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I mean technically he was already four but and much
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like you two boys and a girl What
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is what is the idea of having a daughter
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after you're used to boys intimidating or yes, incredibly
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intimidating I'm like, I feel like I'm completely
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starting over in the case. No, you're going
2:14
the right way in my experience But
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my little girl like when we had when I
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had my first it did what it
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does to every parent turns your world upside Down, you
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don't know what you're doing when Sandra came along. I
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was like, oh, this is why people sometimes say I
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want ten You know like and then
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we had Caleb and I think it was
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God gave us a robust little boy that
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just wrecked everything to say Don't be greedy.
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You're done. You're done So
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maybe he's God is inviting you to have more Boy
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moms, yeah already for me like when I have
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my daughters and they're a handful I mean, there's
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a lot of talking and there's a lot of
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the both musical theater kids are singing constantly It's
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all of that But like when
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I have boys over it I'm
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in some stunned by the energy from boys I
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mean, it's unbelievable like you know, they're destroying my
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living room It's like my as their parents are
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sitting on the couch like oh, this is normal.
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I'm like, what is happening right now? Why are
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they throwing things? What is going on? So
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I mean there is a little bit I think girls are
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harder in the teenage years. I guess that's what they
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say You pay your taxes with boys early. Yeah, and then
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you pay your taxes with girls later in life so but
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I think when you have one girl, so I'm Third
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so there are three girls and then a boy
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and one thing I realize is that when you
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get one girl I don't know if that nest
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I'm praying that doesn't necessarily hold true because in
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some ways I'm gonna be a
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parent not her best friend But her ability
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to turn to me in the family is
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unique because you know I'm the one female
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for her and the mom so I tend
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to think it kind of maybe makes it
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closer You could have a really communicative.
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Oh, I sure hope so.
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I'm so excited about that Oh,
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I'm excited to potentially also have like a
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child that isn't as active like we have
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very very sweet boys My husband is is
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you know an artist and he's a musician
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and so like they're definitely I see
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the sensitivity that they've inherited from him. But
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they're still, you'll go to a music class
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and you'll see all the little girls are
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sitting on their mom's lap, paying attention, participating,
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and the boys without fail are all off
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wandering around in every given direction doing whatever
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they're doing. I'm excited to have the girl
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on my lap. I'm so excited for you
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because there's also moments where we walk into
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the house and we sit there. My husband's
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like, look at her. She's
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just playing by herself. She'll
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sit there and the boys are launching
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themselves off things. They have
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to pick on each other or someone to get
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attention. Sandra will do her own thing.
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But I think being one of three as well, I'm
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very much used to that dynamic. I was
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the only girl. I was the middle child.
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Oh, you're my, you're my Sandra. Okay. Yeah.
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So I'm just like, I'm very, I
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always thought in the back of my mind if
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I should be so lucky that three will sort
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of be the magic number. So I'm excited for
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that energy. I know it. I want to ask
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you a pregnancy because you talked about your fertility
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journey, which I think is so important, whether
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it's miscarriages or fertility or difficulties of
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getting pregnant. I think the more we
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all talk, the more we realize we're
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not alone. Yeah. I had
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some postpartum depression after my first
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and my third. What
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are some things you wish you
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knew in your postpartum time that
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you didn't expect maybe? That's
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a really good question. I mean,
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just how all encompassing it is,
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like, and
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I feel like every postpartum period obviously
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is different. I do
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knock on wood feel pretty lucky that maybe
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it was the fact that
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I had work kind of imminently.
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Yeah. I went back to work with Gus
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on This Is Us when he was a
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month old. And granted, like, much
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like your job, it's like, it's an ensemble.
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It wasn't like the sole responsibility of
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the work. The bulk of the work was just resting on my
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shoulders. And we only had a few months left. And then we
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had a bit of a hiatus for the next month. summer.
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But then with Ozzy, I, I electively
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chose to go back to work when he
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was six weeks old. We moved the family.
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Yeah, we moved the family here to New
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York for a job and lived here for
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five months. So I had like a six-week-old
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newborn baby. And again, the privilege of a
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job where you're able to bring your baby
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with you. I know that is not the
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case for most women in this country. And
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so I was able to bring him there
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and I could work and I could nurse
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and I could work and nurse. And I
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feel like for some reason, like maybe
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the, the rhythm of getting back
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into things so easy, so quickly
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like helped ease me back into
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feeling in my body and
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my skin like again. And
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it will be a different journey this, this
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time. I'll have this baby and I
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don't have work on the horizon in quite the same way.
