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You made it weird, you made
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it weird, you made it weird,
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oh yeah You made
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it weird, you made it weird, yes,
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you did it, you made it weird,
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oh yeah You made it weird with
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Pete Holmes What's happening,
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weirdos, my weirdos? Weirdos.
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We're back together. It's not on Zoom, which I loved
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it. Yeah. I loved this so much. I know, too.
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I actually think this might have been one of our
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best episodes ever. A really good one. I mean,
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not to toot my own horn. Not to toot
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my own. We did a great job. I
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loved it. This was a classic. Yeah.
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For those of you that are new to the
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show, this is the Friday bonus episode where my
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wife Val and I, or Val's husband Pete and
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her, sit down
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and we catch up. Yeah. And I love it. I look
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forward to it and I'm so glad we did it and
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I'm so glad you guys are here. So
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thanks for tuning in. Go to
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they're telling me tickets are slow for
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think there might be some Netflix as a
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on? No, no. No, it's not. I
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think it's because people saw so many shows.
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Yeah, that makes perfect sense. So many wonderful
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weirdos came out and saw my show, for
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example. Yeah. The Why Go to My Monthly
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Show. Well, I try out new jokes and
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it's always amazing. Judd Apatow and Utsco. What's
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Utsco's last name? Utsco. I've
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But the only the only comedian named Utsco, I
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think. Yeah. She's going to be
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It's going to be awesome. Yeah, it's
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going to be great. And it's Largo. Largo's the best.
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6:25
he's smart and he's bored. He's
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like a gifted student. I
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think he's acting out because he's a
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brilliant genius. Yeah, I really think he is.
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And now I'm certainly convinced because I gave
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never seen it before, he just
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flipped things open, slide them over,
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got it like, he did it
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so fast. It was like, goodwill
6:52
hunting. And then he just,
6:55
later I just saw like the
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whole puzzle, just
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like in his pile of demolished
7:02
toys. I saw, that's, I
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sort of knew the punch line because I
7:06
saw that toy wrecked. Yeah.
7:09
He is, yeah, I think about this,
7:11
I was thinking about Beau as I was setting
7:13
up these cushions and how
7:15
Brody, I'll write peace, used
7:18
to scare the hell out of us or me
7:20
and Bark. And that was like a consideration when
7:22
we were doing this podcast. And
7:24
now it's not. Yeah. And I
7:27
think that's really cool. I know I said this already, but like, sometimes
7:31
I'm just so like, to
7:34
be funny, I'll say over Pete, like I'm so
7:36
bored with Pete. That's not how I feel. I
7:38
feel wonderful right now. I just
7:40
mean like, yeah, the dog is smart
7:42
and handsome. And Pete thinks
7:44
that's cool. Like it's just
7:46
like, you catch yourself being so
7:48
obvious. Well. Like he's good looking
7:52
and brilliant. And I'm like, he's all
7:54
right. Like he ripped up a plant
7:56
in the yard. Like there's not
7:58
enough shit for him to destroy. Troy.
8:01
The joke is I just got my dog
8:04
a chew toy. He loves it. It was
8:06
a little pricey. It's a hammock. You
8:08
know what I mean? That's the joke.
8:10
He goes ape shit. He goes dog
8:12
shit on
8:16
anything you leave out. Right.
8:19
We just forgive him of all of his sins.
8:22
Because he's good looking. It's like living with Dwayne
8:24
the Rock Johnson. I know I've said this before
8:26
but it's like he's just a
8:28
specimen. I know. I just watched
8:30
this thing, Sylvester Stallone.
8:33
It's called Sly. It's on netflix.com.
8:36
So go to your internet
8:38
explorer and type in www.netsl. Oh
8:42
my God. Sign up. I'm
8:45
assuming you guys aren't on there. But
8:47
anyway, it's called Sly and he talks
8:49
about and in the Arnold documentary he
8:51
talks about this too. But like
8:53
they're just kind of talking very frankly about
8:55
like action movies were big but
8:57
once muscle-y guys started doing it
9:01
and Arnold was like I want to
9:03
get my muscles in there. People want
9:05
to see it. And it's like we're
9:08
so fucking dull. We're dull-er. We're
9:10
just like show me a shiny
9:12
body shooting an arrow. And
9:15
I'm not saying I'm not. I'm saying I totally
9:18
am. I'm like look at that. Look
9:21
at that arm. Is this
9:23
why you wanted to watch Rocky out of
9:26
the blue? No, I wanted to
9:28
watch Rocky. Yes, certainly. Because you
9:30
watch that documentary. Watching that documentary makes you
9:32
want to watch Rocky. And then you realize
9:34
in the first five minutes of Rocky that
9:37
movies were so different than the seventies. I
9:41
was so relieved that
9:43
you were having the same response to it as
9:46
I was. What have you looked over and I was
9:48
just breathless. I think that's most
9:51
wives experience. And
9:53
not to say that all boys like Rocky and
9:55
all girls don't. But like. Is
10:00
that true? Because that's in
10:02
my experience. My brother used to... Well, I'm sure
10:04
if we went in, we would have liked it.
10:06
And I've seen Rocky and you've seen Rocky and I loved
10:08
it, but like, it's what
10:11
the world... The world is changed. Yeah.
10:14
I like... My memory
10:16
of it is that is my brother wanting to
10:18
watch it and loving it
10:21
and me clinging so
10:23
desperately, like coming to life anytime
10:25
Adrian was on the screen. And
10:28
it was like just about love for a
10:30
minute. And you said that, which is what
10:33
all men say. That he said in the movie that it's
10:35
a love story. Yeah. And you
10:37
were like, no, it's a love story. And I didn't say
10:39
it then, but I was like, yeah. And Die Hard is
10:41
a Christmas movie. Like this is what all of
10:43
the boys say. You're so good. That's
10:46
my Christmas movie. Deck
10:49
the halls, suck my balls. But
10:54
because we are, you know, half
10:58
a half man and
11:00
wife and half just like a couple
11:02
of girlfriends on a couch. I
11:04
thought about that. We watched it for five minutes
11:06
and you were like, okay,
11:08
yeah, this is not. Well, you
11:10
know, I'll say, yes, I have
11:13
a lot of feelings. I do
11:15
want to get to this other point that Sylvester Stallone made
11:17
in the movie. So I'm going to try to put that
11:20
over here. Okay. And go
11:22
back to this point that I'm making now.
11:25
Okay. Good job. Thank
11:27
you. Thank you for giving us the play by
11:29
play of the inner workings of your
11:31
mind. Totally unnecessary. And by the time I
11:33
was finished explaining the inner workings of my
11:35
mind, most of those inner workings were gone.
11:38
They were just, they scattered. They were like,
11:40
don't talk about us. And they left. And
11:43
they left. Beautiful, beautiful world. You're going to forget.
11:45
You've got two things. All right. In
11:48
the seventies, and this is true of,
11:50
I'm going to say it, shots fired
11:53
every movie from the seventies was, it's
11:56
like a walk. What
11:58
we're doing now. with the
12:01
YouTube and the TikTok and also
12:03
just modern movies. Like
12:06
I watch Unfrosted, I think we've talked about it.
12:09
Many times it's come up a lot. I
12:11
hate when I buy into a marketing frenzy,
12:14
but here we are talking about Unfrosted.
12:17
Unfrosted, which I did find funny, was
12:21
a modern movie, was a modern, specifically
12:24
like streamer movie, where
12:27
I heard people complimenting it for
12:30
your inability to turn it off. And
12:32
I'm not shitting on it, but that's
12:34
how we talk about it. It's like,
12:37
I kept watching it. Like that's the
12:39
compliment. It kept my attention, which
12:41
is pretty impossible. And
12:43
that's the thing, those movies, I remember
12:45
watching Breakfast at Tiffany's when I was
12:47
like 17 and I was like, I'm
12:49
gonna love this movie, everybody
12:52
does. I love Audrey Hepburn,
12:55
it's so stylish. There'll be a big
12:57
identity boost if you're the girl that loves it. Yeah,
12:59
totally. You're like, I love that movie.
13:02
Yeah, you're like, I would love to just
13:04
put this into my identity really quick. And
13:07
I was just like, there's
13:10
no editing, it feels like. That's
13:13
how Rocky felt. We watched
13:15
the first 10 minutes, maybe.
13:17
Right, but you're just like, every
13:19
shot is so, every scene
13:21
is too long. All the
13:23
shots are really slow. And then I
13:25
think it is because we have shorter
13:27
attention plans. It is. But
13:29
it's also like, you know how Twitter is like, all
13:31
right, you have to do it in 140 words. So
13:35
be clever. Characters. Characters,
13:38
okay. Was that necessary?
13:40
No. You're right, letters. I
13:43
did it honestly out of a, I wanna protect
13:45
you. I know you know. Yes, yeah, yeah. So
13:47
I was just gonna say characters. I didn't think
13:49
we'd step it out, but here we are. Yeah,
13:51
no, you're right. I really did not to correct
13:53
you. It wasn't like an 18 items or fewer
13:55
moment. It was like, I'll just say this and
13:57
we'll all be better for it. Yeah, you're right.
13:59
All right. no editing. And like
14:01
so you have to be kind of
14:03
smart and discerning and elegant and like
14:06
you know. Oh when you're restricted.
