0:00

It was a getting better, it's what I'll bring up

0:02

later. As a matter of fact, I

0:04

was the one who said, I loved you first.

0:06

It was about eight years ago. Don't act like

0:08

you don't know. If you're sitting at home and

0:10

your mom was leaving home, girls are good and

0:12

be alone. Your momma knew you or something, girl,

0:15

should you help? Bring back, Ray

0:17

J. Bring back R&B. Bring

0:19

back, I mean, R&B's here. R&B is here.

0:21

Bring back, slow jam back. I'm finding it

0:23

really difficult to connect with new age R&B.

0:26

Same. And I'm a huge R&B fan. I

0:29

love R&B a lot. And

0:31

I don't know if it's an age thing, but I

0:33

don't know what it is. It doesn't, I'm having a

0:35

good time, but it doesn't penetrate in my soul. I

0:39

always say, I don't know whether music really isn't

0:41

as good or whether I'm getting old, but I

0:43

always just say the old thing because I know

0:45

my parents have been about our music, but then

0:47

I can appreciate my mom's era of music and

0:49

be like, no, that was actually good music. But

0:52

I don't know, I think it's an age thing. It's

0:54

just not penetrating my soul. I don't think there's enough

0:56

feeling and like, yeah, there's no yearning to some of

0:58

the ones I've heard. If you got everyone's side, include

1:00

yearning, please let me know. But like, Ray

1:03

J sat there and said, as a matter of

1:05

fact, I was the one who said, I loved

1:07

you first. Like he sang in the rain, he

1:09

danced in the rain. He had one wish. Yeah,

1:12

that was a time. Remember his song with his sister?

1:16

The only thing ever, you and

1:19

me, it's paradise. Oh,

1:21

oh, oh, things

1:23

rise. That was a bang on. Oh,

1:25

such a good time. That was a

1:27

good time. And yeah, bring back yearning.

1:29

I truly love music that yearns and

1:31

wants and craves. All of that

1:33

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1:36

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of whatever you're into. I

2:13

feel like we've had a really good run. We

2:15

have you know. I hope this doesn't end.

2:21

But the thing is I feel like there are some people that love it

2:23

when it's just us two and then other

2:25

people that love it when there's guests you can't please

2:27

everyone all the time but we're gonna try out but

2:29

like even when it's just an afternoon we've been

2:32

going we've been getting better and better and

2:34

better. I don't know if I've got the better

2:36

in me today but you know what you have you've always

2:38

got it even if all you have is 50% and

2:41

you give that 50% you have given 100%. I

2:51

don't know you said it but I heard

2:53

it and I took it because

2:56

currently the lining of my uterus is shedding.

2:58

I am not in anybody's mood.

3:00

I've cried and been trained here.

3:02

I want research to be

3:04

done into how the

3:06

period affects the female body because it's all right.

3:08

Do you know what you have it more emotionally.

3:11

I have emotion. I have no pains. I

3:13

have nothing like that but my emotions are

3:15

scratching. I'm the opposite. I have the physical

3:17

pain like the physical element and not really

3:19

the emotional. I can't say that my mood changes

3:21

when my period is coming. Oh my god

3:23

my mood changes so much every time I'm on

3:25

my period right. I think if I oh

3:27

really and I'm doing it makes you ready.

3:29

I'm like stop it. This fight

3:32

you're picking. It's not worth it but no I

3:34

must fight. I must get in

3:36

an argument and like down of just

3:38

feeling incredibly sorry for myself. I feel

3:40

like oh my god worries me. Everything

3:43

is so unfair. I can't believe life

3:45

is so cruel and it just

3:47

makes no sense to me. I don't know what it is

3:49

about it but it's fucks please. I don't want to do

3:51

anything. I don't want to go to the gym. I'm going

3:53

to lie in bed and feel sorry for myself. Yeah

3:56

it's all my know isn't it. It's horrible. Like periods are

3:58

not good things. I feel like a teen. Major

4:00

all over again. Yeah, that improve

4:02

aging and really all that all

4:04

a positive something but com. But.

4:06

Yes, happy exercise. is it as policy

4:09

and to school? So

4:14

full transparency. Yeah, We. Didn't

4:16

record last week or so. Why? people. Living

4:20

as as why the grand a week off The

4:22

reason why say that because we're going to to

4:24

buy things of happens yeah the I know that

4:26

people wanna hear my opinions on. But. It

4:28

didn't happen in real time because be pre recorded we

4:30

had amazing guests right? So that's why. Want to talk

4:32

about them? Nasa? Why wanna hit them with a disclaimer.

4:35

says. They don't think that were just lights. Yeah,

4:37

but he recalled offerings is. What?

4:40

I'd What? Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

4:42

yeah sonos, I'm I'll put that needed some. Time

4:44

off every now and I had been here since

4:47

I'm of yes I thought. He. Gets to that and

4:49

as such addition the me been of cuts mindful

4:51

of yes I have I say this is like.

4:54

An. Is this. Is

4:56

my own see. People who

4:58

can't get compliments and I've been as absolutely fucking

5:01

hates it is not good trait I think A

5:03

sizable and lights homes unity with a couple of

5:05

are you look not here They don't. Bring

5:07

that we would have a full know. but

5:09

you know what? Sometimes you can feel the

5:11

energy. Yeah, like when someone cases exactly they

5:14

checked they stop themselves less. I've seen that

5:16

so many times. it's not the person goes

5:18

to say something, they set themselves why and

5:21

a slight drop. The compliment run that just

5:23

size is my. As I would send a

5:25

stranger in time but had the great not

5:27

united getting habit of my business a policy

5:29

that when. Their home. If people they

5:31

know I can't. Say are euthanized? Yeah

5:33

yeah is about what complement of the

5:36

fact that handed backhand it wasn't. Like

5:39

assets as an awkward that.

5:43

A So did have a lot about you

5:45

discover where youth I made me aware you

5:47

though this case cited I would say by.

5:50

The way you're out there is. Another

5:53

of us are out what you want to

5:55

Daves. Nice place and not as easy for

5:57

me alone. New sub for anybody's mind. be

5:59

more. have access to gums. Definitely. All

6:01

of us have access to gums. Facts. Choose

6:04

the right one and you make an effort.

6:06

I like dressing up. I like people who like

6:08

to dress up. If that's not you then that's

6:10

not you. Exactly. But don't

6:13

not give people compliments. Don't try to, I don't like

6:15

that thing. I think it's ugly. I don't like it.

6:17

It's horrible. It's really really bad.

6:19

It's yeah, it's yeah it's bad.

6:21

Don't be that person. So that was one thing I

6:23

went into to complain about. The other thing is what the fuck is

6:25

wrong with men? I'll say

6:27

because I have to be more specific than that because we could

6:29

be here all day. In a sense, this is not even a

6:32

problem but it just pisses me off. Why do they

6:34

find me just shadow box or kick an invisible ball?

6:37

Oh I hate when people kick balls. It pisses me

6:39

off because I can assume it's gonna come flying to

6:41

my head. No I'm talking about invisible balls. No even

6:43

the invisible ones. I still think it's gonna hit me.

6:45

I still duck and dive. I'm like there's

6:47

no ball there. Why did you just do that? I

6:49

don't know. I think it's like, do you really imagine

6:51

about, I thought every now and then they have to

6:53

exert their manhood. You know manhood. But

6:56

no. Should I

6:58

have first caught it? That's what happens when?

7:00

This is a fucking dark time. Yeah, with

7:02

a fucking rock sand palette. Yeah. Who the

7:04

fuck is that crazy lady or big brother

7:07

who said that? Because

7:09

that's what he was doing. That's

7:16

literally what he was doing. Out of nowhere

7:18

he couldn't but he was playing with her.

7:21

Obviously there was no contact whatsoever but she's

7:23

like, ow that really hurt. Oh my god

7:25

that was such a bad time. Why do

7:27

people like this evidence? Exactly, but

7:29

I think she's truly deranged because

7:31

you're in a house full of

7:33

cameras. Remember when ZZ was here she'd be saying, no you

7:35

can hear those behind me. It's very visible,

7:37

it's obvious and Sis thought that she could

7:40

actually get away with that. Like she proper

7:42

tried, but that's exactly what he was doing.

7:44

I find it so weird. I remember when I

7:46

was shooting the top way thing and we had

7:48

Dave on set, any time we

7:50

weren't shooting he was playing with a ball that didn't exist. I

7:53

was like what were you kicking? Yeah. I

7:56

was so fascinated like he was doing tricks with a

7:58

ball that wasn't there. What is this? Many

8:00

people that I was gonna say would do ip. Nothing.

8:03

Flashy just between it. open up my lip gloss.

8:06

Or. Not a to put behind him about. Yeah,

8:08

My babe. Ruth

8:10

a cop out there up my being unfair.

8:12

Make sure. To do that? Yes, Yes,

8:14

I'm on. It. With the other modern I.

8:17

Page another woman that started the Kuiper the

8:19

campaign about that checking lead eyes yeah yeah

8:21

he said he said see a my goes

8:23

I read when I'm building and up and

8:25

I think is a whole thing was a

8:27

Felton month up a bell. honestly say that

8:30

my your money's if I were to do

8:32

a bus has something that's what I'm up

8:34

for. The general public made him that but

8:36

your cities yeah said example you'll see any.

8:38

Other sister cities and he. Just

8:41

feel about it. Yeah, sure that you are

8:43

lumped with Zealot. We should it for

8:45

Do all of that because I'm not

8:47

into this when it's an issue. Web on

8:49

your to ease the kids is simple.

8:51

The campus Africa. Incredibly, am on

8:53

disability don't. Have it was. I think it was

8:55

one in three. Mmm. been up there when it was one incident.

