , I'm

1:00:14

going to let you guys groove on out of here . I

1:00:17

want to say thank you for listening to the show . My

1:00:20

name is Derek , I

1:00:22

am Endeavor Empire and again

1:00:24

, please comment

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, like , subscribe , follow me , do

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whatever . I appreciate

1:00:31

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1:00:34

time we meet or the next time

1:00:36

we talk , you guys have a great day , have

1:00:38

a blessed day and enjoy your day .