14:08
Yeah and so I do
14:10
I think it's like two sides
14:12
of a coin where it's like on one
14:15
hand yes we are dopes
14:17
and we're just like it kept my
14:19
attention by like you know every action
14:22
movie now has to start with an
14:25
action sequence. Yep this comes
14:27
up a lot that I believe it's just
14:30
known. Yeah that it's like in
14:33
fact if the script doesn't have an action
14:35
sequence at the beginning the editors will just
14:37
make it that way. Right. Like there isn't
14:39
it wasn't in the script that it was
14:41
like a flashback to the best part of
14:44
the movie. Yeah. They'll workshop it. Yeah. They'll
14:46
show it to audiences. They love that scene
14:48
the most. We'll start with that scene. Yeah.
14:50
And then see it again. Yeah. When it
14:52
happened. But then just when
14:54
you shoot a movie nowadays you just get lots of
14:56
footage of the lead actor waking up. Yeah. So you
14:59
can just put in whatever the best part of the
15:01
movie is that's what he was dreaming of. Oh
15:03
yeah. Oh he's a prophet. We
15:06
didn't know but he has he has clairvoyancy and
15:08
he knows where the movie is going. Because that's
15:10
how we are. And in Rocky to finish go
15:13
ahead. Well so that's one side of it
15:15
is that we're dopes and we need you
15:18
know it's stimulation constantly. But the
15:20
other side is that we won't
15:23
stand for long movies very
15:25
often. So you have to make
15:28
an elegance you know
15:31
very like a
15:33
movie where every scene matters.
15:35
You're not like wasting people's
15:37
time. And maybe people people
15:39
who really love films might
15:42
hate that. But no. Well
15:44
no we're really we're right in my pipe
15:46
tobacco if you know what I'm saying. And
15:48
I'm looking at my bookshelf. I'm looking yeah
15:50
there's four arguments for the elimination of television.
15:53
One of my favorite books they talk about the
15:56
medium is the message that's one of the the
15:59
clip. note of that book is the medium
16:01
is the message meaning television can
16:04
only tell a certain kind of story. It's one
16:06
of my favorite points about it. I'll make it
16:08
real fast. It's like walking is
16:10
a certain type of medium and
16:13
then once we started riding bikes you
16:15
just you're looking at the world differently now
16:17
you're on a bike. Right. So you don't
16:19
spend as much time with that oak tree
16:22
that's in your front yard because you zipped
16:24
past it. Then he goes then there's cars
16:27
and then there's like airplanes. Now you're way up
16:29
there or whatever it might be. Yeah. It's funny
16:31
that once you get to like trains, trains are
16:33
where you look out the window and kind of
16:35
drift. Yeah but you're not seeing anything
16:38
specific. Yeah. It's more of a
16:40
flood. Trains are the tick-tock of
16:42
moving. Yeah. It's like it's constantly
16:44
changing. The windows are swiping. You
16:46
are so good. Yeah
16:48
the windows are swiping. Just scrolling through
16:51
this landscape real quick. Yeah you're scrolling.
16:53
That's what it is. And a walk
16:55
is like the opposite. So yeah in
16:58
the same way I'm so with you
17:00
I have an appreciation for the way
17:02
that modern movies cinema
17:04
can go like okay this is just
17:06
what we're working with. We're
17:08
stimulated to this extent now. And
17:11
in the 70s like I don't know
17:13
much about the 70s I wasn't alive but I
17:15
think most days like for four hours
17:17
you'd be looking for a book of
17:19
matches. I think like that was most
17:21
like a nickel fell in the couch and
17:24
you looked for it. Like
17:26
I think there's a nickel in here and
17:28
then you find a bottle cap and that's
17:30
like a story you tell someone and then
17:33
I thought I found it. It's a bottle
17:35
cap. And like people are laughing. That's so
17:37
true. Dinners were long and boring and
17:40
the food was bad and I'm gonna
17:42
say it people weren't as attractive. Yeah.
17:44
It's not it's not my observation. Colin
17:46
Quinn has a bit about how people
17:48
are just getting better looking and it
17:50
is so true. Yeah. Look at these
17:52
mongrels. Oh is
17:54
that not an okay word? I don't know. You're
17:56
thinking mongoloid. I'm not trying to be funny. You
17:59
reacted as if... Oh no! Oh
18:01
no! Is this an edit? No,
18:03
because we're not... I'm not using it.
18:06
I'm saying... Mongrel is okay. Okay.
18:09
Isn't it? I feel like we've talked about
18:11
this on the podcast before. Mongrel? I don't know what
18:13
it means. All right, we're getting good at it. It
18:15
just sounds bad. No, I
18:17
know. Idiot is mongrel.
18:21
Mongrel... I didn't even know how to spell it. Any
18:24
animal resulting from the crossing
18:26
of different breeds. What?
18:29
It's not okay. That is not
18:31
good. I take
18:34
it back. I
18:37
take it back so hard. I
18:41
didn't know. I thought I just meant nincompoop. When
18:45
you look up a word and you
18:47
realize like the past was... It's
18:49
like Annie, like when you started with Annie. Yeah. When
18:52
we watched Annie, I'm not trying to get off of
18:54
this huge boner that I pulled. I'm not saying mongrel
18:56
anymore. I'm so sorry. But a learning moment. Yeah,
18:59
in real time. I feel
19:01
fine about it. Yeah, we're learning.
19:03
We're growing every day. But
19:05
when we watched Annie with Leela, obviously
19:08
it was like Annie Jr. It was like a trimmed down
19:10
version. But we've been listening to the
19:12
soundtrack. I know we've covered this. It's
19:14
all like, shut up, idiot. Oh, I
19:17
know. It's so rough. And
19:20
they are supposed to be rough because I guess if you
19:22
don't have parents, you're just
19:24
like very rough. Supposedly, yeah, that's
19:26
the hard knock life, not a hard knock life. The
19:28
hard knock life. Also
19:30
remember when we saw the... Okay,
19:33
so this all started because we... I
19:35
won't get into this too much, but
19:37
we saw a kid's performance of Annie.
19:40
And Leela was like so
19:42
enthralled. And I got really excited because I
19:44
loved Annie growing up. And now it's like
19:46
Annie all the time. But
19:50
remember when they were singing
19:52
tomorrow, they said, you're
19:54
always a day away. Every
19:57
time. Every time. We
19:59
were so close. You and I were going crazy. It's
20:01
only a day away. Yeah. And then the last time
20:03
you say always a day away If
20:06
you're even gonna say it if you're even
20:08
gonna say it may be a punchline of
20:10
it It's like and guess what? It's always
20:12
a day away, but you the song is
20:14
it's only a day away, right? Yeah,
20:16
I think I'm sure there are people
20:18
who are yelling at their radios, but that's not where
20:20
we are We
20:23
don't live there is Pre-recorded
20:26
you can't stop me from making
20:28
the mongrel mistake It's
20:30
only all wish we could printed
20:34
but So like maybe there
20:36
is something to like well actually the
20:39
original play is only but the latest
20:41
movie is Oh Eric, but then we listen to
20:43
the soundtrack and it is only a day away the the
20:45
original like Carol Burnett version
20:47
Which is the version minted.
20:50
That's the one that's the
20:52
cannon Anyway, can I say
20:54
this going back to what we were saying about boring
20:56
shit? Looking for
20:58
the bottle cap and that's a story and then you
21:00
go to the movies I When
21:03
I was watching rocky and again guys, please don't misunderstand Rocky's
21:07
a great movie But it
21:10
does open with a side scroll of
21:12
the word rocky in you know full
21:15
Papa Papa Papa Papa Papa and it's scrolling by and
21:17
you're like, oh My
21:19
god here we go and
21:22
then it opens and he's like a out of
21:25
shape This is all
21:27
good by the way. Yeah out of
21:29
shape fighter like in a in a
21:31
like a basement fight Yeah, it's beneath
21:33
him. He's not training. He has no
21:35
passion which brings me to the second
21:37
reason I wanted to watch it. I
21:39
wanted an inspiring movie. Okay, by the
21:42
way, though I didn't remember that and I
21:44
did not get that from that first fight
21:47
They're literally throwing trash on the on
21:49
the in the ring and calling them
21:51
bums Yeah, but
21:53
I didn't get that he's like out of
21:56
shape he's out of shape the
21:58
whole he's not I mean,
22:00
he's clearly in shape. He's got a killer
22:02
body. Yeah. And
22:05
I also thought that they're just fine with
22:08
it. Well, he does. Killer body. Yeah. No,
22:10
I know. But something about how I didn't
22:12
have to say it, I don't know. Made
22:14
me laugh. He's got a rocking body. But
22:16
he's putting his hand out. Maybe, look, I'm
22:18
not trying to be funny. Maybe you know
22:20
nothing about boxing, but if a guy is
22:23
slumped, shouldered and holding his hand out, like,
22:25
like keeping distance between him
22:27
and the other boxer, that's
22:29
bad form. I definitely didn't know
22:31
that. I also didn't know that
22:34
they don't just throw garbage at every
22:36
boxing rink. That could have been a
22:38
professional thing. I'm
22:41
saying. So you're thinking of the
22:43
WWE, like that's where there's like
22:45
wrestling and booing. Jears. Jears is
22:47
a big part. People go
22:49
to WWE for the Jears. A hundred
22:52
percent. Jears is like 5% of it.
22:54
Jears is 95% of it. Yeah. But
22:57
in a boxing match, these people are mad.
22:59
And remember somebody asked him, they go, Hey,
23:01
Rach, you feel strong? You're going to make
23:03
this a third round? He's like talking to
23:05
him. He's like, yeah. And remember, we also
23:07
couldn't hear what they were saying. Subtitles on.