8:58

Is really shots Minnesota one is a

9:00

oh Margot how site Barclays my the

9:02

snow from M so that when whites

9:05

against another thing is not a main

9:07

but I what's the six of level

9:09

it was fascinating as talked about your

9:11

the age old debate of days on

9:13

all four. Daughter. Yeah

9:15

is so life may vibrational. And

9:18

she was like, what's funny about that debate is.

9:21

It. Means the west and your child can do is

9:23

like men. Yeah,

9:28

eggs. Either way, he then it people

9:30

who like men. And. So

9:32

the worst thing to talk to to his

9:35

with all the blessings of. To drink

9:37

David Letterman. Or

9:40

the apart from that that mccarthy

9:42

how it opened up my wildlife.

9:44

Eve Austrian. I must be

9:46

in. Alpha. Yeah

9:49

it's all kind of like hit with

9:51

his even though we weren't and massive

9:54

of as amos the having a conversation

9:56

between the like the something in the

9:58

family and we base. The Agree.

10:01

On a business license. Nine

10:05

months so yeah mind But yeah yeah

10:07

do that under debate debate is would

10:09

you rather your child doesn't have a

10:11

gay son or photo ops which is

10:13

addictive the street If someone asked the

10:15

and innovate and did. I

10:18

say both if if. If if I'm lucky

10:20

to not magically disappeared, my Gb will be

10:22

that my first one is. How

10:26

much as I can never aged forty two?

10:28

Ah, that is my dream of. Yeah, I

10:30

was out on the court. That say to the

10:32

west thing to kids can do. Is like my. Set.

10:35

On glad that we all on that consensus. The neck

10:37

with the mouth of marijuana seismic one of the west

10:39

as. Well. As a question

10:41

that they can answer that makes you leave the

10:43

day. Am.

10:46

With my body com. Was. Yeah

10:48

yeah, I mean calm the fuck on both

10:50

my if someone with awesome yeah. Allowed.

10:53

To be like that of immediately let

10:55

me know. Where. You are

10:57

like your mindset mentally life you ask me

10:59

that that I have been a little puppy

11:02

and agenda avenge ah that you'll probably homophobic

11:04

that you'll probably be such an estate if

11:06

you Austin I honestly think what are they

11:08

saying yeah I think is all just thousand

11:11

one Cfr and will be something stupid like

11:13

one of a of snorers lacking as he

11:15

gets the war today tix Yeah you guys

11:17

get to sit in the front see your

11:20

duel my mom like do not meet. It's

11:23

not ancestry fiddly yeah exactly. I would

11:25

just be like I. Like if you

11:27

know anything about me found that you know

11:29

anything about me, you would know that. That's.

11:32

Not really my vibe set up. It has to

11:34

see what you're being sarcastic to piss me off.

11:36

Pop: if I thought you were being serious. As

11:39

a Miles Morales. Yeah.

11:41

Yeah, just nine yards a night when on

11:43

the same page. That

11:45

woman so badly. That. Will come

11:48

from the arts and other night yeasty.

11:50

It would be one of those Judean

11:52

cia. Or. Like do you know

11:54

this as much as an acolyte again?

11:56

Yea, I said the names. of penny

11:58

have a embarrassing. Yeah.

12:00

Oh God. Especially if they think they're

12:02

being smooth with how they drop it.

12:04

Yeah. Like, I would rather just straight

12:07

up, you just sit it instead of try to dance

12:09

around it. But yeah, but

12:11

yeah, that's not a bit of me. But I think that's I've

12:13

got my moment now. I feel good now. I feel good. I

12:15

think you've allowed me that space. No, this is

12:18

your space. You should be a momentum. Get

12:20

it. Get it off your chest. Get it.

12:22

It's off my chest, baby. But what have

12:24

we been missing now? What's been happening in

12:26

the world? So obviously, before Amanda Fields did

12:28

her big Club Ché Ché interview, we

12:30

were talking about Amanda Fields. Like a couple of weeks,

12:32

like in a row. We were talking about her back to

12:34

back and then the interview drops. And I was so gassed.

12:36

I was like, oh, my God, I cannot wait to hear

12:39

this. I did think it was really a good

12:41

interview on her part. I don't think she's capable

12:43

of giving a bad interview. So I personally find

12:45

her so interesting. Obviously,

12:48

Shannon. Shannon. Brush

12:51

up on your research, man. Like, come on. I don't

12:53

even think you need to be an actual journalist to

12:55

just have the basic facts down

12:57

about someone like he didn't. He told

13:00

her her mum was white. He

13:02

was to be, say, got something else wrong. He

13:04

said her mum married a white man. He said

13:06

her mum married a white man. I think that

13:08

when he was confused, there's a bit she talked

13:10

about her aunt marrying a white man. And you assume

13:12

that she was talking about her mum. Yeah. Yeah. There

13:15

was a couple of other things as well that he got wrong.

13:17

The truth is, I didn't finish the interview. Oh, did you not?

13:19

I listened to the first part. And

13:23

then I got bored. But also, I'm nothing is interesting to

13:25

me anymore. I don't know what's with me. Anything is boring

13:27

to me. I just I

13:30

felt uncomfortable with how come back full it was. It was

13:32

so like, yeah, I hate a hate shit like

13:34

that. Yeah. Why are you? Why? Why

13:36

is this interview happen? I will say

13:38

that, though, it was clickbaity. Like then put in

13:41

that particular clip out on socials, because when you

13:43

watched it, it wasn't as bad the whole way

13:45

through. He absolutely gassed her about having experienced the

13:47

racism, which is just despicable considering he's a black

13:50

man. But even like

13:52

even people's views on race are different. Like people's

13:54

views on racism and race and all about stuff

13:56

is so different. I feel Like people

13:58

think that. I've black people

14:00

with monolithic were not like you know even when

14:02

we had already puppy here you know. Everyone.

14:05

Has different perspectives. On and he just

14:07

i guess his experience has been before

14:09

but he absi get ghastly ass and

14:11

that was so uncomfortable because she's got

14:13

some examples of times that she faced

14:15

by the me basic needs question how

14:17

about it. And. I just thought what you

14:20

do and other nice that was an attempt to that

14:22

humble hypothesis that baboons the have a lot of an

14:24

attempt to like. As it I

14:26

feed into the know if they may be see

14:28

the problem. that's how widespread it service I. Did

14:30

listen to a minute after we come from

14:32

different. Versions. Of this as you

14:34

are a huge fan on not a fan I

14:37

think Incredibly Smart will much as they will educate.

14:39

It's fun I can take your the but I

14:41

have no lunch at Do I mean I'm not?

14:43

Yeah, I'm not yet. And I

14:45

thought. She. Was like.

14:48

She. Two cents outlying she was where you buy the

14:50

and smartness that that is one of his the new

14:52

mates and as that things up when he opts. About

14:54

her back. Nice that she was that what you

14:56

can be like nice question either. Way with us

14:58

today she had been back and they will say things

15:00

that corner but she was caught in that she did

15:03

it because. As eating when when you're

15:05

talking to some of that you think you're smarter than

15:07

and they show there are some time they have a

15:09

day it's of that you know. Out because of the get

15:11

that media about with a bit. More five d think she

15:13

was given that. Files. I think it's

15:15

he said self up for that because of the

15:17

way he was of her alive as I know

15:19

the old are because sometimes these things these bikes

15:22

will contain Jason How their. As in that

15:24

yeah it is the same in Weymouth about fire.

15:26

Yeah yeah I'd like a at how is that

15:28

the exhibited. Yeah really.how they have yes and

15:30

one hundred percent. But if it was in

15:32

in that order in which it was done

15:34

then I can see why. Would the end

15:36

she would be. Because. He owed is

15:38

actually did same thing to have to not me, I

15:41

guess why I guess she might have been thinking know

15:43

what you've tried. You. Don't humble. meal,

15:45

question, meal, gaslight, me, whatever. So I'm

15:47

gonna' fuckin' to unite the. white

15:49

house hub of the scenes habits him to be it's

15:51

kind of thing but i like the interview to have

15:53

watched every single into pieces of a done so i

15:55

knew would have but i already knew a lot the

15:57

stuff i didn't know about the suffer in secure specifies

16:00

she went into detail about the Emmy party

16:02

and the first time she's ever spoken on

16:04

ESA. She's never ever spoken on

16:06

her relationship with her experience on Institute ever. So that

16:08

was the first time I heard it. It's

16:10

so funny because I read like ESA.

16:13

ESA is like my northern star in terms of career

16:15

anywhere what I see of her. I don't know the woman.

16:18

I rate her highly. When people ask, when

16:20

I often talk about my dissatisfaction

16:23

with my career, people are like, well who would you

16:25

like to be like? She's

16:28

like a true northern star for me in that space. So that

16:30

just really weirded me. I listened to someone talk about her negative

16:32

and I was like, oh! Which is

16:34

so funny because people are always one way but

16:36

I used to because I see this woman like, no

16:38

I think she's mad at all. And

16:40

then she was kind of talking about her as

16:43

if she wasn't. I was like, ah that's interesting.

16:45

Same. I've never heard anyone say a bad word

16:47

about ESA ever. So that was

16:49

weird. But then it doesn't mean that it's not true.

16:52

Oh I like 100%. And you know what I mean? I

16:54

believe it is true but even what she was saying, really

16:57

and truly in the grand scheme of things, it wasn't

16:59

that bad. She

17:01

didn't say she killed babies or anything like that. It

17:03

was just a clash of personality. And

17:06

I also think that essentially they

17:09

are doing the same thing just in different ways. That's

17:11

the thing. I think both ESA and NASA have

17:13

the same goal. Exactly. It kind

17:15

of feels like Marceline the King in

17:17

Markhamet. Yeah. But it's

17:19

like these two people who have the same goal

17:22

but are just...

