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your host, Jen To, the Rage Adams,
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and I do not remember the last
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time I was this excited to talk
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about a book. To be
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honest, I'm also a little bit nervous
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because this is a big one, a
2:52
heavy hitter, if you will. Spring is
2:54
here, the flowers are blooming, the school
2:56
year is winding down, we've had some
2:58
tornado adjacent weather where I live, so
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you know that it is prom time.
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But instead of a lovely evening capped off
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with 45 seconds of high
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school sex, we are going to the
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prom night from hell. Yes, even worse
3:12
than the Jamie Lee Curtis disco movie.
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Yes, even worse than when Rachel Lee Cook
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took off her glasses and suddenly became hot,
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we're going all the way back to 1974 slash 1979 to talk
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about Stephen
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King's debut novel, Carrie, in
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dumping blood on my head
3:29
in celebration. And
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why are we talking about Carrie, you might
3:34
ask? Don't we already have an episode covering
3:36
it? Yes, we do. It's the first episode.
3:39
Many of us listened to it today. But yeah,
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we are talking about Carrie, first of all, because we
3:45
want to. And second, because the
3:47
movie is celebrating its 50th anniversary on
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April 5, which in
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the pod time continuum, I think is today if
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you're listening on the day of release. And
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third, because this is our
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first Twitter episode. Yay! It's
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been a long time coming. I'm
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very excited that we're here. It's
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a full book episode with a slight
4:07
deviation or two, but our panel is
4:09
made up of losers who were not
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on the original episode and who have
4:14
some thoughts on Carrie. And boy do
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I have some thoughts. But
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speaking of losers, picking
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me up in a fancy prom
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limo, Rachel, say hello and tell
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us what audition did you read
4:28
and when was your first trip
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to Carrie's prom? Yes, speaking of
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losers, indeed. Hi, this is Rachel
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the Shadow Exploded Reeves. So
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excited here to talk about Carrie.
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Carrie, oh my gosh. I
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read my audition. I had to look it up because
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I wasn't actually sure, but it's one
4:46
of the, it has like the original cover, but it's
4:48
one of the re-releases, I think, from the early 90s.
4:53
And this is not my
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first trip at the prom
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with Carrie. It was one of the earliest books,
4:59
King Books I read because
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I read The Talisman first for
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some reason. And I thought that
5:06
was great. I
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know. Long read. It was
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weird. Weird entry point,
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which I have now discovered talking to
5:14
people. But after
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that, then I went in and I was
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like, well, I gotta read all the hits, right?
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Pet Sematary, Misery, Carrie, The Shining were kind of, I
5:23
don't remember which exactly was first, but it was all in
5:25
a very short span of time. And
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I mean, can't
5:30
really do better than that.
5:32
So yes, it was those four that
5:34
really hooked me. And then I
5:37
think this is my fourth time that I've
5:39
read Carrie. So did the audiobook,
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book combo this time to
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do a little bit of both because I
5:46
like listening to Sissy Space Secretary. I appreciate
5:48
that, you know, layered
5:50
meaning there. It was great.
5:52
Yeah, she's like, she does a great job
5:55
in the audio. I've listened to that so many
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times. I've said many times on the show before,
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like before I realized. podcast exists that I just
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listened to Stephen King audiobooks over and over again
6:03
and that was one of the ones that I
6:05
Had on repeat because it's short. It's
6:08
sweet like she just really Has
6:10
a great delivery with it and you're right. It's
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got that meta quality that I really like Well
6:16
pulling a corsage out of the fridge
6:18
in Chicago Mel say
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hello. Tell us what edition you read
6:22
and when did you first read Carrie?
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Hi, this is Mel dirty
6:27
pillows castle I'm
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not sure when I first read Carrie. It was
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also one of my first even King reads in
6:34
much the same fashion I think I read I
6:37
Want to say pet cemetery first or perhaps the
6:40
shining first and then had to backtrack and say
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what's the deal with this guy? Let's start from
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the beginning I
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am so sad because I've taught Carrie
6:48
I think three times to undergrads and
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I had a copy that was all
6:52
marked up and annotated from
6:54
multiple read-throughs trying to make notes
6:56
for the the kiddies to latch
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on to and I Somehow
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lost it or donated it in the move
7:04
that I'd had that I did recently And so I
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had to get a copy from the library and it
7:08
is the first anchor books mass market edition
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from September 2011 And it
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has the horrible Photoshopy
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cover of a corsage with a skull on
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it It's purple and in the background if
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you look really close it just says Carrie
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Carrie Carrie Writer
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fine, it's it's real bad But
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functional. Yeah, the job done
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exactly. I think that's what the cover of
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the audiobook file have I've been looking at
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that a lot recently too. I'm so excited
7:38
to hear about you teaching this book What
7:40
class was it a part of and what
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was your reaction with your students? It's
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so funny reading it again, I hadn't read it
7:48
since I taught it and I thought sort of
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You know, I've done this book so many
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times. There's there's nothing new to click really glean from it,
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which of course wasn't the case Reading
7:58
it now. I was like, gosh should I
8:00
have taught this to those
8:03
Iowa undergrads? This is pretty
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gnarly. I think it really
8:07
did throw them for a loop and in a good
8:09
way, hopefully. It was called
8:12
Gen Edlet, like general education literature, and
8:14
you got to make your own syllabus,
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and mine was the subjects of love
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and monstrosity. So I did this Dracula,
8:20
Haunting of Hill House, and
8:22
then there was usually a wildcard novel
8:24
or a bunch of stories in there.
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So they all ended up talking
8:29
really well to one another, these books. And
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it was a blast to teach to the
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college kids. I would love
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to take that class. That sounds awesome. It
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was a cool class. And
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wearing her fanciest Lydia Deet
8:45
stress, Ashley, say hello. Tell
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us what edition did you read, and when
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did you first meet Carrie? Hello,
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this is Ashley. They're
8:54
all going to laugh at you, Cassidy. The
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first time I read Carrie was in seventh grade,
9:02
and it couldn't have come at a better time.
9:04
That was the year I started my period while
9:08
I was attending Lutheran
9:10
school. Oh. So
9:13
luckily my mom was a nurse who
9:15
loved PBR and not
9:17
Margaret White. But
9:20
I did, I personally knew Carrie's. Like
9:23
I knew girls that were
9:25
my age or a little younger who
9:27
weren't taught about health
9:31
and sex ed. And
9:33
we had to attend these
9:35
sessions. We weren't taught sexual
9:37
education in our classes, like
9:39
in our main class. We
9:41
had to go to the gym for these
9:44
special sessions. And they were so pointless because
9:46
they always brought in a stranger who we
9:48
didn't know, so we didn't feel comfortable asking
9:50
questions. And I definitely went
9:52
to high school, not as
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advanced as the girls that were my
9:59
age. my age, not that
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I was like, they're flusies, but just like,
10:03
I didn't know anything. And Carrie
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I feel like was as important to me as
10:09
like, Are you there God? It's me, Margaret, or
10:11
that one book that's like the care and keeping
10:13
of you where they teach you about like pubic
10:15
hair and stuff like Carrie was as important as
10:17
those books to me. So just in
10:20
regards to like accepting that
10:22
what is happening happening to me
10:25
is totally normal and also fuck
10:27
anyone who tries to suggest otherwise.
10:31
But this time
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around, I had the privilege of reading the
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exact same copy I read in seventh grade
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because I got it from my parents house.
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And this is the like original
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paperback, Penguin books paperback
10:44
from 1975. Oh,
10:48
yay, I think I may have had
10:50
that copy at one point. Totally. I really
10:52
like this cover with like the flame. I
10:54
think it maybe would work better for Firestarter.
10:57
But yeah, that's probably why I like it.
10:59
Because I'm like, Oh, it looks it's Firestarter.
11:01
Yeah, which this
11:03
is I kind of a prequel to
11:05
Firestarter. It really is. Yeah,
11:08
there's a lot of parallel and I cannot
11:10
wait to talk about that. Because I mean,
11:12
everybody who who's met me from one five
11:14
minutes knows that I'm obsessed with Firestarter. Specifically
11:17
Charlie. And you know, that I'm like jealous
11:19
when I hear you say that you read
11:21
this in middle school, because I did not
11:23
it took me a long time to like,
11:26
to read this for the first time. I think I
11:28
remember seeing the movie when I was in middle school,
11:31
and just kind of engaging with it.
11:33
It's just like a scary movie, like, oh, yeah, this
11:35
is good, you know, and then her older brother, my
11:37
friend's older brother scared us at the end. And so
11:40
you know, but it was more like, is this scary
11:42
or not was what I was thinking about. And I
11:44
think like, compared
11:46
to who I am now, and what I'm interested
11:48
in now, like when I was younger, I was
11:51
not, I really stayed
11:53
away from really female heavy stories, you know,
11:55
and I think part of it is because
11:57
like, the house I grew up, in
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like I was hearing a certain
12:02
someone rail about a certain first
12:05
lady a lot so I was like if
12:07
I talk about too much lady stuff like
12:10
one I'm gonna look weak and two like that's not
12:12
that's just not real stuff you know and so I
12:14
thought that for a long time and I was like
12:16
oh Carrie I don't need that you know I've seen
12:19
the movie I know what it is and
12:21
then I think it was when I was in college that
12:23
I first read it and I was like oh this is
12:25
good and then I just started listening
12:28
to the audiobook over and over again
12:30
because it's really it's just such an
12:33
easy listen you know and I think
12:35
like these characters just kind of seeped
12:37
into my brain and they have become
12:39
like super like important to me like
12:42
I'm really excited to talk about all
12:45
five of the strong female characters in this
12:47
book and you know I just love female
12:49
characters in general especially when I feel like
12:51
they're nuanced and they have different levels
12:54
of like villainy to them I asked
12:57
for those of you that have listened to the audiobook
12:59
how do they do the stream of
13:01
consciousness parenthetical that like have
13:03
no grammar and are just in
13:05
the middle of you know sentences okay
13:08
here I can recreate it because I've listened to so
13:10
many times like it plays in my head so she
13:13
when she's talking about her first time with Tommy she just
13:15
kind of goes for it and she just says it kind
13:17
of in a different voice you know she was like he
13:20
was a virgin when we first made love I
13:22
would have believed a lie but he told me
13:24
and so she'll just kind of like slip it
13:26
in there you know yeah it's a little quieter
13:28
and like yeah yeah yeah but I
13:30
mean like I don't recognize
13:32
I would I'd probably be surprised if I saw
13:34
the text change you know and that's one of
13:37
the things that you do kind of it's
13:40
a blessing or a curse when you listen to the
13:42
audiobook because there are some books like I
13:45
remember I was talking about Dolores Claiborne and
13:47
it was just like all caps
13:49
or like regulators or Rose matter
13:51
where like those text things are
13:53
really distracting but then other times
13:56
you kind of you know I don't know
13:58
would y'all agree do you think she pulls off the stream of
14:00
consciousness stuff. I think she does.
14:02
And also like the change between like the
14:04
other materials like the articles or the
14:07
interviews, she does change her tone and her
14:09
inflection to kind of mirror whatever the
14:12
item is that she is quoting
14:14
from. So it doesn't feel jarring,
14:16
but it also clues the end to like, okay,
14:18
we're out of the story for a second. We're
14:20
in present time or
14:22
this is an interview or this
14:24
is from Sue Snell's book,
14:26
that kind of stuff. I think she's thinking
14:29
about it. I haven't thought about it, but she does a good job,
14:31
I think, in marking those changes with
14:33
her book. That's cool. I'm glad they didn't
14:36
add like a like a chintzy echo or
14:38
something. Oh yeah, no. And she thought I
14:40
got her a little drawl, you know, she got it
14:42
just a hint of a Southern accent, which I appreciate.
14:44
But like from the shadow exploded, like she'll just proclaim
14:47
it, you know, like a journalist. She
14:49
sounds like a news reporter almost. She does.
14:51
Yeah, like a good old news
14:54
reporter. But I do have to say, I did
14:58
not read this copy because I
15:00
listened but I referenced a special
15:02
copy that I got from one
15:04
Rachel Reeves. When we
15:06
were in Chicago, she gave me
15:08
a gift and it is the
15:10
movie tie in, Harry, way
15:13
back from like, I believe it's 76 when the
15:16
movie premiered, but it's and it's from
15:19
norm day with the original. Oh,
15:21
no, it's got all the like
15:24
the little pictures in the middle. So
15:27
cool. We need to share.
15:29
I forgot I'm wearing my carry shirt.
15:32
Oh, yeah. What does it say? They're gonna laugh at you.
15:34
Yeah, it says they're all gonna laugh at you. And
15:36
it is a tiny pocket. Oh,
15:38
so you can put a sanitary product
15:40
in there. Exactly. I put my tampons
15:43
in here. Well,
15:46
all right, let's talk about
15:49
tiny pockets and what we put
15:52
in that's sort of that
15:54
quite works in our first category
15:56
that we are hijacking instead of
15:58
the dairy public library. we
16:00
are going to talk about the legacy of
16:02
Carrie. So
16:30
we're venturing into the basement of
16:32
the library and pulling out Ray
16:34
of the Coos' crystal ball that
16:36
looks, I think, like a grapefruit.
16:38
We're peering into the future. So
16:40
this is one of the
16:42
deviations for our Twitter episodes because we didn't,
16:46
in the first episode, they didn't go too
16:48
hard on the history, but in some of
16:50
the future episodes they will. So instead of
16:52
looking backwards, we're going to look forwards. And
16:54
I want to look at what this book
16:56
has done for the horror genre, for horror
16:58
literature, and for Stephen King in
17:00
particular. So the book
17:02
was first published in hardcover in 1974. It
17:06
wasn't a huge success. I
17:09
have some of those numbers for us a little
17:11
bit later, what critics were impressed. Turns
17:13
out this Stephen King fellow can actually
17:15
rate. I was shocked by
17:18
some of the writing and reviews and I
17:20
was like, why am I spending so much
17:22
time editing my reviews when some of these
17:24
people are just popping out weird
17:27
stuff. So from the New York
17:31
Times, King does more
17:34
than tell a story. He is a school
17:36
teacher himself and he gets into Carrie's mind
17:38
as well as into the minds of her
17:40
classmates. He also knows a thing or two
17:42
about symbolism, blood symbolism especially.
17:44
This is that this is the
17:46
first novel is amazing. King writes
17:49
with a kind of surety normally
17:51
associated only with veteran writers. This
17:53
mixture of science, fiction, the occult,
17:56
secondary school, sociology, kids, good and
17:58
bad, and genetics. turns out
18:00
to be an extraordinary mixture. And
18:03
then I found one from Kirkus Reviews.
18:05
King handles his first novel with considerable
18:07
accomplishment and very little hokum, which hadn't
18:09
heard that word in a while, that
18:11
was fun. And then
18:14
I had, this is one of those, getting
18:16
into the more weird reviews. Here's a
18:19
case where a novel could have been
18:21
a disaster due to the subject matter.
18:23
A girl who can call his walls
18:25
to crumble, but Stephen King is no
18:27
ordinary novelist. He brings Carrie to life.
18:29
She becomes a real person in a
18:31
real main town. The reader cares about
18:33
her and turns the pages in dread,
18:35
I'm sorry, and turns the pages in
18:37
dread as the book rushes towards its
18:39
inevitable and tragic ending. And
18:42
then Carrie, this one, had
18:44
the most hilarious title, Carrie
18:46
Dangerous Girl to Ryle by
18:49
Tom E. Huff, which I feel like
18:51
is a like Simpson's level pseudonym, Tom
18:54
E. Huff. Like that doesn't sound like
18:56
a real name. That's not real. No.
18:59
Don't read it late at night if you're
19:01
alone in the house. The last 50 pages
19:03
are enough to make John Wayne sleep with
19:05
a nightlight. Boy, and there's
19:07
nobody more manly than John Wayne. No
19:10
one more brave. It
19:12
was big like Chuck Norris sleeps with a pillow under
19:14
his gun, five, you know?
19:16
Yeah. Rachel,
19:18
would you mind reading from Paperbacks
19:20
with Maggie McPhee from The Sydney
19:23
Morning Herald? Sure. Her
19:25
mind exploded and destroyed a town.
19:27
That's Carrie they're talking about. She's
19:29
16, and as if that weren't
19:31
enough to put you off her, she's
19:33
the possessor of a rare and terrifying
19:36
ability. Telekinesis. Carrie is
19:38
able without really knowing how to make things
19:40
happen just by thinking them up. But
19:43
take heart, all you parents of 16-year-old
19:45
girls. This isn't a knack they can
19:47
pick up at. What
19:50
is it, sorry. I think it's the
19:52
tech. Get kicked by a kangaroo when he was writing
19:54
that sentence. Even King
19:56
Carrie is a far-fetched, scary,
19:59
rather interesting. novel and it
20:01
sells for a dollar fifty-five. That
20:03
is the last chapter. It asks
20:05
the spine-shilling question. What if there
20:07
are others like Carrie? And
20:09
what if somebody annoys them? Annoyed.
20:12
You know what? That's when I thought
20:14
about this novel. Everyone just needs to
20:16
stop annoying Carrie. I know. They're so
20:19
annoying her. Well you know what I
20:21
thought is she's a sixteen year old
20:23
girl. Ugh. Ugh.
20:25
Gross. As if that weren't enough to put
20:27
you off her. Like the only thing you
20:29
told about her is to not interest me.
20:32
A sixteen year old girl? Gross. Gross. Pass.
20:36
Ashley, would you mind reading novel of
20:38
the occult? Yes. Reviewed
20:42
by Mary Shetle. Hmm. That
20:44
sounds okay. Sure. This
20:46
drama of the occult goes far
20:48
beyond the usual limitations of the
20:50
genre to become a truly perceptive
20:52
study of thoughtless human cruelty and
20:54
resultant suffering. I would say that
20:57
is more apt than
20:59
annoying. Yes. Sure. The
21:02
real horror of the story is not
21:04
in the unleashing of a power, which
21:06
destroys an entire town, but in the
21:09
all too human events which lead an
21:11
adolescent girl to the point of wishing
21:13
for its destruction. Sue Snell
21:16
survives. Spoiler
21:18
alert. But the price of survival
21:20
is knowledge. Can this be the
21:22
end of our heroine Miss Sweet
21:25
Little Sixteen? No worries about
21:27
the Country Club and Clean Corners now.
21:30
Sharing the awful totality of
21:32
perfect knowledge with Carrie, she
21:34
has a vision of life's
21:36
loneliness, cruelty, and suffering, and
21:38
the meaninglessness of death. I
21:42
really liked that take at the end. I thought it was
21:44
totally something I want to talk about when we get to
21:47
word processors, some of our other categories
21:49
too. And then Mel, would
21:51
you mind reading our last one? Sure.
21:54
Supernatural repulsive tale. Hooks,
21:57
critic. By Joy Antos.
21:59
Carrie. Oh, I like that title
22:01
too. A
22:03
lightweight novel of repulsive people performing
22:06
disgusting acts becomes an oddly gripping
22:08
moral tale of sweet revenge in
22:10
Carrie. Although the flashback style
22:12
in which the story unfolds allows one
22:15
to know the outcome early, I could
22:17
not stop reading this book. The characters
22:19
of this strange story of supernatural powers
22:21
include a religious fanatic passing all understanding,
22:24
a lumpy adolescent tormented by her
22:26
peers, a vicious rich bitch, and
22:29
a greasy hood. Stereotypes all,
22:31
but their interactions escalate an
22:33
act of teenage cruelty into the fiery
22:36
destruction of half a town with the
22:38
death of hundreds. The power of the
22:40
writer is such that the reader becomes
22:42
persuaded that such extremes are a logical
22:44
progression of the action. They all had
22:46
it coming. Which
22:48
we shall discern. I love joy. I
22:50
know. Shout out to joy. Shout out
22:52
to joy. Yeah, I love joy. Yeah, I
22:54
had. I got a lot of joy reading her review. One
22:57
of the things that really struck me and as
22:59
I was reading this, I tried to kind of put
23:02
my head into the shoes of someone who didn't
23:06
know who Stephen King was, who had not
23:08
read 70 plus
23:11
novels of his after this.
23:14
I also want to talk about that when we talk a
23:16
little bit about his foreshadowing. But a
23:18
lot of these reviews I found
23:20
praised his characters. They praised
23:22
his writing, but they were also
23:25
included as a three book review.
23:27
Those are just a couple of
23:29
paragraphs because these are the new
23:31
horror fiction out, or these are
23:33
the new paperbacks. It was
23:35
really interesting to see this
23:38
just reviewed as, I feel like
23:40
all of Stephen King reviews now
23:42
are Stephen King's new novel. It's
23:44
not the novel itself. Do
23:48
we feel like these reviews are kind of
23:50
right on the money? Do we agree with
23:52
them? Do we think
23:54
this is strong writing from
23:56
King? And do we think he's got a future
23:58
in this business? he's gonna make it.
24:03
I mean, yeah, it seems like, you know,
24:05
and I don't really know
24:07
much about the, you know,
24:09
what was going on at the time in
24:11
American literature, like, I'm not super educated on
24:13
that, but it does seem like at least
24:15
people were excited
24:18
to read it. Like, it was something, it
24:20
was something very obviously new. I do know,
24:23
I read this, and I've seen the movie
24:25
so many times, but I've never clocked it.
24:27
But apparently, like, Stephen King was so new
24:29
that when they made Carrie into, you know,
24:31
the Brian De Palma movie, they misspelled his
24:34
name in the credits. Oh,
24:36
really? I think they did. Instead
24:38
of a pH. There are
24:40
a couple times where that happened. Yeah, so
24:43
it is fascinating to read these people just
24:45
sort of like, you know, he wasn't necessarily
24:47
a young guy at the time, like he
24:49
wasn't a kid, but it was sort of
24:51
like, oh, this new fella in town, writing.
24:54
I like how many
24:57
times they would say repulsive,
24:59
disgusting, you know,
25:01
like horrid, but then the review
25:03
was positive. Despite
25:05
that, that's cool. It does feel
25:08
like they're very focused on the
25:10
fact that it might be a little bit
25:12
genre-busting, like they are like, oh, it exceeds
25:14
the graph of the genre to become something
25:16
else. I'm a little, I
25:18
mean, I think we are all biased,
25:20
but I do think King is so singular
25:22
that I am a little surprised at how
25:25
low-key some of these reviews are. Like, I
25:27
have to imagine coming, if I was in
25:29
the 70s reading this, I would
25:31
find it like electrifying. And I still do
25:33
today. So I'm a little
25:35
like, wow, I wish it had gotten a little
25:37
more airtime in this way. It seems like these
25:39
are sort of not quite knowing
25:41
how to place it and being like, oh,
25:43
it's a little different. It's repulsive and yet
25:46
also a little elevated and cerebral.
25:48
And I don't know, moving on.
25:51
Right, right. Yeah, I'm
25:53
a little surprised that I'm a little surprised, like there's
25:55
not more discussion about, I mean,
25:58
during this time, like Roe v. Wade and. us
26:00
what was happening in like the late
26:02
60s, early 70s and feminism. I'm a
26:04
little surprised that there's not more mention
26:06
of that because I do think that
26:08
this is for a first novel to
26:11
come at it from the perspective of a teenage girl
26:13
and to handle it in this way and
26:15
to center women so strongly
26:18
in this way. Like that's a very
26:21
interesting choice for our first time writer,
26:23
a male writer, I think at this
26:25
time to do that. And I'm a little
26:27
surprised that some of these reviews didn't, I
26:30
don't know, acknowledge that a little bit more. But
26:33
also, I think it's very clear that, in
26:35
my opinion, I tried to read this similarly, like,
26:37
okay, this is his first book, like try to
26:40
like, separate that out, because I haven't actually
26:42
tried to read it from that perspective and
26:44
look at it through that lens. And yeah,
26:47
it's, I mean, it's great, like, it
26:49
is really impressive. And so it's nice
26:51
to see that recognized in some of
26:53
these reviews, even if they do feel
26:55
a little surface level. And
26:57
we know the hardback like didn't sell
26:59
like hotcakes. So it could also be
27:01
Yeah, just it wasn't a force yet
27:04
out in the world. So yeah,
27:06
it wasn't earning quite as much space
27:08
in the paper. Yeah, yeah. And I
27:11
can almost see because I agree with you,
27:13
I do find it like it's electrifying. I
27:15
think that's a great word for it. And
27:17
I wonder if it almost was like too
27:19
much like too much of a jolt. And
27:21
they're like, I don't quite know what to
27:23
make of this. And like everybody kind of
27:25
looking around and like, do we love this?