23:09
And this is not a Sylvester Stallone
23:11
joke. No one knew what anyone was
23:13
saying. It was just like, I don't remember. It
23:17
does have a richness. The whole thing sounds like
23:20
it was recorded straight to vinyl. Like it's like
23:22
a very. Yeah. But
23:24
it also sounds like nobody. Well,
23:28
dude, okay. So again, to your
23:30
point, watch Creed, which
23:32
I'm sure I'm assuming you haven't seen. These
23:34
are things I watch when
23:37
I'm alone. Yeah. On airplanes and
23:39
stuff. I bet I would like Creed though. You'd
23:41
love Creed. First of all, Michael B. Jordan, Michael
23:43
B. Michael
23:46
B. Okay.
23:48
Michael B. Horny. Yeah.
23:51
Michael B. Make me horny. Is this real?
23:53
I love Michael B. Michael B. Michael B.
23:56
J. And I feel
23:59
like they're jokes. You guys can make
24:01
them in your cars. And if you're not in your
24:03
car, don't make it. It's not
24:05
worth it. But
24:08
anyway, in Creed, you're always starting
24:10
with something like it's like
24:12
an attention-grabber. Here's what
24:14
I'm trying to say. Nowadays,
24:17
movies and TV are like public speaking and you
24:20
get up and you want to start with like,
24:23
By the end of this talk, four of you will be dead.
24:25
Yeah, everyone's like, but in
24:28
the 70s it was like, oh someone's
24:30
talking? I
24:36
know. Someone will be like, oh, I got
24:39
two crackers and I'm only gonna eat one. And
24:41
people are like, I guess I'll listen to this
24:43
guy. I know. Like the
24:45
thing is, is I'm sure somebody could
24:47
make a compelling argument. Like you
24:50
have to, oh, are you about to? I
24:52
was gonna say Rocky was very hard to get
24:54
made. I'm not saying they were making anything. I'm
24:57
saying there was more, you know, I
24:59
feel the same way about music. There was a time that if
25:01
you were just like, You
25:06
were the first one. Now that thing that
25:09
I just, let's call it what it was, I
25:11
scattered it. I was scatting.
25:15
Okay. That has been
25:17
in a thousand songs, you know. There's just
25:19
a great time of life where you could
25:21
say like sunshine on my shoulders makes me
25:24
happy and people like, buddy, we got ourselves
25:26
a hit. Okay, this actually does. Is
25:32
that not okay? I
25:35
can't say what a man, a black
25:37
man pretending to be an old black
25:39
woman said to a heavier
25:41
young black man. Is
25:44
that? Are you? Can
25:46
you even say that anymore? Pretend
25:49
to be Eddie Murphy pretending to be an old
25:52
black grandmother. I'm
25:57
just saying, wait, like he's a heavy,
25:59
like, heavier. Okay.
26:01
I'm not saying
26:05
heavy. You're making it so much worse.
26:08
If you could picture Michael Scott
26:10
doing it and everybody being like,
26:12
Oh, I
26:14
don't know. I think Hercules Hercules
26:16
is still on the menu towards
26:19
the back of the menu. It's
26:22
after the desserts. It's after
26:24
the aperitif, but here it is
26:27
Hercules Hercules. I don't know. All
26:29
right. Then I've retired two things
26:31
live on air. This is why
26:33
you tune in. This
26:35
is why you join us. Oh
26:38
my God. Okay. So you
26:42
did the hand. I, but I was just
26:44
clapping. You were clapping in a way that
26:46
I know you're my wife. I
26:49
knew you were thinking Hercules. I know
26:51
you think I don't know when my
26:53
own wife is thinking, you think I
26:55
don't know when she's thinking Hercules Hercules?
26:57
I wasn't. I swear. Okay.
27:00
But this kind of goes back
27:02
to Bo, back to Bo, uh,
27:04
like, and you know, being rubes
27:09
and interested in like
27:12
achievers, because there's also
27:14
people, it almost is like,
27:16
you know, people are like, there are two types of people
27:18
in the world. And you're like, okay, fine. Of course, there
27:21
aren't just two types of people, but there,
27:24
it does seem like there's like, you're, we're
27:26
either very into achievers and success or we're
27:28
into underdogs. And this feels like it comes
27:31
up a lot in baseball. I want to
27:33
say, I don't know what I'm talking about,
27:35
but you're like, oh, the Yankees have
27:38
the money. Yeah, exactly. Um,
27:41
and I think that,
27:44
oh, what was the connection? Oh yes. So
27:47
I could see real big
27:49
film buffs being like, it's
27:52
interesting and good to watch. Like old
27:54
movies were better because they didn't have
27:56
all the fancy equipment
27:58
and the access. to like everything
28:01
and they, you know, it's
28:03
like, it's truer because they had to
28:05
be really scrappy and resourceful and that's
28:07
the underdogs. Yes. But we're also being
28:10
like, yeah, but this
28:12
is like, we have more resources.
28:14
So the movies are better now. I'm
28:16
not trying to be funny by jumping to
28:18
sex, but I think it bears it like
28:21
a night of, I think it's this,
28:24
of a date and there's
28:26
tension and your legs touch
28:28
under the table just for a second and
28:30
your heart rate jacks. I know this is
28:32
your ball of wax right here. My eyes
28:34
are wide. And there's a moment where you
28:36
go to the bathroom and you
28:38
didn't even have to go, but you just wanted a moment
28:40
to be like, what is happening? I
28:43
can't believe this is her. And
28:47
you call your friend and say, don't call me and say,
28:50
I have to be because it's going great.
28:53
He's like, I love the sound of your voice right now. Don't
28:55
think about it. Don't think about it. Get back
28:58
in there. Okay. I'm just saying,
29:00
and then you make love. I
29:03
know making love is the grossest term, but
29:05
I'm just saying there's that.
29:08
There's the slow undress and
29:10
there's the candles, all of
29:12
that. But I
29:14
mean, that's, it's not just
29:16
rocky. I'm thinking about Don't
29:18
Look Now, the horror movie, Donald
29:21
Sutherland. The punchline of Don't
29:23
Look Now, if you don't want the movie Don't
29:25
Look Now from 1976 spoiled, please
29:29
skip forward one, not even
29:31
one minute, 30 seconds. I'll wait. I'll
29:34
wait. You're driving. Be safe. All
29:37
right. I'm going to spoil it. The punchline
29:39
of the horror movie Don't Look Now is the whole movie. He feels
29:41
like something's chasing him and eventually he goes
29:43
into an alley and it's cornered and the thing turns
29:45
around and it's just a goblin. It's just like a
29:48
green faced goblin. But the
29:50
movie draws it out so
29:52
long that that reveal is
29:54
chilling. Right. It's
29:57
unbelievably disturbing. Yeah. And
29:59
now we're in a world. where it's like, you
30:01
see these trailers, first of all, fuck
30:03
you for putting these
30:05
trailers for hardcore horror movies in
30:08
front of a comedy? Like eat
30:10
fucking shit, no one wanted to
30:12
see that. I hate it,
30:15
sucks ass, and they're all the
30:17
same. You don't have
30:19
eyes, fuck you. Fuck you. Oh,
30:22
were you in the basement? Eat
30:24
shit. I feel like people who like
30:26
horror films like to
30:28
be surprised. So who are those
30:31
trailers for? They're gonna see the horror
30:33
film, and they wanna be
30:35
surprised. That's exactly right, because I'm not
30:37
trying to put down horror or pornography.
30:40
It's just like, come get off with
30:43
this, and we're gonna do it more extreme. Same thing
30:45
you'd say about a porn, you'd say about a horror
30:47
movie, and they're like, at the end it's one guy
30:49
and eight ghouls. You know what
30:51
I mean? It's an eight way. It's either
30:53
eight girls or eight ghouls. Yeah,
30:55
ghouls, ghouls, ghouls. And
30:58
they're eating his ass, but not in the way
31:01
he wants. You know what I mean? Yes. So
31:03
what I'm saying is, the movies from the 70s
31:05
were, you
31:08
know, this is back to the medium of the
31:11
message, the walk that you take that changes your
31:13
life, or the book that you sink into. And
31:16
so many of us, I think, are yearning
31:18
for the experience of like, I put on
31:20
a record, and listen to the record, or
31:22
I cracked a book, and there was nothing
31:24
else to do. My phone wasn't even in
31:26
the room. These
31:28
things are products of a time, and
31:31
now that I'm older, I can appreciate that
31:33
people know, like the Creed movies, open
31:36
with something big, something splashy, tell me
31:38
what this character wants, tell
31:40
me what's in his way, tell me what does he
31:42
do. I'm writing a movie
31:44
right now, and I'm trying to hit
31:46
this out of the park, page one. What's
31:48
this guy's problem? What does he
31:51
want? What's in the way of
31:53
what he wants? Then there's the secondary,
31:55
what does he do? Because that's so
31:57
big in our culture. Who
31:59
or is it? friends and
32:01
is he likable? Is he funny? Is
32:03
there something we enjoy about him? You
32:06
got to nail all this in the
32:08
first 10 pages. And in Rocky, they're
32:10
just like, I'm remembering what it felt
32:12
like to go to the movies even in
32:14
the 90s and
32:16
they were slower. There was so
32:18
much more time to settle in
32:20
and it's inviting
32:23
you into a trance. Right. So
32:25
he is... To really enter the world
32:28
of this. Yes. And to project yourself
32:30
onto him going like, oh man,
32:32
I thought Rocky was going to be great.
32:35
And people are coming in from taking shits, they're
32:37
late. Yeah, I think I'm
32:39
full of shit because I just
32:42
don't care about the subject
32:44
matter because Annie is
32:47
probably around the same time, was made
32:49
around the same time. And
32:52
I love that movie and I think
32:54
it's a perfect film and it's slow.
