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Ah, now licenses that sometime last My

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guess is a person who I didn't

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realize I hadn't had them on the

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Girl. A

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So sorry you said oh sorry. Sis

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Okay, we do require these out of

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order. said is or yeah so the

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out of sab you area. this is

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January. I just got back

3:07

from Us Africa and went to

3:09

South Africa. A way to say

3:11

cells. Zambia, Zimbabwe

3:13

didn't need anybody. But.

3:17

Isis. Is drained from ah

3:19

push hori had to Victoria

3:21

falls from South Africa to

3:23

of Zimbabwe Yeah and I.

3:25

Met this lovely couple on it. And.

3:29

Ah we I asked them like how

3:31

they met or whatever and then says

3:33

here talked about her partner and then

3:35

I was like they've. Been everyone with looked

3:38

at me and I was like ah. I

3:40

don't I don't have a

3:42

partner right now. I have

3:44

several meaningful friendships. everyone laughs

3:46

and then they went. Don't

3:48

worry, Ill happened. For. You and now

3:50

I can't leave. I'm says on a train

3:52

and they have to like have dessert with

3:55

these people who now feel bad for me

3:57

and. Him.

4:00

The hundred miles from home and I still

4:02

feel bad. About being single eyebrow at it as

4:04

I hear that have a good side by myself

4:06

will get about it's say who had a Gf

4:08

I had always wanted to go to Africa like.

4:10

And like is a dare. I.

4:13

Had a great time a second.

4:15

Loved Africa. I can't recommend the

4:17

continent and Us. It was

4:19

really beautiful in. There's so much to

4:21

say. We only saw the southern part

4:24

of Africa, but there is like Northern

4:26

Africa Central Africa legs. It's just I.

4:29

It's a beautiful consonant. like it's just

4:31

stunning. Or data God I mean

4:33

I threw the as do you on a

4:35

meaningful friendships they'd go after like have been

4:37

settled or long ago and all of my

4:39

emotional energies is Bill has is built really

4:41

suppress is of really around avast Yes yes

4:43

I'm really proud of really proud of these

4:45

people and I love they have generated. In

4:47

my life as as it's like yeah it

4:50

will be really nice to like have somebody.

4:52

Who's romantic? But I'm like. It's

4:55

not have any sales. Of

4:57

my friends when about so

4:59

France? Letter that till say

5:01

are using all your single. Yeah

5:03

yeah, yeah single. Yeah.

5:06

I basing a for a long time as well. like I

5:08

was doing that. So I was on a date the other

5:10

day and she asks me how long have been single and

5:12

I had to do the math and it was. It.

5:14

Was about a gun. was eight years, nine years

5:16

A and was nine years. That's I see

5:19

Lake in a legal question. I don't think

5:21

anyone should be allowed to Philly. So how

5:23

long have you been single bit? Don't worry

5:25

about it, I'm here with you. Now

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trying to do such sites that use of

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his ass? yeah right. brain to have already

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a Marty. It'd be good for you. As

5:35

over the opposite. Our smooth

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as the was life because the zebra

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address our rights the I see that

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I'm a sap a big establish you

5:44

as is only a big spots. and

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up really like i'm not even live like i

5:48

eat me but I am he I'm have been

5:50

anything i like are eating whenever brad i felt

5:52

so bad a qb why they were aroused by

5:54

this it of mass the your success. Or

5:58

ended up advises like. There was like

6:00

a barbecue begun bergen I was just a like

6:02

and serena up as. A was is

6:05

often shards grouse bright eyed so I

6:07

went. To be honest. A I

6:09

went from I'd I felt like I was

6:11

already honest about the yeah. How

6:13

much I don't like the food that I get at that point

6:15

on? I just can be as about everything that. Had

6:18

is Gabriel All of it's. Status sign a

6:20

it when you make the choice on a

6:23

Thursday to be like I'll never see. This

6:25

first that again you could have all my

6:27

saw everything that's ever been in my head

6:29

I do not give a shit out A

6:32

separate see you again yes I did it

6:34

take to get a wizard or ever and

6:36

one day arcs you were flagged on in

6:38

assets that's really friday as it it like

6:41

a free a lot enough I'll be I

6:43

might go out again and are no. Admire.

6:46

You know and and I'm not. I'm not against dating

6:48

have begun but I do realize like I do want

6:50

to have the same answers with somebody I'm dating a

6:52

thing. As a site it's as ours going to

6:55

is always going to be a thing I like to eat out

6:57

a lot like I like the and now. So. Like

6:59

is always going to be Am you

7:01

know a complication plant? And

7:04

see if you date is the again. It

7:07

has to be as egan who is

7:09

not like a pretty good they're like

7:11

looked down on you for eating meat

7:13

if gabi as he get his like.

7:15

Like. My friend, you know, Lagan Legacy is

7:17

illegal who will go anywhere as long as

7:20

it have won the game item on the

7:22

menu for her ass? Ah, but she doesn't

7:24

give a shit what you eat so it's

7:26

like you can go anywhere with her. That's

7:28

the kind of Egan I'd have to day.

7:31

It's yeah, where it's like we go. Anywhere

7:33

as long as like yard sale with the one big

7:35

an item is it every now and again. Will

7:37

go to a full vegan restaurant for you.

7:39

I agree I big that's a beautiful see

7:41

that as a great way to Luciana specific

7:43

with spree either side. You

7:46

know as I can I admire it like is

7:48

not like I'm my biggest get away for me

7:50

is is like I assume I'm actually like I'm

7:52

as epic is a beautiful bag and I I

7:54

would love to it and I see a buddhist

7:57

I said be not eating meat but I was

7:59

like. But. Yeah I figure

8:01

I think I don't like the anxiety of

8:03

having to think about that kind of stress

8:05

with something that unless cel mai tns vidal

8:08

Yeah so yeah like meaningful friendship. That's what

8:10

I have when I would love to travel.

8:12

met some me about it go Africa let

8:14

me know up the love which are really.

8:18

But. Yeah, I do. What is about to ask? I

8:20

want to go to Egypt. I went to see some

8:22

pyramids. Ah, I want to go

8:24

to Morocco and one of the.

8:26

There's a ton of places I haven't been yet that

8:28

I really really us it. One ago and we've been

8:30

to Japan. Yeah, I want to go there this year

8:32

and what am I hope this ago there's no one.

8:35

A Good It shows you how

8:37

bad is like. Side. You know,

8:39

mano, right? My yeah plant with his has then.

8:41

And was a team of as a

8:43

season so I just I want a

8:45

partner to travel as also happy to

8:47

tablet my meaningful friendships but lakes it

8:49

seems nice to like get on a

8:52

slight with their partner tee hee hee

8:54

with your partner and then like get

8:56

off and like go fuck in a

8:58

hotel or. Is. Limited to say say

9:00

he. Is like a

9:02

get the i like immediately like as soon

9:04

as we get off the place last week

9:06

that you gotta ride it out renounce out

9:08

which I did do that as in is

9:10

like where do we go let's go check

9:12

out the Vatican real quick. Says that. Are

9:15

you what kind of I've traveled person? Are

9:17

you? Are you like organize more? Are you

9:19

like to go with the flow kind of

9:21

by know. I am So

9:24

for this twelve a. Trip to Africa.

9:26

I packed. I started packing at

9:28

eleven pm the day before we

9:30

last. Ah, So. That's

9:33

the type of traveler I am.

9:35

I do everything. Last minute.

9:37

Ah. I either under packer, over

9:40

pack this? yeah my over packed every to

9:42

everywhere we went before. like are you staying

9:44

here for a month So. I

9:47

just has the biggest suitcase known

9:49

to man. Bill to the brim.

9:51

Yeah also I i'm very cool

9:53

ago at the flow. I'm very

9:55

close land to a location and

9:57

not having a single thing planned.

10:00

and then figuring it out while we're there and

10:02

the same way yeah like of were like walking

10:04

down the street and we see like a cool

10:06

thing a bar or something that they'll it's really

10:08

had to sing and like mrs go there and

10:10

them and see where that days of our members

10:12

and with yet like map from like. I.

