0:00

I failed that episode. From cutting off to asking

0:02

questions inappropriately or maybe there was no empathy behind

0:04

it or maybe I was stuck in my one

0:06

way which sometimes is strong for me but I

0:08

don't think God put me in the place that

0:10

I am to lead with any type of pride

0:12

or ego. But I don't think he'll be accepting

0:15

of it at all. I'm just

0:17

praying that don't fight, that do the praying, I only

0:19

go the way, I must stay out waiting for the

0:21

pain. It's not often I sit down with somebody and

0:23

they say something that makes me think. Brother, this was

0:25

great. I love you, babe. I love you. Will you

0:27

give me something to think about? Oh, damn way. I

0:30

had a lot of fun on this video. I'm

0:53

thinking about him God, Jesus. Oh

0:59

my God. Just

1:03

the way to start a podcast. First time people are

1:05

like, what the hell are they doing? What's up guys, we're

1:07

going back. I'm excited about

1:09

this one. You

1:11

realize you say that at the beginning of every podcast? Yeah, I know, I

1:13

was thinking about it. I love it. No, it's great, it's

1:15

great. It's just so funny. And I just imagine one day I'm like,

1:17

I'm not excited about this one. Actually,

1:20

if I wasn't excited about one, it

1:22

definitely would be this one. Cause this one, I

1:24

got a, you know. What's

1:28

going on, dude? Hey, bro,

1:30

open up. I got to talk. I

1:34

got to talk. Okay. From

1:36

here. What's on your heart? Reusing

1:39

comedy to deflect right now. I don't know if anybody knows me

1:41

now or not, but. The devil

1:43

has been messing with me in private

1:45

moments, right? Like in my own

1:47

thoughts. And he's trying to steal my joy

1:49

right now. And I wrote

1:53

in my notes, I go, if the devil's going to

1:55

come after me privately, then I'm going to praise God

1:58

publicly. Like I'm not going to let him. to

2:00

get me by myself and my thoughts and get me to

2:02

like run away from the new obstacles that

2:04

I have. So I have a

2:06

lot to talk about today. One, first, I'm

2:08

sorry to you. Like when

2:11

I talked about the marriage thing, it made it seem like I

2:13

did not want to get married. On the Jordan Peterson episode, just

2:16

for people that are missing from the Jordan Peterson

2:18

episode, a lot of people were talking about the

2:20

way I was going about marriage. And we actually

2:22

do cover this with a Cliff episode. We went

2:24

to New York and I got to sit down

2:26

with Cliff and Stuart again. I

2:28

wanted to, you know, bring my actual problems on

2:31

a podcast and discuss them. But I

2:33

sometimes I speak so passionately and because I'm

2:35

so tunnel vision. It's

2:38

so weird. I speak to like

2:40

to to aggressively sometimes and it

2:43

looked like I didn't want to get married. But dude, if

2:45

you knew who I was, you know that I'm a romantic

2:47

guy. I want to get married. I was just trying to

2:49

clear a point. And I'm not going

2:51

to bring this part up right now because we

2:53

dive so deep into it in the Cliff episode.

2:55

But I just want to take the time to

2:57

say I'm so sorry. Like I hope you like,

3:00

like for real, I'm sorry. Like I hope that

3:02

didn't hurt your feelings because like that sucks from

3:04

like a girl's perspective, like watching an audience being

3:07

like make an honest woman over George. And it's

3:09

like, that's all like, that's all I tried to

3:11

do. She knows the truth, deep down. But when

3:13

you know something written over and over again, but

3:16

yeah, it's not even that it's just like it's

3:18

it's it's my responsibility to make sure that I'm

3:20

reflecting us properly. And that didn't come off. Great.

3:24

Well, thank you. I appreciate that. And I mean,

3:26

I've told you privately, so I guess we'll sit

3:28

in here. But, you know, I know our relationship

3:30

just as Reed said, and I know where we

3:32

stand. I know how you feel so that all

3:34

that matters to me. People are going to say

3:36

what they want to say, you know, people are

3:38

always going to have something to say about something,

3:40

you know? Yeah. So you were

3:42

just trying you had, you know, a question and

3:44

you're pondering something in your thoughts and you wanted

3:46

it answered, you know, but anyways,

3:48

I can't wait to stand up there and say I do. And I

3:50

know that's how you feel too. So that's all that matters. No, don't

3:52

speak for me. Okay. So. Oh, that was

3:55

a. Oh

4:00

my gosh, oh no, oh no, oh no.

4:03

Oh, right there on the corner. Sorry

4:07

about that. We're alive. This is

4:09

a very dangerous corner. Dude,

4:11

straight up. We always hear erp, erp. There's

4:13

always that second where it's like, you don't

4:16

know how long it's gonna last before the

4:18

impact. And sometimes it's like, erp. No.

4:23

Sometimes it's erp. Sometimes

4:25

it's erp. Sometimes it. Thank

4:29

you, Reed. I think I was in that car crash. He

4:33

has a recovery from the dirty socks comments. He

4:35

made bad go-chicks. I'm wearing black socks this time.

4:38

That was the last solo episode. No,

4:40

honestly. My mom

4:43

comments on barcats. She

4:45

combats with haters, but even her, she

4:47

was like, Reed's never allowed in my house. Yeah,

4:49

I was in her home. It looks like I

4:52

just ran through the forest in my socks. What

4:54

happened? I was like, they can't be that bad.

4:56

I clicked on the time mark and I was like, oh dear

4:58

God. Honestly, though, it is hard

5:00

keeping your socks white. Hard, I've washed my

5:02

socks in blue beach. And sometimes it's like,

5:05

should we start from there or should we just kind of. I think that

5:08

was great. Yeah. Yeah.

5:10

Are you okay, dude? Okay, back to the devil

5:12

in your head, huh? Yeah. Jeez,

5:14

dude. Ah. In

5:17

my defense, I'm still dealing with the medication.

5:19

It's making me very nauseous all the time.

5:21

And it's hard to like. Parasite medication? Yeah.

5:24

I want to circle back to the Jordan Peterson episode. I have

5:26

it in my notes. This is how I wanted to explain it.

5:28

One second, sorry, I just want to get so comfortable. Yeah, Chris

5:30

Cross Tafelsauce. It's one of those kinds of days. It's one of

5:32

those kinds of days. Oh, holding the pillow too. Yeah, I just

5:34

want to get real. It's

5:37

all around going to be one of those episodes. I hope you

5:39

guys bear with me. I

5:42

wanted to apologize because let me

5:45

take a step back. Before I even get into the

5:47

Jordan Peterson episode, a

5:50

recent podcast I was talking about, you're going to

5:52

go through what you're praying for. Man,

5:55

am I tasting that right now, more than

5:58

anything. It's

6:00

no secret that my podcast just started

6:02

performing at a level that I was

6:04

dreaming of. And that

6:07

came with a lot, real quick, it

6:09

came with a lot of learning curves,

6:11

real quick. And it's soul crushing to

6:13

make a mistake or learn in front

6:15

of an audience, especially one that's dedicating

6:17

their time to me and

6:20

just supporting you. So it's hard.

