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it. Who do you think is winning this war

1:01

so far? I'm seeing the Taylor Holders and the

1:03

Bryce Halls. Do you think this is real or

1:05

fake? Oh, it has to be real. He lost

1:07

his eye. Ryan was like, that was like a

1:09

joke to make you guys think I'm crazy. Do

1:11

you buy that? Pick the worst person on earth

1:13

and you gave me control of heaven and hell.

1:15

Yeah, I wouldn't put him in heaven. But even

1:17

that man that was absolutely disgusting and gross and

1:19

vile and evil, I can't put somebody in eternal

1:21

pain. I

1:25

only go the way. It must be not often I

1:27

sit down with somebody and they say something that makes me

1:29

think. This was great. I love you back. You give

1:31

me something to think about. I had a lot of

1:33

fun on this interview. What's

1:38

up guys? Welcome back to the George Jankos show. If you're

1:40

out of the house right now and you're watching, thank you

1:42

so much for watching. What if they're in a car? Thank

1:45

you for listening in the car. Also, I just want

1:47

to let you guys know that there's

1:49

a there's a lot of guests rolling out soon.

1:51

You guys are gonna be very very excited. Next

1:53

week's a huge one. Next week, bro.

1:56

That was a big one. A lot of people are

1:58

gonna comment down where's the John Bellion. We're just

2:00

gonna get right into it guys this episode might

2:02

be a quick one because I do have to get

2:04

out of here and go To Bell's mom. It's her

2:06

birthday. It's a very special birthday, and I got to

2:09

be a good little boy be there I'm happy dude.

2:11

Yeah, and I love that family bro like that's my

2:13

family family now So when are you gonna get married?

2:16

We're you know what I'm not gonna lie. We've

2:18

been making crazy moves lately So you're very very

2:20

busy But me and

2:22

Bell have gotten super super close to God we've

2:24

been making some pivots in our life and changing

2:26

habits and doing things and We're

2:28

growing and we're making good decisions. Are we

2:30

perfect pretty? No, but we're gonna pick a

2:33

date soon and God

2:35

willing go go rolling on that But I want to

2:37

circle back to the John Bellian thing cuz I just

2:40

been seeing a lot of people talk about it And

2:42

I had to be quiet this is okay. Here's the

2:44

thing man. We have the episode. Mm-hmm. Can't release the

2:46

episode But

2:48

wait, do you even know about this or no? Yeah,

2:50

okay for those of you guys that don't

2:52

know who John Bellian is John Bellian is

2:55

one of the greatest songwriters and producers of

2:57

our generation and his own music even his

2:59

personal music No, I'm talking about as an

3:01

artist. He's my favorite when

3:03

I call it What you probably heard like

3:05

the best Justin Bieber song is his if

3:07

you're listening to a Rihanna song is the

3:09

best It's his if you're listening pick any

3:11

artists throw a dart at them He's the

3:13

genius behind it from Jonas Brothers to freaking

3:16

anybody that you could even imagine He lives in

3:18

breeds music like it was a crazy All

3:20

I used to do back in the day was just

3:22

sit and watch his videos of him producing I was

3:24

watching a genius work and We

3:27

had an amazing experience. We got to go out there.

3:29

We documented Some

3:32

crazy things that I can't even talk about So

3:35

we got into it and John's a real dude So

3:37

I just wanted to take a second just to explain

3:39

this part because a lot of people have been asking

3:41

The reason why we're not releasing it is cuz John

3:43

and I are just we stand on our business owner.

3:46

We're very real We had a real conversation and I

3:49

got I guess it's It could cause some problems

3:52

and so I talked to John I go John are we I'm

3:54

like listen, bro I'm not gonna release the episode if we make

3:56

cuts Like I just won't and

3:58

he says I agree with you Standby he goes

4:00

you have like so me and him are working

4:02

to make it so that when we do release

4:04

the episode Every little bit all of it. Yeah,

4:06

we're not holding back anything So yeah, just to

4:08

let you know me and John are working on

4:10

this but You

4:14

guys you can't let it's cool to know that I'm

4:16

storing that dude Yeah, it's kind of like the the

4:18

Andrew Tate because we had that stored for a bit

4:20

and I would just go and peek at It but

4:23

yeah, no this one's stored and we have like other

4:25

stuff lined up. He introduced me to Tori Kelly We

4:27

have that coming in the books. We have Other

4:30

musicians that I don't even want to discuss yet because

4:33

we haven't had them fully locked in but let's

4:36

just put it this way we are branching out

4:38

to other industries to have conversations with and The

4:41

music industry is definitely one of them and let

4:43

us know who you guys want to see as

4:45

well You know what I mean? Yeah, I'm down

4:47

if there's like a dream like George Janko podcast.

4:49

Actually, dude I wanted to talk to you about

4:51

this. I'm kind of okay

4:54

So we you see the roster that we

4:56

have and the request roster Yeah, we we've

4:58

definitely gone from like I don't know if

5:00

anybody's gonna be on the show to like wow We could really go

5:02

out and get some cool people on the show I'm

5:05

now starting to get more interested in

5:07

having just cool conversations Let me give

5:09

an example the cliff episode that exploded

5:12

both of those episodes I when I had those episodes

5:14

I didn't go into them thinking that they were

5:17

gonna explode I thought these are gonna be my little

5:19

precious little episodes that are not gonna get views But

5:22

these people that watch it are gonna be like

5:24

excited by it. Yeah, I should about it

5:26

But they did really well and then I

5:28

had a few more I was like, oh,

5:30

let me just hand pick this episode It

5:32

goes on Bible one. Okay, I like just

5:34

stuff that I'm passionate Yeah, and I think

5:36

from there that explodes and becomes organic and

5:38

real I don't know Yvonne does that a

5:40

lot like he he had a podcast and

5:42

it's like The

5:45

title is like retired cop and

5:47

it's like I from my understanding I

5:49

haven't watched it, but I just saw the thumbnail and

5:51

I think it's just a

5:54

retired cop And it's like he just picks his

5:56

brain. He did that with somebody else. I forget

5:58

but just like a random person from in industry

6:00

and just talk to them. And I think that's so

6:02

dope. I want to do that. Yeah, I really, really

6:04

want to do that. I

6:06

want to have conversations with people that I'm just

6:09

like excited to have the conversations with. I think

6:11

last year and for sure this year I was

6:13

having conversations with people that I always am excited

6:15

about, but I was first looking at like what

6:18

it could do because I'm the new guy on

6:20

the block and I want to kind of prove

6:22

like, Hey, I'm not just somebody who left another big

6:24

show. And I'm like, I was just trying to pay my

6:26

dues. Of course. And I feel

6:28

like I got that. I kind of showed that

6:31

we could play ball with you guys. And

6:33

then now I just been like,

6:35

you know, what has happened is God separated me

6:38

so much to myself and my like, just,

6:41

I would say army or kingdom or crew that

6:45

I'm, I'm at a stage of not want.

6:48

I'm at peace. He is my shepherd. I

6:51

shall not want like, right. And I'm just,

6:53

I'm looking around and instead of wanting more,

6:55

I want to improve on what I have.

6:57

Yeah. I find a lot

7:00

more peace there. I feel like I'm not

7:02

chasing my tail. I feel like I'm

7:04

not trying to prove myself. I'm just, I'm just

7:06

comfortably trying to be me in a better place.

7:08

And that's what I'm doing personally. And I want

7:11

to bring that to the podcast. And

7:14

I love that on the opposite end of peace.

7:16

There's been a lot of war. Yeah.

7:19

A lot of war. Blood. There's

7:21

a lot of war. Or at least the first signs

7:23

of blood. Bro, like, okay. First of all, we got

7:26

the world war three, which everybody else and their mother

7:28

is talking about. What do you mean?