27:27
Is this guy gonna be something, you know,
27:29
but also, you know, I know, it's hard
27:31
to get review time or review space, you know,
27:33
and so I think, I think
27:35
I agree with most of them, I do think
27:38
it's interesting how they're singling out the writing style,
27:40
because I think that is, aside
27:42
from the subject matter, the real strength
27:44
of this and the characterization. I
27:48
also think it's interesting, not only
27:50
with these reviews, but other people's takes
27:52
on Carrie that I've seen, like for
27:54
the one earlier that said like, what
27:56
happens if someone annoys them? And it's
27:58
like, was Carrie really annoys or was
28:00
she like horrifically abused? Like, can we
28:02
like, she was abused. And like, I've
28:04
heard people say like, call her mother
28:06
overbearing. And I'm like, she was not
28:09
overbearing. Like, there's a difference in like,
28:11
you know, a mom who, you know,
28:14
makes sure that you're always home on
28:16
time and doesn't let you go out and keeps
28:18
you and then a mom who like locks you
28:20
in the closet, tries to strangle you hits you
28:22
over the head with books, like, she's
28:25
not an overbearing mother. So I always find it
28:27
interesting when people talk about this novel and use
28:30
words like that that are not the extreme,
28:32
because it's so extreme. It
28:34
is. And I feel like, you know,
28:37
I wasn't alive in 74.
28:39
Yeah, but like, I feel
28:42
like this book in a lot of ways
28:44
kind of opens a dialogue or it becomes
28:46
part of like, a series of
28:49
things like I'm thinking about Black Christmas also, of
28:53
books that take women more seriously
28:55
and take, you know, menstruation seriously.
28:58
And I wonder if they
29:00
just weren't ready for that yet. I feel like
29:02
I'm like, Marty McFly, I mean, like, but your
29:05
kids are gonna love it. And I
29:07
found a lot of like, think pieces about kind
29:10
of more of what we're talking
29:12
about that we kind of were surprised to
29:14
not find in these initial reviews. And I
29:16
definitely think that that has come. I mean,
29:19
I've written about it myself. But
29:22
I wonder if they just they were like, what,
29:24
what is this, you know, and then once you
29:26
get Salem's Lot, and then you get The Shining,
29:28
like, what a first run,
29:31
you know, that's incredible. And I think
29:33
like, I just wonder if they just
29:35
weren't sure if they could take
29:37
him seriously yet. Even with
29:39
his own writing, it feels a little bit
29:41
like a fluke, you know, like, and we're
29:43
going to talk about the semi epistolary style.
29:45
So I don't necessarily want to step on
29:47
that. Let's talk about where horror fiction was
29:49
at the time and just kind of where
29:52
we were as like a country, I
29:54
don't have a ton of historical stuff,
29:57
but I can talk about the vibes,
29:59
which were not great for women. So
30:02
I found from a snapshot of
30:05
an age the publication history of
30:07
Carrie. In 1973 the American hardback
30:09
publisher Doubleday bought Stephen King's cooker
30:12
of a debut novel Carrie for an advance
30:14
of $2,500. I did think
30:17
to myself he's really cooking with this. That
30:19
does sound like something he would say about
30:25
himself writing it to you. It's like I really got
30:27
cooking on it you know you can just hear like
30:30
the AC-DC playing in the background or
30:32
Josie and the Moongloos. Although
30:35
the hardcover sales were modest the paperback
30:37
rights sold to New American Library for
30:41
$400,000. Two years later the sales figures boosted by Brian
30:43
De Palma's 1976 cult movie maybe
30:47
more than a cult movie totaled nearly four
30:49
million copies. On December 5th 1976 the movie
30:53
tie-in paperback of Carrie that's what
30:55
I have yay! Hit
30:57
the New York Times bestseller list
30:59
and remained there for 14 weeks
31:01
launching the Stephen King phenomenon. More
31:04
than a flash in the pan success
31:06
King would have a profound impact on
31:08
the publishing industry the most prominent of
31:10
a nucleus of writers including Robert Levlam
31:12
and Danielle Steele who could sell a
31:14
million copies in hardback year-on-year and then
31:16
10 million more in paperback. In
31:19
his own words King claims I started
31:21
out a storyteller along the way I
31:23
became an economic four. And
31:26
then a couple of facts I found before
31:28
Carrie the last novel to reach the
31:30
publisher's weekly bestseller list was Rebecca in
31:32
1938. That's apropos. Yeah I know.
31:37
And Carrie is credited as one of
31:39
four novels to result in contemporary mainstream
31:42
interest in horror literature and if
31:44
you're not looking is anybody not looking and want to
31:46
guess those other three novels? I'm
31:48
looking. Do we all look? I'm sorry. I was like I told
31:51
you to look. Listeners didn't look
31:53
though so we have Rosemary's Baby, The
31:55
Exorcist, and The Other. And
31:58
I think it also really benefited. from timing. So
32:00
Bev Vinson in his Stephen King, a complete
32:03
exploration of his work, life and influence, it
32:05
says, Dave King once heard his brother say
32:07
that if Carrie had come six months earlier
32:09
or six months later, he might have missed
32:12
out on the perfect timing presented by the
32:14
popularity of the exorcist and would still be
32:16
teaching English. I think he, I
32:18
don't think he would have made it. I mean, I think
32:20
he would have made it too. But I also think it
32:23
was a little bit kids met, like we were just ready
32:25
for something like that. And then
32:27
I read The Exorcist. I have. Yeah,
32:29
I read a couple of times and I really love it.
32:31
Does it get as a as graphic as the
32:33
movie does? Because I'm wondering if to I mean,
32:35
yeah, of a keeping with all
32:38
of the animalistic bodily
32:40
imagery. It's close to
32:42
word for word for the original movie.
32:44
Very close. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
32:47
Yeah. Very. What's
32:50
the word I'm looking for? Close.
32:52
Close adaptations. Yeah, close
32:55
adaptations. But I feel like
32:57
those novels and Carrie as
32:59
well, to an extent
33:01
really got like the spirit of those
33:03
films got like the spirit of the
33:05
novel as well. And maybe I'm biased
33:07
because The Exorcist and Rosemary's Baby are
33:10
books that I read after I saw
33:12
the movie. Whereas Carrie was
33:14
a book I read before I saw the
33:16
movie. And what's funny is even in seventh
33:18
grade, like I'd never seen the movie. But
33:21
I still knew it was such a
33:23
huge film. And it was such
33:26
a huge phenomenon. I knew what happened. Like I
33:28
knew what the ending was going to be. I
33:30
knew that she burned down prom. So it's just
33:32
funny that even in seventh grade, I had some
33:34
general knowledge of what happens in Carrie, like that's
33:37
how big it was. It
33:39
is interesting to think about like what if for
33:41
some reason it didn't get picked up so
33:43
quickly to make a movie? Like what would
33:45
have happened if that never happened? Like what if
33:48
it never sold film rights? Like
33:50
would King still be? Or I
33:52
don't know, not that he wouldn't make it or be as big
33:55
or popular, but like what would those early years
33:57
look like? Yeah, because I do think that movie
34:00
I mean, to have Brian De Palma
34:02
do your first movie and to do
34:04
it like this with these stars who
34:06
were names at the time, like, that's
34:09
pretty wild, I think, especially
34:11
for something that wasn't an automatic
34:13
out of the door success. Mm
34:15
hmm. Mm hmm. Those paperback
34:17
rights definitely would have changed his life, but we don't know if
34:20
he would have become a household name in the same in the
34:22
same way. It's an interesting question. Yeah. And
34:24
like so many, like immediately everything that he wrote after
34:26
there, like got adapted pretty quickly for a while there
34:29
based off of how Carrie did, I
34:31
think. So it's just a
34:33
weird hypothetical to think about like, what would
34:35
a world look like? Alternate timeline. Yeah, what
34:37
would happen if Carrie did not get me
34:39
into the movie so quickly right off the bat or have
34:41
Brian De Palma do it? What if it sucked? Right.
34:44
Well, and not just like adapted, but like after
34:47
De Palma, it was like Toby Hooper and then
34:49
Stanley Kubrick. So it was like he was getting
34:52
like big names too. And
34:54
I think also because of that stinger
34:56
ending at the ending of Carrie, you
34:58
know, which is a departure from the
35:00
book, but I think it works really
35:02
well. But I think that is kind
35:04
of catapulted it too. So to have
35:06
a filmmaker take make that change, kind
35:09
of take that risk. Part
35:11
of the reason I think that the
35:13
exorcist of Rosemary's Baby feels so
35:15
close to the source material is
35:17
because just 70s movies just
35:19
kind of have a slower vibe to
35:21
them. And that's a generalization. I know
35:23
there's some outliers, but they're also all
35:25
religious. Exactly. They're all
35:27
religious. Yeah. And I think
35:29
I have tried to read the other twice. And
35:34
it's good. It's not that it's bad.
35:36
It's just that I have seen this
35:38
twist that probably started with the other,
35:40
but I've seen it so many times.
35:43
I'm reading that book. It feels like
35:45
it's a twist train like barreling
35:47
towards you. And I was like, I just,
35:50
I can't do it. But if
35:52
you have finished the other, please let me know and tell me
35:54
if I should try it again because that is one that's been
35:56
on my list for a while that I want to check
35:58
off. audiobook. Yeah,
36:01
I've tried it.
36:05
But yeah, there's like this kind of vibe to
36:08
both of those. They feel very cinematic
36:10
when you read them too. And
36:14
then we have all from
36:16
How Carrie Changed Stephen King's Life and
36:18
Began a Generation of Horror from Alice
36:21
in Floods. Although Carrie helped
36:23
usher in a boom period of
36:25
huge popularity for horror fiction, it's
36:27
also a very strange and unusual
36:29
book. Nice Beale
36:31
dew shot up. Uncompromising. Believes
36:34
American author Jeff VanderMeer. Carrie
36:36
changed the paradigm by announcing a very American
36:38
form of horror that broke with the past.
36:41
That process might have been ongoing anyway, but
36:43
a lot of horror and weird fiction was
36:45
still in a kind of post. M.R.
36:49
James Lovecraft, I'm sorry, slash
36:52
Lovecraft mode of parchment and
36:54
shadowy alleys and half-seen horrors.
36:56
And here was King dropping
36:58
buckets of blood over everything
37:00
and making characterization more both
37:02
more relaxed and more contemporary,
37:04
but just as sophisticated if
37:06
more naturalistic, less stylized.
37:09
Which and you know when we mention
37:12
Rebecca, like I have not read Rebecca,
37:14
but I'm familiar with it. And it
37:16
does feel like it's not only like
37:20
new and different, but it's fresh
37:22
and it's modern and it's like
37:24
taking teenagers seriously, but also like
37:26
killing them. Like it almost feels
37:28
like it's it's a slasher
37:31
kind of book, you know, not in format,
37:33
but in vibes, you know. And now
37:36
you said when we mentioned Rebecca, tell
37:39
me a little bit about the comparison between Rebecca and
37:41
Carrie. Oh, I have
37:43
not read Rebecca. But isn't it? I
37:46
just mean it's a female centric book.
37:49
I believe Rebecca is about a woman going insane. Oh
37:52
yeah, and there's a lady trapped in the attic. That's one of
37:54
the things I know. Have you all
37:56
read Rebecca? Nope. No.
38:01
You know, when we were talking about like
38:03
how it changed American
38:05
fiction or at least genre fiction at the
38:07
time, because I know the horror movies that
38:09
I read that pre-date this, horror
38:12
movies that I read Hello, the horror
38:14
books that I read that pre-date this
38:16
were things like Hell House, The Hunting
38:18
of Hill House, and like, they all
38:20
have sort of a gothic vibe, even
38:22
if it's not necessarily gothic horror as
38:24
like, as gothic as in romantic as
38:26
like Dracula, it's still very gothic feeling.
38:31
So yeah, setting this at from,
38:33
from. I
38:39
love teaching this after Hill House and
38:41
Dracula, though, because the epistolary format reminds
38:43
the kids of Dracula. Totally. And
38:46
the stones reminds the kids of, I mean, that's
38:48
just plucked right out of Hill House. Yeah. The
38:51
Reign of Stones on the House. So
38:53
he's definitely borrowing from that gothic mode
38:55
and just transferring it over
38:58
to this very contemporary place. And I
39:00
love seeing those influences in there. It
39:02
makes for a lot of interesting resonances.
39:06
It is a perfect time, I think, because you look at even
39:09
outside of the horror genre, what's happening, it's like the
39:11
horror is coming home, right? And
39:14
this is the same time we get
39:16
Texas Chainsaw and The
39:18
Hills Have Eyes and all of a sudden the
39:20
horror is right next door. It can be a
39:22
16 year old girl who just started a period.
39:24
Oh my God. Rather than like
39:27
Ashley was saying, kind of these gothic
39:29
fantastical or Lovecraftian monsters and ghosts and
39:31
that kind of stuff. So
39:33
it was the perfect time to release
39:36
it because even with Rosemary's Baby and
39:38
The Exorcist, yes, they're all
39:40
religious. But also it's just something
39:42
that can happen to just the normal
39:45
person, the young couple, the girl and
39:47
her daughter. Nobody is safe and
39:50
that terror could be living right next door. And just,
39:52
I don't know, just plays into the whole paranoia too
39:54
that you have and the loss of belief in your
39:56
government and just, oh, how can
39:58
this happen here? And
40:01
also, I mean, you've got the double edge of,
40:04
Carrie is an anomaly and the TK gene
40:06
is a terrifying thing to
40:08
descend upon suburbia or, you know, the small
40:10
town in Maine. But the true horror of
40:12
the book are the things that go on
40:14
every day. It's the mundanity of bullying. It's
40:17
the terrors of conformity, which I believe this
40:19
book does so, so well. Like the two
40:21
sections are some of my favorite sections in
40:23
the book. So it's
40:25
both the descent of something external and
40:27
terrifying, but also just that
40:30
is wholly prompted by living
40:32
as a T in America. Yeah.
40:36
And it's so relatable, you know, and as
40:39
much as I love gothic horror, like I'm
40:41
currently obsessed with the woman in black right
40:43
now. But that book,
40:45
I believe, was published in the, you know, the
40:47
movie was in 83. I
40:50
can't remember, but it was, it was fairly
40:52
modern. So it felt like a throwback to
40:54
be reading about it, especially on the heels
40:56
of King who was writing about right now,
40:58
you know, and he's always said he's a
41:00
writer of the moment. Um,
41:02
and so like, if, if, you
41:04
know, maybe Carrie lives next to you,
41:06
like, I love the part where they're
41:08
interviewing the, the California Miss Sun and
41:10
Fun Club lady. And she seems like
41:13
a normal person, you know, and that, and
41:15
not like she's living on a grand castle
41:17
in the moors, you know, even
41:20
though that will always be spooky. I feel
41:22
like some of the horror that hits me
41:25
the hardest is the horror that I can
41:27
see myself being in the middle of
41:29
or being pulled into. Yeah. I mean,
41:31
you're safe from the spooky mansion in
41:33
the moors because you don't go travel
41:36
to get there. Yeah. You
41:38
don't go. Right. Yeah. I
41:41
simply wouldn't go. I simply wouldn't go.
41:43
I also think comparing to Rebecca and
41:45
this is me getting on my soapbox
41:47
as, you know, horror has
41:49
always really been about women, you know,
41:52
not full, you
41:54
know, I'm not whole cloth, but like women,
41:57
our lives are horror a lot of times. And
41:59
I think the. best horror, the horror
42:01
that really resonates is horror that
42:03
examines that, you know, and even
42:06
with the earliest stuff like Frankenstein from
42:08
a woman, there's a lot about, you
42:10
know, childbirth and creation there. And then
42:12
Dracula even has the stuff with on
42:15
Blanket Lucy, you know, there's just, there's
42:17
always women and then not to mention
42:19
Shirley Jackson, who was just incredible, but
42:21
like, I feel like
42:24
that's what rings true in a lot
42:26
of ways with, you know,
42:28
in ways that other stories just
42:31
don't, they don't. It's so
42:33
funny that they're both just names of women,
42:35
like Rebecca was the last best seller to
42:37
achieve that mark. And it
42:39
reminds me, Jen, you talking about
42:41
that just reminds me of that little
42:43
tale that might be apocryphal about the
42:45
astronauts when the first woman astronaut went
42:47
up in space. And they were like,
42:49
how many tampons you gonna need? Like,
42:51
is 80 gonna be enough? And she was
42:53
like, you think I need 80 tampons for like two
42:56
days and three days? A
42:59
hundred? How much could they cost
43:01
$10? Yeah. And
43:04
you know, if we also look at the other
43:06
three books, like what we said, Rosemary's Baby and
43:09
The Exorcist and the one that has
43:11
not stood the test of time,
43:13
the other is about two boys. Wow.
43:16
And of the four, it's the
43:18
one that's not about women that
43:20
we've all written by men though,
43:22
right? All written by men. Yeah.
43:24
The inherent mystery and terror
43:26
of the female form. Picture
43:29
them being like, you know, they bleed every
43:31
month, like blood just comes out of
43:33
them. And they don't die. I know.
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let's talk about some feminist shit, which
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is always my favorite thing to talk
44:32
about. Okay, so from Donce Macabre, Carrie
44:35
is largely about how women find their
44:37
own channels of power, but also what
44:39
men fear about women and women's sexuality.
44:41
Writing the book in 1973, and only
44:44
three years out of college, I was
44:46
fully aware of what women's liberation implied
44:48
for me and others of my sex.
44:50
Carrie is a woman feeling her powers
44:52
for the first time and like Samson
44:55
pulling down the temple on everyone insight
44:57
at the end of the book. I
44:59
think that's particularly what I like about
45:01
it. And then
45:03
I found The History of Stephen King's
45:06
Carrie by Erin Bartuska. Carrie
45:08
White's relationship with her mother was
45:10
representative of the nationwide decrease in
45:12
religious interest among teens and the
45:14
subsequent unraveling of the traditional family
45:16
unit. In a time when sexual
45:18
promiscuity was growing more prominent in
45:21
media and everyday life, the depiction
45:23
of an unyielding mother who viewed
45:25
womanhood as sinful made Carrie White
45:27
somewhat of a sympathetic antihero, as
45:29
well as an emblem for an
45:31
evolving America. Carrie was more than
45:33
a horror novel. It was a cautionary tale
45:36
that warned against the dangers of sheltered upbringing.
45:38
So my question when
45:41
we're thinking about those that
45:44
what I just read, do we
45:47
think Carrie wants us to feel women
45:49
to fear? Do
45:51
we think Carrie wants us to fear
45:53
women? And can we feel
45:55
that fear as we're, can we feel King's fear
45:57
as we're reading the novel? I
46:01
didn't get that impression at all, really. I
46:04
mean, it's an interesting question to
46:06
ask. You know, I've heard of
46:09
people's experience with Carrie and hating it
46:12
for the way that it describes women
46:14
and women's bodies, whereas when I read
46:16
it, I read it as a direct
46:19
criticism of how society makes
46:21
women feel about their bodies. Not
46:24
that the author himself felt that way about
46:26
women's bodies. A lot of
46:28
people judge Carrie off of the films alone
46:30
and think that the power came from her
46:33
first period and think that it's an allegory
46:35
for hormones and PMS and da da da
46:37
da da, when that couldn't be further from
46:39
the truth. And I think
46:41
that depending
46:44
on the stage of your life that you read it in,
46:47
because this time around the
46:50
things that really stood out to me
46:52
were the child abuse and the religious
46:54
fanaticism, as opposed to
46:57
when I read this, you know, for the second time
46:59
around in my 20s when it
47:01
was very much so about women and
47:04
the power and like the power they
47:06
have over men in
47:08
a sexual way. Like it's just like it's a
47:10
different, I think there's so much more to this
47:13
novel that I don't
47:15
necessarily feel that it
47:18
wants us to fear women. Yeah,
47:21
I don't think that Carrie wants us. I agree. Carrie
47:24
wants us to fear women. I personally see it as more
47:27
King kind of exploring the fact that
47:29
society does fear women. Yeah, they
47:31
already do. Yeah, and
47:33
like kind of how that fear
47:35
has shaped and spun the narrative
47:37
around women's bodies, emotions and places
47:39
in society, and ultimately just
47:41
kind of how fucked that is and how tragic
47:43
it is to deny and repress the power
47:46
and strength that women can possess. But
47:48
what I love about Carrie is the way
47:50
that King is also able to capture just a
47:52
bit of the fear about, you
47:55
know, actually being a woman. Like
47:57
that's impressive to me that he was able to.
48:00
get some of that in there, you know, not just for
48:02
Carrie, but her mom, Miss. Art,
48:04
what is it? Dejardin, Jordan,
48:07
like all of these women have
48:09
different elements of this, like
48:14
different kinds of fears of what they're going
48:16
through. And, you know, yeah, high school is
48:18
awful. Like, I don't think any of us are
48:20
going to argue that point, but there's so much
48:22
more for women to fear than what's just relegated
48:25
to puberty in classrooms and school hallways. And
48:27
I think that's more what he's
48:29
exploring, not like telling us like,
48:32
oh, yeah, you should be afraid of these women because
48:34
they have power and you just don't know it. Like, I
48:36
didn't get that vibe from it. I
48:38
think it's a great question. I think you
48:40
hit the nail on the head with the
48:42
key word for me, Rachel, which is I
48:44
think this is about the dangers of repression
48:47
as that review said the dangers of a
48:49
sheltered upbringing. And it's very hard
48:51
to detangle repression from
48:53
womanhood, especially at this time, because
48:56
we are taught to repress
48:58
those aspects that are deemed
49:01
unsavory, such as the
49:03
fact that we bleed quite often.
49:05
And the fact that I
49:08
mean, puberty itself is like, I
49:10
suppose, deemed a little bit unsavory and
49:12
gross no matter what gender identity you
49:14
have. But
49:16
because women are expected to be
49:19
very smooth and prim and pure,
49:22
they have to do more work to do all the repression.
49:24
And the same thing with religion. You have to be very
49:27
virginal and saintly. There's
49:30
a point in the book where he describes
49:33
the Jesus hanging in Carrie's home. And I
49:35
was struck for the first time, even though
49:37
I've read this book very many times, how
49:40
Jesus is described as bleeding
49:42
and almost naked. And it's
49:44
very graphic and gory. And
49:47
that is sanctioned. But
49:50
it's the same type of stuff that's getting shut down
49:52
when women display it in the book. So
49:54
I do and I can't
49:56
wait to get into the thorniness of sort
49:59
of King. influence
50:01
personally on this book. Like I think
50:04
it's feminism is a very complicated feminism
50:06
and I think there is a lot
50:09
in here that delineates a very narrow-minded
50:12
view of what it means for women
50:14
to have power in Stephen King's mind.
50:18
And I do get a little bit of his
50:21
perhaps personal distaste for certain
50:23
things in this book. If
50:25
it's not fear, it's certainly
50:29
a disgust,
50:31
which is so interesting given that
50:34
the book itself is actively trying
50:36
to rebel against
50:38
that and the conformist attitude
50:40
of what is disgusting and what should be repressed.
50:43
So I can't wait to get into more of
50:45
that discussion. I don't think it wants us to
50:47
fear women necessarily. I think it's interested in displaying
50:50
views of power that readers might not have conceived of.