6:22

So I've been praying about this

6:24

a lot, a lot. And I wanted to know how

6:26

I would go about talking about the Jordan Peterson episode,

6:29

like making an excuse or like

6:32

own up to things. So I just took a day

6:34

to pray about it. And I think

6:37

the best way that I could put this is this. I

6:41

failed that episode. And I

6:43

know that you guys were fighting me on saying that and you guys don't

6:45

really feel that way, but I do side

6:47

with the comments that did

6:49

say I dropped the ball. And it's

6:51

because I was with this really wise

6:54

guy and he said something that

6:56

stuck with me. He said only the comments that

6:58

you know in your heart is true will

7:00

stick with you. That's

7:02

why I could see a lot of hater comments and read

7:04

it and laugh and move on. But

7:06

those ones stuck with me because I did drop the ball.

7:08

I did watch myself performing that

7:11

podcast and it was like, that's not a

7:13

great way to go about it. There

7:17

was a lot of mistakes that I made

7:19

from cutting off to asking questions inappropriately or

7:21

maybe there was no empathy behind it or

7:23

maybe I was stuck in my one way,

7:26

which sometimes is strong for me, but I gotta

7:28

learn when to hold that tool and fold that

7:30

tool. Yeah, there's probably a little adapting that needed

7:33

to happen. There is. And I just spent the

7:35

day just kind of reflecting, like how do I

7:37

go about this? This is like the first time

7:39

where I posted a podcast and I didn't get

7:41

a good feedback, right? Like it was a blatant

7:43

like, hey man, you really dropped the ball. And

7:45

to be honest, nobody hurts more than like

7:47

me because like I was very excited about that episode.

7:51

I read a few comments and I just wanna

7:53

address them because like I feel like if I

7:55

address them, and by the way, I'm never addressing

7:57

comments that are hating, like I only address the

7:59

ones that I. No are right so I got

8:01

i have to like critiques kind of the have

8:03

enough if I'm going to have this stage right

8:05

and I got a little. If. I'm going

8:07

to have a great for mind. I can have the

8:09

attitude of like I don't care to say this is

8:12

like my staged If you don't listen go because I

8:14

do care what they say if it makes sense, if

8:16

it doesn't make sense than I'm like alright stages don't

8:18

see a from my point of view and I'm very

8:20

strong and my mindset here is very clear with comments

8:23

and knowing if it's coming from a place of love

8:25

and trying to better you are To somebody trying to

8:27

tear you down it's very easy to random and be

8:29

like oh you actually don't have. Any

8:31

real care for me improving. Your.

8:34

Just trying to. You're taking on your own insecurities

8:36

or you're lucky you. You went on want hit

8:38

on somebody there to make yourself feel better. I

8:41

read a comment as said i you know the

8:43

same getting says had. Ah,

8:45

and it is. That. Is and

8:47

that so uncomfortable to say but not in a

8:49

bad way. Knowledge: In a way where I'm like

8:52

yo this is my show. It's truly I'm so

8:54

I have a new audience now and a new

8:56

state. I am getting the same to my head

8:58

but in a way where like I don't want

9:01

to lose it. A don't want to lose

9:03

it. And. I'm scared of losing A

9:05

because it's man. It's such a blessing to have. A.

9:07

Platform and like it'll brands. I want to

9:09

be a part of it and let's all

9:11

these guess I want to be a part

9:13

of it. So I started moving being very

9:15

scared and I took my fear off the

9:17

lord I took my fear on to.like the

9:19

show. And that's why dropped the ball.

9:22

So. with a whole day or reflecting. I.

9:26

As God. Gently. Remind me

9:28

for my next obstacle right? Like I already know

9:30

I'm going to be put to another test the

9:33

be gentle with me because like I just came

9:35

from like a really exhausting one and I would

9:37

like by letters want to Do you see any

9:39

reason to realize just I'm I'm still recovering anomaly

9:41

shorts on have figured out am try to be

9:44

a good leader and shudder figure things out in.

9:46

Ah I took my eyes off as him. For

9:49

a moment of it, it was like. I.

9:52

gotta make sure i come off like people

9:54

are like listening to the show they need

9:57

and i just became a try hard and

9:59

a me the audience caught it

10:01

and they were like, yo, chill

10:03

out with that. And like, be careful of how

10:05

like, just because I have a strong point

10:08

of view, I can't forget

10:10

that I'm having a conversation and

10:12

that I have to be willing, even though

10:14

I don't understand nor do I want to

10:16

understand, I have to come from humility and

10:19

like understand that I am the host. And

10:21

just because I might want to push back,

10:23

I got to do it in a better

10:25

way. And I showed that with the Angie

10:27

Tate episode, but I went there fearing God.

10:29

This time I went in fearing that I'm going to

10:31

lose, let's just be honest, the fame, the money, the

10:33

recognition, all the things that I worked so hard to

10:36

have. But God, in

10:38

that moment, real quick was like, I'll take all of that

10:40

away from you if you ask me that. Because

10:43

this audience isn't building that type of

10:45

nonsense. And so I

10:47

want to thank everybody that kind of called me out and

10:50

I'm sorry guys, like I really wish

10:52

I would have pulled more out of that episode than I

10:55

should have, you know? And you know

10:57

what? I got to say this, bro, like it

10:59

was so, you remember when I asked God to

11:01

be gentle with me? The audience was so gentle

11:03

with me, bro. I've never got critique. Like it

11:05

was like, it wasn't like a, it

11:07

was just like, come here, come here. Sit

11:10

down. And I'm like, just sit there and read

11:12

these comments. And I'm like, this is my favorite brand deal I've

11:14

ever shined in my life. I didn't even pay for it either.