7:30

Just the war that's going on. Oh yeah. Yeah.

7:33

So I don't even want to get into that. A lot of people, they

7:35

do DM me and message me. They go, Hey man, why don't you talk

7:37

about this war? Why don't you talk about this? Why don't you talk about

7:39

that? I don't know enough about the war and I don't know enough about

7:43

politics for me to go and put my work. Maybe

7:45

when I'm older, maybe when I'm older, I'll be in

7:47

that realm. But if I'm

7:49

not passionate nor educated, I think then I

7:51

could be a dangerous part of

7:53

a voice. You know what I mean?

7:55

It's very, very stupid for a man to just

7:57

for clicks or for fame or whatever to go.

8:00

speak I I find that

8:02

highly dangerous and I think people because

8:04

we live in a generation where now

8:07

random people have a lot of influence yeah

8:09

I think that we really haven't found how

8:11

bad that could be if it goes into

8:13

the wrong direction right we have a silly

8:15

youtuber probably give myself as an example be

8:17

like I think this dish about

8:19

the boy and then I just get thousands if

8:22

not millions of people is not angry about something

8:24

and then the I was wrong about it and now would

8:26

I have to go back and like try to

8:28

like tell that does not how I can fix it

8:31

yeah so once it catches fired and now mind you

8:33

know I'm not even saying if you have a podcast

8:35

don't do that if you're at a workplace don't do

8:37

that like if you don't know what you're talking about

8:39

don't talk about it yeah be more you know what

8:42

you're in this position to do yeah hold that with

8:44

all of the weight and do

8:46

that but like this whole idea that we

8:48

all have to do everything

8:51

correctly and there's a right way to do angry

8:53

I just feels they get a little sincere they

8:55

just get mad cuz they think I don't care

8:58

but it comes from me caring

9:00

me speaking not about it is

9:02

me caring cuz like I I can't you're expected

9:04

enough to say I'm not educated in that I

9:06

don't want to be in it's not right for

9:08

me to talk about here's the thing like maybe

9:10

one day when I'm older God puts it in

9:12

my heart he goes now I want you to

9:15

go and learn about this and do we're having

9:17

conversations with politicians I'm learning a little bit more

9:19

like we're growing there but I'm not there yet

9:21

to give my opinion on anything I'm not I'm not

9:23

dude I'm in the stage of my life where I'm

9:25

using myself as a silly little boy as an example

9:28

like I'm I'm just trying to like yeah I'm trying

9:30

to get there and God willing I might be there

9:32

but there's nothing I could do about it and I'm

9:34

not educated enough to be able to do anything about

9:36

it so I think the responsible thing for me to

9:38

do is just be quiet and learn and maybe God

9:41

God willing in the future if I'm

9:43

ever put in this situation again there's something going on I

9:46

might be a good asset for me

9:48

to learn from my experience but I truly

9:51

do think it's dangerous to speak if you don't

9:53

know what you're speaking about absolutely

9:55

it could be really dangerous speaking

9:57

of other type of problems You

10:01

know the bishop oh Yeah,

10:03

we talked about that on the last boys

10:05

and below me I thought he was like

10:07

fully okay from my perspective when I talked

10:09

to somebody on his team They

10:12

said the knife didn't get out thank God, so I thought in my

10:14

mind. They were just like punching him That

10:16

wasn't the case and I was like that's that's

10:19

not bad. I've been punched like you get out of

10:21

that But he lost his eye So

10:25

the knife didn't come out all the way It didn't come out

10:27

all the way, but I thought if it didn't come out of

10:29

the way It wasn't even like you're able

10:31

to do damage or something. I don't know I was

10:33

all I know is I watched a video of him

10:37

like Just

10:39

saying that he gives his eye as a

10:41

token to God bro

10:45

Like and then and then I

10:47

saw like I was just on it I was

10:49

just literally just scrolling this God bless the man,

10:51

dude The next video of him is just

10:53

playing the piano and singing and I'm just like This

10:56

is a warrior. Yeah, this is a soldier. He

10:58

looks like a warrior dude, bro I see people

11:00

that like get in like a regular bar fight

11:02

and they have a cut on their eye They

11:04

won't shut up about it for like years This

11:07

guy lost his eye and he goes God. I hope I

11:10

hope if it's if it pleases you accept my eye what?

11:13

Dog, that's great. That's crazy. I'd be so

11:16

upset if I lost my eye, bro I I'd

11:18

be so upset I am at all if this

11:20

man bro I am at all of would you

11:22

have him on the podcast? I would love to

11:24

have him on the podcast I'm trying to reach

11:26

his team to get him on if you guys

11:28

have any connection because I had the conversation of

11:31

them the team That I'm connected with they lost

11:33

contact to them. So it's like a weird. I don't know how to get a

11:35

hold of them I know I will be able to get a hold of them

11:38

but if anybody has Connection

11:41

with a bishop, please like I would

11:43

love to I will come out to Australia I

11:45

would I would do whatever it takes but um,

11:48

but I just want to take it just a second broke because a

11:50

lot of people They

11:52

go They're

11:54

very judgmental Well,

11:57

you know, he departed from his church or

11:59

I don't like what? saying or out of love a lot but

12:01

it's like can we take a

12:03

moment to judge his actions the guy dedicated his

12:05

life a guy tried to kill him he prayed

12:07

on the guy that tried to kill him he

12:09

goes out and tells people don't wage war on that man and

12:12

then when he loses his eye he

12:15

doesn't cry out of it he rejoices

12:18

well I don't

12:20

know man we talk about a lot of

12:22

things but like for me I just sit there and I'm

12:24

like this is probably gonna be something that people like blow

12:26

past and then they're like okay that's cool they move on

12:28

but like dude

12:30

lost his eye and put yourself in that position but

12:33

there's nothing on this earth that would ever cost me

12:35

an eye that I would look at it and be

12:37

joyful about it even if Belle the

12:40

love of my life she lost my eye I would just

12:42

I would stare her down with my one that I lost

12:44

track of it like she's like I don't know where I

12:46

put it yeah I would be very well and

12:48

he's out here rejoicing for the person that he

12:50

loves like I lost

12:52

my eye for you and I hope

12:54

it pleases you I lost my eye bro

12:57

like that is insane dude that's cool

12:59

that's that's love that like I pray to

13:01

God I have like that's that's cool

13:03

when people see like for example we're getting

13:05

into the the Drake

13:08

in the Kendrick yeah they're

13:10

like going after bars and

13:12

they're like that's crazy and that is crazy we

13:14

go back and forth on that it's crazy but

13:16

like I'm over here watching all of the world

13:19

go at war I'm seeing the Taylor holders and

13:21

the Bryce Hall I'm saying sing

13:23

Russia and then I see the bishop and

13:25

then I see Dre like everybody's at war

13:27

right now bro everybody's at war and

13:30

I'm at war with myself and I'm just

13:32

trying to like fix myself and move on

13:34

I look up and I'm just seeing my

13:36

neighbors and I'm like he's angry dude but

13:39

to me I'd rather like I would rather

13:41

sit and watch the bishop and the way

13:43

he's working it out versus like

13:45

Kendrick and Drake or like the

13:48

way the CNN is making this war out to be it's

13:50

just like I don't know if I had to learn from

13:53

a war that's going on I would like to

13:55

learn from the bishop beautiful you don't say love

13:57

that absolutely he's not even losing yeah like it

13:59

that That's just, that's insane.

14:01

And he's the one, yeah, yeah. I'm

14:03

praying for you, Bishop. I pray that,

14:06

I pray that one week could have an amazing conversation in

14:08

that I could learn from it,

14:11

and then God willing people that view it could learn from it.