17:24

They just go about it differently. They just go

17:26

about it very differently. And you know what? That's true

17:28

for a lot of people in this industry. Many black women

17:30

have the same goal. They just go about it differently. Some

17:32

people are like, I'm fine, sit down and some people are

17:34

like, I'm going to play the game. Yeah. And hopefully bring

17:37

people in from playing the game. And you need a bit

17:39

of both. I'm sorry. We can't all be kicking

17:41

down every single door screaming and fighting and

17:43

protesting because you need people to infiltrate from

17:45

the inside out. Do you know what I mean? You

17:47

need people on the inside making changes. I feel like

17:50

everyone is completely valid in their stance. And you need

17:52

people that are going to be outspoken and speaking on

17:54

shit that's unfair. Do you know what I mean? So

17:56

yeah, I agree. I feel like they've just... It was

17:58

just a clash of personalities. It didn't change

18:00

my view on he saw everything. Is he

18:02

lived in that way of life? I'm definitely.

18:04

Not the outspoken person of I'm Not Gonna

18:07

Be. I'm more likely to be doing

18:09

stuff and the insides. Quietly. Than

18:11

to be. Planted Hospitals That's

18:13

not my past money. So

18:16

even luck on a white Fun. I don't think

18:19

yeah, I'd probably be more like a soft and

18:21

a man. Com a bit of bipolar and

18:23

I had to pay the gun but then

18:25

like I was. For my hidden support

18:27

cause the would never buy my own

18:29

issues. That are

18:32

there Are we to do What presents an

18:34

awards I went unsaid in other words or

18:36

exactly diversified are a very specific I thought

18:38

what a black for costs and you gonna

18:40

gonna just I just. I. Didn't have

18:42

a certain things i'm just not would into shop. About and

18:45

I guess that had beach and I'm independent. As

18:47

you say both I like Api game. Yeah.

18:49

I'm pipeline is fun yeah for you do

18:51

need a better by light both sides of

18:54

important Adidas today. I'm so yeah.

18:56

I mean, I. I.

18:58

I took a break from Amount X. I thought I had ignorant

19:00

views on kind of his him. But.

19:03

She seems to be getting. A little

19:05

bit better toss The issue is Evelyn

19:08

anything and it's opened? Excellence isn't. So.

19:11

Like. I'll. Be baby baby on

19:13

Sep. I've always found it difficult. To.

19:15

He. Mixed. Race people

19:17

so cluttered difficulties of image has I'm as

19:19

this this this I know is ignorant of

19:22

me. What?

19:24

It's like. Especially growing up were

19:26

how I grew up. I love her and now

19:28

he's homeless. Out of that goes well within

19:30

a minute bus. Me: As I don't

19:33

know, Why that line jaws me so

19:35

much? Because I think that line is

19:37

the fact I think you are determined.

19:40

Just had a cafe suffering and

19:42

also. Is. It is you a full you

19:45

abandon a concealed for trying to project for younger

19:47

set up and anything. Back to that because like

19:49

when we grew up in my where we

19:51

go ups the mix I guess what the

19:53

pinnacle of a playing blew It seemed the

19:55

most beautiful Equity light she the miles. Above

19:57

have a blast and it's not be like

19:59

oh, Yeah, the reason I'm black does something like this because

20:01

they're jealous of me. No, it's not. I

20:04

just find that uncomfortable. It's very uncomfortable because it's

20:06

ignorant. And what you were saying about people speaking

20:08

from the experience is 100%. But I

20:10

do just quickly go back to Amanda. I

20:13

hold her to a higher standard because she considers herself

20:15

to be a scholar of race. So if you're a

20:17

scholar of race, she's a self-proclaimed scholar of race. I

20:19

expect you to have absolutely the

20:21

right information and the right like

20:24

attitude when it comes to colorism. You should know about

20:26

it. Like I don't care whether you're as

20:29

white as snow. Do you know what I mean? If in

20:31

that space, the average person, yeah, you might not. It's not

20:33

your experience. Don't suffer from

20:35

it at the end of the day. Like colorism only

20:37

works one way. If you consider yourself to be a

20:39

scholar of race, I expect your knowledge of colorism to

20:42

be top notch. And so sometimes I do get a

20:44

bit defensive with her with that. But

20:46

100% what you were saying as well, I can't

20:49

relate to that. I'm clearly obviously not a mixed

20:51

person. It's never been my experience. But anecdotally, growing

20:53

up, mine was exactly the same as yours. Pinnacle.

20:56

You know, the pinnacle. Oh, the black people didn't accept them.

20:58

I'm sorry, but they really did what I was growing up.

21:01

Where I was growing up, and again, I'm going to speak

21:03

to where I was growing up. But I know there's a

21:05

lot of people that grew up in other areas that didn't

21:07

have the exact experience, but if you grew up in inner

21:09

London, again, anecdotally,

21:12

that was not the case. Like if anything,

21:14

you would pedestal, like pedestalize. And I saw the black

21:16

people doing it. Yeah. Do you know what I mean? And

21:19

I feel like sometimes it... I feel like people used

21:21

to be gassed to be like their customers. Exactly. Yeah,

21:23

exactly. Yeah. No,

21:27

it's true. And all of that stuff

21:29

is colorism. It all stems from colorism.

21:31

But I don't remember that version that

21:33

some people try to peddle. And I

21:35

think what happens is people conflate their

21:37

racist experiences with colorism. And I

21:39

think sometimes people think that because they benefit

21:41

from something, you'll find almost like negate their

21:43

experiences. And no one's saying that if you're mixed,

21:46

you don't experience racism. If you're not white, you

21:48

experience racism. So I would never take back colorism.

21:50

Like, I'm sorry, but... Like, seeing people and mixed

21:53

people with other beneficiaries of it. That's why it

21:55

exists. That's why it is what it is. So

21:57

when people try to pay... that

22:00

picture. Again, I don't remember it being that way where

22:02

I grew up. But again, it's not my experience,

22:06

but what I saw and every single other

22:08

black person I know can speak to will

22:10

probably say the same thing. And I also

22:12

think that people take narratives from other people

22:14

that they're hearing, like other stories, because of

22:16

globalisation, we hear so many things now. So

22:18

sometimes we think other people's experiences are our

22:20

own and we start to take them and

22:22

like kind of project them back into the

22:24

world. But I don't remember hearing any

22:26

of that. Like I don't remember mixed people having

22:28

a hard time when I was growing up. Again,

22:30

they were worshipped, they were idolised, they were loved.

22:33

Oh my God, it was like, like you said,

22:36

like they were the ones that could get

22:38

you into the club. They were the ones that

22:40

could get you guys. They were the ones that

22:42

like... No, Gary, that's not what I'm saying. It

22:44

was disgusting. Oh my God. It was actually so,

22:47

it was such a bad, like, no pun

22:49

intended, dark time. Like, when did you realise

22:51

that? Maybe I'm attractive. When I got to uni,

22:54

yeah, like when I grew up in a

22:56

predominantly white area, I went to white schools

22:58

all my life. And so for me,

23:02

I never found, I never thought I was

23:04

attractive, I never thought I was pretty, but it

23:06

didn't eat away at me because I was so

23:08

focused on education, because I was scared of not

23:10

doing well in school. So my focus wasn't on

23:13

that. So even though it was something that played in the back

23:15

of my mind and I had those worries, I

23:17

was genuinely more concerned about getting good GCSEs and

23:19

good A levels. But obviously you have the weekend,

23:21

yeah. So on the weekends, like you'd be out

23:24

with your friends or whatever, I never ever felt

23:26

pretty ever, ever growing up. I always just felt

23:28

like non-existent. I didn't feel ugly because I got

23:30

a lot of, like,

23:34

I got a lot of love and praise

23:36

and like self-worth and value from home. But

23:39

when I stepped out into the outside world, I never felt

23:41

pretty. You know what, I never felt pretty in my

23:43

area. In my area. Like, in my area, I grew up

23:45

in a city, it was kind of like, I mean, like

23:47

I had a man so it was like, I'm supposed to

23:49

find whatever. Yeah, that was definitely like a safe one. Like,

23:51

if you had a man, yeah, yeah, I had a man and he

23:53

was a year above me and he was just very, very light anyway.

23:55

So I was like, okay, cool, I'm all right. I

23:58

never got like, like, as in... Like up on the

24:00

seat, like in four year nine, all

24:03

my friends were white. And oh my God, I

24:05

had the biggest heartbreak the other day. Well, that's

24:07

a good one. I saw somebody, this was reminding me. I

24:09

went to the gym and I walked into the gym and

24:11

I saw my old best friend

24:13

from year 70, year nine. And I walked towards her

24:16

and my face lit up like, oh

24:18

my God, Audrey, she's- She

24:21

remember you. Oh

24:23

my God. That cold. And

24:26

the thing is, I was like, what? I felt

24:28

my phone, I was like, oh my God. Do

24:30

you want to name her Shaima? No, I can't.

24:32

She just didn't recognise me. Yeah, yeah, yeah. She

24:34

probably didn't. But like, she was so blankly staring

24:36

at me that I couldn't even be like, it's

24:38

me. I'm going to walk in like in, oh,

24:40

I was so upset. If I saw my old

24:42

white friend from school and she didn't remember me,

24:44

I'd be really quiet. So like, I'm actually- That

24:47

was my G. That was my G. That wasn't

24:49

my, oh, my G of life. I was like,

24:51

wait, she doesn't remember me. I was both

24:53

sad about that. But anyway, like

24:55

from year 70 and nine, all of my husband's

24:57

were white. And that would always go to the

24:59

park, we'll do, you know, and be a bad

25:01

white boy. And do sick things and go drink nambini

25:04

in the park. And just do very, very, very, very

25:06

things. And go to time

25:08

and envy. Oh gosh, I went past it the

25:10

other day. You know, all of that kind of

25:12

like very, and I was like, nobody would look

25:14

at you. But you know them times, yeah? Do

25:16

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25:43

into. I

25:47

remember, because we always used to go to the one pad

25:49

and like that, we always like. Why?