11:16

What? This is a one

11:18

of one original painting. This means a lot to

11:20

us because Reed's dad actually makes that very, very

11:22

talented, talented painter. You actually could send him pictures

11:25

and he could hand draw whatever you want. They're

11:27

called commissions. He loves those. Well, you know who's

11:29

not getting a commission? You, so shut up. I

11:31

was in the middle of pitching this. Doug Calder,

11:33

studio.com. Use my code. There's no code,

11:35

George. They have to pay full price, but it's very

11:37

reasonable. It's very reasonable. But I'll joke it aside, guys,

11:40

these are unbelievable. And if you want some really, really

11:42

high quality painting with a lot of meaning, make sure

11:44

you guys go to the description, click that link. And

11:46

not only you can order anything that you want

11:49

to be painted, but there's also really, really cool

11:51

ones already painted. So check it out. Link is

11:53

in the description. Well, actually, and I was

11:55

gonna say something for that, is

11:58

I think, you know, and I think it's very. of

12:00

you to realize your faults and I mean that's something

12:02

that you continuously do in your life. You know you're

12:04

always trying to correct yourself and better yourself which I

12:07

think is very admirable but I definitely think

12:09

you need to give yourself grace in the sense that well first

12:11

of all you're going through a lot your body you know you're

12:14

he's literally trying to get rid of so many

12:16

parasites in his body he's taking so much like

12:18

medication and supplements things like that so your body's

12:20

going through it a lot and you have a

12:22

lot of work piled on a lot of pressure

12:25

and then on top of it I mean you

12:27

know Jordan Peterson that's a very difficult

12:29

person to sit down with and I think that

12:31

a lot of people obviously know that I saw

12:33

a lot of comments that were supportive of that

12:35

that were like hey man I mean like honestly

12:37

good for you for that was brave of you

12:39

sitting down with him because it's it's hard he's

12:41

a hard person to sit down and open up

12:43

with so I just think you need to give

12:46

yourself grace you know it's a lot of pressure

12:48

somebody you look up to you know as you

12:50

said you you want to make sure that the

12:52

show keeps doing well and keeps going up and

12:54

then finding that balance of like okay being the

12:56

interviewer but then also bringing some of your

12:58

own self into it which I which I think

13:00

is for the most part something that your audience

13:03

really enjoys is when you bring a piece of

13:05

yourself right to the the person you're interviewing um

13:08

but I guess it's finding that balance right of

13:10

what's just enough and what's too much right so

13:12

I just think you need to give yourself grace

13:14

and um I appreciate that you know and I

13:16

think um I

13:20

would love to agree with you I

13:22

would love like don't get me wrong like bro like

13:24

just tee me up to be like you're right like

13:26

I need to chill out I'm doing just fine but

13:28

it's uh it's too much grace that

13:30

could be poison right totally totally I

13:33

think like one I'll give I'll give myself grace on

13:35

one thing when I cut people off if like for

13:37

example you're talking and I because me and you cut

13:39

each other off in in real life yes like please

13:41

and I'm gonna cut you off right now please people

13:43

know when Georgie cuts me off or when I cut

13:46

him off or whatever it might be like he's not

13:48

cutting me off because he doesn't care what I have

13:50

to say it's this is just how we communicate and

13:52

this is how we have conversations and it's so hard

13:54

knowing the right beat when to come in like is

13:56

that person done their sentence or they not done it

13:58

is difficult yeah Yes, and that's

14:00

why like that I'll give myself grace and I'm like, okay,

14:02

this is just like me I have to get used to

14:05

like this back and forth and when I read those comments

14:07

I'm like, they're right. I got to get better at that

14:09

But sometimes I get so passionate of

14:11

where the podcast is going that like I like

14:13

double dutch I jumped in too early and I

14:15

like I ruined the flow and I agree I

14:17

did ruin the flow of a lot of things

14:19

and I never have the intentions of ruining the

14:22

flow of a conversation In fact, that's like the

14:24

least thing I would ever want to do. It's

14:26

just my my excitement or Maybe

14:29

I'm in a thought and I'm thinking it's so

14:31

like much that I like I blur it out

14:33

I might accidentally cut somebody off and that's very

14:35

wrong with me disrespectful on so many levels. I'm

14:38

working on it. Um, but When

14:42

I watched that podcast back that was driven

14:44

by so much Pride

14:47

because I was like, yeah, I'm sitting here with Jordan

14:49

Peter Like cool Like I can't wait to share my

14:51

thoughts and I'm gonna tell him this one and then

14:53

I'm gonna learn this and if he doesn't Think this way that I'd

14:55

like to show and it's just like whoa. Whoa. You forgot

14:57

the whole point of being there Yeah,

14:59

and to me that doesn't

15:02

deserve grace because I don't think

15:04

God put me in the place that I am To

15:07

lead with any type of fright or ego at all zero

15:09

like zero and I don't think it will be accepting of

15:11

it at all So

15:14

I and by the way, like Do

15:17

I want to jump on a podcast always and just like brighten up

15:19

your day? I do I hate the fact

15:21

that I actually sit here and like I have to talk about this

15:23

and I and I hope I'm not boring anybody But

15:27

I I was raised that if I did

15:29

anything wrong, I have to own up to it It'll

15:32

eat me up alive if I don't and this is

15:34

the first time in my life that I've ever done

15:36

this like on my show so

15:38

this is like I just bear with me

15:40

and even if this apologies annoying like there's

15:44

a lot of like programs and shows and

15:46

stuff where I feel like the connection between

15:48

the audience and The

15:50

people of the show. There's a huge wall put

15:53

up where it's like They

15:55

are watching because of me. So why would I

15:57

listen to them? I know what's best

16:00

for me. If they care about that, they'll

16:02

keep watching. But if I was an

16:04

audience member, and I saw somebody drop the ball

16:06

a little bit, and they did what you're doing

16:08

now, which is respond and say, Oh, I want

16:10

this to be the best it can be. I'd

16:14

have a lot of respect for that person. And it would honestly make

16:16

me a bigger fan of the show. And I'd

16:18

want to say, Oh, I'm excited to see this

16:20

guy grow. So I totally agree.

16:22

And honor of this episode starting out so

16:24

serious. I'm just gonna just

16:27

kind of go over some things I was

16:29

journaling. And hopefully this episode could not only

16:32

help me reflect a little bit more, but like, hopefully, maybe

16:34

this sits with somebody else. Here's something

16:36

I wrote. I said, I realized every time I say

16:38

a prayer, I get scared. I

16:41

go, God, please teach me to be content. And

16:43

the first thing that hits my head is, what if

16:46

he has to remove everything for

16:48

me to be content. And

16:50

that immediately

16:53

made me appreciate everything. You know

16:56

what I'm saying? Like, yeah, so think about this. I asked

16:58

God, help me be content. The

17:01

first thought that I got was, what if he

17:03

has to remove everything in the process of doing

17:05

that. And then all of a sudden,

17:07

I started really appreciating everything I have like a

17:09

little bit more than I should have, right? I

17:11

found that really funny. And then I realized like

17:13

that, that negative thought is not from the,

17:15

it's not from God. You know what I

17:17

mean? Like, God's not going to be coming in. He's not a parent that's gonna

17:19

be like, you want me to remove all this stuff from you? No,

17:22

because he has plans to prosper me and protect

17:24

me. And he has great plans for me. But

17:26

that one first thought that I got was what

17:28

if he has to remove

17:30

everything that you love for you

17:32

to learn to be content. I

17:36

prayed, I prayed on that for a bit, right? And

17:38

these are the two things that I thought one,

17:41

first and foremost, my eyes are really

17:43

set on God. My prayer is

17:45

make me a man that could willingly

17:47

throw everything away from you. Because if

17:49

I need to throw everything away, my

17:51

first fear thought should not be what

17:53

if I lose my show? Or what

17:56

if I lose my girl fiance? Sorry.