10:14

Yes I see I went apart arkansas work

10:16

as like my best friend Car you know

10:18

Carl he he he lived out in a

10:20

country for a long time. He he he

10:22

refuses and leave the country's athletic. Lives

10:26

As America necessities, Less

10:29

Americans goddamn it's by

10:31

yeah I I. Like

10:34

my goal in life like I did we

10:36

did vision boys her feel as good as

10:38

done a job and everybody's by had a

10:40

homey bar say we. Ah

10:43

we did visit boys for his birthday

10:45

m as in my vision boy was

10:47

are travelling. Like outside of the country

10:49

like so that's like saying a half I have to

10:51

do when I'm in a relationship or not. Zoc out

10:53

of it but I don't want to do about myself

10:55

is gonna nerve wracking likes to be enough for country

10:57

like alone and of series out our it. It.

11:00

Is I went to Dublin

11:02

alone. And all I had

11:04

to do with like. Leave the hotel unexplored.

11:06

As a for tonight's that I could have

11:08

done. Sat by was so like nervous as I

11:10

don't have you like the loser. Lady in

11:12

the corner of a bar. and then

11:14

when I was on vacation as like

11:16

by made friends like aids. People to

11:19

talk and you could easily make friends.

11:21

I forgot about that when I was

11:23

alone. Yeah, that yeah, I'm traveling. alone

11:25

is a. So it's nerve

11:27

wracking. And also, I love that you did

11:29

this And boards. I've done it to this.

11:32

You boards And twenty Twenty three. And

11:34

I'm like, guess I'm due for another one.

11:36

Just gotta. Put. Things in

11:38

my eyesight of what I was like. One

11:40

is. A love one And if

11:42

a man comes to my house and is in

11:45

my room he's gonna be like are you well,

11:47

like, are you okay. Now

11:50

I doesn't have a license. Good salaries and

11:52

ninety minutes last yeah, Louisiana good sex or

11:54

at how did you find out in a

11:56

magazine As you suggest this, I can be

11:58

nice. Had to cut out. The. The.

12:01

As he acts in it looks like ransom.

12:03

Okay, this is mine is as I'd like.

12:05

I'd have this woman right. Here is this

12:07

is why Black woman and in classes. As

12:11

a little very nice there is every favour

12:13

as though it over it as she looked

12:16

at a lighter as seedless either out this

12:18

issue right events will be me a supply

12:20

of right now that's this of the picture

12:22

of a random person by I Am yeah

12:25

like this was for much of what's vida

12:27

as Isis is area side a sign of

12:29

the I started to get. Down As like I

12:31

people's this is really for me. I wanted people to see

12:33

this. But. I I got there

12:36

and a dogs I want to get a

12:38

dog in a in Oscars and when you

12:40

can ask. Ss

12:43

I. Like that Those? I mean that's good.

12:45

I wish I had my near me. But.

12:47

As their in my i say is that

12:49

when I wake up a look at once

12:51

and then the other one when I go

12:54

to the bathroom I pass by air Yeah.

12:56

But. It's like yeah like tribe loss pictures

12:59

of like water because I love water and

13:01

both school of a boat and then I

13:03

have a picture of a couple. Neither one

13:05

looks like me are like the people I

13:08

date or whatever was like oh no they

13:10

look like they're happy that I had our

13:12

as the ads. From different letters and

13:14

it truly looks like a you know

13:16

it's like steel someone as if we

13:19

if we have sex you get your

13:21

flight back or something as a ransom

13:23

note is looks like a has arranged

13:25

to assess assess as this. You

13:28

Canada? Are you tempted? Letters about separately

13:30

from different magazines? Admit yeah. I've

13:33

got quite aware of. it isn't for hims as

13:35

one where separates us as. The. Design says

13:37

in an earlier than me and and

13:39

I see her. In

13:42

there like different sizes so it looks wilde.

13:46

But yeah, I have. So okay. Iceland

13:48

four and a half hours on both

13:50

isn't boorishness ssl last. Titan it's

13:52

just ten, ten ten ten i

13:54

don't own a six are helpful.

13:56

Also, I feel like writing letters

13:58

is helpful. may. So. I

14:01

dated somebody for a little bit and right

14:03

before I met them, I wrote a letter

14:05

to my future partner. And then.

14:08

Put. It in the mail with a stamp

14:10

and it just said from From and Nicole.

14:12

Buyer on a buyer on the another you

14:14

put my full names. And I wrote

14:16

Los Angeles, California. The retired as and

14:18

to them. I wrote to my future

14:20

partner anywhere in California close to me

14:22

and I stood in the mailbox and

14:24

then I met so. In a couple

14:27

months later. so I'd wow Dan.

14:30

Because I was like a cigarette ready to meet

14:32

somebody. So I did as again and I'm like

14:35

I. Said

14:37

one from the post office does has a collection

14:39

of these things for me is that as a

14:41

couple time it was a guy the most obvious

14:43

who ride in love with the right after his

14:46

i miss my brother girl again two sisters

14:48

don't worry rows and rows and I'll try to

14:50

convince ago I shoot is sad and like so

14:52

many like he doesn't I disobeyed your assets for

14:54

his as their retrieval he. Doesn't know where I

14:56

live because I. Didn't. Put my address their

14:59

and I said there's no way I see

15:01

you don't have a return address as wrote

15:03

Los Angeles California know retards of my. First

15:06

initial last name and then I do

15:08

put his stamp on it because. Know

15:12

like as a feeling that like makes the

15:14

magic works. But I'm pretty

15:16

sure it's own at the post office is

15:18

like this are all going through it or

15:20

assist or another she wants the series of

15:22

of a resume them never heard of that.

15:25

Areas. Am I like shit like that? I like

15:27

a magic writes his at the I like I

15:29

like I have I'm in say they were of

15:31

years I liked I like do as you like

15:33

that to feel like or maybe something in there

15:35

in universe is to for me. But.

15:37

Our womb and for good luck. For with

15:39

that let me know how those. We'll.

15:42

See if and when you when you send it out. I

15:44

sent it out. Ah

15:47

Chris, Oh it blew Isn't

15:49

it out? To.

15:51

Two or three days ago. I. Was a

15:53

it's the beginning of the year I got

15:56

a guy gets a magic word Gangs.against Gotta

15:58

love the universe Know that? Ready and

16:00

I'd like to meet somebody. Yeah.

16:03

And then the apps are bad. Are you on

16:06

the apps? Yeah, yeah Yeah that they're now for

16:08

an ad on Wiped Out Really light. I have

16:10

enough. Yeah. I'd like to me

16:12

people, him and real life I am I'm

16:14

realizing that Edison person yes I'm also not

16:16

really good at ah like even oh I'm

16:18

a writer I do have a hard time

16:20

figuring out what to say like I find

16:22

myself saying it's are making a job that

16:24

I should make if we like knew each

16:26

other for two years. Him an Omega As

16:28

I affairs said there's ice The other day

16:30

I said this girl. A way I

16:32

will act as a big thing about astrology lately and

16:35

outside the she says he had a really good day.

16:37

like a good afternoon. Money and assets are like I

16:39

had a really good day. My conceal day right and

16:41

I'm sue of and I and I was like a

16:43

waiver on the same page or you I said i

16:46

your i like or or your water or air signed

16:48

like me. And. Issues I had. you

16:50

know that was amazing Actually, believe you guessed

16:52

that I'm an homage and were both Gemini

16:54

sites and ago. And

16:56

ago yeah I'm from space baby sit

16:58

with as bad. As

17:01

allies never heard of from her. Is it

17:03

like it to stop with the twists and

17:05

we was not. My

17:07

we had a good run. it is as a side

17:09

cyrus and as I say that why Joe. Also

17:12

forgot us as well as a fight is us. Off

17:16

really hard and legs phase me do every

17:18

Jupiter's or now let's relates that zoo like

17:20

know really how does you'll see like how

17:22

did you guess this by yeah I don't

17:24

add add another what are and I file.