50:52
And of course, some of those are going to be
50:55
held by women. But
50:57
I do think King cannot avoid putting some of his
50:59
own, I don't know, fears
51:03
and distastes in
51:05
there in a way that reads
51:07
a little obvious. Absolutely.
51:10
Yeah. And I also recently
51:12
revisited a section of Donce
51:14
Macabre that mentions a lot of
51:16
those fears that I definitely think are present.
51:18
I think I don't necessarily find the
51:22
novel wanting me to fear women, but
51:25
I do think it wants us to
51:27
take women seriously, which is I think
51:29
what I love the most about it.
51:31
It's got so many different like complex.
51:34
And I find really believable female characters,
51:36
which I think is for
51:38
me, what kind of speaks
51:42
to the feminist qualities of it, you know,
51:44
like, are the female characters
51:46
as interesting as the male characters? And in this
51:48
one, I find the male characters to be pretty
51:50
one note, you know, and
51:52
I mean, I don't necessarily I feel
51:54
like the can a man write good
51:56
female characters. I found that question kind
51:58
of reductive, like I don't want
52:00
to live in a world where women can't talk
52:03
about men and I don't want to live in
52:05
a world where men can't talk about women. So
52:07
obviously, men can write about women, but I do
52:09
think it's really interesting to see
52:11
this depiction of women
52:13
from a male writer, especially with
52:16
his first novel out of the game.
52:19
Yeah, a young male writer. Especially a
52:21
teen, yeah, and a teenage girl. Like,
52:23
yeah, it's such a specific experience. And
52:25
you know, he's even said like his
52:27
wife helped him out so much with
52:30
that aspect of it. But, you
52:32
know, it was poignant when I was in
52:34
seventh grade and it's still to this day
52:37
relatable. So that's really impressive, I think. I
52:40
think he's also said that it was hard for
52:42
him to go back to it because he too
52:44
was finding Carrie to be unrelatable, unlikable, kind of
52:46
gross when he first started
52:49
writing it and then had to really
52:51
access her by thinking about bullied girls
52:53
from his past. Yeah,
52:56
and I think that's one of the things I find
52:58
really interesting is that I think he's kind of exploring
53:00
with this is like complicity in
53:02
bullying and like, do you have to be
53:04
the one throwing all the tampons to be
53:06
guilty? And if you're just standing
53:09
on the side not doing it, are
53:11
you still guilty? Are you still like
53:13
deserving of punishment? And is there a
53:15
redemption from that? And
53:17
I feel like this is one of the –
53:19
like we are so immersed in King's work now
53:21
that I feel like I just
53:23
kind of take for granted the story that Tabitha
53:25
pulled this out of the trash. But
53:27
if you're listening to this for the first time,
53:30
maybe this is your first King novel, I think
53:32
it does – it
53:34
is a big part of the story that I think he
53:36
did not want to write this. I think he was nervous
53:39
to write it. He was nervous to explore this world. And
53:42
I mean for a man to write a scene
53:44
about a first period, I would
53:46
be intimidated too if I were King. And
53:48
I think like the fact
53:50
that his wife did encourage him to keep
53:52
going and said, I'll help you. His dedication
53:56
is for Tabitha who got me into this
53:58
and then bailed me out. me out of
54:00
it, which I think I'm paraphrasing. But I
54:02
think one of the things that has always
54:04
really struck me about King and his writing,
54:06
because he doesn't always get it right. He
54:08
has some characters that I don't like and
54:10
that I find problematic. But I
54:13
think more often than not, he does
54:15
because he's willing to listen to other
54:17
perspectives. And I think it's this willingness
54:19
to listen to Tabitha and say, okay,
54:21
if you tell me the scene's not
54:23
ringing true, I believe you, I'm not
54:25
going to be too prideful to like,
54:27
I don't know too much, I'm
54:29
not going to mansplain women to you,
54:31
you know. Well,
54:34
speaking of men in the 70s, I
54:37
found this from a feminist guide to
54:39
horror movies, part five, the blood of
54:41
Carrie by Holly Elder. While
54:43
men in the 70s felt threatened by
54:45
the unprecedented numbers of women standing up
54:47
for themselves and attempting such radical social
54:49
changes as being recognized as equal under
54:51
the law, women
54:53
themselves must have felt some anxiety
54:55
that the obstacles to fully realizing
54:57
themselves might be too big to
54:59
conquer. The story therefore resonates with
55:01
men in terms of the fear
55:04
of metaphorical castration prompted by changing
55:06
gender roles and with women in
55:08
terms of the fear that no
55:10
matter how powerful we become, social
55:12
forces are still so aligned
55:14
against us that fighting back
55:16
might destroy not just the
55:18
patriarchy, but ourselves. I
55:22
know that when it hits you,
55:24
because that's a fear,
55:26
and I talk a lot about the
55:29
patriarchy as a latter, and so many
55:31
women feed it by accepting
55:33
that they'll only go so high and you got to
55:35
step on other women. So
55:39
I guess we are going to spoil
55:41
this novel, but nobody really comes out
55:43
clean in this book, nobody really wins.
55:47
Do we find this good for
55:49
her horror? No.
55:53
For me, in good
55:55
for her horror, I feel like
55:58
the her in questions. has
56:00
to have some kind of like happy
56:02
or triumphant ending to
56:04
be good for her like Midsommar,
56:07
the witch, deathproof. This is just
56:09
like tragedy through and through,
56:11
no winners. There
56:13
are moments where Carrie will be like,
56:16
oh, that guy died funny, that was
56:18
funny. But like there's no like, there's
56:20
no hurrah at the end. Like everyone
56:22
loses in the end. Yeah. I
56:25
do like, I do like, you
56:27
know, there's good for her moments. I think, yeah,
56:30
you know, like when she turns around to go
56:32
back to the school after she kind of like
56:34
crawls away and is like feeling just completely defeated
56:36
and then she picks herself back up and is
56:39
like, no, fuck that. I'm going to
56:41
go back and I'm going to stand up to them and
56:43
I'm going to show them who's boss and she confronts her
56:45
bullies. Like that's a good for her moment. But
56:48
then she kills a lot of innocent people and destroys
56:50
the whole town. So, you know,
56:52
there's a mixed bag of a
56:54
moment. Like there's, there's moments where I'm happy
56:57
to see her stand up for herself and
56:59
really kind of figure out how she's feeling about certain things.
57:02
But ultimately, yeah, no, nobody, nobody's
57:05
winning here. No,
57:07
I always flashback to the section that
57:10
is, I believe from Sue Snell's book that just
57:12
goes on about how they were kids. And
57:14
I feel like, yeah, that's
57:16
also hugely relevant as much as gender,
57:19
like just, just the blatant sociopathy
57:22
of being in high school. And
57:26
only very few people, Tommy and
57:28
Sue, I think are notable in
57:30
this capacity. Perhaps Miss Desjardins too,
57:32
but she kind of flip flops
57:34
back and forth to
57:37
kind of rise above your primal
57:39
idness and consider things
57:41
from a more empathetic point of
57:43
view. But yeah, this is
57:46
a tragedy as you guys, as you guys
57:48
said, like completely beginning to end. It
57:50
can't, there's really no good for
57:52
her if there isn't, I think
57:54
like, a
57:57
sort of like adult woman that's been through the world.
58:00
world a little bit maybe? I don't know.
58:02
Like it's just like they're kids. There's no,
58:04
I mean, they haven't experienced shit. So like,
58:07
it's hard to get to the standpoint,
58:10
the lofty standpoint of a good for her type
58:12
of thing. Yeah. Lots
58:14
of times I think I view good for
58:16
her. I have a famously loose definition of
58:19
good for her, which I think really
58:21
is more good for me. Like, does it make
58:23
me feel good? Does it make me want to
58:25
like set the world on fire, you know? But
58:28
I think like if we think about it, like I
58:31
love that quote at the end, like, if
58:33
we get too powerful, will we destroy
58:35
the entire world? Is that, and
58:38
so is it good for us to be
58:40
powerful? Do we think that this is a
58:42
cautionary tale? And if
58:44
so, who is it
58:47
trying to warn? Hmm.
58:50
That's a good question. Like I think I
58:52
definitely think it's a cautionary tale about bullying
58:54
and it's, Hey, take women
58:56
seriously. Like, cause you
58:59
know, just like you can be scared of men,
59:01
you can be scared of women too. Women have
59:03
power. It just doesn't look like the power that
59:05
we're used to seeing. Like we just talked about
59:08
the movie on the lady killers and Sami had
59:10
this really great comparison. She said with men, blood
59:13
is like a sign of like victory
59:15
and like overcoming someone in battle. And
59:17
like you drew blood, that means you're
59:19
strong. And here blood is looked at
59:21
as like this monstrous thing, but it's,
59:24
it could also here, it's another form
59:26
of power, even though I think your
59:28
telekinesis is not directly connected to blood,
59:30
but it's just so intermeshed.
59:32
But do you think, do you feel
59:35
like it's a cautionary tale for women?
59:37
I think it
59:39
wants to be a cautionary tale
59:41
advising us against repression and conformity,
59:44
especially with how the end dovetails with
59:46
the coverup of what has happened. I
59:49
think we're meant to look at that as a
59:51
bad thing, sweeping this under the rug,
59:54
alighting the truth, what people are saying
59:56
actually happened, is only going to
59:58
make the world more dangerous. the
1:00:00
same way as not acknowledging our
1:00:02
bodily functions, our desires,
1:00:05
the ways in which we want to rebel from the
1:00:07
codes that have been set for us. It's
1:00:09
not good to repress those things because it leads
1:00:11
to explosion or destruction.
1:00:14
I think that is what it wants
1:00:16
to be a cautionary tale about, but as we will
1:00:18
discuss, I do think it gets in its own way
1:00:21
when it's trying to do that by the end too. It's
1:00:25
got some real contradictory messaging
1:00:27
in it. It does
1:00:29
want to be convinced of the danger of
1:00:31
too much volatile power run amok, so it's
1:00:33
not saying we should all just be Carrie,
1:00:35
right? But I do think it's
1:00:37
saying that sustained repression
1:00:40
will almost always lead to explosion, and
1:00:43
then the attempt to cover up the explosion
1:00:46
is renewing the cycle of repression. It
1:00:50
is so interesting, since this is his
1:00:52
first book, but we've all read a lot
1:00:54
of King at this point, and it just
1:00:56
feels like there's so many King hallmarks, and
1:00:59
they are all in this book. He
1:01:01
really starts up everything. All
1:01:06
of that here is the fanaticism, the
1:01:08
paranoia, the distrust of authority, the horror,
1:01:10
the supernatural elements.
1:01:14
Burning the town down? Even
1:01:16
the writing quirks, all his parentheticals.
1:01:18
Yeah, it's all here. It's like
1:01:20
he sprang from the womb fully formed. I
1:01:24
don't necessarily think he's fully committed
1:01:26
to any of those ideas. He's
1:01:28
just exploring and working through all of them,
1:01:31
while also exploring and working through his own guilt
1:01:33
and thoughts about these two girls that
1:01:35
he really knew that were bullied mercilessly
1:01:37
in school. He's such
1:01:39
an observer, right? We know
1:01:41
he's such a meticulous observer
1:01:44
of everything, of signs on roads, and
1:01:46
oh, that's weird. I wonder what would
1:01:48
happen if this? I
1:01:51
don't know. It's just
1:01:53
wild how he's just observing all these little
1:01:55
things and thinking about it. I
1:01:57
think this is something, a story, a thought that's... especially
1:02:00
since he's teaching school at this point, I'm sure it's also
1:02:02
bringing up a lot of these feelings. Like I just got
1:02:04
to get this out. Yeah. So
1:02:07
yeah, I don't feel like he's committed to any
1:02:09
one- Message. Focus
1:02:11
thing, yeah. But it's pretty good how he's
1:02:13
able to do that and balance them all, honestly. And
1:02:16
to be honest, I think that's part of another
1:02:19
thing that I think makes me really
1:02:21
love his writing is like, I
1:02:23
feel like he is more of an exploratory
1:02:25
writer. Like he, and I feel like that's
1:02:28
why a lot of people are dissatisfied with
1:02:30
his ending sometimes because he's not pandering with
1:02:32
his endings. He's not giving us the feel-good
1:02:34
stuff. And I feel like he's so rarely
1:02:36
enters a book with an agenda, you know?
1:02:39
Like, I don't think he's telling this story
1:02:41
to intentionally scare us away from
1:02:43
anything. I think it just kind of naturally
1:02:45
comes out and there's enough that I can
1:02:47
see that in it, but someone else
1:02:50
could see something completely different. And
1:02:52
Mel, as you were talking about
1:02:54
like the social
1:02:57
structure of this too, I was
1:03:00
realizing like, I see this as such an
1:03:02
individual story. Like I see it as about
1:03:04
a collection of girls that
1:03:06
I relate to, but it's also coming in
1:03:08
like the Watergate era. And I think there's
1:03:11
a lot of like distrust
1:03:13
of the government. You know, I think we
1:03:15
see that with the coverup too, you know,
1:03:17
that is, there's also a lot
1:03:19
of really interesting
1:03:21
things there, which is definitely something King's gonna
1:03:23
write about in the future. All
1:03:27
right, well, let's talk a little bit
1:03:29
more about him writing a woman. So
1:03:31
I did not know this. I thought
1:03:33
I knew everything about this story, but
1:03:37
I did not. He was bet $10 to
1:03:39
attempt a story with a female main character
1:03:41
by his friend, Flip Thompson. King
1:03:44
started Carrie as a short story, but after
1:03:46
a few pages, King is very sub four
1:03:48
and 15, he realized that he had an
1:03:50
avella on his hand. And
1:03:52
then, sorry, that was from the great Stephen
1:03:54
King reread Carrie by Grady Hendrix. And then
1:03:57
from Stephen King's Carrie and the horror
1:03:59
of girlhood. by Megan Nolan that
1:04:02
Stephen King managed to capture these ugly
1:04:04
calcified feelings of womanhood in a debut
1:04:06
novel that was the result of the
1:04:08
prompt challenging him to write his first
1:04:10
woman is a little short of miraculous
1:04:12
and just another indicator that he is
1:04:14
one of the great writers of our
1:04:16
time. So my question is
1:04:18
Carrie a feminist novel. I
1:04:21
googled what is a feminist
1:04:24
novel because I wanted to know like
1:04:27
what was the interweb have to say? What does
1:04:29
Google have to tell me? And it said a
1:04:32
feminist novel is basically
1:04:35
a novel that writes
1:04:37
about the female experience
1:04:40
whether that's in general or at a specific
1:04:42
time. And this
1:04:47
really struck me because I actually even wrote down on
1:04:49
page 40 of my book. I don't know what page
1:04:51
it is on your book. Carrie
1:04:53
is talking about how envious she is
1:04:55
of women in Seventeen magazine for how
1:04:57
free and loose their clothes are as
1:05:00
she's taking off all of her layers,
1:05:02
her blouse, her knee skirt, her slip,
1:05:04
her girdle, her garter belt, her stockings.
1:05:06
And she describes her clothes as being
1:05:08
so hot and heavy. And
1:05:10
as a woman who was sent
1:05:12
home and made
1:05:14
to wear my PE uniform in school
1:05:17
on a 103 degree August
1:05:20
day because the straps on my tank
1:05:22
top weren't sick enough
1:05:25
and it was a dress code violation, it's summer.
1:05:29
I'm so hot. Like
1:05:32
that is such a
1:05:35
huge moment that so many women can
1:05:37
relate to. I never saw a man,
1:05:39
a boy get sent home from
1:05:41
school or have to wear his PE uniform
1:05:43
for something that they were wearing unless I
1:05:45
had like a curse word on it. It's
1:05:47
like, duh, don't wear that to school you
1:05:49
dummy. But like when
1:05:51
we would raise our hands, if our stomachs would
1:05:53
show, we would have to wear our PE
1:05:56
shirt. And it's just things like that where it's
1:05:58
like a lot of. Man.
1:06:01
Would. Have no idea.
1:06:03
They. Don't notice the girls are getting
1:06:06
sent home. They don't know what it
1:06:08
feels like to have to put on
1:06:10
your p uniform that smells like p
1:06:12
that like they don't know what it
1:06:14
feels like to be sent home feeling
1:06:16
ashamed because you wore a tank top
1:06:19
in August? I do think in that
1:06:21
sense. It
1:06:23
is extremely feminists. is Greg knowledge
1:06:25
in that? Those specific
1:06:28
female experiences. Yeah.
1:06:31
I would agree. I think it's I think this
1:06:33
book is at it's most feminists when. They.
1:06:36
Said. Is acknowledging. The.
1:06:38
Difficulties societal he of being
1:06:41
a woman m. The
1:06:43
Realities experience. Really. I'm from. I'm
1:06:45
seeing a woman. And
1:06:48
also be when it is. Acknowledging
1:06:51
the humanity and complexity
1:06:53
and. Com. Fallibility.
1:06:56
Of Women and the contradictory nature of
1:06:58
of ceiling switch men and women have
1:07:00
I'm and I think again soon as
1:07:02
the best example of that. How. All
1:07:05
of her motives are unknowable even to
1:07:07
herself, and may contain so many facets
1:07:09
and multitudes. And they aren't just pure
1:07:11
at their. Tinted. with all
1:07:13
sorts of other feeling, some of them noble,
1:07:16
some of them self centered, And
1:07:18
we love that we went to see that
1:07:20
complexity. I think that's book. It's least feminist
1:07:23
when. It can only
1:07:25
envision. Success or
1:07:27
power as associate it with
1:07:29
womanhood. As also
1:07:32
correlated with very traditional. Markers.
1:07:34
Of desirability ends attractiveness
1:07:37
and aesthetics basically com
1:07:39
which I think. Is.
1:07:42
This something Stephen King struggles to to
1:07:44
escape, even in even in his great
1:07:47
novels. Yeah, I think there's
1:07:49
also. Like there's a lot of
1:07:51
things I find very like empowering and cathartic to
1:07:53
sick Ashley was saying like s like this is
1:07:55
like so cool to see realize and this weights
1:07:57
but I also like a he other women are.
1:08:00
The pitted against each other. You
1:08:02
know misters it can. I can
1:08:04
say that businesses right in Mississippi
1:08:06
again. See know Chris. Some of the
1:08:08
other girls and then Carry against everybody obviously
1:08:10
and even there's moments where Sues like oh
1:08:13
what it what if he falls in love
1:08:15
with her legs and starts the kind of
1:08:17
have these antagonistic feelings towards Carry and I
1:08:19
think that that as a little like, I
1:08:21
don't know if I like that that all
1:08:24
these women. To. They tommy as are
1:08:26
the only altruistic. Pure character is
1:08:28
necessary as I am. I
1:08:31
now long living army chaplain a
1:08:34
bit harder as the paper. A
1:08:36
perfect in every way like band,
1:08:38
a poet around. Ah, a polack,
1:08:41
just and honorable gentleman stand guy
1:08:43
kind of shot like. Everything about
1:08:46
him is perfect and. That.
1:08:48
Sucks set it because this is I
1:08:50
don't want imperfect characters with dude. And
1:08:53
then also. I. Think that.
1:08:56
I don't think tank and sends us but. Historically.
1:08:59
Me thinking about menstruation and people who
1:09:02
men strains us kind of the stigma
1:09:04
and way that that fits into society
1:09:06
and historically and even currently. When women
1:09:09
are people are on their periods. oh
1:09:11
they're crazy their hysterical there in Spain
1:09:13
and all the words that get. Thrown
1:09:15
out around that I'm a a
1:09:17
lot of the misunderstandings around that
1:09:19
I think that is part of
1:09:21
this and it's like okay now
1:09:23
she's sort of. She. Gets
1:09:26
her period and now these powers
1:09:28
are amplified and become sort of
1:09:30
this tragic monster. Riot like I think
1:09:32
as we mentioned this earlier be monster
1:09:34
feminine. Now it's. Loosely. Immediacy
1:09:36
had these powers. From. Birth and
1:09:39
various capacities. But it's at this
1:09:41
point that Sheath fully makes that
1:09:43
transformation, and I do think that
1:09:45
that's. A. Little Lake Men or know
1:09:47
if I like that from a feminist perspective,
1:09:49
but I don't think that's what he meant.
1:09:51
So yeah, I always to get
1:09:54
more so as the trauma. That.
1:09:56
triggers it and of course yes
1:09:58
at starting your period, your hormones
1:10:01
end up going into overdrive, so
1:10:03
that's going to affect your genetics
1:10:07
full stop. But it was
1:10:09
the trauma because she literally does not
1:10:11
know what's happening. Can you imagine that
1:10:13
would be terrifying? And I hate it
1:10:15
because you know that there's girls right now
1:10:18
in certain places that I'm not going to
1:10:21
talk about that don't have any idea. Yeah.
1:10:23
And aren't. That's horrifying. People
1:10:25
are working to make sure that they
1:10:27
don't learn, which is so terrifying
1:10:31
to think about. I have a friend
1:10:33
who was at Catholic school and her sex ed would
1:10:36
tell them about sperm
1:10:38
and eggs, but they were always taking place
1:10:40
in a nameless void. So she grew up
1:10:43
thinking that like sperm were like the size
1:10:45
of a dog. Like there was just no
1:10:47
like context. Where is
1:10:50
this happening? And like what's the scale? Oh
1:10:53
my gosh. I have it right
1:10:55
for you. You're in
1:10:58
inner space or something. And
1:11:00
it's like where does it
1:11:02
come out? Like how does it get produced? How's
1:11:05
it getting inside me? Oh my God.
1:11:07
Yeah. I do like Dennis Quaid
1:11:09
in the inner space. But
1:11:12
yeah, there is and that might be kind of, I
1:11:14
don't know if I want to say it's a
1:11:16
drawback of King being a writer of the moment,
1:11:18
but like it's an element of
1:11:20
it because what I think is really strong
1:11:23
about King and what I find
1:11:25
like in his books that push my
1:11:28
understanding of the world forward and that I
1:11:30
think pushes the genre forward is his like
1:11:33
exploration of characters and reality and
1:11:35
like internal monologue that we don't
1:11:37
see very much. And just even
1:11:39
in this book talking about menstruation,
1:11:41
like, but I also think I
1:11:43
kind of agree with you Mel, like there's an
1:11:45
element of like, there's a
1:11:48
glass house of experience that he
1:11:50
can't really see out of. I
1:11:52
don't think he's a particularly forward
1:11:54
thinking novelist, you know, and
1:11:57
I don't necessarily think he needs to
1:11:59
be. He, what he does, he does
1:12:01
very well. But I think, you know, and we
1:12:04
also only have women menstruating and
1:12:06
it's just, it's not what
1:12:09
this story being told right now, I think
1:12:11
would be even if he wrote it, I
1:12:13
think he would write it differently now. I
1:12:16
think when I think about feminism,
1:12:18
the goals of feminism, again, I'm not going to
1:12:20
get my soapbox. I'm not going to
1:12:22
climb all the way to the top rung of my
1:12:24
soapbox, but it is one leg a little bit out.
1:12:27
I'm going to put a leg on there. Like the
1:12:29
goal of feminism is not women rule the world. You
1:12:31
know, we don't want, I do
1:12:33
want to make hierarchy, but like, that's not ultimately
1:12:35
the goal. We don't want to rule everything. We
1:12:38
just want to be treated like
1:12:40
everybody else gets to be treated. We want to be
1:12:42
as important as the male characters.
1:12:44
And that's what I think is feminist
1:12:47
about this is that his
1:12:49
female characters are real. They have complex
1:12:51
lives. Some of them are good. Some
1:12:53
of them are bad. I just finished
1:12:55
reading unlikable female characters by Anna Boguskaya.