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So I'm curious to see like
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if things will kind of feel a bit
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different because of that. Well, I know everyone
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feels differently, but I found my, it
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was the most grounding when I went back to work. Yeah.
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Even though like I had heard my whole life, oh, the
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day you go back, call me cause you're going to cry.
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And the day I went back after my first, I
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was like, I felt guilty again.
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Cause sure. Without talking about you don't realize
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there are some people that agree with you,
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but that was the first time I felt
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normal. Like, Oh, I can do this. This
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mother thing is so hard and overwhelming. Yeah.
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And so foreign, but the job I know
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how to do. So in some ways
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I always felt better going back to work. But one
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thing I also wanted to ask you, I'm always curious
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is with our kids, we always
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try to correct or fix things we
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didn't like maybe growing up or want to
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do differently than our parents. But there's also
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like these fears of, for me,
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it's like, what am I unknowingly
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passing on to my kids? Cause there's going to be
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stuff, but for me, it's a lot of like emotional
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regulation, anxiety. Like what are your
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fears as a parent in parenting?
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Oh my gosh. So
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many, like, and so many, I probably haven't
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even realized yet. Cause you're just, I feel
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like we're so in the thick of things
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yet. Like, not that you ever probably.
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I feel like you've come up for air,
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but I certainly haven't felt that at this
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joke. No, you haven't yet, and I get
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that. Totally, so it's like, I don't even
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know how to identify what those are. I
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mean, we're starting
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to ask ourselves some of the bigger,
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more philosophical questions about the influences that
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they're gonna have one day and making
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sure that, yeah, they
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feel loved and supported no matter what. I
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have fear around, yes,
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them presenting me because of work.
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And my husband and us maybe
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being away more than we should. It's
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so, so much, I feel, wrapped up in all
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of that. I don't know. One piece of advice being
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a few more years down the road is get away
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when you can. Someone once told me this, these are
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the ages where they're not remembering all those things, yet
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what it does for you when you take care of
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yourself and your marriage and your husband, that
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benefits them and they don't remember this. It's
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much later, and someone said that and I
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thought, oh, and that it is
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so reaffirming to be able to get away
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when you can. So do that. I
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think it was me, I think I told you that. Oh, my, every wife
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thing I've ever heard came from you. We
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try to do that already. And also just to
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piggyback on what I was saying, I mean, I
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do love, though, modeling for my kids and I
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wanna model for my daughter as well. I
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love my job. I love what I do. It is
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a huge part of my identity as
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is being their mom. And
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it fills my cup in a very, very
9:23
different way. And I want
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them to see it's important to chase the
9:27
things that you're passionate about and not discard
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that and not necessarily, I
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want to be both things. I wanna move through the
9:34
world and oscillate between
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being mom and being, in
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this season of my life, work is a little quieter
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and so it's like, I have been full on mom
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for the last year and it's been the greatest gift.
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I love it more than anything. But
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I'm also excited about when this baby is here in
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the world and I can get back to work because
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I miss it and it's like, I do wanna fill
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that part of my cup too because it's important. I
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think for so, sorry, Brian, I'm not letting you get
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in here. Jump in. with any of your
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momming stories. No, I'm just kidding. It's funny,
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because I think we also are always raised
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to think for women it's a choice, because
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it was in the past. So I get
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why that's a dominant narrative, but funny enough,
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we're dynamic individuals in the sense that I'm
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nothing without either of those things. I always
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know I have a North Star that
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my family is the most important thing,
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but I am actually not the same mom
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if left, like my mom was for spells
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at home all the time. And then when
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I find myself screaming and stressing, I realize
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I don't thrive the way some people do. And
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it's almost like empowering your kids to know which
10:36
combination of things makes you
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happy and your best self. Yeah,
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and therefore the best parent, and the best
10:43
wife, and the best partner, and like all
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of that. Absolutely, I already definitely recognize that.
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now. That's L-I-B-S-Y-N ads.com. when
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people get fluffed, whether it's like
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extreme athletes or celebrities, artists, they
16:05
feel a need to tap back into it
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in a way that kind of, that's usually
16:09
the beginning of the destruction. So you weren't
16:12
walled off from your childhood. I wasn't walled off from
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my childhood, but also maybe it's like, maybe
16:16
I was a little bit, I'm a little bit
16:18
of a control freak or something because like that,
16:20
like even now, I was saying on
16:22
a podcast a couple months ago, like I think I've
16:24
been like drunk maybe
16:27
twice in my life. I've never been hot,
16:29
never. I'm not at
16:31
it. I'm not. I'm sorry I'm drunk now. No
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shade, no. But I think that
16:35
just falls on my shoulders of like, I
16:39
like to be in control. And so I
16:41
think that like happened when I
16:43
was a young person as well. I was like, nope,
16:45
I'm not gonna do anything that would potentially, you know,
16:48
put me in a situation I'm uncomfortable with. I do find
16:50
that's a difference between, this
16:52
is a broad strokes, little girls and little boys.