14:14

I pray for your safety. I pray you don't lose

14:16

anything else. And you know what? From

14:18

the bottom of my heart, I do pray that God accepts your

14:20

eye as a token. And

14:23

it sounds like I'm joking, dude, but I'm

14:25

just laughing out of like straight up uncomfortableness

14:27

of the fact that like, I

14:30

just, I literally sat there and just told God,

14:32

I go, dude, I stub my toes sometimes and

14:34

my day's gone. You know what I

14:36

mean? Like, bruh, a guy cuts me off in traffic

14:39

and I'm like. And you just stub your toe, why,

14:41

why? Yesterday I jumped out of

14:43

a car, I almost died. And this

14:45

is not even exaggerating. I jumped out of a

14:47

car and these cars were racing and almost took

14:49

my life. And all day I was calling people

14:51

about, dude, you wouldn't believe what just happened. Mom,

14:54

I almost died. You're like, oh. Nothing even happened,

14:56

something almost happened. Almost happened. This dude lost his

14:58

eye and plays a piano, sings beautifully, talks

15:00

to people, prays over his enemy, I don't

15:02

know. There's different levels, bro. Dude,

15:05

that's cool, bro. Like we watch movies where people

15:07

are like, that's gangster, bro, he like stood on

15:09

his biz, he got up after getting beat up

15:11

and like, he still wanted to fight. I think

15:13

it's cool that the guy got beat up, got

15:15

up and didn't want to fight. Like that's, I

15:18

don't know, man, maybe I see the world a little differently, but

15:21

yeah. But let's jump into the culture

15:24

of it, like Drake and. Kendrick.

15:26

Kendrick, this is, okay, I gotta ask, do you

15:28

think this is real or fake? Oh,

15:31

it has to be real. You think? Because it

15:34

didn't just come out of nowhere. Like they've

15:37

been sneak dissing each other for like,

15:40

10 years. That's so funny.

15:42

10 years, bro. Like this is, this

15:44

has been a crazy week for hip

15:46

hop, dude. Crazy. Nothing

15:48

like this has happened. I gotta say this, I

15:50

gotta say this. As much as I

15:52

just got done telling you I don't want war, but

15:55

if the war doesn't come into violence and it's just

15:57

off of poetry. Yeah. Yeah, how dope.

16:00

But dude he's there you go to your room. I'll

16:03

go to mine We'll write some words and then we'll

16:05

come back and we'll see whose is better that okay,

16:07

but that's cool But also, but dude is like okay

16:10

hold on. Yeah, they're also dissing each other

16:12

in ways that are threatening Well, they're they're

16:14

they're all the same threats But they're like hey just so

16:16

you know if you want to step it up like I'm

16:18

there like I got some shit on you He's like oh

16:21

yeah, you got shit on me. I got shit on you

16:23

He said don't lie about me, and I won't tell the

16:25

truth about you Okay,

16:27

let's get into it. Yeah, who do you think is uh

16:29

is winning this war so far okay, so I Would

16:33

say Drake is the biggest pop star in the world like

16:35

fair. That's Nobody will

16:37

argue with that. I will say this I think

16:40

he was falling off a bit Drake I think

16:42

he was I think there was a time

16:44

where I there was nothing that Drake put out that I

16:46

wasn't excited about I think he started

16:48

kind of losing his touch a little bit And

16:51

I hate to say this but now all I

16:53

want to see is angry Drake His

16:55

bars that he came up with or if I don't

16:57

know people are saying yeah Whatever

17:00

I don't know who wrote the song mm-hmm, but

17:03

push-up was yo That

17:06

Metro line Metro shut yo ho ass up

17:08

and make some drums that was the most

17:10

disrespectful moment of the past I was by

17:12

myself by myself when I heard I went

17:14

oh I Was

17:17

like that and by the way, and we were walking to get

17:19

breakfast I turned to read and I go I

17:21

haven't heard a line that's made me rewind it

17:23

and be like damn That's like I wonder when

17:25

he wrote that and whoever was the one person

17:27

that can't respond Yes

17:31

to shut up it makes him drums like damn like you

17:33

have to make him do what you said that's crazy That's

17:35

like if somebody was like George shut up and get on

17:37

your pocket or like something like where I have to Have

17:40

to go back in my pot, and I'm just like damn it. I have to do it Like

17:43

it's so embarrassing like yeah like imagine the next time

17:45

he drops it like a B, and he's there's no

17:47

drum That would actually

17:49

be that bro bro if he ate Metro you

17:51

can figure out a way to do that No,

18:00

it's crazy because in

18:02

that Drake and push-ups, Drake

18:04

was responding to like five different people.

18:08

And then this Kendrick one is just Kendrick

18:11

going towards Drake. And I assume that Drake

18:13

is about to release something and it's about

18:15

to turn on to a one-on-one. Like battle

18:17

for the crown because Cole

18:19

got into it for a second. And then he's like, actually,

18:22

you know, nevermind. Nevermind. Like Cole

18:24

backed out. He apologized.

18:26

He's like, you know, this is for me. He backed out

18:28

because he didn't want the smoke. I think he backed out

18:30

because he just didn't want to. He didn't want to be

18:32

that type of guy anymore. That's what

18:34

I got out of it. But also, I was

18:37

going to get Kendrick. I would, I would

18:39

back out bro. Kendrick is like. If

18:43

you look at all of his albums, good kid,

18:45

Matt city is like a masterclass in storytelling. Like

18:48

if you go through the track list, it's a

18:50

story that references one track to the next. It's

18:52

all, it's a film that like each

18:55

thing is a different scene. It's, it's

18:57

a masterpiece. Uh, then there's to

19:00

Pimp a butterfly, which like the, the

19:02

outro of that is him cutting up

19:05

an interview with Tupac. Where

19:08

he, it's crazy, bro. People

19:11

say that's the best hip hop album of all time.

19:13

To Pimp a butterfly. To Pimp a butterfly. What does

19:15

that even mean? It means, ah, I

19:17

could look it up, but it's like

19:19

a very, I wish I could tell

19:22

you. I wish I could tell

19:24

you. Okay. So then go back, go back. Who

19:26

do you think is winning this? I think, I

19:28

think Kendrick out wraps Drake in a heartbeat. I

19:31

think Drake makes a bigger hit, but I,

19:34

I think Drake is stupid for this. I think, I think

19:37

he's out of his mind. Really? Going

19:39

toe to toe with Kendrick. Yeah, absolutely.

19:43

And it's still warming up. That's what's so cool. It's

19:45

like we're talking about it as we're like in the

19:47

first wave. I don't know where it's going to go,

19:49

but I think Kendrick out wraps. I don't, I don't

19:51

know. Drake. Uh, I don't

19:54

know. Drake, was he from

19:56

the streets? Is he, is he like, I mean,

19:59

that's the whole thing. When you have money you have

20:01

power right you when you get money you have power there's there's

20:03

a lot and he has a lot of money and he has

20:05

a lot of people that are around him so he has like

20:07

a mini kingdom and army. He's a

20:09

mob for sure. And he

20:11

might be connected to the mob that might be his

20:13

like his like backup right. But

20:17

I'm pretty sure Kendrick is really from the streets.

20:19

He is he's from Compton. Yeah. So

20:21

if good kid mad city is all about it.

20:23

I think that that alone to

20:25

me it's like. I

20:27

think that if I was from the streets and

20:31

what my career is based off of is from

20:33

the streets and we have

20:35

other people pretending from the streets. Yeah. And

20:38

now you're coming after my name in my

20:40

legacy. I could see a

20:42

man who's from the street risking everything

20:44

to put you down bar like how

20:46

many more black features till you finally

20:48

feel that you're black enough. It's like

20:50

brother. That's crazy.