25:52

We always go to the one pad. I remember, because my

25:54

ex was a fucking bastard and he was like, I didn't

25:56

love it when I was in my wife's place, because me

25:58

and no one would chat me up anyhow. Like, you're

26:00

not going to get chipped. So I

26:02

remember thinking, I'm having fun, but like eventually

26:05

everybody will couple up or something. And I just used

26:07

to chime in. And you would read those moments because

26:09

you could feel it happening. Yeah. Like,

26:12

you're almost there holding the coat. There's the only black

26:14

girl in those situations. Or like, hold my drink. Like,

26:16

whilst they go off and like start lipsing in the

26:18

corner and getting chatted up and stuff. But

26:21

like, I asked you that because at

26:23

the time, I think I thought I was

26:25

having fun, but I think deep down I knew I wasn't. But

26:27

I didn't know that there was other things. I didn't know that there

26:30

were things for me. Yeah. So

26:32

I just thought that this was the pinnacle. So I think in the

26:34

moment I just really tried to make the most of it. Yeah.

26:37

But when I look back now, there's absolutely no chance I

26:39

was having fun. Like, I used to, I have the exact

26:41

same experience from like most

26:44

of my school years, all my friends

26:46

were predominantly white and just very diverse

26:48

because I went to a predominantly white

26:50

school. So all the kind of ethnic

26:52

stuff together. So there was my friend who was Filipino, my

26:54

other friend who was mixed, had an Asian friend, a

26:57

light skinned black girlfriend and then the rest

26:59

of white girls kind of thing. But

27:01

I remember going out in those scenarios

27:03

and having this dread because I

27:05

would just be like, oh my gosh, if they turn

27:07

us away, it's going to be for the me. And I remember

27:10

that happened a couple of times, like getting turned away from the door

27:12

for no other reason because no one else had ID. Did

27:15

you know you used to try to go crazy with ID? And

27:18

I did look younger, but I also knew it's because I

27:20

was a black girl. Do you know what I mean? I just knew

27:22

it. So it got to a point where I would stop going out.

27:24

I was like, you know, I'm not going to be the cause of everyone's

27:27

not having fun. I'm not going to be

27:29

the one that stops everybody. So I just stopped going. I

27:31

was like, I'm going to go when I turn 18 and I

27:34

get my ID. But

27:36

then I started waving in West End a lot and I had

27:38

like another group of friends and we would wave

27:40

in West End and I was like. No,

27:42

it wasn't until I started going to the black place. I

27:45

was like. Like China White. Do you

27:47

know what? I never did the China White. I did the

27:49

airbag. I did all the sugar hearts. Oh my gosh. But

27:52

I would say I'd go sugar hearts and rumpled with them. I

27:55

just knew you're going to be invincible. Just dance

27:57

and have fun again. And not only was. I

28:00

was a big girl. I

28:02

know I was like, I've never thought like I

28:04

was big, but like I just grew hips quicker.

28:06

I grew all these things and thighs quicker than

28:08

everyone else. Or even like you'd be getting ready

28:10

at their house and I'd be like, oh,

28:13

I don't want to wear what I'm wearing to borrow

28:15

my clothes. You know, damn right. Yeah. I'm not going

28:17

to fit into your clothes. Or they'll offer you their

28:19

foundation. You know, damn, you know,

28:21

damn right. But it's really dark on me. Yeah,

28:23

it's not that black. Yeah, yeah, exactly. Like the

28:25

bronzer. You can use my bronzer. Yeah, you can

28:28

use my bronzer babe, it's fine. So

28:30

there'll be like little things like that. Or my little dumbass

28:33

would be putting mousse in my hair and crunching it up as

28:35

well. I tried to do that one time. I was thinking I

28:37

would make it curly. So like I went through all of that

28:39

and I'll go out with them knowing that I was going to

28:41

get any attention. And I would be like, OK, cool. And

28:44

then I start, I don't even know how.

28:46

I started going to more black events. I

28:49

think shibbs.com became the thing. Shut up,

28:51

shibbs.com. We should just go on shibbs.com.

28:53

Just find any rave. Any

28:56

rave. London. They want to go out.

29:00

That was the only situation. London. We'll

29:03

go anywhere, hon. We'll go there. I've

29:06

always believed in evolution. Right,

29:08

yeah. Evolution in the essential one. Oh,

29:10

that used to go fucking off, bro. It was a chain of

29:12

bars. And they used to

29:14

always hire out for black promoters. I

29:17

don't know if they still do anymore. And

29:19

now going to this black club, and I'd be like, wait

29:22

a minute. Now hold up. People

29:24

are talking to me. People are asking for

29:26

my number. What

29:28

is going on here? That was the

29:30

exact same experience as me. Like

29:33

exactly to a T. Like literally, I would go to

29:35

those West End raves. And it got to a point

29:37

where I'd go to those raves and I would just

29:39

have fun. So I'm just like, I'm not here for

29:41

guys. Like that's not going to happen. So

29:43

let me just dance. But it would be like all the music.

29:47

And I wasn't feeling it. I'd just get really drunk and stuff.

29:49

But then I started going to... So back

29:51

in the day, there used to be these raves called

29:53

Last Man Standing in Struckford, Drex.

29:56

Shout out fucking Stuckford, right? I only went

29:58

with one. Stuckford make the break. Oh my god,

30:00

it used to go off down there. When

30:04

we made this have carpets, I quite, I never,

30:06

I quite like a carpet. I love a carpet.

30:08

Because my hair is on the carpet. It's comfortable, is

30:10

it? You can get down on the

30:12

carpet and oh my god, I used

30:14

to go straight for breaks. I used to clean up

30:17

and I was just like, what do you mean? I'm

30:19

cleaning up like, yeah, I'm like, you know. Clean it

30:22

up. I just didn't even think it was a possibility.

30:24

But then when I got to uni, that's when it

30:26

was over. Oh my god. Got to uni, that's when

30:28

I was in my pretty girl era. Up

30:31

until that point, I never ever, ever

30:33

felt attracted, ever. Got to uni and

30:35

I was in awe. I remember uni

30:37

was the first time that a guy bought me something

30:39

as well. Like a gift. Like, yeah,

30:41

like for nothing. I remember, it was for Joe. You know

30:43

what I mean? I like used to put this. He bought

30:45

me like windows. Because he had to buy a window. Yeah, he had to

30:47

buy the packaging. He had to buy the packaging. He had

30:49

to buy the packaging. Because laptops didn't come with windows, don't

30:51

they still do? But like he bought me

30:53

the windows. And I was like, oh my god. He had to buy

30:55

the windows. And I was like, oh my god. Yeah, they didn't come

30:58

with like Word and Excel. You had to buy that. But do you

31:00

like some stuff? I can't believe it. Yeah, I think they just come.

31:03

Because when I bought my laptop, not long. Do we have to buy the CD? Yeah,

31:05

yeah, the CD and like actually like install it.

31:08

You're like, yeah. Now

31:10

they just like download it. Yeah, you can

31:12

like think. Like the windows CD. So

31:14

like installing that bought me the CD. Because I was like, oh, I

31:16

didn't have it. And he was like, I don't want to pay for fuck you.

31:19

And I was like, ahh. What are you doing? I

31:21

didn't know. And then the whole time people would be

31:23

cooking for man at uni. Many of them cooked for me because I was

31:25

cooking for shit. Yeah, I never cooked for no one in uni. But

31:28

you know, it was mad. This is how I know I'm old, yeah.

31:30

When I was in uni, people used to bring their computers from home.

31:33

No, that's not. Not

31:35

even that. We had a laptop. It was wild. People

31:38

used to bring that. Yeah. What's

31:40

it called? A Red Hard Drive. What's

31:43

a big laptop? The big booty

31:45

laptop computers. PC. Desktop. Desktop,

31:48

PC. Yeah, yeah. With

31:50

a buckle. Yeah, my friend Leanne, she had her

31:52

whole ass computer. Like, it was

31:55

like a screen. I remember at that time I

31:57

bought a Sony bio and I thought I was cool. I

32:00

was in the world. Tony

32:03

Vayre was on my mind. At that time when I went

32:05

with the most expensive thing I owned, I think it was

32:07

over 500, I know that. That

32:09

thing, if you can't... Tony Vayre is a fancy. Don't

32:11

it summer's head comes from the wind? Yeah, that's literally

32:14

a weapon of mass destruction. But at that time, I

32:16

think that this savvy little laptop could carry it out

32:18

with you. Oh my God. That's what I was wearing

32:20

when I was in uni. Like, people thought they're... Oh,

32:22

you are? That is mad. People thought

32:24

they're desktops. You've got to never enter the library

32:26

to do your work. I thought you

32:29

were using the library's computer. I

32:31

would use the library's computer. I didn't have

32:33

a computer. I don't think

32:35

I did have a laptop. I mean, maybe towards the end as

32:37

we were approaching, it was more of a thing. But

32:39

definitely when I first landed, nah, people

32:41

thought they were desktops. And I would always go

32:44

and use the uni computers. You'd pay your little

32:46

£1 or whatever and you'd use it for three

32:48

hours. Can you just make me sick? They used

32:50

to make a paper print. It's disgusting. Uni students.

32:53

I went and put in my disability. I'm like, you're not making me

32:55

pay. I felt I've already paid £2,000 for the month. Exactly.

32:59

These lot now that are in uni, you'd probably like

33:01

print. You had to print them. Because

33:03

now they don't have to print. They just send it,

33:05

isn't it? They just upload it or do whatever. It's

33:07

not even uploaded. It's already there. You just email it.

33:09

Wait, honest question, uni kids, do you

33:11

not print your work anymore? There's no way they're

33:13

printing. There's

33:16

no way they're printing. I mean, it saves

33:18

the trees. Well done. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You've

33:20

seen that. And what are you? Do you not

33:22

even know about printing? This is so much a dead comment.