32:56
And I love broadcast news. No,
32:59
what's the other one? Network. Yeah. Network
33:01
is, you have to fight through the beginning of
33:04
network though too. Yeah, but I love it.
33:06
If Network started, if they re-released Network,
33:08
it would start on the day the
33:11
anchor snaps on the air. Right.
33:14
That would be the moment. And then it would
33:16
say three weeks earlier. Yeah, that's true. And then
33:18
it would show him going into work and all
33:20
that sort of stuff. And
33:22
like Tootsie, which I don't know if
33:24
people are called on Tootsie, I
33:27
really don't know. But
33:29
it would start, he's going
33:31
to dress up like a woman a
33:33
lot faster. Yeah, totally. And that's, these
33:35
are the ABCs, baby. Yeah. So
33:38
when it is a movie I'm
33:40
interested in, I don't mind that
33:42
it's slower. Yeah. So
33:45
that's not fair. No, I
33:47
agree. I also think your point about underdogs
33:49
or winners, it's the same thing because the
33:51
underdogs always win. It's like where are
33:53
you starting? It's all winning. That's what you want. You
33:56
do, yeah, that's how you get both. Yeah,
33:58
that's how you get both. Like you won an honor. unlikely
34:00
winner and a non-presuming
34:03
winner. I'm gonna, whimmer? Whimmer. The
34:05
thing, David Schwimmer, the thing that I was gonna
34:07
say was, oh, I
34:09
was really excited. Sometimes I say something to you and
34:12
I'm like, oh, I gotta remember to say that on
34:14
the podcast. And it was this, is
34:16
we were in the
34:18
car and I said, all I do
34:22
is study non-duality, which
34:25
is saying that the universe isn't what
34:27
it appears to be or the world doesn't exist. And
34:30
then when I'm not doing that, I'm
34:33
watching YouTube videos about how AI is coming
34:35
for us all. And I was like, and
34:37
I'm still going around like, why am I
34:39
in the dumps? I
34:41
know. It was
34:43
also so funny because we were literally pulling
34:45
up and I was gonna jump out of
34:48
the car to go and
34:50
get Leela. And you just said this
34:52
really funny, Yeah, I saw
34:54
myself for a second. Sort of like significant, yeah,
34:56
observation about yourself right as I was
34:58
leaving. And it made me laugh really
35:00
hard. It made me laugh really hard too. And
35:02
it was almost like my narrator showed up. It
35:05
was like, don't you see? This is all you
35:07
do. And I do think I have
35:09
to cool it on the AI videos. I fool myself.
35:11
You know how I can be really hard on people
35:13
that watch the news constantly? I'm like,
35:15
what are you doing? Yeah. A lot
35:18
of this information is gonna change. You don't have to
35:20
get minute by minute updates. You can check in every
35:22
once in a while. But that's definitely how I am
35:24
on AI. I am interested
35:27
in it. And I trick myself
35:29
into thinking that I'm bettering myself
35:32
when really it's just titillation.
35:34
It's just titillation. Which by
35:37
the way, I think it
35:39
only bolsters my point about
35:41
the news is I'm like, you're tricking
35:43
yourself thinking you're involved or like it
35:45
matters. But I've always had
35:47
that looking down my nose. Now I'm like, oh,
35:49
I'm doing the same shit. I'm doing that with
35:51
AI news. Yeah, no, that's really true.
35:55
I hadn't thought of that before you said it.
35:57
And of course we're all doing that in different
35:59
ways. But it is like
36:01
it's if you especially are
36:04
going through a season of being you
36:06
know Not entirely happy and
36:09
fulfilled Then it's good
36:11
to look at the things that you do
36:13
like I remember I Was
36:16
having like heart palpitations and
36:18
I was having The sensation
36:20
that I needed to pee when I didn't
36:23
for so long and I was like, what
36:25
is it? And I was like wait, I
36:27
I should look at the things that I
36:29
do every day and like I take Claritin
36:31
every day and it was that you know
36:33
But like you never look at the things
36:35
that you're doing I know as the cause
36:38
and anything that you do every day
36:40
I'm gonna coffee recently. I love
36:42
coffee after this. I'm gonna make
36:44
another Mike
36:46
Burbigly another coffee and
36:49
I am and I
36:51
always go the morning is my favorite time
36:53
of day. It's calm. I can read it's
36:55
quiet. Yeah Rest of the day.
36:58
I'm just kind of anxious and I'm like you're
37:00
Jack. That's coffee. You're And
37:02
this is where you really have to come clean and
37:05
say You're
37:07
jacked and anxious and a little bit
37:09
whatever paranoid. Ah, you like it. That's
37:12
what you like. Yeah, shut up That's
37:14
what you like. You like that feeling?
37:16
Yeah, I've been really grappling with just
37:19
like I
37:21
know we've covered this on the podcast before
37:23
but like empty spacious piece It
37:26
can be like really to the ego
37:28
can seem really boring and can seem like
37:31
a death of sorts. I do
37:33
want to say Speaking of what you're
37:35
saying Last week when I
37:37
was in Chicago and we did this show over zoom
37:40
It's one of the few times we
37:42
started over because like I couldn't get
37:44
in this vibe that we're in right
37:46
now Mm-hmm and that I thought
37:49
it had to do with like, oh, I
37:51
just wanted to start. Yeah, remember? Yeah,
37:54
seems so I'm laughing now that
37:56
it seems so silly. We never just start right?
38:00
I was anxious about
38:02
the shows. And I didn't
38:04
realize that until after the shows. I
38:06
guys, I know you're probably, this is like the
38:09
most classic, we made it weird moment ever. But
38:11
we're even as
38:13
talk about our feelings as we
38:15
are. Still don't have it figured out.
38:18
And I'm like, why was I so tense? Pete,
38:20
you had two shows that night and you were
38:22
nervous. I
38:24
honestly, I had a moment this
38:26
morning where I really appreciated you, like
38:30
this aspect of you, because
38:32
I'm about to shoot my
38:34
short and shit my shorts.
38:38
Oh my God. The
38:41
world will know your name. You're
38:45
just so good. I'm about to shoot
38:47
my short and shit my shorts. And
38:51
shit my shorts. I
38:53
just can't get enough of you, baby. Thank
38:56
you. Mash mouth.
39:01
But I'm feeling
39:04
great. Like I'm really excited about it,
39:06
but it is pretty much all I
39:08
can think about. Oh yeah. I'm
39:10
glad you brought it up. What are we gonna say? Well,
39:12
and I just, so I can make the point where
39:14
I compliment you, is I was
39:17
like. That's the only way to silence me. I
39:19
was actually just about to. Don't worry, I was
39:21
gonna compliment you. But
39:23
I was like, boy, I feel
39:25
so activated in every
39:28
way. So I feel excited
39:30
and fully alive
39:32
and really happy. And
39:35
I feel a little more on edge,
39:38
a little more like irritable,
39:40
you know? Like Leela's like this
39:43
morning, like biting my robe
39:46
and like tearing it up. And
39:48
I was just like, I can't handle
39:51
this. I'm thinking of a billion
39:53
things right now. And I
39:55
was just really appreciating that. You
39:57
really live with a. a
40:00
lot of ups and
40:02
downs like that. Like you always have
40:04
something just around the bend
40:06
that you have to be thinking about that's
40:08
taking up a lot of your consciousness. And
40:13
I made the note as your partner to
40:15
more often help both of us
40:17
remember that it probably is about
40:19
whatever is coming up. That's right. I
40:22
love it. Because you can very often
40:24
be like, I don't know why. Oh
40:27
shit, we're not recording. This is
40:29
a great moment. I love this. Little
40:31
moments where I'm understanding you more and
40:33
this moment where you're understanding what it's like. When
40:36
I said no room at the end, I was
40:38
like, I actually think that's funny that we don't
40:40
have that expression. Meaning like
40:42
all your rooms are taken. You're
40:44
thinking about your shot list. You're thinking about
40:46
the sound. You're thinking about this, the intimacy
40:48
coordinator, whatever it might be. And
40:51
then your daughter is like, can
40:54
you take my socks off for me? Which
40:57
is an adorable example. I regret
40:59
picking something so adorable. But
41:01
I was about to, I
41:03
had a call just before we were recording. And
41:06
I was like, oh, maybe on this call, I'll tell this
41:08
person this idea. And that's kind of a big deal. And
41:11
as soon as I started considering what
41:14
that would mean, if the idea
41:16
goes and this and that, and
41:19
make sure you do a good job, blah,
41:21
blah, blah. The sound of the clothes in
41:23
the dryer started sounding
41:25
like a dragon chewing up
41:28
my bone. Wow, yeah. The
41:31
aperture on my camera just
41:33
closed completely to
41:36
a pinpoint. And I was
41:38
like, and look, I'm not at all, well,
41:41
I don't hate that you're having that
41:43
experience, but I wasn't wishing that experience
41:45
on you. But I have, the joke
41:47
was now you're doing this movie and
41:50
I'm seeing you. And
41:53
you've always been so compassionate and understanding and gracious to me.