17:58

And what if I lose my you know, like These

18:00

are the dark thoughts in the thought should be first

18:02

moment. know if those have to go for my god

18:04

and let me throw them first. Let

18:06

me be the first one to get rid

18:08

of them. Not a old I don't wanna.

18:10

that was my first thought. So. I

18:13

prefer better face. As

18:16

the second thought was, I'm sitting

18:18

there. And. I'm praying. And

18:22

The Devil. Interfered.

18:25

With. My meditation will don't.

18:29

But. I I was confused. There I go.

18:31

Why would God? Let.

18:33

The double com in. This. Is our

18:35

conversation. He has the power. To be like you're

18:37

not talking arena. Zip it. But.

18:39

He left the double get into my head. And

18:42

then I thought to myself, man like. I

18:46

always understood why the devil roamed around. A lot

18:48

of new Christians would be like lot of get

18:50

it. Why would you let the double run around

18:52

if you're all seeing you all powerful lousy. Let

18:54

that happen is so he could know if you're

18:56

going to choose and. Are

18:58

you going to choose him? Or. Everything

19:01

the devils gonna promises which is

19:03

full of was. That was

19:05

one. But some

19:07

I thought man is so much more, So much

19:09

more deeper than that man. You.

19:12

Know how stuff are forged in

19:15

the fire? don't malleable. But.

19:17

If I told you that was what the Devil is, wouldn't

19:19

God uses and. See.

19:22

Let's him. Interfere with

19:24

your life. Just

19:26

the perfect amount for you

19:29

to choose. Him. When.

19:32

I sat there. I could have below. I'm I

19:34

going pray for that because I don't want to

19:36

get rid of everything. I'm really content right now.

19:38

we're allowed. Love Ottawa Malone on on us because

19:40

if you really thought that the new should be

19:42

willing to throw it all away for got. So.

19:46

When I when I felt that I. I.

19:48

Just realized, man, how many

19:50

situations is the devil beating

19:52

the crap out of us.

19:55

And we're sitting here. upset

19:58

with god being like Why

20:00

would you let him roam

20:02

around in my business? Is

20:07

because he wants us to be malleable. He

20:10

wants to forge us in the fire. It's

20:13

heat, it's hot, it's

20:15

annoying, but

20:17

diamonds are made out of pressure. That's

20:21

why I started the podcast being like, if the devil's gonna

20:23

mess with me in

20:25

private, I'm gonna praise God in public. Because

20:28

I think a lot of us like to pretend the devil

20:30

doesn't exist. That's

20:33

his trick, that's not our trick. Ours

20:36

is to symbolize and know

20:38

which is wrong and right. So

20:42

how can we use the devil? I

20:46

know that sounds really crazy, but how can we use the

20:48

devil? No, everything you're saying makes so much sense. Well,

20:50

because if the devil didn't get in your head going like,

20:52

well, then all this is gonna go away, then you wouldn't

20:54

have sat there and reflected about how grateful you are for

20:56

all these things. You wouldn't have been reminded of like, oh

20:59

wait, I don't want this to go away.

21:01

I don't want that to go away. And then you realize how

21:03

important they are to you. And so you're grateful for them. It's

21:06

like, it's harder to even like put into

21:09

words because

21:12

it's a new thought. I haven't really even

21:15

been able to flush it out, but it's,

21:18

I see God using the devil as a tool

21:20

in my life. And it's

21:22

a tool that we don't talk about. If

21:25

you're in a financial state, the

21:27

devil's probably telling you to have a credit card,

21:29

buy beyond your means, do, do, do, do, do,

21:31

do, do. But it's like, you have to fight

21:33

these thoughts. You can't just pretend they don't exist.

21:36

Cause a lot of people, oh, you believe in the devil? Well,

21:39

yeah, dude, if you believe in God, then you believe

21:41

in the devil. And the devil isn't

21:43

just sitting around and just, oh, well

21:45

he's with, he's with God. So I'm not

21:47

gonna, no bro, he's gonna obviously come after

21:50

you. You're the one that he wants. He

21:52

wants the one that worships God, not the

21:54

one who's at the park who doesn't even

21:56

care about God. He already won

21:58

him. Totally. He

22:00

wants the one that worships God. And

22:03

kind of the reason why I tied

22:06

in this

22:08

with my apology is the

22:11

devil messed me up on my last podcast. He

22:13

got me in my fear of like, I'm going

22:15

to mess up this podcast and I messed up

22:17

the podcast because I was worried

22:19

about messing up the podcast and I should have been worried

22:21

about messing up God's will. Like

22:24

you believed in that thought more than anything. But

22:26

you're going to be a better interviewer because of it. If

22:29

the devil didn't intervene, then you wouldn't have learned this lesson

22:32

and you wouldn't go into the next

22:34

podcast remembering that and

22:36

being stronger and keeping that in

22:38

mind. You grew from it. Yeah,

22:41

but I think I only grew from it because I didn't run from

22:43

it. And I

22:45

think that's what I used to do a lot. But

22:48

this podcast had made me so vulnerable and so

22:51

like, like these people are catching anything

22:53

I do. Like, you know what I mean?

22:55

Like, if I say one thing wrong, they're like, Hey, dude, what's up with

22:57

this? And I'm like, yeah, you're right. And that's great. Now,

22:59

honestly, it's a blessing. Now I have like, I

23:02

have an audience that can keep me in check. I

23:04

mean, even biblically, bro, like it was other people that

23:06

cut other people in check. And by the way, this

23:08

is a Christian audience. So people aren't just like, I

23:10

think he's wrong. Chapter

23:13

mark a Bible. I'm like, Whoa,

23:15

like this is like, it's different

23:17

from people just putting the

23:19

remote and turning on late night TV and be

23:22

like, Hmm, that's interesting and turning it off. Yeah,

23:24

no, it truly is such a different audience because

23:26

you look at it. It's so funny. I

23:28

was just looking at this today. Like, this is random, but Kylie

23:30

Jenner posted the pictures. I was like, Oh, I think she looks

23:32

great. And I looked at the comments

23:34

and I'm like, I know some someone's gonna have

23:36

something to say about it. And it's like, when

23:38

she was super curvy, people were like, Oh, you're

23:40

too low. It's so much that now she's like

23:42

a little bit more lean. And people are like,

23:44

well, at least when you're curvy, you're stood out.