33:25

I'm so sorry, but I told you I couldn't go downhill. I warned you

33:28

to walk off the pay-per. When

33:30

it first came out. Yeah. I

33:34

can't believe it. What a favour.

33:36

I was like, wow, this is amazing.

33:38

Nothing you know. That shit was fresh

33:40

off the trail. Of course you don't

33:43

print anymore. Yeah, no. I miss. Uni was my

33:45

favourite part of my education. Yeah,

33:47

uni has definitely been one of my favourite

33:49

parts of my life. Second point. Like,

33:52

I had a fucking blast in uni.

33:54

I went to sixth form so it was just like

33:56

being in high school. I hated my fucking sixth form

33:58

so much. It was just like... being in

34:00

school for me but uni oh my god that

34:02

was my time to shine I shone bright like

34:04

a diamond they

34:07

knew me I am

34:09

alumni like oh my god alumni

34:12

for the wrong reasons that like

34:15

my second school hasn't called me come and do

34:17

at all yeah that's all of this yeah same

34:19

with my school but my school was so strict I

34:21

don't think they would no

34:23

my school was a shithole all of us

34:25

have made it out of that school I should

34:27

really be brave do you know anyone else I'm

34:30

sure people have made it in their schools yeah true they

34:32

don't have to be disappointed yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

34:34

people like people are doing there are many people that

34:36

are doing good that went to Dagenham Priory or Dagenham

34:38

Park it was so bad they changed the name of the school

34:41

they had to rebrand the school we've got

34:44

school new school logos damn they

34:46

changed the logo and everything we were like fuck we want nothing to do

34:48

with this kind of you were way worse off

34:50

that's bad I thought you might have made it out that's

34:53

the change of the logo no no no we it was at school

34:55

when I was there was a shithole but

34:57

it was our shithole yeah right fucking shithole I

34:59

really fucking love that was

35:01

shithole oh hold tight Dagenham Priory man

35:03

we'll always love it anyway what else have we missed oh

35:06

the boy is down the boy is down bad

35:08

sis I'm so oh it's

35:11

always his own fault my boy being Drake so I

35:13

did think here a while you know that I consistently

35:16

spoke about my love for Drake I love

35:18

Drake as an artist and you know what I kind of

35:21

saw it come in a couple of weeks ago I'm like

35:23

you shouldn't have threatened me a little bit yeah I'm just

35:25

doing a bit like I don't but

35:27

also I don't think you can get to a certain level of

35:30

fame without turning into Beaubord the kid I don't know if it's

35:32

possible yeah who

35:34

hasn't yeah no I mean apart from Beyonce maybe

35:36

we just don't know but we

35:38

don't know anything about her we just don't

35:40

know right them NDAs must be tight tightest

35:43

like because no

35:46

one speaks about Beyonce but then

35:48

I did hear that apparently

35:50

they do treat their stuff really well and that's

35:52

why no one speaks oh yeah that's why I

35:54

heard so like she's like

35:56

yeah but anyway so Drizzy

35:58

Drake he's just Just doing weird things

36:01

like he's like with the whole Megan thing like

36:03

making comments about Megan seemingly being quite in support

36:05

of Tory Lane I just had the way he's

36:07

had it to be on a bad side of

36:09

history Because like one of his line

36:11

is like luckily for him. He's confirmed as well as a

36:13

good guy No, that's a chance to wrap a line, my

36:15

bad Okay, run, wrap a line I

36:18

thought it was safe, but like In the

36:20

sentence, for years Drake has confirmed his role

36:22

as a good guy, right? Like he's a

36:24

lover boy He's a nice rapper He's a

36:26

woman love him and it may be decided

36:28

that he was bored of being a good

36:31

guy I'm gonna be this bad era And

36:33

just started doing some things But

36:36

anyway country country, you know, I really hate I

36:38

don't even want to talk about it. I

36:41

know you mean I'm a boy so many podcasts.

36:43

I listen to that I just haven't been here

36:45

for the last three weeks because I know it's

36:47

going to be this yeah, I'm sick of it

36:49

I want my time to go back to normal. I ate

36:51

it. I I fucking ate it. No, I hear it. I

36:53

just I Don't really

36:56

have an opinion either way because I'm not into

36:58

rap like that You know, I mean like I'm

37:00

not gonna sit here and pretend that like I've

37:02

listened to every song back-to-back I've listened I've listened

37:05

to the songs but not back to

37:07

back and I'm not that invested but it's just sad I've just

37:09

pulled it up just to say I Yeah,

37:12

I don't know I'm so Sure

37:17

that audiences and like, you

37:19

know buyers and people that like music I get in

37:21

paid all the time So I'm like, this is a

37:23

trick like I could say

37:25

that sell the down do something Yeah,

37:28

I don't believe anything. Yeah Like

37:32

they're just like hey, you know go yeah, yeah, like get

37:35

the people going have a chat I do do what you

37:37

want to do But I

37:39

am thinking like is this possibly the end of his

37:41

month who drink? Yeah Oh, I

37:44

don't think so because all it really takes I

37:46

feel like even if people dislike you if you

37:48

have a banger Your back is

37:51

as simple as that Yeah,

37:54

exactly many many have lost and I've come

37:56

back. I mean look at Jay-Z some people say

37:58

that he lost that battle with Nas back in the

38:01

day. Do you know what I mean? That Nas battle was before

38:03

my time in the club. So I don't know.

38:06

I don't know. What were they fighting about?

38:08

I don't actually know how it started, but

38:10

everyone always talks about Nas' ether. Is it

38:12

ether? That record, he

38:15

just cleared. One thing

38:17

I remember when

38:19

Nas said, how many more of Biggie's bars are you

38:21

gonna, no, what did he say? How

38:23

many more of Biggie's bars are gonna come out of

38:25

those big fat lips? Oh, oh. I

38:28

was like, damn, Nas. That's

38:32

a big fat lip. Damn.

38:34

You haven't scored. Can I have big lips,

38:36

you know? Yes, the proper same. No, sorry, Nas. And

38:38

now look, now everyone's got a big lip. Yeah, now

38:40

everyone's got a filler. It's actually mental. Like, you can't

38:43

make it up. Imprised, because we've been feeling like the

38:45

rubber lips. No, we need to reclaim that. Everybody that

38:47

got bullied in school for having big lips, we're now

38:49

in an era where everybody in the world has lip

38:51

filler. Like, you fucking owe us an apology. So I've

38:53

got that as well. I used to get called rubber

38:56

lips all the time. They called me rubber

38:58

lips. And it wasn't until I... Because

39:00

I still believe in fighting. And I still believe in

39:02

fighting. So that's like, you think he's

39:04

with kids, like they'll try it and then you fight and then

39:06

one needs you another. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And then he's like, I

39:09

know fucking why you're calling me rubber lips. I didn't even

39:11

know what the insult was. It was fresh. It was rubber

39:13

lips. But I even asked him last time, I was like, they

39:15

must be really... I

39:17

fucked that girl up. Come on, mom in school. And they

39:19

were like, oh, no, no, no, no, no, you're doing it

39:21

downstairs. I said, yeah, my mom said that. It's almost 30.

39:23

Come on. My mom told me. If

39:25

someone starts to hit me, I should hit them back. The

39:28

rule was if I come home crying, that someone

39:30

hit me, we're almost gonna hit me. Yeah, yeah, yeah. She's like, what

39:32

do you mean? They're definitely, yeah, yeah, baby. So I see my mom

39:34

was looking at me, I was like, you

39:36

can't say anything because you told me to say it. But

39:39

tell me, that triggered me about the big fat lips. Yeah.

39:41

These are rubber lips. Yeah, they're same. Absolutely same.

39:43

Look at your rubber lips. Look at your rubber

39:46

lips. I can pull those lips over

39:48

your head. Someone told me that in school once.

39:50

Yeah, people really used to abuse black features back then.

39:53

It's mental. Oh, sss. Nine

39:57

year old me is looking down. on

40:00

the earth now everyone but they're fillefin' kiddin' you

40:02

fucking hoe. You actually. You fucking

40:04

hoe. You made my life exactly. You tried it

40:06

with me about my lips. You when I started

40:09

getting stretchy because I got stretchy much earlier in my thai song

40:11

because I look at your tiger stripes here from the jungle

40:13

African jungle. You two. Oh good. She definitely need

40:15

a box down beat down for that one. Wait

40:17

there I'll show you African jungle. That is so

40:20

racist and body shaving and so many things all

40:22

enrolled into one. How does

40:24

she even look at you like tiger stripes after the jungle?

40:27

You dumb bitch. You know that's mad. Kind of

40:29

slap though but like you dumb bitch. But anyway

40:32

nice and juicy. Yes I remember that time vaguely.

40:34

I was still I would have been really young

40:36

at the time but I do remember I remember

40:38

that being like an epic about beef and

40:41

then obviously before that was Biggie no not Biggie

40:43

before that was Two Park yeah Biggie and Two

40:45

Park. I don't remember anything about I

40:47

sometimes you think you know things you think you were there

40:49

but actually just know so much history about it like do

40:51

you know what I mean like when you watch mad documentaries.

40:54

Was there ever a clear win over Two Park and Biggie?

40:56

Did it ever fade this time? I don't think so. I

40:58

feel like because Biggie

41:00

had who shot ya and

41:02

then Two Park had hit him up. I

41:05

can't remember which one came first but hit

41:07

him up to me feels like the ultimate diss track of

41:09

all time like I just it's

41:12

just so cold and so callous like it's

41:14

just mad but I don't know I

41:16

actually really really don't know but from when I watched

41:18

the film it gave you like a rough idea of

41:20

like what was going on and I think

41:22

Two Park thought that Biggie is making him. Also it's

41:24

getting like mad because I didn't someone get shot at

41:27

Drake House. I don't like that. Yeah yeah yeah when

41:29

people like they just keep it to the pen man

41:31

like. Because it's never the bad person doing anything. It's

41:33

a team boy who really goes bad but let's all

41:35

have a fucking day off it is not that deep

41:37

like nobody needs to die because of what.