41:56
So there's no like, ha ha. Yeah. But
41:58
I'm watching you on the phone. Mm-hmm
42:00
replying to a text and you're like
42:02
how long is this text? Yeah,
42:04
and you're just like Val's doing
42:06
it. I'm really excited for you. Thank you
42:08
And there's like a you know, there
42:11
is in that cost I will say that
42:13
is the cost really feels like such a
42:15
small percentage It's because
42:17
I want to be thinking about it. So
42:19
really the cost is that I'm like, I
42:22
wish I could just be In
42:25
this room alone thinking about this but
42:27
instead my life continues and of course,
42:29
I want my life to continue But
42:31
it is like the shifting
42:34
gears thing that that I have compassion
42:36
for now that I'm seeing That
42:39
you have And
42:41
yeah, there was a really great moment where
42:43
I got I Got
42:46
a text from our sound person that had so
42:49
many new tech words. Yeah in
42:51
them Yeah, and we were we
42:53
were like running late to go
42:55
pick up Leela I was reading
42:57
this text in the kitchen, which
42:59
was was like this is like I
43:01
love that you're remembering this This is that it
43:04
was that so great. I mean the
43:06
text really was like like
43:09
We'll we have to see if there is
43:11
a jammer input and the G G5
43:14
put that on the airplane mode because it's fucking with the
43:16
audio. Oh really our phone. Yeah.
43:18
Oh my god Okay, that's really interesting because
43:20
I have been thinking about I have there's
43:23
a phone call in my short and I've
43:25
been wondering if if You're
43:27
gonna wait your phone off. Yeah. Yeah,
43:29
anyway, but yeah, I was like it
43:31
was like is there's you know an
43:34
input from on the GH 5 for
43:36
a jam or otherwise we'll have to get a Tentacle
43:39
to lock it and I was reading that
43:41
and you were sitting in the living room
43:43
being like I
43:50
was like, oh my god, I'm trying to
43:52
get Understand
43:56
this. Yeah, but it was so funny. It
43:58
was like and that's That moment
44:01
though was and look
44:03
we're already I don't
44:05
know the Parthenon we don't need any
44:07
more marble but the the
44:09
solidification of this this shift it's
44:12
like a body swap movie and
44:15
we love body swap movies because we're always just like
44:17
understanding comes from you know a mile
44:19
in someone else's shoes and for me
44:22
you don't just sing weed up as much as
44:24
I do stupid shit like
44:27
that but you know I'm no
44:29
no no I'm stupid no
44:31
no I know you're no this stupid in the fun
44:33
and silly way of course of course you are
44:36
but like my version of that is in
44:38
my reality is it's always a planning question
44:40
yeah totally and I can't I've
44:42
told you I've I've like planning trauma
44:45
and in the morning my mom would
44:47
walk in without knocking and
44:49
she'd just start planning with me
44:51
because this lady's been up for
44:54
four hours yeah she's like yeah
44:56
she's jacked on coffee and
44:58
she's been waiting for her only friend and
45:00
then she busts in and is like do
45:02
you think after church you're gonna want to
45:04
and I just I
45:06
still can't know when I'm
45:09
having my input this that
45:11
which I'm realizing you know
45:13
we made those commercials for modern mammals and stuff
45:16
a lot of times I'm sending like a micro
45:18
edit to our wonderful Brian Cullen who made edited
45:20
them and shot them all whatever I'm just trying
45:22
to give him a shout out and I'm texting
45:25
him like can you add a couple
45:27
frames at the end of this line and
45:30
it's not what's actually happening but it
45:32
always feels like in moments like that someone's like can
45:35
you pick up Leela because I and
45:37
I'm like when I'm
45:39
reading that text no room at the end
45:42
we're gonna take no room at the end
45:44
we're gonna run with it yeah yeah anyway
45:47
I love I love the understanding the body swap
45:49
of it is is this understanding I
45:52
don't have any like ha ha
45:54
feeling no but I do feel
45:56
really understood and seen and that's
45:58
deeply exciting for me because Because
46:00
I'll also add this little frosting, then we'll go to
46:02
the minerals. The frosting is, I'm
46:05
so excited. Because for all
46:07
the complaining and the stress, and
46:09
even the depression and the stagnancy that can
46:11
come between projects, which is kind of what
46:13
I've been dealing with, I
46:16
know the thrill of,
46:19
you know, it's like a
46:21
scuba diver going backwards off the boat
46:24
at night. Oh my God, I honestly thought-
46:27
It's so exciting and frightening. Today. Great.
46:30
Yeah. Today while I was planning things and
46:34
getting it all set up and sending
46:36
texts, I literally thought, I'm having
46:38
the time of my life. Like
46:41
I'm having the most fun
46:43
of my life. It's so
46:46
much fun. I'm not pleased
46:48
with this feeling, but it's real. I'm
46:51
like, there's a certain, oh
46:53
man, she's got it. I'm
46:55
happy for you. And it's helping
46:57
me recognize, I'm like, oh, that's what I'd
47:00
like. Yeah. And
47:02
this is a body swap because I've been, I'm
47:05
most familiar with being in
47:07
that position of seeing
47:09
you really juiced about something and
47:12
having that twinge of like, God, I gotta get
47:14
my shit together and get my nut. Come
47:18
on, nut. No, I know what
47:20
you mean. There's, you
47:22
know, okay, we'll go to the minerals and we'll talk a little bit
47:25
more about that. But I wanna talk about, so
47:28
much of my life is knowing what I should
47:30
do and not being able to do
47:33
it. Oh yeah. And let's pick
47:35
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51:30
that I was experiencing the Ewok that I was
51:32
experiencing by the way so many people reached out.
51:34
My friend Mike Barker, creator of American Daddies
51:41
hilarious. He was like try Lion's
51:43
Mane. He texted me.
51:45
I've been taking three Lion's Mane
51:47
in the morning. Yeah. And then
51:49
other other wonderful people obviously Ken
51:52
Bishop. Anyway great
51:55
people reached out with their tips
51:57
and that but the thing that I can't
51:59
talk enough about it and feel a real need to
52:01
talk about. Because
52:03
I can often be that guy that's like lit up
52:05
like a glow stick and I'm like just do it,
52:08
just write it up and do it and dream and
52:10
throw your hat over the wall and chase it and
52:12
all that sort of Tony
52:14
Robbins flavor that I can have that
52:16
we often call my mania. I
52:20
really every opportunity I have to augment
52:22
it and balance it out with
52:24
just like I know,
52:26
I haven't worked out like lifted
52:28
weights in, I
52:30
don't even want to add up how long
52:32
it's been because it's depressing. Even
52:35
though I'm like when I
52:37
do that I feel
52:39
incredible. But then the voice of
52:42
my stagnancy, so the depression is
52:44
lifted, I don't feel that depression
52:46
anymore. Now I think
52:48
I have a clear understanding
52:51
of a more manageable and
52:53
situational dis-ease, not a
52:55
disease but a dis-ease where I'm like okay
52:57
I can tell something's
52:59
got to move. It's not like a sadness
53:01
that won't leave me alone, it's just kind
53:04
of like a block in the river. There
53:06
have been beavers and I just kind of have to kick
53:08
down some fucking nothing, these fucking
53:10
beavers, they don't know shit. So
53:12
I just have to knock it over but I
53:15
still have this like, it's
53:18
a day by day, you know it would
53:20
be great. In the morning I do
53:22
this gratitude journaling as well. I do a lot of
53:24
gratitude things and I've been doing the gratitude journal again.
53:28
One of the things, it's an app, what
53:30
are you grateful for? And
53:32
then the next question is what are you going to do
53:34
today to make it great? And
53:36
on that list I'll put total,
53:39
lift weights. I just don't
53:41
do it. That's how
53:43
much I'm like this is what you should
53:45
do and I won't do it. First
53:49
of all, knowing what you should do
53:51
and not doing it is probably the
53:53
most relatable feeling in
53:56
human experience. Right, I really
53:59
appreciate that. Yeah, we all
54:01
and it's often like when we need it
54:03
the most is when we find it The
54:06
least possible to do it and not really
54:08
is depression as you're like, I know yeah
54:11
going for a walk will make it better I've
54:13
had that now I've had sorry.
54:15
No, I've had such decision
54:18
paralysis lately Where
54:21
I have five? Submarines
54:23
all going for the same little
54:25
door and it's often as
54:28
simple as Suddenly,
54:31
okay, so we pick Lila up at 230.
54:33
So really our day are what a gift
54:35
that we stop working at 230 But I'm
54:37
just saying like, hmm, honestly if
54:40
it was worth or do that be pretty fucking sweet We're
54:44
just kind of strangely incapable
54:47
of not showing up Together
54:51
together. I know we'll talk about we don't take
54:53
shifts like smart parents do exactly stick together We're
54:55
dumbdoms, but you know, whatever I could defend it
54:57
and I would obviously is why we're doing it.
54:59
Anyway, I Go.
55:02
Okay. Lila is gonna be we pick Lila up at 230. It's
55:04
10 a.m And
55:06
in this moment, I'm feeling very happy
55:08
and clear and resourced and loved I'm
55:11
like so no big deal It's just go for a
55:13
walk like this morning the trash has been overflowing Yeah,
55:15
and the reason why I haven't brought it out is
55:17
because the trash cans are still in front of the
55:19
house Yeah, and that's enough. That's the
55:22
two submarines Well, I want to take the trash
55:24
out but the trash bins are in front of
55:26
the house So I'd have to go get them
55:28
She's not to tie bow up because he tried
55:30
to escape open the gate five I mean
55:32
when the task that you're trying to do is
55:34
like five tasks away and then I go and then it's
55:36
230. Yeah That's
55:39
the feeling is I'm not a is what it feels like
55:41
today Having some of
55:43
that lifted. Yeah was
55:45
I was like just do it and
55:48
I fucking hate just do it I
55:50
know but it's also is the answer.
55:52
Well, it's like I was like, I'm
55:54
just gonna go do it Just go
55:56
do it. Stop stop thinking about it.