23:46

And it's like, Jesus, poor

23:48

girl. I agree with that one, though.

23:52

You can't like if you're gonna do

23:54

something to it for yourself, because literally you can't please anybody,

23:56

you know, somebody's gonna have something to say. Also shameless people.

24:00

the whole time. But anyways, but so but our but

24:02

the difference between like this audience versus like our

24:04

audience who is so thoughtful and like precise with

24:06

their words is Like that's

24:08

a big blessing. By the way, like It

24:13

was a it's a huge blessing there's this guy

24:15

his name's Russ I call him Russ, but let

24:17

me make sure let me pull up his

24:20

real name dude He's as we speak bro. Look

24:22

at the little there's a video of

24:24

him Ruslan is right. Is that

24:26

you pronounce it Russell in right? Oh,

24:28

he's always yeah, wrestling. Yeah, there's a

24:30

video How do we speak going? Maniac?

24:33

He's always working Here

24:35

of you do a lie. Yeah I

24:40

posted the Jordan take Jordan Peter

24:44

Kid when I posted had another

24:46

video What already watching it and

24:48

then there was like a hundred K of people

24:50

just giving their inputs on it and

24:53

he messaged me He's like hey, man, like it

24:55

was so nice because he's always speaking so highly about me,

24:57

but he goes hey, man, like I'm

25:00

sorry, but I had to give you my input on this

25:02

and I go bro like if you're a Christian like like

25:06

Platform should never be sorry of rebuking me. Your

25:08

job is not to agree with me Your job

25:10

is to correct me especially if you have a

25:12

your own audience I would hate for you just

25:14

to like me and then let me know let's

25:17

brush this underneath the rug like no No, no,

25:19

if you're gonna confront me behind closed doors, and

25:21

I'm so vulnerable bro. Hang me to dry Let

25:23

me be there like the example that other people

25:25

need to learn from like it's a healthy It's

25:27

a healthy thing to just at least move in

25:30

a direction. It doesn't have to be like an

25:32

overnight switch Speaking of

25:34

overnight switch Mike Maylack called me just

25:36

now. Yeah, I'm gonna face down Why

25:38

not? This is a perfect podcast. All right. Yeah. Look

25:41

who it is Yeah,

25:43

wait, can you oh you're not gonna be able to see

25:45

me am I on the show? Well you I mean you

25:47

are but like you're not at the same time I

25:54

yeah No. How

26:01

our you buddy? I'm pretty

26:03

good. I just got off the body clock at

26:05

the by the way but my calls really just

26:07

you know we're going on. Bobby leaves and I'm

26:10

gonna give you all the smoke and oh my

26:12

oh my God. How

26:14

did ago. It

26:17

was cool, I think. She.

26:22

Talked about. How

26:25

the opposite. He's not doing your

26:27

show and. They

26:29

say here like the buffets, my sis,

26:31

my house or that you're not going

26:33

to capitalize off his office situation and

26:36

a major I target to go on

26:38

his show. he was a young voters

26:40

oh it's fine, so easily done only

26:42

wow. Well as it all my know

26:44

is that might have my best interest

26:46

to. Us

26:49

like I'm I The only boy who knows that

26:51

I was. On the whole by that he goes

26:53

broke you told the world you want to punch

26:56

me in the face and I didn't I didn't

26:58

insist that think that's has a lot for physicists

27:00

assistance. And the funny

27:02

thing about it was when we're already

27:05

talking like we're article. Uses

27:09

a mere mike are gonna as we saw

27:11

other really fully sat down and saw things

27:13

are but we are going to talk things

27:15

obviously everything's good and then I then what

27:17

worked What. God. On

27:19

Ago and I'm going to come on

27:21

as well and we can break down

27:23

summers.on the show as well. Yeah, all

27:26

the secrets and juice and then I'm.

27:28

Actually he's gonna be the new caused them system

27:30

as a side. Effect

27:33

that. Sounds like

27:35

a comfortable a checklist. Hospices

27:38

eyebrow mana finish of this parliament I'm

27:40

a his job afterwards. Have

27:43

ago. Abrupt. And. Thank

27:47

god you know frontman say something about

27:49

with as a worse if he says

27:51

now i eat I actually told him

27:53

I go bro it's like. It.

27:58

Is. much is like he went and forth like

28:00

you gotta it's a I love that bro

28:02

like I for those of you guys that don't know what's going

28:04

on me and Mike had a falling out I was on a

28:07

show with him and and I love

28:09

when the devil doesn't win right yeah

28:11

the devil tried to separate and I

28:13

could have easily taken the opportunity and

28:15

being like a like a punk or

28:17

like somebody was even there was times

28:19

where he was winning in your head

28:21

there was times like you know winning

28:23

a lot the scoreboard was real

28:25

high on that but

28:28

and you know what's so funny it's just like when you when you

28:30

really put your ego aside and you're like what do you want

28:32

and it's like true I don't think anybody walks wakes up and

28:34

does like I want to smoke I want

28:36

to smoke with somebody right now if anybody says anything

28:38

and it's just like that if you do you're hurting

28:40

yeah you're not you're not in your best and by

28:43

the way I wanted to smoke at one point oh

28:45

definitely we're hurting bro yeah yeah yeah but I'm glad

28:47

I did it yeah and and

28:50

I love that I love that um if

28:52

you work really really hard oh this is actually in

28:54

the paris this is gonna this oh man this is

28:56

gonna be really nice this podcast is really turning into

28:58

something is it yeah it's

29:00

not is it I do blame it on

29:02

the medication though I'm so nauseous like every

29:05

time I keep swallowing it's my own saliva

29:07

because I feel like I'm gonna throw up

29:09

not the worst and this

29:11

could be a short one yeah I

29:14

don't know I don't know if I got it isn't me

29:16

today but this

29:18

relationship between me and Mike I'll even give

29:20

this as an example um silence

29:24

was the best weapon I could use and

29:28

I'll explain sure I'm in Bell smiling because you'd

29:30

always just be like be quiet just don't say

29:32

anything but

29:34

right now I use that to

29:37

kind of overcome that challenge in my life

29:39

silence you'd be quiet and just watch but

29:42

recently after ironically the Jordan Peterson episode when he

29:45

was like no you could really just look at

29:47

somebody and watch them and be quiet really watch

29:49

them and be quiet that is stuck with me

29:51

no such good yeah that was such good advice

29:54

your dad also has given me that advice by the way and

29:56

you that's I was just about to say and I talked to

29:58

him today he gave me that advice again my dad My dad

30:00

is the king at that. My dad

30:02

is the king at that. He's so

30:04

quiet. When my, I will

30:06

only know my father's stress, they're upset

30:09

or angry when he's quiet. When

30:11

he's quiet, if I ever walked into the house when

30:13

I was younger and it was quiet, I would just,

30:15

my stomach would like just, Oh, I was like, Oh

30:17

damn. Like this guy's like, like, he's not fippity poppity.