20:53

That's crazy. And he said we don't

20:55

like that word anymore. Dude, they were

20:57

both his Edward card. Bro that's like

21:00

it's he says he's Cambodian. He's like I

21:02

don't. So

21:05

you think Kendrick and I leave a comment down.

21:07

My money. All my money's on Kendrick.

21:10

All your money. Last time I said that was about

21:12

Ryan and that didn't end up. Yeah that did. That

21:14

did not age well. I know. You

21:16

know what? I wasn't too excited about the Ryan thing

21:18

because Ryan was like oh like all of that was

21:20

like a joke to make you guys think I'm crazy.

21:23

Genius move. Genius move. Do you buy

21:25

that? I think I think

21:28

a little bit. Honestly like I would

21:30

you know what it is. I think that when you

21:32

push a man so far that he'll try anything and

21:35

I think he caught like a wind with this character

21:37

that he did. A

21:40

part of me was upset that he used kids

21:43

to like because that's what what

21:45

people talked about was that part.

21:47

The pedophilia. The pedophilia thing. Yeah.

21:50

I went back and forth with it with Belle. I

21:52

wish he was here but we were talking about that

21:54

irritated me that he did that because I'm like

21:56

bro what do you did that to sell tickets. Like there's

21:58

kids that go through that shit. And you just signed

22:00

tickets. Was he saying that he made all that up?

22:02

No. So I guess he made up everything to make

22:05

it look like he's crazy. But I guess he's still

22:07

standing on this stuff with kids. And

22:09

so to me, it's like, OK, well, I have to look

22:11

at it from his perspective. Nobody's really

22:13

getting people to talk about

22:15

that more than Ryan. Yeah. So

22:20

he might be a mad genius. Yeah. So I don't

22:22

know. I really don't know. I don't. Guess we have

22:24

to have him on the podcast. This is why, bro.

22:26

When I see stuff on the news, I know my

22:28

friends in the industry and what they do behind closed

22:30

doors and what they want the media to think or

22:33

what they'll try to do and all this shit. So

22:35

I'm like, I'll see it. And I'm like, I don't

22:37

know what to believe, bro. Like, I don't know anything.

22:40

So I think we're living in a world where it's

22:42

like, the truth is not first,

22:44

but it is last. Where the

22:46

truth is going to come out, but you're not going to hear it first. It's

22:48

going to take some time. If that

22:51

makes any sense. It absolutely does. You have to be patient. And

22:53

we've already moved on from the child stuff with Ryan. Anybody

22:57

was talking about for a week. So then, boom.

23:00

Things happen so quick. And then people just

23:02

move right on. Just to bring

23:05

it back to fighting, I've

23:07

been really excited about fighting. But in

23:09

a healthy way, like I've been doing jujitsu. I

23:11

look at it like chess. I don't look at it like I'm trying to

23:13

hurt the guy. Just trying to outsmart his moves.

23:17

Outsmart this. Oh. And

23:21

it made me fall in love with UFC. I

23:24

actually really, really got

23:26

hungry of learning about these fighters and where

23:30

they come from. With their martial

23:33

art days up against other persons in martial art. Sorry.

23:42

And I

23:45

was watching basketball yesterday. And it was like

23:47

a really, really good game. It was New

23:49

York versus Knicks. OK. With

23:52

Joe? I don't know if I

23:54

said those teams. I think those are the same teams, right? Oh,

23:56

I'm talking to the wrong guy, pal. I

23:58

think Clippers and Knicks? I don't know. I don't know

24:00

there's two teams I caught the last two three minutes

24:02

of it and it went into overtime And I'm sitting

24:04

there at the edge of my like at the edge,

24:06

and I'm like oh, this is crazy, and then That's

24:10

the feeling that I get during a fight. Yeah

24:12

Yeah, because it's always at that moment like

24:14

anything can flip at any moment So like when

24:16

people are watching a basketball game or a football game

24:19

that last moment when it's like a buzzer beat or

24:21

whatever That's how I feel when I watch a boxing

24:23

fight the whole time or when I'm watching a mixed

24:25

martial art fight the whole time anything can happen at

24:27

any moment so This

24:30

is why I I love watching fights. I

24:32

don't promote people going on the street fighting I

24:34

think it should be a sport right But

24:38

do I love it when there's real beef? Yeah,

24:41

cuz you're like oh, there's there's some there's

24:43

some stories behind me. I think the next

24:45

big internet fight Is

24:47

gonna be a the Taylor holder and? Bryce

24:50

Hall are they gonna box? No,

24:53

they're bare-knuckling it. They are okay fill me

24:55

in on this Cray not going it dude

24:57

first of all right so I got everybody's

24:59

respect when he won his last bare knuckle

25:01

fight Which he's only done one bare knuckle

25:03

fight right yeah, and it was a big

25:05

deal, bro. He laid the guy out bro

25:08

It's bare knuckle. It's like You

25:10

I don't care what you say about anybody bro

25:12

Like you like anybody who's doing a bare knuckle

25:15

fight like you're a man dude like you're ready

25:17

to get hit So that's

25:19

the respect there Taylor holder you got to give

25:21

him respect. He didn't just say no. Let's just

25:23

keep it boxing He was like alright. I'll step up

25:25

to bare knuckle so like that you got to give her

25:28

respect there But what I like about the whole thing is

25:30

like they used to be like really really good friends,

25:32

but they were best friends I have videos where we

25:34

used to go to their house and They

25:37

were just just a chance they were

25:39

best friends who would hang out all the time

25:42

They live together. I'm pretty sure they live together. I might be wrong, but

25:44

I'm pretty sure they all lived in that house So

25:48

watching in just a few years go from like

25:50

there are best friends to like they Truly hate

25:52

each other and they want to kill each other

25:56

It gives us that backstory yeah, and so now I'm

25:58

just kind of like Wonder who's gonna win do you

26:01

think who do you think is gonna win? I don't know anything

26:03

about Taylor Holder But Bryce Hall

26:05

looks really really strong. Have you is there

26:07

any footage of them? or

26:09

of Taylor Holder Holder boxing I

26:13

Haven't seen anything about Taylor. He's a big

26:15

guy, right? I usually he's in shape. He's

26:17

always been in shape He's

26:19

athletic. I've also had eyewitnesses Like

26:22

tell me that like he he'll want to smoke at

26:24

any moment and I'm like really Taylor Yeah, he'll want

26:26

it at any moment. Like if you're at his house

26:29

and he say some shit He won't second guess it

26:31

for a second. We'll run it with you. Yeah, there's

26:33

like three types of men There's the man that yaps

26:35

and doesn't fight There's the man that doesn't yap and

26:37

does fight then there's the guy that

26:40

talks all the shit and loves to fight I

26:42

think both of those are the three I

26:45

think both of those guys want to fight

26:47

and they want to talk shit Respect

26:49

both of them like if they're a date set Is

26:52

it like a locked-in thing or is it just like a room

26:55

or like potential? I

26:57

don't know. No, no, no I think it's locked in I think

26:59

they did a face-off. I think Taylor's

27:01

like send the contract I think they've talked too much

27:03

for it to just settle. Hmm I mean, like I

27:05

don't think I don't think anybody would let up

27:08

because I even I would be like yo what happened to

27:10

that Like yeah backed out because somebody's gonna have to back

27:12

out and they've they've talked too much shit for them to

27:15

be like I'm not gonna do

27:17

anything bro. These fights are so big. They're really

27:19

big That's crazy. Shout out to them for just

27:21

getting in the ring and actually doing it I

27:24

just find it so okay Like I want to

27:26

talk about this because back in the day was

27:28

only like fighters right that was only fighters and

27:31

then now it's Becoming more like entertaining.