1:12:57
And I just can't stop thinking about
1:12:59
like, she's talking about how these women,
1:13:01
they're just allowed to be bad. They're
1:13:03
allowed to be bitches. They don't have
1:13:05
to have a reason for it. We're
1:13:08
going to talk a lot about Chris Hargensing because
1:13:10
I think she is really interesting. But I just,
1:13:12
I really love that we have all of these
1:13:15
characters that can't really be placed in a
1:13:17
box, you know, and that is what I
1:13:19
find to be feminist about
1:13:21
this novel. But I also bring a lot
1:13:23
of myself to this. And so I think
1:13:25
it's a novel that can be feminist if
1:13:28
you want it to be, you know. Yeah.
1:13:31
I think that's one of the laziest
1:13:34
criticisms of shows like Girls, for example,
1:13:36
where they're like, they're so unlikable. And
1:13:38
I'm like, and there's so
1:13:40
many unlikable people in this world. I
1:13:42
know men are unlikable. And of them,
1:13:44
yeah, we've made so
1:13:46
many movies and TV shows about unlikable
1:13:48
men. And God, let
1:13:50
us have these four horrible women
1:13:53
that I can watch every week. Yeah.
1:13:56
Well, yeah. And like, I'm, I've
1:13:58
been horrible. I've been horrible. I'm
1:14:00
a nightmare. We all self-identify as
1:14:02
bitches. That doesn't define
1:14:05
us, just like those
1:14:08
characters. It's
1:14:10
like, yeah, they're unlikable, but
1:14:12
that unlikable part of me relates to
1:14:14
that. Exactly. Yeah, it feels nice
1:14:16
to be able to be unlikable a little bit, if
1:14:18
I want to. We've also been an age where we
1:14:21
were unlikable. I
1:14:23
look back at like, you know, 21, 22,
1:14:25
and I'm like, how did I have a
1:14:27
friend? Like, how did anyone, how did I
1:14:29
date? Like, how did my parents
1:14:31
talk to me? Like, who loved me and why?
1:14:33
Oh my God, I was a nightmare in high
1:14:35
school. Nightmare. Nightmare. Oh,
1:14:37
totally. Totally. You don't want to know
1:14:40
me anymore. Me too. Yeah. Well,
1:14:42
let's talk about definitions in
1:14:44
our next category structure. Look
1:14:47
at me. Look
1:15:01
at me, teacher.
1:15:08
Okay. So, Mila, I kind of want
1:15:10
to lean on you a little bit.
1:15:12
I have called this semi-epistolary. I don't
1:15:14
know if that's true or not, but
1:15:16
what I found from Bev Vincent, Stephen
1:15:18
King, a complete exploration of his work,
1:15:20
life, and influences. The first
1:15:22
draft was less than a hundred pages, too
1:15:24
long to be published in his usual short
1:15:26
story markets and too short for a novel.
1:15:29
Still unable to come up with new story ideas,
1:15:31
King decided to expand it by adding fake
1:15:34
news articles and new scenes. He finished revising
1:15:36
the manuscript, ending up with a short novel,
1:15:38
but he had too little
1:15:40
faith in it and was so dejected by
1:15:42
his near misses with double day, he decided
1:15:44
not to send it to Thompson. There
1:15:47
didn't seem to be much of a
1:15:49
market for horror novels at the time.
1:15:52
However, Thompson, who is his publisher, later
1:15:54
sent King a country music calendar to
1:15:56
reestablish contact, which encouraged King to submit
1:15:58
Carrie. The one-zero-year-old, I will give to
1:16:01
country music as I am. As
1:16:03
a national native, I am not a fan. But
1:16:06
so this is, you know, we
1:16:08
have it intercut with like, you
1:16:10
know, third person narrative, stream
1:16:13
of consciousness writing. We also have
1:16:15
news clippings and we have like
1:16:17
interview scenes. Mel, am
1:16:19
I correct in calling it semi epistolary?
1:16:22
I like that you've invented that term. Did
1:16:24
I invent it sweet? Oh, I don't know.
1:16:27
I've never heard it before, but it could be
1:16:29
very real. I, yes,
1:16:31
because an epistolary novel is just
1:16:33
is just made up of snippets
1:16:35
of writing from various in
1:16:38
world sources. So newspaper clippings,
1:16:40
diaries, tickets, logs,
1:16:44
even in Dracula, there
1:16:46
are phonographic transcribed like
1:16:48
audio records. But
1:16:50
this is your thing, Jen mixes that all up
1:16:52
with third person roving point
1:16:54
of view narrative, which I do
1:16:56
think we are meant to perceive
1:16:59
as, quote unquote, the
1:17:01
truth. And it
1:17:03
does often conflict with the presented truth
1:17:05
of some of the epistolary items. What
1:17:08
I really like about how
1:17:10
the epistolary I first
1:17:12
of all, I'm staggered to learn that it was
1:17:15
a late ad, like it seems so cohesive
1:17:18
and integral to the book that that's
1:17:21
that's amazing. I
1:17:24
love what King does with it here. I love
1:17:26
that we start with a news item. But
1:17:29
the next piece of evidence, so
1:17:31
to speak, is the reference to
1:17:33
a death etching that just says Carrie
1:17:35
White eats shit. So
1:17:37
already, we're I think we're sort of disrupting
1:17:40
the traditional epistolary.
1:17:43
We're incorporating both professional and personal
1:17:45
or intimate writings in
1:17:48
new ways. And I think he
1:17:50
uses these epistolary interludes at first for
1:17:52
a lot of foreshadowing rather than
1:17:54
a ton of linear development, alla
1:17:56
Dracula. So they're adding flavor, they're
1:17:58
filling out the world, they're moving things forward, but
1:18:00
they're also doing a ton of lifting in
1:18:03
terms of generating suspense. We get
1:18:05
these quotes like a one of Susan
1:18:07
El surviving classmates, you know, and you're
1:18:09
just, you're just so like, locked
1:18:11
in at that point. We're
1:18:13
also jumping back and forward in time
1:18:16
way more whiplashy,
1:18:18
but in the beginning, we're just
1:18:20
making longer jumps from
1:18:23
the inciting moments of the plot to the
1:18:25
writing of the aftermath. But
1:18:27
by the end of the book, the
1:18:29
epistolary elements are coalescing, everything's gathering around
1:18:32
the sort of nucleus of the event
1:18:34
of prom night. So that reportage is
1:18:36
directly proceeding or following the present
1:18:38
narration. So it's no longer generating
1:18:41
suspense, it's fulfilling a very different
1:18:43
function, not so much suspense,
1:18:45
but I would say more commentary, again,
1:18:48
getting into that hover up angle, showing
1:18:50
us how the world would probably process things
1:18:52
framed against how they actually happened. So
1:18:55
I think it's almost as if the epistolary structure
1:18:58
functions first as added truth as
1:19:00
like elucidation, and then it becomes
1:19:02
something that starts to muddy the waters and
1:19:04
that speaks to the cover up that's happening. And
1:19:07
so it starts to map up with
1:19:10
the sort of cycle of again, like repression
1:19:12
and explosion and truth that I was talking
1:19:15
about earlier. And I just I love how
1:19:18
it is really just
1:19:21
one to one with those themes of the novel
1:19:23
in its own structure. Yeah, yeah.
1:19:26
And I feel like it adds impact to you know,
1:19:28
I think about like, one of
1:19:30
my favorite pieces of the horror
1:19:32
genre is like what I think of as
1:19:34
the oh shit moment, you know, like when
1:19:36
we when the world perceives the horror too,
1:19:39
you know, and the thing, I don't
1:19:41
know if this quite lines up, but
1:19:43
it's the emotion of Final Destination when
1:19:45
Alex has been telling everyone the plane's
1:19:47
gonna explode, and then the plane actually
1:19:49
explodes. It's one of my favorite moments
1:19:52
in any horror movie ever. And I
1:19:54
feel like this is such an intimate
1:19:56
novel, you know, that all of those
1:19:58
little interludes when we see the world reacting
1:20:00
to all of this too. We know
1:20:02
that this is a worldwide phenomenon that
1:20:04
has been talked about in Life magazine.
1:20:06
They have like a commission like, and
1:20:08
you know, I'm sure in the 70s
1:20:10
you were reading that hearing Watergate, you
1:20:12
know, those kinds of investigations, like it
1:20:14
just gives it more weight too. And
1:20:16
it shows you, yes, this is about
1:20:18
a girl who's going home and she's
1:20:20
taking off layer upon layer of her
1:20:22
clothes, but also what
1:20:24
she does affects the rest of the world,
1:20:27
which I think it just gives me chills,
1:20:29
you know. It's also
1:20:31
just fun lore and world building.
1:20:33
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And
1:20:35
it's also an incredibly deft
1:20:37
maneuver around including chapters. There's
1:20:40
no chapters. You just
1:20:42
segue from scene to bit
1:20:45
of writing. There's three parts. The last part is
1:20:47
like so much shorter than the other two. And
1:20:50
he's just ping ponging with abandon.
1:20:52
There's actually no separation
1:20:55
except for white space between narration
1:20:57
and epistolary stuff. I'd have to
1:20:59
actually look and see if narration
1:21:01
ever abuts narration. Yeah, it does.
1:21:03
So sometimes he does like, oh,
1:21:06
maybe it doesn't. I don't know. Sometimes there are little dividers.
1:21:09
I would, I would like to know if it's, if it's
1:21:11
always every other, but that seems
1:21:13
to be a little bit, and I think
1:21:15
he switches around like the prospectus too. Like
1:21:17
there are moments where I think it's Carrie
1:21:19
and then it's Sue, you know, Tommy
1:21:22
at the prom, you know. It does
1:21:24
color, like I like this. And I think somebody
1:21:27
pointed out in the original, the OG
1:21:30
Carrie episode way back when pointed out, it's
1:21:32
like it adds weight to all these characters because
1:21:34
we know so early on, who
1:21:37
like most of them, who's going to die. Yeah.
1:21:39
And so when they're in the story, it's kind
1:21:42
of coloring how we're looking at, we're looking at
1:21:44
them through a different lens, knowing like, oh, you're
1:21:46
dead. And so it makes those
1:21:48
moments, like there's a line where he said like, oh, and
1:21:50
you know, Tommy had less than two hours to live. And
1:21:52
like that, like it
1:21:55
does, it helps build suspense and tension so much
1:21:57
in the way that he's able to ramp it
1:21:59
up. That you were saying Malik
1:22:01
Howitzer The. The. Segments start to
1:22:03
get closer to the actual time period he
1:22:05
has happening. It. Is
1:22:08
more effective. I. Don't know
1:22:10
than I would think it would be like in
1:22:12
in theory I would think that it would annoy
1:22:15
me like if I'm flipping through this and haven't
1:22:17
actually read it. but in practice in execution I
1:22:19
actually think it. It. Had
1:22:22
so much momentum for the story rather
1:22:24
than just. Having. A straightforward. You
1:22:27
know, narrative telling? All the way through. Yeah.
1:22:30
He I wanted it for
1:22:32
the fiftieth anniversary celebration of
1:22:34
Carry. And. I didn't get it. So.
1:22:36
I guess I'm just gonna have to do
1:22:38
it. I'm. I'm not, I didn't
1:22:41
brothers up on a pass episode I.
1:22:43
We thought the coolest way to package
1:22:45
this novel would be something like he
1:22:47
there's no and S Ship of D
1:22:49
C A says. He
1:22:52
was the book that Jj
1:22:54
Abrams produced. I'm and
1:22:56
essentially it's not. It's a novel,
1:22:58
it's a book. But.
1:23:00
Some of it is written
1:23:03
like in the urban. On
1:23:05
the sides of the pages there
1:23:07
are like postcards put in between
1:23:10
certain pages there are like photograph
1:23:12
Sarah, this, their that and I
1:23:14
just thought like. It's
1:23:17
the novel was written straight through like
1:23:19
a journal or a diary, and then
1:23:21
the newspaper articles. the interviews, the scientific
1:23:23
literature, and the excerpts from the books
1:23:26
were placed inside between the appropriate pages.
1:23:28
And we're in a day and age
1:23:30
now where you could throw in a
1:23:32
Qr code that you can scan and
1:23:35
watch like news footage. it's filmed for
1:23:37
the book or like a ted talk
1:23:39
until I can he says and it
1:23:41
would almost feel like someone's has. It
1:23:43
does feel like someone's compiling the information
1:23:46
for this book. And I
1:23:48
thought that was such a cool
1:23:50
way to a as almost like
1:23:52
a case study to package this
1:23:54
for a sixtieth anniversary. Careful
1:23:57
Careful Ashley A Now on the
1:23:59
and. I'm gonna. Be drafted gonna
1:24:01
train my liver and yes yes I
1:24:04
am Gmt M. And. Like
1:24:06
every single. I guess because it was
1:24:08
like the cover was eliminated and they put like
1:24:10
blood a liquid in there. And
1:24:13
I mean I ended up and. Down
1:24:16
The I mean that To Die We
1:24:18
I'm I'm on board for that. We
1:24:20
have the curse of the Blair Witch you
1:24:22
know that goes along with like I want
1:24:25
that are the diary of Lm run bauer
1:24:27
with and as different saying but like I
1:24:29
want to convey any idea is that gives
1:24:31
us gets more although I would I say
1:24:33
he has a man blesses more and you
1:24:35
know take one piece of writing off before
1:24:37
you leave the house like it as kind
1:24:40
of feel like it works perfectly here. Yeah.
1:24:42
Are there any other voices that don't
1:24:45
work for us? Like.
1:24:47
The news boys are like the interviews are
1:24:49
there any that we don't sign. Believable,
1:24:54
I do think that his dialogue in
1:24:56
some of the. News items like
1:24:58
the one with the woman from California. ah
1:25:00
like I just like season pass. She's not
1:25:02
talking like a normal woman talks and it
1:25:04
it you could just like if. You
1:25:07
know I'm attributed to journalistic license
1:25:09
or whatever but I think he
1:25:12
was this having like who have
1:25:14
fun with those segments and they
1:25:16
I'm. Say. Sort of become. They
1:25:18
get really kind of wrapped up in this
1:25:20
in this saw. like she tells the story
1:25:22
about the man, that he's the drunk man's
1:25:24
he saw with a little girl and I
1:25:26
got my favorite parts of Birth of the
1:25:28
Book. But it is. You sort of forget
1:25:30
that you're supposedly in a circle, a sick
1:25:32
article. What any of us like? oh wait,
1:25:34
where I'm up. I'm so that that's that's
1:25:37
it is interesting but I'm I don't have
1:25:39
any like big problems with any of it.
1:25:41
I guess. Well. As
1:25:43
someone who taught to but three times
1:25:45
as or anything else about the structure
1:25:47
of it, the format of it that
1:25:49
you want to mention or shout out
1:25:51
or the find particularly interesting. thing
1:25:54
so i love a third person roving point of
1:25:56
view which we've already touched on were not
1:25:58
would carry and so pitched And I think
1:26:00
it's such a smart choice to have
1:26:04
us feel the mix of
1:26:06
pity and resentment and discuss that people
1:26:08
feel for her before we hop into
1:26:11
her, just to even place us
1:26:15
right in that, what's the word I'm
1:26:17
looking for, like complicit, complicitness, like that
1:26:19
feeling of complicity. And
1:26:22
I just love that we get to experience so
1:26:24
many people, including Miss
1:26:27
Jardinera and Sue and Chris
1:26:30
and Billy even. I
1:26:35
think getting into Billy is like such
1:26:37
a treat by the end, even though
1:26:39
he's very scary. Wow. Classic
1:26:42
King Bully, see? Yeah. It is, I
1:26:44
know. I know. Even
1:26:47
the adults, like the vice, or the
1:26:49
principal and the assistant principal, like ever.
1:26:52
Yeah. Yeah. I
1:26:54
was listening to that first episode and I was
1:26:56
like, oh, it's the first Bauer hour when they
1:26:58
started talking about Billy Nolan. It was like, King
1:27:01
bullies. All right. Well,
1:27:03
let's talk about some of the bigger
1:27:06
themes in this in our next category,
1:27:08
the hook. Ah,
1:27:11
yes. Don't you
1:27:13
see? Don't you see how
1:27:15
clear it is? Not
1:27:17
only can you see the future. You
1:27:20
can change it. You
1:27:22
can change it. Exactly. All
1:27:24
right. So I think one of the
1:27:26
big hooks of this book is telekinesis. It's like, I
1:27:29
swear I loved Matilda growing up. It was one
1:27:32
of them. I read it over and over again.
1:27:34
This feels like grown up Matilda to me. You
1:27:36
know, I still, and I
1:27:38
think part of the reason I'm assessed with Firestarter,
1:27:40
like I am going to fucking find out how
1:27:42
to have telekinesis before I die. If it's the
1:27:44
last thing I do, I'm going to move something
1:27:46
within my mind. But that is,
1:27:49
I think, the money
1:27:51
hook here. That's like on the surface.
1:27:53
That's what makes Curie so powerful. Although
1:27:55
I will say sometimes I forget that
1:27:57
that's an element of the story in
1:27:59
the same that I forget that it is
1:28:01
about a clown because I think the heart of
1:28:03
that for me is the characters. But
1:28:06
Ashley, I wanted to ask you, what do we
1:28:10
think about King's depiction of
1:28:12
telekinesis? Why me? Just
1:28:15
kidding. It's actually some
1:28:17
of my favorite in fiction. You can tell
1:28:19
he's actually studied
1:28:22
cases of supposed psychokinetic
1:28:24
abilities and we know that he's
1:28:26
always been interested in things like
1:28:28
secret government programs that have tested
1:28:31
these types of things. And
1:28:34
I think I said this earlier, in Carrie,
1:28:36
we're essentially getting the
1:28:38
prequel to Firestarter and
1:28:41
the Institute. We see the
1:28:43
scientific writing on a case study of
1:28:45
a girl who exhibited powers that could
1:28:47
become a threat to national security, which
1:28:50
is exactly why the CIA
1:28:52
and the American government studied and continues
1:28:54
to study people who claim to have
1:28:58
or have been witnessed having
1:29:00
the ability to move or change objects with
1:29:02
the power of their minds or
1:29:04
remote view is a big one, which
1:29:06
is where you can essentially see something or
1:29:08
someplace from somewhere in your mind. And
1:29:12
one detail that I really appreciate and carry,
1:29:14
and I don't even know
1:29:16
if he did this on purpose because
1:29:18
this is stuff that has
1:29:21
come out in declassified documents that weren't
1:29:23
declassified at the time. So it's like,
1:29:25
how would he know? And
1:29:28
I don't see a lot of other fictional universes where
1:29:30
in telekinesis that exists doing
1:29:32
this, but it's the fact
1:29:35
that other weird shit happens around her too.
1:29:38
The rocks that rain from the sky,
1:29:40
the way people are affected by her,
1:29:42
like Tommy gets vertigo a few times
1:29:44
when he's around her. Sue
1:29:47
Snell has visions almost
1:29:49
on the night of prom, the
1:29:52
whole town being able to feel that
1:29:54
it's Carrie White, even though they don't
1:29:56
know that it's Carrie White. Yeah,
1:30:00
I'd like in their heads. And
1:30:02
one other things As reported, the
1:30:05
most often during these experiments is
1:30:07
the amount of weirdness that takes
1:30:09
place surrounding them. So for example,
1:30:12
when the Cia was conducting tests
1:30:14
with like Uri Geller outside of
1:30:17
the testing like just in the
1:30:19
general like labs, they experienced power
1:30:21
failures, equipment malfunction, magnetic tape would
1:30:24
become the magnetized watches would stop
1:30:26
working completely separate from like what
1:30:28
was going on. When they
1:30:31
were testing with him and that
1:30:33
it when the Institute of Experimental
1:30:35
Medicine of the Academy of Science
1:30:37
was experimenting with remote viewing and
1:30:39
time travel in Russia. in the
1:30:42
nineties you Athos were spotted all
1:30:44
over Siberia and scientists less to
1:30:46
the program because they would go
1:30:48
home at night after work and
1:30:51
have paranormal experiences in their own
1:30:53
homes. And it's hard
1:30:55
to say. Whether
1:30:58
this phenomenon is. Something.
1:31:00
That's physically happening. Or something that is.
1:31:03
Like. Almost emotionally internally happening.
1:31:06
And him. To.
1:31:08
These people when they're they're. You.
1:31:11
Know. Messing. Around with is
1:31:13
kind of weird shit but for
1:31:15
the most part. At
1:31:18
least from what we can tell from what's
1:31:20
been declassified, no one's ever been able to
1:31:22
like throw something across the room with their
1:31:24
minds sorry Jan or not there yet not
1:31:27
yet known as it. Is. But.
1:31:29
It is cool the Stanford Research
1:31:32
Institute, along with the Cia. A
1:31:34
conclusion is that they have observed
1:31:36
certain phenomena for which they have
1:31:38
no scientific explanation. They've had people
1:31:40
be able to tell them what
1:31:42
they're holding in their hands over
1:31:45
the phone like very specific objects.
1:31:47
They been able to draw pictures
1:31:49
at that exact same thing other
1:31:51
people were drawing pictures of in
1:31:53
another building, and Uri Geller was
1:31:55
once asked to to deflect a
1:31:58
laser beam and not one. did
1:32:00
he do it, but the
1:32:02
machine that they used to produce
1:32:04
the laser never worked again because
1:32:06
the inner technological workings of it,
1:32:08
like the inner computer was fried
1:32:11
when they were done. And these
1:32:14
abilities were so extraordinary. The CIA authorized a
1:32:16
$20 million program called
1:32:19
Stargate to study it. And
1:32:22
that's just like what was going on in
1:32:24
America. Shit was going on in Russia. All
1:32:26
sorts of countries have different tests
1:32:30
and studies on these abilities. But
1:32:33
what we're seeing now today
1:32:36
is that there are brain computer
1:32:38
interfaces, they call them BCIs, and
1:32:41
they're 100% doable. It's actual science. We're
1:32:43
putting it to work. People are able
1:32:46
to control computers. You've seen people who
1:32:48
are essentially vegetables. They can
1:32:50
play chess with
1:32:52
their brain and a
1:32:54
computer. We see people that are
1:32:57
able to operate robotic limbs
1:33:01
using their mind and
1:33:03
the electromagnetic forces in their brain.
1:33:06
And even in 2014, there was
1:33:08
a study that proved a person
1:33:13
could use their brains to control a small
1:33:15
drone and they were able to do it
1:33:17
so well they could navigate an obstacle course.
1:33:20
That's telekinesis. That's
1:33:23
all that is. It's just, you
1:33:25
know, there's almost like a computer
1:33:27
go-between to get
1:33:30
our brains to be able to do this.
1:33:32
So having that ability or being able to
1:33:34
harness and use that energy without that go-between
1:33:36
is improbable, but
1:33:38
it's not impossible. So
1:33:41
he actually, especially
1:33:43
with the light bulbs exploding,
1:33:45
the mirrors that would vibrate
1:33:48
and shatter, and
1:33:50
the power
1:33:52
lines that would pop
1:33:54
and burst and electrocute people, he was
1:33:57
right on the money. And it's stuff
1:33:59
that like... you know,
1:34:01
when Carrie stops her mother's heart
1:34:03
beating. That was
1:34:05
an experiment right out of Russia
1:34:08
that was happening in 1972 that
1:34:10
didn't get declassified till 1990. So
1:34:13
it's like, Stephen, how did you know? I
1:34:17
think he might have a little bit of the
1:34:19
shine himself, you guys, like I'm being like,
1:34:22
desert. He's got the shine or he's got
1:34:24
the hookup. I mean, or he's got the
1:34:26
secret government. So like reading this and
1:34:28
thinking about, like there's
1:34:30
so many like names specifically and
1:34:32
things like, things that are not
1:34:35
really that important, but it's like,
1:34:37
oh, there's, that's okay. Chris's real
1:34:39
name is Christine, okay. Like little
1:34:41
things like that, that is going
1:34:43
to be in other books, like later down
1:34:45
the road and other little nuggets where it's like,
1:34:47
I don't know, man. I think
1:34:50
he's got something and he's just picking up these
1:34:52
things and he can like see into the future.