55:58
Yeah, it's two steps bring in
56:00
the trash, take out the trash. And I did
56:02
have to tie Bo up, which was a pain
56:04
in the butt. You wouldn't have been able to
56:07
do it. I'm literally like wrestling with a polar
56:09
bear, not wrestling, but I'm trying to, he's stubborn.
56:12
But the distance between decision
56:15
paralysis and the just do it
56:18
place is millimeters, but it
56:20
might as well be the trip from the Shire
56:22
to Mordor. Because it is. It
56:24
feels like a hobby
56:27
journey to get to a place. Like
56:31
after the fuck is again, I feel great today. I
56:33
don't know what the fuck is going on. I feel
56:36
great today. After this, I'm going to, I'm
56:38
going to do the two things I have to do today.
56:40
And my feeling is it's only 1220. Yeah.
56:42
What a gift. Well, we
56:45
also rested yesterday. So here's the
56:47
thing. I know sometimes
56:49
the answer is Nike just do
56:51
it. Okay. But also,
56:54
you guessed it. I'm
56:58
going to talk about expansion and
57:00
contraction, everybody. And
57:03
the like, you know, Instagram
57:06
cliche of nothing in nature
57:08
blooms all year round. Like,
57:11
yeah, but I love that. It's so
57:13
important to remember that we- Manipulative
57:16
algorithm is right twice a day. We
57:20
need contraction
57:22
just as much as we need expansion. In
57:25
fact, we would value and enjoy it
57:30
if we didn't live in a culture
57:32
that says that we should be constantly
57:34
expanding and producing at all times. Yeah.
57:37
So you might just be in
57:39
a moment of contraction and knowing what
57:41
that looks like for you might
57:45
be really helpful. Because when you get the
57:47
signs that you like just can't get it
57:49
going, you can pivot to the
57:51
things that you do that are
57:53
really helpful. So thinking of it as like expansion
57:57
is like output and contraction is
57:59
input. So what are the things
58:01
that you do where you really are nurturing
58:04
and taking in information
58:07
that feels good and just look
58:09
at that as an investment for
58:11
your expansion. And it might be
58:13
if you fully
58:16
accept like this
58:18
is just I'm just in a moment of
58:20
contraction and instead of putting
58:22
the pressure on myself to like do
58:25
intense exercise and write
58:27
things and create things
58:29
I'm going to sit
58:32
and read and you
58:35
know reflect. Or the normal person meaning without
58:37
the privilege of the job that I just
58:39
kind of float around like a Victorian
58:42
queen like maybe I'll go in
58:44
the writing room. For
58:47
most people it'd be like maybe I'll just keep my
58:49
head down and just do the next right thing I'll
58:51
just go to work. Yes. I
58:53
know have dinner and I'll get rest and
58:55
yeah and I friend whatever my exactly
58:57
being like I know I
59:00
just need to put a little bit more
59:02
emphasis on feeding
59:05
myself on like nourishing and
59:08
nurturing myself. I'm just
59:10
in that kind of season of life.
59:14
And once you like open to
59:16
that and value it
59:19
I bet you wouldn't even need it
59:22
wouldn't even be that long until
59:24
you feel inspired to expand again.
59:26
Things like the contraction is just another
59:28
feeling that wants you to acknowledge it
59:30
and honor it. Yeah exactly
59:32
and this is this
59:35
fundamental paradigm shift that I
59:37
always forget and then have
59:39
to remember where
59:42
we're thinking of like how
59:45
we if we don't feel how we
59:47
want to feel that's just a mistake
59:49
and a problem and we have to
59:51
just like fix that.
59:53
As opposed to being like well maybe my my
59:57
equipment like my mechanism my.
1:00:00
body and my spirit and my mind
1:00:03
knows something and is trying to tell
1:00:05
me something. Yeah. And it might
1:00:07
just be trying to tell me that there's a need. Yeah. That
1:00:10
I just need to tend to. And
1:00:12
instead of prolonging it by avoiding that,
1:00:14
often giving it the exact opposite of
1:00:17
what it's asking for and resisting
1:00:19
and resisting, you just
1:00:22
like meet that need and I
1:00:24
bet the season passes. I
1:00:27
think that's wonderful. A lot of things
1:00:29
came up. One was that of course
1:00:31
the West is obsessed with AI because
1:00:33
it would be an inexhaustible productivity machine,
1:00:35
which is our God. Yeah, 100%. Well,
1:00:38
our God... I don't mean that literally.
1:00:40
I mean, that's what we... We want
1:00:42
a God that just pays out. It's
1:00:44
always summer. Yeah. Well,
1:00:47
I thought you were going to... Yeah, productivity is our God.
1:00:49
I mean, money is our God and productivity
1:00:51
is how you get money. So don't
1:00:53
forget that ethos has been sold to
1:00:55
you by people who just want to
1:00:57
be rich and just care about money.
1:01:00
Yeah. So if that isn't your value
1:01:02
system, then it doesn't really need to be your
1:01:04
ethos either. This is why like, you
1:01:07
know, Sweden and whatever,
1:01:09
the Netherlands, there are all these
1:01:12
places that like, this feels
1:01:14
like the rocky conversation again, but it's like
1:01:16
I used to look at countries like that.
1:01:18
They were like, maybe you just go for a walk
1:01:21
on beach with one shoe, you know, like that sort
1:01:23
of thing. And we were
1:01:25
like, what the fuck is that? How is
1:01:27
that slam dunking a basketball? And
1:01:30
they're like, but life isn't always about slam
1:01:32
dunkery. And you're like, all
1:01:34
right, dingus. Now I'm just like, oh
1:01:36
shit. They were right the whole
1:01:39
time. You know what? Which goes back to my
1:01:41
original point about the movie Sly. He goes, no, I
1:01:43
look at these photos and he's like at a movie
1:01:45
premiere with his kids and he's like, what am I
1:01:47
doing? The movie, it's not even real. Wow. That's
1:01:50
interesting. You have flesh and blood next to you.
1:01:52
Like you have people that need you. And I'm
1:01:54
out there promoting a movie
1:01:57
and I was like, nice Sly. Respect.
1:02:00
Oh, that's so cool. It's
1:02:02
funny that I'm like learning the opposite,
1:02:06
almost. Where like I first had the
1:02:08
important things in life. I
1:02:12
really is like, I know I've always been a
1:02:14
late bloomer, but like,
1:02:17
yeah, my journey
1:02:19
has been like first getting, you
1:02:23
know, the personal life down and
1:02:25
then being like, and I will
1:02:28
say there have been times where, because
1:02:30
I'm so excited about this work
1:02:32
and I feel so energized by
1:02:34
it, where I'm like, ah,
1:02:37
I do get the appeal of having
1:02:39
had, like having had
1:02:41
a season of life where all you have
1:02:43
to focus on is work. There's
1:02:48
things that I think are really nice about
1:02:50
that, but I also could see
1:02:52
how that would not be sustainable for me,
1:02:54
I would not be happy
1:02:56
with that for very long. Sylvester Stallone
1:02:58
and Schwarzenegger, all these people, they're
1:03:01
orgies. I'm not saying it's wrong.
1:03:05
I'm just saying you're not going for the
1:03:07
orgy model, which is the swinging
1:03:09
from a movie to another movie. It's
1:03:12
like a movie to press for that movie to the
1:03:14
next movie, to press for that movie to the next
1:03:16
movie. And you're kind of going like, do there need
1:03:18
to be seven rock, I think
1:03:20
there's six rock movies. Yeah, no, definitely
1:03:22
not. Anyway, watching that.
1:03:26
Well, when you're looking for that for your
1:03:30
self-worth and your fulfillment.
1:03:32
Which he also, by the way, it's a good
1:03:34
movie. I wasn't like blown away, absolutely
1:03:36
in love with it, but he
1:03:39
has that sort of like, what
1:03:42
exactly was your phrasing, Jacinthe? When
1:03:44
you're looking to that kind of success for your
1:03:46
fulfillment. He says that, yeah. He was like, my
1:03:49
father was this way and I just couldn't get
1:03:51
enough and can't get enough. He
1:03:54
knows and I was like, good for you. Yeah,
1:03:56
that's cool. I think he's, who cares
1:03:58
what I think, but I think he's a very good friend. interesting
1:04:01
person. Yeah that's cool. Yeah. I'd
1:04:03
be way more into watching that than any
1:04:05
of the Rockies. Well it turns
1:04:07
out that's what you actually want to watch it
1:04:09
because it has all the clips. Yeah. The best
1:04:11
moments. Yeah that's right it's like the
1:04:14
last dance. I don't want to watch basketball.
1:04:16
Yeah. If you show me the highlights of
1:04:18
the best basketball team in history. Yeah. And
1:04:21
then give me their like personal story. Yeah
1:04:23
and I was hungover that day. I
1:04:25
love that. We're exactly the same. I
1:04:27
was gonna we can bring this in
1:04:29
for a landing here around here is
1:04:31
sorry I'm
1:04:35
just laughing at all I'm talking. I
1:04:37
know you are kind of talking like Purd Happley
1:04:40
which is a reference you don't know but
1:04:42
it's from Parks and Rec and
1:04:45
it's the local newscaster and
1:04:47
he's hard to do but
1:04:49
he always like overexplainable.