27:33

Mm-hmm I could see in a

27:35

weird world where like people that don't

27:37

know how to handle their differences in their business world

27:39

They're like, all right, we're getting in the ring and

27:41

we'll pay for the the fight. I really do see

27:43

that happening I don't know why but I

27:46

see like a musician

27:48

Talking about an actor and they're like we'll

27:50

settle this right now and they sell paper

27:52

views for it Yeah, I see that happening

27:55

and I also see like fake fights

27:57

happening because they want the yeah Like

28:00

a story that's fabricated to sell

28:03

tickets. I think it'd be pretty

28:05

hard to rig a fight though, right? It

28:07

has to be pretty hard. I don't people

28:09

think it's because people think Jake rigs everybody

28:12

Oh, I think they do you between us is Jake's fights rigged

28:14

and I was like, bro There's a lot that goes into this.

28:16

There's a lot of lives in No,

28:20

it's not even that like we could I could say

28:22

that cuz he's my friend But let's just talk about

28:24

him not even being my friend. Yeah, there's

28:26

a lot of people that go into this work HBO

28:29

would not sign up for that Netflix would not sign

28:31

up for they wouldn't want to put the reputation on

28:34

the line It's true and steal from their audience like

28:36

that. I don't I just think that there's too many

28:38

people that would gossip Especially in an industry where we're

28:40

trying to rip the rug underneath somebody to get

28:43

ahead I think nowadays people like actresses are

28:45

like coming out about producers and other people

28:47

and like you said just like you said

28:49

The truth always comes out, but not not

28:51

right away, but I'm out. I think I

28:53

think it would Tom

28:56

I've been reading the word every day In

28:58

Arizona, right because you have you been

29:00

out there reading the word specifically Yeah, I went out

29:02

to Arizona and when I was I stayed in Arizona

29:04

a lot. So if I'm not working, I'm just at

29:07

home and Now

29:09

I just want to make this very clear. I don't

29:11

know if I'm correct on this It's just something that

29:13

I'm dabbling in my heart But

29:15

my whole life I was always Honest

29:19

about everything when it comes to God because I

29:21

know he could see right through me So

29:25

if you're gonna see through me like a window, I'd rather

29:27

just tell you The truth so I'm

29:29

already a gross mess in front of you But

29:31

at least I'm an honest gross mess because

29:33

when when somebody does something wrong to me I

29:36

don't care how wrong it is if they're upfront about

29:38

it in real and an apologetic

29:40

Mm-hmm. I could work with that man.

29:42

Yeah, right. Yeah, depending obviously the

29:44

crime You've always said that your biggest

29:47

pet peeve the one thing you will never stand is

29:49

a liar I can't tell me that I just I

29:51

you know what it is. It's just dangerous. Not that

29:53

I don't like him It's just dangerous. You're lying to

29:55

yourself. You're gonna lie to me. Yeah Um But

30:01

okay, I'll just get into it the concept that I've been kind

30:03

of going over and again I don't want to make it very

30:05

clear this you've read your Bible

30:07

do your own due diligence, but There

30:10

was this concept that I was was always talking

30:12

to God about and I felt guilty and it

30:14

was like do I worship you? Because

30:17

I love you Or do

30:19

I worship you because I'm scared of you And

30:25

I sat there and I was like well the

30:27

Lord says fear fear the Lord is the beginning

30:29

of wisdom But I think

30:31

that that verse is like kind of like how I

30:34

fear my father on earth I

30:36

never come home fearing that he's gonna beat the brakes

30:38

off of me or like set me on fire. I

30:42

Fear that he gives me the eyes

30:44

of a disappointed father that actually scares

30:46

me I'm scared that somebody says

30:48

shame on you look what your son turned out to

30:50

be I don't want him

30:52

to look less than because of my

30:54

actions. That is something that I actually

30:56

fear That

30:58

is where I think that I make good decisions in

31:00

my life to honor my dad I might not like

31:02

it in the beginning but later on like the truth

31:05

it revealed itself that wow I'm glad I did that

31:07

and I honored my dad and now I'm actually Rejoicing

31:09

off of that decision because look at where my life

31:11

went because of it So it always

31:13

ended up being good for me but then I sat and

31:15

I've been praying about it and I and I just I

31:18

It was hard for me when I had conversations

31:20

with people to be like your God will throw

31:23

somebody in a fire forever Or

31:25

an eternity of hell forever. How do you worship

31:27

something like that? And I

31:29

would tell them like well, you know hell wasn't made for

31:31

us It was made for Lucifer and anybody who doesn't want

31:33

to be involved with God But

31:36

deep down I'll be like that's a tough. That's a that's It's

31:39

hard because I wouldn't do that You

31:42

pick the worst person on earth The

31:45

worst person and you gave

31:47

me control of heaven and hell Yeah,

31:50

I wouldn't put him in heaven But

31:53

even that man that was absolutely disgusting

31:55

and gross and violent evil eternal. I

31:57

wouldn't I can't put somebody in eternal

31:59

pain And then I

32:01

look at the gospel and I'm just reading from my

32:03

own point of view and I say, okay Well my

32:06

my Jesus my God tells me to love my enemy

32:08

What does love mean treat them good when he attacks

32:10

me don't attack him give him your other cheek be

32:13

angry But sin not and then

32:15

people are like well God has a wrath. Absolutely. So does

32:17

my father My dad doesn't torture me though, but he has

32:19

a wrath if I if I mess around like he'll make

32:21

sure that I know that Hey, that's not okay, right Then

32:25

I look at the Old Testament God is wiped

32:27

out killed people but always like that It was

32:29

never like a torture. We're like

32:31

boom. Okay So

32:35

I'm looking I'm like, all right, God like

32:37

help me understand this a little bit more so

32:40

I'm reading Matthew and In

32:42

Matthew he says don't be scared of who could

32:44

destroy your body be scared of

32:46

who could destroy your body and your

32:48

soul Destroy

32:51

your soul and then I read

32:53

in Luke. It says be careful Don't

32:55

be scared of the one who could destroy your body be scared of the one

32:57

who could throw you into hell So then I'm

32:59

like, okay, wait hell What

33:02

if hell is like a lake of fire? That's

33:04

an eternal fire that destroys something that's eternal like

33:07

Completely ends it in the invitation

33:09

to God is heaven so the

33:11

people that choose not to be with Jesus

33:13

are just gone forever and Then

33:16

the people that want to be in Jesus's presence

33:18

will be in Jesus's presence So I just sat

33:20

there and thought about that and

33:23

I was like Well,

33:25

if that's true Then

33:28

It takes away all of my fear of like why

33:30

am I worshiping you? Like

33:33

does my God see me as a man who worships

33:35

God because I'm scared of him or because I love

33:37

him. I Know

33:39

my dad wouldn't want me to love him because I'm terrified of him

33:41

He would want me to love him because I love his attributes and

33:43

I love him as a father So

33:46

then I got rid of that. I pretended my head. I go. No, I

33:48

think that hell is like you eliminate

33:51

Whether you were forever, but there's no torture. It's

33:53

just like you chose not to be with me

33:55

So depart from me forever. Yeah, this

33:58

is your stop. This is an all-loving God This

34:00

is a God that loves his enemies. So if

34:02

you love your enemies, you just be gone like

34:04

that. No pain just gone. Okay, I Sat

34:09

on that for a few days and I was like It

34:14

only gave me relief Because now

34:16

I'm sitting here I'm Worshiping him in tears and I'm

34:18

on my knees and I'm praising him and I'm

34:20

loving him and I'm still in fear of him But

34:23

now I know that when God looks down at

34:25

me just sitting here in human form That

34:28

he says wow this man eliminated the fact that

34:30

I would torture him and

34:32

he still loves me So

34:35

now he's choosing me because

34:37

he loves who I am Not

34:39

because of the power of what I could do to him.