1:34:54
And he's just like dropping little hints and he
1:34:56
doesn't even know he's dropping them. Is it from
1:34:58
the beam or the tower? Well,
1:35:01
there's a really, I don't know if he ever
1:35:03
uses this term, but in the woo-woo community, we
1:35:05
use it a lot. There's a theory called
1:35:08
the collective consciousness where our
1:35:11
consciousness is actually not internal. It's actually
1:35:13
external outside of our body. It's something
1:35:15
that's sort of like being projected into
1:35:17
our body from one source. There
1:35:19
are weird things where like people didn't show
1:35:21
up on a day. They just like had
1:35:23
a bad feeling. You know what I mean?
1:35:26
And it's attributed to this like collective consciousness,
1:35:28
which I always think of when I go back to
1:35:30
like Stephen King, because he always does kind of seem
1:35:33
to be right on the money in situations where it's
1:35:35
like, how did you know? Or
1:35:37
how did you predict? Or how did you, were
1:35:40
you just, it's, you know, the Simpsons,
1:35:42
how they're always like, right? Is it
1:35:44
just that you have so many really
1:35:46
like intelligent comedy writers? Or
1:35:49
do you just know something we don't? Yeah. I
1:35:51
like some of it too relates to
1:35:54
how he talks about writing this is the
1:35:57
type of preciousness I really don't go
1:35:59
for. all honesty about writing. Like when
1:36:01
he talks about like, I'm not creating ideas,
1:36:03
I'm just under things fossils. Like
1:36:05
I'm finding the thing and I'm, I'm
1:36:07
doing and I'm always like, okay, like, let's have
1:36:09
a little agency here, Steven, like you're a
1:36:11
very talented man. And, but I do
1:36:13
think something about the writing mind has
1:36:16
that subterranean aspect to it. So when
1:36:18
we're talking about the repeating names and
1:36:20
like the all
1:36:23
of the connections throughout his books, like, it
1:36:25
seems like there's just like a big
1:36:27
collective pool just like inside him, like
1:36:29
all of his like worlds
1:36:32
and he can, you
1:36:34
know, I feel that when I'm writing to you just sort of
1:36:36
dip into this thing that is
1:36:38
abstract and that you couldn't really quantify
1:36:41
or articulate. I don't, I still
1:36:43
think it's coming from me. Like, I
1:36:45
think it's coming from the person, but
1:36:47
it has, it has a very mystical
1:36:50
quality to it. Yeah. Yeah.
1:36:52
And I think, you know, I was thinking
1:36:54
about that too, like the uncovering a fossil.
1:36:56
And I was also thinking, I can't remember
1:36:58
where this came from. It
1:37:00
could be bag of bones. It could be misery, or
1:37:02
it could be Lise's story. Those are the ones that
1:37:04
are pinging, but he's talking about ideas
1:37:06
as coming from like a well, you know, and
1:37:08
like, you kind of, some people are able to
1:37:11
dip a straw into that well and pull water
1:37:13
from it. And I think
1:37:15
you're right. I think there's an element
1:37:17
of like, is it nature or nurture,
1:37:19
you know, did the writer create the
1:37:22
idea or did the idea spark the
1:37:24
writers, you know, sensibilities? But I think
1:37:26
he just, he is
1:37:28
able to access that well, extremely
1:37:31
well. Wow. I think this is
1:37:33
a part of just like human
1:37:36
experience because it, you know,
1:37:39
in ancient Greece, they talked about the muses,
1:37:41
because that's what it felt like. It
1:37:43
didn't feel like inspiration felt like it
1:37:45
was coming from outside because it hits
1:37:47
sometimes so hard that you're like, that
1:37:50
couldn't have come from me. Like that
1:37:52
came out of nowhere. Have you guys
1:37:54
seen soul Pixar? Soul?
1:37:57
Do you know? And like, okay, so, uh, Well,
1:38:00
okay. I know what you're talking about though. Okay,
1:38:02
so yeah, there's like this thing where like when
1:38:04
you're in the zone, no matter
1:38:07
what your zone is, like if your zone
1:38:09
is tennis, if your zone is writing, if
1:38:11
your zone, it's almost like you go to
1:38:13
this other place where you can access something
1:38:16
that you maybe couldn't when you're, you
1:38:19
know, in your day to day when you're
1:38:21
on earth. Yeah, and that's kind
1:38:23
of what I imagine the well is, is
1:38:25
just like when I'm in the zone, I
1:38:28
can dip into the well and just grab
1:38:30
things so easy as opposed to those times
1:38:32
where you have riders block or you're banging
1:38:35
your head against the wall because you can't get
1:38:37
something. If you could just distract yourself enough to
1:38:40
get to the well. Yeah,
1:38:43
I do like how he depicts
1:38:46
telekinesis for Carrie specifically, like how it's
1:38:48
like a muscle and she's like flexing
1:38:50
it. Yeah, like practicing and like, it's
1:38:52
like once you learn how to use
1:38:54
it and like getting stronger. And she's
1:38:56
like working out, you know, a little bit
1:38:59
we fear she's like at home, like lifting a sewing
1:39:01
machine up and down and how much
1:39:03
she's enjoying it. Yeah. And
1:39:06
just kind of like quickly realizes like, okay,
1:39:08
I can do this. And if I work
1:39:10
at this, like I can become unstoppable.
1:39:13
Like I think that that's pretty cool how
1:39:15
she's using it. And also how like,
1:39:18
yeah, other people are able to she's able to
1:39:20
get in their minds a little bit and vice
1:39:22
versa. That's kind of interesting, especially
1:39:25
I mean, I think it's crucial at the end
1:39:27
because it helps. I
1:39:29
always forget about that aspect of this
1:39:31
book. And it's like my favorite part
1:39:33
of the book when she starts to
1:39:35
envelop the whole town with her consciousness.
1:39:37
And yeah, I don't know why every
1:39:39
time I'm newly joyous
1:39:42
when I encounter the creeping the
1:39:44
creeping nature of like
1:39:46
her mind over over all the
1:39:49
other people that she's affecting. Yeah,
1:39:51
and I like that there's a cost to it
1:39:53
too. Like she does not become like Wonder
1:39:56
Woman or like a superhero, you know,
1:39:58
she like it. does tax her body
1:40:01
and she does end up, I mean, I know
1:40:03
she gets stabbed by her mother, but like the
1:40:05
sense you get is that she works herself to
1:40:07
death, destroying everything.
1:40:09
And I like that aspect of it
1:40:12
also. Let's
1:40:15
talk about maybe my favorite part of
1:40:17
this is the blood. I love
1:40:20
the blood, the motif of blood running through
1:40:22
this book, I think is so I didn't
1:40:24
notice it the first couple of times because
1:40:27
I feel like it's so like it's right
1:40:29
there and it's in your face and literally
1:40:31
on her head, but it also it weaves
1:40:33
so seamlessly through the story. So
1:40:35
we have the shower scene, you have
1:40:38
the pig's blood, we have Sue's menstrual
1:40:40
blood at the end. And then
1:40:42
which I think is just such a perfect
1:40:44
bookend for all of this. And
1:40:47
then we just have the fact
1:40:49
of menstruation as like a kind
1:40:51
of a canon event, a traumatic
1:40:53
event. And there's a part that
1:40:55
I wanted to read that I
1:40:57
love. And it always sticks out
1:41:00
in my mind when I'm looking at the
1:41:02
or when I'm watching the movie, it's
1:41:05
Miss Collins, not Desjardins, standing in the
1:41:07
office in the principal just not being
1:41:09
able to look away from the bloody
1:41:11
handprint on her shorts. I think that's
1:41:13
so interesting. So on page 21, Mrs.
1:41:18
Jardin is saying, I'm living in a glass
1:41:20
house. See, I understand how those girls felt.
1:41:22
The whole thing just made me want to
1:41:25
take the girl and shake her. Maybe there's
1:41:27
some kind of instinct about menstruation that makes
1:41:29
women want to snarl. I don't know. I
1:41:31
keep seeing new Sue Snell and
1:41:33
the way she looked. Mr.
1:41:36
Morton repeated wisely. He did not understand
1:41:38
women and had no urge at all
1:41:40
to discuss menstruation. I love
1:41:44
that copper, but it's such an
1:41:46
interesting scene. And I think like
1:41:48
it's at
1:41:50
the same time reductive, but also honest,
1:41:52
because I feel like there is kind
1:41:54
of a feral
1:41:57
element that takes over when we think
1:41:59
about menstruation. and like we have been,
1:42:01
or people who menstruate have grown up being
1:42:03
told to keep it secret. Don't let anybody
1:42:05
know you've got a pad in your purse.
1:42:08
Like they are marketed to be
1:42:11
like really discreet, you know, and to look like,
1:42:13
you know, a pen or like to slip
1:42:15
into your pocket without anybody knowing, you
1:42:18
know, visible panty lines and the whole, you
1:42:20
know, reason a lot of people wear tampons
1:42:22
is so that people don't know you're menstruating.
1:42:25
And I think that there's this really interesting
1:42:28
quality about like, this is something secret.
1:42:30
This is something we don't show everyone
1:42:33
else. And Carrie is not conforming to
1:42:35
that. She is making us all confront
1:42:37
it. She's making us see this and
1:42:40
see how horrifying it can be. So
1:42:43
what do we think of King's use of
1:42:45
blood throughout the story? Just
1:42:48
like, hanging off you a little
1:42:51
bit. I also love how he uses
1:42:53
the blood to address, but I think
1:42:55
he addresses various aspects of like what
1:42:57
period blood can and does represent kind
1:43:00
of the complex array of feelings that can get
1:43:02
wrapped up in periods like
1:43:04
in the shower, obviously kind of the, not
1:43:07
the trauma, but also trauma of starting the
1:43:09
period. The pain, you
1:43:11
know, the pain and just how shocking and
1:43:14
that first time can be an unexpected and
1:43:16
just like, I mean, it's a lot like
1:43:18
no matter even if you know it's coming.
1:43:21
It's a lot to take in and
1:43:23
how he, you know, explains that process
1:43:25
and also just kind of the
1:43:28
sun realization like the ability to get pregnant.
1:43:31
Yeah. Okay. You're a woman now.
1:43:34
This changes everything. Really? Yes,
1:43:36
you've been sexualized before. But you're not a real option.
1:43:38
But now you are. Like this changes
1:43:40
everything. And then like the pig's
1:43:43
blood, I feel like it is
1:43:45
more of that humiliating stigmatized
1:43:47
shameful part of that.
1:43:50
And also, I kept thinking
1:43:52
about just historically
1:43:55
like casually thinking about period
1:43:57
blood. I
1:44:00
feel like it's how like, it's like
1:44:02
biologically, it's the failure of
1:44:04
not conceiving. And
1:44:07
like, I'm thinking about it from a
1:44:09
strictly biological perspective, not my personal opinion,
1:44:11
but it's like a proof that like
1:44:13
you failed. You
1:44:16
failed as, you know, being
1:44:18
a woman and like I think that that
1:44:22
is really tied into just like how
1:44:25
it's looked at. I don't know how, I haven't
1:44:27
thought this all the way through, but I feel
1:44:30
like it's just a reminder that
1:44:32
you, you know, you have, well,
1:44:34
and like for a lot of people, even those that necessarily don't
1:44:36
identify as women, but it's a reminder that like you have
1:44:39
a uterus and ovaries. And I think that that can be
1:44:41
triggering for a lot of people. So I think that's kind
1:44:43
of like the pig's blood. And
1:44:45
then Sue, I feel like kind of shows the more
1:44:47
like the potential of life giving
1:44:49
and childbirth and more beautiful sort of perception of
1:44:51
what that can mean. You know what your mom
1:44:53
tells you, like, this is a beautiful phase of
1:44:56
life and you're a woman now and you can
1:44:58
carry children. Like this is wonderful. And, but
1:45:01
also how joyful or devastating like
1:45:03
getting your period can be like where you're at.
1:45:06
Yeah, I never, I mean, you
1:45:08
know, I've had so many close
1:45:10
friends who have struggled with fertility
1:45:12
and conceiving and I've
1:45:14
always been, you know, ecstatic
1:45:17
when my period has started because I've
1:45:19
never wanted kids, you know, so to
1:45:21
think about it in that way of
1:45:23
like getting your period and feeling the
1:45:25
disappointment in having
1:45:28
your period is, yeah, I haven't
1:45:30
ever thought about it that way. So like
1:45:33
there's a lot of blood and I
1:45:35
do find it like it can be like
1:45:37
horrifying, but I do appreciate that. I feel
1:45:39
like he is touching on various aspects of
1:45:41
that, whether or not he was consciously doing
1:45:43
that or not. I don't know, but
1:45:46
I think that it's there to read it and
1:45:48
it's something that I've never thought about
1:45:50
before. And it's probably just age too,
1:45:52
you know, think about these things a
1:45:55
little bit differently, but that's something that
1:45:57
I really appreciated and I think was.
1:46:00
a little bit more nuanced and I
1:46:02
don't know, doesn't get enough credit for, I guess. Yeah,
1:46:04
it's also kind of interesting that none of the deaths
1:46:08
are particularly bloody. There's
1:46:11
fire, electrocution, car
1:46:15
accidents, but
1:46:17
when describing the deaths,
1:46:20
there's no, I can't
1:46:22
think of a specific one, even when
1:46:24
Tommy's hit on the head, there's not,
1:46:27
it doesn't burst open, he just sort
1:46:29
of flumps over. So the
1:46:31
blood really is, it's like period in
1:46:33
pig's blood. It's not related
1:46:35
to like physical violence, other than
1:46:37
I guess killing the pigs. Yeah, I can. He
1:46:39
uses the phrase, for me it's page 216, late
1:46:42
in the book, the very secretness of blood.
1:46:45
And so for me, it's just like one
1:46:48
representative among many in this book of the
1:46:51
abject, like things that are on the inside that
1:46:53
we think should stay on the inside and should
1:46:55
never be on the outside. I
1:46:57
don't think it's bad because if it's, like if we're
1:47:00
seeing a lot of blood, that's not good. You gotta plug
1:47:02
it up. Something bad is
1:47:04
happening, I don't wanna see it.
1:47:07
And I think for me, it's
1:47:09
one cast member in a cast
1:47:11
of bodily functions in
1:47:13
this book. It's certainly the biggest star.
1:47:16
When we look at the list of hardships that
1:47:19
Carrie enumerates in her brain, like all
1:47:21
of the pranks that have been pulled on her at
1:47:23
camp and it's on page 10 for me, most
1:47:25
of them have to do with bodily functions.
1:47:28
Like there's like piss and farts and like
1:47:30
other things in there. And
1:47:33
I think this is also all
1:47:35
very braided with the animal metaphors.
1:47:38
I mean, obviously the pig's blood
1:47:40
makes that connection very literal, but
1:47:42
everything that reminds us that we are piercable
1:47:46
and gross on the inside and
1:47:48
like a beast that wallows around
1:47:50
in its own filth. Like I
1:47:52
think that, and that
1:47:54
has desires, like it's also connected with
1:47:57
her having that feeling something,
1:48:01
getting her period is connected to that. And
1:48:05
so I think it is just like the largest and most
1:48:07
prominent representative for for the abject in the
1:48:09
book and for that thing that that needs
1:48:11
to be repressed. There's also a lot of
1:48:13
Dracula in the like the mark that he
1:48:15
makes in a connection to Lady MacPherson, like
1:48:17
the mark that sort of on
1:48:20
your forehead or on your hand or wherever it
1:48:22
is that you can't wash off that like labels
1:48:24
you as one of the unclean. Yeah, very gothic.
1:48:27
Yeah, when Margaret tells her, you
1:48:29
know, after the blood comes the
1:48:31
boys, they can smell it on
1:48:33
you. And that's a very animalistic,
1:48:35
you know, a creature
1:48:38
being in heat, if you will. Don't
1:48:40
go swimming or gonna get eaten by
1:48:42
a shark. Oh, yeah. That's true. Even
1:48:44
in a swimming pool. To be fair,
1:48:47
don't go swimming. Just in general, you will be eaten
1:48:49
by a shark. You will. Yeah. Terrifying. Tell us
1:48:51
about her where you are. Yeah, and there's
1:48:53
also like, there's the sin of womanhood. And
1:49:01
there's the, you know, there's, she
1:49:03
is now a sexual being because she
1:49:05
is able to conceive now. And what
1:49:09
is the first thing that happens after that she
1:49:11
goes to prom, which is, you know, it could
1:49:13
be in a lot of ways kind of viewed
1:49:15
as the pinnacle of sexuality in high school, you
1:49:17
know, it's a lot of people save their first
1:49:20
time for prom or it's like this magical romantic
1:49:22
evening. And I think, you
1:49:24
know, that I'm really interested in this concept
1:49:26
of the abject because I think a lot
1:49:28
of what makes someone a
1:49:31
quote unquote successful woman, a likable
1:49:34
woman is keeping all of that hidden,
1:49:36
keeping it on the inside. And I
1:49:38
think girls don't fart. Totally.
1:49:40
No, I have said that I have said girls
1:49:42
don't poop too. I mean, I'm, I'm
1:49:44
not doing it anymore. But like I
1:49:47
grew up in the style. Yeah. I
1:49:49
know I do. But even now I'm like, I'm not gonna say
1:49:51
that on the podcast. I'm not
1:49:56
gonna say that I poop. Even though
1:49:58
we know everybody poops. But But I
1:50:00
think like I actually you're
1:50:02
exactly right. Like I for about six
1:50:04
months was trying to conceive and like,
1:50:08
there's this horror when
1:50:10
you get your period when you're like, you
1:50:12
know, you're pregnant, you just know what your
1:50:15
body starts creating these symptoms. And then it's
1:50:17
like a devastating spot of blood or like
1:50:19
if you start to have a miscarriage, it's
1:50:21
like that spot of blood. But then when
1:50:23
you're trying not to and you know, I'm
1:50:25
in Tennessee right now. So being
1:50:27
pregnant is a very different thing than it
1:50:29
was two years ago in Tennessee. Like
1:50:32
there's this celebration I had a friend
1:50:34
used to call it doing his not
1:50:36
a daddy dance when his girlfriend would
1:50:39
be on her period. And
1:50:41
now like as I'm I've already had my
1:50:43
kids, we're not trying to have
1:50:45
kids anymore. It's a it feels
1:50:47
like a release. Now you know, I swear
1:50:49
one of the most liberating experiences
1:50:51
of my entire life was my husband
1:50:54
getting a vasectomy and me stop taking
1:50:56
stopping birth control, because I just let
1:50:58
my body do what it wanted to
1:51:00
do. And so now it feels
1:51:02
like this kind of, you know, a build
1:51:05
up a build up a build up for a week and
1:51:07
then a release and you just kind of it's
1:51:10
not you know, there are lots of downsides
1:51:12
to being on your period, but it also
1:51:14
you know, your body is expressing things that
1:51:16
it has been storing. And that
1:51:18
feels really good in a lot of ways. And I feel like
1:51:20
we can kind of see that with Carrie too. Like it's she's
1:51:24
releasing all of this repressed energy
1:51:26
that she's been storing, storing, storing
1:51:28
and it's just getting everywhere.
1:51:30
And the one person that does have a
1:51:32
bloody death is Carrie, you know, because she
1:51:34
gets stabbed. Well,
1:51:37
let's talk about that shower scene.
1:51:40
Because another thing that I'm very interested in
1:51:43
is the concept of a mean girl. So
1:51:46
I just wrote about Heathers who
1:51:48
is celebrating its 35th anniversary this
1:51:51
year, along with Carrie's
1:51:54
50th anniversary. I
1:51:56
don't think that the mean girl began
1:51:59
with Carrie. Carrie, but I was
1:52:01
trying to go back and find
1:52:03
some fictional mean girls. And
1:52:06
I found Cinderella's stepsisters. I
1:52:09
found Rizzo in Greece.
1:52:13
And I caught an icon. Yes,
1:52:15
of course, we love her. And then
1:52:17
I found a woman in high school.
1:52:20
But she makes
1:52:22
it work. She is flawless. And I mean,
1:52:24
I did find some female villains and there
1:52:27
are vamps and there are, you know, quote
1:52:30
unquote, loose women are female killers, you know,
1:52:32
so it's not about those blonde girls
1:52:34
and beauty and the beast that love
1:52:36
Gaston. They suck. They do.
1:52:39
Yes. You know what? They're they're tearing
1:52:41
Belle down. They're pygmy girls. They are
1:52:43
pygmy girls. Yeah, which is ironic because
1:52:45
you can't distinguish between. Why are they
1:52:47
all in Disney and a Snow White
1:52:50
stepsisters? Well,
1:52:53
and so we have Chris Hargenson. I
1:52:55
think she's so fascinating. I love that
1:52:57
she's just allowed to be a bitch.
1:52:59
I think we get a little bit
1:53:01
of why. But not like
1:53:04
she doesn't come from this super traumatic
1:53:06
background that will excuse a lot of
1:53:08
her actions. So my question is,
1:53:10
do we think Chris Hargenson
1:53:12
originated the modern mean girl?
1:53:17
It's not a bad. That's not
1:53:19
a bad idea. Like I can't think of
1:53:22
another, you know, mean girl
1:53:26
that came before her, especially when when
1:53:28
you think about mean girls, you do
1:53:30
think about high school. Yeah. Because I
1:53:32
feel like you
1:53:35
your hope is
1:53:37
that the mean girl or if you
1:53:39
are the mean girl that
1:53:41
you grow out of it because that's
1:53:43
not fun for anybody.
1:53:45
You know what I mean? Like as
1:53:47
evidence by Carrie as not in my
1:53:50
carry, it's not good. Yeah. And the
1:53:52
hope is that you mature and you
1:53:54
realize that, you know, it's not nice
1:53:56
to be mean. It's not fun to
1:53:58
be mean. You're you're
1:54:01
hurting everyone including yourself, but I
1:54:03
do think that it's cool to
1:54:05
be kind um I do
1:54:07
think something that a lot of people
1:54:09
forget in the movies definitely forget About
1:54:12
the novel is how people around Carrie
1:54:14
are affected by her Like
1:54:17
at one point Sue says she doesn't
1:54:19
know what came over them in the
1:54:21
locker room. They didn't like they they
1:54:23
weren't in control and and
1:54:25
Miss Dijon mustard even says to
1:54:27
the principal Like I kind
1:54:29
of get it I wanted to ring her neck
1:54:32
like there was something about her that made me
1:54:34
want to smack her And she
1:54:36
has that effect on people around her
1:54:38
the vertigo the prom and people when
1:54:40
they were laughing at her at prom We're
1:54:42
even saying they didn't know why they were
1:54:44
laughing it was horrifying what was happening, but
1:54:46
they couldn't help themselves So yes, Chris a
1:54:49
mean girl brat Know
1:54:52
it all but I don't think
1:54:54
under normal circumstances She would have gone as
1:54:56
far as she did I think she was
1:54:58
being affected by forces that she didn't even
1:55:01
I mean she didn't know Mm-hmm.