17:26

All these guys are like I'm trying to

17:28

learn about it's get better at it but

17:31

I just I think I'm I just not

17:33

be yet day a day in a person

17:35

by. I. Remember being like

17:37

I'm. I. Was ah match

17:39

with this girl during Christmas time and it was

17:41

a seaside hi how are you in as like

17:44

hi are you x you're excited take for Christmas

17:46

like were great guess you want to get. As

17:49

as as nothing since like silence

17:51

was synthesizer never heard that What

17:53

are we supposed? To be saying to

17:56

each other's i don't know you, you

17:58

don't know me It's a very. The

18:00

question of what do you want for Christmas?

18:02

I know. I hope. I'm hoping they get

18:04

this perfume that I like. Yeah, what are

18:06

you hoping to get set like? It's not

18:09

that fucking I like how are you and

18:11

I'm like great, How are. You are

18:13

like that. I'm I'm not doing great.

18:15

I'm pretty. Sad about the impending holidays and

18:17

that the way I feel like it's end dates.

18:20

how are you like? What Am I? I I.

18:23

I. You know I their this

18:25

man on one of the apps who is

18:27

like. The. He was like a

18:29

minute the in Europe and I was

18:31

like oh okay, I'm currently in Europe.

18:33

this is over the summer I guess

18:35

I didn't realize it showed people exactly where

18:37

I was on rise. And. Then he was

18:40

a community in New. York later this year. knows I'll actually

18:42

be any earlier this year. And he's like when and

18:44

I told him he looked. That's exactly when I'm going

18:46

to be there. an ugly or a. Lowly hit

18:48

me up lawyer there and then. he

18:51

like hit me up when i was a new york me

18:53

that when do I see you know like this is too

18:55

much this. Is. One

18:57

hundred and like, forget about me. but I was

18:59

like. At. All it just isn't

19:01

like he did have a life. Of

19:04

yeah I forgot about that boy success

19:06

and and I don't remember that they

19:08

are like we do. You want a

19:10

day for like says out? But I don't want

19:13

to date a psychotic. Person and this or that

19:15

was given me like crazy. Person buys is that

19:17

he was I would you like. Are

19:20

you. Oh

19:22

that I don't know what I why does

19:24

not like a normal still persists Matthew you

19:26

get like yeah and as of I just

19:28

feel like especially with day in as like

19:30

I feel like. I'm like a

19:32

very in a a i want to outlets

19:34

are you little be about this highly sensitive

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of reserved it's. Oh no,

24:09

what is is A. I feel like right

24:12

after the vaccine came out and like twenty

24:14

twenty one is. Everybody was like

24:16

ah, we're out here I want a meaningful

24:18

connection with somebody and I went on some

24:21

nice days of the boss and then as

24:23

the years have gone on I feel like

24:25

everybody's back to be like a fucking shit

24:27

has yet legs as people whacked and wild

24:29

and sit like it's it's bad out here.

24:32

It. Is yeah I find I wonder if it's

24:34

and l a thing to I'd be figures that

24:36

l a thing you have any your you have

24:38

a new York to write. How was

24:40

it up their lives in New York for eight

24:43

years? I loved it but also the my early

24:45

twenties so like I was always our you know

24:47

at a bar or something like a free read

24:49

on Timeout New York. And

24:52

I what the people all the time and

24:54

I was always kissing people answer Ah never.

24:56

Had a meaningful relationship. Still have

24:58

my meaningful friendships yet, but I

25:00

didn't bet a ton more people.

25:02

Like when out more. And dated

25:04

a lot more and. Would like: Do

25:07

you like you able to Mcmanus.

25:09

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, Mcmanus so

25:11

fun. They sometimes. They. Like

25:13

lock He and his legs three.

25:15

Four Five of them were name and like

25:17

you and your night. Kiss them somebody. That's

25:19

where I spent my twenties. Those legs Yeah

25:21

fun. The. Dalai like

25:24

know. That. A wake

25:26

up and hike. that a wake up in

25:28

work. There's no like making out with people

25:30

at bars because everyone kind of clichy. I

25:32

don't. It's another I don't have. Good luck.

25:34

isn't very like. Elway.

25:37

Everyone is like sin and

25:39

blonde and white n's. How

25:42

now I feel a medium just lead not

25:44

attractive to like men? In a way I

25:46

think I'm attractive to like white women who

25:49

were like oh my god you're. Brave that

25:51

your thoughts and block and okay whether.

25:55

To Five. We love sex with him To come over

25:58

and sell your home as you may face. Inspiring?

26:00

You are? No, I spy. Yeah, I think.

26:02

I. Feel I l a has a

26:04

strange zam. Transients.

26:07

Feeling where people are just like incapable of

26:09

in abu I include myself in is due

26:11

on the a amp up like I'm part

26:13

of his pants. And. It just feels

26:15

like. My. Because we don't have family

26:17

hair just I just feel like I'm now.

26:19

I'm not really grounded and I always found

26:21

that I had my dating life is always

26:24

been better when I dated someone who's from

26:26

here whose family is here in new as

26:28

like out has roots or something. I don't

26:30

know why. is it? Maybe it's just something

26:32

about says made. You. Decide the

26:34

a the energy as as having a

26:36

like keep moving, a keep like keep

26:38

surviving our here versus like. I'm.

26:40

I'm I'm I'm settled in the sick

26:42

and and the space. But. Ah,

26:45

Without. Or know I eat ice. I'm I. Wow

26:47

so you their site because I'm A. I've been in

26:50

therapy for a few years now. And. Talking

26:52

about this a lab. but. I. Definitely

26:54

want to like. I feel like for a while

26:56

been like seeming myself for been single for so

26:58

long. Now finally like letting

27:00

go as as. I. Say

27:03

kids out like I make up. As.

27:05

Ever watch our oh maybe I'm like just

27:07

afraid. like I mean I'm be a really

27:09

cool present. And then I'll just bail

27:11

on the really are like get out of it

27:13

really quickly and I saw massacre like. I'm

27:16

afraid of commitment or something, but. I.

27:18

Was thinking I was. The. Article my therapists

27:20

and it's like I really. Didn't.

27:22

Realize it? You know I'd distances and

27:24

really says in a person tested estate.

27:27

I'm white I get overwhelmed by most in and

27:29

out and I like in a it is like

27:31

I did he on people's emotions and I've found

27:33

that idol it when I look back through all

27:35

the release if I had as like our when

27:37

I looked up to those lenses and isn't it.

27:40

Oh. If I like knew how to deal with

27:42

that of I knew how to like man is and

27:44

I think I would have a lot more success or

27:46

later says anything I was so. Everything

27:48

every any time any was shown me any

27:51

be like stealing or care. I was nice

27:53

feeling like overwhelmed by it and I think

27:55

I didn't know that he was an actual

27:57

quality or as a part of your personality

27:59

as rude. Like he allows com childhood

28:01

or whatever. But as of now I'm like

28:03

now I go now be I'm one of

28:05

those guys. It goes really civil. Let me

28:07

tell you all my issues like I'm highly

28:10

sensitive of right guy society am I am

28:12

on antidepressants are Bligh does. This is where

28:14

you need a dental by like but it

28:16

makes me feel better about like missing a

28:18

napkin and my dentist any. Misguided.

28:21

Just like nice to be single cause I

28:23

really didn't like America Really most romantic I

28:25

know, like like I've believed. I guess I

28:27

believe in magic. You know, like I'm going

28:29

like out like yeah, like connect with anybody

28:31

like it's very easy is very easy for

28:33

me to connect on. The flip side of

28:36

the hard part is and it's had a

28:38

man is. My ass. Oh the

28:40

overwhelming feeling of like. A

28:42

most in As and being sensitive and he dealing

28:45

with catholic and when we don't disagree if we

28:47

disagree on something in the the pain that causes

28:49

at last may be at last a little longer

28:51

for me to get over it. and like an

28:54

average. Person. I'm

28:56

eighty one. Yeah. That's

28:58

when so appeal against them. yet when about when I

29:00

want to say is i. I'm feeling okay

29:03

about be a single Attic you said to.