1:04:53
Yeah that's what I'm feeling. Yeah. I'm feeling like and
1:04:55
one of the ways that we can bring this in
1:04:57
not not to rush it but you know he's like
1:04:59
there's breaking news which is the words that
1:05:01
I'm about to say to you out of
1:05:03
my mouth right now. Yeah. No that's
1:05:06
how I can feel. I get
1:05:08
it. I sometimes feel like my
1:05:10
mind is like I'm having a little dinner party
1:05:12
and I won't stop cleaning
1:05:14
like I'm wiping putting coasters
1:05:17
out. Did you design that
1:05:19
to be a scenario that
1:05:21
I could understand because that's
1:05:23
the most relatable thing for me. I think it
1:05:25
is because we're both cleaning up a little bit
1:05:27
today but you know but
1:05:29
and that's why sorry but
1:05:32
sorry but I'm just saying that's one of
1:05:34
the reasons I love hanging out with comedians but
1:05:36
not just comedians a certain type of person because
1:05:39
we have friends that are like this that
1:05:41
are comedian like in that you
1:05:43
can just fucking stop cleaning for
1:05:46
a second and if you say
1:05:48
mongrel it turns out it means
1:05:50
something horrible. Yeah. It doesn't result
1:05:52
in side-eye or like getting classified
1:05:54
as somebody that says
1:05:56
things like that you know and that is the
1:05:58
great gift of comedy and
1:06:00
comedians have that in spades but I'm really
1:06:03
thinking about Sam and Ariella when I'm with
1:06:05
them I'm just like and
1:06:08
I'm not one of those guys that wants to say salacious things
1:06:10
all the time but we've already covered this
1:06:12
my love language is benefit of the doubt oh
1:06:14
my god when I like I was you
1:06:17
know somewhat recently like within
1:06:19
this last year with
1:06:23
a different friend group that
1:06:25
wasn't my friend group and
1:06:28
oh yeah and I just
1:06:31
was it was like everybody was so sparkly
1:06:35
and funny and like
1:06:38
intricately always like had the most
1:06:41
interesting word choice for whatever they
1:06:43
were saying had a lot of
1:06:45
personality like a lot of style
1:06:48
and I was just like this
1:06:52
is exhausting like what
1:06:56
I'm hoping and maybe they do when they're not
1:06:58
with people who aren't you
1:07:00
know in the friend group like
1:07:02
when they're just with each other but I was just
1:07:04
like where's the like intimacy
1:07:07
where's the ability to be like
1:07:10
I I'm just like
1:07:12
not feeling interesting in this
1:07:14
moment yeah
1:07:17
yeah the vulnerability of being like I'm being
1:07:19
I'm gonna just like be kind of a
1:07:21
dud at this dinner because that's kind of what
1:07:23
I was gonna bring up when I was like we could
1:07:25
end on this and then I got over thinking person
1:07:27
wreck I relive the whole thing but
1:07:29
it's similar to what you're saying and I think you'll see is that
1:07:32
one of the reasons so that just do it
1:07:34
so in this case it would be
1:07:36
just be sparkly and just find the best word
1:07:38
and just do it like override whatever feeling you
1:07:40
have and just show up yeah and that's
1:07:42
like it was like show up a hundred
1:07:44
percent all the time and that's one of the
1:07:47
reasons why I think I don't have
1:07:49
a lot of very fit
1:07:51
friends yeah is
1:07:54
because the type of all of our friends
1:07:56
listening okay well that's not entirely
1:07:58
true I just mean like We
1:08:00
do have friends. I know what you mean. I
1:08:03
could unpack that. But in general, I
1:08:06
don't have a ton of friends that are like
1:08:08
lace up your running shoes and go. Every
1:08:11
morning, just do it. Just go.
1:08:13
Just lift. And I'm not saying
1:08:15
those people aren't wounded. Of course they are.
1:08:17
And of course you could, that could be
1:08:19
your compulsion. That's a cliche. It
1:08:21
often is, yeah. Yeah, but of course. I'm
1:08:24
just saying, isn't it funny that we're
1:08:27
looking for people whose wound vibrates
1:08:29
in the same way that ours does? Yeah. And
1:08:32
so when I hang out, if I'm in a
1:08:34
room, if I'm hanging
1:08:36
out with a buff person, like if Chris Evans is
1:08:38
there, I'd be talking to Chris Evans
1:08:40
to be like, imagine if I could be like that.
1:08:43
So Tony Robbins says people
1:08:45
are attracted to people that are like them or
1:08:47
who are like what they'd like to be like.
1:08:49
Right. And more often, I would
1:08:51
rather talk to the, whatever,
1:08:53
the softer bodied person, meaning I
1:08:57
know we have something in common. Yeah.
1:08:59
Which isn't just the soft body.
1:09:01
It's that whatever's going on inside
1:09:04
manifests on the outside as I know I
1:09:07
should work out, but I can't. And that's,
1:09:09
it's not weighing or comparing
1:09:12
wounds. Yeah. But we tend
1:09:14
to go like, oh, I bet, I bet this person
1:09:16
understands. Yeah. It's just
1:09:18
a softness in general. It's
1:09:21
like physically and emotionally and.
1:09:23
Right. And
1:09:25
I do think there's just different values,
1:09:28
like some friends that I have value,
1:09:33
like showing up, having
1:09:35
good work ethic in your relationships
1:09:38
more than they do vulnerability
1:09:40
and intimacy. Right. And
1:09:42
we just aren't that way. We're the second one.
1:09:45
Yeah. So hard. We, I don't
1:09:47
care if people are showing me their best
1:09:50
sides. In fact, I relax more
1:09:52
if there's a moment where they're
1:09:54
like, I'm just fucking
1:09:56
grumpy or whatever, you know.
1:09:59
I mean, that's. That's very close to the core
1:10:01
of why I think
1:10:03
we do so well. As a couple, I
1:10:06
just mean love each other so well, is
1:10:08
I never go. In fact,
1:10:11
nine times out of 10, if I don't reach
1:10:13
out to a friend, is I'm like, I don't
1:10:15
wanna show up for them. Yeah. And
1:10:18
that feels like they're
1:10:21
not, but in my strange
1:10:23
whatever makeup up there, I
1:10:29
think when I see people being funny at
1:10:31
a party and stuff, it
1:10:33
looks exhausting. But you know what's interesting
1:10:36
is if showing up for them and
1:10:39
for the friends where this is, how
1:10:41
you show up for them, wouldn't mean
1:10:43
just like listening to what they're going
1:10:45
through and just like being
1:10:47
there to witness it. You
1:10:50
would be up for that all the time. I
1:10:53
think it probably has something
1:10:55
to do with the thing that
1:10:57
we have in common, which was being
1:10:59
sort of the shiny, light-filled
1:11:02
golden children that we
1:11:05
were expected to be. It's not that I can't
1:11:07
go and just listen to somebody, but
1:11:09
I'm like, I really have a voice, and
1:11:11
I'm not crazy about this, that goes, so
1:11:13
I'll just sit there like a bitch? I
1:11:16
don't mean a woman or anything like that.
1:11:18
I just mean like a passive dud. A
1:11:20
dud is probably a better word. Like I'll
1:11:22
go and just be an
1:11:24
ordinary. Or I
1:11:27
could not hang out with them and
1:11:29
wait till I feel sparkly, hang
1:11:31
out with them, be sparkly. And that's where
1:11:34
we differ. That's like
1:11:36
we're very similar where we don't want to have to
1:11:38
show up all the time. But
1:11:41
I'm comfortable not
1:11:44
sparkling all the time and
1:11:46
being like, yeah, I can just
1:11:49
like listen. But I do
1:11:51
think where we are similar is we are
1:11:53
more interested, well, I wonder if you're like
1:11:55
this, because I could see you both ways.
1:11:59
I'll just be for me. I'm more interested
1:12:01
in people showing me the
1:12:03
entirety of their humanity than
1:12:05
I am, then deliberately
1:12:08
trying to be interesting. Yeah, I agree
1:12:10
with that. It's
1:12:13
like our friend Jen did an Astral Body
1:12:15
Healing for us and one of
1:12:17
the images she had in... As
1:12:20
if I wasn't one of the people. Yeah,
1:12:22
I know. Yeah. She envisioned me
1:12:24
as a kid doing like Cat's Cradle, like
1:12:26
the, you know, where you had like
1:12:41
two strings attached in the
1:12:44
big circle and you do the little hand
1:12:46
things. And she's like, you're doing
1:12:48
that with a friend, but you're
1:12:50
stretching it out and like putting
1:12:52
it vertical and inviting her to
1:12:55
walk through it. And you're like
1:12:57
laughing at how absurd
1:12:59
this is, but you're like inviting her to
1:13:02
be like, put your whole self in this.
