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My life update. Day 682 post narcissistic abuse. Contact me at: vortexgirl203@gmail.com Paypal donations can also be sent to vortexgirl203@gmail.comI'd also like to invite you to come visit me and actually "see" me on my YouTube chann
This is a brutal day. And this too shall pass.--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support
Sorry everyone but for some reason, the episode didn't seem to merge into one and it's 3 parts due to the recording length and something additional I wanted to add so here is the rest!--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com
This is some really raw and vulnerable, very personal pain that I am pouring out in this episode with insights on why and how it happened as well as truly showing how when you look at the eyes of a Narcissist, you are looking into the eyes of e
Painful, painful stuff tonight. Narcissists - go no contact, stay no contact or pay dearly. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support
Day 590 post narcissistic abuse. I talk about still missing my narcissist, still not 100% coming to terms with him not being able to change. Trying to figure out how to just be happy on my own. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.s
Ironically this episode had 22 seconds at the end. And that it’s day 588 abuse free! Love my number messages. May you all be healed of the wounds that narcissists have inflicted on you. May your days of suffering be minimal. May you know you’ll
Just a quick blurb on how narcissists would willingingly let us sit there and suffer when they could offer comfort or love in some form to ease the pain. They never will because they don’t care if you suffer. Why allow that? You deserve love an
Saying hi and inviting everyone who’s on a spiritual path to visit my new sister podcast that features only the happy side of life after a Narcissist! It can’t rain all the time! 😉 I hope you’ll come take a listen! anchor.fm/bellaLight88
Day 548 away from narcissistic abuse, 98% no contact for months now. It’s a better day than most and my vibration is up! I hope this episode will inspire you and put a smile on your face! A no tear episode!! Only smiles, I promise.
Advice for you during your relationship with a narcissist. And details on how my mediation went yesterday. Healing from narcissistic abuse is a very difficult process so make it easier on yourself by following these tips I give throughout. H-
If you have doubts about leaving, I hope this helps change your mind. 531 days since I left abuse and I’m still struggling to put myself back together. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support
Is it possible I still have a sex drive?!! Lol That I’m still alive in there somewhere?? That enough of the onion peeled away during these 516 days away from my ex narc that I’m ready to venture into the dating realm?? Maybe....--- Support
This entry is about by hearing and how that went but I also have a very special story from an elderly mentor who’s brilliant and has survived abuse and has a wealth of wisdom at her age. I hope you’ll listen to “The Compassion Cloud”, because I
I feel like the jaws theme is playing as my divorce hearing day approaches. So I’m letting out my fear through my words. Day 507 away! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support
My first divorce hearing getting closer I do an audio journal basically talking about how I’m feeling, and how much emotion and anxiety I have. It’s just so ironic narcissists love to ruin holidays and our first divorce hearing is falling on Va
As per the title fell off wagon and broke not contact, now I’m in hell wondering what he sent. The terrible struggle of the Narcissist addict. It’s real and it’s terrible. Part of surviving narcissistic abuse. I’ll get there one day.--- Sup
Feeling some sorrow that had to be dealt with, lots of anxiety over having to go through divorce stuff today that upset me, and then I also give you quite a bit of history on my relationship with him. I was going to do a separate recording on t
Quick and tiny good night prayer message. Love to all! ❤️💤--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support
I was journaling new moon intentions and my writing became sort of automatic and I feel I was given a message to pass along that offers healing and good things to come for all who are suffering. If you’re reading this, you’re meant to hear this
Thoughts on a peaceful space and how a lifetime of narcissistic abuse, peace is uncomfortable for me. I feel anxious and out of my element. It’s one of those nights. So I just chatter away until the anxiety reduces. Thanks for being part of my
This is why you don’t break no contact, once again. I talk about my weight issues and how it’s hurt me that he loathed me for it. I talk about a few other things in order to talk myself out of a panic attack and crying fit I didn’t need another
A little pep talk and prayer from me to you. I hope you’ll realize your worth and how potent you are as a loving, beautiful being who deserves a narcissist free life! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellali
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Mild Sexual Content Warning - This snippet might get offensive to some??? Maybe??? Idk I just speak freely about how I miss my sex life with my Narcissist husband ( currently separated from) and let out a little details of our private life to h
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