29:05

That's. What I think. That's

29:08

nice. Go

29:10

in and out A sealant. Okay, that

29:12

the insane lonely isn't the end. All

29:15

be all being in a relationship. I

29:17

look at some people's relationships and I'm

29:19

like ooh yeah, Flood and a friend

29:21

who's dating this person and I actually

29:24

hate That person thinks they're like. Oh

29:26

no this. like. Actual losers. A

29:30

real life and like I did see another

29:32

year. Advice is like a loser as where

29:34

I'm like oh my god. Like you eat

29:36

like you are taken Els everywhere you're not

29:39

funny skill, get shit like you're just not

29:41

fun to be near. And I'm like law

29:43

I as much as I want to be

29:46

in a release of our that wow what

29:48

up? Like a person that everybody. My life

29:50

things as a loser but won't say to my say as.

29:52

ah and then i look at other relationships

29:54

where i'm like oh that seems to work

29:57

on paper but them when i hang out

29:59

all i'm like oh And I need to

30:01

take a nap because your dynamic is too It's

30:04

too much for me like yeah, and

30:06

it's like that might work for a lot of

30:08

other people But I'm like I don't want that

30:10

like I would like a relationship. Okay. I met

30:12

these people I've mentioned them before He's

30:15

a tattoo artist in Atlanta. Oh

30:18

god. I can't remember his name but

30:20

whatever he is his partner is

30:23

also a tattoo artist they have a shop together

30:25

and And his

30:27

girlfriend is a piercer at their shop.

30:29

They all get along. She also has

30:31

another partner They have separate

30:33

rooms, but they sleep together sometimes

30:36

and they're so kind to one another

30:39

Yeah, and they talk about things and

30:43

Again, I don't actually know them But

30:45

I think each tattoo well one tattoo

30:47

took I think four hours The

30:49

other one took like two and a half three hours

30:51

So I was with him for like almost 10 hours

30:53

and I was like at no point

30:56

were they unkind to one another Yeah,

30:58

and it's like their relationship and living

31:00

dynamic is strange to I think a lot of

31:02

people I was like oh that

31:04

works for them and they vocalize what they

31:06

needed and they've adjusted in a way that

31:08

makes sense to them and That they

31:11

still can be really kind and nice to each

31:13

other and I was like, huh Maybe I

31:15

need a relationship that's like that doesn't make sense to

31:17

somebody else. It makes sense to us Yeah,

31:19

I don't know what that looks like But

31:22

I'm an anxious attachment style Which I've learned

31:24

because if I text someone and they don't

31:26

text me back within 15 minutes I think

31:28

that they have left me and they hate

31:30

me I'll

31:34

be alone for the rest of my life And

31:36

I have to let them know that if they

31:38

don't answer me soon, I will walk into traffic

31:40

which is like not okay Yeah,

31:46

it's so it like we it's bad Whenever

31:48

you're I'm the I'm the I'm the person

31:51

who's not tech. I'm the avoidant one So

31:53

I'm like, yeah, we would have trouble

31:55

but made it be like I cuz I would be like

31:58

I would be like Oh, she knew I need to text her So

32:00

she to know, to make sure she knows that

32:02

I still care about her even if it's, even

32:05

if I'm compromising something on my end.

32:08

But yeah, I think that, but

32:10

it defines someone who can like, you can work on

32:12

it with like and be like, okay, I know this

32:14

about you. I know and you know this about me.

32:17

No, it's like, I want to get to a

32:19

point where you take like the

32:21

subtext and a relationship is gone. Like there's no

32:23

subtext. It's like we know, we communicate so well

32:26

with each other that like if you say,

32:28

hey, I'm going to go see this movie. Do

32:30

you want to come and you say, you say,

32:33

no, I don't really want to see that. There's, you're

32:35

not like, you don't have this like thought

32:37

like, oh, she hates my taste and like she doesn't really want

32:39

to spend time in there. Yeah. Yeah.

32:42

But that only worked. That only happens if you

32:45

have a dope communications, if you communicate so well

32:47

that you don't have to like try to figure

32:49

each other out and like, and

32:51

like figure out what's really going on. Annoying

32:53

because I don't want to tell someone

32:55

I'm interested in. Hi, I'm very anxious

32:57

that you're going to leave me because

33:00

I have abandonment issues. So

33:02

if I text you when you see it,

33:04

if you could just say, hey, I'll get

33:06

back to you when I can, that literally

33:08

makes me feel okay. Yeah.

33:10

Even if like, there's like 10

33:13

hours between that text and when you actually get

33:15

back to me because you're working, like you

33:17

have a job, but like that just makes

33:19

me feel okay. Or like a good morning because

33:21

it makes me feel like you thought of me in the

33:23

morning. But like, I don't want to

33:25

tell that to someone in the beginning because it's like,

33:28

oh, I'm going to scare them

33:30

away with like all of these things I

33:32

need. But then it's like, well, maybe

33:35

I should be scaring away people who

33:37

cannot give me the things that I need. Yeah.

33:40

No, I'm just yeah, I had

33:42

that's a good point because I'm like, you

33:44

know, I'll tell some like I remember I told

33:47

this girl like, you know, on the first day

33:49

I was like, I did with depression and like

33:51

high, like high anxiety. And

33:53

so there are times where I'll, you

33:55

know, like I'll overthink and I need to

33:58

like process it or I need space

34:00

to process it. I would

34:02

tell someone that I'm really anxious and

34:04

I guess the catch 22

34:07

is when you're anxious, the thing you don't

34:09

want is for people to like coddle you,

34:11

you know, and like try to protect your

34:13

anxiety. So what happens is I'll tell someone

34:15

that and then they like overcorrect and they're

34:17

like, they're like, hey, we're

34:19

gonna do this. Is this okay? I'm like, I don't know,

34:21

like actually, this is making me way more anxious. But now

34:24

like I regret telling you that. But like, I don't know.

34:26

I don't know what's better. Like you said, is just trying

34:28

to find someone that like you can tell those things to

34:30

and then and it just worked like

34:32

that. The couple you're saying like, like,

34:35

it's just I think it just worked because they're

34:37

both compatible in that way. It was just kind

34:39

of cool. Yeah. I don't

34:41

know. Yeah, it was very interesting to like

34:43

watch and listen. And I had a lot of

34:45

questions and they were very, very kind. And we're

34:47

like, oh, yeah, yeah, here's how it works for

34:50

us. And it's

34:52

interesting with anxiety, because I just

34:54

realized I have anxiety sometimes.

34:57

Like I took this dude, I was dating

34:59

to one of my shows and I didn't

35:01

realize that I was anxious about that. But I

35:03

was like, Oh, if he doesn't like it, that

35:05

like, yeah, I mean something

35:08

about this, this dating or whatever,

35:10

because it's like, and I did tell him I

35:12

was like, Oh, if you didn't like my stand

35:14

up, I don't know if we would continue dating.

35:16

And he was like, right? Really? And I was like,

35:18

yes, because then I wouldn't invite you to shows. And

35:20

if I did invite you to a show, I'd be

35:23

like, Oh, he hates my work. He

35:25

is this thing

35:28

that is, yes, my job,

35:30

but it's like me putting my it's

35:32

me. It's yeah, that was

35:34

like a super personal thing. But

35:38

yeah, I did some with anxiety.

35:40

And I discovered I have

35:42

a little anxiety. And they were

35:44

really good at handling mine. And I was like,

35:46

not great at handling theirs at times, because I

35:48

was like, rub their back or be like, Are

35:50

you okay? And then they were like, Oh, that's not

35:52

what I need. I just need to like feel it.