34:42

Hmm So when I'm like

34:44

man if my God wants me to look at him like

34:46

my father, right? There's a level of he's my

34:48

father and then my earthly father and then none.

34:50

I was like, okay Well if I had a

34:52

son I would want him to be

34:54

scared of me but not in a crippling like I'm gonna

34:57

torture you And the worst thing I would ever do to

34:59

my son is if okay, if you don't want to be

35:01

around me Then just depart from it to

35:03

me. That's how departing

35:05

from my father's hell I Know

35:09

that sounds like I have that all figured out. I

35:11

don't have any of this figured out I just wanted

35:13

to share this thought with the world in hopes that

35:16

somebody out there is like studied it and they're like

35:18

yeah, actually like the what you're saying is

35:20

true and blah blah blah this and that because I

35:23

I'm never in the authority to ever tell

35:26

God what he's doing as God but

35:30

God gave me a brain to weigh my

35:32

thoughts and decisions. I know I'm gonna have

35:34

these thoughts and decisions I'm

35:36

not gonna run from him I'd rather place it at

35:38

his feet and be like God if this two points

35:40

is it like if my thoughts disappoint you teach me

35:42

So I'll never have these thoughts again and I could

35:44

think the way that you want me to think But

35:47

I can't lie because you've given me an honest

35:49

heart and an honest mind that I look at

35:51

the God that's portrayed as the one Who's gonna

35:54

torture a man who just chooses

35:56

not to worship a man named Jesus or

35:58

a God named Jesus? Hermes

36:00

is like. That. Just seems

36:02

like it. As guy guides

36:04

I pray that God forgive me. If I'm wrong.

36:06

To me that seems more evil than all. loving.

36:10

And that doesn't show. Any characteristics of

36:13

my. None. Of

36:15

them. Not. From The Old Testament. Enough

36:17

From The New Testament. So.

36:20

I pray that I get the answer.

36:22

and I pray that whatever I'm saying

36:24

now never missteps somebody in the wrong

36:26

direction. Arm. To.

36:29

That there for six years. You always say

36:31

that you're a soldier, Know you, you are.

36:34

You hold your position with. A

36:36

lot of. What's

36:39

the word? Wait, You.

36:41

Know what I mean give you hold the value of

36:43

it very close your heart you know. So funny how

36:46

sit on taken for granted I was sitting on my

36:48

balcony those asleep. Today's.

36:50

Day one of me like not smoking so I

36:52

pray like I'm an hour or trying to get

36:55

me of I actually might my roommate helping me

36:57

but I'm going to be he's in a gimme.

36:59

Some days where I could smoke like like a

37:01

trainer. And the so but what I'm

37:03

trying to use. I'm trying to fix my temple. And

37:06

it's not just a smoking is everything is

37:08

like from like junk food shivers to to

37:10

like how I work out. I'm really I'm

37:12

after my temple, I've given it to God

37:15

and I'm starting to see the resources is

37:17

supplying the with and I'm gonna run with

37:19

them. I'm. I

37:21

forgot us and will listen for that.

37:24

Ah, holding your right. Arm.

37:28

But. Before that jet lag as widely as know

37:30

that so do I was in hypocritical. Before that

37:32

I was on. Out on a

37:34

i was on the balcony of Crisps really

37:36

bad sleeping pattern and was like three thirty

37:38

in the morning and I was coming out

37:40

for a job and I'm just smoking outside

37:42

and by the way like I know a

37:44

lot of people I'm they get the the

37:47

get really mad at you for smoking a

37:49

cigar or smoking weed or or or what

37:51

law cursing stuff but. I

37:53

apologize it ascends you're hurt you, I'm just

37:55

I have to be honest right a kid

37:57

I don't like hiding parts of my life

37:59

a federal. from God I'm not hiding from you guys.

38:01

Like you know what I mean? Like it's just, it's stupid

38:03

to think that way. That's all you have to say. I

38:06

stepped outside and I was

38:09

looking up and I said, God, like I'm starting to

38:11

get a little nervous having these conversations because

38:14

I think I'm showing so

38:16

much of me that it's

38:18

terrifying because I'm showing the

38:20

parts of me that I hate and

38:23

now people are commenting on it and.

38:26

And a lot of those people that are commenting on it, I

38:28

guarantee you would not be able to do the same thing because

38:32

that is hard. I wouldn't. Anyway, so

38:34

I'm just sitting there and I'm praying to him

38:36

and I'm like, I hope I please you. Like

38:38

I hope that like, I

38:41

just, I hope that whatever I say it's

38:44

not pointless. I hope that when it is my

38:46

time to go that I'm not

38:48

breathing my last breath thinking, man, that

38:51

I do what I was supposed to do like.

38:53

Yeah. And I feel like when I do

38:55

these types of conversations that it's, it's

38:57

real. And I think that everything I had to

38:59

go through in my life led me to me

39:01

having a microphone where I talk about

39:03

how I feel. I know this sounds very like

39:06

cocky and condescending or like not kind of

39:08

saying, but like egotistical, but like, I

39:12

think I just, I think there's some people that

39:14

are naturally gifted at certain things. And I think

39:16

I'm really good at understanding my feelings and expressing

39:18

them. And you're so good

39:20

at giving advice as well. It's like, you're

39:22

very reflective. I watch people come

39:24

to you with their problems all the time and you go, okay,

39:27

I understand. You say, have you gone

39:29

this direction? And it's, you're, you're like

39:31

a counselor and you're definitely a counselor

39:33

with yourself. Like you're constantly weighing your

39:35

own actions, where

39:37

you could be going, things like that. So it's definitely one of

39:39

your gifts. I think that's the beauty of like, like serving

39:42

a God is because it's like, I'm,

39:45

I'm, I wouldn't even say that I'm a counsel.

39:47

I think I'm a student that just has the

39:49

study guide that like my teacher gave me. And

39:51

you pay attention. And I pay attention. So like,

39:53

like a kid in class, I'm not a teacher

39:55

to you, but I'm the kid that maybe just

39:57

paid attention a little bit more to this segment

39:59

of life. And so I could share

40:01

with you the same way that that Asian kid

40:03

shared math with me. You know what I mean?

40:05

Like I don't see myself greater positioning. I see

40:08

us in the same room. It's just this one

40:10

moment I paid attention a little stronger than you.

40:12

So here, take what I've learned from this. And

40:17

so I'm sitting there and I'm reflecting and you

40:19

know what's so funny? I don't ask, I do

40:21

not ask signs from God. I will

40:23

never ask signs from God. Such blasphemy, such

40:26

disrespect. He's already shown me

40:29

so much. I'd rather eat dirt

40:31

than ever ask him to show me more signs.

40:34

I would rather him show me the signs I've

40:36

already given to me that I'm too stupid

40:38

to see. That's what I asked for.

40:40

So I'm sitting there and in my tongue, I'm

40:43

about to be like, God, am I

40:45

doing something like, no,

40:47

and then I literally caught myself in my mind. Before I even

40:49

said it out loud, I just go, nah, bro. Like if

40:52

I'm not, he'll show me. Like he'll break me

40:54

and put me in a different direction. I've already

40:56

been a man who walks the wrong way. And

40:58

I could tell you in my

41:00

soul, my body, my spirit, my mind, everything

41:03

was indicating to me, you're on the wrong

41:05

path, turn around. So like, I know in

41:07

my spirit when I'm wrong. Now the scripture does

41:10

say, don't lean on your own understanding. But I

41:12

think if you read instructions, I think it would

41:14

be common sense. If I'm driving on a road

41:16

and I've learned from reading how to drive

41:18

and studying how to drive, that if all

41:20

the signs are flipped the other way, I'm

41:23

probably going the wrong way, right? So

41:26

I'm sitting there, I'm laughing by myself. And

41:28

I just sit there and I see this

41:31

dude hop out of the car, just this

41:33

ripped, I swear he had to be an

41:35

athlete. Like just ripped good looking dude. Comes

41:38

out of the car with his girl. It's

41:40

like 3.30 at night and I'm just watching

41:42

them, but I'm high up and

41:45

he walks this way. And before

41:47

he goes inside, he looks

41:49

up at me, he goes, Mr.