41:40

Exactly a bit of songwriting. Like because of

41:42

what people cannot like each other it's actually

41:44

okay. They can even battle like that's that's

41:46

the sport in it they should but

41:49

we don't say yeah

41:52

Drake they don't. So

41:56

they're shooting this in the week. What? Now why is

41:58

the weekend in it? Why is the weekend? Drake

42:00

and the Weeknd have bought beef. I knew that. What

42:02

is it up to? I don't like it. Let's value life.

42:05

None of this is up to life. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like if

42:07

it's amusing, it's that let's value everyone's life here. It really

42:09

isn't up to that. I don't know. Do you know what?

42:11

I think I'd like it if it didn't come to so

42:13

much commentary. Oh my God. I know. Everyone's thinking they're

42:15

like hip-hop. I don't know

42:17

why it's jarring me. But I have that thing as

42:20

well because even with the Met Gala recently, and I'm

42:22

like, people should enjoy things.

42:24

Whatever. But

42:26

Sis, you ain't wore anything past the jeans in

42:28

the restaurant. And

42:31

giving commentary on like couture. I know.

42:33

It's just, I'm not a fashion head. So I never comment

42:36

on it. I never post anything. I just watch it and

42:38

just absorb it. I don't even

42:40

care about the Met Gala. And just keep it moving. What happens inside

42:42

the Met Gala? That's what I want to know. I know, but they

42:44

filmed it. I know, but they filmed it. They filmed it. You

42:46

can watch it. But I don't know if it's

42:48

just a bit of carpet. I saw it. It came up on one

42:52

of the streaming sites. And yeah,

42:55

you can watch it, but I don't know if it's what

42:57

happens inside. But as far as I'm aware, I thought it

42:59

was just a dinner. Last

43:02

year, because Kiki Palmer was saying the food was trash.

43:04

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I don't know what

43:06

happens. If you see the red carpet, I'm like, when

43:08

they go inside, is it a concert? Is

43:11

it a charity ball? Like what actually happens? Yeah, I

43:13

think it's a sit down dinner and a party. But

43:16

yeah, that lemonade just me being a little moody cow. But

43:18

I'm just like, oh, the commentary just, they just

43:20

jarred me. Yeah, because I just feel like once

43:22

everyone's posted it, I don't need to post it. Do

43:24

you know what I mean? Because you've all seen everyone love Tyler's

43:26

look and all the rest of it. It's like, you've seen it.

43:28

I don't need to go post Tyler's look. You've seen it. Do

43:30

you know what I mean? No, you shouldn't fire whatever. But I'm

43:32

sorry, Kim, we get it. You've had

43:34

ribs removed or whatever. Your waist is really

43:37

tiny. We've heard it's actually starting to bore

43:39

me now. And she just looks so uncomfortable

43:41

on the red carpet. I'm like, why do

43:43

you continue? Why does she, why does she

43:46

suffer for these things? So let's just try to

43:48

squeeze yourself into Marilyn Monroe's dress. You're not

43:50

eating to fit into her dress. Why?

43:53

You've got enough money to make a replica. We've missed past

43:55

that whole idea of like skinny or die. Well, I do

43:57

not mean like you have to. to

44:00

look good. I think we've just kind of moved

44:02

past it. But I think it's coming back though

44:04

now. And with the point of the pandemic. Yeah,

44:06

now with Ozone pic. I'm seeing like the baddies

44:08

that, you know, had BBLs and

44:10

all the rest of it. They're all

44:12

looking very, very skinny. Like skinny is

44:15

in. But the thing is, it doesn't go

44:17

well with their BBLs. It looks really... They

44:19

look weird exactly. And this is why I

44:21

don't think you should change your body according to my trends.

44:23

Well, I was saying how many episodes ago. I don't

44:25

believe in BBLs because I don't think your body should

44:27

be tended. Like we all have our individual bodies for

44:29

a reason. I don't believe it should be trend-related. We're

44:31

all like, oh, I'm bashing surgery. No,

44:34

it wasn't that. I don't think

44:36

that that's bashing surgery. It's just true. Like

44:38

at the end of the day, because now

44:40

look, speaking specifically about a

44:42

trend. That's true because now

44:45

the trend is skinny and everyone's done

44:47

these things for their body, which they're entitled to do

44:49

it's your body. But now you just look strange.

44:52

Sorry. People just look really,

44:54

really strange. I'm yet to see a good BBL with

44:56

my own eyes. I'm yet to see, unless I've seen

44:58

one that bangs so much that I didn't know. And

45:01

I've just thought it was real, but I feel like for

45:03

the most, but I've seen a good one actually. But

45:06

the only ones that look good is when

45:08

the person is naturally like that. And maybe

45:10

they've had like a nip and tuck here

45:12

or there to just accentuate it, but they

45:14

kind of naturally have that shape. But some

45:16

of you, oh my God, I was watching, I can't remember what I was

45:18

watching, but I can remember what I was watching this show. Yeah. And

45:21

this girl had a BBL box. Your

45:24

body type was never for that. Like

45:27

it was never like, you're never naturally

45:29

going to have that physique. So for

45:31

you to just like, it

45:33

looked like honestly, imagine

45:35

that put into, what's

45:39

in between an orange and a warm melon, like

45:42

a fruit in between a melon.

45:45

Imagine someone being a size six

45:48

and then wearing pants and putting a melon just in

45:50

their, in their, in their, in their, on their bum

45:52

cheek. That's what it looked like. It just looks. No,

45:59

I think don't. You said Birdie, but I think you

46:01

said the same thing. Yeah, I think he probably has had the

46:05

ab etching thing, but again, how do

46:07

we know? See, that's the thing about these.

46:09

That's what I like about these, because let's say me and

46:11

you were about these, right? I could just start

46:13

saying a bunch of things. Exactly. And because at what point we

46:15

were close, people were going to see. But she knew all

46:18

she was going to say. Speaking of exposing secret,

46:20

Cher, did you see that whole thing between I

46:23

Spice and that baby storm girl? Oh,

46:25

that was cute. No, that

46:27

is. And do you know what? Them

46:29

aside, just the actual concept of being

46:31

friends with someone, imagine God forbid you and

46:33

I fall out and then I go and

46:36

leak all our private conversation. Sorry,

46:38

to me, that is the low

46:40

of the low. Like you are proper

46:42

downright scum. That deserves a beat down.

46:44

That deserves a fucking beat down. I

46:47

don't care what has happened. Yeah. Like

46:49

I don't care. And then your screen shot and that and

46:52

your screen shotting conversation. Like that

46:54

is insane. And from what I

46:56

know, all now, because I

46:58

was like keeping up with it

47:00

a little bit, I don't really

47:02

know what she did to her.

47:05

We can finish each other. Like

47:07

absolutely. Like you know my darkest

47:09

secrets. Like literally, like you know, I

47:11

don't think there's anything you actually don't know about

47:13

me. Like literally everything. And

47:15

I'd be writing it.

47:17

Like I don't even, I don't do that. To

47:19

be honest, where's my up better? Because you go.

47:25

When you search the word, it doesn't come up.

47:27

And WhatsApp don't get any fucking funny ideas. Yeah.

47:31

However, yeah, exactly. Typing.

47:34

Yeah, not a hundred percent. But I just

47:36

think that's mad because all now I don't

47:38

really understand what I spice to her. Basically,

47:40

they're a rare toothbrush. Yeah. And they like,

47:43

I guess had a problem, got into a fight. But a

47:45

lot of girls see that now two fans will get

47:47

into a fight and the other one will just expose all

47:49

of the secret screenshot conversations. Like she doesn't

47:51

like you just like you. It's kind of

47:53

like by saying she doesn't like Nicki Minaj.

47:56

And they conveniently pop out of there a

47:58

bit. Yeah, of course. I

48:00

will never understand that. No, me either. Me

48:02

either. Unless you did something absolutely

48:04

mad to me, but even still like- Maybe something

48:06

mad to me. But yeah, exactly. Like I don't

48:08

think, but that doesn't, to me, that punishment doesn't

48:10

match that crime. Do you know what I mean? Like

48:13

me and you have fallen out for whatever

48:15

reason. What the hell have your secrets, which

48:17

more time involve other people, involve other people.

48:19

What could a fallout be a path that would make you do it? I

48:23

mean, if I slept with your husband. Like? But

48:25

even then I'll just say you slept with my husband. Yeah, exactly.

48:28

Yeah, exactly. Why is that? Why

48:30

is that? I'm a secret, isn't it? I'm

48:32

a secret. I'm a secret. I'm a secret.

48:34

Exactly. Maybe I would expose that and just be

48:36

like, yeah, she's a fucking whore. She slept with my man.

48:39

End on. End the conversation. Do you know what I mean?

48:41

Because I feel like exposing your private business is bad

48:43

enough. So for whatever reason her and I spent out

48:45

and she wanted to go and say, do you know

48:47

what? She did this, she did that. Cool.

48:50

Like that's your interpretation of her, you

48:52

know, in your personal lived experience with that person. Well,

48:55

things that she confided you in that couldn't

48:57

really finish someone because the thing she said

49:00

about Nicki Minaj and all the rest of

49:02

it, no, she trusted her. She

49:04

trusted her. Like, and

49:06

not- That's one of the things about Asif, I was family.

49:08

I was like, right. No, that was- Everyone like my friend,

49:10

please, I beg of you. That was mad.