35:55

And I need you to know that I'm having anxiety

35:57

right now. But like, just be normal. And I was

35:59

like, But like

36:01

something's wrong with you and I

36:03

should comfort you. So there would be times

36:05

where we'd be walking, they would tell me they were

36:08

anxious about something and

36:10

then I would like go to touch them and be like they

36:12

told me not to touch them and my hand would just

36:14

linger and they'd be like, oh, are you trying to

36:16

touch me? I'm like, uh-huh and I know I'm not

36:18

supposed to, I'm so sorry. That's

36:23

hilarious. I know exactly what

36:25

he's feeling. But it's like, I don't

36:27

know, we're trying to figure this shit

36:29

out. I just found out a few

36:31

years ago that this is something like I've been

36:33

dealing with panic attacks and I

36:35

just have, and it's like I don't know

36:37

how to date. I feel like, I honestly

36:39

feel like ever since I started having panic

36:42

attacks and having anxiety, it's actually affected my

36:44

dating life in a real way. I

36:46

mean, I don't remember what it was before, it's

36:48

hard to remember, but I just don't remember being

36:51

that anxious as a person who's in relating and

36:53

dating and seeing people. And now I'm like, it's

36:55

like I have to figure out how to communicate

36:57

this in a way that's like clear, but

37:00

also like, you know, where I feel

37:02

like I'm giving myself space to like process

37:05

what's happening because it's still new to

37:07

me too. But I, because I

37:09

empathize with someone who's, I think my, like

37:11

I'm so empathetic to the person who's dating

37:13

someone who has, like when I hear that

37:16

story, I'm empathetic towards your experience because I'm

37:18

like, oh, I know that

37:20

feels like the right thing to do

37:22

and it's like no one's really helping,

37:25

like there's no one's really kind of talking about how

37:27

to really, you know, do like do that.

37:29

So, you know, I, you know, I don't know what

37:31

the answer is, but I, you

37:33

know, I love, I would love someone to date

37:35

someone and then just have their hand like slow,

37:37

like right behind me, like not actually touching me.

37:40

I think that would actually give me a lot of comfort. Like,

37:42

I'm here, I'm here if you need me.

37:45

No, you know, I'm kind of, I'm kind of what? Like

37:48

a little bit. Yeah. I

37:51

need people to be there for me, like not close,

37:53

but close enough, you know, in case I go, in

37:55

case, you know, I lose my shit. Yeah. Since

38:00

he had anxiety, I learned that when

38:02

I was feeling anxious, I'd be like,

38:04

I think I'm having anxiety. I

38:07

think I don't feel good. And he'd be like, well, what do

38:09

you need right now? And I'm like,

38:11

I feel very chaotic. So I don't

38:14

think I need anything. I think I just need to leave to

38:16

go to the show now. And

38:18

he'd be like, OK. And then would talk

38:20

to me in the car in a way

38:23

to calm me down. And

38:25

it was just really nice. It

38:27

was like the things that worked

38:29

for us worked. And then all the things

38:31

that didn't work didn't work. But

38:37

yeah, I just like, 2024 I think is

38:39

going to be my year. I

38:43

infamously said it for 2020. And

38:45

that was not a year for anybody. But

38:48

I do think this year is going to be a

38:50

good one. And

38:52

I'm excited about it in a

38:55

way that I haven't been excited. I was not excited about 2023.

38:58

And then that was not a great year for me. Yeah,

39:01

no, that last year was a rough year.

39:03

And I was a tough. I'm feeling good

39:05

so far. I feel like

39:08

it's already half way in. And

39:11

I just feel like, yeah,

39:13

it can't get any worse. I'm

39:19

like, yeah. But I'm really excited to

39:21

just like, I

39:23

think I'm just excited to connect

39:25

with people. I'm not like, I

39:27

don't know what I'm looking for. I

39:30

think after the pandemic, I spent

39:32

the whole pandemic by myself and

39:35

just really going through a real period of isolation.

39:38

And I was also a hypochondriac. So I was

39:40

like, I just couldn't do anything. I was

39:42

just like trapped in my house. And I

39:44

came out of it like, I want a family. I

39:48

never want to be alone again. And I think when

39:50

I approach life that way, it doesn't really

39:53

work out. Because it's like, I don't

39:55

know. It was like when I was putting it out there, it

39:57

was like I was getting rejected. And I Think it's a good

39:59

thing. Now. Just like I'm just

40:01

really, I just didn't connect. Do in different

40:04

types of people have different experiences. Even

40:06

if is one nighter is one day when

40:08

we go. or three years. Five years, Ten

40:11

years. And. And that and I'll

40:13

just go have a have a good time. You know,

40:15

be myself. I said because I think that. I

40:17

think I'm I think I'm I'm like. Becoming.

40:19

An adult as as. As

40:23

also seal like I'm.

40:25

Being. Have legal adult which is

40:27

so weird to that. Like up

40:30

as an adult Css. I feel

40:32

it and settling into more of like ah

40:34

i don't need to talk to everybody. Which

40:37

I also miss, I miss you know I

40:39

I keep coming back to be in Dublin. it

40:41

being alone had I been in Dublin. Alone in

40:43

my early twenties it would have gone out.

40:45

I would have been like that but yeah

40:47

but I might more aware that like I

40:50

was the only black person I had seen

40:52

for hours that this has listened more aware

40:54

of like one of i'm a weirdo all

40:56

these people do I want to deal with

40:59

that aftermath and like yeah go to sleep

41:01

with jetlag been like I was just so

41:03

weird for two hours and yeah I think

41:05

more about how I am like coming off

41:08

the people which I don't like when I

41:10

know it is good to be self aware.

41:12

As an hour now be an adult

41:15

is confusing his out be a like

41:17

wordpress i oh yeah i know to

41:19

me at like i feel like the

41:21

i like ever does feel like and

41:23

child like set by amish I got

41:25

i got times like us of of

41:27

like of just playing around might have

41:29

a my house by like playing we

41:31

really are suspicious spike up like playing

41:33

with toys mouths were identified as our

41:36

i'd i don't have like a sense

41:38

of was. It's like I feel

41:40

like the on don't things I'm trying to learn

41:42

are like. Like. I don't want to loot like

41:44

where you're talking about. I love that like I love you, hear like.

41:46

Such. A great presence in. I

41:49

you know when you're whenever you around on

41:51

like I guess feel so happy you know

41:53

and even out Yasuda so great and work

41:56

with the on recruits who to say that

41:58

as were. Well I

42:00

you know, I think. So. It's not

42:02

that I wanted like chain I think be a

42:04

don't thing is actually being sold down with who

42:06

I am like. Like. Be having the

42:09

self awareness but they're being like I'm so into

42:11

this guy this m into my southwest it's like

42:13

I have no answer how amp project reparative like

42:15

retrain myself as because I'm I'm the kind of

42:18

as an estimate I am so worried about every

42:20

makers are everyone is happy around me. know I

42:22

think when I wanted been a dell is like

42:24

learn how I'm like learning how to be like

42:27

oh so as I paid you want to go

42:29

out and I and I kind of feel like

42:31

you know stay at home. I.

42:34

Had maybe a year ago I would just go

42:36

out and just like not and just do it

42:38

discuss. I don't want to disappoint anyone and now

42:40

I'm getting better about as being like. Say

42:43

nods and am. And I

42:46

at least even if relates it's like an hour.

42:48

Love right? Like I have to have the right

42:50

price go through a process. will be able to

42:52

say I'm actually going to salesperson now even obeyed

42:54

to jail as I sit on their and I

42:57

have been oh care at all if I'm coming.

42:59

Another problem I am I sitting around like I

43:01

had a white I was person. I don't want

43:03

to go out tonight without offending this Vanessa like

43:05

mates If I'd literally just like learning how to

43:07

like advocate for my own needs. By.

43:10

In November is a bad makes you feel like I'm becoming

43:12

a doubt because of in some they even at the restaurant

43:14

like. being like same food bag is

43:17

like issues down like a sense of back

43:19

the other day i feel so good about

43:21

it like i'm in like living also hyper

43:23

like along attack another of celebrated do that

43:25

away as as like this is the wrong

43:27

order and i was is taken as eat

43:29

it. Doesn't

43:31

speak about is either. ah specific.

