This is part two of the story of dying on Ayahuasca. Enjoy. Opening Song: “Body Song” by Patients https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWJ7ynTqw-A Closing Song 1: https://ohfortuna.bandcamp.com/track/bodies-broken Closing Song 2: https://music.apple

Dying on Ayahuasca Pt 1

Aug 19th, 2023 2h 15m

Finding myself in the back of a moto-taxi in Iquitos, Peru, I met other retreaters heading to the same place and finally arrived at the Ayahuasca center out in the jungle. This episode details the first two Ayahuasca ceremonies, meeting the spi

Retreat Days Pt 2

Aug 11th, 2023 2h 26m

After taking mushrooms alone in the dark one last time in Chicago, and introducing my mom to the mushroom space back in Virginia, the road to Ayahuasca took me first to a retreat center in the Pacific Northwest. I found myself being called to m

Retreat Days Pt 1

Aug 7th, 2023 2h 18m

Today’s episode is a continuation and conclusion of the affair story, as well as a transition into an emerging chapter of life pursuing a career in retreats and at retreat centers. One more retreat days episode after this, then I’ll get into ay

The Affair

Aug 5th, 2023 2h 24m

Part one of a story recounting a romantic entanglement that cost me just about everything I had at the time. Major changes began to occur in my life and my personal growth after this. And a brief story of taking mushrooms in a State Park with a

DMT Days Pt 2

Jul 30th, 2023 2h 20m

More DMT stories that transpired in Chicago between 2017 and 2019, including watching a friend almost lose his mind, getting fired from my sales job, manifesting the best living situation I had ever experienced at the time, and passing the DMT

Mushroom Days Pt 2

Jul 5th, 2023 2h 37m

Today’s episode is a lengthy recounting of several Psilocybin mushroom trips that culminated in an overwhelming experience of ego death at the apex of 5 grams of dried mushrooms. I go a bit into of the science of Psilocybin, the predictable and

DMT Days Pt 1

Jun 30th, 2023 1h 24m

Today's episode is a recounting of the process of extracting Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) from the roots of an acacia tree, and a description of the experiences under the influence of the molecule. Not too scientific, nothing fancy, just a few craz

Mushroom Days Pt 1

Jun 25th, 2023 1h 48m

Today’s episode is a recounting of the first time I ever tried psilocybin mushrooms and the psychedelic journey that I went on while digesting them, which included a full-blown near-death experience and full-blown Ego-Death at its peak. The exp

Everything Changes

Jun 11th, 2023 1h 7m

Everything in existence is constantly changing shape to reflect back to you what has been going through your mind. This episode is a brief exposition of the omnipresent flow of change in our experience and how to use it to create the experience

How to Thrive While Civilization Collapses

Jul 24th, 2022 2h 2m

A lengthy explication of how “the collapse of civilization” really is an opportunity to create a new way of life for ourselves, how and why the collapse is manifesting in our experience at the moment, and how to navigate the ostensibly rough ro

500 Days in the Forest

Jul 17th, 2022 2h 10m

Today’s episode is a semi-structured recounting of an 18 month stay in a cabin on the edge of a 100-acre forest; including notes on the energetic resonance of the forest, interactions with the individual and collective spirits of the forest, th

Who is Abraham-Hicks?

Jul 16th, 2022 1h 34m

Catching up, then a brief introduction to Abraham-Hicks content and how it heavily overlaps the content and perspective of this podcast. Also a quick timeline of personal experiences leading to the discovery of Abraham-Hicks and some divergence

Notes on Self-Healing

Oct 4th, 2021 1h 30m

(Second attempt--had to adjust the sound on the songs and re-upload the episode)Healing is an autonomous process happening inside of your body at any given moment. It is carried by an ever-present momentum of life-force flowing through you (fro

Notes on Self-Healing

Oct 3rd, 2021 1h 30m

Healing is an autonomous process happening inside of your body at any given moment. It is carried by an ever-present momentum of life-force flowing through you (from Source) and can be blocked or allowed by your environment, your actions, and y

Nothing but Love

Oct 2nd, 2021 1h

A brief exposition of the vibrational frequency of "Love," how Love is the most powerful manifestation of Source energy, and some advice on how we can manifest more of it in our experience. Mostly through Appreciation. Opening Song: "Heaven's o

The Astral Realm

Sep 21st, 2021 59m 49s

The Astral Realm is the imaginative infinite space of Source energy, and we have access to this space at all times. A description of what I understand to be the Astral Realm, its overlap with the Physical Realm, the underlying fabric of Pure Po

Further Down the Rabbit Hole

Sep 20th, 2021 1h 17m

A lengthy ramble about the nature of existence as manifestation, some brief stories of spiritual emergency and the clarity that follows, and a story of supporting a dying elder through telepathy. This episode is a preview of the bridge between

The Call of the Earth

Aug 15th, 2021 1h 22m

The Earth is a Spirit manifesting in physical form, and we are extensions of her form. She created us to take care of her, and in return she will keep us around. This is how I tune into her, speak with her, listen to her, and what she has had t

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Aug 9th, 2021 1h 14m

Pulled out of early retirement by the Creator. A rant about starting over, people not changing, and how every moment of human existence is The Garden of Eden repeating itself.Intro Song: "Ghosts (Spirit Come In)" by Michael Parallaxhttps://mich

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Mar 5th, 2021 1h 42m

Full Audiobook version of the Tao Te Ching (translated as "The Book of the Way"). This version was translated and edited by Lin Yutang (1895-1976) and is available in printed form through 'Taoist Classic Complete Works.' There will be commentar

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