49:13

Allow me. I

49:15

was gonna ask the question, how many times can someone say

49:17

your husband

49:19

or your partner's good looking before it's like, okay,

49:22

stop that, you know? You know what's so weird,

49:24

right? But you asked me that. So I'm rewatching

49:26

Mob Wives, yeah? Shout out, Reece, because Reece sent

49:28

me a link and he said, you can

49:31

watch Mob Wives here. So I said, I wanted to

49:33

watch Mob Wives and you guys are so resourceful, shout

49:35

out to you. And I'm watching it. And there's an

49:37

episode where Renee, she's one of the main women. She's

49:39

met this new girl, they're kind of starting a friendship

49:41

and she introduces her dates at her. And

49:44

then the girl, her name's Natalie. She's like, oh, you

49:46

smell delicious. And Renee fucking lost

49:48

it. But just for one of them, just because she

49:50

said her man smelled delicious, she lost it. Like, I

49:52

guess we're dealing with Mob Wives, so it's a bit

49:54

different, but she lost it. She felt like it was

49:56

the ultimate disrespect. She felt like it was, she

49:58

gave her a beat down for it. She

50:00

felt like it was so disrespectful. She was

50:02

like, don't ever comment on a man, another

50:05

woman's man in any way. Like, even

50:08

if you wanted to say... You can

50:10

say he's not nice. Even if you want to say he's not

50:12

nice, you should just basically say, oh, I like a cologne,

50:14

I want to get one for my man, even if you

50:16

don't have a man. That's what I'm saying. She

50:19

was like, I don't give a fuck if you don't gather me.

50:21

And you say, like, I want to buy this cologne for my

50:24

man, kind of thing. So,

50:26

yeah. Good looking. Do

50:30

you know what? I feel like sometimes I have no

50:32

emotions about things because nothing really bothers

50:34

me. But again, it depends on

50:36

the context. Like, you can

50:38

say someone's good looking and

50:41

say those words, but your tone... Actually, well, I did

50:44

it the other day. You saw the

50:46

picture of you with the good brows. Oh, Nick looks good. Yeah,

50:48

but I didn't think anything of that at all. Yeah,

50:50

because you said that. I haven't seen him in a

50:52

while. But I also think it depends on who you're

50:55

saying it to because

50:57

there are some people that you know, like, bro,

50:59

this girl doesn't even almost feel comfortable coming to

51:01

my house with Nick there. You know

51:03

what I mean? Like, you're so respectful

51:05

of, like, marriage and, like, people's men

51:07

and stuff like that. So, it just

51:10

wouldn't even be in that

51:12

arena, my mind to think that. But I

51:15

think everything just determined by time. It just depends

51:17

on how you're saying it. So, because there's someone

51:19

I know and she was out and a girl kept

51:21

saying, like, oh, my God, she's like, her husband's so

51:23

good looking. Like, oh, my God, he's

51:25

so good looking. But sometimes, even that, are you

51:28

saying it because you're so happy for me? No,

51:30

but you can't tell him my husband's a good look. You're okay with me.

51:34

Absolutely not. So, if I say this to a guy,

51:36

I'm talking to him, you're like, oh, he's cute. Yeah.

51:39

Cool. Oh,

51:41

no, I was thinking about it, you know. You're right. You're

51:44

such a good looking guy, you know. And then he comes in, but you're saying, oh, my

51:46

God, you're such a good looking. No, you can't do that.

51:48

No, I think, you know what, I think, if

51:51

they said it, oh, okay, if I was seeing a new guy

51:53

and then the person was like, oh, he's so good looking,

51:56

you know. My first thing is going to

51:58

be that you're... your gas

52:00

for me. I mean, I'm going to

52:02

interpret it like you did that, go you. If

52:05

you keep on saying it, now

52:08

I'm thinking, do you

52:10

want to talk? What is this? Yeah, I don't

52:12

know. But

52:18

like, if like someone shows you, I will always say if

52:20

I think they could look in first, like

52:22

the person comes up, because especially if you're sending

52:25

me the picture, I'm gonna be like, yeah, he's

52:27

nice. Like, I want you to like, feel

52:29

gas, isn't it? Like, it's so difficult. I'm gonna say I'm gonna

52:31

be like, yeah, no, but he's nice, you know, like,

52:34

but I'm not gonna keep on bringing it up. Yeah,

52:36

yeah, yeah. Because in what context? Because he's got the one time

52:38

to be like, oh, he's a really good guy. And that's about

52:40

it. We can't be outscared of you. Like, oh, you're so

52:42

handsome. Yeah, like you can't be. Yeah, so handsome. Yeah, that's.

52:44

So do you want to suck his dick? Yeah, yeah, yeah.

52:47

I don't know about all of that. What's going on here?

52:49

I don't know about all of that. Because that's like a

52:51

woman would be like, I know a situation

52:53

where someone's like, I watched your type, but she was like, oh,

52:55

someone like your husband. I'm sorry. Do

52:57

you think that's bad? The one man. You

53:00

asked me now, what kind of man do I want? I said

53:02

someone like your husband. Yeah, I'm

53:04

married my husband. Yeah, that's kind of

53:07

scary. Yeah. What

53:10

if they say, he's my type

53:12

as well. What's

53:18

your type? Oh, your husband. I

53:20

feel like I'm

53:24

going to make my face come, come, come here.

53:30

Should I just go move to another country?

53:37

Because what is going on? Yeah, yeah.

53:40

I'd rather describe. Yeah,

53:45

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

53:48

I would never use those words. Words and

53:50

language and tone are everything just selective. But

53:52

yeah, there's nothing wrong with being happy for

53:54

your friend because they bagged a fine one.

53:56

But seriously, don't don't keep on saying it

53:59

like. Yeah. I feel like I'm more jealous

54:01

than I make out. Yeah, yeah. I

54:03

like to think I'm not a jealous person. I don't care

54:05

what you want or whatever. Yeah,

54:07

no. But I can't lie, I'm a

54:09

little bit on the... On

54:11

surface, I'm not. But then put in

54:13

a situation, I see it. You

54:16

know what I mean? I see how it comes out. And I'm like, oh, I

54:18

didn't even realise I felt a way about... Or felt

54:20

this way about this thing. Like, it's mad how

54:22

that happens. It happens to me often. Like,

54:25

yeah, I can be quite relaxed until I'm

54:27

faced with something. If someone tells it, what

54:29

would you do? And it's like, blah, I'll be like, oh, I

54:31

can't do it. Yeah, exactly. And then it feels like a wave,

54:34

like it actually hits you. Like the feeling hits you.

54:36

And I'm like, no, I actually do feel aware about

54:38

this. So, yeah, but... That's how I know I

54:40

can't have a reason. I

54:42

will be in the corner crying. Yeah. But

54:45

you just can't... I can't do it, you

54:47

know. Yeah. I think the thought...

54:49

Just shut up. I was like...

54:53

Let someone's lips meet. And

54:56

then he goes to lips her. Honestly, I think

54:59

rage will just fill with it,

55:01

isn't it? Yeah. I know what you mean. And I will

55:03

just... In that moment,

55:05

I'm not being sexy anymore. I

55:09

was like, oh, you're cheating. What the hell? I

55:13

don't know how fucking efforts... I don't know how

55:15

couples do it. Like, I don't know what

55:17

it is that you can do it.

55:19

Yeah, do you know what? Yeah. They're

55:22

overwhelmed by the sexiness of it or they never think

55:24

this else doesn't matter. Is that what it is? I

55:26

want to know, like, deep down, if

55:29

people are honest with themselves, how

55:32

much of it, especially women that aren't, like,

55:35

fluid or aren't bisexual, just

55:37

say you're strictly dicklier and

55:39

then you find yourself in that situation, I

55:42

really want to know what percentage of it is

55:44

really for him. I

55:46

don't know if I can love enough or not. I

55:49

don't know if my love is good that... I

55:52

love you so much. I'm going to sell you

55:54

out. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm going to be in a situation... Oh, I'm

55:56

going to... Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

55:58

I don't like it. I

56:01

don't even like when I see like a picture, I don't know,

56:03

I don't, I think this is new. I didn't

56:05

know I was a jealous person. I'm not

56:07

a jealous person. I am a jealous person. Yeah,

56:09

I thought everyone should be a little bit jealous.

56:11

Like if you feel nothing with your partner when

56:13

it comes to other people, then damn, like what

56:15

kind of relationship are you in? Like you should

56:17

actually invoke emotion in you. Like 100%. Yeah,

56:20

because I was like, like I said, I'm watching

56:22

Gossip Girl and it's a bit where like, you

56:24

should have a reason. It's

56:27

like a guy, his girlfriend and

56:30

his best friend. He's

56:32

got best friend. Okay. Then

56:34

three other reasons. And of course it ends in shit. Yeah,

56:36

yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh,

56:39

here we go. Just because you saw that pussy. Like you

56:41

didn't love her before. You used to call her a bitch

56:43

before. And now I'm like, no, that can't run, you know.

56:46

Yeah, I feel like you are

56:48

setting yourself up in some ways. You have to

56:50

be like mad secure. Like I don't think that,

56:53

like I definitely don't think it's the kind of thing you

56:55

should do if you're on the brink. Like if your marriage

56:57

is like relationship, whatever is, you

57:01

know, you're like, you're going through it and you

57:03

thought, oh, maybe this will help. No, I feel

57:05

like you have to be really secure, really solid.

57:08

You have to know that you really want to do it. Like

57:10

interrogate, like don't let no man come and put pressure on you

57:12

because it's his fantasy. Because if your fantasy is with you guys,

57:15

is he going to do it? The chances are he's probably not.

57:17

Do you know what I mean? But yeah,

57:19

I don't know. I don't think it's for everybody. I don't

57:21

think it, but there was a time where it felt

57:23

like it was really being like normalised because

57:25

a lot of couples were like talking about it. It's like,

57:27

yeah, yeah, definitely has

57:29

to be with a stranger. It can't be with no one. I know that

57:31

is awkward. And like, yeah,

57:33

no, because even on married at

57:36

first sight Australia, this guy is

57:38

saying that in his previous relationship, he,

57:42

his girlfriend was cheating on him. Yeah. And

57:45

then when she decided that actually she wanted to be with him, he

57:47

said that he would get back with her under one condition that he

57:49

could fuck her best friend and she has to watch. You

57:52

just want to fuck her best friend. What kind

57:54

of condition is that? I don't want to be with you anymore.