43:34

It's a sign. I'll eat this whole i

43:36

order to save for this has caused us

43:38

and it's fine. Eat it and I will

43:40

see if you twenty. Five percent are eight

43:42

at by be will actually like in

43:44

ammo me will like instead of even

43:46

being like they're they're wrong or be

43:48

like maybe they think I deserve bought

43:50

like maybe they wanted to give me

43:52

pasta. Because they knew they

43:54

may I know something that I don't know.

43:56

It's it's own private lives on. It's justified

43:59

as a statement. Just like batavia

44:01

this us up I love sending

44:03

sued back ala be like know.

44:05

Essentially. Like. Someone. elses food

44:08

so we don't have as wanna. Speak up.

44:10

I'm like this is wrong and they

44:12

want. To explain a base. Ah, but

44:14

I won't do it for myself. I

44:16

don't know why. Snooze

44:19

in several occasions where legs that when

44:22

has made me. Uncomfortable or like entered my

44:24

personal space and I let it happen. And

44:26

then a friend turned. Around. And like what

44:28

are you doing to her and I'm like the

44:30

smell like smoke. Why did you say something? Like

44:32

this? I don't know. Because.

44:35

I think I'm willing to be a little

44:37

uncomfortable. If. Everyone else is comfortable

44:39

yeah that is as as aggregate data in

44:41

insane people pleasing type thing but like I

44:43

like when everyone else is happy and I'm

44:46

like I could be a little uncomfortable for

44:48

a while. I was like in a bar

44:50

with this year and this man was like

44:52

in my birthmother isn't she truly turn around

44:55

with again For space it away from Earth

44:57

seven surpasses you Look why didn't you say

44:59

something about was like. Know

45:01

he just looked around and everyone was having a good

45:04

time. Oh

45:06

my God ago that is bigger. My best

45:08

vaccine our brilliant my other methods every other

45:10

day and like. ah obviously really

45:12

paranoid about jersey staff were like moving

45:15

the guy. the guy was using a

45:17

machine and I want to use it

45:19

after and he like totally clean there.

45:22

And. Did his day but I like

45:24

waited to He was a in my of embassies

45:26

like equated. it was nice whitman out but I

45:28

didn't want him to spill their like he did

45:30

a bad job as a slight. I just want

45:32

you know adults aged early as I get a

45:35

ride my mates many by they've my dad at

45:37

a right rudder why you begin to say with

45:39

the made it out even though this person but.

45:42

Ah my yeah, it's a today tix, a

45:44

lot of methods and kind of exhausting that

45:46

way of thinking. Thailand Not to do that,

45:48

but. I

45:50

mean it is what it is. I when I

45:53

used. It or a gym I would be the same

45:55

way I would. was so unclean. I'm a scene and

45:57

an idyllic. more right? Let me get up in there

45:59

and. The just as well

46:01

it's not worth it for for whatever

46:03

reason it made me feel better because

46:05

I was like I'm doing and I'm

46:07

yeah, everything I. Think I'm gonna touch?

46:10

I'm getting and I don't know

46:12

if they actually sprayed enough of

46:14

the cleaner on their stuff. It's

46:16

it's It's a fun. It's a

46:18

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46:22

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46:24

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What? Gym Do you go to? Hell? And.

48:13

Equinox. Now. I know

48:15

I go. I actually started Go

48:17

Acer got a Planet Fitness. And.

48:20

That. I yeah I like

48:22

back as As and the yeah the jasmine

48:24

free zone like days jr My is everyone's

48:26

like you're not allowed to be like a

48:28

meathead in their. An odd

48:30

way. You know, just was always

48:33

crowd is I ended up going. did you kind of

48:35

my New Year's party to come in? I know. Because

48:37

I was. ah, I wasn't as Rica. Ah

48:39

you, that's or yes, our own. I was. It

48:42

was last last year by damn. I.

48:44

At the a we request Spezia

48:46

was also in Africa has happened.

48:49

To for New Years sorry. Get them anything

48:52

every. Time as I mean I

48:54

am in Africa. Lumiere citizens.

48:58

By. I am. I had a party at this place.

49:00

Going to L A have led a club. And

49:02

again and I'll because I use that venue, they

49:04

let me do a membership there. And.

49:06

I'll ride. I love a decade. It's

49:09

like are it's of it is super

49:11

raises by like having our sense of

49:13

a flower the same race as well

49:15

as that we've been around since slavery,

49:17

etc. Again, as active

49:20

on a while your way out of a

49:22

mess with the B S. but I will

49:24

either because it's sides as me and lay

49:26

Odds eighty or oh I do that album.

49:29

At and they're not trying to tell me I

49:31

know I live wasted space. I love it as

49:33

a as in Israel as a hero say very

49:35

funny. I also went

49:37

to Planet Fitness for a while when I

49:39

lived in New York and then I just

49:42

recently saw it is There a video of

49:44

this woman who was like I got a

49:46

Planet Fitness and people have been complaining about

49:48

how ice mouse I thought this is a

49:50

judgment free zone Harrys Melon the gym and

49:52

I was like girl. You. Must

49:54

the stinky. It's first when.

49:57

His sickness to complain about.

49:59

Now. I have been to play,

50:01

I have smelled the smells at Planet Fitness.

50:03

Yeah, Planet Fitness be staking, it be staking,

50:05

that little clickin. I saw a

50:07

motherfucker in there working out in

50:09

a mailman outfit, like... I

50:13

was like, yo, I didn't... Well, weird as shit

50:15

happens at Planet Fitness. It's

50:18

crazy, isn't it? I saw a woman eating a

50:20

Calzone on a treadmill at Planet Fitness, and

50:22

I was like, you could do anything

50:24

you fucking want here. This is more

50:27

than judgment free. This is just a zone

50:29

where you can exist however you fucking want

50:31

to. Have you seen the commercials? There's a

50:33

commercial out right now with

50:36

Meg Thee Stallion promoting it. It's

50:38

the most insane commercial I've ever

50:40

seen. Like, Meg Thee Stallion plays

50:42

this genie. She's like a magical

50:44

workout genie. She's calling people out

50:46

for being judgmental. She's like, we

50:49

don't do that. The hotties don't

50:51

do that. It's

50:54

just so funny to see rappers line themselves

50:58

up with brands. I'm saying

51:00

my age, but when we were younger, it was

51:02

not cool to be... A rapper

51:04

couldn't line himself up with a commercial brand.

51:06

That was not the cool thing. Unless it

51:08

was Sprite. Yeah, because Sprite was awesome.

51:12

But yeah, I gotta say, it's

51:14

the funniest commercial. I

51:17

love Meg, but it was great. It was just

51:20

like, this has nothing to do with exercise. It's

51:25

just Meg being like, no judgment. Hotties don't judge.

51:27

That's so funny. It's

51:29

like a purple cloud. He's like floating over the

51:31

gym. Like, it's crazy. Anyways, you'll

51:33

see it soon. Watch.

51:36

I swear to God, now that I've told you, you're going to see it

51:38

all the time. Probably,

51:40

and I can't fucking wait to see it all the time. I had

51:42

a dream when I would go to the gym a lot. I'd

51:46

be like, maybe I'll meet someone at the gym. But then

51:48

I'm like, do I want to meet someone at the gym?

51:50

I'm pretty sure I'm going to meet someone. I'm

51:53

barely at the gym. And then I'm like,

51:55

how do I want to meet someone? So I'm being like, you're doing that

51:57

wrong. It's like, no. I

52:00

don't know how I want to meet anybody. I

52:02

just, I want this to be easier. Also, I'm

52:04

like, I want to meet someone on set, but everybody on

52:06

set's married and shit. Yeah,

52:08

like what do you, I mean, let me ask

52:10

you this, are you more interested, do

52:13

you feel more comfortable dating someone in business

52:15

or like someone who's just like

52:17

a direct, like a person who's just outside

52:19

the industry completely? Or you don't care? I

52:23

don't know if I care, but the

52:25

more time I spend with actors, the more I'm like,

52:27

oh, I simply don't want to

52:29

date one of y'all. Especially

52:32

like just a legit actor who doesn't

52:34

do comedy, like they don't have a

52:36

whimsy about the job and they don't

52:38

have like a twinkle about it. It's

52:40

like very methodical and like, here's

52:42

why I'm saying this and coming this way, and

52:45

should I try it that way? And it's like,

52:47

oh, you have a lot of, you

52:49

think a lot about yourself in a way that I

52:51

don't. And then

52:53

I'm like, I don't want a comedy person.