30:20

He's just like going and, do you want food? Do

30:22

you want food? Like if you know he's

30:24

good, he's offering you food and drinks and he's like, you know,

30:26

you want a cigar? Like he is, 12 o'clock, let's do something.

30:29

Come on, let's go. But he's quiet. You're like,

30:31

Oh, somebody messes him. And

30:33

that is such a powerful tool because I think

30:37

I'm not exaggerating. 50%

30:39

of my problems were because of my mouth when

30:41

I was emotional. It was like, they would do

30:43

something. I would retaliate. And then

30:45

now that just added drama and I have to

30:48

go and either apologize for how I spoke, take

30:50

back things I didn't mean or the worst double

30:53

down. And you're like, Oh,

30:55

I can't back down. I just said that. And I got to

30:57

go in for it. But it's like, you got to just be

30:59

calm and quiet. And

31:02

then I realized why this is so important.

31:06

When you're quiet, are

31:08

you ready for this? A lot of people are not really going to,

31:10

they're going to hear it and go, Whoa, I never thought about that

31:12

way. And some people are like, are you stupid? How

31:14

did you not know that? I was the one that didn't know

31:16

that. You're ready for this? When you're quiet, you

31:20

could listen more. But

31:25

hear me out, Reed. The reason why I talked so

31:27

much wasn't because I was like trying to get one

31:29

over is because because I'm a man

31:31

who is socially like with his mouth, like

31:33

very, very good at talking that when things

31:35

get bad, I think

31:37

that's what I need to do. It's your tool.

31:40

It's quiet. I'm like, Oh, I have to have

31:42

to mend it or fix it or try in

31:44

that try hard. It's like, it's

31:46

such an uncomfortable and cringe thing to look

31:48

at. But when

31:51

you like pull back the microscope, you're like, Okay, why am

31:53

I trying so hard here? It's

31:55

because you care because I care. You want people

31:57

to know your heart and to understand. And when I'm quiet, I

31:59

feel like I'm not. they think I don't care. And

32:02

that scares me. Because. I'd rather see

32:04

the wrong thing to you than you assume the wrong

32:07

thing what I'm thinking. To.

32:09

Get I'm saying yes. You have to Trust.

32:11

The people know your heart. If.

32:14

You think they don't then you're always gonna be

32:16

trying to prove yourself to them. But.

32:18

Like I would say, I'm a quieter person.

32:21

You. Talk of way more than me. But.

32:23

I know a lotta down but as the. Saying

32:28

goes ah, so you're doing is often

32:30

or I know, but I'm quiet when

32:32

I'm just listening to i know you're

32:34

not thinking twice anything and sing wasn't

32:36

saying anything. But it's because I know

32:39

the you know my heart. Yeah, Like when

32:41

I first walked in. It. Was in five

32:43

minutes of us meet each other I knew you

32:45

knew who I was I wasn't worried about like

32:47

I to prove myself to do this and this

32:49

out of and I wondered if elsa national that

32:51

Israel i don't think you know muscle at his

32:54

and like. Satellite. So

32:56

blessed to have somebody in my life like you because

32:58

like I can learn from them. I came from a

33:00

world where i first I was self deprecation. I made

33:02

jokes about myself to the other people left when I

33:04

was younger people make fun of me. I thought in

33:07

my mind if I beat them to the punch on

33:09

the funny one. Is like Steve is

33:11

another classmate. I just can't figure out if

33:13

I'm if one of my so so much

33:15

to teach. I've had suspended for making summer

33:17

such as if they probably did electrodes If

33:19

you make fun of yourself what more does

33:21

you're not gonna gonna gonna lose you sat

33:23

good sambre this is after I get home

33:25

of us right now I'd ask her what

33:27

it was a suspension was a week launched

33:30

suspension so like I would go to school

33:32

but I would. I have recess stats com

33:34

as well more. Yeah, week of that is a

33:36

word because I made. I made too many jokes

33:38

about myself and is Bob Hoskins my mom

33:40

would be like what you do that and

33:42

I was like oh is it the so

33:44

like if I if I thought like this.

33:46

They laughed at me and I said

33:48

at first they're technically laughing with me,

33:50

but this. Is a problem because as it

33:53

as I grew older and I grew more confidence I

33:55

understood that. That's right, Kerala, you're more than welcome to

33:57

come down. You're. so cute

33:59

system She was like hiding behind the

34:01

face When

34:03

I grew as an adult and I

34:05

didn't like learn that this is not great

34:08

I Adapted with that so

34:10

like I didn't learn that like

34:12

if I have a problem I should just be quiet and think about

34:14

it for a little bit Before it I

34:17

just see it and immediately you tell a joke or

34:19

like try to figure it out And I think I

34:21

got to figure it out or I don't care and

34:23

they're gonna think I don't care So I gotta like

34:26

figure this out and I also grew up in a

34:28

home where it's like we don't go to bed angry

34:30

We have to solve this and sometimes that's that's tough

34:32

because you can't solve everything in

34:34

one day Yeah, so I

34:36

have to learn to be very very quiet

34:39

and listen, you're

34:41

gonna be you're gonna be a Monster

34:44

bro like in a good way like once you

34:46

master that you're gonna be a forced to be

34:48

reckoned with the magic podcast Why don't interrupt anybody?

34:50

I'm just sitting there like this is a quiet

34:52

and I don't say a word to like man

34:54

He's profound. Damn. Oh, yes. I feel like Jordan

34:56

Peterson He's very he's quiet and

34:58

he takes his stuff like there are some three asked him

35:00

a question he took like 10

35:02

seconds to answer With

35:05

himself like I was angry.