1:55:03
I read those forces is the that are very natural
1:55:06
like that They live in all of like I found
1:55:08
those very relatable There are people that you know that
1:55:10
you should be kind to but you're like, but they
1:55:12
are just so fucking Yeah,
1:55:14
I'm normal Yeah But
1:55:18
I do I love Chris I the mean
1:55:20
girl thing is interesting I feel like I associate
1:55:22
mean girls with a squad and Chris doesn't
1:55:24
necessarily have one She's kind of on
1:55:26
her own except for her her greaser boyfriend that
1:55:28
she needs to use to get the to get
1:55:31
the task the dirty deed done and She
1:55:34
doesn't seem to actually have a lot of influence
1:55:36
in the school Like she's she's a queen bee
1:55:38
and that she's high class and that people do
1:55:40
seem to she's popular I guess like people respect
1:55:42
her, but she doesn't really have a troop
1:55:45
that is Readily associated
1:55:47
with her at least not in the minds that we have
1:55:50
access to she has like that one friend that's on the
1:55:52
committee that we meet But
1:55:54
she doesn't seem particularly influential. She just
1:55:56
seems like someone who refused
1:56:00
chooses to be told no. And
1:56:03
that's what powers her
1:56:05
whole mission of, I
1:56:08
guess, she perceives it as
1:56:10
vengeance. Like she got her
1:56:12
prom taken away and that
1:56:14
just cannot stand. But she
1:56:16
in a way, it's almost
1:56:18
normal. She perceives herself as
1:56:22
disenfranchised. And in
1:56:25
some ways, she is especially in comparison to
1:56:27
Billy. And I that's why I love just
1:56:29
getting access to the two of them and why
1:56:32
his car is such a is
1:56:35
such an appealing piece of him to her represents
1:56:37
mobility, it represents like the ability to
1:56:40
get away from what is expected
1:56:42
of you. So she's super
1:56:44
interesting. I don't view her as a
1:56:46
stereotypical mean girl. I think she's
1:56:48
she's just another individual in this cast. And
1:56:50
it is her her her
1:56:53
entitlement that leads her to be like
1:56:55
one of the key villains. Yeah, yeah,
1:56:57
but she doesn't have her Heathers or her
1:56:59
plastics. You know, she, she is kind of
1:57:01
a roving land shark means Yeah, when she's
1:57:03
getting kicked out, and she's getting suspended. And
1:57:06
she's like, Come on, like, why aren't you
1:57:08
guys coming with me? And everyone's like, get
1:57:10
out of here. We want to go to
1:57:12
prom. Exactly. Yeah.
1:57:15
Well, I want to talk a little bit
1:57:17
more about Chris. They have so many
1:57:19
thoughts. And we're going to do
1:57:21
that in our next category heroes and villains. We're gonna
1:57:23
have to tell this fucking clock. All
1:57:26
right, so let's start with Carrie. Now I
1:57:29
think you mentioned we don't
1:57:38
actually get where we were not
1:57:40
actually with her until page 25. We even in
1:57:42
that shower scene, we see her
1:57:44
from kind of a far, you know, we
1:57:46
don't get her experience. And in my book
1:57:49
page 25 is the kid with the bike.
1:57:51
That's one of the first things we actually
1:57:53
see her do. And I love that we
1:57:55
see her enjoy this. I have
1:57:58
a couple of passages that I pulled
1:58:00
from her, but on page 102, she's
1:58:03
talking about her power.
1:58:05
This spoke directly to my heart
1:58:07
as somebody who's kind of figuring
1:58:11
out how
1:58:13
I feel about religion and the universe and also
1:58:15
kind of coming to the conclusion that like, I
1:58:17
don't know, and it's okay that I don't know.
1:58:20
So on page 102, she's
1:58:22
thinking about her power. She says she did
1:58:24
not know if her gift had come from
1:58:26
the Lord of Light or of Darkness. And
1:58:29
now finally finding that she did not care
1:58:31
which she was overcome with
1:58:33
an almost indescribable relief as if
1:58:36
a huge weight long carried had
1:58:38
slipped from her shoulders. After
1:58:41
that passage. It's
1:58:44
so much, it's so like honest
1:58:46
too. Like when you
1:58:48
have that experience of like, oh, this is
1:58:51
true. This feels true to me. It's like
1:58:53
something in your body releases, you know, like
1:58:55
all you've been tensing a muscle you didn't
1:58:57
know existed, you know. And
1:59:00
then on page 193, this is kind of
1:59:02
in the
1:59:05
midst of the chaos. For
1:59:07
a moment, nothing changed. And then she
1:59:09
could feel them pushing against the doors,
1:59:11
wanting them to open. The pressure was
1:59:13
negligible. They were trapped. And the
1:59:18
word echoed intoxicatingly in her mind.
1:59:20
They were under her thumb in
1:59:22
her power. Power. What a word
1:59:24
that was. I love this. Like
1:59:27
she is finding she has power.
1:59:29
And it's like she's like
1:59:31
discovering this for the first time. So
1:59:33
my question here, and this can
1:59:35
kind of maybe lead us into
1:59:37
a broader discussion of Carrie. Do
1:59:39
we find Carrie a hero or
1:59:42
a villain? Neither. I think
1:59:44
she's a victim. I
1:59:46
think she's a victim. She's I mean,
1:59:48
she's a victim of child abuse. She's
1:59:50
a victim of religious trauma, bullying, a
1:59:53
victim of genetics. She she
1:59:55
was failed by literally everyone
1:59:57
around her. Her father loved her. left.
2:00:01
Her mother abused her horrifically. Her
2:00:03
neighbors knew she was being abused
2:00:05
and did nothing. They
2:00:07
talk about how they could hear. They've
2:00:09
heard it before. They hear the things
2:00:11
that are happening inside that house. They
2:00:13
did nothing. You know her
2:00:16
teachers knew she was bullied.
2:00:18
They had to know what her home life
2:00:20
was like to an extent. Then they did
2:00:22
nothing. And you know
2:00:24
what I thought of this time around
2:00:27
reading it, I thought of Gypsy Rose.
2:00:30
Where it was like, it was life or
2:00:32
death for Carrie. What
2:00:35
Gypsy Rose did was horrific, killing
2:00:38
her mother. But her mother was going
2:00:40
to kill her. Do you guys know
2:00:42
who Gypsy Rose is by the way? Yeah, her
2:00:44
mom had munchiles and vibroxy. So it's
2:00:46
one of those situations where like, she's not
2:00:48
really a hero. She's not really, she's a
2:00:50
victim. She like, she did
2:00:54
what she had to do to survive.
2:00:58
Which happened to be, you know, burned
2:01:00
the whole town down because no one helped her
2:01:02
ever. Yeah. I wonder if,
2:01:05
you know, because King has talked about how he just,
2:01:07
he doesn't always know like where his stories are going
2:01:09
to go right and how he's just following the characters
2:01:11
and writing the story. And I mean,
2:01:14
because I think he's so smart,
2:01:16
honestly, to kill her off. Because
2:01:18
that, you know,
2:01:21
it doesn't glorify her actions. It lets
2:01:23
her exist in the middle, where we
2:01:25
can sympathize with her and
2:01:28
cheer her on. But also not,
2:01:30
you know, agree with everything that
2:01:32
she does. Yeah, she's existing somewhere
2:01:34
in between. There's moments where she has heroic
2:01:36
moments. I think Justin has said that before,
2:01:39
like when we're talking about like, Jack
2:01:41
Burton in Big Trouble, it's like he has
2:01:43
heroic moments. He's not a hero.
2:01:46
He doesn't make him a hero. Yeah, because
2:01:48
he had like one, you know, good
2:01:50
moment that doesn't, you know, that doesn't
2:01:53
erase all the stupid things that he's done.
2:01:55
And I think that's the same thing for
2:01:57
Carrie, which is the same as being a
2:01:59
villain. where you can have moments where you
2:02:01
did a bad thing that doesn't make you a
2:02:03
villain, that doesn't make you a bad person. Yeah.
2:02:06
Yeah. Because you do villainous things. Even
2:02:09
canonically in the book, she is not
2:02:12
given a chance to develop into
2:02:14
a person with
2:02:16
clarified values. And she dreams
2:02:18
of, the word she uses is alive. She
2:02:20
dreams of being alive. Like she just doesn't
2:02:22
get to live. So
2:02:26
she's not a defined character to
2:02:28
herself. And she never realizes what
2:02:30
it would mean to pursue what
2:02:32
she wants from life because she's
2:02:34
never been able to experience what
2:02:36
life has to offer, both
2:02:39
due to her upbringing and also due to the
2:02:42
awful force of the collective and
2:02:45
the force of societal norms and how
2:02:47
they punish anything that
2:02:50
violates them. One
2:02:53
of the exercises that I did have students do was
2:02:55
to put Carrie on trial at the end of the
2:02:57
unit. And everyone had different
2:02:59
roles and there were lawyers on both
2:03:01
sides, whatever. And I
2:03:03
think usually they would come up with, well,
2:03:05
we don't wanna center to jail forever,
2:03:08
but she should be punished in some
2:03:10
way. Some of. Yes,
2:03:13
it was a fun deal, but they also
2:03:15
couldn't quite grapple with, yeah, what
2:03:17
do you do with this sort of figure? And the book
2:03:19
ends on that note too, of what do we do with
2:03:22
someone who has the power to commit
2:03:24
mass murder and who can't
2:03:27
really be controlled, but who
2:03:29
is at the end of the day, another individual with
2:03:31
thoughts and feelings. The
2:03:33
book sort of blows
2:03:38
preemptively people who refuse to reckon with
2:03:40
this question. And
2:03:42
that's what, it is a really interesting question. It's a pretty
2:03:44
impossible one. I feel like she's almost like
2:03:46
a self fulfilling prophecy too, because like Ashley was
2:03:48
saying or how she affects people around her. And it's
2:03:50
almost like she thought they were gonna laugh at her, so
2:03:53
they laughed at her. And because they laughed
2:03:55
at her, then that
2:03:57
made her do this thing. And it's
2:03:59
like. what she
2:04:01
thought of herself, now people
2:04:03
are picking up on that and reflecting it
2:04:05
back, and now she's bling, you know, it's
2:04:08
just a snake eating its own tail in
2:04:10
some regards, and it's like, what
2:04:12
if, yes, the bullying made her
2:04:14
feel that way, but now because she feels
2:04:16
that way, now they're feeding into that more.
2:04:19
And that's just
2:04:21
like so tragic, that like what if
2:04:23
she hadn't thought that they were going
2:04:25
to laugh at her, like maybe they would have just rushed
2:04:27
to help her, maybe they wouldn't have laughed at her, and
2:04:29
maybe everything would have been different, but
2:04:31
we'll never know. Well, we were
2:04:33
just talking about this control she seems
2:04:35
to have or this influence she has,
2:04:37
so what if like the idea of
2:04:39
them laughing is something she kind of
2:04:42
transmitted into their mind? Yeah, exactly. Yeah,
2:04:44
I have the whole- No, I feel
2:04:46
like it's just, that's just what people
2:04:48
do. I think so too,
2:04:50
and there is that pass-in awkward situation, you're
2:04:52
in high school. Yeah,
2:04:55
and you're in high school. I mean, how many of us laugh at horror
2:04:57
movies, right? Like I do, and something is so like, oh
2:04:59
my God, I can't believe it just happened. Like I'm not
2:05:01
laughing because it's funny, I'm laughing because it's like, oh
2:05:04
my God, that's what you do. And someone does scream
2:05:06
first, and it's such a, it is like watching horror.
2:05:10
Yeah, but it is, I do think
2:05:12
it's interesting, like was this, like
2:05:15
she sees herself as a loser because
2:05:17
that's what everybody else sees her as,
2:05:20
and she, it's like she can't see
2:05:22
outside of that to see herself as
2:05:24
a real person. And I
2:05:26
think for a book that is called
2:05:28
Carrie, that is about Carrie, so
2:05:31
much of it, or so little of it
2:05:33
comes from Carrie, you know, there's so much
2:05:35
more. It would be
2:05:37
interesting to actually kind of clock the pages of
2:05:40
like how much internal like monologue, I
2:05:42
don't know if internal monologue is quite the right
2:05:44
word, but like how much of this is from
2:05:46
Carrie's perspective and how much is it from the
2:05:48
outside? Cause most of what I feel like is
2:05:51
from the outside. Hey, we've talked about this with
2:05:53
true crime, right? Like the greatest, like one of
2:05:55
our greatest fears is somebody else
2:05:57
telling our story. And it's like, that's
2:05:59
what's happening. to Carrie, like her story
2:06:01
is being rewritten, which
2:06:03
is horrifying. Yeah, exactly. I mean, obviously, you know,
2:06:05
we get a lot of care, so I'm not
2:06:07
complaining. But yeah, I think there's parts
2:06:10
of that in there. Well, and also think
2:06:12
about like, think about all the times that you've
2:06:14
hated a part of your body. And
2:06:17
today, you hate it. Yeah. Why
2:06:19
did you hate it? Because like, when
2:06:21
I look at myself in the mirror, and I look at my
2:06:23
body in the mirror, I don't see the
2:06:26
flaws from my POV. I see the flaws
2:06:28
from what other people might see. Other
2:06:32
people might notice this, other people might notice
2:06:34
this. And it's
2:06:36
the same, I think, with what
2:06:39
Carrie's going through, where it's like, you
2:06:42
know, the teacher, Miss Dejan,
2:06:45
takes her aside and literally puts her
2:06:47
in front of a mirror and is like, you are beautiful.
2:06:50
Like, brush your hair. Yeah.
2:06:53
Yeah. Like, you know what I
2:06:55
mean? But that's another part of like womanhood, where
2:06:57
it's like, if you just put on some makeup,
2:06:59
like you move in that sort of like, Oh,
2:07:01
God, okay. I, it is a,
2:07:03
it is a feedback
2:07:06
loop that you can see in people
2:07:08
that are ostracized from society, the more
2:07:10
you like shrink into yourself and start
2:07:12
to believe that the more awkward you actually
2:07:14
become. It's
2:07:17
an extremely hard loop to break, especially when people
2:07:19
are like, well, if you're just confident, if you
2:07:21
just be confident, like if you just like sexy,
2:07:24
yeah, to own, you know, what you like and
2:07:26
move with ease throughout the world
2:07:28
and don't care about being rejected.
2:07:30
And like, we don't teach people
2:07:32
who are rejected constantly, how to
2:07:34
not care about feeling rejected. That
2:07:37
is a skill set, you really have to be
2:07:39
coached. And
2:07:42
even then, it's really fucking hard, you
2:07:44
know. And
2:07:46
I think there's this moment when she's thinking
2:07:48
about going to prom and she's like, she's
2:07:52
waiting to see if Tommy will show up. And
2:07:54
there's, I always like want him to just not
2:07:57
come, you know, but then I also think, She's
2:08:00
thinking through the next 20 years of her life.
2:08:02
Am I still going to be living with mama?
2:08:04
Am I going to go watch like will a
2:08:06
fortune with my like 90 year old neighbor? Spiraling.
2:08:09
Exactly. Yeah. But she's also like, and
2:08:11
it could be that I'm, I'm
2:08:13
getting a little bit of the Susan Norton,
2:08:15
like seeing her future kind of things mixed
2:08:18
in, but it's like, she's starting to explore
2:08:20
a world outside of this house. But she
2:08:22
just has a couple of days to do
2:08:24
it and a couple of days to see
2:08:26
herself as a person who has a joke
2:08:28
that somebody will laugh at. And
2:08:30
then it's all taken away. And I think the
2:08:32
one of the biggest tragedies of the story is
2:08:35
that she never sees herself as a villain or
2:08:37
a hero because she doesn't see herself as a
2:08:39
person. You know, she doesn't she
2:08:41
doesn't have enough identity. Exactly.
2:08:44
And she doesn't like once
2:08:46
she gets a taste of it and then
2:08:49
it all goes to shit. I
2:08:51
think I also I don't know if I 100
2:08:54
percent agree with this, but like when I try
2:08:56
to put her in a category of either hero
2:08:58
or villain, I feel
2:09:00
like those are categories that are
2:09:03
were created to describe men or
2:09:06
male characters and Tommy and Billy.
2:09:08
Exactly. Yeah. We got our hero and our
2:09:10
villain, our blonde guy in our
2:09:13
dark hair, John Dravolta. And I just feel
2:09:15
like Carrie is something more. And she feels
2:09:17
like the beginning of something more. And it
2:09:19
could just be the beginning of me seeing
2:09:22
myself as something more than just a hero
2:09:24
or a villain. Like, I don't have
2:09:26
to go into either one of those
2:09:28
categories. I can be like more complex or
2:09:30
more flawed. And I think that's that's
2:09:32
what I what she means
2:09:34
to me. The most is just this
2:09:36
example of, you know, I've got
2:09:39
power. What do I choose to do with it?
2:09:41
I mean, that's also why I'm so drawn to
2:09:43
Charlie McGee and Firestarter, too. It's like, what
2:09:46
do we do with the power that we
2:09:48
have? And it's not just discovering that we
2:09:50
have power. It's choosing who we want to
2:09:52
be in the world. Well,
2:09:55
maybe if she had survived and gone on,
2:09:57
we could give a clearer answer of whether
2:09:59
or not she. a hero or a
2:10:01
villain, but when you actually look at
2:10:03
like where the meat of this story
2:10:05
takes place, it's over a matter
2:10:08
of like less than a week. Yeah.
2:10:10
Right? Like it's really, it's the week
2:10:13
of prom at the beginning of
2:10:15
the novel and the novel ends with prom. Yeah.
2:10:18
Yeah. So it's a very small window of
2:10:20
Carrie's life that we get to see into. I
2:10:23
will say, and this is waiting until we, that
2:10:25
I don't want to get bogged down in just
2:10:27
yet either, there does seem
2:10:29
to be an aspect of
2:10:31
Carrie that is a fundamental,
2:10:34
bright core of goodness that King wants
2:10:37
us to be aware of. And
2:10:39
of course, that goodness is also
2:10:41
associated with physical beauty. It's almost
2:10:43
like, oh, she's suddenly coming into
2:10:46
her own for a hot second
2:10:48
and like, guess what? She's
2:10:50
so like, actually good at
2:10:52
her core that it's beaming out of
2:10:55
her and she's beautiful and like, so
2:10:59
I think there is something reductive about that
2:11:01
and I don't love it. But
2:11:05
in the sense that it means that she
2:11:07
had the potential to be something other than
2:11:09
a shut in who was abused, it can
2:11:11
also be refreshing when she does go to
2:11:13
the prom and that rusty
2:11:15
part of her loosens and someone laughs at
2:11:17
the joke like that, that is wonderful. It's
2:11:19
those other moments where it's just like, and
2:11:22
did you know that like she could be pretty that
2:11:24
I kind of cringe at? She took off
2:11:26
her glasses and I wanted to, well, she
2:11:28
does say to her mom at one point, she
2:11:30
says, they say I'm funny, mama, like, so
2:11:33
at some point we didn't get to see
2:11:35
that. No one said that she was funny
2:11:37
to her face in the story that we
2:11:39
read. So this happened prior. Someone
2:11:41
had told her, you know, you
2:11:43
are funny or you make good jokes,
2:11:45
like whatever. So yeah, like that is an
2:11:47
aspect of her. Yeah, that
2:11:49
is an aspect of her that
2:11:52
we don't really get to see. I
2:11:54
read that as like they call her like you're
2:11:57
funny looking, but funny if she
2:11:59
if she. she was like, if they
2:12:01
were like, oh no, I have a sense
2:12:03
of humor. Yeah, yeah. Flapper Carrie. I
2:12:05
mean, maybe she got off a good one
2:12:07
as they would rip off a good one. All
2:12:11
of Richie Tozier. Had him rolling on the
2:12:13
floor, falling out of their chair. Martin.
2:12:17
And I think, you know, I agree with you
2:12:19
Mel, there's a little bit of, I
2:12:21
think there's a piece of guilt tinged
2:12:23
there too. I feel like King
2:12:26
is maybe afraid to hate her too much
2:12:28
because, you know, if we read the introduction,
2:12:30
he talks about the two girls that he
2:12:32
grew up with, that he kind of formed
2:12:35
the basis of Carrie. And I think there's
2:12:37
an element of him kind
2:12:39
of exploring his own motives, why, you
2:12:43
know, I would have been complicit
2:12:45
in something that happened. How guilty
2:12:47
am I? And
2:12:49
am I just completing this cycle now
2:12:51
that I'm an adult? Is it okay
2:12:53
for me still to dislike Carrie? And
2:12:56
I think, you know, my
2:12:58
feminist answer of that is like, yeah,
2:13:00
girls can, women, you don't have
2:13:02
to like them to respect them. You know, they
2:13:04
don't have to be beautiful. They don't have to
2:13:06
be your sister. They don't have to be virtuous
2:13:09
for you to treat them like human
2:13:11
beings, you know? And I think Carrie
2:13:14
has never seen herself as a human being
2:13:16
and King is kind of inviting
2:13:18
us to do that too. But I
2:13:20
think I can feel his emotions coming
2:13:22
out with that. Also, as he's writing
2:13:25
about her. Let's
2:13:27
talk about somebody you have a lot of
2:13:29
emotions about, and that is Margaret White. Okay,
2:13:33
and so here's the thing. I know
2:13:35
one of the kind of newer reads
2:13:37
of De Palma's movie is
2:13:40
viewing Margaret as a rape
2:13:42
victim. I personally
2:13:45
don't think we know enough about
2:13:47
what happened. She is an unreliable
2:13:50
narrator to really make a
2:13:52
call on that. But
2:13:55
there is an element
2:13:57
of excusing some of her
2:13:59
behavior. through this
2:14:01
lens of trauma. And
2:14:03
what I really like about the book is
2:14:05
that we see that she's kind of always
2:14:07
been a bitch. She's kind of always been
2:14:10
judgmental. Like even in high school, she was,
2:14:12
she was holy rolling, I guess, as King
2:14:14
would say, she left the Baptist Church because
2:14:16
they were too loose. And
2:14:19
I mean, the Baptists are some, some
2:14:22
hardcore people. It also says
2:14:24
like how she had a miscarriage before Carrie.
2:14:27
And then had, you know, and then got pregnant
2:14:30
with Carrie when he forced herself on it. So
2:14:32
I think it's like, and how she kind of,
2:14:34
how she blamed herself for the miscarriage, which of
2:14:36
course, a lot of times it's like blamed.
2:14:38
Oh, you did this somehow. Oh, yeah.
2:14:41
It was wrong, which
2:14:43
is awful and not true. Yeah. Yeah.
2:14:45
But that's how you feel, you know, because you
2:14:47
never know. You don't know why, you know,
2:14:49
I don't think the trauma is why she's
2:14:51
like that. I think she was already not
2:14:53
quite, I don't know, she
2:14:56
was broken before that. And this just
2:14:58
exacerbated everything. Yeah, I
2:15:00
think Margaret is a victim as well,
2:15:02
just in the sense that she's very
2:15:04
clearly uneducated.
2:15:08
She probably went
2:15:10
through the same religious trauma as a child,
2:15:12
maybe not to that extent, but it was
2:15:14
obviously something that was drilled into her to
2:15:17
the point where she believed
2:15:22
in God in the way that she believed in
2:15:24
God. But
2:15:27
you also have to kind of, you
2:15:29
have to remember that then she
2:15:32
has a baby who has
2:15:34
a bottle that floats above her
2:15:37
crib, like all Carrie's powers did
2:15:39
for her is reinforce her
2:15:41
beliefs in evil and the power
2:15:43
of the devil. And, you know,
2:15:45
it's a perfect recipe for disasters
2:15:48
in the same way, like not
2:15:51
educating young people
2:15:53
about sex and reproduction can
2:15:55
lead to things like STDs and
2:15:57
teenage pregnancy. Like She
2:16:00
wasn't educated either. The things she
2:16:02
talks about with her husband and
2:16:06
the way that they lived in
2:16:08
their marriage before Carrie was born.
2:16:13
She's very clearly unwell. This
2:16:18
isn't something that I don't
2:16:20
think she realizes how unwell
2:16:24
she is. I think that's what makes Carrie such
2:16:26
a brutal novel
2:16:29
is Margaret White. The
2:16:32
fact that we never, ever really get
2:16:34
a single moment where she's genuinely comforting
2:16:36
or taking care of her daughter, even
2:16:38
when Carrie's begging her, it's hard to
2:16:41
read. There's that great part
2:16:43
in the later moment when I think
2:16:45
she's almost about to kill her maybe when
2:16:48
King says that she has
2:16:50
like zealotry in her eyes, but also a kind
2:16:53
of like sad compassion. She truly does believe that
2:16:55
she's doing what's best for the both
2:16:57
of them, even though she is deranged. I
2:17:00
do think King loves to write
2:17:03
about fanaticism, whether or not it's
2:17:05
tied to organized religion. In this case, it
2:17:07
sort of is, although her fanaticism is a
2:17:09
unique type. I feel like I
2:17:11
remember talking with Randall about this. It's one
2:17:13
of his favorite parts of the book that
2:17:16
Margaret White's interpretation of religion
2:17:18
has a lot of original bits
2:17:20
in it. Obviously,
2:17:23
this isn't meant to be a direct ... Lovecraft
2:17:27
doesn't maybe exist in this universe,
2:17:29
but she's quoting Lovecraft talking about a
2:17:31
three-lobed burning eye and the
2:17:34
name of the star shall be Wormwood.