52:55

I tend to feel like comedy people are

52:58

always aspiring for somebody better than them, but

53:00

not necessarily career wise, looks wise.

53:05

So like I don't want that. And

53:09

then I've dated normal

53:12

people who

53:14

have like jobs, bartending,

53:16

editors, and

53:19

nothing has like really like popped

53:22

or anything, but I do think I want someone like

53:24

adjacent to it. Like I think I would like

53:27

a cinematographer or like a camera operator, a grip,

53:30

set design, prop. Oh

53:33

man, I got a camera out for you. This dude is cock

53:35

diesel, he look good as hell. Really?

53:38

I say, he was like, me and my homie

53:40

were like, we were, it was on an episode,

53:43

well I will say he'll know, but it

53:45

was on episode with Charles. My

53:48

homie was directing and I was the

53:50

writer on it. We just like, we

53:54

were like two like soft ass skinny

53:56

dudes. And then like this guy was

53:58

like, he had this. Camera right next to

54:00

have it is is most of his as I balls,

54:03

it's a we kept I said I live and as

54:05

a real man right their success. Average.

54:09

I as like away our asses as

54:12

at the moment ago this as a

54:14

dense. You. Please

54:16

do about makes that's funny that

54:18

you said. That's a real man is

54:20

when I met June, Diane Raphael as

54:22

a disturbance on the bike as well,

54:24

I met her. I was like that's

54:26

a woman enticement. Where's weights? And. Fifty,

54:29

She's like my marriage he was headed to a white

54:31

know, like she's. Not afraid get do

54:33

Sada and she's a real woman.

54:35

is not drinking juice. Fast

54:38

as a static one will not happen

54:40

So nice Bf tell their operator about

54:42

May. I would love to be set

54:44

up. In. A way it like with

54:46

somebody who is a nice person who has a

54:48

job like yeah yeah with the at let me

54:50

that we were gonna be each other up let

54:53

up, underwhelmed is like a free zone. His leg.

54:55

Nice. You know, Like. I myself am

54:58

so conflict avoiding as the like. As

55:00

one who, yeah, when I'd. Yeah.

55:02

When the like ticket you know like a best friend you know some

55:04

I'll be like the home you were. But. I do.

55:06

yeah those you be I wanna like I feel

55:08

like I do this thing a lot Mst feel

55:10

like a matter of room and I'd I'd i

55:13

when I come home and I'm trying for my

55:15

keys in the like I guess we're dropping off

55:17

to get away identified him and like eyedropper like

55:19

five thousand for identified as as well I got

55:21

a feeling of room and as a do this.

55:25

Is going around soon as soon

55:27

as he has excesses cartoons is

55:29

dropping your Jesus's I also drop

55:31

my keys a lot or. So.

55:34

I'm in my car. Is

55:36

either way, my. Car as is. Hate my A

55:38

d off because I'm too many keys on in.

55:40

they get a nice I just take it off

55:43

but I don't put it back on immediately. I

55:45

will leave my car key in the car if

55:47

and only sold in the wrong spot. I will

55:49

leave my phone in the car and then I

55:51

get upstairs to my house and I go. Well.

55:54

Do. I need my phone for the rest of the

55:56

night and then it's always like yeah, because that's your

55:58

alarm, You gotta go. I'm

56:00

always leaving shit in the car. I do.

56:02

Yeah left my window down the other day.

56:05

I Was throwing

56:07

something away and I was like, huh my windows

56:09

not tempered Like it I can see right into

56:11

my car and then I like put my hand

56:13

on the window There was no window. I just

56:16

left the window down for like a day. Oh Shit,

56:20

yeah, I didn't say shit like it out, but

56:22

I have the same mental process I'm like man,

56:24

you could really see in that motherfucker. They don't

56:26

like Oh

56:34

Yeah, are you I'm also a bad driver

56:36

too I'm like I I just want

56:38

to step it up on all those kind of things

56:40

There's a little thing a little little tweaks. I'm a

56:42

make but you know ladies I know I know y'all

56:44

listening, but you know, I'm you know, I got something

56:47

to offer. I think I do so I think you

56:49

do too. I think you're great Yeah,

56:52

I have a question for you. You've gone on the

56:54

record about liking little Dom lasagna

56:56

despite being lactose intolerant What

56:59

is it about little Dom lasagna that you

57:01

like so much? I

57:04

think I just think it's hard to find good lasagna

57:06

in this city If you know, I

57:08

think I'm not don't necessarily like

57:11

little Dom's like the best side It's

57:13

not the best lasagna ever had but

57:15

they would do it on I they would only do it on that Tuesday

57:19

and It's Friday now Is that

57:21

what happened? Cuz I can I went back on Tuesday

57:23

and they were like we don't do this shit no

57:25

more and I was like They

57:28

told you they do it on Friday. Yeah, I don't

57:30

know I'm the opposite signs in a newsletter that yeah,

57:32

but I was like man what's that a little doubt

57:35

This is a quick step like cuz I what they

57:37

got do a lot. I don't know if you do

57:39

this as a single person I like take myself on

57:41

dates a lot So I'll do like like I like

57:43

I like literally have a conversation myself. Like where do

57:46

you want to go tonight? I'm gonna take you somewhere

57:48

nice and we're gonna get dressed up

57:50

and And I

57:52

was like, let's go a little dance. Keep it local, you know, I'm saying

57:54

and It was like popping that

57:56

night and it was Tuesday. I was ready for lasagna.

57:58

But Anyway, this is Not. It was are

58:00

am related issues you know you remind

58:03

me an idea So I get there.

58:05

And. Man. I swear

58:07

to God it was like. A. Lie it

58:09

either outside has a patio right there. Soon

58:12

as you as I said a bow Their

58:14

house like wants me to my table and

58:16

is just like a line of beautiful women.

58:18

Just. Like having a great time and in there

58:20

was like this whole table of life. Like.

58:23

They were had to be like. Anna just like

58:25

young girls are, whenever. And.

58:27

I said she says be in the chair

58:29

and it's ads is immediately follows from pests

58:32

it as a As and if everybody's l

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I know it was like. I

58:36

was dismayed to say though

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is if it's worth more

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sincere day every bus. By.

58:44

Yeah no I I is the honestly and when

58:47

it's on electors up in cook you know amazon

58:49

to learn how to make lasagna of I

58:51

really says let me elect a added lactose. thanks

58:53

yeah I'm trying to, I just take the pills

58:55

now if a person really limited. Pizza

58:58

and his demeanor Me: And. My

59:00

book make incision. Sees.

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lasagna. Atlantis it was.

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I knew like that last ah yes I

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sit as. Sizes

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on. Your campus added sees

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good a mad Sega are a

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valid their say I love my

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Garfields valley dare say on ah

59:22

when else as season it. Ah,

59:25

Mac and Cheese cheese fries. Mac

59:28

and Cheese yeah I am glued on.

59:30

was on yet every Friday for a

59:32

full year and now I kiss hours

59:34

since I've had too much of it.

59:37

Ah I see believe that there was

59:39

enough right is now a gag and

59:41

am yet again as and that he

59:43

just order it online. you have to

59:45

go in and get it then they

59:48

won't let you have to go, you

59:50

have to start it there and then

59:52

you can pack and I think there's

59:54

so many rules and I don't understand

59:56

why. Yeah Time signal. Oh does honestly?

59:59

Last. I.

1:00:02

Am. I

1:00:04

think a lot of you find a game as I

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used by. let me know. And. I go

1:00:08

out as. If I am, I let me know

1:00:10

as fucking Love lasagna. I think it's really good.