57:56

Exactly, but when it happens. And they're not together

57:58

anymore are they? given now you're the

58:00

moment at first sight. Yeah exactly I'm sorry like yeah she's a

58:02

waggly bitch

58:06

she's a waggly bitch and also I'm sorry but you're

58:08

not finna weaponize your fantasy like that's mad do you

58:11

know what I mean because I cheated so therefore you

58:13

want to just get your fantasy

58:17

off and use that as an opportunity because

58:19

you know maybe under normal circumstances that's not

58:21

normal if it could never run so yeah

58:23

really and truly the actual respectable thing to

58:25

do is to walk away yeah but

58:28

this is what he opted for. I don't know

58:30

on what planet he thought that was going to actually

58:32

help them heal and like help them like imagine doing

58:35

that and thinking yeah we're gonna go off and have

58:37

a healthy healthy relationship now that

58:40

is so twisted. Yeah

58:42

they're mad they're all mad and

58:44

he has to basically tell the new wife on

58:46

the show and she was disgusted and she was

58:48

very triggered because and that's why he's got a

58:50

messy sometimes yeah the producer's an Australian one because

58:52

her former was at her her partner before cheating

58:54

on her with her best friend. You know how

58:56

awesome that happened. And this is my pick top

58:58

trend that people are like oh I'm

59:01

going out because this happened to me and I didn't die

59:03

or I didn't die with people all over the last and a lot

59:05

of it is that my best friend was cheating with my partner. That's

59:08

nice. And in all honesty I'm so intrigued at how

59:10

that happened. Sad. I'm

59:12

gonna talk to her best friend that's because you have friends

59:14

partner. Yeah. Because who made

59:16

the first move? How did what why were you

59:19

alone? Yeah like I said you

59:21

used to see each other and be like oh

59:23

I like this person and then what happened? Was

59:25

he dropping you home? Like what happened that you

59:27

made you in position that you fucked your best

59:29

friend's man? I've never understood it. On Van de

59:32

Pompulge that happened this whole like scandal thing yeah

59:34

and basically with that situation the girls were really

59:36

good friends like the one that did the cheating

59:38

she she's now claiming that they were never close

59:40

but Ariana the one who got cheated on was

59:42

like no like you stepped in my house like

59:44

I thought you'd have their presents be retired and

59:47

basically what happened with them is that they were

59:49

all a group of friends and what would happen

59:51

is like everyone else would go home and just

59:53

be like I'm done with there'll be like the

59:55

two to say that they would be in other

59:57

with other people in the group so they

1:00:00

were saying that you know they'd say at the club

1:00:02

or whatever and then one thing led to another they'd

1:00:04

go home and then that's the one

1:00:06

thing that led to the other. That

1:00:08

could never run because even the other day I

1:00:10

was at a 40 year craft there and Nick

1:00:12

was like it's time to go. There's not one part

1:00:14

of me that's thinking

1:00:19

you go and I'm gonna stay all vice versa

1:00:21

like if we came together we're going together. Even

1:00:24

imagine the world after we have gone to a

1:00:26

party you say you want to

1:00:28

go home Nick said no I'm gonna stay and I'm

1:00:30

like yeah Nick me Nick. That would just be so

1:00:32

weird. That would just be weird. That would

1:00:35

just be so weird. Yeah

1:00:41

exactly like that example came

1:00:44

to my mind because I don't understand why

1:00:46

the two are together alone. I don't care.

1:00:48

Because I've always maintained the only reason why

1:00:50

you should really be talking to my manager

1:00:52

if you're planning me a surprise. The twice

1:00:54

part of me does not get my engagement

1:00:56

with me. That's the only time you need to

1:00:58

be communicating like that apart from that I don't

1:01:01

really see why you should. I don't even

1:01:03

think I've got my friends partners numbers. Not

1:01:05

even for like emergencies and stuff. No.

1:01:09

Yeah I've never understood how it happened.

1:01:11

It's a very marinara. It's exactly their

1:01:13

sister's partner. How? Yeah you people are fucking

1:01:16

low. Did you not start seeing that person

1:01:18

as your brother? Exactly. You're low down because

1:01:20

my brother-in-law guess what that's my brother. Like

1:01:25

maybe even more incestuous than

1:01:27

my actual brother. Are

1:01:29

you not cheating

1:01:32

your sisters? No you people. No do

1:01:34

you know what yeah then people actually

1:01:36

have no restraint. Like get it together.

1:01:38

Like go and work on your willpower

1:01:40

because what kind of lack of self-discipline

1:01:42

do you have to have? And

1:01:45

I'm not even a disciplined person so I'm not preaching.

1:01:47

I promise I'm not preaching. But you

1:01:49

have to have none. Like you

1:01:51

have to have zero accountability, zero

1:01:53

discipline to find

1:01:56

yourself in a situation like you're a weak ass bitch. Maybe

1:02:00

that's why I don't get it. Like that one. If things like

1:02:02

that, I don't. Yeah, when it comes to that, I do not

1:02:04

play that shit. I don't like the insinuation. I

1:02:07

don't even like it to be too close to you and

1:02:09

I don't like anything to that. I

1:02:11

don't, I can't stand that thing. I think

1:02:13

it is so, I don't get how that's

1:02:15

such a common thing that people's partners are

1:02:17

sleeping with their best. I don't get it.

1:02:19

Do you remember that girl that kissed her boyfriend's dad? Remember

1:02:22

that one. At

1:02:25

Christmas. Sis, if you're still listening

1:02:27

to this, you were very mad. That's

1:02:29

not, the dad is a low down as well.

1:02:32

But, it's a low life

1:02:34

even. But, maybe some men are sad, isn't it? I

1:02:37

get it, but damn, like Christmas. Yeah,

1:02:39

yeah, that's a bit mad. And I'm

1:02:41

not like, there's certain things that I'm not that muddled

1:02:43

about. And I've realised that recently, I'm not that muddled

1:02:45

about. Like, whatever, innit? Like, have you

1:02:48

ever been to that day with someone in a relationship? I'm

1:02:50

like, okay. Yeah, exactly. This is not,

1:02:52

this is not like. I do draw the line of

1:02:54

marriage men now. But marriage and siblings and friends and

1:02:56

marlins. Yeah, yeah, yeah, come on. There has to be

1:02:58

rules for this man. Come on, man. Like, you know,

1:03:00

your work husbands or whatever. Like, I get it. Do

1:03:02

you know what I mean? Even work husbands, I get

1:03:04

it because. Yeah, you're with them all

1:03:07

the time. You're with them all the time. You see them

1:03:09

in meetings, being powerful. I get it.

1:03:11

But, damn, like your brother-in-law. Oh,

1:03:14

you're best friends, man. You're best friends, man. That she calls you

1:03:16

about. She tells you this. Yeah, exactly. There was one that was

1:03:18

just like, oh, her and her best friend were trying to figure

1:03:20

out who her man was cheating with. And it was her best

1:03:22

friend the whole time. And

1:03:26

she said, listen to the alphabet company who's doing this to you. And

1:03:28

it's you, his family. Do

1:03:31

you mock me when you go and see him? Do you both laugh

1:03:33

at me? They probably get more turned on by it, you know.

1:03:36

Is that the idea of getting? Yeah,

1:03:38

definitely. I feel like sometimes it draws

1:03:40

people together even more. Like, it's just

1:03:42

a matter of life. I feel like sometimes that can be like

1:03:44

the sexual. What is the

1:03:46

science behind this forbidden food? Is it Adam Neese thought?

1:03:48

Is it East thought, really? Yeah, I think. Because

1:03:51

she's like the whole forbidden food. Allegedly.

1:03:55

Sorry, in your mind. Adam

1:03:57

told us to do. I

1:03:59

mean. I'm a Christian so

1:04:01

I believe in the Bible. So let me even

1:04:03

take back that allegedly. But yeah,

1:04:06

according to the Bible, she, no,

1:04:08

however, the serpent tempted her and

1:04:11

I'm inclined to believe the serpent was male.

1:04:14

Do you know what? Every now and then I wish God would

1:04:16

just like tell

1:04:18

us like what his like new

1:04:20

rules are. You know like how like- Do you think God has

1:04:23

changed up his rules? I don't think he's changed up his rules.

1:04:25

You don't think he has. I don't think he's like- I don't

1:04:27

think he's made it more contemptually. Yeah,

1:04:29

like more contemptually. Yeah, exactly. Exactly that. Because you

1:04:31

know, considering this, I mean, like I'm not too

1:04:33

sure if that's the thing that's happened. I think

1:04:35

it's still very much, you know. You either live

1:04:37

by it or you don't. Yeah, yeah. Like people

1:04:40

will. Yeah. Like Jesus said, just be

1:04:42

bewildered in it. Like live by it or you don't

1:04:44

sort of things. I love God, he gives me so

1:04:46

much grace man. Yo. Thank

1:04:49

God for grace. Thanks. Like I said, this episode

1:04:51

would have been a letdown, but we

1:04:53

hope somehow you were entertained, even

1:04:55

if it was just a normality of hearing

1:04:57

our voices. Every Wednesday, so just get

1:05:00

used to it. Sometimes I have podcasts, I just

1:05:02

listen to it. In the bus park? Mm-hmm. You

1:05:04

heard this is not the case? No,

1:05:07

I feel like people sit and take notes. Take

1:05:09

notes. Got to know what you've added in your notes. But

1:05:11

those of you who've brought you here for the last show

1:05:14

is coming to see you very, very excited. You do? Asana

1:05:16

says, any last words? Can you try and

1:05:18

grab some? Yeah. I've been your girl

1:05:20

Tally T. And I have been

1:05:23

just a military. Bye. Peace.

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