41:52

Janko. And I go, what the, I

41:55

licked that. Am I higher? Is that guy talking to me

41:57

right now? Like it's just 3.30 in the morning. Like

42:00

the only guy here. It was your jiggy goes. I'm sorry to bother

42:02

you because I just want to let you know We

42:05

need you we need these conversations

42:07

you're having Bro

42:09

like I have people say

42:11

that to me like yeah sure and I'll

42:13

take it But like the fact that I'm just sitting there

42:15

like and I'm praying that I'm like

42:18

All right. I hope that these deeper conversations that I'm

42:20

having are not Me

42:23

chasing fame or views because dude, it's

42:25

so uncomfortable for ten years of my

42:27

life I've tried to get to a

42:29

place where I could have some

42:31

type of success in the entertainment field and The

42:34

day I give up and I'm like, you know what? I'm just

42:36

gonna talk about like what what I really care about and

42:38

then I'm finding success It's kind of

42:40

like that hell situation where I'm like am I

42:42

doing this? Because I

42:45

love Jesus or am I doing this because I

42:48

Love the attention and money and I can't run away

42:50

from those thoughts dude I can't run away from the

42:52

sauce the same way that I couldn't run away from

42:54

the thoughts of like do I worship my God? Because

42:56

I love him or because I fear him and

42:59

so when I figured out that

43:01

relationship with Hell,

43:03

I realized that I'm just gonna put

43:06

my faith into what I truly want

43:08

to believe in So I

43:10

believe that I'm here because I love Christ

43:12

and then I'll pray to him that if

43:14

this atmosphere or this

43:18

Position takes me an inch away from him.

43:21

I pray he takes it away from me So

43:24

fast because I would rather be

43:26

in the presence of my Lord Then

43:29

to pretend that I have the presence of the Lord

43:31

and then be far away from them Hmm if

43:34

that makes any sense it does do you see how

43:36

you get why I'm tying this with

43:38

the hell thing That makes sense. Mm-hmm because I

43:40

didn't know how I was gonna express this and

43:42

I just like I actually almost didn't express this

43:44

because I don't Know and

43:46

I started getting paranoid being like oh, I

43:48

should only talk about things I truly know

43:50

about But then I Really think

43:53

about like do I really truly know anything? It's

43:55

true because you have a direct line of communication

43:57

with your audience and so many audience members. Our

44:00

Christian and like care about we talking about new

44:02

You're basically asking a question you're saying hey guys

44:04

I have a hypothesis for you guys think about

44:07

this or then the an educated guess yeah that's

44:09

a good are going to learn from our she

44:11

just are saying that I have a hypothesis that

44:13

as yeah not sure good way of speakers right

44:15

think what a ways on me his arm. I

44:21

don't want to be a wolf. Would

44:23

mean. I. See I see a lot of sheep.

44:26

That are not cheap. They're actually

44:29

wolves. They disguise themselves as

44:31

seat. And they

44:33

the. Basically. Not only

44:35

murder themselves with emerge the people are

44:37

follow them and so. That

44:39

would scares me as I grew up thinking.

44:42

The dad sheeple a city. ah said

44:44

the putting on the sheep in the

44:46

company kill everybody here. But what it

44:48

was is that that bad sheep Southern.

44:50

It was obsessed with himself and his

44:53

will. And that he got

44:55

everybody to get involved with his will that

44:57

he thinks a his will is tied with

44:59

the will have good money brings everybody down

45:01

with exactly and or what I'm trying to

45:03

do is throw away my will. And

45:06

just stares. I you know it's so funny. I'm

45:08

gonna bring up Luke again. There's

45:10

this beautiful deck is part of Luke that

45:13

I just was like oh dude I like

45:15

get it and get it's It was basically

45:17

in the bible. where are the Disciples After

45:19

Jesus Christ was crucified. On.

45:22

Jesus. Is years dead but he

45:24

when he was risen to the disciples

45:27

were just walking like really really sad.

45:31

And a stranger in their eyes started walking

45:33

with them. But.

45:35

They could not see that it was Jesus. Their.

45:38

Eyes did not written. They did

45:40

not recognize Jesus. And

45:43

he's walking with them. And.

45:46

The heat. They're telling Jesus the like you know

45:48

our art We thought that he was the messiah

45:50

the garden. now I thought he was and a

45:52

comeback and now we're more drugs were running and

45:54

fear in their heart broken and then the he

45:56

sits down with them and is eating with them

45:58

and. Then. Hebrew. breaks

46:00

bread in the exact way he

46:02

did in the Last Supper. And

46:04

they were like, oh my God, it's G and then they

46:06

understood and then he's gone.

46:09

And when I asked to learn about

46:12

this, it was kind of the factor of they

46:15

were believing in their will, oh,

46:17

he didn't show up. This is what

46:19

we believe. Their

46:21

world got messed with their faith and

46:24

it was impossible to see God. And

46:27

I think that's what happens to a lot of teachers. They

46:29

see their own ways and they forget God.

46:33

And so when they

46:35

saw Jesus, they remembered his will and that's

46:37

when they could work with God and they

46:39

could see God. So basically I

46:41

just wanna publicly say that I pray, that

46:43

not only I pray, I pray that you

46:45

guys pray for me, that I

46:47

never lose God's will. And

46:50

I always will throw away my will

46:53

because the higher up it is when you climb,

46:55

the harder it is to breathe and

46:57

the scarier it gets. When you start climbing up

46:59

and you realize like, oh man, I'm high up,

47:01

this drop is far, bro. I

47:04

think Satan started attacking me and started telling me like,

47:06

oh, you're gonna mess this up and worse, you're gonna

47:08

mess it up for a lot of people. And

47:11

it made me wanna tuck my tail and just run.

47:13

But then I forgot that's my fear. Which

47:16

is so funny because yes, and what got

47:18

you up that high. Listening, following the right

47:20

thing. Thank you, thank you. So check this

47:22

out. If I would have agreed to that,

47:24

and that meant that it was all of

47:26

my work that got me here. That's

47:30

blasphemy, bro, because I give all of the

47:32

praises to him. So I gotta tell Satan,

47:34

hey buddy, get lost.