16:54
One thing I realized is they're also capable
16:56
of about four moves ahead in
16:58
the game. Boys are so immediate.
17:00
And so they can't always like
17:02
delay gratification. Yeah, I had trouble with that as a teen. And
17:05
I'm making generalizations whether they're teens were not
17:07
there yet. But my daughter can say, oh,
17:09
so if I don't eat this now, I'll
17:11
get it later. I'm gonna go ahead and
17:13
do that. There's a, there is a skill
17:15
there. Yeah. Well, this is a little
17:17
awkward, but Sarah, I understand you have some beef with
17:19
me. Oh gosh, maybe I have the biggest beef
17:21
with you. Okay, so circa 2000, no,
17:24
it's really innocent, but you went
17:27
brown, you're dark mocha hair. I want to say it
17:29
was like 2004 or five or
17:31
something. You debuted this beautiful hair. I
17:34
became so obsessed with your hair color. And
17:36
even though I have obviously highlights and stuff,
17:39
I'm a dirty blonde and I have been on my whole life.
17:42
I decided the day you debuted, I was like,
17:44
she's beautiful. She's never looked more stunning. I too,
17:46
I'm gonna have mocha brown hair. For
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months I carried around a picture of you. And
17:51
this is me like as a grown adult, walking
17:53
around an office, but I happened to work in
17:55
TV. I wasn't on air, but I worked around
17:57
elite hairstylists and things, so I'd show them, I said,
17:59
what? and we printed off color codes with your
18:01
picture. I carried them around. Everyone was like, I know,
18:03
I heard the Mandy Moore story. So one day, and
18:05
this is not name dropping, I was at the Today
18:08
Show, but Katie Couric said to me, I was like,
18:10
I think I'm going mocha like Mandy Moore. Do you
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wanna see my picture? I show her the picture. She's
18:14
like, Sarah, blonde, most people are trying to
18:17
look like blonde. If you lose your blonde,
18:19
you'll spend a lifetime coming back. That was
18:21
the day my Mandy Moore decision was over.
18:23
But forever, forever, everyone
18:26
at work was like, remember when you were going
18:28
Mandy Moore, mocha? And I'm like, yes, I
18:30
have a picture of you in a file
18:33
until I left to ABC in 2013. A
18:35
folder with, sorry, NBC to ABC, but
18:37
I had like a color chart and pictures
18:40
of you in a file. And it's like, I'm really
18:42
gonna miss her. I'm so flattered. But
18:44
also good choice, because Katie was right. I
18:46
really feel she might have been. You would
18:48
have spent a lifetime and a fortune to
18:50
get back to the gorgeous color. Yeah, I was
18:53
gonna say, I think you should have. No, I'm seeing her today,
18:55
and I'm like, she's mocha, no one warned me. She's
18:57
full of blonde. This is gonna be hard.
18:59
Second lady tomorrow. Oddly, a couple days earlier this week,
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you had her hair from the candy video. So that was
19:03
a- Didn't you tease me about that, too? Yes, I
19:05
did. Yeah, that was your call back. Yeah. Because
19:08
I wasn't 15. All right, let's talk
19:10
about your podcast, because- Yes. So first
19:12
of all, this is us. People
19:15
love on a level that is
19:17
really just incredible. I mean, that
19:19
moves everyone different ages. It's,
19:22
I mean, everyone knows you just
19:24
cry through every season of that show. It's
19:26
starting. But it's also fun to watch, and
19:28
you guys, the chemistry you guys have is
19:30
unbelievable. And now you're back replicating that chemistry.
19:32
We are. With Sterling K. Brown and Chris
19:34
Sullivan for a rewatch podcast of the show
19:37
called, That Was Us, which is brilliant. You
19:40
said that not being with the cast every day when the
19:42
show ended in 2022 was hard for you. Did
19:44
you jump at the chance to do this? I did.
19:46
I mean, Chris approached Sterling, and then the two
19:48
of them approached me to be a part of
19:51
doing this. And we all love
19:53
each other. It's like, you know those
19:55
once-in-a-lifetime situations where a project is put
19:57
together, and you're like, oh, we have
19:59
solidified.
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