35:07

No And

35:11

this is my dad, yes Like

35:14

are you are we here for you? Like are we like

35:16

are we a part of this who's in there? Multiple

35:20

people there, but that's a strong thing

35:22

to be able to do, you know, yeah, cuz it's

35:24

it's awkward having to like you feel Rude

35:27

to everybody having to pause to like really think about

35:29

your answer, you know but I feel like this goes

35:31

perfectly my one of my favorite Bible verses and it's

35:34

slow to speak slow to

35:36

anger and quick to listen and That

35:40

is like it's been one of my favorites for a long time

35:42

and it's just she read me that

35:44

Bible verse over our first argument Yeah, I

35:47

was a wild boy, bro Like it's dangerous when you're

35:49

really good at your tongue and you

35:51

don't use it for good reasons You could get

35:54

like bro like if I argue with somebody and

35:56

if I wanted to be malicious and just gaslight

35:58

them or like take their words if If

36:00

I wanted to be evil with my tongue no one would

36:02

have been arguing with me and I caught myself doing that

36:04

to Bell in the very beginning of relationships why because I

36:06

was in toxic relationships, bro Before girls would just be like

36:09

they would do shit and I'll be like I'd have to

36:11

like defeat them You wanted to get there before she did

36:14

Bell hit me with freakin silence bro not to bring up

36:17

silence again. I was like yo, yeah Oh, what are you

36:19

gonna say for that? She goes? No,

36:23

babe, what do you what do you wanna say? And

36:31

then she just didn't do anything I just sat there Sat

36:45

there and I actually did start chugging up because

36:47

I was like no piece of shit like she

36:49

don't even want the smoke And I just did

36:52

for no reason By the

36:54

way, just FYI because it seems like lately

36:56

has to clarify what's going on with my

36:58

words Never was disrespectful in

37:00

a way where it was like scary

37:03

I was you're so good at I

37:05

Debating like listen like if you wanted to you're just

37:07

so good with your words and I debating there's just

37:09

no way around it You know and I think they're

37:11

the person knows when you're in an argument

37:14

You're like, okay Well interesting about this because Jordan

37:16

Peterson talks about and he's like if you really

37:18

want to solve your problems with your partner If

37:21

some ones of if one person's a better communicator It

37:23

is beneficial for you guys for that person to also

37:25

try and make the other person's point Yeah, even if

37:27

it's against what they're saying sometimes you have to help

37:30

be the counterpoint because in relationships there's

37:32

I do This

37:34

was my mom, bro. Hey Listen

37:37

if you're gonna put if you're gonna put yourself out

37:39

there like that, then let me counteract who would this

37:42

like you should be so Proud

37:44

of the growth that you've made

37:46

in communication in problem-solving and in

37:48

arguments I mean us

37:50

dealing with with you know

37:53

problems Four years

37:55

four and a half years ago

37:57

versus now. They're completely different completely

38:00

different like so thank

38:02

you Jesus and also thank you for being

38:04

so reflective and and in your growth and

38:06

as a person man I

38:12

well thank you sorry I got I got caught

38:14

off like I know this I was just remember

38:16

but I got caught off because I just got

38:18

an email thinking that we might be getting

38:20

this guest those

38:23

that I loved I read what you were saying that's

38:25

why I was like blanking out for a second oh shit

38:28

I thought that was impossible yeah

38:30

me too it's

38:33

literally the subject line bro yeah bro

38:35

where are you we had

38:37

a conversation I was like who's Emily

38:39

like that's not the name

38:41

it's a different name and I'm like it's the

38:43

other one there's no first okay wow sorry you

38:46

were like giving me like a such a heartworm

38:48

comment and I went to go call my mom and

38:50

I saw that and sorry but the reason I was

38:52

gonna call my mom thank you for the compliment your

38:54

full the reason I was gonna call my mom is

38:56

because um today we were we were

38:59

going back and forth man me and her

39:01

dude like I love my mom

39:03

because she's just so wise and even though sometimes I

39:05

like like I have the George Jango show where I

39:07

have clips they do very well and people come up

39:09

to me like bro you do it you're like the

39:11

way you talk about but I get back from my

39:14

mom so sometimes I combat with her and it's just

39:16

like it's impossible like this woman is just like like

39:18

she pieces you up you mean like if this is

39:20

a sparring session like I'm like this actually

39:22

ties in perfectly to what you're talking about going into

39:24

what we were just speaking of if

39:26

you're feeling all these things and you need a little peace

39:29

I randomly came across like it was a it was

39:31

a pastor was on YouTube and they posted the the

39:33

ministry from that Sunday that they put at the church

39:35

you know and I just happened to watch it was

39:37

just a random one I actually don't know his name

39:39

either I'm so sorry but he gave

39:42

four keys to peace and I thought that

39:44

they were so beautiful and that

39:46

is to restore relationships

39:48

right if you're able to if you're able

39:50

to make peace if you're able to have

39:52

conversation with somebody restore that relationship rejoice

39:55

in the Lord right when you're in gratitude

39:57

when you are grateful when you see what

40:00

around you and you put them first, you're

40:02

in peace, you're in happiness. Respond

40:05

with graciousness, right?

40:07

When problems come at you, when situations are in

40:10

front of you, if you can respond with grace,

40:12

you'll have no regrets with how

40:14

the situation went. And lastly,

40:17

rely on God. Whenever

40:20

anything comes your way, rely on God. And

40:23

these seem like really simple things. You

40:25

know, they seem like pretty like, well,

40:27

okay, that seems pretty obvious. But

40:30

I think those are just like four things that are

40:33

so good to like remind yourself when

40:35

maybe you're feeling you have anxiety, you're

40:37

feeling on edge, just remind yourself of

40:39

those four things. And then maybe

40:41

you can prioritize them and put them first. I

40:44

love that. I think that's one of

40:46

the strengths of the podcast is reminders. People

40:48

listen to this podcast once a week. So

40:51

even though they've heard things like that before, they're in

40:53

their car driving work and they're like, I

40:55

needed to be reminded of that. Even if

40:58

they already knew that there's tons of things where it's like, okay,

41:00

thank you, ball. I needed to

41:02

hear that today as they're driving to work. So yeah, even if people

41:04

have heard that before, that's still dope. That's awesome.

41:07

Thank you. I know when I listened to

41:09

him, I was like in tears in the treadmill. I was like,

41:11

I needed to hear this man. And it was just so good.

41:13

If you put four keys to peace in YouTube, you'll see his,

41:15

um, the ministry from this. And it was

41:17

really beautiful. Um, I

41:21

think that's it for today's episode. Okay.

41:24

Right? Yeah. I

41:26

just wanted to bring up my dad. Oh, I thought we're going to put

41:28

that in as a brand thing. Oh, I'll do that. Yeah. I

41:31

love that. Cause I don't want it to just be

41:33

at the end. That's not fair. Yeah. Totally

41:35

agree. That's not fair to me and my dad. But we're talking about

41:37

it now. Um, yeah. Should I, should I

41:39

talk about it now or should I do like a brand deal where I

41:41

sit in your chair and now let's just talk about it. So like, uh,

41:45

in the, in some time in the, in the

41:47

podcast, we did a, uh, a

41:49

brand deal. Thank you for letting me do that, by the way.