1:00:12

I make a pretty decent lasagna. But I've

1:00:14

only done it twice. Yeah, And

1:00:17

I'm like maybe the third time will

1:00:19

be bad. I know now. Also, I

1:00:21

tried cooking more to keep this man

1:00:24

in this really discuss it. At home.

1:00:27

And then in hindsight it was like it ended

1:00:30

up being good is now I know I can

1:00:32

make pretty decent. Check em. Yeah! Can

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make pretty decent pasta. Ah, what else

1:00:36

did I make That mail? I made

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a cheesecake. buy hemp. Why? I can

1:00:41

make a very good seed cake now.

1:00:43

Ah bad. although that another one cheesecake.

1:00:45

Amazon your bathroom and I'll break my

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rules for like I love cheesecake so

1:00:50

much. And. Yeah I asked. yeah, just

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sacked by your budget if I got my going

1:00:54

like I'm like yeah, I'm. In it

1:00:56

and be committing to destroying my nine Nasa's

1:00:59

metics. As as I say, it's like we're

1:01:01

gonna going into that. This. Is

1:01:03

really at his place. The horses has really

1:01:05

care if I go cheese. Teaches

1:01:07

take is so good. Horses I

1:01:10

think that's the restaurant where it

1:01:12

was a couple. Yeah, mayonnaise. I was

1:01:14

a retired as I out of I didn't know. They

1:01:16

started by killing cats or

1:01:18

something. Yeah yeah yeah couple now to set

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the for. I

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often so way I buy ours like I'm

1:01:25

going to recommend his restaurant fully knowing about

1:01:28

is the you're about to say when I

1:01:30

was like maybe maybe no matter where Oh

1:01:32

that yes. Listen

1:01:34

and I love that yes men's it it but

1:01:36

as he got a bon app the T. Dot

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coms it says what's happening

1:01:41

inside horses the by the

1:01:43

only restaurant now surrounded and

1:01:45

drama or this sets owners

1:01:47

have a very public divorce.

1:01:49

Ah it's pretty wild and

1:01:51

I haven't been using. For. Any

1:01:53

was gimmick jab at the restaurant way. he

1:01:56

was doing it at home he was killing them

1:01:58

on his own time yes as You

1:02:01

were doing it at home. Yeah, I mean, is

1:02:03

it still open? Yeah, I

1:02:05

think it's still a home life balance.

1:02:07

I don't think that chef

1:02:09

is there, but I think it's still rocky.

1:02:12

How funny. How wild. That is

1:02:15

so wild. Oh

1:02:17

yeah. Still on Resi. They

1:02:20

do have, oh they

1:02:23

have tons of reservations, so I don't know if

1:02:25

they're doing well for today and tomorrow. Yeah, I'd

1:02:27

be curious how much that is. Maybe

1:02:30

they're on their way out. Maybe it's pretty much done for

1:02:32

them. I don't know. Maybe.

1:02:34

Maybe. That's a pretty rough

1:02:36

gamble. I've heard of these really good. That's a crazy scandal

1:02:39

to have. It's terrible to be like,

1:02:41

you're killing cats and shit. I would be

1:02:43

like, oh no, I gotta get out of here.

1:02:45

I wouldn't defend myself. I'd be like, uh oh. That's

1:02:47

nuts. I might be on

1:02:49

the run. Maybe I'd get the hell out of

1:02:53

here. But before I, you know, I had the cheesecake, just

1:02:55

for the audience, I had that cheesecake before

1:02:57

I knew anything about the cat killing. I

1:02:59

would never support anything like that. I

1:03:04

like that you've gone on the record to

1:03:06

say that. I feel the same way. I

1:03:08

probably will never go to the restaurant because

1:03:10

they're very badly behaved. Well,

1:03:14

Lamar, we really have ended.

1:03:17

No, we've come to the end. Oh my god.

1:03:20

Do you have any? You're single, but do you have

1:03:22

any advice for single people? I don't know. Or do

1:03:24

you have any advice that you're trying

1:03:27

to follow? I was trying to do this

1:03:29

book called Calling in the One, and I

1:03:31

hit a roadblock on it, and I've

1:03:33

mentioned it several times, and I really like

1:03:36

doing it. And people I've talked to

1:03:38

are like, oh, I've met someone after doing it. But I

1:03:40

came to the conclusion, why do

1:03:42

I have to do a book to find love when

1:03:45

other people don't? So

1:03:47

now I'm not doing it anymore because

1:03:49

I'm like, what the fuck? So do you have any

1:03:51

advice for single people? My

1:03:54

advice, I don't have any advice. I mean, I'm

1:03:57

just like, my advice is just to be. Peace

1:04:00

with it. Because. I stayed

1:04:02

calm. I think the more I think about it

1:04:04

the more a single I am Canada is as

1:04:06

nice as his legs. the more I stress of

1:04:09

like our as the guy is gonna like focus

1:04:11

or something else and then. I

1:04:13

see the other thing will com

1:04:15

by down and I say that.

1:04:18

I don't know how my advice is. Like really

1:04:20

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1:04:22

yourself because. He I used to be

1:04:24

like if a girl didn't respond to me or like we

1:04:26

went on a couple days and Satanic goes to me. Away

1:04:29

like really question myself and I who

1:04:31

you know I am and feel like

1:04:33

okay, there's someone out there. Like.

1:04:36

I don't need say like change him do

1:04:38

anything for anyway I'm decisions and be that

1:04:40

present ethic the recent miss going to be

1:04:42

somebody. Like that then and

1:04:44

as at it as and it worked like

1:04:46

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1:04:48

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1:04:51

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1:04:53

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1:04:55

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1:04:57

to find ways that Doberman at the exercise

1:05:00

the what do they mean to me saying

1:05:02

so I think those days that it you

1:05:04

know they'll make in I target. At

1:05:07

you know, but I think down. But.

1:05:09

I do. I know how knows nothing about

1:05:11

hurts of a sick of it's aliases. Is

1:05:13

that like manic episodes? I

1:05:16

mean I don't know, I see that's like a

1:05:18

nice thing. Delayed take care of yourself. Everything on

1:05:20

the internet that like that you deal with being

1:05:22

single is like take care of yourself. Yeah.

1:05:25

Do nice things for yourself. Sided? How did

1:05:27

you that? Till ah, not as I did

1:05:29

back there. That. Delayed by I do these

1:05:32

workouts that this man named Daniel who lie

1:05:34

yeah I recommend that the self care yes

1:05:36

yes he tells them they can do it

1:05:38

during the work out and sometimes ago no

1:05:40

idea Daniel and then. They

1:05:42

summarize where he says you could do it by the so there's. A

1:05:45

reluctance is else is doing right now. sit

1:05:47

down and an ugly I need to Disneyland

1:05:49

and he's like that's why I keep the

1:05:51

success of the end You like hum says

1:05:53

this in the air and there's like there's

1:05:55

a music that's like we did it together

1:05:57

and for whatever reason cornish it works for

1:05:59

me. Yes, And it feels really good and I'm

1:06:01

like we did all the way that sadly and a

1:06:03

quarter did it. I did it, the other lady in

1:06:05

the corner did a he did it. We all did

1:06:07

it and it makes me feel good and. I was

1:06:10

like maybe that works for me of her

1:06:12

might work for other people but who knows.

1:06:14

yeah but I'm I'm into the whole working

1:06:16

on yourself gig. I think that's good. Yes,

1:06:18

I submit a cell easy to control I

1:06:20

say that the very least. So like that

1:06:23

and in a house? yeah but ourselves. we'll

1:06:25

see what second listless segment, games and couple

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1:06:38

know. How. It is. Yeah,

1:06:40

downsize days isn't so happens I.

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1:06:45

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1:06:49

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buy it from. Yeah, that's what I'll do.

1:07:38

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1:07:41

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1:07:43

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I'm also lamar as everybody's as I

1:07:47

forget sometimes that would you date me

1:07:49

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1:07:57

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1:07:59

what? He just didn't. Ground very sincere

1:08:01

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1:08:03

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hospital. Lot of you are very very very

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lot a nice comments. it's just as mean

1:08:27

ones that really sick out some time but

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