1:13:04
That is you. And that really made
1:13:07
me feel very, very seen. And that's
1:13:09
what I'm interested in. Like I really,
1:13:11
it's not like I'm, I'm
1:13:13
not trying to like virtue signal to use
1:13:15
your term and
1:13:17
be like, this is the way to be. I
1:13:21
know that I have friends that wish that I
1:13:23
was more interested in showing up in
1:13:26
the way of being like, I'm going
1:13:28
to do this. Like this is a first date
1:13:30
and I'm trying to woo you. And
1:13:32
I'm just saying, so I'm not saying this
1:13:34
is the, yeah, like a better way to
1:13:36
be. No, I think it's better. You
1:13:38
know, it's interesting. I was thinking about this this week where
1:13:40
I was like for all of this characters,
1:13:43
like I go characters when you said
1:13:45
Twitter, it's
1:13:47
really, and it's the most obvious thing in the
1:13:49
world is I remember distinctly, I've probably talked about
1:13:52
this on the podcast before. I
1:13:55
was watching what movie
1:13:57
is it? It
1:13:59
doesn't. matter. There was a time in my life
1:14:02
when I was a young comedian and I
1:14:04
was touring and Aziz was one of the
1:14:06
comedians and there were a couple other comedians
1:14:08
and I felt lower status to Aziz obviously
1:14:10
he was in his 20s and this is
1:14:12
not a bad story about Aziz by the
1:14:14
way it's just I
1:14:16
remember feeling like junior high vibes
1:14:18
like I was this weird and wet
1:14:22
soft ruddy faced boy who just happened to
1:14:24
be on this tour. I had none of
1:14:26
the the solidity that I have now
1:14:28
which I'm very proud of which is like I am
1:14:31
me, I'm good at what I do, might not
1:14:33
be for everybody but who does
1:14:36
something that's for everybody you know I'm saying
1:14:38
like just kind of a calm centeredness that
1:14:40
took a lot of work to get at
1:14:42
and then back then I was really just
1:14:44
trying to be like oh wow Aziz is
1:14:46
like so hip so cool ahead of the
1:14:49
curve was just the
1:14:51
face of modernity. Young
1:14:54
guy killing it way harder. I was
1:14:56
like what is this guy about and
1:14:58
I think he had recommended some movie
1:15:02
and it was a Matt Damon was in it and George
1:15:04
Clooney I forget what it is though it doesn't matter and
1:15:06
I was really desperate
1:15:08
and sweaty just trying to talk
1:15:10
about the movie in
1:15:13
the way that I do which was
1:15:15
being honest and I didn't understand an
1:15:17
aspect of the movie and
1:15:20
like maybe this is a little shitty
1:15:22
but I don't think it's horrible Aziz
1:15:24
like really made fun of me for
1:15:26
not understanding the movie
1:15:30
and not hard not over the line he
1:15:32
just sort of roasted me a little bit
1:15:34
yeah but I remember in that moment really
1:15:37
getting a glimpse of my inner
1:15:40
child and that was almost like if we
1:15:42
were making the movie that's a moment
1:15:44
where I go like we're not doing this
1:15:46
anymore I will become
1:15:49
the person who makes
1:15:51
fun of people who don't understand
1:15:53
movies like that was the moment
1:15:55
there was like earning point not
1:15:57
doing this anymore I'm gonna
1:15:59
keep my mouth shut if I don't
1:16:01
understand it. I'll pretend I
1:16:03
understand it. Really in that very sort
1:16:06
of ordinary, but it
1:16:08
wasn't just disease. It was hanging out
1:16:10
with comedians in general. I was like,
1:16:12
if you show this weakness with these
1:16:14
people, my people, and I'm this
1:16:17
way, they
1:16:19
will pounce on it. And I started
1:16:21
hammering it out and going like, it's
1:16:24
that U2 lyric where he
1:16:26
goes, you become the monster, so the monster will not take
1:16:28
you. That is so
1:16:31
interesting because that is the double-edged sword
1:16:33
of what you're saying. I like to
1:16:35
hang out with comedians where
1:16:37
you can say mongrel and
1:16:39
nobody faults you or
1:16:42
whatever. But that also is to
1:16:44
like, but don't be
1:16:46
the fool. Be the aggressor. And
1:16:48
I know that a part
1:16:52
of you that you have
1:16:55
shame about and that you try to work on is
1:16:57
being hard on, I'm
1:17:02
doing air quotes, the fool, like
1:17:04
somebody who is. And it's
1:17:06
that same mechanism that created
1:17:08
that in you. Because
1:17:11
my fear is I am the fool. But
1:17:13
you got that from the people who- Who
1:17:15
helped me learn how to- Well,
1:17:17
you got that from the people who
1:17:19
now you are more comfortable with because
1:17:21
it's basically like they
1:17:23
made you like them. And so
1:17:26
now you're only comfortable with their kind.
1:17:30
And yet they were the ones that hammered and
1:17:32
scared and all that sort of stuff. It's true.
1:17:34
When I watched The Roast, like I didn't watch
1:17:36
The Roast, we watched Nicki said and then, because
1:17:38
you said it was excellent and it was, I'm
1:17:41
like, there really is something, that's
1:17:43
what we are. There's a mode for all
1:17:45
of us deep down where like,
1:17:47
just a little bit
1:17:50
like cannibals, like I'll eat you. If
1:17:52
that's the menu, I'll eat you. Are
1:17:55
you saying that's where the food is?
1:17:57
And the food is laughs, prestige, power.
1:18:00
shininess. I'll eat you.
1:18:02
Yeah. I guess, do you
1:18:04
feel like you had that before you started
1:18:07
hanging out with comedians? Had what?
1:18:09
That roasty thing aspect. No,
1:18:12
I think that was developed. And that
1:18:14
was, if I can make them feel
1:18:16
like a full, I won't be a
1:18:19
full classic, just classic projection and
1:18:22
fear and all that sort of stuff. And
1:18:24
I remember that slowly, you know,
1:18:27
from hanging out with comedians, which was around that
1:18:29
time. Now, when
1:18:32
I'm with people,
1:18:34
have you ever noticed that if
1:18:36
people bring up making fun of, like
1:18:38
make fun of me, I have something?
1:18:41
Yeah. You
1:18:43
mean like you have a response? If they go like,
1:18:45
what would you say about me? And I'll just say
1:18:47
like, it's, I thought about
1:18:49
that earlier. Oh, yeah, of course. It
1:18:52
wasn't coming up with it quickly. It's
1:18:54
when I saw them, you've
1:18:56
been conditioned to go like, yeah, why
1:18:58
you look like a weatherman in the
1:19:00
70s or whatever, or something funnier than
1:19:03
that. But like you have that. Yeah.
1:19:05
And it came from hanging out with
1:19:07
comics. That's so interesting
1:19:09
that that like developed as
1:19:11
a survival mechanism. Because it
1:19:13
is like, I know it came from you
1:19:16
not wanting to be the fool, but if
1:19:18
you were hanging out with a different crowd,
1:19:20
that wouldn't even be necessary. Well, it takes
1:19:22
me back to college when like my identity
1:19:24
was a goofus. Like I felt like I
1:19:27
was a goofus and my friends were goofus,
1:19:29
goofi. And we, we, my
1:19:33
roommate and I used to joke that we
1:19:35
were like, Beavis and Butt-Head. We just walked
1:19:37
around the world and like things happened and
1:19:39
we laughed at everything and we were just
1:19:41
idiots. And then like, I
1:19:44
slowly got thrown to the
1:19:46
wolves and learned to howl at the moon.
1:19:48
Well, honestly, and that felt like a
1:19:50
homecoming to me because we're almost
1:19:52
out of time. But like, you know, growing
1:19:54
up, that wasn't
1:19:57
just being a goofus. It was, it was learning how
1:19:59
to like survive pretty interesting and complicated
1:20:02
terrain. So when I
1:20:04
learned that there was a group of people
1:20:06
that wanted to make fun of and tease,
1:20:08
I was like, oh, you know
1:20:10
what I mean? My parents, I know
1:20:13
whatever, pop up, go away. My parents
1:20:15
are very good at making fun of
1:20:17
people. Oh yeah, they have a
1:20:20
lot of opinions about how everybody
1:20:22
is and should be. Things you wouldn't even
1:20:24
guess. You shouldn't do that. Like
1:20:26
that, what, where that, but they'll say it like it
1:20:28
was written on the back of the $5 bill. Like
1:20:31
you don't do that. So then
1:20:33
when I saw that there was a group, two
1:20:35
things, I could protect myself. So I
1:20:37
went with the most dangerous group because the way
1:20:40
I could protect myself with them was
1:20:42
the most protected. Like the insurance
1:20:44
policy, the payout is the largest.
1:20:46
Even though you're in the most
1:20:48
at risk area, you'll
1:20:50
still get more of a payout as
1:20:53
opposed to pretending to be a doofus. I was like, oh,
1:20:55
I can be my full self over here. And anyway, we
1:20:57
got it. You'll be unprotected. Yeah. And
1:21:00
you recognized like a, you
1:21:04
know, a pattern of attachment
1:21:07
that you knew from your
1:21:09
childhood. That's exactly right. And we're
1:21:11
back to the wound. Yes. This
1:21:13
feels familiar. Always the wound.
1:21:16
Never the wounded. Does
1:21:18
this note say less vowel or
1:21:21
lay vowel? Where? It's
1:21:23
L-E-S vowel. Les vowel,
1:21:25
lesbian vowel kiln. Not
1:21:27
about me. This is my set list from when I
1:21:30
did stand up at the Rupert Spira. So
1:21:33
I even put lesbian vowel kiln on there
1:21:35
because I was so like, what jokes will
1:21:37
work in a
1:21:40
spiritual environment? That
1:21:42
is your go-to. It'll work
1:21:44
every time. I know. And
1:21:46
I'm not trying to be funny. I think about when eventually
1:21:49
vowel kiln will pass away and a joke will
1:21:52
go with them. You can't, there's
1:21:54
the same thing happened to me with John Ritter. I sometimes
1:21:56
have jokes about looking like John Ritter, then he died. And
1:21:59
you're like, well, you. You don't do it anymore. You
1:22:01
do it when he's a movie star. That helps.
1:22:04
That helps the story.
1:22:06
Yeah, although I think you could do John Ritter now.
1:22:08
Now I think. There's probably a brief period of time
1:22:11
where you don't. There's a statute. Yeah, and
1:22:13
then there's a brief period of time where you do it
1:22:15
and you say too soon. That's no, you're right. I
1:22:17
know comedy. You do, yeah. One
1:22:19
thing's for sure, you keep doing it. Yeah.
1:22:23
All right, this is wonderful, Valerie. Thank you, as
1:22:25
always. Yeah, thank you. What
1:22:27
a gift you are. Thank you all
1:22:29
for listening and keep it crispy.
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