2:17:36
These are things she invented to be
2:17:38
part of Margaret White's religion,
2:17:42
just kind of scaling everything up to her level
2:17:44
of dogmatic
2:17:46
living. It
2:17:49
also seemed to be a way to achieve some
2:17:51
kind of superiority. We get that letter where she's
2:17:54
writing about ... I think
2:17:56
it's to her mom, y'all should start sleeping in
2:17:58
separate beds and please don't fuck. because
2:18:00
we don't ever do it. So
2:18:04
yeah, it seems to me to be a way to
2:18:07
achieve control, to avoid some kind
2:18:09
of fear. She's worried about being
2:18:11
corrupted. She's worried about being damned. But
2:18:17
yeah, I think she is
2:18:20
an awful person. And I do
2:18:23
think we are supposed to sort of assign
2:18:25
some of the blame to
2:18:27
the fanatic element of organized
2:18:30
religion. But some of
2:18:32
it is also clearly some kind of mental
2:18:34
illness. Yeah. Well, and
2:18:36
I think like this type of religion
2:18:39
that she is practicing is completely
2:18:42
based on repression and like repressing specifically
2:18:44
repressing women. And I think when we
2:18:46
were talking about blood, I remembered something
2:18:49
I was going to say is like,
2:18:51
once you become a woman, once you
2:18:53
become a menstruating person who can get
2:18:55
pregnant, you become not only responsible for
2:18:58
your body, but for the thoughts of
2:19:00
everyone else about your body. And I
2:19:02
feel like Margaret is acutely
2:19:05
aware of this, she knows what it
2:19:07
is to be a woman in the
2:19:10
world. And she's I think experienced maybe
2:19:12
the worst part of it, combined with
2:19:14
this religious fear that she's, I'm
2:19:17
not exactly sure where it's come from her
2:19:19
parents, but also just kind of her warped
2:19:21
mind. And then also this
2:19:23
intense guilt that she feels when she
2:19:25
feels like she was a failure because
2:19:27
her husband wanted to fuck her and
2:19:29
she, you know, she enjoyed it, you
2:19:31
know, and I think when
2:19:33
we were talking about does the
2:19:36
novel want us to fear women? I
2:19:38
think Margaret wants us to fear women
2:19:40
because I think Margaret does fear women.
2:19:43
She fears being a woman and she
2:19:45
fears having a daughter. You know, I
2:19:47
think there's what would
2:19:49
the what would life be like if Carrie
2:19:51
was a boy, you know? I mean, we
2:19:53
know that the TK gene is a female
2:19:55
trait or it's expressed through female
2:19:58
identifying kids. But like, I
2:20:01
think that just having a girl
2:20:03
and having her have
2:20:05
this period and suddenly becoming a woman
2:20:07
and she's like, well, the boys are
2:20:09
going to follow the roadhouses and you
2:20:11
are now going to experience all of
2:20:13
this horror that I've experienced. And
2:20:16
it happens in so much isolation that I feel
2:20:19
like it's just
2:20:21
this gigantic recipe for disaster.
2:20:24
It's like a perfect storm of toxicity
2:20:28
that was kind of unavoidable.
2:20:32
Every piece of the dominoes happened to
2:20:34
fall in the right direction for the
2:20:36
worst possible outcome. Yeah, because
2:20:39
if, you know, Carrie had had a mother who, you
2:20:41
know, even if she had a mother
2:20:45
who was, I don't know,
2:20:48
not as caring, but wasn't
2:20:50
a religious fanatic and
2:20:53
saw some of the powers
2:20:55
that Carrie, you know, had possibly
2:20:59
other routes would have been explored. Maybe
2:21:01
a doctor, a therapist, or you know
2:21:03
what I mean? But the fact that
2:21:06
she had Margaret as her mother and
2:21:09
like, what was she thinking? That Carrie was just never
2:21:11
going to get a period. Right.
2:21:13
And she really, truly believed that
2:21:15
that was sin and that if
2:21:17
you didn't sin, you would remain
2:21:19
pure and you would not get
2:21:21
your period. That is coo-coo
2:21:24
bananas. She was out of her
2:21:26
gourd. If she had a
2:21:28
boy instead, it would be Isaac from
2:21:30
children. Oh, yeah. Yeah.
2:21:33
You'd be leading the whole herd
2:21:35
of kids. Carrie and Isaac, power couple,
2:21:38
like kings early years. So
2:21:41
let's talk about another power couple with
2:21:44
Sue Snell, not her other half.
2:21:48
One of my like pet questions
2:21:50
or pet theories about this novel
2:21:53
is, is Sue an unreliable narrator? Can we
2:21:55
trust her? And Mel, you were kind of
2:21:57
hinting at that when we talked about the.
2:22:00
epistolary format, like we see the
2:22:02
outside, we see what the world thinks of
2:22:04
Sue, and then we hear from Sue herself.
2:22:07
And she kind of is all over the
2:22:09
map with how she feels about herself, which
2:22:11
I find really accurate, you know, because that's
2:22:13
kind of what it's like to be that
2:22:15
young. And she talks about
2:22:17
being uncomfortable with her own motives. But then
2:22:20
earlier she's talking about, I'm not going to
2:22:22
miss my last spring ball for anything in
2:22:24
the world. I cannot
2:22:26
see myself actually doing this,
2:22:30
like starting this, this
2:22:32
plot in motion. But I also think
2:22:34
it's really interesting to see her kind
2:22:36
of examine her the privilege of popularity
2:22:39
and, you know, conformity. So
2:22:41
my question, and Mel,
2:22:44
you've kind of hinted at your feelings for Sue.
2:22:46
Do we think Sue truly
2:22:48
has good intentions? Do we believe her
2:22:50
that she really wants the best for
2:22:52
Carrie? I'm obsessed with
2:22:54
Sue. Me too! She's my favorite
2:22:57
character. Yeah, I love her so much. I
2:23:00
think that I do
2:23:02
think that I at least
2:23:04
take the third person close POVs
2:23:07
as the
2:23:09
true depiction of each
2:23:12
character's emotional experience. So, you
2:23:14
know, if when King says that
2:23:16
Sue feels something, she really did feel that thing. And
2:23:19
I think we actually
2:23:21
get further confirmation of both her complexity
2:23:23
and also the
2:23:26
kernels of her good intentions and the kernels of
2:23:28
her bad intentions when Carrie slips through
2:23:30
her as a library, which is like maybe my
2:23:32
favorite part of the whole book. And
2:23:36
it says, looking, finding more than
2:23:38
Sue herself had suspected, love
2:23:40
for Tommy, jealousy, selfishness, a need
2:23:43
to subjugate him to her will
2:23:45
on the matter of taking Carrie,
2:23:47
disgust for Carrie herself, hate
2:23:50
for Miss DiGiorno, hate for herself, but
2:23:54
no ill will for Carrie personally, no plan
2:23:56
to get her in front of everyone and
2:23:58
undo her. And I think that's sort of the final
2:24:00
word on like, Sue's
2:24:02
motives are very complicated. I have a
2:24:04
friend who once said to me, we
2:24:08
always have low reasons and high reasons
2:24:10
for doing things. And that's never left
2:24:12
me. I think that's very true. And
2:24:14
she has plenty of low reasons and
2:24:16
plenty of high reasons. And I think
2:24:18
that's just being human. And
2:24:21
that's why Sue is such a satisfying character
2:24:23
is that she is always trying to examine
2:24:27
the unknown parts of herself, knowing
2:24:29
that those parts are unknown. And
2:24:32
it's just like the discomfort of being someone
2:24:34
who's like, I want to do something nice,
2:24:36
but it might make it worse. And also
2:24:38
am I just doing something nice to
2:24:40
make myself feel better, which I'm sure
2:24:42
we can all relate to. Yeah. So
2:24:45
I do believe she has good intentions. I
2:24:47
also believe she has low reasons. We get
2:24:49
proof of that later in the book, because
2:24:52
Carrie explores Sue very thoroughly. And
2:24:54
I do believe her later testimony, like I
2:24:56
think I think that she is doing her
2:24:58
best to be genuine,
2:25:00
even when she understandably cannot be
2:25:02
fully genuine with herself. Yeah,
2:25:05
yeah. And I think doing your best, like
2:25:07
I've recently been very into Brené Brown, and
2:25:09
she talks a lot about doing your best.
2:25:11
And like, you can still be doing
2:25:13
your best and it not be good enough. And you
2:25:15
can be doing your best and awful things happen. I
2:25:18
found the quote I wanted to read on page 159.
2:25:20
She was
2:25:22
glad they decided to leave her alone
2:25:24
because she was still uncomfortable about her
2:25:26
own motives and afraid to examine them
2:25:28
too deeply, lest she discover a jewel
2:25:31
of selfishness glowing and winking at her
2:25:33
from the black velvet of her subconscious,
2:25:35
which is just Yeah.
2:25:38
Have you guys ever I have this happen
2:25:40
to me? A lot. I
2:25:42
don't have a lot of people in my past that
2:25:44
I feel like I've wronged or that I want to
2:25:46
like apologize
2:25:49
to. But there's a
2:25:51
couple that like I've thought about like,
2:25:53
oh, maybe I should reach out to
2:25:55
them and like apologize. But
2:25:57
what always comes back to me is like, is that for
2:26:00
me or is that for them? Because
2:26:04
in my head, there's
2:26:07
still, you know, there's still hard feelings there,
2:26:09
or there's still bad memories there, or
2:26:11
there's still whatever there. That
2:26:13
might not be the truth. They might not even
2:26:15
remember what the hell I'm even talking about when
2:26:18
I go to apologize. So like, is the apology
2:26:20
and I don't I still haven't found an answer,
2:26:22
like, is the apology for me to make myself
2:26:24
feel better? Or is
2:26:27
it because I genuinely think that
2:26:29
they would appreciate an apology?
2:26:31
Yeah. Well, and you know,
2:26:33
part of the 12 steps, that is one
2:26:35
of the steps as you create an inventory
2:26:39
of people you've wronged and then
2:26:41
you make amends for that. Now I
2:26:43
have not officially done all of the 12 steps.
2:26:45
I think I kind of did
2:26:47
a half ass like feeling my way through because
2:26:49
I definitely did have a year where I was
2:26:51
reaching out to a lot of people. And like,
2:26:53
I'm sorry, I was a bitch to you. But
2:26:57
that is something that you have to consider as a part
2:26:59
of that step. And there's writing about it in
2:27:02
the big book, he was like, is
2:27:04
this going to re traumatize? Is this is
2:27:07
this selfish? Or is this just for
2:27:09
me? Or is it? Because
2:27:11
I mean, I think to a certain extent,
2:27:13
it's okay, if it's just for you, if
2:27:15
it releases you from this guilt you've been
2:27:17
carrying, that's okay, as long as you're not
2:27:19
harming somebody else. But yeah, that's definitely something
2:27:21
to consider. And I think that's what we
2:27:23
see like, she's got the best of intentions.
2:27:25
And it goes spectacularly wrong in the worst
2:27:27
possible way. And she is the one to
2:27:29
survive and have to live with it. And
2:27:31
an interesting part of that, though, is that
2:27:34
her intentions are not misunderstood by Carrie herself.
2:27:36
Initially, like later, she, she thinks, Oh,
2:27:38
maybe Sue helped plan this. And then again,
2:27:40
we get her exploring Sue and finding out,
2:27:42
oh, no, she, you know, she didn't
2:27:44
help plan it. There's no ill will for
2:27:47
me personally. But right before one of our
2:27:49
favorite passages that you already read, Jen, when
2:27:51
Carrie decides to use her power, not,
2:27:54
you know, doesn't matter if it's from from light or
2:27:56
darkness, she says that she knows
2:27:58
Tommy's not in love with her. and that this
2:28:00
is meant to function as
2:28:03
some kind of atonement and she
2:28:05
can understand atonement. She's really familiar
2:28:07
with that concept. And
2:28:09
so even
2:28:11
disregarding like whatever low and high reasons
2:28:13
Sue might have, like at that point,
2:28:15
Carrie like truly understands what Sue is
2:28:17
trying to do and appreciates it. Which
2:28:20
I think is really interesting when you consider the question
2:28:22
of like, is this a good idea? Right.
2:28:26
Yeah. Well, and also, you know,
2:28:29
if it wasn't prom, what would it have been? Right.
2:28:33
Yeah. And I kind of
2:28:35
think about this too as like, is this
2:28:37
inevitable? Because this is an unsustainable situation. You
2:28:40
cannot keep picking on somebody over
2:28:42
and over and over again and have them not
2:28:44
explode, you know? And so I
2:28:46
don't want to say Sue did her a favor, but Sue lit
2:28:49
a match that would have been lit in
2:28:51
some way somewhere down the line. It is
2:28:53
kind of like half acetone mint in
2:28:55
some ways though. It makes Tommy
2:28:57
do all the heavy, you know what I mean?
2:28:59
Like sitting at home like, oh, rent out my
2:29:01
boyfriend for the night. Like he's the one there
2:29:04
hanging out with her, being kind. And
2:29:07
she's just sitting at home like, yeah, she gave
2:29:09
him permission and came up with the idea. But
2:29:12
there's a little part of it where it's like, just have
2:29:14
a conversation with her, Sue, just say you're from
2:29:16
the dark. Yeah. Yeah.
2:29:19
What's been Tommy in to do your work for you? You
2:29:21
know that Carrie has a thing for her. Yeah. Like
2:29:24
she's a teenager. It feels very human. And that's
2:29:26
what I love about Sue is how human she
2:29:28
feels. Like it's okay to not know where you
2:29:30
feel. And like even when she's talking about
2:29:32
her relationship with Tommy and having sex with
2:29:34
him and just how like she, how she's
2:29:36
still not fully sure, like she's
2:29:38
figuring that out deep into their
2:29:40
relationship, she's still figuring out how she feels about
2:29:43
all of that. And so like
2:29:45
those things, those inner conflicts, those
2:29:48
uncertainties are what make me love her. Yeah.
2:29:51
I love her converser or like
2:29:53
her thought process of like why she
2:29:56
is with Tommy too, you know? And
2:29:59
I think this is bringing myself to
2:30:01
it or like kind of interpreting but there's
2:30:03
a you know she's so
2:30:05
fed up with herself and just this
2:30:08
class couple like Susie to like cupcake
2:30:10
you know and so it almost
2:30:13
feels like she is releasing Tommy
2:30:15
to carry and part of her
2:30:17
atonement is giving up this place
2:30:19
as you know the queen
2:30:21
or the popular couple and that she's kind
2:30:23
of realizing maybe I don't really like this
2:30:25
you know we never get a confirmation that
2:30:27
they're going to go to the same college
2:30:29
that they're going to stay together after this
2:30:32
and so I think
2:30:35
like I wonder if she's saying
2:30:38
you know I she's afraid that Tommy
2:30:40
is going to be in love with Carrie
2:30:42
but I also get the feeling that if
2:30:44
that happened it maybe wouldn't be
2:30:46
the end of the world for her you
2:30:48
know and that it might actually be like
2:30:51
I think part of it is to help
2:30:53
Carrie and part of it is to help
2:30:55
her kind of reject this conformity that she
2:30:57
is kind of hurtling or barreling towards her
2:30:59
and she doesn't know what to do about
2:31:01
it. I think one of the most compelling
2:31:03
things about this book to me and one
2:31:05
of my favorite passages in this
2:31:08
and in all of King's writing is when she's
2:31:10
talking about conformity and
2:31:12
like what does it mean to be
2:31:14
popular what does it mean to be
2:31:17
to do everything right and Carrie doesn't
2:31:19
really have to deal with that because
2:31:21
she isn't you know
2:31:24
I guess that's a plus side of not
2:31:26
being fully human is that you don't have
2:31:29
to deal with this this weight of people's
2:31:31
expectations because nobody expects anything from Carrie and
2:31:33
so there's kind of an element of her
2:31:35
trading places with Carrie to what would it
2:31:37
be like to just stay home on prom
2:31:40
night to not care because you just remove
2:31:42
yourself from that whole ecosystem.
2:31:45
Which reminds me of what we were talking
2:31:47
about earlier about like the pressures and the
2:31:50
expectations when women were given a
2:31:53
fair shot at having you know
2:31:56
jobs and it's like
2:31:58
you know you think about it. And it's
2:32:00
like, well, how much
2:32:02
of my life, my
2:32:05
current stressors would be relieved
2:32:07
if I didn't have that
2:32:09
expectation. If my
2:32:11
expectations were to care for the home and
2:32:13
care for, you know, if they were very
2:32:16
much so laid out for me as
2:32:18
opposed to having to find your own path,
2:32:20
which causes a lot of uncertainty
2:32:23
and stress in those areas that women
2:32:26
before us didn't actually have because they
2:32:29
didn't have that choice, right? There weren't any
2:32:31
options. I think about that with having kids
2:32:33
all the time. And to be very clear,
2:32:35
I love my children. I wanted to have
2:32:38
them. I intentionally had them and I'm glad
2:32:40
that I had them. But I
2:32:42
think, did I want to have
2:32:44
kids because I actually want to have kids or
2:32:46
did I want to have kids because I grew
2:32:48
up in the Bible Belt and that's what women
2:32:50
do down here. Like it's that nature versus nurture
2:32:52
thing. What it, how much of this comes from
2:32:54
me and how much of it comes from the
2:32:56
outside. And I think we see Sue struggle with
2:32:58
that in a way that is small
2:33:01
because she's in high school. So
2:33:03
it's easy for us to access, you know, but that
2:33:05
can extend to so many bigger things.
2:33:08
She's incredibly mature. Oh yeah, totally.
2:33:11
I didn't say too mature,
2:33:13
but not me. I don't think not my
2:33:15
Sue. Well,
2:33:17
let's talk about an incredibly
2:33:19
mature woman, Chris Hargenson. I,
2:33:23
I don't think I
2:33:25
want to read the passage where
2:33:27
she manipulates Billy, but she's so
2:33:29
like calculated with how she relates
2:33:32
to this, this man.
2:33:35
I don't think he's quite a boy. He feels
2:33:37
a little bit too big and burly and dirty.
2:33:40
But my question, and I accidentally, Rachel,
2:33:42
I didn't even catch this. My question
2:33:44
was, is Chris the story's
2:33:47
main villain, but I accidentally wrote
2:33:49
is Christ the story's main villain?
2:33:51
Oh, I think both. Both work. But
2:33:54
if we're comparing Chris to Margaret, who do
2:33:56
we? think
2:34:00
is the bigger villain and who is
2:34:02
more to blame for what happens? I
2:34:06
mean, I think we can all agree that the main
2:34:08
villain is the patriarchy. Yes, the
2:34:10
main villain is always the patriarchy. Deeply
2:34:12
ingrained misogyny. Yes. But... Yeah,
2:34:16
everyone did this to Carrie though.
2:34:18
Yeah. Everyone did. Systemic failure, I
2:34:20
think. Yeah. Her mom, her teachers,
2:34:23
her classmates, her neighbors, her, you
2:34:25
know, the world did this to
2:34:27
Carrie. Yeah. Uh, but Chris is a
2:34:29
bitch. Well, she's, she's like
2:34:32
more aware of what she's doing. Like Margaret's
2:34:34
terrible. Like she's awful. She needs help. But
2:34:36
I think there's a part of Margaret where
2:34:38
it's like she has no like
2:34:42
self-awareness actually, maybe of like what
2:34:44
she's actually doing. But Chris does.
2:34:46
She knows exactly what she's doing. And
2:34:48
she has multiple opportunities to back out
2:34:50
and she doesn't. Yeah. I love
2:34:53
how all three of the main high
2:34:55
school women, Chris, Sue,
2:34:57
and Carrie are sort of
2:35:00
mirroring each other at different points in
2:35:02
the book. Like I think Chris's experience
2:35:04
with Billy is, is
2:35:06
almost another version of Carrie's arc
2:35:08
in that she discovers she has
2:35:11
power and she could unleash this
2:35:14
thing, this Billy, this is a very
2:35:16
violent thing, like onto the world
2:35:18
and onto her high school and she does it.
2:35:20
And then she's kind of like, oh fuck, like,
2:35:23
I don't know, man. That was kind of, that
2:35:25
was a, that was a lot. Yeah. That was
2:35:27
a really dangerous. And I am very intoxicated by
2:35:29
it and I'm very sexually drawn to it. And
2:35:31
it represents something adult and uncontrollable right now. And
2:35:35
so I love that bit. And I also love how
2:35:37
she mirrors Sue. I mean, we get post-coital scenes for
2:35:39
both of them that are, that are sort of familiar.
2:35:41
They're like, why am I into this guy? And
2:35:45
for Chris, I mean, he represents again,
2:35:47
like this
2:35:49
very exciting nonconformity.
2:35:51
Like she has the same fears as
2:35:53
Sue. Like she is like, I don't
2:35:55
want to date these like fratty ass
2:35:57
guys and their stupid neat.
2:36:00
cars and their polos. I
2:36:03
like the dangerousness and the
2:36:05
rebelliousness that Billy represents to
2:36:07
me and also like the
2:36:09
literal mobility that his car
2:36:11
represents to me and the
2:36:13
unpredictability of a life with him because everything
2:36:15
else feels very rote and like it's already
2:36:17
been scripted for me. So I
2:36:20
just I love how King really
2:36:23
sets all three of these these
2:36:25
women up in this like rotating
2:36:28
mirror where they're they're reflecting different bits and
2:36:30
they're clearly different people but Chris is one
2:36:32
version of another woman that finds
2:36:34
power that is intoxicating and uses
2:36:37
it to ill ends. Margaret
2:36:40
too I mean for her it's religion but
2:36:42
yeah I don't know if
2:36:44
Chris is the main is the main villain
2:36:47
I find her understandable if
2:36:50
not you
2:36:52
know I think that she's very condemnable but
2:36:54
I find everything she's like I can track
2:36:57
her logic you know. Well
2:36:59
and she's young too you know it's like that
2:37:01
passage where Sue saying we were kids trying to
2:37:03
do our best. I don't think Chris is trying
2:37:06
to do her best but she is still a
2:37:08
kid you know and I think you
2:37:10
know that's part of what
2:37:12
adolescence is is learning how to
2:37:14
not be an asshole you know and learning what
2:37:16
happens when you are. She's never
2:37:19
really been held accountable either. Her
2:37:21
dad bails her out all the time so
2:37:23
like what's the harm like right I'm gonna
2:37:25
make my feelings known but like consequences to
2:37:27
her actions. The night she met Billy they
2:37:29
got busted they were all at a house
2:37:32
that got busted and there was drugs there
2:37:34
and her dad got her out of it
2:37:36
right and her dad said to her like
2:37:39
what are people gonna think and
2:37:43
she was attracted to that I think one of my
2:37:45
favorite parts in the book is when she's talking
2:37:48
about how expensive and nicer sweater is.
2:37:50
Yes me too. She has to like
2:37:52
help Billy fix his tire she's getting
2:37:55
all the dirt and grime on her
2:37:57
sweater and she likes it. She likes
2:37:59
how see her nice sweater
2:38:01
is. Which
2:38:03
I think there's a whole, I mean we've all
2:38:05
been there. We've all had that part in our
2:38:07
life where we want to date the bad boy
2:38:09
or like for me I always wanted to date
2:38:12
skaters and then eventually it's like okay I don't
2:38:14
want to sleep on the floor anymore. Like I
2:38:16
would like a bad boy. See you later
2:38:18
boy. And I got a man
2:38:20
who has a bed frame. You
2:38:24
know? Yeah. Yeah and I think,
2:38:26
Mel, you make a really
2:38:28
interesting point comparing the three of them. Like
2:38:30
I think she's kind of yearning
2:38:32
for a consequence. She's yearning for some kind
2:38:34
of accountability and like you
2:38:37
know there's that moment where Billy is like this
2:38:39
is not a prank. This is fucked up. Like
2:38:41
you're committing assault and there's
2:38:43
almost this element of like how far
2:38:46
can I push? How far can I
2:38:48
push until somebody finally gets me dirty?