47:37

It's not my will, it's his. Take

47:39

it up with him. And I know

47:41

that coward's not gonna take it up with him. So he

47:43

thought my tail was gonna take off and start running. It

47:45

was his tail that took off and started running. So

47:48

I just wanna let you guys know, I

47:52

appreciate your prayers, man. Like I really do. I

47:55

think when I got to express

47:59

myself this. openly like

48:03

I felt like I literally just wore a

48:05

target on me and like in a spiritual

48:08

realm they just started rapid firing at me

48:11

and the storm got so big

48:14

but then right at the last second I remembered my

48:16

god could just tell the storm shut

48:18

up and I think I

48:21

pray I'm where I am mentally

48:23

at least this will

48:25

be my rock bottom that's what I pray and then

48:28

I could learn how to grow up and

48:31

so when I take myself out of

48:33

this hole of depression and anxiety which I don't

48:35

even believe I have anymore you saw me as

48:37

a man that had depression anxiety mm-hmm I

48:40

went from a man that never understood why people would say that

48:43

to becoming a man that very much understood

48:45

why people say that yeah and now back

48:47

to being like oh now as a

48:49

man I understand as a child why I wasn't there

48:51

because I had great faith and

48:53

now I'm gonna use this and I'm going to teach

48:56

men how to get out of this and

48:58

when I do find a way to do it it will

49:00

be absolutely free because when I read

49:02

in Proverbs do not sell wisdom

49:05

I will honor my God and whatever it is I

49:07

will make sure that I will not make any money

49:09

off of it that when you receive

49:12

the the thing that I feel that

49:14

God is prepping me to give to

49:16

the world it will

49:18

be for absolutely free and

49:21

I pray that nobody will grab it and monetize

49:23

off of it I actually I have a project

49:25

that I'm working on you know what I'll just

49:27

say it I'm working on a Bible study yet

49:29

a way to teach people how to read the

49:31

Bible from cover to cover and teach them how

49:33

to use their faith and weaponize it

49:36

and and basically like I don't think I would

49:38

be here if it wasn't for my mother and

49:40

I'm gonna try to place myself in a way

49:42

that my mom was to me and everybody's home

49:44

and I want to take cool I'm gonna take

49:46

dollars and I'm gonna take great readers and

49:48

we're gonna go from cover to cover as a podcast. but

49:50

it's not gonna be a podcast, it's gonna be like an

49:53

app that's gonna be live for people to watch. and I

49:55

want to build a community and build God's people and have

49:57

ushers in it. It's basically like a church without walls. And.

50:01

I had and I'm just gunning it. I was

50:03

actually really scared of emitting it because I asked us

50:06

going to get like. Something. Was

50:08

going to happen as yet. but I'm like

50:10

dude, shut up a mighty out it is.

50:12

So yeah I eat or it's my passions

50:14

have changed or like everything about my brain

50:16

is change like it's so funny guy like

50:18

at our A is. Everything.

50:22

That I've ever wanted his been thrown at my feet. Everything

50:24

I've ever wanted is being thrown at my feet like out

50:26

only to work for. But I'm looking at it like. He.

50:30

Gonna wanna is like I don't care about

50:32

it anymore. It's meaningless priorities and completely changed.

50:34

My love has completely changed my far as

50:36

completely changed I: The way I look at

50:38

anger, the way I look at. The.

50:41

World. The way I look at my enemies, The way

50:43

I look at my love like bro like. Everything

50:46

has changed. And I am a

50:48

man whose no longer afraid and I truly minas

50:50

Not in a way like where I'm like. Oh,

50:53

I'm not afraid. Obviously I'm in a moment, or

50:55

I'm like scared. I get paranoid. But before I

50:57

was super anxious about a lot of things. And.

51:00

Now I'm arresting in peace and I'm

51:02

resting and cease And I'm choosing Jesus

51:04

as the way in all avenues of

51:06

my life and will. More I practice

51:08

is the more confident I get the

51:10

more stronger get in every feel that

51:12

I met so. I pray that

51:14

I could figure out a way if it's in a burger

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52:28

the will of God. Whatever he wrote

52:30

for George Janko to do, I

52:33

pray I do that. And I

52:35

don't stop chasing that. Because

52:38

every time, bro, I choose myself, it's not even

52:40

that I hurt myself, bro. I hurt my loved

52:42

ones. And I could hurt other

52:44

people. But I hope you guys liked this episode. I

52:46

actually liked this episode. I feel like I was just

52:48

like really just hanging. A piece. And

52:51

you talked about something of value. You know what's so

52:53

funny? I think that our future episodes, because dude, we're

52:55

still so new. Have we even

52:57

hit like, what episode are we on?

52:59

We're on like 64 or something like that.

53:01

So I think when we like at the level of

53:03

all these other podcasts and hours they put in, I

53:05

think how we're talking now is how we're gonna probably

53:07

talk. I think like we're still

53:09

babies and we're like really hyped on those other like,

53:13

yeah, but I think

53:15

in the future, I think this is like a little bit more

53:17

pleasing to hear. Yeah, and I think also you came into the

53:19

podcast space coming from Impulsive.

53:22

And that was such a

53:25

good formula that worked for you guys.

53:27

And I enjoyed it. But now, yes, and it was great. But

53:31

this is an Impulsive. Wait,

53:34

did you not know that? What? Did

53:37

it have an, this is an Impulsive. You're not

53:39

on Impulsive right now. This is the George Janko

53:41

show. You're George Janko.

53:43

Since when? No,

53:46

but Judd, you have to find the format for yourself. You have

53:48

to find what the George Janko show is. So

53:50

like, I think if you watch the earlier episodes, a lot

53:52

of the time you're like, no dude, we need the energy

53:54

up. We need to be doing this. We need to be

53:56

talking about trending things. We need to be talking about what's

53:58

going on. We Need to hit these. The anger but

54:00

he also talking about and I think throughout

54:02

time and just gonna happen more more Gotta

54:04

episode two hundred will not sound going to

54:06

shreds can send a lot different than this

54:09

Right now I'm is just finding. Who

54:11

you are, what you want to say and

54:13

how you want to say it's, you know,

54:15

it's special we were just talking about behind

54:17

scenes. Read and I you we

54:19

We always joke about feeling guilty because

54:21

when we're of logging we were going

54:23

so hard. For. Nothing.

54:26

First. For a quarter of the opposite of

54:28

what we're getting right now for ten times the

54:30

work but we know that this feels right because

54:32

we would watch other influencers are people in the

54:34

field and they were just do what we're doing

54:36

now and is like effortless because it's not so

54:38

frustrating and would be like so jealous what do

54:40

the cards worst of what do we twas week

54:42

with the heck was seven get nothing like zero

54:45

the So jaws and the now i'm like was

54:47

so guilty because what do the we were smart

54:49

enough gas to we deserve what we have right

54:51

now like at I just find it funny that

54:53

if it's just organ and in it's real or

54:55

grow beautifully. and so like yeah I

54:57

think I'm dawn say sing and trying to prove

54:59

my idea came from like a place where like

55:01

stem of auto show that i could do this

55:03

podcast and people really gonna sing I was the

55:06

runt. And. Like. I. Think

55:08

Now I'm just gonna like I prove myself. I know

55:10

what I'm what I'm worth. Arm.

55:12

And now I just want to grow. And

55:15

just have fun manned. I.

55:19

Think I want to work extremely hard but

55:21

over things I'm passionate about. so instead of

55:24

trying to chase money I'd rather see set

55:26

up there were talking about or go live

55:28

and get to meet people in real life

55:30

and like. To. Me like I

55:32

think working hard a smart but I think

55:34

it's smart to like like work smarter. I

55:38

just sounded says hours. I probably will.

55:40

your thomas thought of ever heard of

55:42

might not be I was pretty dumb

55:45

but basically I work smarter not harder.

55:47

Yeah, absolutely. Pick the pick the seeds

55:49

the you wanna grow You know what

55:51

I mean. Pick the seeds you want

55:53

to growth Pit chooses as I do.

55:55

We both know Listen the seeds odds

55:58

are so they grow plants says. And

56:00

the water's like effort. And

56:04

you could just be watering everything, but that's

56:06

a lot of effort. But if you...

56:09

All right, well thank you guys so much

56:11

for watching today's episode. Like do you want

56:13

strawberries or blueberries? I would appreciate it if

56:15

you like and share. Cauliflower, broccoli. I

56:21

love you guys. Next week is gonna be... Dude,

56:25

definitely don't miss that one. They won't.

56:28

Yeah. I love you guys. Bye

56:30

bye.