During your spiritual journey sometimes you need to disassociate or go into hermit mode. Everyone is on a different type of spiritual journey. So, there are sometimes you need to be alone to receive the messages you need to make this thing we c
Try something different even if it doesn't work. Try something else. There is nothing wrong with things not working out. It just means that thing was not meant for you.
I apologize about the rain in the beginning. We have to stop second guessing our process and reach out destiny. We will achieve so much more if we just have faith and believe in ourselves.