2:38:50
Until somebody finally makes me feel bad
2:38:52
because I have like unchecked
2:38:54
power and she's pushing the
2:38:56
limits. And I think all three of them
2:38:59
they really are exploring their power as women.
2:39:01
Like I love in the movie
2:39:03
like the scenes where
2:39:05
she is convincing Billy and the scenes where
2:39:08
Sue is convincing Tommy are intercut with each
2:39:10
other and they go back and forth and
2:39:12
I think it's a really nice parallel. And
2:39:14
so we see this younger generation of women
2:39:18
finding that they have power. They can do
2:39:20
things with it. What should I do? And
2:39:22
then we have Mrs. Jarden and Margaret saying
2:39:24
don't use this power. This power is going
2:39:26
to be bad. You know you
2:39:28
can look in the mirror and you
2:39:30
can be pretty but like just kind of keep
2:39:33
it under wraps because I've been in the
2:39:35
world long enough to know that the world
2:39:37
doesn't like women with power so plug
2:39:40
it up. You know. Let's
2:39:43
talk about Mrs. Jarden. I love
2:39:46
how many different. All
2:39:48
of us. So
2:39:52
I Okay. This This is the moment
2:39:54
that really hit me on this. This
2:39:56
is one on page 158. The
2:40:00
thing I thought. I. Was reading before. It's it.
2:40:02
after dance carry look so pretty. And
2:40:05
Mr. Stern says it's true. Discern
2:40:07
says carry anything that happened before,
2:40:09
well it's all forgotten. I wanted
2:40:12
you to know that. Incur.
2:40:14
A size of my like timber flared and
2:40:16
that moments and then carry says i can't
2:40:19
forget it Curry said She looked up. The
2:40:21
words that rose to her lips were i
2:40:23
don't blame anyone anymore She but the malls.
2:40:25
It was a lie. She blames them all
2:40:27
and always would And she wanted more than
2:40:29
anything else to be honest. But it's over
2:40:32
with Now it's over with. And.
2:40:34
My I think my reaction to that
2:40:36
is like Mr. Shorten said it's forgotten
2:40:39
A Like the fuck it is. Like
2:40:41
you say it's forgotten, but you're not
2:40:43
the one that suffered this trauma and
2:40:45
I think she is really trying to
2:40:47
do a lot of good. But it's
2:40:49
also like how long has she been
2:40:51
carries gym teacher is not the first
2:40:53
prank and I say this is a
2:40:56
former teacher. You. Know how
2:40:58
much. Responsibility.
2:41:00
Do we think Mrs. Darden bears for
2:41:02
this? Could she have prevented this? I
2:41:04
also really love the when she talks
2:41:07
about returning her contract unsigned in our
2:41:09
thing. I don't think I could ever
2:41:11
teach again because I think could I
2:41:13
have stopped to this? Do we think
2:41:15
she could have stopped this And do
2:41:17
think she should have. I.
2:41:20
Think everyone had a responsibility to
2:41:22
step forward and do something about
2:41:24
what was going on with carry
2:41:26
and they didn't and whether that
2:41:28
was you know is it was
2:41:30
and it's it. A dairy main
2:41:32
scenario where people ignored bad things
2:41:34
or if it was just. You
2:41:38
know I've won. Passing the buck like
2:41:40
is not my responsibility is my responsibility
2:41:42
at my responsibilities save carry in. It's
2:41:44
like was some one house to. Yeah
2:41:47
now. But I also think. Ah,
2:41:50
You know one time I saw
2:41:52
on someone compare carry to a
2:41:54
school shooter which I very much
2:41:56
so disagree with seeing as most
2:41:58
school shooters or. or
2:42:01
white supremacists and themselves. But
2:42:04
in Ms. Desjardins'
2:42:06
case, I
2:42:10
think that that school shooter conversation comes into
2:42:12
play really well here. Like how many teachers
2:42:14
over the years have to be
2:42:16
her in this scenario, wondering what they could
2:42:19
have done, what did they miss? How
2:42:21
could they have prevented this? Is
2:42:24
it their responsibility? Is
2:42:26
it the responsibility of the parents? Is it
2:42:28
the responsibility of the children who may or
2:42:30
may not have bullied this person? I
2:42:32
think that's something that, yeah, would weigh
2:42:35
on a person for the rest of their
2:42:37
life. I don't think that she
2:42:39
could have prevented it. Like I said earlier, if
2:42:41
it wasn't prom, it would have been something else.
2:42:44
She was doomed. But
2:42:47
I do think she had a responsibility to step
2:42:49
in. Yeah.
2:42:54
I think she's the embodiment of the
2:42:57
end of, I think it's, again, that journalism
2:43:00
that interview of the neighbor, someone
2:43:02
at some point says something like, we
2:43:05
don't grow out of this. We
2:43:07
just think of better reasons to
2:43:10
hide the sort
2:43:12
of like primal urge
2:43:14
to ostracize and laugh at. And
2:43:18
Ms. Desjardins is just the embodiment
2:43:20
of that. She gets drawn into
2:43:23
ostracizing Carrie and having the thoughts about Carrie
2:43:26
that the students do, but she can be
2:43:28
professional about it because she's an
2:43:31
adult, but those thoughts are still there. And
2:43:34
there is something about not
2:43:36
being able to acknowledge those
2:43:39
thoughts and talk
2:43:41
about and communicate what it means to
2:43:45
be outcast, what norms are, what
2:43:47
is expected of you, I don't know.
2:43:52
Obviously she has a responsibility as a
2:43:54
professional as people are saying, she's a
2:43:56
teacher, but
2:43:58
she's also, I think... I really accessible stand
2:44:01
in for readers who are adults reading
2:44:03
this like I think I think they're.
2:44:05
Really? Able to.
2:44:08
See. Her perspective before not an officer if
2:44:10
you're not in high school. If you put
2:44:12
everything, it's. And.
2:44:16
There's. That great line at the beginning or
2:44:18
she's like she's still believe the she thought
2:44:20
all kids were good enough and looks just
2:44:23
how we fool ourselves into thinking like. You.
2:44:25
Know these norms are here for
2:44:27
a reason and like everyone's get
2:44:29
out hard and on. The more
2:44:31
that you can't acknowledge that animal
2:44:33
repress side of yourself the more
2:44:36
it will take over in those
2:44:38
explosives moments. I think I'm and
2:44:40
so she is as proof proof
2:44:42
of that theory. Now. Even
2:44:44
when she does happen like she physically.
2:44:46
Puts her hands on student, Yeah.
2:44:49
So it's like, yeah, she stepped then, but
2:44:51
it's not like she's. A
2:44:54
me and maybe she's a little better, but not like. A whole
2:44:56
lot better. Like she's still like using her
2:44:59
position. Of power and authority. And
2:45:01
putting your hands on a student
2:45:03
throwing him against the wall cs
2:45:05
out. You know she stuff she
2:45:07
crosses the line to so it's.
2:45:10
Yeah. And then she at ultimately ends up. Putting.
2:45:13
Everybody unrest putting the school or s
2:45:15
putting yourself at risk So. I
2:45:18
don't know her motives. You think
2:45:20
my she tries, she tries. yes,
2:45:22
but she's also infallible Also, human.
2:45:24
Bm Yeah. She's also
2:45:26
a first year teacher to which is like
2:45:29
I remember my first year when I was
2:45:31
soon teaching in high school and I like
2:45:33
these kids are taller than me, like you
2:45:35
can't really tell the difference, Like you still
2:45:37
feel like you're still planet in that ecosystem.
2:45:40
and so I feel like there's an element.
2:45:42
like I wonder what he was like in
2:45:44
high school. I wonder she was oppressor Sue,
2:45:46
you know, and maybe. She's looking at
2:45:48
these girls and can have seen
2:45:51
her on her own actions. i
2:45:54
think i feel the most good
2:45:56
for her vibes and when i
2:45:58
think about missed as dardens because
2:46:00
i think see kind of represents
2:46:02
the system that has spectacularly failed
2:46:04
Carrie. And, you know,
2:46:06
she is one piece of this
2:46:08
cog, somebody should have seen all of this,
2:46:10
you know, they know who Margaret White is,
2:46:13
they know, you know, they see
2:46:15
Carrie show up, they see how
2:46:17
the kids treat her, you know, and there's that
2:46:19
moment in the movie where a
2:46:21
teacher is picking on her too, you know,
2:46:23
and I feel like there
2:46:25
she is a part of an ecosystem
2:46:28
that is built on pushing Carrie down
2:46:30
so that other people can feel good about
2:46:32
themselves. And like, maybe that
2:46:34
fucking deserves to burn, you know, maybe
2:46:37
that world sucks. And, you
2:46:39
know, if it's, you
2:46:42
know, she's a senior, it's the end
2:46:44
of the year. Like,
2:46:46
she's like weeks away from escaping
2:46:48
all of this. And if somebody
2:46:50
had stepped in at some point
2:46:52
before this, then and it's
2:46:54
not really one person's responsibility, it's everybody's
2:46:56
responsibility, because we all have to look
2:46:59
out for each other. There's a lot
2:47:01
of research that says students need five
2:47:03
key adults in their life. It can't
2:47:05
just be your parents. It can't just
2:47:07
be one teacher, you need other people
2:47:09
because then there's you have
2:47:11
differing perspectives and you grow up more
2:47:13
well rounded and Carrie, all she has
2:47:16
is Margaret and we see how horrible that
2:47:18
is. So yeah, well
2:47:20
deserves to burn Mrs. Jordan get it together.
2:47:23
I forgot that she does actually
2:47:25
try to explain menstruation to Carrie,
2:47:27
like, yeah, he is like really like Carrie
2:47:29
is so far gone at that point, that even
2:47:32
her efforts to be like, Listen, do you know what
2:47:34
this is? Like, here's what it is. Like they they
2:47:36
don't work and she can only be one out of
2:47:38
the five and it's that's not enough. Yeah. And
2:47:40
that is a very human reaction to
2:47:42
it's like what I'm responsible now for
2:47:44
showing this girl I barely know, you
2:47:47
know, and I mean, as a teacher,
2:47:49
you don't always like all your students.
2:47:51
And it's hard to extend empathy to
2:47:53
a kid that's been driving you nuts
2:47:55
for five years. I'm
2:47:57
not teaching anymore. All
2:48:01
right, let's talk about the boys. We
2:48:03
got Billy Nolan, we got Tommy Ross. I don't
2:48:05
really have a whole lot to say about either
2:48:08
of them. I love William Catt
2:48:10
and he's a dreamboat. And you know, John
2:48:12
Travolta, this might be the cutest I've ever
2:48:14
seen him. I also know we're talking about
2:48:16
the book and not the movie. My
2:48:19
question is, you know, what are our thoughts
2:48:22
on these boys? Why do
2:48:24
you think they go along with these plans? I
2:48:27
think Billy's interesting. Go
2:48:29
ahead. I just think sex. Yeah.
2:48:32
Female power. Yeah. Yeah.
2:48:36
Yeah. I mean,
2:48:39
to me, I mean,
2:48:41
Billy's a psychopath. Billy runs
2:48:43
over stray dogs for fun. And at
2:48:45
one point, at one point in
2:48:47
the novel, like on prom night, Billy is worrying
2:48:50
in his head about whether or not Carrie gets
2:48:52
crowned queen so they could go through their plan
2:48:54
and to himself, he's like, Ed doesn't really matter
2:48:56
who's up there. I'm going to dump the blood
2:48:58
on them. Like he's just on your fucking squad.
2:49:00
Yeah. He even says like,
2:49:02
it could even be Chris up there. Like I don't
2:49:04
care. Yeah. At that point,
2:49:06
he just wants to inflict pain. Billy's
2:49:09
bloodthirsty. So interesting to me
2:49:11
because he is the only bit of
2:49:15
sustained like class consciousness in the in
2:49:17
the book. Like he's he's less privileged
2:49:19
than everyone else. We
2:49:22
get a little bit of his home life and his background. And
2:49:27
it doesn't, of course, like justify his
2:49:29
psychopathy, but it does explain a little
2:49:31
of it and how he he seeks
2:49:35
control through through violence and like
2:49:37
killing the dogs. He's
2:49:40
envisioning like his mom's boyfriend.
2:49:42
Like he there's a
2:49:44
very clear line
2:49:47
to like where this these urges are like
2:49:49
sort of coming I
2:49:52
think. And that
2:49:55
is refreshing almost. That's why I think it's
2:49:57
so it's such a.
2:50:00
such a grim treat to access him
2:50:02
at some point in the novel.
2:50:04
But I mean, yeah, clearly he's like gone off
2:50:06
the deep end of this now, willing
2:50:09
to do and wanting to do things
2:50:11
that are completely unconscionable. I find it
2:50:13
very interesting that near
2:50:16
the beginning when we're first introduced to him,
2:50:18
there's a brief paragraph where it's like he
2:50:20
would do he would do anything for Chris
2:50:22
anything at all. And it almost seems like
2:50:24
there was something gone awry with editing because
2:50:26
we like never see that version of Billy
2:50:28
again. Like he's completely turned over into like,
2:50:30
I mean, Chris is cool, but like soon
2:50:32
I'm gonna lose interest. And I
2:50:35
feel like this maybe something was scrapped where he
2:50:37
was more in thrall to her for longer. But
2:50:40
I like
2:50:42
that we get to see a little bit
2:50:44
of his fucked up POV. Yeah,
2:50:47
he's the polar opposite of Tommy, like
2:50:49
they are both like, just
2:50:52
the devil and the angel side
2:50:54
of things just as far apart and as different
2:50:56
as you could be. No empathy
2:50:58
whatsoever and Billy. Yeah, King's
2:51:01
first greaser too. And
2:51:03
like he, I
2:51:06
love Christine, and I love Betty repartine.
2:51:08
But like this is like
2:51:10
for me, one of King's best
2:51:12
bully characters because he's so like
2:51:15
singular and he's so like complete, like
2:51:17
we get a view into
2:51:19
him, but he has no arc. He's
2:51:22
just kind of a maniac all the
2:51:24
way through. And there's this moment where
2:51:26
he's talking about this comb that he
2:51:28
got from his dad, and not one
2:51:30
tooth is chipped. And it's just so
2:51:32
interesting. Like we just get a taste
2:51:34
of this really fascinating character. But that's
2:51:37
not what the story is about. Like he
2:51:39
is a chaos element to kind of in
2:51:41
the same way as Carrie, like he exists
2:51:43
outside of this ecosystem too. I can't
2:51:46
ever see him being a
2:51:48
student at the school like he's seen like
2:51:50
he exists outside. He just lives in the
2:51:52
smoking section, you know? Yeah, well, he was
2:51:54
also he was in the he was a
2:51:56
machine chat boy, which is
2:51:58
kind of a separate. part
2:52:00
of the school, at least it was in
2:52:02
my high school, like the machine shop guys,
2:52:04
like that building was almost a separate building.
2:52:07
There were, I didn't share classes with those
2:52:09
guys. Yeah. And like one
2:52:11
girl, there was trade work. It's like people that
2:52:13
are, okay, you're going into a trade, I'm going
2:52:16
off to college. It's kind of like, yeah,
2:52:19
separate. Yeah. Like you were saying like class systems
2:52:21
of people, which, you know, trade work is a
2:52:24
valuable skill set. Oh, hey, yeah, we need it.
2:52:27
Never the twain shall mix. Well,
2:52:30
all right. I have no transition for
2:52:32
this, but let's go into our next
2:52:34
category, which is misery. She, she died.
2:52:36
She just slipped away. He
2:52:40
just slipped away.
2:52:42
He didn't just slip away.
2:52:44
You did it. And
2:52:56
this is where we talk about the sections we
2:52:58
don't love so much. You
2:53:00
know, we love King's work. I think
2:53:02
for most of this episode, we have
2:53:04
been raving about this book, but
2:53:07
there are some elements we don't like. What
2:53:09
are those elements? And Mel, you talked
2:53:12
about an editing snafu.
2:53:14
And there is another
2:53:16
one here on page 153. This
2:53:20
is one of my miseries. Although
2:53:23
I could excuse it, which I'll
2:53:25
show in a minute. Okay. So Margaret,
2:53:28
I'm sorry, this is when she walks in and
2:53:30
she sees Carrie floating the
2:53:32
bottle when she's a baby. Margaret had
2:53:34
almost killed her then. Ralph had stopped her.
2:53:37
She should not have let him stop her.
2:53:40
But Ralph was dead, right?
2:53:42
Uh-oh. Was
2:53:45
he dead? Or did he? I think
2:53:47
he's dead, like before Carrie's born. I think it
2:53:49
does say that he was dead. I could
2:53:52
also read this as maybe Ralph
2:53:54
Ghost or like the goat, the thought of
2:53:56
Ralph. The
2:54:01
unreliable narrative too because at
2:54:03
one point there's
2:54:05
a reference that Ralph ran off like
2:54:08
left her and
2:54:10
then there's another point where she says that
2:54:13
Ralph is dead. Yeah. So
2:54:15
placing blame on somebody else other than like
2:54:17
oh no he stops me not. Right.
2:54:20
I didn't actually want to.
2:54:22
Yeah. But it's like Ralph
2:54:24
is dead like do we have his
2:54:26
obituary or did he
2:54:28
run off and she
2:54:31
just you know tells Carrie and she
2:54:33
kills it. Maybe it's
2:54:35
like an Annie Wilkes kind of situation. Maybe
2:54:37
he's in a well. Maybe he is in a well.
2:54:41
Man. I would love that. Anybody
2:54:44
else have any misery they want to? I've got I've
2:54:46
got a little bit but anybody else? Talking
2:54:50
about like large how large Margaret
2:54:52
is and the acne and like
2:54:54
it's just it's very I
2:54:56
mean we've we'll see it again. I was gonna say we've
2:54:58
seen it before but actually we'll see it again is what
2:55:01
I'm saying. But that's just like not
2:55:03
it won't be the last time we see that from
2:55:05
King but still it's like oh why does she have
2:55:07
to be giant. Why does she have to have a
2:55:09
ton of like acne and yeah. I
2:55:12
do think that is my largest misery for this
2:55:15
book is is not only
2:55:17
is this King's illustrious start but it's
2:55:19
also the start of his equating prettiness
2:55:21
with goodness and ugliness with badness. And
2:55:24
there's so many examples of it. The neighbor
2:55:26
section where she is just like oh she was
2:55:28
so pretty though she was so pretty what did the mom do
2:55:30
to her. We knew that she was gonna
2:55:32
be good because she was pretty. Carrie's
2:55:35
dream of being alive like uses the word again
2:55:37
she wants to be alive but what that means
2:55:39
to her is to have better skin and be
2:55:41
thinner. The
2:55:44
dehumanizing description of Tommy like realizing
2:55:46
that Carrie like isn't all that
2:55:48
bad looking is incredibly strange. Like
2:55:51
on page 100 for me he
2:55:55
starts stop he stopped using
2:55:57
pronouns and starts.
2:56:00
referring to body parts with just like
2:56:02
the word the. Her
2:56:05
hair was darkish blonde, slightly wiry, pulled
2:56:07
back in a bun that was not
2:56:09
becoming to her. The lips were full,
2:56:11
almost lush. The teeth naturally white. Her
2:56:15
body for the most part was indeterminate. A
2:56:17
baggy sweater concealed her breath except for token
2:56:19
nubs. The skirt was colorful but
2:56:22
awful all the same as the calves were
2:56:24
strong and rounded. And
2:56:27
it's just, we're like, why did we stop
2:56:29
referring? As a her. Like
2:56:32
he's buying a horse or something. Yeah, the teeth
2:56:34
are good. She's a woman. I
2:56:36
mean, it's just the whole book. Like
2:56:39
the makeover scene is meant to equate,
2:56:41
you know, her sudden beauty with
2:56:44
a sudden access to goodness
2:56:46
and normalcy. It's
2:56:48
such a prickly piece
2:56:50
of the pie for me because of
2:56:53
what the book is trying to
2:56:55
do otherwise. And you can see it sneaking
2:56:57
in these strange moments. When
2:56:59
Carrie's at the prom and she is finally fitting
2:57:02
in, there's a point at which another
2:57:04
girl says something and the book refers
2:57:06
to her as her nose, as like
2:57:08
a letter opened her nose. And like
2:57:10
that's just King being like, by the
2:57:12
way, this bitch was ugly. Like so
2:57:15
strange and discordant with like the rest
2:57:18
of what's going on. And you can just really
2:57:20
recognize when he thinks a
2:57:22
fat person is gross. Oh,
2:57:24
also like Carrie's fatness and
2:57:28
her acne are both equated with like
2:57:30
bad behavior. They are not like innate
2:57:32
to Carrie. They are just like, she
2:57:34
has acne because she eats bad food
2:57:37
and she's fat because she eats a
2:57:39
lot. And even the book is like,
2:57:41
her body like didn't naturally want to
2:57:43
be fat. Like don't worry. Like it's
2:57:45
only because she like overdid it. And
2:57:47
then she got a little chunky like
2:57:49
around the waist. Yeah, there's a part Where
2:57:51
she's talking about her hips and she's like, my
2:57:53
hips are full and da da da. And She's
2:57:56
like, but my waist, like you can tell that
2:57:58
my body doesn't want to be. The
2:58:00
shape and I have great legs just
2:58:02
like ceiling Chris but I can't show
2:58:05
them and blah blah blah blah and
2:58:07
it's just like. Ago. Yeah.
2:58:10
It's. Like there's goodness in her we
2:58:12
promise were gonna send him and his
2:58:15
skin am hot. Exactly as good as
2:58:17
the in a. Written
2:58:20
that any misery. That
2:58:22
was so as early as the
2:58:24
of the physical descriptions yeah people
2:58:26
in general I think sometimes like
2:58:28
okay that feels very kind of.
2:58:31
Oh no, not necessarily. Well.
2:58:33
I also want to mention the
2:58:35
was got a couple of instances
2:58:37
of dated racism like remember Song
2:58:39
of the South we talk about
2:58:41
keeping. You.
2:58:44
Know word I'm not going to say out of
2:58:46
clean corners and. I don't. I.
2:58:49
Don't want to say I don't fault King for this,
2:58:51
but I think this is more reflection of the time
2:58:53
period than it is. Of
2:58:55
kings own biases. although I do
2:58:57
think he has biases and it's
2:59:00
just I don't like reading it
2:59:02
and it Juri. And one he's
2:59:04
quote. He's like he's like intentionally.
2:59:07
Being racist. Yeah he says the n
2:59:09
word because it's how racist people would
2:59:11
refer to. Like that happening but there
2:59:13
is later he says. Her
2:59:15
a whip puffed to negroid size
2:59:17
which is yeah, air above all
2:59:20
com mama and that's just of
2:59:22
the narration put simplified Dc really
2:59:24
surprising when you hit upon the
2:59:26
fact that exactly. Yeah, yeah, like this on
2:59:28
the the South that is coming from a character.
2:59:30
Although it's a character we know. Little.
2:59:33
About so that and I feel that
2:59:35
it's coming from King to I think
2:59:37
I'm. In a
2:59:39
we did an interview a while ago with
2:59:42
some Scott Woods about are you know Kings
2:59:44
treatment of non white characters so I encourage
2:59:46
you to go back and listen to that
2:59:49
if you haven't already. has we talked and
2:59:51
a lot of detail about this but this
2:59:53
is this an early example of at that
2:59:55
I don't love. Yeah. In some
2:59:58
instances, like with us.
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