41:51

Well, you put a gun to my head. Yeah. Well,

41:54

I never, I never got to meet,

41:56

um, Reed's father. Yeah. But

41:58

he's done an outstanding job raising Reed. And

42:00

I found out that he's an artist which is

42:02

not a shock because Reed is an unbelievable artist

42:04

I guess I got it from somewhere. Check this

42:06

out This is kind of incredible and I wanted

42:08

to I know we did an input with it,

42:10

but I want to talk about this This

42:14

is handmade and it's one-of-one. Yeah.

42:16

Yeah all my dad's paintings The reason

42:18

I like wanted to shot him shot

42:20

him out is because he's

42:23

always been a painter He

42:25

grew up with a thing called hydro syphilis,

42:27

which is like a Excess

42:30

watering your brain. So he like had

42:32

it as a kid. He

42:34

had like a big head He had like a

42:36

it's like a tumor almost Wow, and when he

42:38

was in college, he had brain surgery From

42:42

brain surgery he came out and he

42:44

started having seizures in college out of

42:46

nowhere He developed epilepsy from the surgery

42:48

which he didn't have before and

42:51

that kind of slowly Degraded his brain a

42:53

little bit and so he couldn't have a

42:55

normal job or anything So pretty

42:57

much my entire life. I grew up with

42:59

my mom owning businesses and my dad helping

43:01

her as much as he could but

43:04

My image of my dad is always coming out to

43:06

the living room. My dad was always painting. He was

43:08

always drawing So it's like my mom is

43:11

just working her ass off. My dad is just painting

43:13

away with every second he has And

43:15

the reason I created a website for him

43:17

and stuff is because my parents were just

43:19

here in LA while we were On

43:22

a little bit of a downbreak because we've been doing

43:24

podcasts where we go hard And then we take a

43:26

little bit of a break here taking break. My parents

43:28

came out and The

43:30

whole time my dad was here any

43:33

second. I'm not talking to him. He has a sketch pad

43:35

out and he's drawing I swear

43:37

to God every second from the time he was there

43:39

from the time he came to the time he left

43:41

He had 12 sketches and the sketches are what turned

43:43

into paintings like that was a sketch of one

43:45

How much would this cost right here? Like I think

43:48

that's a larger one. So I think that's about

43:50

200 to 225 which is Really

43:54

good for the fact that it's a one-of-one like

43:57

there's no Prince. It's just like That

43:59

is what he. Painted on. He. Says that

44:01

and it's. In my house and

44:03

I'm only one that has it. And also all the

44:05

paintings he sells com framed so like you've barely just

44:07

take it and you put it on the wall. I

44:10

love that the Obama we got a pulse of shots

44:12

of that. I love the show that but. For.

44:14

Those of it as a don't know you you

44:16

go to like target in that would be not

44:18

too far off the price but he that such

44:21

like everybody my have a it and he has

44:23

no soul behind it but this is a is

44:25

a man who have my doubts I further yea

44:27

he put his life intuit in. Senate.

44:29

Also it's like all of his paintings are

44:31

all put some different ones up on screen

44:34

but are all like so different He does

44:36

ones have fled still lives of people. he

44:38

does landscapes and I just like picture my

44:40

dad walking around Albuquerque with like to walk

44:43

around with a cambio are bigger painting of

44:45

anything sixers and draws it and it's like

44:47

he's is always grown and so who would

44:49

he ever I'm would he ever draw people's

44:51

pictures like for hims the yes and ten

44:54

yes absolutely commissions is what it's called. I

44:56

put on his website of put a little

44:58

commission or another so. If you if you

45:00

are interested in commissions from my dad you can go

45:02

there and cent of an email about what is it

45:04

wants. He was even like fried. Make sure that they

45:07

know the like they can just email me about anything.

45:09

I just want to talk to people he's i was

45:11

three know Asean summit of the screen as well to

45:13

set up said you have to go to discover description

45:15

but I'm if you're looking for art. thou.

45:18

Would definitely do this by especially. I

45:20

just loved artist fellas. Like any type of

45:22

person that just puts. Their whole heart into

45:24

internet making so much money and they're just

45:26

doing it because it's actually are to them.

45:28

I see like that doesn't exist anymore. I mean

45:30

even myself. My order my how do we

45:32

monetize like it's is aware it's a dollar

45:34

thing and not. And the fact that he didn't

45:37

even think about doing this his son put

45:39

this together that some I'm proud of. You

45:41

buy your great thank you Know that St. Lois

45:43

I think you guys for watching this are

45:45

very deep. Ah Ra hopefully

45:47

not annoying podcast on. I.

45:53

I would love to come here next time and just

45:55

on. Make.

45:57

you guys last i guess that's a

45:59

good thing that fluffy He's our next

46:02

guest. Yeah! So cool we got him.

46:04

Yeah, number one comedian. He's

46:06

the only standup comedian to sell out Dodger

46:08

Stadium. Just Gabriel

46:11

and Glacius, bro, like literally a

46:13

legend. So I'm glad we

46:15

get to pivot from some serious conversations to

46:17

some nice laughs. Thank

46:19

you for bearing with me on my journey. And

46:25

if we had to end it on a serious note because

46:27

it was a serious podcast, I would say,

46:30

I would love your, instead of

46:32

subscriptions or likes or shares,

46:35

prayers. Just pray that we

46:37

have protection. Like not even just in the

46:39

real realm of like physical, but like just

46:41

spiritual. Like make sure that we stick together,

46:43

that we are here for each other and

46:45

that this life can get hard and that

46:47

I pray I don't grow an ego or

46:50

I just, I stay grounded.

46:52

And there was this

46:54

brand that reached out to us and

46:57

he gave me a compliment that stuck really, really hard

46:59

with my heart. He said, George is a man for

47:01

his people. His boots are on the

47:03

ground and his audience knows that. And

47:06

I took so much pride in that. And

47:08

I pray that that is how I am

47:10

looked at for the rest of my life.

47:14

And if not, then I pray God takes everything

47:16

away from me to make me

47:18

that type of man. Keep doing

47:20

what you're doing. You're going to

47:22

be that person forever because you're that person now and

47:25

you care so much. I think you will.

47:28

I've never been this vulnerable. So, so

47:30

uncomfortable. People come

47:32

up to me like, dude, how do you do it? I go,

47:34

I don't know. I don't know,

47:36

bro. The camera just runs and I'm sitting there

47:38

behind reed while he's editing like, cut that out,

47:40

bro. Like put that in there. Just

47:43

like cut that out, dude. Cut this something else. I wasn't even

47:45

a car accident. I planned a guy. I paid a guy. I

47:48

said just ran your car into the ground. I love you guys

47:50

so much. I'll see you guys next time. Peace

47:53

out.